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CHAPTER 1
Bin had just finished his latest VLive in which he did a mukbang. He was full and satisfied. As he was making his way down the passage, he heard music coming from the practice room. It could only come from one person at this time of night. Rocky. He wasn't surprised when he opened the door and found Rocky dancing to their upcoming title song One from their full length album All Yours. As Bin looked on, he took the time to watch Rocky. Bin hadn't watched him without Rocky noticing someone was watching him before. He picked up for the first time in many years, that this Rocky danced differently. His moves were more fluid and more tight where they needed to be in the song. It came to the dance break, which he would be center for, that was added to the MV that would come out and he went hard for it again. Bin just watched him mouth agape. Had Rocky always danced like this in front of him and the others before? He couldn't remember ever seeing it in all the time he's known him. It's almost like he was faster and felt every beat of the music. The song played on and Rocky once again looked liked perfection while dancing. It was amazing and Bin actually found himself so breathless he didn't know the song had stopped. It was only when Rocky turned around and was surprised and said "Bin Hyung? I didn't notice you standing there." Bin remembered to breathe. "Ah, yeah, I just finished my Vlive and I heard music as I was passing by" he said while putting his hand behind his neck. Rocky cocked his head to the side. "Ok. I suppose you're too full for a practice session? We can always freestyle dance like we used to. We barely have had the chance anymore" he said smiling. Bin, felt his belly. He was indeed too full. Why did he feel sad about it? He then looked at Rocky and smiled disappointed and said "If I do that, we might have to clean up the floor" he said shyly. Rocky laughed again. That laugh that came from deep down. Bin liked the sound of it. He liked it a little too much than he ought to. "Um, hyung, I don't think so. What you actually mean is that YOU will be cleaning up the floor. I'm not going near your throw up!" Rocky stated. "Yah! What happened to always helping each other out?" Bin said feigning hurt. "We do, I just don't think helping clean up your vomit counts" he was now giving his wide smile. Lately Bin had also liked that more than he ought too and was confused as to why. "Why don't you stop overworking yourself and let's get back to the dorm ok?" Bin questioned him. Rocky sighed. Bin knew that sigh. He still knew Rocky well enough to know that sigh meant he wasn't going to fight him on this. "I guess I am hungry" he contemplated. He moved towards the table where they used to put their songs through the speakers and disconnected his phone. He grabbed his hoodie and said "Let's go" once again with a wide smile.
On the way back to the dorm, Rocky was happy that there was a cool breeze. "You're going to catch a cold you know" Bin said next to him. Rocky rolled his eyes. Why was Bin always treating him like a child? He could understand when they were young and trainees and Bin would always look out for him. But he had come of age a long time ago. "Yes mom" was all he answered putting on his hoodie. When was Bin going to just treat him like a grown up for a change? He had wanted to ask the older this but his thoughts were interrupted by Bin asking a question he hadn't expected "Since when do you dance like that Rocky?" he asked. Rocky stopped and looked at him, confusion running rampant in his mind. "Huh? What do mean by dance like that?" Rocky actually didn't know whether to be offended or take it as a compliment. "Why don't you dance like that in front of me and the others when we practice?" Bin asked. Still confused Rocky said "I have absolutely no idea what you mean hyung. Like no idea. What do you mean"? Bin could always read his face and must have realised Rocky genuinely had no idea what he was talking about. Rocky then asked "Is there something wrong with they way I dance?" he said feeling a little hurt. Why was Bin asking him this kind of question? "For someone who is so good at rapping, dancing and singing and not to mention compose songs, you really can be dense" Bin laughed. "Are you being serious right now? You're basically saying I'm stupid Hyung!" Rocky was now annoyed. "No Rocky, I just mean you sometimes don't realise things that are right there within you or right in front of you" Bin replied quickly. "Oh ok" Rocky replied. He better have a point to this conversation.
"It's just while I was watching earlier the dance looked d-different" Bin stuttered. Rocky stopped again, still not understanding. "What do you mean by different? It's the same dance we have all been practicing for months now in prep for the comeback. So what is different?" he questioned again. "W-well, let me put it this way; it's like being a super hero right? He is in a group of other super heroes. They do amazing work. But this super hero is a little bit stronger than the rest of his team in terms of his power. So he kinds of eases off on it when he is in a fighting situation with the others. Just so he doesn't stand out and is one of them" Bin said. Rocky looked at him then. "Are you saying I'm this particular super hero?" he gave the last part a quote sign with his hands. "Um, yes" was all Bin replied. Rocky lifted his brows a little and gave a soft laugh. "Hyung, I think you ate too much" he laughed again as he walked on slightly ahead of Bin back to the dorm.
Bin decided to give up this conversation and jog lightly up towards Rocky and said "Ok, ok, let's just get back. On a full stomach I need a nap". Rocky laughed louder this time "You mean sleep, not nap" he replied and ran towards the dorm a few feet away "Yah, sleep and nap can be the same you know"! Bin yelled after him.
Chapter 2: CHAPTER 2
Notes:
This is going to be interesting. Well at least I think so! Also cute! 😊
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The next morning everyone was gathered around finishing off their breakfast. "Ok, this is the last time I'm asking this question before I literally kill you all!" MJ said irritated. "Who ate my left overs??!!" Everyone looked at him. They were not going to own up. The only person who could've done it was not currently at the dorm but was busy with an early schedule. "Seriously MJ Hyung, it wasn't any of us" Sanha said almost pleadingly. "When I find the culprit..." JinJin intervened "You'll scold them ok?" He looked at MJ. He sighed "Fine, I'll scold him. But that doesn't mean that I have to give a soft scolding." JinJin nodded and smiled. Bin wondered how it was possible that JinJin and MJ had been together so long. Well it could be that they understood each other to the last letter and never held anything from each other. Bin smiled and hoped he could find someone like that one day. "You might have to hide your food pretty well MJ Hyung" said Rocky then with a mouth full of food. They all laughed. Bin noticed the cute dimples Rocky had as he tried to laugh with his mouth full. He tried to not to find it overly cute, but he was struggling.
"We have dance practice at midday. So I reckon rest up and meet at the practice room ok?" They all said their agreements and headed their seperate ways. JinJin and MJ were headed to the park, Sanha plopped himself down on the couch and said he was determined to beat the final boss in the game he was currently playing. Rocky then said "I'll meet you at the practice room later ok hyung?" Bin looked at him "Why? You going out?" he asked. Rocky "oh ha ha. Me? Go out? And where exactly would I go to by myself? It'll be boring. So I'll be at the practice room" he smiled like it was the most natural thing to do. Bin hesitated. He couldn't just let Rocky live in the practice room all the time when there was a bit of free time. "Hey, I've got an idea. Since it's early, let's go to the market and see what's happening there. I reckon we get to work the food off and I'll join you in the practice room today" Bin felt victorious at the fact he didn't stutter while saying that. For some reason he seemed to stutter and feel a little nervous in front of the younger. This was new. Bin wasn't used to feeling this kind of way in front of the younger. Rocky got that little sparkle in his eyes when he gets excited or is extremely happy. Bin loved it. He felt warmth when that look was given just to him. Always. "Really? Sounds good. It's been a long time since we could just hang out you know?" he replied. "I definitely agree Hyuk. So let's go already!" Bin sounded just as excited and gave Rocky a wide smile.
Rocky had no idea why the older wanted to spend time with him after so long. But he wasn't going to complain. And then Bin called him Hyuk and he felt a feeling he long last felt. It was like a warmth from his belly radiating throughout his body. As he walked to his room to get his hoodie he also couldn't help but notice the excitement and of course that smile that could make Rocky weak in the knees. He needed to keep his head in check and not over think every little thing like he used to. Eunwoo Hyung had taught him that and it helped a lot. He was brought back when he heard Bin in the lounge, "are you coming? We don't have all day!" Rocky gave a content sigh "yes yes I'm coming!".
Notes:
Once again if you are enjoying this, please leave kudos or comments. ❤️
Chapter 3
Notes:
Bin is starting to have a hard time keeping his feelings inside for Rocky. It is becoming increasingly more difficult.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The market was not overly busy at 8 in the morning. Bin and Rocky were just strolling through. "It's a nice day today" Bin said. It felt different to say. It felt like he was on some kind of date and was at a lack of words. He cursed himself. A date? The fuck am I thinking? It's Rocky damnit! Get your shit together! Just then Rocky shouted excitedly, "Hyung, look at this awesome mini bag!" Bin turned around and Rocky was two stalls down. He headed over. The mini bag was a bright red. Bin could never understand Rocky's fascination with holders or mini bags. He didn't think he would ever get it. But he replied, "it looks nice. Do you have anything to match it with though?" Rocky looked at him. "You don't necessarily need to have anything to match it with, you can add it to many colours as is" he smiled. Bin couldn't stop the words coming out his mouth next "should I buy it for you?" Rocky lifted his head to him like lightning. "What?" he asked. Shit, Bin was in it now. He didn't mean to say it but he also didn't mind. He tried to save the situation so that it didn't make it awkward. "Um, yeah. I, um," he thought and then it came to him "I didn't really get you a birthday present did I?" He felt relief wash over him. "Well, yeah, but the call and your words were enough for me" Rocky said. Bin felt his heart melt and took the bag immediately from Rocky's hands and handed to the owner. "I'll take this please" was all he said. "Hyung, seriously, you don't ha-" But Bin cut him short. He looked at Rocky and stared into his eyes, "I want to Hyuk, ok?" Rocky looked like he blushed. "O-Ok then" he said softly. Once the bag was bought Rocky looked like he was clutching the bag like it was the most important thing in the world to him. "Thanks Bin Hyung. I really appreciate it" he said while looking straight ahead. Bin was thankful for this as he could feel himself getting flustered and blushing. He rubbed the back of his neck; "Anytime Hyuk" he replied while smiling.
They decided to head to the practice room. It was about 10am now. "A good solid two hours of dance and I'd say we would be warmed up" Rocky laughed. Bin laughed too. "We can just sit back and watch the others while we take a breather". "What type of music to warm up to though?" Rocky said absent mindedly while heading to the connector for the speakers. "Hmm, let's try one of our old ones. If you still have it?" Rocky smiled at him "I sometimes still use it as a warm up". Bin was surprised. Another thing he didn't know about the younger. "You do? Well let's get it then. Oh, and Hyuk?" Rocky turned to him "Yes?" he answered "Dance the way you were last night. Just go for how you would normally ok?" Rocky sighed, "Hyung I told you this is the way I dance" Bin just looked straight into his eyes. He could see the younger having a battle within himself. "Well just dance like normal like you were last night ok" Bin said "but normal like last night". Rocky laughed "You're confusing you know that? But ok, if you say so" he carried on laughing while putting on their warm up song.
Two hours felt like an eternity for Bin. They did their warm ups and dancing to older songs as they used to when they were trainees. When it was done, Bin dropped to his knees then his back. Holy God I'm going to die. Rocky walked over to him covered in sweat and breathing heavy, but still standing. He looked down concerned at Bin. "Bin Hyung, are you ok? You usually are ok after our warm ups and dancing. Are you not feeling well?" Bin opened his eyes then. He just stared at Rocky then, trying to get even more air into his lungs. "You...are...amazing...you know that?" he panted. "And you are clearly dizzy from that practice. I'll go get some water. Might as well get for the others too" he said. "I'll be right back." As Rocky went out to get the water he wondered as to why Bin was so unsteady. He never used to be that way. Was it just that they haven't done that routine in a while? He didn't seem to have a problem with their latest title track to come out? Weird.
The second Rocky left, Bin moaned. He wasn't holding back. Rocky was going at full pace and Bin thought he was going to pass out. Rocky was literally a year younger than him and they both were great dancers when they were trainees and throughout the time they have been a group. This was indeed different. Bin was sure of it now. As much as he was trying to keep up with Rocky Bin gave him glances or looked in the mirror at him. He couldn't resist looking at Rocky's smooth movements, his toned body and his expressions. Bin couldn't deny that he was turned on, he started to feel it in his pants now as he thought of it. "Shit" he said out loud. "You still dizzy Hyung?" Rocky came back in. Instinctively Bin sat down trying desperately to hide behind the boner that he had. Rocky handed him the water. "Thank you" he gasped and practically downed the bottle. "You're lucky I brought plenty of spares" he laughed. Bin was relieved Rocky hadn't noticed anything.
Just then the door opened and the others came walking in. "Well there is something I haven't seen in a long time" said MJ. "Yeah, looks like the ancestors, are at it again" Eunwoo replied. "I guess you guys are warmed up already" said JinJin. "Yup", Rocky said. "We're going to relax a bit while you're all warming up. He gave a cheeky smile which made Bin have a harder time trying to control his arousal. The both scooted back to the wall, thankfully it wasn't far off and Bin could just scoot with his butt and watched the others for a bit. This would give Bin time to calm down.
When they had finally finished practice late into the evening JinJin said they should head back to the dorm as he had ordered food. "Ah! My favourite hyung!" Sanha said clapping his hands. "Yah!" both MJ and Eunwoo said together. "Are you guys coming?" JinJin said to both Rocky and Bin. "Yup, I just gotta get my phone and lock up remember? No one is going to come in so I gotta lock up" said Rocky. "I'll wait for him" Bin said. Rocky sighed, "I'm not a child Bin Hyung!" Bin laughed and said "You sure? Your shoelaces are untied" Rocky looked down. He face palmed himself. "Fine, whatever" he huffed.
"See you guys at the dorm then" JinJin said. "And hurry before the food gets cold" he added.
When Rocky was finally done he and Bin walked out together. Rocky still clutching the newly bought bag from Bin. "You really like that bag huh?" asked Bin. "Yeah, I do hyung" he then added "not only because it's great but it's also a present from you" he smiled sheepishly. "You get plenty of presents from the other member too" Bin said. "Yeah well, I guess I find the ones you give me is extra special is all" Rocky replied. Bin was silent for a moment. "Well that's good to know" he smiled proudly. "Don't get a big head about it" Rocky hit him playfully on the arm. They laughed loudly at that.
Notes:
I think I'm enjoying getting back into writing. Although I still feel rusty and I haven't really done fanfics, I think as I write more I may get better.
Chapter 4
Notes:
Who knew Jacket Shooting would cause a little bit of a problem? Bin finds out the hard way.
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The next day they were headed to their jacket shooting. Everyone was dressed in cool looking jackets and sparkles and leather. Bin came out in a sequenced sleeveless see through top. Rocky gulped. He tried to ignore it. He oh so desperately tried to ignore it. All he had on was a long sleeved dark navy shirt with a sheer see through sleeveless top underneath. He didn't have Bin's muscles but he was toned in a dancer's way. Sleek muscled not an ounce of fat anywhere. He would have like to bulk up like Bin did, but he wasn't able to do it. It was his body almost refused too. He wouldn't be Bin's type anyway. He was sure Bin would prefer someone nearly as bulk muscled as he was. Rocky tried to calm his desire. In fact he had mastered the art over the years. He caught Bin looking at him and as they looked at each other they just smiled. Rocky then heard the stylist call him to add something to his outfit and walked towards her.
Bin was having trouble thinking. Rocky looked hot with his long hair done just the right way, the way the shirt and sheer top made for one to guess what lay underneath. Bin knew. He had seen Rocky topless before. He was pure toned muscle. Not bulk muscle like he had, but lean and toned to perfection. He noticed Rocky watching him with a far away look in his eyes and he looked at him. He found himself smiling, and Rocky smiled back. He then had to go. Bin watched him and his could see a hint of his back muscles. Bin started feeling a bit weak in the knees so he sat. He felt that growing arousal again and had to adjust his position quite a few times to hide it. After a while it died down slightly and called to JinJin that he was heading to the bathroom. JinJin gave him a thumbs up. He dashed. He made it to the, thankfully, empty bathroom. "Shit" he uttered. "What the hell is wrong, why can't I stop thinking of him? I can't get his body and face out of my mind" he said hyperventilating now. He looked into the mirror. He realised then that Hyukkie was no longer there and Hyuk, actually Park Minhyuk had taken his place. He definitely wasn't a child anymore. Bin didn't think that anymore either. He felt different. He wanted Hyuk more than he cared to let on. He wanted him as a close friend, no, more than a friend. The arousal wasn't there for no apparent reason. His body was yearning for Hyuk's lips, his body and everything. He had to go in the stall this time. He couldn't hold it anymore. He tried to think of anything more erotic that Hyuk and found his mind always going back to him. He came with such force he had to be careful not to ruin his clothes and had to sit down.
Bin now knew he had a problem. He had to have Park Minhyuk.
Notes:
Kudos and comments please. It helps me become better at this.
Chapter 5
Notes:
It seems a cover shoot can also cause not only Bin, but also Rocky a problem. Rocky needs to breathe.
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The next day brought about the cover shoot for the All Yours section for the Album. These would also form part of the packaging. Bin wore a black jacket and a t-shirt with a bunch of smiley stickers on his face. Rocky took the opportunity to have fun. "Wait, wait, there's more!" he said excitedly. He put one extra on Bin's cheek and two extra's on his neck. That touch seemed to have Bin blushing. Rocky looked at him curiously but said nothing and just said "T-there, it looks good" and then smiled. Bin cleared his throat a bit. "Yeah?" he asked. "Yup" Rocky replied and gave him a wide smile. Bin loved that smile and he reckoned he would never get tired of it. The PD called him for his shoot and he had to go. "Have a good one" said Rocky on his way to get ready.
As he was walking to the dressing room, Rocky exhaled the air that seemed to become trapped in his lungs. "Shit" he said. "He had to blush. He had to bloody blush!" he said frustrated with himself. Bin's skin was smooth, but Rocky could see up close that he had been scratching again. Rocky would have to remind him to put on his cream when they got back to the dorm. Was he blushing because of him? There was no way in hell Bin felt something other than friendship for him. Rocky was going to remain tight lipped about it. Last thing he needed was to fuck up what amazing friendship they had by confessing and it was a one sided thing. Rocky knew better than that. He would remain as friends and it would be good. "Yup, all good" he said to himself as he was called for his shoot.
Bin stood in a further corner of the studio and watched Rocky's shoot without him knowing. Rocky then lit a match and put the other end in his mouth and posed for the camera. He did this twice more so as not to let the match burn too close to his face. Bin found that he was salivating. Swallowing hard, he again, for the second time that day, had to keep his arousal in check. "Damnit Hyuk!" he said lowly between gritted teeth.
It had been an exhausting day as the shoot included the group's cute refreshing side as well. They were all shattered when they came into the dorm. "Sleeeeep" groaned Bin. "Huh, I don't think so Bin Hyung" Rocky responded. "Go wash up your face. Don't think I didn't notice you have been scratching again" he said. "I w-" Rocky-yah is right Binnie, it's flaring up and I can even see it from here now" said Eunwoo. Bin pouted, "fine, I'll go" he whined. "Me after" yawned Sanha. They all did their night routines one by one. "Where's Bin Hyung?" Rocky asked standing with the medicine cream in his hands while JinJin who was grabbing a snack from the kitchen said "In the room. You better catch him before he fully goes to sleep otherwise he is a lost cause. Rocky laughed and headed to the room JinJin shared with Bin. He headed inside and saw that the lamp light was only on. "Bin Hyung! Wake up!" Rocky nearly shouted. Bin shot up "what? What's going on?" he was confused. "It's time to put on your cream since I know you well enough to know you didn't" Rocky replied gently as he could. "I was just about to doze off and you woke me for cream?!" Bin said annoyed. "Yes, yes I did. Now don't dare lie down until I'm done hyung" Rocky said sternly. He climbed onto the bed and sat right in front of Bin. He was wide wake now. He would never understand how flawless Rocky's skin was up close. "Tilt your head to the right" he said while applying the cream on his hand. He gently applied to the already scratched area and then put on more to rub the whole of Bin's right side. They looked at each other for a brief moment. Just staring. Bin moved his head closer. Rocky broke first and moved slightly away "ok, turn your neck to the other side" he said softly this time. He then added more cream and applied it gently and softly to Bin's neck and slightly slower this time. He finished with the back and gently used the last under his chin and over his adams apple. He thought he heard a soft moan escape Bin's lips just then. He stopped to look at the older again. They were close. More close than before. Bin's eyes darted from Rocky's eyes to his lips. He leaned in slightly closer and Rocky's eyes were shuttering closed. "I hope you got the whole area coz I'm tired as heck and I need sleep" said JinJin as he walked in. The two practically jumped apart. All JinJin did was smile. He hopped on his bed and Bin shakingly said, "um yeah, got the whole area". Rocky swallowed visibly "yeah, all sorted" he said and got up and scooted out the room saying a fleeting "goodnight and sleep well Hyung's" down the passage. Rocky had to get out there fast. His boner wasn't going to leave if he didn't leave the room.
JinJin sat in silence for a second. He knew Bin was still awake even though his back was towards him. "Rocky huh?" Bin turned around so fast. "W-what do mean?" he stuttered. "Look, it's awkward at first but it'll work out. MJ and I are doing fine. But if you don't tell him it's going to become increasingly difficult to concentrate on anything else. And trust me Rocky definitely likes you back" he said. "Also, I know you sometimes call him dense, but geez Bin I think you got him beat" he then added and laughed. "Hyung it's not funny! How do I even begin?!" Bin sighed. "Errm, looks like you were going to be pretty ok by what I briefly saw when I walked in" he said with a wink and a smile before rolling over and going to sleep. Bin turned off the lamp. "Night Hyung" Bin said. "Sweet dreams Binnie" said JinJin and Bin was sure he could still here the amusement in the older's voice.
Notes:
You know what to do my lovelies. 😊
Chapter 6
Summary:
Popcorn anyone?
Notes:
A movie, just chilling on the couch and sleep is what is termed as "Rocky's Lazy Day".
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The company gave them a whole day off for the next day. They couldn't believe it. "Off to the beach!" MJ declared loudly. "Sounds good to me!" Sanha shouted just as loudly. "I'll get packing" said Eunwoo excitedly as he too had a day off. "I intend sleeping and chilling the whole day!" shouted Rocky. "WHAT?" they all said together. "What?! I'm tired and I just want to chill for a change. The beach is too much effort" he said looking clearly not bothered by his response. JinJin laughed. "You're really serious?" he said. "Of course I'm serious! I'm declaring a Rocky lazy day" he said proudly. They all laughed. Bin was torn between the beach and staying. "Hurry up Binnie, let's get going" said Eunwoo. Rocky looked at Bin for a split second and then proceeded to to turn on the TV to check if there were any good movies on. "Um, yeah ok" he responded somewhat hesitantly. He got his swimming stuff and headed out of the door. "Have a good lazy Rocky day" he smiled to the younger who was all too comfortable on the couch. "Have a good time at the beach" Rocky smiled back. Bin stared longer than he ought too until Eunwoo pulled him by the arm. "Those two" Rocky said to an empty dorm shaking his head.
It wasn't even a half an hour and Bin came rushing into the dorm. He changed his mind. He wanted to spend the day with Rocky. Actually he wanted to have Rocky all to himself. It would be rare to miss this opportunity and if he didn't take it now he would miss his chance. So as he walked in, he found Rocky curled under a blanket. Although it wasn't that cold for a blanket, he looked cosy nonetheless. Bin moved closer quietly and took a seat on the couch. Some romantic movie was on. Typical Rocky he thought to himself. A hopeless romantic. He shifted closer and eventually his thighs were touching Rocky's feet. Bin just wanted to lean over him and place a kiss on those soft lips. But before he could, Rocky stirred and slowly opened his eyes. They were half sleepy and half surprised. Bin found it adorable. "Bin Hyung?" he stated with a groggy morning voice. Bin couldn't decipher if he found it cute or hot. "Are you back already? Where are the others?" he asked. "They're o-on their way to the beach" he said softly. "So how come you're back? Are you not feeling well?" Rocky asked with concern in his voice and immediately sat up to put his hand on Bin's forehead. Bin chuckled. "No" he started "I'm back because - because I wanted to spend the day with you." Rocky looked on in confusion as Bin took his hand and moved it to his cheek. "Y-you wanted to spend the day with m-me" he stuttered out. "Yes" Bin said further leaning his cheek into Rocky's hand. "With. Me?" Rocky uttered again. "Yes Hyuk, with you" Bin smiled. "Well, um ok, if you're going to have a Rocky lazy day then you will have to watch movies and have popcorn. I fell asleep before I could make" he grinned widely. Bin was weak for that smile. "Sounds like a plan" he said softly again. Rocky let his hand fall from Bin's face and Bin could feel the lack of warmth that Rocky possessed. He followed Rocky to the kitchen and watched him pop a packet of popcorn in the microwave.
"It's butter popcorn. Our favourite, remem-" Rocky turned around and was surprised to see Bin right there in front of him. What is he thinking???!!! Rocky's mind screamed at him. "I remember" he said "when we were trainees we went to watch a scary you were determined to watch and said nothing could scare you. We had buttered popcorn then. Except you spent most of the time pretty much clawing at me and practically trying to climb into my lap because it scared you" he finished. "Yeah" he lifted his head proudly, "that's when I was younger. I'm very much ok with scary movies now" he tried to sound brave. "Really?" Bin arched an eyebrow which Rocky found sexy as hell. He then berated himself for thinking so. "I have the perfect movie to test that theory" he replied. "Oh no no, it's Rocky lazy day and I get to pick!" he said quickly. "Hmmm, unless you're really afraid then I guess we'll leave it then" Bin replied. Damn my pride Rocky admonished. And Bin knew it. "F-fine, let's watch this scary movie. What is it called?" he asked. "It's been out for a while but I haven't gotten time to watch it. It's called 'The Nun' and I hear it's pretty good" Bin said. Just then the microwave pinged signalling the popcorn was ready. "Ok, you sort that out and I'll sort the popcorn out" Rocky said, still trying his damndest to be brave.
Bin went to retrieve his laptop. He knew Rocky wouldn't let his pride take a knocking so he agreed. I think I'd have to just comfort him as he thought about his conversation last night. When he said he wanted to go back as he was actually still tired too, it was JinJin who came to his defence and gave him a wink that no one else saw when they dropped him off at the dorm again. He went to the lounge and set up everything to watch the movie. This time for added effect he connected it to the speakers. "T-thats not necessary, I can hear just fine thank you" said Rocky holding two bowls of popcorn. "Firstly it will sound better this way and secondly you could have put it in one bowl you know. We're not strangers" Bin laughed. Rocky looked at the bowls. "Ah, yeah. We always have our own bowls when watching together so I guess it's habit?" he replied, a shy smile on his face. "Nevermind, get seated so we can watch" Bin said. Bin sat a little closer than he had to. Today he was going to confess, somehow, but he was going to. They were five minutes into the movie and Rocky grabbed the blanket to cover his eyes. Bin noted that he unknowingly moved closer to him. Bin smiled at that. "I thought you weren't scared by things anymore?" Bin said mischievously. "The blanket is here to just k-keep me comfortable" Rocky replied indignantly. Bin gave a wide smile and said "Well? Is there space under there for me too?" He looked at Rocky and could see in his eyes that the younger was nervous. "Er, yeah sure" he replied. "Cool" was all Bin said as he lifted the blanket and moved himself in. They continued watching and all the while Rocky scooted closer and closer to Bin.
Notes:
I sincerely hope you are enjoying this fic. Leave some comments if you want. It's always helpful to read opinions. And kudos if you want.
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Bin watched as Rocky grabbed his arm and a small pillow at the same time. He was determine not to scream and Bin had to hand it to him, he was doing well. He did tell a small white lie though, Bin had seen the movie before so he knew what was coming. It was mean yet necessary for his plan to work. He knew Rocky was stubborn, and he wouldn't admit to liking Bin for many reasons that would run through his head. He knew subtle hints wouldn't work. So he changed the plan. Rocky was however basically grabbing his arm so hard he needed him to let go. "Errm, Hyuk, I kind of need my arm still attached to me if you don't mind." Rocky looked at him with soft eyes and Bin relented quicker than he would have liked to. "Fine, just don't cut off blood supply" he rolled his eyes for effect.
It was at the climax of the movie that Rocky gave up and jump screamed himself practically on to Bin's lap. His face buried as deep as it could. He held onto Bin like his life depended on it. Bin's breath hitched. He knew it was coming, but was caught off guard nonetheless. "Ahem," he tried to sound casual but his heart was racing a mile a minute, "the part is over now". Rocky raised his head and the movie was all calm again and headed to its end. He annoyed himself at how long he couldn't hold it in. He thought he could at least better than when he was way younger. He stopped a second and looked up at Bin. He was close to his face now. "Erm Hyung?" he asked, "Yes" Bin answered almost breathlessly, "why is your heart beating so fast? You usually don't get scared for movies like this" he said. Bin looked at Rocky and then to his lips and back to his eyes again. "It wasn't the movie Hyuk. I still don't get scared for horror movies" Rocky looked into his eyes and saw something he never thought he would: lust. "Why is your heart racing now Hyuk?" Bin asked, knowing full well where this was heading if Rocky just would let go if he wasn't in his mind so much. He could see confusion and want in the younger's eyes as it travelled to Bin's lips and back again.
Rocky decided to test the waters and wondered if this is what he thought was happening. "Would it be the same as why yours is?" he said softly. Bin moved him properly onto his lap and Rocky gasped as he felt that Bin was hard which spurred on his own erection. Bin leaned in slowly and whispered in his ear, "Can I kiss you now please?" All Rocky could do was nod his head. This was really happening. Bin was finally going to kiss him. "Hyuk," he said "Y-yes" Rocky stuttered, "Stop thinking" Bin said and with that he came in for a kiss. They both melted into each other. A soft yet passionate kiss. Rocky had wanted this for so long, but he had to hold back, he wanted Bin to take the lead to make sure he wanted this. Bin drew back and said "wow". Rocky blinked. "That was amazing. I wanted to do that for a while since I saw you dancing at full force that night" he said. "This is because of me dancing? It turns you on? Is that it?" Rocky looked at him shocked. He was starting to climb off Bin who realised what he had said. He grabbed Rocky's hand and pulled him towards him. "No it's not just that Hyuk" he said quickly. Rocky wasn't even looking his way and still tried to walk away. He managed to get free and headed in the direction of the bathroom. Bin grabbed his arm and dragged him a bit further down the passage in to his room. He closed the door and said "Hyuk! Would you just listen to me for one second?" Rocky sighed "What is it that you have to say hyung? I thought you really cared for me. And to hear that you would only be turned on when I danced hurts alot. Don't play games with me! I don't have energy for this type of shit!" he shouted. Bin had never heard Rocky swear out loud and he was taken aback. It's now or never or he would lose Rocky forever.
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Chapter 8
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Fixing things and comfort always helps with passion.
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"Hyuk, look at me and just listen ok" Bin said. Rocky looked at him then and said a stiff sounding "ok". Bin was relieved. He took a deep breath and continued "Yes, it did start with your dancing. But then I naturally wanted to be close to you. Why do you think I suggested going to the market together when I could have spent time catching up on webtoons or something?" Rocky wanted to interject "Hyuk, just listen please?" Bin had to get this out to make Rocky understand. "I wanted to spend the morning with you. And the mini bag? It was not a late birthday present, it was because I really wanted to buy it for you. I realised then that I was having feelings for you but couldn't work it out. When we danced together after so long on that day I realised again that I wanted to be closer to you. It was when we had the jacket shoot when...when I-" Bin hesitated "When what hyung?" Rocky asked looking at him intently. Bin breathed, "that I realised I like you. And before you say something else what I mean is that I LIKE like you, as in more than a friend like as in I want to be with you all the time, as in I want to hold you when you're sad, when you're scared, when you're happy. I want to be there for you, and not like looking out for you, more like there for you like an adult would for their partner. I want-" Rocky said "Breathe Hyung, I get it, I get it" he smiled then.
Bin found he was was sort of hyperventilating again. Rocky stood up then and walked to him slowly. "Breathe Hyung" he said as he hugged him. Bin slowly started slowly breathing less heavy. The scent of Rocky was enough to calm him. Rocky then took his hand and placed it on Bin's cheek. "I like you too hyung. And I mean LIKE like you. I have for a very very long time. I decided a long time ago that I wouldn't act on it because I wouldn't be able to handle that it was a one sided thing. So I just swallowed it. Do you know how difficult that was? But I coped the best I could, and that was through dance. I put all my feelings into dancing when I was alone. It's cathartic for me. That's why I don't let anyone see that side of me. Yes, I'm aware I hold back when we perform as a group, but that's not because I don't think anyone would keep up, it's because I know we work best when we go with each other's strengths" Rocky finished.
By now Bin was looking deep into Rocky's eyes and leaned into his hand. He sighed softly and took a hold of it. He drew Rocky closer and slowly brought them together in a kiss. The kiss started off slowly and gently and then the atmosphere changed and became heated with every second. Hands were everywhere and Bin felt like he couldn't get enough. He pushed and walked Rocky back towards his bed. They both fell clumsily and laughed a bit. Bin positioned himself into Rocky when Rocky stopped him "You sure about this?" Bin just looked at him. "I have never been more sure of anything in my life" he responded and crashed his lips into Rocky's again. Bin didn't take long before he was taking off his own shirt and heading to take off Rocky's. Rocky hesitated again "Um, can I just leave my shirt on?" he asked sheepishly. "What are you afraid of Rocky? I want to feel you" Bin whispered. "I, um, not as muscular as this" he slid his hands down Bin's arms and abs. "Yes you are" just in a different way and I want all of it. "Now let me take off your shirt" Bin said breathy. He kissed Rocky again and finally Rocky succumbed and let Bin remove his shirt. Bin looked at him and smiled, "perfect" he said and he went to kiss Rocky's neck, slowly moving lower to his nipples. Rocky gasped and slightly arched his back. Bin knew this was one of his sensitive spots and he made a mental note of it. He moved to the other nipple while using his hand to play with the other. He heard Rocky gasp again. Bin was determined to show Rocky how much he cared and how much he wanted to be with him and so badly wanted this relationship.
Just then Rocky moved his hand and palmed Bins erection. "Oh God" he said as he instantly bucked his hips forward. The second he did that Rocky pushed one leg in between Bin's two and Bin then came down onto Rocky's erection. Rocky was quick. Bin had to give him that. The sensation made both of then moan softly. Bin moved his hips forward again so he could feel the friction that sent shivers down his spine. He could feel Rocky move his hands to the top hem of his pants and Bin pulled his own pants as quickly as he could. He practically swiped Rocky's off him in what felt like a second. Both with just underwear on Bin kept grinding against Rocky kissing him wherever he could. They were getting more heated by the second. Bin's mind went wild with passion. He continued faster but wanted more. Rocky was moving in sync with Bin, just like the dancer he was and he elicited noises that spurred Bin on. "Ugh, Hyung I think-" Rocky started "Me too" Bin replied as best he could.
They were nearly at their peak when the door beeped and was opened. They stopped immediately "shit" they both breathed. They had to stop. "Damnit!" Rocky panted. "Fuck" Bin whined. Rocky quickly kicked him off and dressed. As he dashed out the room he whispered, "if anyone asks, I'm asleep"! "Ok" Bin said. He then got dressed to and layed on his stomach to hide his boner and opened up webtoons on his phone.
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Everyone entered to a silent dorm and it was around 5:30pm. "Yah!" yelled MJ, "Where is everybody?" Bin, who had managed to breathe himself out of his almost euphoria, exited the bedroom scratching his neck. "Rocky is asleep. When he said Rocky lazy day, he meant it" laughed Bin sheepishly. "And what did you do all day then" asked JinJin with a smirk. Bin could have tackled him to the floor for trying to make it obvious. "Watched some movies, had popcorn, I must admit it was kind of refreshing. I can see why he likes it. You guys on the other hand look exhausted" Bin now started laughing. "Well, yes," replied Eunwoo. "We forgot how much energy Sanha has" he said tiredly. "Hyung, I had such a good time today. Next time you and Rocky Hyung need to come as well!" Bin was still laughing "You still have energy left huh?" he asked Sanha. "I just want to get showered and then chill and play games" he replied. "Ah, we can rest" MJ said having no filter this time. "It's wasn't that busy of a day Hyung, unless of course you're old" Sanha taunted the older. "Yah, when I get my hands on you!" MJ shouted. "What's with the shouting?" Rocky came slouching into the living room. "We had a great day" JinJin smiled. "Bin said you both had a nice relaxing day too" he smirked again. Rocky looked at him weirdly. "Uh, yeah, I think Bin Hyung learnt what a Rocky lazy day was" he smiled but couldn't hide the slight blush that appeared on his cheeks. Bin looked at Rocky then and realised how cute he was when he was shy. He wondered why he hadn't noticed it before. Back then he was more the overprotective type and probably not have read the signals. So much so Rocky locked them up tight. He was glad they finally got to speak and Rocky seemed like the world was lifted off his shoulders. Bin could only imagine how hard it must had been for him. How thinking about it every day must've hurt. And Rocky kept all this to himself. He wanted to kiss him and hold him and whisper sweet nothings in his ears, just to see that cute shy face again. He reckoned with another smile on his face that they could have plenty of those moments, and it made his heart happy.
"How about we go to a relaxing dinner tonight" JinJin said. They all looked at him expectantly. He sighed. "My treat" he sighed again. The others cheered. "I'm hungry so I could go for a steak!" Sanha shouted. "I haven't had Sushi in a while!" screamed MJ. "I knew this would happen" JinJin said. "You couldn't say no and now you're definitely going to pay" said Eunwoo heading to his room laughing. "You two coming this time?" MJ asked. Bin looked at JinJin who was still smirking. "I'll bring food home" JinJin then said. "I texted Bin earlier on working in a small bit or choreo I wanted to try out" MJ looked at him agast "You're a slave driver! How can you do that to our poor Dongsaengs??" he said while moving over to pinch Rocky's cheeks. "I did agree hyung and I asked Rocky to help me too. He didn't mind at all. Besides we had a super lazy day and could use a bit of exercise now before tomorrow" Bin said as casually as he could. Rocky just gave him a confused look, but blushed slightly as he caught on quickly with just one look into Bin's eyes. "Y-yeah, I did agree. Rocky lazy day is over. Time to work" he declared trying to look stoic. MJ huffed. "Fine then. It doesn't mean I'm done with you mister" he pointed at JinJin. "I know Hyung, I know" he replied. "Let's get ready, I'm hungry!" Sanha shouted, way too excited. "How do you have this much energy, surely by now you would have calmed down already" said an exasperated Eunwoo. "It's the little things Hyung that make me happy. Spending time with my hyungs and also eating" he said smiling brightly. "Alright, let's get ready to go" JinJin said.
It was an hour later and the remaining members were all ready to go. As they were walking out the door JinJin stopped to look at Bin, "I'm glad it worked out," he winked, "enjoy your alone time." Bin nearly died at how brazen JinJin was. "Hyung! Just go now!" he practically shoved JinJin out the door.
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"You know, one would think JinJin Hyung was just giving us some alone time" Rocky said coming up behind Bin as he closed the door. Bin jumped a little. "W-well, JinJin Hyung is a lot smarter than we think" he replied. "Is that so" was all Rocky said. He had a glint in his eyes and Bin was sure he would jump him right there. They walked back to the lounge area and Bin couldn't take it anymore. He turned Rocky around and crashed his lips into the younger. It was raw and passionate and ached with want. Rocky lightly jumped and put his legs around Bin, the friction was amazing. He tried to walk down the hall and backed into the wall just before the bedroom. Rocky grinded his hips into Bin's and his hardness was there and the way he did it matched into Bin's hardness too. "Oh God" Bin said, trying not to let his legs go weak. They eventually made it to the bedroom and onto Bin's bed. Rocky was on top of him now.
This time they wasted no time getting each other's tops off before kissing again. Rocky moved to give kisses to Bin's neck and jawline and Bin moaned at the sensation. He could feel Rocky smiling. "What?" he said as he lifted his head. "I always knew you were sensitive there. I have applied enough medicine cream to know" Rocky replied. "You're a sneaky one" was all Bin managed to get out before Rocky began to move lower. He kissed Bins nipples, which elicited another soft moan from the older slowly but surely moving ever lower until he reached the bottom where Bin's pants were. Bin looked down and straight into Rocky's eyes. He could see the lust written all over his face. He removed Bin's pants in one swift moved and was on him again. Rocky softly kissed Bin's tip through his underwear. Bin bucked his hips. Rocky continued his motions. "Hyuk, p-please," he stuttered. Rocky understood. He practically ripped Bin's underwear off and took Bin into his mouth "Oh, fuuuck" Bin moaned. "How do you do...Hyuk, so so good" he panted. Rocky was quiet. He continued to move up and down and licking the tip every now and then. He kept going and Bin didn't know how long he could hold. He could feel his orgasm growing low down in his belly "Hyuk, I'm going to, I" Rocky stopped him, he said lowly almost with a growl, "then cum for me Hyung" Bin lost all control then and came hard and with a gutteral raw sound. He lay there silent for a bit panting and trying to calm his breathing. Rocky looked at him and he was clearly proud of himself. Bin was determined to wipe that smirk off his face. Quickly he grabbed the younger and had him on his back.
Bin kissed him hard and smiled, "what is it?" Rocky asked. "You're going to pay for that" was all Bin said. Rocky didn't have time to reply as Bin went for his neck and moved lower as to take one of Rocky's nipples in his mouth. He gasped at the sensation. Bin moved his hips grinding against Rocky's and found that he was semi hard again, which surprised him. He continued his ministrations and went lower. Rocky by now was eliciting soft moans which was starting to drive Bin even more crazy and he swore he wanted to hear that sound all the time. He reached Rocky's waist band of his pants. He didn't bother to take it and Rocky's underwear off separately. Again Rocky was going to say something but Bin licked the tip of his erection and the younger threw his head back groaning "shit, that feels so good". Bin took that as a go and put Rocky's whole dick into his mouth, he could already taste the Pre come and he continued on with Rocky bucking his hips to the rythym. He was always quick to find the rhythm of a movement. "Ah, oh god" was all he said. "Hyuk, do you know how sexy you are? Do you know all the things I want to do with you right now?" Bin said with a low voice which seemed to turn Rocky on. "Mmmmhmmm" was the only thing he could mumble. "I'm going to make you scream my name Hyuk as loudly as possible" Bin said. Rocky was attempting to move faster now chasing his orgasm when Bin left his cock immediately. Rocky looked up at him "what the fuck" he said panting. Bin moved over Rocky and grabbed something inside his nightstand draw. "Um, Hyuk, have you ever? Um" Rocky gave a soft laugh. "For a long time now" except not with a real person" he responded. "Ah, I see" Bin smiled. "If you don't take me now I'm going to have to do something myself" he growled. Bin was fully hard once again. He put lube on his fingers and kissed Rocky. He slowly began to massage Rocky's hole and slowly slipped a finger in. "Just say if" Rocky interrupted "yeah yeah, I know" he said panting. Bin moved his finger in and out much to Rocky's pleasure. "A-another" he breathed heavily. Bin complied looking at how Rocky was just then. He slowly went in with scissor type movements. Rocky hissed and Bin stopped for a second. "K-keep going" Rocky whined. Bin continued. He kept going and Rocky was moaning a little more loudly this time. Bin loved it. He moved at angles and he must have hit the spot when Rocky arched his back and moaned "Oh God yes, yes!" Bin withdrew his fingers and Rocky whined. "Would you just hurry now damnit?" Rocky almost yelled. Bin now had absolute lust in his veins and lubed up his cock and without warning drove into Rocky to the hilt. Rocky let out what sounded like a mix between a scream and a moan. Bin stopped and waited for the younger to adjust. He knew it was ok when Rocky started to move his hips. Bin withdrew once more and drove is cock in. "Fuck" Rocky yelled. Bin began moving and Rocky was quick to catch up with the movements. He moaned and swore at the same time. Bin couldn't think straight any more "Hyuk, oh god, this, you, feels so good" he panted. Rocky then said "I want all of you, I want to feel you deep inside me, please." It was this that sent Bin into a frenzy and he increased the pace. Rocky moaned more loudly this time. Bin couldn't make out what he was saying, but he heard the word "close". Bin grabbed a hold of Rocky's cock and slowly started to stroke it "Ah fuck!" yelled the younger. Bin then increased the pace just as he was while driving into Rocky. "Bin, I-I'm gonna" "What do you want Hyuk?" Bin asked breathing happily as he felt his own orgasm approaching for the second time that night. "I-Inside, was all Rocky could get out" Bin lost it then "I want you to scream Hyuk, I want to hear you" Rocky lost control then. Bin was pumping him to perfection and his movements hit his prostate two more times for him to scream out "Oh Shit, BIN!" He came so forcefully that the cum dripped through Bin's hands. Bin came with a low guterral moan and "oh Hyuk, so so good" he panted.
As they lay there tangled in sheets both coming down from their high, Rocky was the first to speak "Your sheets are ruined" he said softly. "I've just had the best sex of my life and all you can think about are my sheets?" Bin asked incredulously. "The best?" Rocky looked at him. "Hyuk, it was amazing" Bin smiled. Rocky gave a shy laugh "for me too Bin Hyung, definitely for me too." Bin teased him and said, "Oh now I'm Hyung again?" Rocky's eyes grew wide "I-I was kind of lost in the mome-" Bin laughed now, "It's ok Hyuk, I'd prefer that when we're in bed. But only then, got it?" He lifted his eyebrow. Rocky gave his brilliant megawatt smile "I'll take a mental note on that one for sure" he replied.
"Let's get showered up yeah?" Bin motioned to get out of bed. As he walked to get his towel, Rocky was still on the bed. "Well?" Bin asked. Rocky looked at him "Well what? I'll go after you" he said all naturally. "Hyuk, when I said let's get us cleaned up, I meant take a shower with me" Bin said smiling. Rocky looked up blushing again. "Yeah, of course", he replied " I knew that". "You know for someone who was just as good as you were just now, you can sometimes be rather dense" Bin said. "Ugh, Hyung really? Now? You want to ruin the damn moment now?" Rocky said while throwing a pillow at him. Bin laughed and grabbed him. "You're going to shower with me all the time" he said kissing him softly. "When will we actually shower then?" Rocky said with a glint in his eyes. "Hyuk, you are going to be the death of me" Bin said as they headed down the passage towards the bathroom.
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