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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    Something strikes Suguru, then. His need deepens.

    It’s like it takes a physical shape, somewhere in the muscles of his thighs, just under his skin. They twitch with the intensity of it, rather violently.

    Satoru sees, of course he does, moves a mesmerized hand down the quivering muscle.

    “Oh, you want it.” Satoru breathes, looking down at Suguru with eyes aglow and expression a little ravenous.

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    Or: Suguru Geto and the art of being vulnerable.

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    27 May 2026

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    Shoko keeps asking him if they fell out because of a fight, or something. He assures her it’s much simpler than that:

    Satoru moved to Kyoto for university, and Suguru stayed in Tokyo. They didn’t really keep in touch.

    Sad, sure— but such fates are met by plenty of childhood friends.

    (He knows Shoko texts Satoru a lot, knows they kept in contact— and he wonders if she asks him the same question: Did you have a fight?

    He wonders if Satoru gives her a different answer.)

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    Or: Despite all the memories coloring their childhood, at twenty-four, Suguru hadn't seen Satoru for years. And then he's there, again, in his life, abrupt and distracting and mesmerizing like a snowstorm, and Suguru has a lifetime or feelings he seems to have gotten too old to ignore.

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    26 May 2026

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    He watches, almost in slow motion, as the stupid, most haunting pair of amber eyes look behind Shoko, focusing on him.

    The worst part is how Satoru tracks every minuscule crinkle of his eye. How he watches recognition fill his gaze, watches the muscles in his brows relax as his gaze softens. Watches for signs, tells, that he’d recognize, and horribly, finds them.

    Watches, maybe in horror, a soft smile come across the features that he still sometimes sees when he’s been staring at the backs of his eyelids for too long.

    “This is my friend from uni,-“ Shoko, oblivious, starts, and Suguru interrupts her.

    “Satoru.”

    //

    “…I don’t think I should let you back into my life.” Satoru mumbles, a little sleepier, after some time.

    “…I understand.” Suguru whispers, not letting go, as if he’s savoring every second Satoru is going to let him have like this.

    “I think I will anyway.” Satoru whispers back.

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    “But you have to admit that you’ve got a bit of an unhealthy obsession with your car.”

    “I have a bit of an unhealthy obsession with you,” Minho said, his hand landing on Chan’s thigh, his smaller hand strong and almost burning through the fabric of Chan’s jeans.

    Or, it's supposed to be causal, except it's not anymore to Chan and it hasn't been for a long time.

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    17 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    He knew he had no right to be this annoyed about it, because he'd done the exact same thing with Chan, after all. Leaned in, let their lips barely touch, heard the fans scream. Done it with zero issue, because it was work, because it was expected, because Chan's face so close to his was familiar and entirely, completely platonic.

    He knew that. Logically. Intellectually. In the part of his brain that was a reasonable, well-adjusted adult.

    But the other part — the stupid, lizard, possessive part of his meat head — was currently replaying the image of Changbin's mouth so close to Felix's on a loop, and it wanted to bite something.

    So he didn't look over. Didn't speak. Just watched the darn water and city lights outside and pretended he was above all of this.

    (He was not above any of this.)

    After watching each other kiss other members during the fanmeeting pepero game, Hyunjin and Changbin spend the ride home in petty, jealous silence, until they get home and find other ways to communicate.

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    24 Apr 2026