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[2.12., 09:58] Dean: 👋 hey
[2.12., 09:58] Dean: I had a good time last night. I hope we can repeat that. ;)

[2.12., 10:02] hot stuff: I do not know who this is, but good for you you had a good time.

[2.12., 10:02] Dean: Hahahaha
[2.12., 10:02] Dean: Funny and cute
[2.12., 10:03] Dean: I know we had a few but i am not that easy to forget

[2.12., 10:04] hot stuff: No idea what you are talking about.

[2.12., 10:04] Dean: Really?
[2.12., 10:07] Dean: Tall, nice eyes, good hair
[2.12., 10:08] Dean: Killer smile
[2.12., 10:08] Dean: Ring a bell?

[2.12., 10:09] hot stuff: Unless you are my cat, I'm sorry to disappoint, but I haven't been out last night.
[2.12., 10:09] hot stuff: I guess you have the wrong number

[2.12., 10:09] Dean: Fuck
[2.12., 10:09] Dean: I am sorry
[2.12., 10:10] Dean: I guess my date didn't go as well as I thought it did.

[2.12., 10:11] hot stuff: Sincerely sorry to hear that.

[2.12., 10:12] Dean: Yeah me too. She was really good looking.
[2.12., 10:13] Dean: How come you spent Friday night with your cat? And can we backtrack to the fact that apparently your cat and me look alike?

[2.12., 10:16] hot stuff: That's how I spend most nights. I do not see why that should be wrong?
[2.12., 10:17] hot stuff: So, you must be really furry...

[2.12., 10:17] Dean: What?

[2.12., 10:18] hot stuff: You said you and my cat look alike

[2.12., 10:18] Dean: No wait. You don't go out? How old are you? Am I texting someone in assisted living? Oh God, worse, under age?
[2.12., 10:18] Dean: No. You said that. After I described myself.

[2.12., 10:19] hot stuff: So? Are you furry?

[2.12., 10:21] Dean: Can we establish an age range first please.
[2.12., 10:21] Dean: I am 23

[2.12., 10:23] hot stuff: Why does my age matter to you, since you apparently have the wrong number anyway?

[2.12., 10:23] Dean: Well, you keep answering.

[2.12., 10:23] hot stuff: You keep texting.

[2.12., 10:23] Dean: You could just ignore me
[2.12., 10:23] Dean: Block me even

[2.12., 10:27] hot stuff: I could.

[2.12., 10:27] Dean: But?
[2.12., 10:27] Dean: You still haven't told me your age

[2.12., 10:28] hot stuff: I feel obliged, since your date gave you my number.
[2.12., 10:29] hot stuff: I am 31

[2.12., 10:29] Dean: Well no need to treat me like a charitable case.
[2.12., 10:29] Dean: Ok at least its not illegal to message you.
[2.12., 10:30] Dean: To answer your question, no I am not furry.

[2.12., 10:31] hot stuff: Are you ginger?

[2.12., 10:32] Dean: No. I do have a soul lol

[2.12., 10:37] hot stuff: So does Lucifer.

[2.12., 10:38] Dean: Excuse you

[2.12., 10:38] hot stuff: Yes?

[2.12., 10:39] Dean: Lucifer
[2.12., 10:39] Dean: Like the devil
[2.12., 10:39] Dean: Has a soul
[2.12., 10:39] Dean: That went way more off topic

[2.12., 10:41] hot stuff: My cat.

[2.12., 10:41] Dean: Ohhh

[2.12., 10:41] hot stuff: My cat has a soul

[2.12., 10:41] Dean: Ok
[2.12., 10:41] Dean: Odd name for a cat
[2.12., 10:41] Dean: Is he evil

[2.12., 10:41] hot stuff: No.
[2.12., 10:41] hot stuff: I have my reasons

[2.12., 10:42] Dean: Care to elaborate?

[2.12., 10:42] hot stuff: I don't know you

[2.12., 10:42] Dean: True. Good point.
[2.12., 10:43] Dean: Wanna play 20 questions?

[2.12., 10:44] hot stuff: Let me feed my devil first. And get more coffee.

[2.12., 10:44] Dean: Ok.

[2.12., 11:06] hot stuff: Alright, I'm back

[2.12., 11:06] Dean: Hope Lucy liked her food

[2.12., 11:07] hot stuff: Lucifer likes whatever I feed Him

[2.12., 11:08] Dean: Special cat. Mein neighborhood stray only eats from the neighbours across the street. Mine always got ignored

[2.12., 11:09] hot stuff: Really? What did you put out for them?

[2.12., 11:10] Dean: Dry cat food

[2.12., 11:11] hot stuff: Add a pinch of dried catnip.

[2.12., 11:11] Dean: Cat weed stuff
[2.12., 11:11] Dean: Is that good for cats?
[2.12., 11:12] Dean: Dont want to get it addicted
[2.12., 11:12] Dean: Next thing you know that cat is out there selling themselfs for coke

[2.12., 11:12] hot stuff: I said a pinch, not a tbs
[2.12., 11:13] hot stuff: A cat selling themselves?

[2.12., 11:13] Dean: You know
[2.12., 11:13] Dean: Like a hooker

[2.12., 11:14] hot stuff: A cat hooker? Really? You have weird ideas.

[2.12., 11:55] Dean: Maybe i am still hung over
[2.12., 11:55] Dean: Sorry. I got a call from work

[2.12., 11:56] hot stuff: On a Saturday?

[2.12., 11:56] Dean: I know right?
[2.12., 11:56] Dean: And before noon
[2.12., 11:57] Dean: The audacity

[2.12., 11:58] hot stuff: That's harassment
[2.12., 11:59] hot stuff: Unless, you work somewhere that requires Saturday work...?

[2.12., 12:09] Dean: Is that your first question. Where i work?

[2.12., 12:11] hot stuff: Oh. So I am to start the game YOU suggested?

[2.12., 12:11] Dean: Meh, why not

[2.12., 12:11] hot stuff: Alright.
[2.12., 12:12] hot stuff: Then i want this to be my first question.

[2.12., 12:13] Dean: I am in college but work sort of on the side as a mechanic.
[2.12., 12:13] Dean: My turn
[2.12., 12:13] Dean: What du you do for living?

[2.12., 12:15] hot stuff: I am an accountant at a renowned local company

[2.12., 12:15] Dean: That sounds boring

[2.12., 12:16] hot stuff: Thank you.

[2.12., 12:17] Dean: Sorry that came out wrong it be boring to me
[2.12., 12:17] Dean: Next question. Boy or girl

[2.12., 12:18] hot stuff: Boy
[2.12., 12:18] hot stuff: Wait, did you skip my turn?

[2.12., 12:19] Dean: No. You asked the first question i asked the second
[2.12., 12:19] Dean: I am a boy too
[2.12., 12:19] Dean: Well man
[2.12., 12:19] Dean: Boy sounds wrong

[2.12., 12:19] hot stuff: It does. Why did you ask it that way?
[2.12., 12:22] Dean: I dont know
[2.12., 12:25] Dean: Your turn

[2.12., 12:27] hot stuff: Siblings?

[2.12., 12:28] Dean: Yes. 1 moose like brother
[2.12., 12:28] Dean: You?

[2.12., 12:29] hot stuff: Two brothers, one sister

[2.12., 12:30] Dean: Thats a lot. You guys ever argue? I am older so its ok i can Boss him around. You the oldest?

[2.12., 12:31] hot stuff: Youngest

[2.12., 12:32] Dean: Oh no
[2.12., 12:32] Dean: Was it tough? I can only imagine what one would go through with 3 older siblings

[2.12., 12:42] hot stuff: Is this not a little private?

[2.12., 12:42] Dean: I am sorry. I thought that was the point of 20 questions. To get to know someone

[2.12., 12:43] hot stuff: Of course we had fights, that's what siblings do

[2.12., 12:43] Dean: Ok. Next question. My turn.
[2.12., 12:44] Dean: Would you tell me your name so i can change the contact info in my phone?

[2.12., 12:46] hot stuff: That's your question?

[2.12., 12:46] Dean: I guess
[2.12., 12:46] Dean: I mean right now this number is called hot stuff

[2.12., 12:47] hot stuff: Oh

[2.12., 12:47] Dean: So unless you'd rather be that


[2.12., 12:47] hot stuff: My name is Castiel
[2.12., 12:48] Dean: Thats a odd one... does it mean anything?

[2.12., 12:48] Dean: I am dean


[2.12., 12:50] Castiel: It means Angel of Thursday


[2.12., 12:50] Dean: Ok
[2.12., 12:50] Dean: Still odd but i can roll with that


[2.12., 12:51] Castiel: Hello Dean


[2.12., 12:54] Dean: Hello Cas


[2.12., 12:55] Castiel: Uh.


[2.12., 12:56] Dean: Not Cas
[2.12., 12:56] Dean: Ok
[2.12., 12:56] Dean: Cassi?


[2.12., 12:56] Castiel: Please don't.


[2.12., 12:57] Dean: Full name only. Got it.
[2.12., 12:57] Dean: Castiel


[2.12., 12:57] Castiel: That's what my brother says when he tries to annoy me.


[2.12., 12:57] Dean: Ahhh ok. Makes sense


[2.12., 12:58] Castiel: Thank you.


[2.12., 13:08] Castiel: So, my turn?


[2.12., 13:16] Dean: Yes
[2.12., 13:16] Dean: Hit me.


[2.12., 13:17] Castiel: Hmmmm
[2.12., 13:18] Castiel: What is your favorite food?


[2.12., 13:19] Dean: Ohhh thats a tie between a good juicy burger with bacon and cheese and pie. Any kind of pie


[2.12., 13:25] Castiel: Nice choice


[2.12., 13:27] Dean: Thank you. What about you


[2.12., 13:29] Castiel: Juicy cheeseburgers sound awesome


[2.12., 13:30] Dean: Hmmm
[2.12., 13:30] Dean: Now I am hungry.


[2.12., 13:30] Castiel: I'm sorry.


[2.12., 13:31] Dean: No worries. But I'll have to go to the store. I don't trust the 4 day old chinese food in my fridge. Urgh but that means i have to get showered and dressed.


[2.12., 13:32] Castiel: 4 day old? Why do you let food get that old?


[2.12., 13:34] Dean: I was busy. And that counts as your next question. That means you asked 2 in a row and now I get to ask twice


[2.12., 13:34] Castiel: Fine


[2.12., 13:35] Dean: Ha! I win.
[2.12., 13:35] Dean: Ok question one. Why did you stay at home on a friday night?
[2.12., 13:35] Dean: Question 2 after my shower


[2.12., 13:37] Castiel: Because that's what I do.

 

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[2.12., 13:37] Castiel: Because that's what I do.

[2.12., 15:25] Dean: Ok showered shopped and ate
[2.12., 15:25] Dean: And thats a shit answer buddy. Elaborate please

[2.12., 15:27] Castiel: I don't go out. At least not much. When I do it's usually my sister or my brother dragging me out. I rather spend my time with Lucifer and painting.

[2.12., 17:00] Dean: Ohhh painting. Like real paintings?

[2.12., 18:02] Castiel: I try.

[2.12., 18:03] Dean: Like fruit and shit?
[2.12., 18:03] Dean: Thats cool
[2.12., 18:04] Dean: I can't draw for shit. I am a decent cook tho

[2.12., 18:11] Castiel: Like landscapes.
[2.12., 18:11] Castiel: Yeah? What do you cook?

[2.12., 18:12] Dean: Everything kinda. I like buying old cook books and recipes in thrift stores and cook my way through them.
[2.12., 18:12] Dean: One that note, stay away from jello cuisine

[2.12., 18:18] Castiel: From what?

[2.12., 18:18] Dean: Jello cuisine

[2.12., 18:18] Dean: Worst week of my life
[2.12., 18:18] Dean: Google it.

[2.12., 18:19] Castiel: Fine
[2.12., 19:05] Castiel: Well, that saves me from cooking tonight

[2.12., 19:06] Dean: I am laughing so hard right now. 🤣
[2.12., 19:06] Dean: I ate this for a week because i was committed

[2.12., 19:20] Castiel: You are mad, Dean

[2.12., 19:20] Dean: Maybe...

[2.12., 19:21] Dean: Oh hey i still have one more question

[2.12., 19:21] Castiel: No

[2.12., 19:21] Dean: Uhm yes

[2.12., 19:21] Castiel: You asked "Like fruit and shit?"

[2.12., 19:21] Dean: Really?

[2.12., 19:22] Castiel: Yes you did. Scroll up.

[2.12., 19:22] Dean: That wasn't even a real question

[2.12., 19:23] Castiel: Fine, ask then. But then my cooking question doesn't count either

[2.12., 19:24] Dean: Ok, fine
[2.12., 19:24] Dean: Are you married with kids?
[2.12., 19:24] Dean: How does she feel about you texting a stranger all day

[2.12., 19:25] Castiel: Dean.
[2.12., 19:26] Castiel: If I was married with kids, would I spend Friday night alone with my Lucifer?

[2.12., 19:30] Dean: Idk man. Feels like something one should ask early so this information doesn't come out down the road as like a huge deal, ruining lifes
[2.12., 19:30] Dean: Plus who knows. You could be divorced
[2.12., 19:30] Dean: Having to pay alimony so all you can afford is paint and cat food

[2.12., 19:31] Castiel: A huge deal ruining lives?

[2.12., 19:32] Dean: You never seen those movies

[2.12., 19:32] Castiel: Hallmark Christmas movies?

[2.12., 19:32] Dean: Small insignificant detaille turns into a massive thing
[2.12., 19:33] Dean: That too but its a often used trope

[2.12., 19:34] Castiel: Aha. I don't see how that affects two strangers texting, Dean?

[2.12., 19:45] Dean: What if we are destined to be best friends and save the world from murder ants but your wife is vegan and stops us at the last second and we have to watch the world burn to the ground and all because you didn't tell me that you are married?

[2.12., 19:46] Castiel: Ooooh. Yes. I see.
[2.12., 19:46] Castiel: You're weird

[2.12., 19:46] Dean: I just like to be prepared for every eventuality.
[2.12., 19:47] Dean: You should see my zombie apocalypse survival plan. It involves kittens

[2.12., 19:48] Castiel: Really? In a good or a bad way? Would I have to worry about Lucifer?

[2.12., 19:49] Dean: No no no. Like alarms. They are super smart and can be trained as scouts. They are fast and quiet and can alert the group if zombies are near

[2.12., 19:50] Castiel: So, Lucifer might be of help. Good. He'll like that

[2.12., 19:50] Dean: See
[2.12., 19:50] Dean: Not so crazy now huh.
[2.12., 19:51] Dean: Everyone needs a zombie apocalypse plan
[2.12., 19:51] Dean: Even the CDC has one on their website
[2.12., 19:51] Dean: https://www.cdc.gov/cpr/zombie/index.htm

[2.12., 19:53] Castiel: Are you thinking about zombies and apocalypses a lot?

[2.12., 19:53] Dean: I choose a very boring mayor in college

[2.12., 19:54] Castiel: I see. What did you choose?

[2.12., 19:55] Dean: Thats a lot of questions for someone whose turn was up 7 questions ago.
[2.12., 19:55] Dean: And yes, I counted

[2.12., 20:19] Castiel: Man, busted.

[2.12., 20:21] Dean: Ok so
Cat check
Accountant check
Age check
Relationship status check
Hobbies check
What car do you drive?

[2.12., 20:32] Castiel: '78 Lincoln Continental

[2.12., 20:32] Dean: Oh my god
[2.12., 20:32] Dean: Why?

[2.12., 20:33] Castiel: I got it cheap when I was short of money

[2.12., 20:34] Dean: What color is it. Cause I have seen one around these parts... and that one does sound like it could use some love

[2.12., 20:35] Castiel: Um, beige

[2.12., 20:36] Dean: Oh no
[2.12., 20:36] Dean: Like diaper beige?
[2.12., 20:36] Dean: How long has your car made this hacking sound?

[2.12., 20:36] Castiel: I guess you could call it that
[2.12., 20:37] Castiel: I'm sorry?

[2.12., 20:37] Dean: Please for the love of God take this car to a mechanic

[2.12., 20:40] Castiel: What makes you think it is mine? You don't even know where I live.

[2.12., 20:41] Dean: Are codes are a thing Castiel. I Can tell by the number that we are in the same county. And I am going to hazard a guess that there are in fact not 2 of these running around here

[2.12., 20:46] Castiel: Hmm, true, would have been too obvious from your hook up to give a totally different area code...

[2.12., 20:46] Dean: That too. Thanks for bringing that up again. I thought we are getting along?

[2.12., 20:47] Castiel: I was stating the obvious...

[2.12., 20:47] Dean: Still hurts man, still hurts.
[2.12., 20:54] Dean: Anyways. Take your car to Benny's down on Maine. I promise its not for stalking. He is the best. He helps me with my baby all the time and I don't let just anyone touch her

[2.12., 20:56] Castiel: Is that where you work?

[2.12., 20:57] Dean: No. I don't work for friends. I am at a different one catering to those awful suv soccer moms

[2.12., 21:10] Castiel: Sounds like a good plan. Working for friends or family can be difficult

[2.12., 21:10] Dean: Yeah. Been there done that. No thank you.
[2.12., 21:11] Dean: Please take your car to get fixed

[2.12., 21:11] Castiel: Same
[2.12., 21:11] Castiel: Alright, alright.

[2.12., 21:13] Dean: Thank you.

[2.12., 21:14] Castiel: What do you drive?

[2.12., 21:14] Dean: 1967 Chevrolet impala in black
[2.12., 21:14] Dean: Shes my baby

[2.12., 21:15] Castiel: That is yours?

[2.12., 21:15] Dean: Yes. She's a beauty!
[2.12., 21:15] Dean: You seen her around?

[2.12., 21:16] Castiel: Yes.
[2.12., 21:16] Castiel: What's a young guy like you doing with a car like this?

[2.12., 21:17] Dean: It was my dad's
[2.12., 21:17] Dean: Now its mine

[2.12., 21:19] Castiel: Oh. I'm sorry.

[2.12., 21:19] Dean: Oh no
[2.12., 21:19] Dean: He's not dead
[2.12., 21:19] Dean: Just dead to me
[2.12., 21:19] Dean: But I don't think we are close enough to unpack childhood trauma just yet

[2.12., 21:20] Castiel: No.

[2.12., 21:22] Dean: I think its your turn again.

[2.12., 21:23] Castiel: I thought i asked too many questions already?

[2.12., 21:23] Dean: Nah just playing. Change of subject.

[2.12., 21:24] Castiel: Good idea

[2.12., 21:25] Dean: So what else would you like to know about me

[2.12., 21:28] Castiel: Do you play video games?

[2.12., 21:30] Dean: Kind of

[2.12., 21:30] Castiel: Meaning?

[2.12., 21:31] Dean: I am rocking a Super NES

[2.12., 21:31] Castiel: Really? That thing was up to date when i was a kid

[2.12., 21:32] Dean: All those new games make me feel dizzy when I play them. My brain likes it retro 2d style

[2.12., 21:34] Castiel: Same. But I left my video game life behind when I went to college

[2.12., 21:41] Dean: Well
[2.12., 21:41] Dean: Seeing as I am still in college and will be in college for a while still
[2.12., 21:42] Dean: I think I'll keep it just a little bit longer

[2.12., 21:43] Castiel: You never told me what your boring major is

[2.12., 21:45] Dean: Don't laugh
[2.12., 21:45] Dean: I am currently only taking classes here and there
[2.12., 21:46] Dean: I can't afford full time college.

[2.12., 21:47] Castiel: Alright

[2.12., 21:48] Dean: Business administration, data analytics, financial management and precision systems maintenance
[2.12., 21:48] Dean: So it will hopefully be a double major
[2.12., 21:48] Dean: Mechanics
[2.12., 21:48] Dean: And accounting
[2.12., 21:49] Dean: I hate accounting

[2.12., 21:49] Castiel: That is so much not what I expected you're taking.

[2.12., 21:50] Dean: What did you expect

[2.12., 21:50] Castiel: And thanks. I'm content with my job.
[2.12., 21:50] Castiel: I don't know. History or something

[2.12., 21:51] Dean: That would be something I am interested in. But my goal right now is to open up my own specialty car shop for classics. The accounting is so i don't have to trust anyone else with my money

[2.12., 21:53] Castiel: Oh. That's a very specific goal

[2.12., 21:54] Dean: A wise man once said :" find your goal and walk straight towards it."
[2.12., 21:54] Dean: It was me. I am the wise man

[2.12., 21:54] Castiel: I like that
[2.12., 21:55] Castiel: I wish I had been that wise at your age

[2.12., 21:55] Dean: Its ok. You'll get there 🙃

[2.12., 21:57] Castiel: I hope so

[2.12., 21:57] Dean: Wow. That felt deeper then I meant it.
[2.12., 21:57] Dean: It was a joke
[2.12., 21:57] Dean: I am sure you are plenty wise now
[2.12., 21:58] Dean: But I have to head to bed for now.
[2.12., 21:58] Dean: My healthy rabbit brother is kidnapping me to the farmers market at 6 am
[2.12., 21:59] Dean: ON A SUNDAY

[2.12., 22:02] Castiel: Oh, right. I have to head there too. I should make my list

[2.12., 22:02] Dean: List
[2.12., 22:02] Dean: Well maybe we run across each other

[2.12., 22:03] Dean: Good night Castiel

[2.12., 22:03] Castiel: Yes. List.
[2.12., 22:03] Castiel: Who knows.
[2.12., 22:03] Castiel: Good night Dean

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[3.12., 05:33] Dean: Good morning castiel

[3.12., 06:00] Castiel: Good morning, Dean

[3.12., 06:01] Dean: Its to early to be awake

[3.12., 06:03] Castiel: Is it? I enjoy early mornings.

[3.12., 06:04] Dean: I am not a morning person.
[3.12., 06:04] Dean: And this is not morning. Its night. Its still dark out

[3.12., 06:05] Castiel: It's that time of year, Dean

[3.12., 06:21] Dean: The sasquatsh pocked me up at 6 am as he said. And we are still driving. I dont think this farmers market is in this county
[3.12., 06:21] Dean: I feel kidnapped

[3.12., 06:23] Castiel: Oh, no running into each other then. I'm on my way to do my shopping.

[3.12., 08:05] Dean: We are just about to park
[3.12., 08:05] Dean: I need more coffee
[3.12., 08:05] Dean: And its cold
[3.12., 08:05] Dean: There is snow here

[3.12., 08:10] Castiel: Where did you go?
[3.12., 08:10] Castiel: It's cold here too.

[3.12., 08:11] Dean: I am honestly not quiet sure where I am. I slept through most of the drive.
[3.12., 08:11] Dean: It looks like a store brand hallmark movie set

[3.12., 08:11] Castiel: Oh, cheesy.

[3.12., 08:11] Dean: Yeah

[3.12., 08:12] Dean: Good thing he is my brother or I'd think this was a date
[3.12., 08:12] Dean: Found coffee btw

[3.12., 08:12] Castiel: Good for you.
[3.12., 08:13] Castiel: I thought you dated girls?

[3.12., 08:13] Dean: I do
[3.12., 08:13] Dean: I meant
[3.12., 08:13] Dean: This would be a spot i would take a girl
[3.12., 08:13] Dean: But when its warmer and not at this ungodly time of night

[3.12., 08:14] Castiel: Ah, I see.

[3.12., 08:20] Dean: I see i have been chosen to be the pack mule
[3.12., 08:20] Dean: I am gonna find me a warm spot and sit down and wait for him.
[3.12., 08:21] Dean: Did you get everything on your list, and what was on it

[3.12., 08:25] Castiel: Kale, avocado, beans, tomatoes cucumber, cottage cheese, cheese... a lot and yes I got everything

[3.12., 08:33] Dean: Aside from kale that all sounds good
[3.12., 08:34] Dean: What you making

[3.12., 08:34] Castiel: Have you ever had kale?
[3.12., 08:35] Castiel: Oh, i don't know yet. I just bought all my favorites for the next few days meals

[3.12., 08:36] Dean: I have had kale. I did not like it. I can think of a few things to make with all that stuff.
[3.12., 08:36] Dean: I think my brother abandoned me
[3.12., 08:36] Dean: And I think I figured out why we went all the way here

[3.12., 08:41] Castiel: Does he have a date?

[3.12., 08:41] Dean: Not yet but he's trying
[3.12., 08:41] Dean: He's been talking to the honey stall person for the past 20 min

[3.12., 08:46] Castiel: Oh?

[3.12., 08:50] Dean: Yeah I cant tell from far away but the beanstalk keeps nervously tucking his hair behind his ears.
[3.12., 08:50] Dean: Thats his tell

[3.12., 08:51] Castiel: How old is your brother?

[3.12., 08:51] Dean: 19

[3.12., 08:52] Castiel: Awwe

[3.12., 08:52] Dean: Oh I see sandy blond hair
[3.12., 08:52] Dean: Its short
[3.12., 08:52] Dean: Aaaaand my brother is flirting with a guy

[3.12., 08:52] Castiel: Is that bad?

[3.12., 08:52] Dean: No?
[3.12., 08:53] Dean: Its a new development

[3.12., 08:53] Castiel: Good

[3.12., 08:53] Dean: I blame the internet
[3.12., 08:54] Dean: I hope he knows what he is doing
[3.12., 08:54] Dean: He still lives with our father

[3.12., 08:54] Castiel: Can I ask you a question, Dean?

[3.12., 08:54] Dean: Sure

[3.12., 08:57] Castiel: Like your underage and your married question there's something that would make me stop all this texting business

[3.12., 08:58] Dean: Why
[3.12., 08:58] Dean: One
[3.12., 08:58] Dean: I wanted to make sure in not messaging a child
[3.12., 08:58] Dean: Twi
[3.12., 08:58] Dean: Two
[3.12., 08:58] Dean: I asked to get up know you
[3.12., 08:59] Dean: Clearly i was on a date so I'm single

[3.12., 08:59] Castiel: DEAN!
[3.12., 08:59] Castiel: Shut up

[3.12., 08:59] Dean: What?

[3.12., 09:00] Castiel: I wantey to ask you something not have you explain yourself

[3.12., 09:00] Dean: Ok
[3.12., 09:00] Dean: Ask

[3.12., 09:01] Castiel: I just need to know that I am not texting someone homophobic.
[3.12., 09:02] Castiel: Are you going to support your brother ?
[3.12., 09:02] Castiel: Or ate you going to make fun of him?

[3.12., 09:03] Dean: Oh I am gonna make fun of him
[3.12., 09:03] Dean: But not because its a guy
[3.12., 09:03] Dean: But because I practically raised that giant and I have the right to as his brother
[3.12., 09:04] Dean: I don't care if he pulls a donkey and dragon move or if he dates a palm tree

[3.12., 09:05] Castiel: What about other people?

[3.12., 09:05] Dean: He can date other people too. I dont care

[3.12., 09:07] Castiel: No. I mean. If he wasn't your brother, would you still support him?

[3.12., 09:12] Dean: But he is my brother
[3.12., 09:12] Dean: What are you getting at here
[3.12., 09:13] Dean: Wait
[3.12., 09:13] Dean: They are exchanging phone numbers
[3.12., 09:13] Dean: Awwwwwe

[3.12., 09:19] Castiel: Are you a friend or a foe of the LGBTQ community?

[3.12., 09:21] Dean: Foe? Really?
[3.12., 09:21] Dean: Friend I guess
[3.12., 09:22] Dean: I dont really five a damn about what others do in their own bedroom, unless I am involved

[3.12., 09:23] Castiel: Good
[3.12., 09:24] Castiel: You may keep texting me.

[3.12., 09:24] Dean: Ok
[3.12., 09:24] Dean: And you call me weird
[3.12., 09:24] Dean: Ah man that was meant to be give not five.
[3.12., 09:25] Dean: Sorry. My fingers are getting cold

[3.12., 09:26] Castiel: How is it weird wanting to know if the other person mocks you behind your back?

[3.12., 09:39] Dean: Ohhhhhhhh
[3.12., 09:39] Dean: Now it makes sense
[3.12., 09:39] Dean: You are gay!
[3.12., 09:45] Dean: Yeah, no. I don't care

[3.12., 09:45] Castiel: Nice.

[3.12., 09:47] Castiel: I'm not "gay" though.

[3.12., 09:47] Dean: Bi?
[3.12., 09:47] Dean: Sorry if that's to personal
[3.12., 09:48] Dean: Want to hear the story of how I punched a Westborough Baptist?

[3.12., 09:49] Castiel: Yes, I would like to hear that.

[3.12., 10:14] Dean: Sorry. Had to help the moose carry all his honey. The store is called "buzz off" and all the different honeys have punny names
[3.12., 10:14] Dean: Back to my punching the idiot
[3.12., 10:16] Dean: I was taking my friend to the free health clinic for a regular check up. She was wearing a rainbow hat and got yelled at by one of those bigots. I tried to push past them but one guy followed us and kept yelling at her and trying to rip her hat off. Once he layer a hand on her I turned and punched him. Lights out. He went down like a wet towel.

[3.12., 10:18] Castiel: Buzz Off?

[3.12., 10:18] Dean: Yeah

[3.12., 10:18] Castiel: You serious?

[3.12., 10:18] Dean: The rose honey is called "bee mine"
[3.12., 10:18] Dean: Yeah.
[3.12., 10:18] Dean: Kinda rude but in a fun way

[3.12., 10:19] Castiel: I know where you are

[3.12., 10:19] Dean: What now

[3.12., 10:27] Castiel: The guy your brother flirted with, did he look really sweet? Like a super nice kid?

[3.12., 10:29] Dean: I guess
[3.12., 10:29] Dean: He looked shy
[3.12., 10:29] Dean: I didn't go talk to him
[3.12., 10:29] Dean: I watched my brother dragging everything over to me

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[3.12., 10:30] Dean: Well. I cant see the face but hair and posture looks right.

[3.12., 10:32] Castiel: That's my nephew. Your brother has good taste.

[3.12., 10:32] Dean: Omg
[3.12., 10:32] Dean: Really?
[3.12., 10:33] Dean: Thats crazy
[3.12., 10:33] Dean: My brother just called me a crazy stalker

[3.12., 10:33] Castiel: It is. My brother owns Buzz Off
[3.12., 10:33] Castiel: Why would he call you that?

[3.12., 10:34] Dean: He refuses to adress the gay elephant in the car but is yelling at me for texting a stranger and accuses me of stalking him
[3.12., 10:35] Dean: He does not believe me that a: i don't actually know you
B: I texted you due to the wrong number and c: that I didn't know you know the honey people
[3.12., 10:35] Dean: Bitch i wasn't even aware that we are coming here today until noon yesterday

[3.12., 10:37] Castiel: Well, I didn't know you were going there.

[3.12., 10:37] Dean: Neither did I
[3.12., 10:37] Dean: I am getting the cold shoulder now
[3.12., 10:37] Dean: For getting involved in his "private life"
[3.12., 10:38] Dean: I guess we are not talking about the gay elephant .

[3.12., 10:39] Castiel: Give him time. It's not always easy to address those things

[3.12., 10:40] Dean: Well, aparently
" sexuality is fluid and its none of your business who i am dating, Dean"

[3.12., 10:40] Castiel: He's not wrong

[3.12., 10:40] Dean: I guess.
[3.12., 10:41] Dean: But now I am worried about him even more

[3.12., 10:41] Castiel: He's lucky to have you, i guess

[3.12., 10:41] Dean: Yeah he is.
[3.12., 10:41] Dean: I am awesome
[3.12., 10:41] Dean: Tell jack to be careful
[3.12., 10:42] Dean: Our father isn't really a live and let live kinda person

[3.12., 10:42] Castiel: Oh, he at leadt told you his name

[3.12., 10:43] Dean: Yes he did.

[3.12., 10:44] Castiel: Jack ... Jack knows his way around such people

[3.12., 10:44] Dean: Good
[3.12., 10:44] Dean: Still strange
[3.12., 10:45] Dean: My brother dating the nephew of the stranger i text with for less just about 24h

[3.12., 10:47] Castiel: Yes, very. I might have to call my brother later

[3.12., 10:48] Dean: Think he had something to do with that
[3.12., 10:48] Dean: Ohhh maybe its all a big conspiracy

[3.12., 10:49] Castiel: How? And why would my brother have something to do with it?

[3.12., 10:50] Dean: I don't know. I am a bit freaked out by several things that happened today

[3.12., 10:50] Castiel: Like?

[3.12., 10:50] Dean: So excuse me for hypothesizing

[3.12., 10:50] Dean: Well
[3.12., 10:52] Dean: One i had to get up in the middle of the night just to get kidnapped to a farmers market 65miles away just so my brother, formerly known as straight, can go buy honey from the cute guy he has been seeing around on his market trips. Then it turns out that said boy is actually related to the man I have been messaging because the hot brunette apparently thought I was not good enough.
[3.12., 10:55] Dean: You remember the childhood trauma we aren't unpacking just yet?
[3.12., 10:55] Dean: Yeah
[3.12., 10:55] Dean: This is a lot to take in ok

[3.12., 11:00] Castiel: What's it got to with your trauma?

[3.12., 11:00] Dean: Trust issues
[3.12., 11:00] Dean: And thats about all we will talk about that topic
[3.12., 11:00] Dean: Still not close enough for trauma talk

[3.12., 11:01] Castiel: Okay. Yes, I'm with you.

[3.12., 11:02] Dean: The giant has just informed me that I am creepy for keeping up our conversation

[3.12., 11:02] Castiel: Should i stop replying

[3.12., 11:03] Dean: Do you want to?
[3.12., 11:03] Dean: Not going to lie here. I enjoy your virtual company
[3.12., 11:03] Dean: I dont have many friends out here
[3.12., 11:04] Dean: But if i am bothering you we can stop

[3.12., 11:04] Castiel: Same, I would like to keep this up

[3.12., 11:05] Dean: Sweet
[3.12., 11:06] Dean: Now I can tell my brother to shut his pie hole. Because this is mutual

[3.12., 11:07] Castiel: Exactly

[3.12., 11:14] Dean: So uhm
[3.12., 11:14] Dean: My brother is talking to me again
[3.12., 11:14] Dean: He wants me to ask what Jack likes

[3.12., 11:20] Castiel: Oh? So now it's okay you "know" someone who knows the "honey people"

[3.12., 11:21] Dean: Right
[3.12., 11:21] Dean: But he is super nervous
[3.12., 11:21] Dean: They are texting
[3.12., 11:22] Dean: Ha! Nevermind
[3.12., 11:22] Dean: Don't answer

[3.12., 11:22] Castiel: Huh?

[3.12., 11:29] Dean: He just told me
[3.12., 11:30] Dean: "At least he gave me the correct number"
[3.12., 11:30] Dean: He can go take a hike
[3.12., 11:30] Dean: He is on his own

[3.12., 11:30] Castiel: Wait. Who's driving???

[3.12., 11:33] Dean: He is
[3.12., 11:33] Dean: He can take a metaphorical hike

[3.12., 11:37] Castiel: Oh, okay. Cause you said they're texting

[3.12., 11:53] Dean: They are but a low blow like this
[3.12., 11:53] Dean: I ain't helping him

[3.12., 11:54] Castiel: I wouldn't either

[3.12., 11:54] Dean: Nice
[3.12., 11:54] Dean: So we're both petty
[3.12., 11:55] Dean: We are almost home

[3.12., 12:02] Castiel: He wanted to say hello

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[3.12., 12:12] Dean: Awe.
[3.12., 12:12] Dean: Thats a very pretty pussy
[3.12., 12:12] Dean: Cat
[3.12., 12:12] Dean: Lol

[3.12., 12:12] Castiel: 🙈

[3.12., 12:15] Dean: I am sorry. I had to

[3.12., 12:15] Castiel: I will let Lucifer know what you said

[3.12., 12:16] Dean: Oh nooo
[3.12., 12:16] Dean: Should I be scared

[3.12., 12:17] Castiel: Unless you're turning into s stalker and come into our neighborhood you should be okay

[3.12., 12:18] Dean: For all I know we are in the same neighborhood. I park my car in the underground dorm parking so you wouldn't know

[3.12., 12:19] Castiel: You live in the dorm then?

[3.12., 12:19] Dean: No
[3.12., 12:20] Dean: I just park there
[3.12., 12:20] Dean: long story. Blackmail might be imvolved

[3.12., 12:21] Castiel: But you live close by or dont use your car a lot

[3.12., 12:21] Dean: Are you trying to find out where I live?
[3.12., 12:21] Dean: Whose the stalker now

[3.12., 12:22] Castiel: I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that... I'll shut up

[3.12., 12:25] Dean: It was a joke
[3.12., 12:25] Dean: You are a bit uptight aren't you
[3.12., 12:25] Dean: Or is the tone not coming through in text

[3.12., 12:51] Castiel: Maybe both

[3.12., 12:52] Dean: Ok
[3.12., 12:52] Dean: I could add an emoji before I make a joke?

[3.12., 12:53] Castiel: Could be helpful

[3.12., 12:54] Dean: Alright I will try that from now on
[3.12., 12:54] Dean: So
[3.12., 12:54] Dean: What are you up to today?
[3.12., 12:55] Dean: What do you like to do for fun

[3.12., 12:56] Castiel: I read a lot

[3.12., 12:56] Dean: I totally should have seen that answer coming

[3.12., 12:56] Dean: What are you reading

[3.12., 13:03] Castiel: At the moment I'm reading Tolstoi

[3.12., 13:04] Dean: Ah some light reading i see 👀

[3.12., 13:07] Castiel: You sound like my brother

[3.12., 13:07] Dean: My brothers future boyfriends father or a different one?

[3.12., 13:07] Castiel: That one.
[3.12., 13:08] Castiel: I haven't talked to the other in years

[3.12., 13:08] Dean: Oh?
[3.12., 13:09] Dean: Does this fall under " not knowing each other well enough for trauma" umbrella ?

[3.12., 13:09] Castiel: Yes.
[3.12., 13:09] Castiel: Let's just say he's uptighter than me

[3.12., 13:09] Dean: I can respect that
[3.12., 13:09] Dean: Wow... ok.
[3.12., 13:10] Dean: I am gonna grab some more bean juice. So a lighter question. How do you take your coffee?

[3.12., 13:11] Castiel: Black with sugar

[3.12., 13:14] Dean: Nice and down to the point . I like that
[3.12., 13:14] Dean: And that means you aren't to uptight
[3.12., 13:15] Dean: Real stiffs drink it either black or with so much added flavor that its not even coffee anymore

[3.12., 13:16] Castiel: I do not understand that flavour hype. Either you drink coffee or you don't
[3.12., 13:17] Dean: Exactly. Whats the point of turning your zoom zoom water into a liquid candy

[3.12., 13:18] Castiel: You should ask your brother's future boyfriend's father
[3.12., 13:18] Dean: Oh no

[3.12., 13:19] Castiel: He's everything but uptight though

[3.12., 13:20] Dean: My Ent brother likes them too. But uptight in a lot of areas
[3.12., 13:20] Dean: That might come in handy down the road🤣

[3.12., 13:21] Castiel: What do you mean?

[3.12., 13:21] Dean: You know...
[3.12., 13:21] Dean: Tight...
[3.12., 13:21] Dean: Nevermind

[3.12., 13:23] Castiel: You.Are.Dirty.

[3.12., 13:24] Dean: Ahhh so it did click
[3.12., 13:24] Dean: And yes I van be

[3.12., 13:27] Castiel: Should i be worried?

[3.12., 13:28] Dean: No? If comments like this make you uncomfortable let me know and I won't make them.
[3.12., 13:28] Dean: I have a dark and dirty sense of humor
[3.12., 13:28] Dean: Its not to everyone's taste

[3.12., 13:28] Castiel: I will let you know

[3.12., 13:29] Dean: Ok cool.

[3.12., 13:30] Castiel: I should move. There's a spider building their net from my head to the coffee table

[3.12., 13:33] Dean: Ha!
[3.12., 13:33] Dean: I think I'll go take a nap. The early morning is catching up with me
[3.12., 13:34] Dean: I talk to you later man.

[3.12., 13:34] Castiel: Rest well, Dean

[3.12., 13:35] Dean: Thank you oh odd one

[3.12., 15:18] Dean: Hello
[3.12., 15:18] Dean: I am alive
[3.12., 15:18] Dean: I feel much better now

[3.12., 15:21] Castiel: Good for you

[3.12., 15:25] Dean: That feels a bit off standish

[3.12., 15:28] Castiel: Sorry didn't mean it that way
[3.12., 15:33] Castiel: I had great lunch.

[3.12., 15:35] Dean: Ohhh what did you have? I just had a red bull. And I still have to figure out what to make for dinner. Ideally with leftovers for monday

[3.12., 15:46] Castiel: I had green thai curry

[3.12., 16:54] Dean: Ohhh
[3.12., 16:54] Dean: That sounds good
[3.12., 16:54] Dean: I actually had to run to the store
[3.12., 16:56] Dean: Still only old chinese in the fridge
[3.12., 17:50] Dean: But now I have. Ade a nice beef stew with veggies
[3.12., 17:50] Dean: I totally should have bought stuff at the market today
[3.12., 18:00] Dean: Dude
[3.12., 18:00] Dean: Did I loose you to tolstoi?
[3.12., 18:02] Dean: I lost you.
[3.12., 18:02] Dean: I knew 9t
[3.12., 18:02] Dean: My disgusting Chinese made you turn away from me.
[3.12., 18:12] Dean: I have started drinking. My oldest friend has left me over bad food.
[3.12., 18:12] Dean: 😭

[3.12., 18:30] Castiel: Dean. Calm down.
[3.12., 18:30] Castiel: I haven't left you.

[3.12., 18:30] Dean: You did
[3.12., 18:31] Dean: I was alone
[3.12., 18:31] Dean: And I may have been drinking the rest of the cooking wine that went into the stew

[3.12., 18:36] Castiel: Oh no, not the cooking wine

[3.12., 18:37] Dean: It was delicious
[3.12., 18:37] Dean: But I think its stronger then usual wine

[3.12., 18:39] Castiel: Oh, you're using the good wine for cooking

[3.12., 18:40] Dean: Well yeah
[3.12., 18:40] Dean: Thats what the recipe said

[3.12., 18:41] Castiel: Oooh, i see

[3.12., 18:41] Dean: Damn good food
[3.12., 18:42] Dean: I'll pack some for lunch. Hopefully all the alcohol has cooked out

[3.12., 18:43] Castiel: It should

[3.12., 18:43] Dean: I let you know. Maybe I should add wine before my 8am analytics class
[3.12., 18:44] Dean: That might make it fun

[3.12., 18:45] Castiel: But it might not do well for your grades
[3.12., 18:45] Dean: And the prof hates me
[3.12., 18:45] Dean: Might have something to do with my parking situation...
[3.12., 18:45] Dean: Lol

[3.12., 18:46] Castiel: Oh?

[3.12., 18:46] Dean: I told you I park baby in the underground parking from school
[3.12., 18:47] Dean: But don't do the dorm living
[3.12., 18:47] Dean: Well, I kinda sorta blackmailed the Dean of the school into that
[3.12., 18:47] Dean: And ended up getting my professors parking

[3.12., 18:52] Castiel: Ouch! Of course he'd hate you
[3.12., 18:52] Castiel: How did you blackmail the dean though?

[3.12., 18:53] Dean: He is a married man with 2 spoiled brats
[3.12., 18:53] Dean: He send unsolicited dick pics to my friend

[3.12., 18:54] Castiel: No!

[3.12., 18:54] Dean: Yeah
[3.12., 18:55] Dean: She got unlimited access to the computer lab
[3.12., 18:55] Dean: And I got parking
[3.12., 19:04] Dean: He really can't afford another divorce

[3.12., 19:05] Castiel: Another?

[3.12., 19:05] Dean: Its his 4th wife

[3.12., 19:05] Castiel: Wow!!! That's a lot!

[3.12., 19:05] Dean: You really do keep to yourself a lot dont you
[3.12., 19:06] Dean: He is the towns biggest gossip topic

[3.12., 19:06] Castiel: I am not very interested in gossip

[3.12., 19:07] Dean: Yeah I figured. You don't seem the type
[3.12., 19:07] Dean: You come across a bit stoic
[3.12., 19:07] Dean: Not in a bad way

[3.12., 19:07] Castiel: Oh, okay.
[3.12., 19:08] Castiel: As long as that's not bad, i feel alright about it.

[3.12., 19:12] Dean: Nah
[3.12., 19:13] Dean: I dont think you'd enjoy a loud party but probably a cosy dinner and a movie

[3.12., 19:14] Castiel: Yeah, that sounds about right

[3.12., 19:14] Dean: So how do you find dates
[3.12., 19:14] Dean: Not married
[3.12., 19:14] Dean: Not straight
[3.12., 19:14] Dean: Apps?

[3.12., 19:15] Castiel: Wow, talk about not close enough for private details

[3.12., 19:15] Dean: Just curious
[3.12., 19:15] Dean: Sorry
[3.12., 19:15] Dean: And maybe wine drunk
[3.12., 19:16] Dean: But the bottle is empty bow
[3.12., 19:16] Dean: The recipe asked for 1/4 cup
[3.12., 19:16] Dean: Lol

[3.12., 19:17] Castiel: I see.
[3.12., 19:17] Castiel: Well, i don't date. I ... have Lucifer.

[3.12., 19:19] Dean: What do you mean you don't date
[3.12., 19:19] Dean: Not anymore
[3.12., 19:19] Dean: Never
[3.12., 19:19] Dean: ?

[3.12., 19:20] Castiel: Not anymore

[3.12., 19:20] Dean: Oh?
[3.12., 19:20] Dean: May I ask what happened
[3.12., 19:20] Dean: Like you seem like a nice guy

[3.12., 19:21] Castiel: Perhaps I'm too nice.

[3.12., 19:21] Dean: Oh that sounds like you got hurt
[3.12., 19:21] Dean: I am sorry

[3.12., 19:21] Castiel: It is not your fault

[3.12., 19:22] Dean: Well yeah. Never dated a dude
[3.12., 19:22] Dean: But I am sorry that you got hurt like that so that you now don't date anymore
[3.12., 19:22] Dean: Do you miss it?
[3.12., 19:22] Dean: Dating
[3.12., 19:22] Dean: Snuggles

[3.12., 19:23] Castiel: Not really.

[3.12., 19:23] Dean: Kissing and all the dirty bedroom stuff

[3.12., 19:23] Castiel: I have Lucifer for snuggles

[3.12., 19:23] Dean: Hmm
[3.12., 19:23] Dean: I think I'd go made
[3.12., 19:23] Dean: Mad
[3.12., 19:23] Dean: I need physical contact every so often
[3.12., 19:23] Dean: I am a snuggle whore
[3.12., 19:24] Dean: Don't tell my brother

[3.12., 19:24] Castiel: I agree. You seem very outgoing and ... physical

[3.12., 19:24] Dean: I'd shrivel up like a dead plant without

[3.12., 19:25] Castiel: So, where do you get your snuggles if you don't manage to hook up?

[3.12., 19:26] Dean: Snuggles, I invite my friend charly
[3.12., 19:26] Dean: Sex
[3.12., 19:26] Dean: I usually don't have problems finding that

[3.12., 19:26] Castiel: Oh. I see.

[3.12., 19:27] Dean: Omnious reply

[3.12., 19:27] Castiel: My sister calls guys like you man whore
[3.12., 19:28] Castiel: Though, to be quite honest, I don't think she's much different

[3.12., 19:29] Dean: Wow
[3.12., 19:29] Dean: Harsh
[3.12., 19:30] Dean: I like to consider myself physically social

[3.12., 19:34] Castiel: That is a very positive description

[3.12., 19:36] Dean: Well yeah
[3.12., 19:36] Dean: Man where sounds harsh
[3.12., 19:36] Dean: Whorr
[3.12., 19:37] Dean: Whore
[3.12., 19:44] Dean: Tell your sister she's mean

[3.12., 19:47] Castiel: I'll let her know

[3.12., 19:47] Dean: And did you just kinda call her a whore as well

[3.12., 19:49] Castiel: Shut up, i did not. She is my sister

[3.12., 19:51] Dean: You said, and I quote:
" Though, to be quite honest, I don't think she's much different"
[3.12., 19:51] Dean: Right after you said she'd call me a man whore

[3.12., 19:51] Castiel: I know what I said.

[3.12., 19:52] Dean: So you insinuated shes a whore

[3.12., 19:53] Castiel: The operative word here is insinuated

[3.12., 19:55] Dean: Ok
[3.12., 19:56] Dean: Would you like your sister to know you insinuated that

[3.12., 19:57] Castiel: No

[3.12., 19:57] Dean: See
[3.12., 19:57] Dean: Cause insinuating that is just a fancy way of calling her a whore

[3.12., 19:58] Castiel: Stop calling my sister a whore, you don't know her

[3.12., 19:58] Dean: I didnt
[3.12., 19:58] Dean: I dont believe in that
[3.12., 19:58] Dean: Free sexuality and all that
[3.12., 19:58] Dean: Fuck the double standarts

[3.12., 19:58] Castiel: You keep repeating it.
[3.12., 19:59] Castiel: Huh?

[3.12., 19:59] Dean: What you huhing about

[3.12., 20:00] Castiel: You don't believe in what?

[3.12., 20:00] Dean: Double standarts.

[3.12., 20:01] Castiel: Um, okay

[3.12., 20:01] Dean: Why is it ok for men to fuck around but as soon as a woman does it its all like " ohhhh, she's a loose woman."
[3.12., 20:01] Dean: 2020 man

[3.12., 20:01] Castiel: I don't say it's okay for men to fuck around.
[3.12., 20:02] Castiel: So i have a single standard about thst

[3.12., 20:02] Dean: Ok. One : i mean in society
[3.12., 20:02] Dean: Two: what now?

[3.12., 20:02] Castiel: Forget it

[3.12., 20:03] Dean: No
[3.12., 20:03] Dean: Please
[3.12., 20:03] Dean: Explain
[3.12., 20:03] Dean: I genuinely want to understand

[3.12., 20:03] Castiel: In my opinion it is wrong to "fuck around"

[3.12., 20:03] Dean: Like casual sex?
[3.12., 20:04] Dean: Or in a relationship
[3.12., 20:04] Dean: Cause relationships aren't to be fucked around in
[3.12., 20:04] Dean: Unless its ok with all parties involved

[3.12., 20:04] Castiel: I don't understand casual sex.
[3.12., 20:04] Castiel: That's what I'm saying i guess

[3.12., 20:05] Dean: What do you not understand about it?
[3.12., 20:08] Dean: You never felt that itch...
[3.12., 20:08] Dean: Like you need to get laid or you go nuts?

[3.12., 20:08] Castiel: How can Sex be casual ? Sex is about feelings.

[3.12., 20:09] Dean: Not always emotional feelings.
[3.12., 20:09] Dean: Sometimes its just the good feeling of sex one is after

[3.12., 20:09] Castiel: For me it is.

[3.12., 20:09] Dean: Ok
[3.12., 20:09] Dean: So no casual hook ups for you
[3.12., 20:10] Dean: Do you judge me for having the occasional rump?
[3.12., 20:14] Dean: Thats a scary long pause between messages

[3.12., 20:17] Castiel: Oh, sorry, i was feeding my cat
[3.12., 20:26] Castiel: Anyways, i do not judge you. You are your own person and everyone is allowed their own lifestyle

[3.12., 20:32] Dean: Still sounds judgy
[3.12., 20:32] Dean: But its ok
[3.12., 20:32] Dean: I dont really understand where you are coming from and I guess you not understand how I can be so casual
[3.12., 20:32] Dean: So can we agree to disagree

[3.12., 20:33] Castiel: I'm sorry, I really don't mean to so sound mean. Realky. You live your life i live mine
[3.12., 20:33] Castiel: Yes, i guess that works

[3.12., 20:33] Dean: Cool
[3.12., 20:33] Dean: But
[3.12., 20:33] Dean: Since we are sharing
[3.12., 20:33] Dean: Your last relationship
[3.12., 20:34] Dean: Dude or chick
[3.12., 20:34] Dean: I am curious
[3.12., 20:34] Dean: Like is there a difference between dating one or the other

[3.12., 20:35] Castiel: My last relationship was with a woman

[3.12., 20:35] Dean: Is there a difference 🤔

[3.12., 20:39] Castiel: Well, yes?
[3.12., 20:40] Castiel: Did you sleep in biology class?

[3.12., 20:40] Dean: No
[3.12., 20:40] Dean: I know the bees and flowers
[3.12., 20:40] Dean: I meant like relationship wise
[3.12., 20:40] Dean: Is it different to date a man from dating a woman

[3.12., 20:44] Castiel: Hmmm. I guess.

[3.12., 20:44] Dean: Can you explain?

[3.12., 20:51] Castiel: Not really

[3.12., 20:51] Dean: Hmm
[3.12., 20:51] Dean: Ok

[3.12., 20:53] Castiel: It's hard to put into words
8
[3.12., 20:53] Dean: Its ok
[3.12., 20:54] Dean: I just
[3.12., 20:54] Dean: Want to be able to help my brother
[3.12., 20:54] Dean: Maybe
[3.12., 20:55] Dean: Idk
[3.12., 20:55] Dean: Forget i asked
[3.12., 20:55] Dean: It was stupid

[3.12., 20:57] Castiel: No, I think it is really nice of you to want to help your brother

[3.12., 20:57] Dean: I have another stupid question
[3.12., 20:58] Dean: If you're not sick of me yet

[3.12., 21:00] Castiel: No, i am not sick of you.

[3.12., 21:00] Dean: If you don't go out. How do you meet people?

[3.12., 21:00] Dean: Can't just rely on strangers texting you at random

[3.12., 21:02] Castiel: I'm fine on my own. Sometimes I meet friends or my sister, or my brother and his family

[3.12., 21:03] Dean: This isn't alabama
[3.12., 21:03] Dean: We dont date family Castiel

[3.12., 21:03] Castiel: I don't date them

[3.12., 21:04] Dean: I see i forgot the joke emoji
[3.12., 21:04] Dean: 🤣
[3.12., 21:04] Dean: There you go

[3.12., 21:04] Castiel: Oh

[3.12., 21:08] Dean: But its good to know you do socialize

[3.12., 21:09] Castiel: Yeah, I am not a complete hermit

[3.12., 21:09] Dean: Thats good.
[3.12., 21:10] Dean: Isn't it crazy how two so totally different people met
[3.12., 21:15] Dean: Anyways.
[3.12., 21:16] Dean: I sent a lot of strange short to you today
[3.12., 21:16] Dean: Any strange questions for me?

[3.12., 21:16] Castiel: Yeah, it is crazy

[3.12., 21:21] Dean: So no questions?

[3.12., 21:22] Castiel: Oh.
[3.12., 21:22] Castiel: I have a strange one for you. And you do not need to answer, that's okay

[3.12., 21:23] Dean: Ok
[3.12., 21:23] Dean: Hit me
[3.12., 21:23] Dean: I am still a bit buzzed

[3.12., 21:23] Castiel: Have you ever thought about being with a man?

[3.12., 21:24] Dean: Like sexual bedroom stuff
[3.12., 21:24] Dean: Hmmm
[3.12., 21:24] Dean: I dont think so
[3.12., 21:25] Dean: Like I have wanked it to 3 some vids and didn't skip the dicks touching
[3.12., 21:25] Dean: I can appreciate a good looking attractive human no matter the gender
[3.12., 21:26] Dean: But dont think I ever felt like wanting to do the dirty with a dude

[3.12., 21:29] Castiel: Well, for a straight guy, that's pretty much a lot. I thought you guys only like those fmf ones

[3.12., 21:29] Dean: Those are nice too
[3.12., 21:29] Dean: But variety man
[3.12., 21:31] Dean: Plus the devils three some requires 2 horns

[3.12., 21:31] Castiel: I'm sorry?

[3.12., 21:34] Dean: The devils 3 some
[3.12., 21:34] Dean: Two dudes one chick
[3.12., 21:34] Dean: 2 horns

[3.12., 21:35] Castiel: Oh?

[3.12., 21:35] Dean: Do you get it
[3.12., 21:35] Dean: Or should I draw you a picture
[3.12., 21:35] Dean: Or send a link
[3.12., 21:36] Dean: Whatever helps

[3.12., 21:36] Castiel: It sounds... interesting
[3.12., 21:36] Castiel: Not for me personally, but to watch.

[3.12., 21:37] Dean: Any preference
[3.12., 21:37] Dean: Looks wise

[3.12., 21:38] Castiel: I like manly men.

[3.12., 21:38] Dean: Hairy

[3.12., 21:38] Castiel: As in manly body

[3.12., 21:38] Dean: Or strong

[3.12., 21:38] Castiel: Strong
[3.12., 21:39] Castiel: Though hairy is okay, but not like bear hair

[3.12., 21:39] Dean: http://www.xvideos.com/video29753995/perverted_bisexual_threesomes_riley_nixon_charlotte_sartre_candice_dare

[3.12., 21:44] Castiel: Wait, we're that close already???

[3.12., 21:45] Dean: You asked

[3.12., 21:45] Castiel: Oh.

[3.12., 21:45] Dean: We established earlier tonight that I am floozy

[3.12., 21:45] Castiel: I guess I did

[3.12., 21:45] Dean: A floozy

[3.12., 21:46] Castiel: Oh, that too, yes

[3.12., 21:46] Dean: Did I missunderstand
[3.12., 21:46] Dean: Shit
[3.12., 21:46] Dean: You didn't actually want a link
[3.12., 21:46] Dean: Did you

[3.12., 21:47] Castiel: I... it's okay. As you said, i kind of did ask for it.
[3.12., 21:48] Castiel: Though, i was more thinking of googling it myself later

[3.12., 21:49] Dean: Sorry?🙈

[3.12., 21:50] Castiel: It's okay. Saves google time, i guess?
[3.12., 21:50] Castiel: But!
[3.12., 21:51] Castiel: It allows me more questions

[3.12., 21:51] Dean: Ok?
[3.12., 21:51] Dean: If I had any shame I'd be worried

[3.12., 21:53] Castiel: Have you ever tried on women's clothes?

[3.12., 21:54] Dean: Uhm
[3.12., 21:54] Dean: What
[3.12., 21:54] Dean: Thats
[3.12., 21:54] Dean: Unexpected
[3.12., 21:54] Dean: Define clothes
[3.12., 21:54] Dean: And reasoning
[3.12., 21:54] Dean: Like I have thrown on the occasional morning robe
[3.12., 21:54] Dean: To make breakfast
[3.12., 21:55] Dean: So that would be a yes

[3.12., 21:55] Castiel: If it makes you feel better, i tried on my sisters panties and bras as a kid

[3.12., 21:56] Dean: 😳
[3.12., 21:56] Dean: Thats the direction we are going
[3.12., 21:56] Dean: Ok
[3.12., 21:56] Dean: Uhmmmm
[3.12., 21:56] Dean: I guess I have
[3.12., 21:56] Dean: Not a bra
[3.12., 21:56] Dean: But panties
[3.12., 21:57] Dean: Like once
[3.12., 21:57] Dean: One a dare

[3.12., 21:58] Castiel: And?

[3.12., 21:58] Dean: I was 16
[3.12., 21:58] Dean: I may or may not still have them

[3.12., 22:07] Castiel: Ooooh? Why

[3.12., 22:09] Dean: Her parents came home i threw on my pants, grabbed the rest of my clothes and ditched out of the window.
[3.12., 22:09] Dean: I was living with my dad at that time and couldn't ditch them
[3.12., 22:09] Dean: Stuffed them in my closet
[3.12., 22:09] Dean: Pretty sure I packed them when I left

[3.12., 22:12] Castiel: Oh!!!! I see

[3.12., 22:12] Dean: You see what?

[3.12., 22:13] Castiel: Why you might still have them

[3.12., 22:13] Dean: Yeah

[3.12., 22:15] Castiel: But i was wondering what you thought of them

[3.12., 22:16] Dean: The waistband is kinda tight?
[3.12., 22:17] Dean: And on the legs the bands are stretched out and don't sit right

[3.12., 22:18] Castiel: Yeah. I know what you mean

[3.12., 22:19] Dean: You do?

[3.12., 22:20] Castiel: Uh...
[3.12., 22:20] Castiel: Sister's stuff as kid, remember

[3.12., 22:21] Dean: Yeah
[3.12., 22:21] Dean: Sure
[3.12., 22:21] Dean: Ok dude. I have to hit the hay

[3.12., 22:22] Castiel: Oh.

[3.12., 22:22] Dean: Its late ish
[3.12., 22:22] Dean: My first class is at 8

[3.12., 22:22] Castiel: Well. Good night Dean.
[3.12., 22:22] Castiel: Sleep well.

[3.12., 22:22] Dean: Good night cas
[3.12., 22:22] Dean: Tiel
[3.12., 22:22] Dean: Castiel
[3.12., 22:22] Dean: I am sorry
[3.12., 22:23] Dean: You too

[3.12., 22:23] Castiel: Nice dreams

Chapter Text

[4.12., 06:39] Dean: 😳good morning
[4.12., 06:39] Dean: After rereading yesterday's messages
[4.12., 06:39] Dean: And careful consideration I'd like to a: ignore those last 2 ish hours happened
And b: never speak of this again

[4.12., 06:43] Castiel: Good Morning, Dean.
[4.12., 06:43] Castiel: Why?
[4.12., 07:18] Castiel: Are you not speaking to me anymore at all now???
[4.12., 07:18] Castiel: Dean?

[4.12., 07:25] Dean: Im sorry
[4.12., 07:26] Dean: I am so embarrassed
[4.12., 07:26] Dean: I dont share this information
[4.12., 07:26] Dean: I cant believe I sent you porn
[4.12., 07:29] Castiel: Dean. It is alright. It's not like I'd share this information with anyone else.

[4.12., 07:29] Castiel: And I was sober, so if you sending me porn had been a real problem, I would have told you.

[4.12., 07:52] Dean: Ok hold up
[4.12., 07:52] Dean: My class is about to start
[4.12., 07:52] Dean: But
[4.12., 07:53] Dean: Did sober you take advantage of tipsy me overstating?
[4.12., 07:53] Dean: Over sharing?
[4.12., 07:57] Dean: I've never told anyone about the underwear

[4.12., 08:16] Castiel: Maybe I did

[4.12., 09:32] Dean: I
[4.12., 09:32] Dean: I dont know how I feel about that

[4.12., 09:34] Castiel: I'm sorry.
[4.12., 09:34] Castiel: I didn't mean to sound like a creep

[4.12., 09:35] Dean: I am
[4.12., 09:35] Dean: I dont know man
[4.12., 09:35] Dean: I feel dirty
[4.12., 09:35] Dean: And ashamed
[4.12., 09:35] Dean: I have no problems with the link I sent you. I would share porn sober. I am a giving and caring person.
[4.12., 09:36] Dean: But It feels wrong
[4.12., 09:36] Dean: Like reading back

[4.12., 09:36] Castiel: Then do not read back.

[4.12., 09:37] Dean: Why did you keep asking about the panties?
[4.12., 09:37] Dean: I have a headache

[4.12., 09:38] Castiel: Told you, cooking wine isn't for drinking

[4.12., 09:38] Dean: Yeah I learned that
[4.12., 09:38] Dean: Now answer the more important question please

[4.12., 09:39] Castiel: I was curious. It was more interesting than the documentary on tv

[4.12., 09:40] Dean: This feels like avoiding the answer

[4.12., 09:45] Castiel: I don't know how to answer this

[4.12., 09:46] Dean: Easy
[4.12., 09:46] Dean: Are you into panties
[4.12., 09:46] Dean: And did the thought of me in them excite you
[4.12., 09:46] Dean: If I am being used as jerk off material I'd like to know
[4.12., 09:47] Dean: Consent dude

[4.12., 09:48] Castiel: No.
[4.12., 09:49] Castiel: That is wrong
[4.12., 09:50] Castiel: I do not know you. You're a stranger. And you're straight

[4.12., 09:53] Dean: Meh
[4.12., 09:53] Dean: I jerked it to plenty of lebians that I didn't know personally
[4.12., 09:53] Dean: Difference was tho that they put up videos online
[4.12., 09:53] Dean: Thus implying consent to be jerk of to
[4.12., 09:54] Dean: Don't bring my straightness into this
[4.12., 09:54] Dean: I think you like men in panties
[4.12., 09:54] Dean: And enjoyed me over sharing

[4.12., 09:55] Castiel: That does not mean I jerked off.

[4.12., 09:56] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 09:56] Dean: Whatever you say
[4.12., 09:57] Dean: Consider the topic dropped
[4.12., 09:57] Dean: Fuck
[4.12., 09:57] Dean: My next class is canceled
[4.12., 10:03] Dean: Ndjxhaoso a ß
[4.12., 10:03] Dean: So as a9dje9a
[4.12., 10:04] Dean: Ebsnsjzjcjbjku Das a
[4.12., 10:05] Dean: Hi
[4.12., 10:05] Dean: I am charly
[4.12., 10:05] Dean: Deans best friend
[4.12., 10:05] Dean: I am also faster than him
[4.12., 10:05] Dean: And have stolen his phone
[4.12., 10:05] Dean: How badly do you want me not to scroll up
[4.12., 10:07] Dean: I've been informed you should be working like a responsible adult
[4.12., 10:07] Dean: You have till 10.30 for a break to answer me before I check the whole thread
[4.12., 10:08] Dean: And yes I can wait
[4.12., 10:08] Dean: I climbed on top of the bookshelves
[4.12., 10:08] Dean: Dean can't reach me
[4.12., 10:08] Dean: It must be juicy
[4.12., 10:09] Dean: I think he is about to cry out of frustration
[4.12., 10:25] Dean: Ohhhhh
[4.12., 10:25] Dean: Cutting it close
[4.12., 10:25] Dean: Dean left to grab something to climb up here
[4.12., 10:25] Dean: I dont think he is going to make it in time
[4.12., 10:25] Dean: What do you think
[4.12., 10:26] Dean: I am super curious what he is hiding from me
[4.12., 10:27] Dean: 3 more minutes
[4.12., 10:27] Dean: I am now hiding in the broom closet
[4.12., 10:27] Dean: Took my chance while Dean was gone
[4.12., 10:29] Dean: My reception is terrible in here

[4.12., 10:31] Castiel: Nooooooooo!

[4.12., 10:32] Dean: Hi
[4.12., 10:32] Dean: I have not scrolled yet
[4.12., 10:32] Dean: The reception in here is twrrible

[4.12., 10:32] Castiel: Don't please.
[4.12., 10:32] Castiel: For Dean

[4.12., 10:33] Dean: Oh?
[4.12., 10:33] Dean: But we don't hide anything from each other
[4.12., 10:33] Dean: Why would he be so upset

[4.12., 10:33] Castiel: I don't care what you read there about me. But if Dean doesn't want you to read it, then don't. For him

[4.12., 10:34] Dean: Hmmmm
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: You're no fun
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: He's back
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: And yelling for me
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: Quick
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: Before he finds me
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: Who are you
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: Why are you texting dean
[4.12., 10:34] Dean: How did you guys meet

[4.12., 10:35] Castiel: He started it. He had the wrong number and i was bored so we kept texting
[4.12., 10:35] Castiel: I'm Castiel

[4.12., 10:36] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 10:36] Dean: Fuck
[4.12., 10:36] Dean: Skdjrjnix8Jsnß
[4.12., 10:36] Dean: ĎickwnwkOc9cj CD sjq9
[4.12., 10:36] Dean: Jdķx
[4.12., 10:36] Dean: CASTIEL
[4.12., 10:36] Dean: Immmns bagkk
[4.12., 10:36] Dean: Hold on

[4.12., 10:37] Castiel: Dean?

[4.12., 10:37] Dean: Yess
[4.12., 10:37] Dean: One sec
[4.12., 10:37] Dean: I am r7nning
[4.12., 10:38] Dean: Safe for now
[4.12., 10:38] Dean: I am so sorry
[4.12., 10:38] Dean: She saw me texting
[4.12., 10:39] Dean: And I don't text
[4.12., 10:39] Dean: Usually
[4.12., 10:39] Dean: She thought it was a girl
[4.12., 10:39] Dean: And she is nosey
[4.12., 10:39] Dean: Then she grabbed the phone
[4.12., 10:39] Dean: And I swear not 2nseconds later she was on top of that fucking shelf and I couldn't get to her anymore
[4.12., 10:40] Dean: By the time I had a ladder she had disappeared
[4.12., 10:40] Dean: Ironically into the closet

[4.12., 10:40] Castiel: Ironically?

[4.12., 10:40] Dean: Most proudest lesbian i ever met

[4.12., 10:41] Castiel: Oh

[4.12., 10:41] Dean: I have locked myself in my car
[4.12., 10:41] Dean: In case she finds me

[4.12., 10:42] Castiel: I need to get back to work.

[4.12., 10:42] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 10:42] Dean: I am sorry

[4.12., 10:43] Castiel: It's the end of the year. Busiest time for an accountant

[4.12., 10:44] Dean: I understand
[4.12., 10:44] Dean: I have time to kill till noon
[4.12., 10:44] Dean: No class
[4.12., 10:44] Dean: And I don't work till one

[4.12., 10:45] Castiel: Sorry.

[4.12., 10:50] Dean: I think your plea to charly was very sweet
[4.12., 10:50] Dean: And I now have fingerprint lock on mine
[4.12., 10:51] Dean: So that shouldn't happen again
[4.12., 10:55] Dean: I am bored however
[4.12., 10:55] Dean: So I will keep leaving you messages
[4.12., 10:55] Dean: For you to read after work
[4.12., 10:56] Dean: Look how pretty the campus was this morning

Campus picture

[4.12., 11:03] Dean: So I've been re reading yesterday's messages. Yes I know I said we drop it but something didn't sit right with me.
[4.12., 11:04] Dean: Now don't get me wrong but unless you were a chunky kid, you shouldn't have had fitting problems with your older sisters underwear....
[4.12., 11:04] Dean: What age where you
[4.12., 11:05] Dean: Do you, by chance, still wear them?
[4.12., 11:32] Dean: My Google search history is looking strange
[4.12., 11:35] Dean: Oh i was not aware of this at all
[4.12., 11:50] Dean: Don't judge me
[4.12., 11:50] Dean: But this is
[4.12., 11:50] Dean: Not something I ever ventured in
[4.12., 11:50] Dean: But
[4.12., 11:50] Dean: I might come back to rhis

[4.12., 11:50] Castiel: That is a lot of messages

[4.12., 11:50] Dean: Yes
[4.12., 11:50] Dean: I am ina bit of a crisis
[4.12., 11:50] Dean: Feel free to read up forst

[4.12., 11:56] Castiel: That's a beautiful dawn. It looked similar when I drove to work
[4.12., 11:56] Castiel: Why are you in a crisis?
[4.12., 11:56] Castiel: What's happening?

[4.12., 12:02] Dean: I've been researching
[4.12., 12:02] Dean: Its been confusing

[4.12., 12:05] Castiel: What are you researching?

[4.12., 12:05] Dean: First I need a few answers please

[4.12., 12:06] Castiel: Okay

[4.12., 12:07] Dean: All the questions above please

[4.12., 12:17] Castiel: I was 11
[4.12., 12:18] Castiel: No, I don't wear my sister's underwear anymore
[4.12., 12:18] Castiel: I own my own.

[4.12., 12:19] Dean: 😳
[4.12., 12:19] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 12:20] Dean: Like
[4.12., 12:20] Dean: I've always liked lingerie
[4.12., 12:20] Dean: On my girlfriend's body
[4.12., 12:20] Dean: Lace is super pretty
[4.12., 12:20] Dean: And satin super soft
[4.12., 12:20] Dean: Its hot
[4.12., 12:20] Dean: Why is this hot too

Insert underwear pic

[4.12., 12:21] Dean: Aside from my love for anything plaid

[4.12., 12:22] Castiel: Because male bodies are hot
[4.12., 12:22] Castiel: To me.

[4.12., 12:22] Dean: Yeah

[4.12., 12:22] Castiel: That's why for me this looks hot.

[4.12., 12:23] Dean: To someone into dudes
[4.12., 12:23] Dean: I am not

[4.12., 12:23] Castiel: Why it does for you i cannot say
[4.12., 12:23] Castiel: But that doesn't mean you cannot appreciate a well built body
[4.12., 12:24] Castiel: Appreciation of beauty doesn't make you gay

[4.12., 12:24] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 12:25] Dean: I think I am going to sit on this conversation for a while
[4.12., 12:25] Dean: Thanknyou
[4.12., 12:25] Dean: I am off to work now. My shift starts soon and I spent more time then I should have looking at that website

[4.12., 12:27] Castiel: Don't stir yourself crazy. Just because you're texting with me you don't get infected with homosexuality. It's not contagious and especially not through text messages

[4.12., 12:27] Dean: Ouch
[4.12., 12:27] Dean: Testy
[4.12., 12:27] Dean: Not what I meant to imply
[4.12., 12:28] Dean: Just let me ponder this possible new kink for a bit

[4.12., 12:29] Castiel: I heard that some woman also like the look of lingerie on men, so you're all safe

[4.12., 13:10] Dean: I arrived at work
[4.12., 13:10] Dean: But no work
[4.12., 13:11] Dean: So I walked here all for nothing
[4.12., 13:11] Dean: And now I get to walk back home
[4.12., 13:11] Dean: I was hoping to get my hands dirty and clear my mind a bit

[4.12., 13:13] Castiel: Are you okay? Do you want me to stop texting you?

[4.12., 13:14] Dean: I dont think so
[4.12., 13:15] Dean: The texting part
[4.12., 13:15] Dean: I am ok ish

[4.12., 13:16] Castiel: Okay. Well, let me know when you change your mind

[4.12., 13:16] Dean: I will.
[4.12., 13:16] Dean: I am not just gonna ghost you
[4.12., 13:16] Dean: Hey
[4.12., 13:16] Dean: Uhm
[4.12., 13:16] Dean: One more question?

[4.12., 13:17] Castiel: Okay

[4.12., 13:17] Dean: What do you prefer?
[4.12., 13:17] Dean: Wearing it or your partner wearing it. Male or female

[4.12., 13:18] Castiel: That's two questions

[4.12., 13:18] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 13:18] Dean: Nvmd then
[4.12., 13:19] Dean: I dont wanna bother you with that stuff
[4.12., 13:19] Dean: I get it its personal

[4.12., 13:19] Castiel: I prefer male partners

[4.12., 13:20] Dean: In lingerie

[4.12., 13:21] Castiel: But i have no preference on who wears tge lingerie. I love the look of it on my partner, but also love wearing it

[4.12., 13:21] Dean: Hmm
[4.12., 13:21] Dean: Ik
[4.12., 13:21] Dean: Ok

[4.12., 13:22] Castiel: Is that what you wanted to know ?

[4.12., 13:23] Dean: Yeah
[4.12., 13:23] Dean: I dont want to keep you from working and get you in trouble
[4.12., 13:35] Dean: What should I make for dinner?
[4.12., 13:35] Dean: Now that I am home

[4.12., 13:35] Castiel: Have you thrown out the Chinese yet?

[4.12., 13:38] Dean: Yes?
[4.12., 13:38] Dean: Now

[4.12., 13:39] Castiel: Good

[4.12., 13:39] Dean: Like right now
[4.12., 13:39] Dean: Lol

[4.12., 13:39] Castiel: Now... what's in your fridge?

[4.12., 13:39] Dean: Beer
[4.12., 13:39] Dean: A dried up lemon
[4.12., 13:39] Dean: Could be a lime

[4.12., 13:40] Castiel: 🙈

[4.12., 13:40] Dean: Pizza
[4.12., 13:40] Dean: I think that's from 2 days ago

[4.12., 13:41] Castiel: Could be good enough

[4.12., 13:41] Dean: Nope
[4.12., 13:41] Dean: Nevermind
[4.12., 13:41] Dean: It got cold
[4.12., 13:41] Dean: Grew fur

[4.12., 13:41] Castiel: Yuck

[4.12., 13:41] Dean: I only got enough stuff for my stew yesterday
[4.12., 13:42] Dean: And I finished that while hiding in my car

[4.12., 13:43] Castiel: Sounds like grocery shopping

[4.12., 13:55] Dean: Yes. I just got out of the shower
[4.12., 13:55] Dean: Getting ready to shop

[4.12., 13:56] Castiel: Should i send you a list for a recipe?

Insert recipe

[4.12., 13:56] Dean: Sure
[4.12., 15:34] Dean: Alright
[4.12., 15:34] Dean: Got it all.
[4.12., 15:34] Dean: Now can I have the instructions to it please

[4.12., 15:46] Castiel: https://www.goodhousekeeping.com/food-recipes/easy/a21601672/chicken-and-red-plum-salad-recipe/

[4.12., 15:58] Dean: I feel like you are making fun of me by sending me a "nutty" salad
[4.12., 15:58] Dean: 🤣

[4.12., 15:59] Castiel: What?
[4.12., 15:59] Castiel: Ooooh
[4.12., 15:59] Castiel: Oh God no!!!
[4.12., 15:59] Castiel: I hadn't seen that

[4.12., 15:59] Dean: Its all good
[4.12., 15:59] Dean: Gave me a good laugh

[4.12., 16:00] Castiel: Good.

[4.12., 16:05] Dean: Hey
[4.12., 16:06] Dean: Did you ever call your brother?

[4.12., 16:06] Castiel: No. I was gonna do that now when i get home, cause texting with you distracted me from that thought last night

[4.12., 16:07] Dean: Oh so its my fault now

[4.12., 16:08] Castiel: I did not say that.

[4.12., 16:08] Dean: Implied

[4.12., 16:08] Castiel: No
[4.12., 16:09] Castiel: If i let myself get distracted that much it is my fault alone

[4.12., 16:09] Dean: Well aparently probing my tipsy ass last night for pantie info was distracting
[4.12., 16:09] Dean: That so did not come out right

[4.12., 16:10] Castiel: No, that came out extremely wrong for a straight guy...

[4.12., 16:11] Dean: I am aware
[4.12., 16:11] Dean: I shall be hiding in mortification and keep making my nutty salad

[4.12., 16:11] Castiel: Good. About to leave office now

[4.12., 16:11] Dean: Call your brother

[4.12., 16:15] Castiel: Once I'm home
[4.12., 16:15] Castiel: Why are you so persistent about it?

[4.12., 16:21] Dean: I would like to know whats going on with my brother and jack
[4.12., 16:21] Dean: Im nosey
[4.12., 16:22] Dean: Plus everytime is text the moose he ignores me
[4.12., 17:23] Dean: Ok dude
[4.12., 17:23] Dean: That nutty salad was delicious

[4.12., 17:41] Castiel: I'm home. I'm calling Gabriel now

[4.12., 17:42] Dean: How far away from your office is your house

[4.12., 17:55] Castiel: 20 miles

[4.12., 17:56] Dean: Why did it take you an hour

[4.12., 18:00] Castiel: Grocery store

[4.12., 18:00] Dean: Ah
[4.12., 18:00] Dean: Eww people

[4.12., 18:01] Castiel: Beg your pardon?

[4.12., 18:02] Dean: Like
[4.12., 18:02] Dean: Ewwww
[4.12., 18:02] Dean: There is people there
[4.12., 18:02] Dean: As social as I am people at grocery stores are ewww
[4.12., 18:02] Dean: Just let me grab my stuff and go
[4.12., 18:07] Dean: Don't tell me that you of all people enjoy grocery stores

[4.12., 18:32] Castiel: No. No I don't.
[4.12., 18:32] Castiel: I like the market better

[4.12., 18:32] Dean: See
[4.12., 18:32] Dean: Eew people

[4.12., 18:33] Castiel: But some things you just gotta buy there

[4.12., 18:33] Dean: Just a certain type of people
[4.12., 18:33] Dean: Milk
[4.12., 18:33] Dean: My brother did get eggs
[4.12., 18:33] Dean: Hmmm
[4.12., 18:33] Dean: I should try to get everything i need for a week
[4.12., 18:34] Dean: The one we went to even had a stand with soaps
[4.12., 18:34] Dean: Just no beer
[4.12., 18:35] Dean: I dont think I could do that shit they sell organic

[4.12., 18:35] Castiel: See, some things you need the grocery store for
[4.12., 18:39] Castiel: I'm glad you liked the nutty salad

[4.12., 18:40] Dean: So whats up on the brother front

[4.12., 18:41] Castiel: Oh... uh...
[4.12., 18:45] Castiel: He says Jack is smiling more.

[4.12., 18:45] Dean: Does he know

[4.12., 18:46] Castiel: He knows there's a boy. Or as he told me, Jack is flirting with a tree.

[4.12., 18:46] Dean: 🤣yes that sounds about right
[4.12., 18:47] Dean: How old is jack?

[4.12., 18:48] Castiel: Jack? He's 18

[4.12., 18:50] Dean: College?
[4.12., 18:50] Dean: Whats his future plans
[4.12., 18:51] Dean: Gotta make sure he's good for my boy

[4.12., 18:54] Castiel: Uh... he's gonna graduate this year and wants to do something with organic farming

[4.12., 18:58] Dean: Oh sweet
[4.12., 18:58] Dean: Sams is trying to become a vet

[4.12., 18:59] Castiel: Nice!
[4.12., 18:59] Castiel: How old is Sam?

[4.12., 18:59] Dean: 19
[4.12., 18:59] Dean: I told you that yeaterday

[4.12., 19:01] Castiel: Hey, i am over thirty. I am allowed to forget

[4.12., 19:02] Dean: So did you tell your brother about us
[4.12., 19:03] Dean: Wait that didn't sound right
[4.12., 19:03] Dean: Did you tell your brother bout the stranger you been texting

[4.12., 19:03] Castiel: I didn't have to

[4.12., 19:03] Dean: Oh?

[4.12., 19:04] Castiel: Jack already had

[4.12., 19:04] Dean: Ah
[4.12., 19:04] Dean: What did he have to say about it

[4.12., 19:06] Castiel: That I would take care he doesn't get hurt because if he did I'd have to stop texting you

[4.12., 19:06] Dean: Oh
[4.12., 19:07] Dean: But I am not really in charge of my bigfoot
[4.12., 19:08] Dean: And I have no clue about gay relationships

[4.12., 19:10] Castiel: Oh, well, guess that's why you're stuck with me

[4.12., 19:11] Dean: You gonna teach me the ways of gay relationships ?

[4.12., 19:11] Castiel: In case you need to know, yes.

[4.12., 19:11] Dean: Thanks
[4.12., 19:12] Dean: Oh god
[4.12., 19:12] Dean: I just realized
[4.12., 19:12] Dean: I only gave him the straight sex talk
[4.12., 19:12] Dean: Do I need to give him another one?
[4.12., 19:13] Dean: How?!
[4.12., 19:21] Dean: So I have just been laughed at

[4.12., 19:23] Castiel: Oh dear.
[4.12., 19:24] Castiel: Do you want me to give you the sex talk?

[4.12., 19:24] Dean: I called Sam

[4.12., 19:24] Castiel: Oh!

[4.12., 19:24] Dean: I asked if we needed to sit back down for a talk
[4.12., 19:24] Dean: He laughed at me
[4.12., 19:25] Dean: Told me to stop caring so much about his sex life ( gross)
[4.12., 19:25] Dean: Now he is sending me links
[4.12., 19:25] Dean: Just in case I need them
[4.12., 19:25] Dean: My brother is a asshole
[4.12., 19:25] Dean: Jack should not talk to him anymore

[4.12., 19:28] Castiel: I'll let Jack know
[4.12., 19:29] Castiel: Wait, why is he sending you links?

[4.12., 19:29] Dean: Good
[4.12., 19:29] Dean: I have no idea

[4.12., 19:29] Castiel: What kind?

[4.12., 19:29] Dean: All sorts of stuff
[4.12., 19:29] Dean: I am afraid to click them tbh

[4.12., 19:30] Castiel: Just copy paste and send me lol

[4.12., 19:32] Dean: https://www.idrlabs.com/sexual-orientation/test.php
[4.12., 19:32] Dean: https://www.menshealthforum.org.uk/gay-mans-good-sex-guide
[4.12., 19:32] Dean: https://www.liveabout.com/a-guide-to-coming-out-of-the-closet-1410766
[4.12., 19:33] Dean: https://www.boldsky.com/relationship/beyond-love/2013/deal-with-over-protective-brother-034404.html
[4.12., 19:33] Dean: The last one is just plain mean

[4.12., 19:35] Castiel: I'm sorry, I'm laughing way too hard over the last one.
[4.12., 19:35] Castiel: But, why would you need those links?

[4.12., 19:35] Dean: He said I should read up and leave him alone

[4.12., 19:36] Castiel: If he doesn't want your help, why would he ask you to read up on the topic.

[4.12., 19:36] Dean: I have no clue
[4.12., 19:36] Dean: Fucking teenagers

[4.12., 19:37] Castiel: If I were you, I read it, because it sounds like a silent plea to be there for him after all

[4.12., 19:37] Dean: I think he is just messing with me
[4.12., 19:38] Dean: Why would I need to know how to come out of the cliset

[4.12., 19:39] Castiel: Maybe he wants to come out to your father? Maybe he believes your panty fetish means more?

[4.12., 19:40] Dean: 1 i DO NOT HAVE A PANTIE FETISH
[4.12., 19:40] Dean: 2 he doesnt even know about the one pair or the dare

[4.12., 19:40] Castiel: Oh sorry
[4.12., 19:40] Castiel: 😆

[4.12., 19:40] Dean: And 3
[4.12., 19:40] Dean: He knows better then to come out to our father

[4.12., 19:40] Castiel: ^ that's me laughing. I made a joke
[4.12., 19:41] Castiel: Oooh
[4.12., 19:41] Castiel: Why?

[4.12., 19:41] Dean: How to put it delicatly
[4.12., 19:41] Dean: My father is more of a foe
[4.12., 19:41] Dean: More the type that would get punched by me
[4.12., 19:42] Dean: And you are the least funny person I know

[4.12., 19:42] Castiel: If your brother needs to talk, feel free to give him my number

[4.12., 19:42] Dean: Its a school night I am not drinking so no need to fish for more pantie stories
[4.12., 19:42] Dean: Thanks for the offer.
[4.12., 19:43] Dean: I let him know

[4.12., 19:43] Castiel: I
[4.12., 19:43] Castiel: Well, just tell him I'm there

[4.12., 19:43] Dean: I did
[4.12., 19:43] Dean: Just now
[4.12., 19:43] Dean: He texted back thanks
[4.12., 19:44] Dean: And asked that I've him alone now
[4.12., 19:44] Dean: He seems to be on a date

[4.12., 19:44] Castiel: Out?

[4.12., 19:45] Dean: I think so
[4.12., 19:45] Dean: His curfew is 9pm
[4.12., 19:47] Dean: Why

[4.12., 19:49] Castiel: Gabriel didn't mention anything and he loves oversharing other people's personal life

[4.12., 19:50] Dean: Hmmm
[4.12., 19:50] Dean: One sec
[4.12., 19:51] Dean: Yes with Jack.
[4.12., 19:51] Dean: Apparently he is aware of his father's oversharing
[4.12., 19:51] Dean: He snuck out
[4.12., 19:51] Dean: Lol

[4.12., 19:52] Castiel: Ooooh

[4.12., 19:53] Dean: The responsible thing would be to let his father know
[4.12., 19:53] Dean: But the kid is 18
[4.12., 19:53] Dean: Allowed to join the army
[4.12., 19:53] Dean: I say let him have some fun
[4.12., 19:54] Dean: What do you think

[4.12., 19:56] Castiel: This once, yes.

[4.12., 19:57] Dean: Nice
[4.12., 19:58] Dean: And no worries
[4.12., 19:58] Dean: I raised sam to be respectful and responsible
[4.12., 20:01] Dean: Are you going to get weird if I tell you I am about the take a bubble bath,

[4.12., 20:02] Castiel: Have fun.

[4.12., 20:02] Dean: I will
[4.12., 20:02] Dean: Its my treat
[4.12., 20:02] Dean: Plus I hope it kills the rest of my head ache

[4.12., 20:03] Castiel: Good luk

[4.12., 20:03] Dean: Drinking?
[4.12., 20:03] Dean: Are you drinking

[4.12., 20:03] Castiel: What?
[4.12., 20:03] Castiel: Why?

[4.12., 20:03] Dean: Typos are not common with you

[4.12., 20:04] Castiel: Maybe I am drinking

[4.12., 20:04] Dean: Oh?
[4.12., 20:04] Dean: Why
[4.12., 20:04] Dean: Or just because

[4.12., 20:05] Castiel: Just because

[4.12., 20:05] Dean: You ok?
[4.12., 20:05] Dean: Wanna talk?
[4.12., 20:05] Dean: Tough day at the office
[4.12., 20:06] Dean: Think about it.
[4.12., 20:06] Dean: The offer stands
[4.12., 20:06] Dean: You listened to my whining all day
[4.12., 20:06] Dean: I am going to take my bath
[4.12., 20:06] Dean: Then check back with you

[4.12., 20:07] Castiel: Enjiy

[4.12., 20:35] Dean: So
[4.12., 20:35] Dean: I am clean shiny and smell amazing
[4.12., 20:35] Dean: How shitfaced are you
[4.12., 20:47] Dean: Alright dude
[4.12., 20:47] Dean: I saw you read my messages
[4.12., 20:47] Dean: Give me a sign of life
[4.12., 20:47] Dean: Or i will call sam to tell jack to tell his dad
[4.12., 20:54] Dean: Cas
[4.12., 20:54] Dean: Cassie
[4.12., 20:55] Dean: Cass

[4.12., 20:55] Castiel: Dean?

[4.12., 20:55] Dean: Yes
[4.12., 20:55] Dean: Man
[4.12., 20:55] Dean: How are you doing

[4.12., 20:55] Castiel: Okay

[4.12., 20:55] Dean: Nope
[4.12., 20:55] Dean: Not buying it
[4.12., 20:56] Dean: Whats up
[4.12., 20:57] Dean: Why are you drinking
[4.12., 20:58] Dean: On a monday

[4.12., 20:58] Castiel: Doesn't matter

[4.12., 20:59] Dean: Yes it does
[4.12., 20:59] Dean: Tell me what's up
[4.12., 20:59] Dean: Please

[4.12., 20:59] Castiel: Just overthinking

[4.12., 20:59] Dean: Share p please
[4.12., 21:00] Dean: We can overthink together

[4.12., 21:00] Castiel: I can't

[4.12., 21:00] Dean: Why
[4.12., 21:00] Dean: Come one
[4.12., 21:00] Dean: We shared loads so far
[4.12., 21:00] Dean: Let me help

[4.12., 21:02] Castiel: There's nothing you can do

[4.12., 21:02] Dean: You don't know that
[4.12., 21:02] Dean: Let me try pleasw
[4.12., 21:02] Dean: You don't seem like the type that would drink this much on a work night
[4.12., 21:03] Dean: Come on

[4.12., 21:03] Castiel: I'm not "shit faced"

[4.12., 21:03] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 21:03] Dean: Buzzwd
[4.12., 21:03] Dean: Tipsy
[4.12., 21:03] Dean: Not so er
[4.12., 21:03] Dean: Sober

[4.12., 21:04] Castiel: I had one glass of wine more than usual

[4.12., 21:05] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 21:05] Dean: Then whats got you in such a downwards spiral

[4.12., 21:05] Castiel: Things my brother said

[4.12., 21:05] Dean: Jacks das?
[4.12., 21:05] Dean: Dad

[4.12., 21:06] Castiel: Yes.

[4.12., 21:06] Dean: What did he say

[4.12., 21:07] Castiel: I thought we established that he's the ony brother I talk to

[4.12., 21:07] Dean: Yes we did. It seemed like you two get along well so I didn't think it was him that would bring you down
[4.12., 21:07] Dean: What did he say

[4.12., 21:08] Castiel: That I should be careful

[4.12., 21:08] Dean: With me?

[4.12., 21:08] Castiel: Yes

[4.12., 21:08] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 21:09] Dean: Understandable
[4.12., 21:09] Dean: Despite out thrilling conversations
[4.12., 21:09] Dean: We are still strangers

[4.12., 21:09] Castiel: Yes
[4.12., 21:10] Castiel: But you're a stranger I'm comfortable with

[4.12., 21:10] Dean: Why is that dangerous
[4.12., 21:10] Dean: Or why does that warrant the need to be carefull

[4.12., 21:11] Castiel: I don't get comfortable with strangers usually
[4.12., 21:11] Castiel: Especially that quick

[4.12., 21:12] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 21:12] Dean: I feel honored you are comfortable with me

[4.12., 21:12] Castiel: He's worried about my feelings

[4.12., 21:12] Dean: I feel comfortable with you too
[4.12., 21:12] Dean: Are
[4.12., 21:13] Dean: Are you catching feelings here?

[4.12., 21:14] Castiel: Drowning the inkling

[4.12., 21:15] Dean: You don't even know what I look like
[4.12., 21:15] Dean: And I am several years younger
[4.12., 21:16] Dean: Man I really like you
[4.12., 21:16] Dean: As a friend

[4.12., 21:16] Castiel: That's why I'm drinking

[4.12., 21:16] Dean: And I don't want to mess this up

[4.12., 21:16] Castiel: Neither do I
[4.12., 21:17] Castiel: You should have let e keep quiet

[4.12., 21:17] Dean: Nah
[4.12., 21:17] Dean: Its cool

[4.12., 21:17] Castiel: No it is not

[4.12., 21:18] Dean: Not the first time I had a guy crush on me and I'd like to think the fact that we remain friends to this day means I wasn't an ass about it

[4.12., 21:18] Castiel: Oh?

[4.12., 21:18] Dean: Yeah
[4.12., 21:18] Dean: I can be oblivious to being flirted with
[4.12., 21:19] Dean: But I am affectionate with my friends
[4.12., 21:19] Dean: So wires got crossed
[4.12., 21:19] Dean: And him and me went to see a movie
[4.12., 21:19] Dean: Grabbed food first
[4.12., 21:19] Dean: I thought we where having a good time
[4.12., 21:19] Dean: He thought we are on a date
[4.12., 21:19] Dean: He kissed me at the end of the night

[4.12., 21:19] Castiel: Oh no.
[4.12., 21:20] Castiel: Poor guy

[4.12., 21:20] Dean: I felt horrible
[4.12., 21:20] Dean: Charly actually made me see what happened and where i went wrong
[4.12., 21:20] Dean: So I begged for forgiveness and we still hang out
[4.12., 21:21] Dean: He's got someone now but we playgirl
[4.12., 21:21] Dean: Play flirt

[4.12., 21:21] Castiel: Seriously?

[4.12., 21:21] Dean: Yeah
[4.12., 21:22] Dean: He's the only other friend I got here besides Charly
[4.12., 21:22] Dean: And you
[4.12., 21:22] Dean: Huh
[4.12., 21:22] Dean: I am like the token straight guy within my friendships

[4.12., 21:23] Castiel: It would start t appear that way

[4.12., 21:23] Dean: So are we good?
[4.12., 21:23] Dean: Should I change anything
[4.12., 21:23] Dean: In how I talk to you
[4.12., 21:23] Dean: Or how much we are talking

[4.12., 21:24] Castiel: No. It's alright
[4.12., 21:24] Castiel: It's entirely my fault

[4.12., 21:24] Dean: Don't blame yourself
[4.12., 21:24] Dean: Not like you did it on purpose

[4.12., 21:26] Castiel: No. But it keeps happening.
[4.12., 21:27] Castiel: That's why I'd rather keep to myself

[4.12., 21:27] Dean: Being lonely isn't good either

[4.12., 21:27] Castiel: It works for me

[4.12., 21:27] Dean: No
[4.12., 21:28] Dean: Or you wouldn't develop feelings for a stranger

[4.12., 21:29] Castiel: Now I feel even more guilty

[4.12., 21:29] Dean: No
[4.12., 21:29] Dean: No no no
[4.12., 21:29] Dean: I meant you need to get out
[4.12., 21:29] Dean: And meet someone
[4.12., 21:30] Dean: Make friends

[4.12., 21:30] Castiel: No. That makes it worse

[4.12., 21:30] Dean: How

[4.12., 21:31] Castiel: Difficult to explain

[4.12., 21:31] Dean: Try me

[4.12., 21:33] Castiel: I have difficulty understanding people's actions correctly.
[4.12., 21:35] Castiel: I let myself feel close to people too quickly who feel not even a little close to me

[4.12., 21:36] Dean: I think that is at least in part loneliness

[4.12., 21:37] Castiel: I'm a lost case

[4.12., 21:38] Dean: Noa
[4.12., 21:38] Dean: No

[4.12., 21:40] Castiel: Gabriel thinks so

[4.12., 21:41] Castiel: Hey

[4.12., 21:41] Dean: I think Gabriel is wrong
[4.12., 21:41] Dean: Why hey

[4.12., 21:46] Castiel: I had just noticed the time and wondered if your brother made his curfew

[4.12., 21:46] Dean: Yes he did

[4.12., 21:47] Castiel: Good

[4.12., 21:49] Dean: Are you feeling any better

[4.12., 21:52] Castiel: Not very

[4.12., 21:52] Dean: How can I make you feel better
[4.12., 21:52] Dean: What can I do
[4.12., 21:52] Dean: More porn links?
[4.12., 21:53] Dean: Set you up with a dating profile on grinder

[4.12., 21:53] Castiel: Right....

[4.12., 21:53] Dean: Thats not a no to any of those siggestions

[4.12., 21:54] Castiel: I might read that link your brother sent you. Maybe that helps

[4.12., 21:55] Dean: Wich one

[4.12., 21:55] Castiel: The overprotective brother one

[4.12., 21:55] Dean: Maybe
[4.12., 21:55] Dean: Or tell gabe to stay out of your business
[4.12., 21:55] Dean: Works for sam

[4.12., 21:55] Castiel: Maybe

[4.12., 21:56] Dean: In real life I would give you a hug and make you watch a movie
[4.12., 21:56] Dean: There is an app where you can watch movies together
[4.12., 21:56] Dean: In sync

[4.12., 21:57] Dean: Wanna watch something?

[4.12., 21:57] Castiel: Really?

[4.12., 21:57] Dean: Yeah
[4.12., 21:57] Dean: Hold on
[4.12., 21:58] Dean: https://letsgaze.com/#/
[4.12., 21:59] Dean: What do you th8nk

[4.12., 22:00] Castiel: It sounds awesome. But it's still a wrk night, Dean

[4.12., 22:01] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 22:01] Dean: I dont have class till the afternoon.
[4.12., 22:01] Dean: Maybe tomorrow?
[4.12., 22:01] Dean: I know the perfect movie

[4.12., 22:01] Castiel: Which one?

[4.12., 22:01] Dean: Well due to the theme of the night
[4.12., 22:02] Dean: I suggest sausage part
[4.12., 22:02] Dean: Party

[4.12., 22:02] Castiel: Uh

[4.12., 22:03] Dean: Trust me
[4.12., 22:03] Dean: Tomorrow
[4.12., 22:03] Dean: Don't spoil the movie with research
[4.12., 22:03] Dean: Please

[4.12., 22:04] Castiel: Alright

[4.12., 22:04] Dean: Awesome
[4.12., 22:04] Dean: I am fist pumping

[4.12., 22:04] Castiel: I will go to bed now

[4.12., 22:04] Dean: Sweet dreams
[4.12., 22:04] Dean: Don't let your brother's negativity get you down

[4.12., 22:05] Castiel: My couch is comfortable but not for a sber u good sleep
[4.12., 22:05] Castiel: He's not negative

[4.12., 22:05] Dean: Yeah that looks like you should go to bed

[4.12., 22:05] Castiel: He's like you

[4.12., 22:05] Dean: He was negative enough to get you down
[4.12., 22:05] Dean: What?

[4.12., 22:06] Castiel: Protective

[4.12., 22:06] Dean: Oh
[4.12., 22:06] Dean: I am guessing that could come from whatever happened with your ex

[4.12., 22:07] Castiel: Part of it

[4.12., 22:07] Dean: Ok
[4.12., 22:07] Dean: Maybe one day we drink together and compare the dark past
[4.12., 22:07] Dean: Go to bed
[4.12., 22:07] Dean: You have to work tomorrow
[4.12., 22:08] Dean: I message you once I am up

[4.12., 22:08] Castiel: Yes. Good night, Dean

Chapter Text

[5.12., 09:11] Dean: I have risen!
[5.12., 09:11] Dean: Morning Castiel
[5.12., 09:11] Dean: How's work?
[5.12., 09:14] Dean: I woke up to an email from school
[5.12., 09:15] Dean: Seems like the heating on the whole campus is out.
[5.12., 09:15] Dean: Online classes for everyone
[5.12., 09:15] Dean: I have the feeling Charly is behind that.

[5.12., 09:16] Castiel: Good morning, Dean

[5.12., 09:16] Dean: How are you feeling today?

[5.12., 09:21] Castiel: I want to forget about and erase last night, please.

[5.12., 09:21] Dean: Ok
[5.12., 09:22] Dean: But I am here if you need me

[5.12., 09:59] Castiel: Yes, i know

[5.12., 10:14] Dean: So how's your day going

[5.12., 10:18] Castiel: Busy

[5.12., 10:19] Dean: I am actively avoiding homework

[5.12., 10:27] Castiel: You should do it

[5.12., 10:42] Dean: Well yeah
[5.12., 10:42] Dean: I know I shoul
[5.12., 10:44] Dean: But its boring
[5.12., 10:44] Dean: And I don't want to
[5.12., 10:44] Dean: I finished my main mechanics project last week and thats not due till the end of the term
[5.12., 10:44] Dean: But math is boring

[5.12., 10:54] Castiel: When is your math due?

[5.12., 10:55] Dean: Uhm
[5.12., 10:55] Dean: Remeber the class that got canceled yesterday

[5.12., 10:58] Castiel: It was due yesterday?

[5.12., 10:58] Dean: Kinda

[5.12., 10:58] Castiel: Oh Dean

[5.12., 10:58] Dean: Thankfully the prof is old school and wants it on paper

[5.12., 10:59] Castiel: Too bad, or I would've offered my help

[5.12., 10:59] Dean: The work is online. Just need to hand it in in paper
[5.12., 10:59] Dean: Really
[5.12., 11:00] Dean: You'd help

[5.12., 11:00] Castiel: It's math, right?

[5.12., 11:01] Dean: Yeah

[5.12., 11:03] Castiel: Then yes

Insert homework pic

[5.12., 11:03] Dean: Its embarrassingly little work
[5.12., 11:03] Dean: But oh so mind numbing
[5.12., 11:04] Dean: But I need to hand in the explanation in a essay format
[5.12., 11:06] Dean: So yeah
[5.12., 11:06] Dean: I am not stupid
[5.12., 11:06] Dean: Just lazy

[5.12., 11:06] Castiel: You'll have it by the time i finish lunch break

[5.12., 11:24] Dean: Wait what
[5.12., 11:24] Dean: No
[5.12., 11:24] Dean: No no no noooo
[5.12., 11:24] Dean: I cant
[5.12., 11:24] Dean: I cant have you do my work for ke
[5.12., 11:24] Dean: Not after last night

[5.12., 11:25] Castiel: I said I'd help

[5.12., 11:26] Dean: Buddy
[5.12., 11:26] Dean: That ain't helping
[5.12., 11:26] Dean: Thats cheating
[5.12., 11:28] Dean: I can do it
[5.12., 11:28] Dean: Its just boring
[5.12., 11:28] Dean: Would you read through it for me and fix mistakes?
[5.12., 11:28] Dean: Before I print it

[5.12., 11:29] Castiel: Okay, that's acceptable

[5.12., 11:30] Dean: Thank you
[5.12., 11:31] Dean: Why would you do it for me if I asked for help?
[5.12., 11:31] Dean: Where is your academic integrity

[5.12., 11:32] Castiel: I ... it was screaming loudly, very loudly.

[5.12., 11:33] Dean: Then why would you offer

[5.12., 11:34] Castiel: I wanted to help you.

[5.12., 11:34] Dean: Ok.
[5.12., 11:34] Dean: Don't support my lazy ass

[5.12., 11:34] Castiel: I'm an accountant and this is accounting.

[5.12., 11:34] Dean: Not like this
[5.12., 11:34] Dean: Please
[5.12., 11:34] Dean: Can I have an email to mail my stuff to you

[5.12., 11:35] Castiel: C.Novak@gmail.com

[5.12., 11:36] Dean: Ohhh
[5.12., 11:36] Dean: A last name
[5.12., 11:36] Dean: Thanknyou

[5.12., 11:40] Castiel: You'd have it already. It's on the honey jars your brother bought

[5.12., 11:43] Dean: I didn't get any of that
[5.12., 11:43] Dean: He took it all hime

[5.12., 11:43] Castiel: Oh
[5.12., 11:43] Castiel: I see

[5.12., 11:45] Dean: Did you get my email?

[5.12., 11:45] Castiel: Yes

[5.12., 11:45] Dean: I may have panicked and worked on it after you offered to do it for me
[5.12., 11:56] Dean: So
[5.12., 11:56] Dean: Professor
[5.12., 11:56] Dean: How bad did i do

[5.12., 11:57] Castiel: You did very well actually.

[5.12., 11:57] Dean: Fuck yeah
[5.12., 11:58] Dean: Told you I am not stypid
[5.12., 11:58] Dean: Just lazy

[5.12., 11:58] Castiel: You really are not stupid

[5.12., 11:58] Dean: Pretty and smart

[5.12., 11:58] Castiel: I've sent you my edit
[5.12., 11:58] Castiel: I don't know if you are pretty and i would prefer not to wonder about this

[5.12., 11:59] Dean: Ok
[5.12., 11:59] Dean: Sorry
[5.12., 12:05] Dean: Well
[5.12., 12:05] Dean: Looks like you didn't change to much
[5.12., 12:05] Dean: Thank you for your help
[5.12., 12:05] Dean: I am sorry if my comments made you feel uncomfortable

[5.12., 12:06] Castiel: Just enough to still count as student work and not the work of an actual accountant
[5.12., 12:17] Castiel: So when is your online class starting?

[5.12., 12:17] Dean: Its been going for 17 min

[5.12., 12:18] Castiel: Oh. Sorry

[5.12., 12:18] Dean: No worries
[5.12., 12:18] Dean: Its mechanic stuff
[5.12., 12:18] Dean: I've been fixing cars since before I could walk
[5.12., 12:19] Dean: Not gonna learn anything new here

[5.12., 12:20] Castiel: Oh? Really?

[5.12., 12:37] Dean: Yeah spent a lot of time at the junk yard

[5.12., 12:39] Castiel: Sounds like a nice childhood

[5.12., 12:39] Dean: ...
[5.12., 12:39] Dean: No
[5.12., 12:39] Dean: You wanna talk traume
[5.12., 12:40] Dean: We can do that friday
[5.12., 12:40] Dean: When I can drink along the story
[5.12., 12:41] Dean: I am not rehashing that bullshit sober

[5.12., 12:41] Castiel: Are we really that close already?

[5.12., 12:41] Dean: I dont know man
[5.12., 12:41] Dean: We've shared porn
[5.12., 12:41] Dean: Kinks
[5.12., 12:41] Dean: Poured our hearts out
[5.12., 12:41] Dean: Why the fuck not

[5.12., 12:41] Castiel: I don't know. It feels different

[5.12., 12:42] Dean: What do you mean

[5.12., 12:42] Castiel: It just does

[5.12., 12:42] Dean: How

[5.12., 12:43] Castiel: Not sure how to explain

[5.12., 12:44] Dean: Try?
[5.12., 12:44] Dean: If you have time
[5.12., 12:44] Dean: Are you slacking off at work?

[5.12., 12:44] Castiel: I'm at lunch break

[5.12., 12:45] Dean: My class goes till 1
[5.12., 12:45] Dean: Gearshift mechanics

[5.12., 12:45] Castiel: My lunch too

[5.12., 12:45] Dean: Most of these kids in the class have never seen one
[5.12., 12:45] Dean: Kill me

[5.12., 12:46] Castiel: No

[5.12., 12:46] Dean: Can I day drink

[5.12., 12:46] Castiel: If I did, I'd lose my texting partner

[5.12., 12:47] Dean: Awwe i am touched

[5.12., 12:47] Castiel: Stick to light beer, that's okay

[5.12., 12:47] Dean: Hmm I don't have that
[5.12., 12:48] Dean: Think my prof would know if I turned of camera and watched something else? Its a zoom class
[5.12., 12:49] Dean: Sorry of

[5.12., 12:49] Castiel: Yes

[5.12., 12:49] Dean: Its a school website thingy
[5.12., 12:49] Dean: Really?

[5.12., 12:50] Castiel: They've introduced that here last year.

[5.12., 12:50] Dean: Fuck
[5.12., 12:50] Dean: Ok

[5.12., 12:51] Castiel: Sorry

[5.12., 12:51] Dean: Wiskey it is.
[5.12., 12:51] Dean: No worries
[5.12., 12:51] Dean: Just 2 fingers

[5.12., 12:51] Castiel: No

[5.12., 12:51] Dean: Yes

[5.12., 12:51] Castiel: Not during class

[5.12., 12:51] Dean: Come on

[5.12., 12:52] Castiel: No

[5.12., 12:52] Dean: Fine
[5.12., 12:52] Dean: 😡
[5.12., 12:53] Dean: Last time I took orders I at least got rewared

[5.12., 12:57] Castiel: What kind of reward would you like

[5.12., 12:58] Dean: Oh
[5.12., 12:58] Dean: Uhm
[5.12., 12:58] Dean: Unexpected comment
[5.12., 12:58] Dean: I was about to apologize
[5.12., 12:59] Dean: What younoffering

[5.12., 13:00] Castiel: I'd offer to pay your lunch or dinner, but if I ordered it fr you i would need your address and I don't wanna come across as a stalker

[5.12., 13:04] Dean: I dont know if I am comfortable with that just yet tbh

[5.12., 13:05] Castiel: Exactly
[5.12., 13:06] Castiel: So, you name it

[5.12., 13:06] Dean: Hmmm
[5.12., 13:06] Dean: That's a lot of pressure

[5.12., 13:07] Castiel: No
[5.12., 13:07] Castiel: No pressure

[5.12., 13:07] Dean: Man I have a lot of ideas

[5.12., 13:08] Castiel: Tell me

[5.12., 13:08] Dean: None of them are appropriate at the moment
[5.12., 13:08] Dean: In our situation
[5.12., 13:08] Dean: So let me think

[5.12., 13:08] Castiel: Oh?

[5.12., 13:12] Dean: I am not used to asking for non sexual rewards. My brain needs time to normalize
[5.12., 13:13] Dean: Can I have one question. No matter what I want to ask and you answer
[5.12., 13:13] Dean: Can that be my reward
[5.12., 13:13] Dean: Please

[5.12., 13:14] Castiel: Um, that's an unexpected reward, but yes, okay

[5.12., 13:15] Dean: Thanks
[5.12., 13:15] Dean: I let you know when I cash in

[5.12., 13:16] Castiel: Alright

[5.12., 13:22] Dean: Shit
[5.12., 13:22] Dean: I've been keeping you from working
[5.12., 13:22] Dean: My class ended
[5.12., 13:22] Dean: And I am having lunch
[5.12., 13:22] Dean: Next one is at 2
[5.12., 13:23] Dean: What time do you get to go home

[5.12., 13:26] Castiel: 4

[5.12., 13:27] Dean: Not too bad

[5.12., 13:31] Castiel: No shopping today either, so I'll be home sooner

[5.12., 13:31] Dean: Movie time!

[5.12., 13:46] Castiel: Oh. Right.

[5.12., 13:46] Dean: Oh no you forgot
[5.12., 13:46] Dean: You made plans already
[5.12., 13:46] Dean: ?

[5.12., 13:47] Castiel: Not really. No.

[5.12., 13:52] Dean: Ok cool

[5.12., 13:54] Castiel: I don't know if I trust you on the choice of movie though

[5.12., 13:55] Dean: Its not porn
[5.12., 13:55] Dean: Despite the name

[5.12., 13:55] Castiel: Really?

[5.12., 13:56] Dean: You really think that after our conversation yesterday, I would invite you to watch porn with me

[5.12., 13:58] Castiel: I don't know.

[5.12., 13:58] Dean: That might be porn you could be into but man I need tits and a porn with that name wouldn't have that
[5.12., 13:58] Dean: Its a conedy
[5.12., 13:59] Dean: Sort of
[5.12., 14:14] Dean: Did I offend you
[5.12., 14:18] Dean: I totally stepped in it didn't i

[5.12., 14:26] Castiel: Oh. Right. Hadn't thought about it that way.

[5.12., 14:26] Dean: What

[5.12., 14:27] Castiel: That that's not your thing

[5.12., 14:27] Dean: Oh
[5.12., 14:27] Dean: Yeah
[5.12., 14:28] Dean: I 5ake it you don't have many straight friends
[5.12., 14:29] Dean: Aha
[5.12., 14:29] Dean: Wich leads me to a qyestion
[5.12., 14:29] Dean: Is gaydar a thing

[5.12., 14:29] Castiel: A question or the question

[5.12., 14:29] Dean: A question
[5.12., 14:29] Dean: Not the question

[5.12., 14:30] Castiel: It is in some people, yes

[5.12., 14:30] Dean: Like some people have it or like some people are easy to tell

[5.12., 14:30] Castiel: Some people have vit. My sister is pretty good at that.

[5.12., 14:31] Dean: Hmm
[5.12., 14:31] Dean: Cool
[5.12., 14:31] Dean: How about you

[5.12., 14:32] Castiel: I'm not as good as her, but not too bad either.
[5.12., 14:32] Castiel: Gabriel doesn't have it at all though

[5.12., 14:33] Dean: Oh that must be fun.
[5.12., 14:34] Dean: Did you know about Jack before him?
[5.12., 14:34] Dean: And I now owe Charly 20 bucks
[5.12., 14:35] Dean: She claims to have it
[5.12., 14:35] Dean: And she's pretty good when picking up girls
[5.12., 14:35] Dean: But she told me she thought I was gay when she met me.
[5.12., 14:35] Dean: So clearly she's wrong

[5.12., 14:35] Castiel: Yes we did know

[5.12., 14:35] Dean: Maybe just 10 bucks
[5.12., 14:35] Dean: We? Your sister and you?

[5.12., 14:36] Castiel: Yes

[5.12., 14:36] Dean: Lol
[5.12., 14:36] Dean: Imagine you guys knew before jack himself
[5.12., 14:36] Dean: Hahahahahs

[5.12., 14:36] Castiel: We actually knew before Jack

[5.12., 14:36] Dean: Well shit
[5.12., 14:36] Dean: Lol
[5.12., 14:36] Dean: Did you tell him?

[5.12., 14:39] Castiel: Not exactly, but I did the talk with him and might have hinted

[5.12., 14:39] Dean: You gave him THE talk?

[5.12., 14:39] Castiel: Yes

[5.12., 14:39] Dean: Did he hate you for it?
[5.12., 14:40] Dean: Sam didn't speak to me for 2 weeks after

[5.12., 14:40] Castiel: Really?

[5.12., 14:40] Dean: Yeah
[5.12., 14:40] Dean: I may have went overboard with the slide show

[5.12., 14:40] Castiel: No, Jack was fine. He was very interested.
[5.12., 14:40] Castiel: Slide show?

[5.12., 14:41] Dean: I had a whole power point presentation with slide show
[5.12., 14:41] Dean: STD's, positions, contraceptives
[5.12., 14:41] Dean: I had everything
[5.12., 14:42] Dean: He left halfway through
[5.12., 14:42] Dean: Didn't even make it to oral sex techniques

[5.12., 14:42] Castiel: You went way too overhead
[5.12., 14:42] Castiel: How old was he?

[5.12., 14:42] Dean: 14
[5.12., 14:42] Dean: Thats when I started
[5.12., 14:43] Dean: So I wanted him to be prepared

[5.12., 14:44] Castiel: Oh. He might already have known many things abd thought your slideshow was boring.

[5.12., 14:44] Dean: Well he called me embarrassing and gross
[5.12., 14:45] Dean: Then left

[5.12., 14:45] Castiel: I see
[5.12., 14:46] Castiel: You really started at 14?

[5.12., 14:46] Dean: Yeah
[5.12., 14:46] Dean: What age did you start

[5.12., 14:46] Castiel: You're very much like my brother

[5.12., 14:46] Dean: Ohhh and with what
[5.12., 14:46] Dean: Gabriel a early bloomer too huh

[5.12., 14:46] Castiel: I was 17
[5.12., 14:46] Castiel: Yes

[5.12., 14:47] Dean: Ah
[5.12., 14:48] Dean: I see we are ignoring the question about what you started with
[5.12., 14:48] Dean: Did you always know you liked both?

[5.12., 14:48] Castiel: No.

[5.12., 14:49] Dean: What was your default setting?

[5.12., 14:49] Castiel: I thought I was gay.

[5.12., 14:50] Dean: That must have been confusing as fuck when suddenly tits got interesting too

[5.12., 14:50] Castiel: Yes. It was extremely confusing.
[5.12., 14:57] Castiel: Most of all, since my first female crush was my closest friend since secon grade who's supported after I came out.

[5.12., 14:57] Dean: Oh harsh
[5.12., 14:57] Dean: For her
[5.12., 14:57] Dean: Or did you not tell her?

[5.12., 14:58] Castiel: I did
[5.12., 14:58] Castiel: She's not spoken to me since.

[5.12., 14:59] Dean: Oh no
[5.12., 14:59] Dean: I am sorry

[5.12., 15:01] Castiel: Not your fault

[5.12., 15:04] Dean: You keep saying that
[5.12., 15:04] Dean: But I mean it as a
[5.12., 15:05] Dean: I am sorry for the fact that you had to go through that
[5.12., 15:05] Dean: So
[5.12., 15:05] Dean: If I ever apologize for something I am not at fault for but it hit you negatively, thats what I am doing.
[5.12., 15:05] Dean: I know its not my fault
[5.12., 15:05] Dean: I just think it sucks
[5.12., 15:07] Dean: Ok?

[5.12., 15:08] Castiel: Okay

[5.12., 15:08] Dean: Is that what you mean by
[5.12., 15:08] Dean: You don't know how to interact with people

[5.12., 15:09] Castiel: Probably

[5.12., 15:09] Dean: Well you are interacting just fine with me
[5.12., 15:09] Dean: I am done with classes for today
[5.12., 15:10] Dean: More math homework
[5.12., 15:10] Dean: Whoop whoop
[5.12., 15:10] Dean: And the shop is closed. So no work either
[5.12., 15:10] Dean: What am I going to do with myself

[5.12., 15:11] Castiel: Do your math homework so it's done and it's not some weight on you shoulders

[5.12., 15:11] Dean: Urgh
[5.12., 15:11] Dean: But I already did math homework today

[5.12., 15:12] Castiel: Dean

[5.12., 15:12] Dean: Yes dear?

[5.12., 15:12] Castiel: Don't make me use my Dad voice

[5.12., 15:14] Dean: Ohhhhh
[5.12., 15:14] Dean: Lol
[5.12., 15:14] Dean: Nah man
[5.12., 15:14] Dean: I dont have that class again till next week
[5.12., 15:14] Dean: Im good

[5.12., 15:16] Castiel: Dean, I'm serious. If you do it now you'll feel a lot better for the rest of the week.
[5.12., 15:17] Castiel: I may not be a dad, but i babysat Jack and his sister many many times and did homework with them.
[5.12., 15:17] Castiel: Maybe it's not a dad voice but a nanny voice?
[5.12., 15:17] Castiel: Tutor voice?

[5.12., 15:17] Dean: Nah
[5.12., 15:17] Dean: Its cute that you are trying
[5.12., 15:18] Dean: But I made it this far with slacking. I can do math another day
[5.12., 15:18] Dean: I mean what you gonna do if I don't do it
[5.12., 15:18] Dean: Throw empty beer bottles at me? Or kick me out the house in december

[5.12., 15:18] Castiel: I will not talk to you anymore

[5.12., 15:19] Dean: Ah
[5.12., 15:19] Dean: Emotional blackmail
[5.12., 15:19] Dean: A classic
[5.12., 15:19] Dean: Later dude

[5.12., 16:39] Castiel: Oh My God!
[5.12., 16:39] Castiel: Dean!
[5.12., 16:39] Castiel: What did you mean, throw you out of the house in December?
[5.12., 16:43] Castiel: Dean!!!
[5.12., 16:43] Castiel: Please!!!
[5.12., 16:43] Castiel: Dean!!
[5.12., 16:44] Castiel: I was trying to make a joke because I had a meeting until i got off work and then had to drive home and ...
[5.12., 16:45] Castiel: I don't mean to stop talking to you.
[5.12., 16:45] Castiel: I hadn't seen what you said about beer bottles and throwing you out.
[5.12., 16:46] Castiel: I wouldn't do that.
[5.12., 16:46] Castiel: Is that something that happened to you?
[5.12., 16:46] Castiel: Please. Talk to me.

[5.12., 16:48] Dean: Yers
[5.12., 16:49] Dean: Ìm herrre

[5.12., 16:49] Castiel: Oh thank God!

[5.12., 16:49] Dean: Fuk u

[5.12., 16:49] Castiel: What?

[5.12., 16:49] Dean: Ur nottþ myt daaafd
[5.12., 16:49] Dean: Dadd

[5.12., 16:50] Castiel: Of course I'm not
[5.12., 16:50] Castiel: Dean, what is going on?

[5.12., 16:51] Dean: Ur mean

[5.12., 16:52] Castiel: I am sorry. I never meant to hurt you

[5.12., 16:52] Dean: I jus wanned a freind

[5.12., 16:52] Castiel: My people skills are rusty
[5.12., 16:52] Castiel: I want to be your friend

[5.12., 16:52] Dean: Then u go and b allll hig and mightyyy
[5.12., 16:52] Dean: Yelling at mee

[5.12., 16:53] Castiel: I did not yell at you

[5.12., 16:53] Dean: Made me fel bad

[5.12., 16:53] Castiel: What can i do?
[5.12., 16:54] Castiel: I want to redeem myself. I should stop trying to be funny.

[5.12., 16:54] Dean: My dads n asks h ole

[5.12., 16:55] Castiel: I figured that now.
[5.12., 16:56] Castiel: I'm hear for you.
[5.12., 16:56] Castiel: Talk to me

[5.12., 16:56] Dean: No
[5.12., 16:56] Dean: Leve me alone

[5.12., 16:57] Castiel: I have a feeling that that is not a good idea atm

[5.12., 16:58] Dean: I dond like u an ur panties anymorre
[5.12., 16:59] Dean: I made its heree by myself. Indon needs yo

[5.12., 17:27] Dean: Uhm
[5.12., 17:27] Dean: Hey castiel
[5.12., 17:27] Dean: This is sam

[5.12., 17:27] Castiel: Oh.
[5.12., 17:28] Castiel: I was hoping for Dean

[5.12., 17:28] Dean: Yeah
[5.12., 17:28] Dean: I have him in the shower right now
[5.12., 17:29] Dean: Should I ask about the panties?
[5.12., 17:29] Dean: Or will we ignore this
[5.12., 17:29] Dean: And move on
[5.12., 17:29] Dean: I can scroll up and see why he drank himself stupid
[5.12., 17:29] Dean: Or you can tell me
[5.12., 17:30] Dean: I feel like I stumbled into something here

[5.12., 17:30] Castiel: I thought he fingerprint secured the phone so this wouldn't happen

[5.12., 17:30] Dean: And I am not 100% comfortable
[5.12., 17:30] Dean: He was sobbing into the phone
[5.12., 17:30] Dean: It was still unlocked
[5.12., 17:31] Dean: As long as I don't turn of the screen I got this
[5.12., 17:31] Dean: Now
[5.12., 17:31] Dean: What happened

[5.12., 17:31] Castiel: I made stupid comments

[5.12., 17:31] Dean: Ok?

[5.12., 17:31] Castiel: Scroll up, that's easier

[5.12., 17:32] Dean: U sure?

[5.12., 17:32] Castiel: Well...

[5.12., 17:32] Dean: How far

[5.12., 17:33] Castiel: No further than today 3pm

[5.12., 17:33] Dean: Thank you
[5.12., 17:34] Dean: Ahh. I see
[5.12., 17:34] Dean: Don't worry about it
[5.12., 17:34] Dean: I get him to sobered up

[5.12., 17:35] Castiel: You sure?

[5.12., 17:35] Dean: Brought a bag to hook him up to
[5.12., 17:35] Dean: Medic trick when we get called into work but didn't expect it

[5.12., 17:35] Castiel: I don't understand

[5.12., 17:35] Dean: Electrolytes
[5.12., 17:35] Dean: Right to the bloodstream
[5.12., 17:36] Dean: It'll at least bring him back to communicating

[5.12., 17:36] Castiel: Oh!!!
[5.12., 17:36] Castiel: Thank you.
[5.12., 17:37] Castiel: Are you really sure that I should not worry?

[5.12., 17:37] Dean: He is currently sobbing something about plaid thongs and devil horns
[5.12., 17:37] Dean: I'm afraid to ask

[5.12., 17:37] Castiel: What????

[5.12., 17:37] Dean: You tell me

[5.12., 17:38] Castiel: About plaid thongs?

[5.12., 17:38] Dean: " Cas knows, Sam, he knows"
[5.12., 17:38] Dean: Thats about as much info as I am getting

[5.12., 17:38] Castiel: Know what?
[5.12., 17:38] Castiel: I know i made a mistake
[5.12., 17:39] Castiel: I will never forgive myself that i made him drink

[5.12., 17:39] Dean: Don't beat yourself up
[5.12., 17:39] Dean: Its happened before
[5.12., 17:39] Dean: Its super rare now

[5.12., 17:40] Castiel: What???

[5.12., 17:46] Dean: Sorry
[5.12., 17:46] Dean: Had to get him out of the tub and dry
[5.12., 17:46] Dean: He's having a coffee
[5.12., 17:46] Dean: Hooked him up

[5.12., 17:46] Castiel: Good. Thank you

[5.12., 17:46] Dean: I'll stay with him until he tells me to go
[5.12., 17:47] Dean: And don't beat yourself up
[5.12., 17:47] Dean: You didn't know this could happen

[5.12., 17:47] Castiel: I can only try, but i feel so bad now

[5.12., 17:48] Dean: He will feel worse
[5.12., 17:48] Dean: Trust me
[5.12., 17:48] Dean: He really likes you

[5.12., 17:50] Castiel: I still don't understand what he means I know

[5.12., 17:52] Dean: Jack says you probably really dont
[5.12., 17:52] Dean: He said you are super smart but also slow at times
[5.12., 17:52] Dean: Lol

[5.12., 17:52] Castiel: Thanks, i guess.
[5.12., 17:53] Castiel: I hope you're good for my boy though. I only know you from what Dean tells me and he might be biased.
[5.12., 17:54] Castiel: Because he us your brother, you understand?

[5.12., 17:54] Dean: Awe
[5.12., 17:54] Dean: He likes to talk about me
[5.12., 17:54] Dean: I like jack
[5.12., 17:54] Dean: A lot
[5.12., 17:54] Dean: Don't tell him
[5.12., 17:54] Dean: Please

[5.12., 17:55] Castiel: I won't

[5.12., 17:55] Dean: Thank you
[5.12., 17:58] Dean: Alright
[5.12., 17:58] Dean: I have been called a bitch
[5.12., 17:58] Dean: And told to fuck off
[5.12., 17:58] Dean: I give you back to Dean

[5.12., 17:59] Castiel: See you Sam. Maybe we'll meet at Gabriel's soon

[5.12., 17:59] Dean: Nope
[5.12., 17:59] Dean: Guard dog left
[5.12., 17:59] Dean: Why was my brother here
[5.12., 17:59] Dean: And Jack

[5.12., 17:59] Castiel: Jack was there?

[5.12., 18:00] Dean: Yeah
[5.12., 18:00] Dean: Waitn
[5.12., 18:00] Dean: Im still mad at you

[5.12., 18:00] Castiel: Nice boy, isn't he?

[5.12., 18:00] Dean: Indont know
[5.12., 18:00] Dean: He wasn't talking much
[5.12., 18:00] Dean: Just lurked by the door
[5.12., 18:01] Dean: Still mad

[5.12., 18:01] Castiel: I probably deserve it

[5.12., 18:01] Dean: Why did you act like that
[5.12., 18:01] Dean: I am an adult
[5.12., 18:01] Dean: If I want to be parented I can go back home
[5.12., 18:02] Dean: And why did you call my brother
[5.12., 18:03] Dean: Listen
[5.12., 18:03] Dean: My father was and is an abusive alcoholic piece of shit
[5.12., 18:03] Dean: I left for myself
[5.12., 18:04] Dean: I had to leave
[5.12., 18:04] Dean: Indo notnapprechiate being spoken to like a child
[5.12., 18:04] Dean: And I did my homework before I started drinking and sent it to you

[5.12., 18:06] Castiel: I really regret it so much, Dean. You have no idea how much i regret it

[5.12., 18:08] Dean: Why didnyou

[5.12., 18:08] Castiel: You did?
[5.12., 18:08] Castiel: Why did I what?

[5.12., 18:09] Dean: Why did you switch from friendly to fatherly
[5.12., 18:09] Dean: I am not that much younger

[5.12., 18:09] Castiel: I didn't mean to. Not like that. Not the way you understood
[5.12., 18:10] Castiel: Gabriel always says that to me.
And you had worried about my academic integrity.
[5.12., 18:11] Castiel: I had meant for it to be funny. But I should just accept that I am not

[5.12., 18:12] Dean: I am sorry for flipping out on you
[5.12., 18:12] Dean: I haven't drank like this in a long time
[5.12., 18:13] Dean: And I can't believe you sent sam

[5.12., 18:14] Castiel: I was honestly worried Dean. I didn't know what else to do.
[5.12., 18:14] Castiel: I was lucky he was with Jack when i called

[5.12., 18:15] Dean: He has had to sober me up more times than I care to admit
[5.12., 18:15] Dean: He's a good dude
[5.12., 18:25] Dean: Are we
[5.12., 18:25] Dean: Are we still friends?
[5.12., 18:25] Dean: Or did I ruin it with my latent alcoholism

[5.12., 18:27] Castiel: We are still friends as far as I'm concerned

[5.12., 18:27] Dean: Good
[5.12., 18:27] Dean: Now
[5.12., 18:27] Dean: Excuse me for a few minutes
[5.12., 18:27] Dean: I will go throw up whatever else is sloshing in my stomach before it hits my blood stream

[5.12., 18:28] Castiel: What?

[5.12., 18:35] Dean: Ok i am back
[5.12., 18:35] Dean: What what
[5.12., 18:35] Dean: I drank to much to fast
[5.12., 18:35] Dean: I may have been doctored back to somewhat sober
[5.12., 18:36] Dean: But I still have undigested liquor in my syomache
[5.12., 18:36] Dean: Well, had

[5.12., 18:37] Castiel: You made yourself throw up?

[5.12., 18:37] Dean: Yes
[5.12., 18:37] Dean: Gross
[5.12., 18:37] Dean: But wprks
[5.12., 18:37] Dean: Works

[5.12., 18:38] Castiel: That's very gross

[5.12., 18:38] Dean: So I take it you never drank yourself silly before something important

[5.12., 18:39] Castiel: I have. But I never made myself throw up

[5.12., 18:40] Dean: Trust me
[5.12., 18:40] Dean: It helps the next day
[5.12., 18:40] Dean: If had slept it all off I think I'd have still been drunk tomorrow morning

[5.12., 18:41] Castiel: Oh

[5.12., 18:41] Dean: Because all the extra would have went into my body

[5.12., 18:41] Castiel: I see

[5.12., 18:51] Dean: Weird
[5.12., 18:51] Dean: I know

[5.12., 18:53] Castiel: A little

[5.12., 18:54] Dean: Im sorry for flipping out on you
[5.12., 18:54] Dean: And being a brat

[5.12., 18:54] Castiel: I deserved it

[5.12., 18:54] Dean: No you didnt

[5.12., 18:55] Castiel: I did

[5.12., 18:56] Dean: Omg
[5.12., 18:56] Dean: I just realized sam read our messages

[5.12., 18:57] Castiel: I told him not to read everything

[5.12., 18:57] Dean: Yeah I saw that
[5.12., 18:57] Dean: He saw my comment about not liking you and your panties anymore
[5.12., 18:57] Dean: I am sorry
[5.12., 18:59] Dean: I do still like you
[5.12., 18:59] Dean: And I am strangely intrigued by your panties

[5.12., 19:06] Castiel: You are?

[5.12., 19:07] Dean: Yes

[5.12., 19:07] Castiel: Oh

[5.12., 19:09] Dean: Uhm

[5.12., 19:09] Castiel: That is interesting

[5.12., 19:09] Dean: How do I interpret the oh
[5.12., 19:11] Dean: What does that mean
[5.12., 19:11] Dean: Interesting

[5.12., 19:15] Castiel: Well, without stepping on you toes, maybe your friend's gaydar is not all that wrong. You do sound at least a little bi-curious

[5.12., 19:16] Dean: I
[5.12., 19:16] Dean: Uhm

[5.12., 19:16] Castiel: And I am not saying this because of things said last night, but as a person who's got some gaydar themselves

[5.12., 19:17] Dean: I never wanted to fuck a guy

[5.12., 19:17] Castiel: It doesn't mean you have to want that.

[5.12., 19:18] Dean: Fully confused now
[5.12., 19:18] Dean: And more sober then last time we talked while I was tipsy
[5.12., 19:18] Dean: Never wanted to get fucked either
[5.12., 19:20] Dean: Can I try to elaborate
[5.12., 19:20] Dean: On the pantie thing

[5.12., 19:22] Castiel: Bi-curious is... well it...
[5.12., 19:22] Castiel: Someone who is bi-curious does not identify as bisexual, but has an interest in both men and women to one degree or another. Someone who is bi-curious may identify as heterosexual or homosexual. In most cases, as a heterosexual person.
[5.12., 19:22] Castiel: Yes, elaborate please

[5.12., 19:23] Dean: Knowing you have and like them intrigues me
[5.12., 19:23] Dean: Not the pantie part
[5.12., 19:24] Dean: The you specifically in panties
[5.12., 19:24] Dean: And I don't know how to explain it better
[5.12., 19:24] Dean: And I feel like shit for saying it

[5.12., 19:24] Castiel: So...

[5.12., 19:24] Dean: After last night's conversation

[5.12., 19:25] Castiel: You're not Bi-curious, you're Castiel-curious.

[5.12., 19:26] Dean: Lol
[5.12., 19:26] Dean: Maybe
[5.12., 19:26] Dean: Butnalso
[5.12., 19:27] Dean: I do know what you look like
[5.12., 19:27] Dean: And I should have toldnyou

[5.12., 19:27] Castiel: Told me what?

[5.12., 19:28] Dean: I google buzz off
[5.12., 19:28] Dean: After you told me uts your brothers
[5.12., 19:28] Dean: You are in the press article
[5.12., 19:28] Dean: In the picture

[5.12., 19:28] Castiel: Oh!!!
[5.12., 19:29] Castiel: Well, yes. I am

[5.12., 19:29] Dean: You look like an accountant
[5.12., 19:30] Dean: And I mayormaynothavejerkedoftoimaginingyouwearingthisplaidthongunderthosetightbuissnespants

[5.12., 19:30] Castiel: This... is not helping

[5.12., 19:31] Dean: I know
[5.12., 19:31] Dean: I'm sorry
[5.12., 19:31] Dean: I delete your number

[5.12., 19:31] Castiel: Why are you telling me this?

[5.12., 19:31] Dean: Because uhm

[5.12., 19:31] Castiel: Why?

[5.12., 19:33] Dean: Because I am confused and that stresses me out and that makes me do stupid shit like tonight where I over react to silly shit and then my brother worries and I have nobody else to talk to cause benni ignores the big gau freak out we had and charly would push me to explore this and its scary
[5.12., 19:33] Dean: And you are the only one that knows and understands and I feel so shitty for telling you after last night but I explodenifni don't tell you and now I ruined everything
[5.12., 19:36] Dean: And now you are mad at me or dissapointed. Idk
[5.12., 19:37] Dean: Im sorry

[5.12., 19:37] Castiel: It hurts, I will admit that. I was ready to forget about last night. But you opened the wound.
[5.12., 19:37] Castiel: I do not know how to handle this
[5.12., 19:37] Castiel: But I refuse to lose a friend

[5.12., 19:39] Dean: So what now
[5.12., 19:40] Dean: Your call

[5.12., 19:41] Castiel: At least I demand justice.

[5.12., 19:41] Dean: Ok
[5.12., 19:41] Dean: Whatever you want

[5.12., 19:41] Castiel: You know what I look like

[5.12., 19:42] Dean: You want to know what I look like

[5.12., 19:42] Castiel: Yes

Insert Sam and Dean pic

[5.12., 19:44] Castiel: Which one?

[5.12., 19:44] Dean: Oh i forgot
[5.12., 19:44] Dean: You havent actually seen my tree brother
[5.12., 19:44] Dean: Im the shorter one

[5.12., 19:45] Castiel: You look great.
[5.12., 19:45] Castiel: So the other is Jack's date?
[5.12., 19:45] Castiel: He looks nice

[5.12., 19:46] Dean: Thank you
[5.12., 19:47] Dean: And now?

[5.12., 19:47] Castiel: I don't know

[5.12., 19:49] Dean: Wanna start over?

[5.12., 19:49] Castiel: Alright

[5.12., 19:49] Dean: Hi. My name is dean

[5.12., 19:49] Castiel: Hello, I am Castiel

[5.12., 19:50] Dean: Sooo
[5.12., 19:50] Dean: What are you up to

[5.12., 19:50] Castiel: Nothing right now

[5.12., 19:51] Dean: This isn't working
[5.12., 19:51] Dean: Is it

[5.12., 19:52] Castiel: Why?

[5.12., 19:53] Dean: It feels wrong
[5.12., 19:53] Dean: We already started
[5.12., 19:53] Dean: To much has been said
[5.12., 19:54] Dean: I cant forget our previous conversations and I don't want to

[5.12., 19:54] Castiel: I understand

[5.12., 19:55] Dean: I dont want to lead you on
[5.12., 19:55] Dean: But I am also not ready to jump into this new gay world
[5.12., 19:56] Dean: So
[5.12., 19:56] Dean: Wanna watch a movie together
[5.12., 19:56] Dean: And keep talking
[5.12., 19:56] Dean: And see where this goes
[5.12., 19:56] Dean: On the off-chance it might does work out?

[5.12., 19:57] Castiel: I'm sorry. What are you saying?

[5.12., 20:00] Dean: You said it takes you a long time before you want to be sexual with them, right?

[5.12., 20:00] Castiel: Yes

[5.12., 20:01] Dean: I am absolutely not ready for sex with a man
[5.12., 20:01] Dean: But
[5.12., 20:01] Dean: I can see myself dating one.
[5.12., 20:01] Dean: Slowly
[5.12., 20:01] Dean: Snail pace
[5.12., 20:02] Dean: So
[5.12., 20:02] Dean: I am asking you out
[5.12., 20:02] Dean: To a virtual date
[5.12., 20:02] Dean: Watch a movie

[5.12., 20:02] Castiel: Dean
[5.12., 20:02] Castiel: Don't toy with me

[5.12., 20:02] Dean: I am not
[5.12., 20:03] Dean: Slowly
[5.12., 20:03] Dean: Like litterly virginal slow

[5.12., 20:06] Castiel: Dean, I am a guy. You're straight

[5.12., 20:06] Dean: I am reevaluating that at the moment
[5.12., 20:07] Dean: Or have been
[5.12., 20:07] Dean: Since I shared porn with you
[5.12., 20:07] Dean: And realized
[5.12., 20:08] Dean: That link didn't go to the straight side
[5.12., 20:08] Dean: But straight from the gay side

[5.12., 20:08] Castiel: Oh.

[5.12., 20:09] Dean: Seems as tho I have been watching gay porn
[5.12., 20:09] Dean: And liked 9t
[5.12., 20:09] Dean: I just figured thats what happens in a threesome

[5.12., 20:10] Castiel: So... I was right?

[5.12., 20:10] Dean: Huh?
[5.12., 20:11] Dean: What do you mean
[5.12., 20:11] Dean: I've been wrong about a lot of things lately

[5.12., 20:13] Castiel: About your bicuriousity? You do own your friend the full amount?

[5.12., 20:13] Dean: Fuck
[5.12., 20:14] Dean: If I just PayPal her 20
[5.12., 20:14] Dean: Think she'll ask questions

[5.12., 20:15] Castiel: She might. Try it

[5.12., 20:15] Dean: Ok
[5.12., 20:15] Dean: Sent
[5.12., 20:16] Dean Told her she won
[5.12., 20:16] Dean: We have several bets
[5.12., 20:16] Dean: I just wont tell her wich one
[5.12., 20:16] Dean: And you haven't answered me

[5.12., 20:22] Castiel: Which part?

[5.12., 20:23] Dean: If you would date me
[5.12., 20:23] Dean: In virginal snail pace speed

[5.12., 20:24] Castiel: In a heartbeat

[5.12., 20:25] Dean: Hold on
[5.12., 20:25] Dean: Charlynus calling

[5.12., 20:28] Castiel: Okay

[5.12., 20:29] Dean: She has sworn she will find out wich bet she won
[5.12., 20:30] Dean: Soooooo
[5.12., 20:30] Dean: What movie
[5.12., 20:30] Dean: And when
[5.12., 20:30] Dean: Online together?
[5.12., 20:30] Dean: Or real life

[5.12., 20:32] Castiel: So has she found out?

[5.12., 20:32] Dean: No

[5.12., 20:32] Castiel: Some nice movie

[5.12., 20:32] Dean: I told her she won one of our bets
[5.12., 20:32] Dean: But not wich one

[5.12., 20:34] Castiel: I'd like to do it online first. I mean, i know who you are and what you look like, and that I like talking to you, but I'm not sure I'm ready to meet you.

[5.12., 20:34] Dean: Thats fair
[5.12., 20:34] Dean: I like texting

[5.12., 20:47] Castiel: Me too

[5.12., 20:47] Dean: So
[5.12., 20:48] Dean: I still have my one question
[5.12., 20:48] Dean: Right

[5.12., 20:53] Castiel: You do

[5.12., 20:55] Dean: Uhm
[5.12., 20:56] Dean: Did you or did you not jerk off that night we talked about my panties

[5.12., 20:57] Castiel: No, I did not.

[5.12., 20:58] Dean: Hm
[5.12., 20:58] Dean: Ok

[5.12., 21:02] Castiel: I don't do that a lot...

[5.12., 21:03] Dean: Hmmm
[5.12., 21:03] Dean: Makes sense i gueas
[5.12., 21:03] Dean: Not much emotional connection to a Phantasie

[5.12., 21:08] Castiel: Yeah

[5.12., 21:08] Dean: This seem stilted tonyou
[5.12., 21:09] Dean: Or am I overthinking

[5.12., 21:14] Castiel: What this?

[5.12., 21:15] Dean: Yeah

[5.12., 21:15] Castiel: I don't understand what you're asking

[5.12., 21:16] Dean: Am I overthinking everything
[5.12., 21:16] Dean: Or is this conversation stilted

[5.12., 21:25] Castiel: Why would it be stilted?

[5.12., 21:27] Dean: Idk
[5.12., 21:27] Dean: Im nervous

[5.12., 21:29] Castiel: If it is because my answers took a while or seemed short, Lucifer is using my lap as a bed at the moment and had to trample it comfortable first

[5.12., 21:30] Dean: Both i guess
[5.12., 21:30] Dean: Remeber
[5.12., 21:30] Dean: This is new land for me

[5.12., 21:31] Castiel: I am very sorry about my cat causing you to overthink things
[5.12., 21:32] Castiel: Sometimes he lives up to his name

[5.12., 21:33] Dean: I swear I am smoother then this bumbling teenager thats trying to talk

[5.12., 21:34] Castiel: You're not a bumbling teenager

[5.12., 21:35] Dean: I usually don't have trouble talking to people I am attracted to
[5.12., 21:35] Dean: But my go to are dirty jokes
[5.12., 21:35] Dean: And there are many cat and lap related jokes i Gould make
[5.12., 21:35] Dean: But they all don't seem right

[5.12., 21:36] Castiel: Indeed. I am not a woman.

[5.12., 21:37] Dean: So how old is lucy
[5.12., 21:38] Dean: And why lucifer

[5.12., 21:43] Castiel: Lucifer is 8

[5.12., 21:45] Dean: Why did you name him licifee
[5.12., 21:45] Dean: Lucifer

[5.12., 21:45] Castiel: Lucifer, Because it seemed fitting. My siblings and I were all named after Angels, but with me coming out i had fallen from Grace

[5.12., 21:45] Dean: Outch
[5.12., 21:45] Dean: Parents weren't thrilled
[5.12., 21:49] Dean: All have angel names?

[5.12., 21:49] Castiel: I wouldn't know about my parents' opinion
[5.12., 21:49] Castiel: Yes, we all do

[5.12., 21:50] Dean: I cant think of a single female angel

[5.12., 21:50] Castiel: Michael, Gabriel, Anael and Castiel

[5.12., 21:50] Dean: Anael
[5.12., 21:51] Dean: Hold up
[5.12., 21:51] Dean: Tall
[5.12., 21:51] Dean: Long hair
[5.12., 21:51] Dean: Dirty humor

[5.12., 21:51] Castiel: Sounds like my sister.
[5.12., 21:51] Castiel: Why?
[5.12., 21:51] Castiel: Have you met?

[5.12., 21:51] Dean: Yeah I think so
[5.12., 21:52] Dean: She gave me the wrong number
[5.12., 21:52] Dean: Cas
[5.12., 21:52] Dean: I think your sister gave me your number

[5.12., 21:52] Castiel: Are you certain?

[5.12., 21:53] Dean: How many women do you think exist
[5.12., 21:53] Dean: With this name
[5.12., 21:53] Dean: That description

[5.12., 21:53] Castiel: Not many

[5.12., 21:53] Dean: In this God damn town
[5.12., 21:54] Dean: Can you ask her
[5.12., 21:54] Dean: If she went on a date
[5.12., 21:54] Dean: With me

[5.12., 21:54] Castiel: Um, okay
[5.12., 21:58] Castiel: She says that she was on a date and her sex life is no business of mine

[5.12., 21:58] Dean: Hmmm
[5.12., 21:59] Dean: I swear I went out with her and she gave me your number

[5.12., 21:59] Castiel: I'll do this differently

[5.12., 21:59] Dean: What are you going to do
[5.12., 21:59] Dean: Yes
[5.12., 22:00] Dean: She even wore the same jacket

[5.12., 22:00] Castiel: Oh wow

[5.12., 22:00] Dean: Guess I am living proof your sister is indeed not a whore
[5.12., 22:01] Dean: I apologize

[5.12., 22:02] Castiel: Why do you apologize?

[5.12., 22:02] Dean: For having called her a whore

[5.12., 22:03] Castiel: Oh.
[5.12., 22:03] Castiel: Apology accepted
[5.12., 22:03] Castiel: I apologize too

[5.12., 22:03] Dean: Now what
[5.12., 22:03] Dean: For what

[5.12., 22:05] Castiel: For my sister.
[5.12., 22:06] Castiel: For her having given you the wrong number

[5.12., 22:06] Dean: We had a good night. Good talk a few drinks
[5.12., 22:06] Dean: And the a few more
[5.12., 22:06] Dean: And when I asked her if she wanted to
[5.12., 22:06] Dean: You know
[5.12., 22:07] Dean: She gave me the number and said not tonight but to text her in the morning

[5.12., 22:08] Castiel: Oh wow. That so doesn't sound like her, but somehow does

[5.12., 22:09] Dean: Do you think she did it on purpose
[5.12., 22:09] Dean: Or are your guys numbers close together

[5.12., 22:10] Castiel: Not at all

[5.12., 22:10] Dean: Ok
[5.12., 22:10] Dean: I don't know how to feel about that

[5.12., 22:11] Castiel: Neither do I

[5.12., 22:11] Dean: I feel like anpawn
[5.12., 22:11] Dean: A pawn

[5.12., 22:11] Castiel: Actually, so do I

[5.12., 22:12] Dean: I say revenge

[5.12., 22:12] Castiel: How?

[5.12., 22:12] Dean: Do we trust Gabriel

[5.12., 22:13] Castiel: We do
[5.12., 22:13] Castiel: Well, I do

[5.12., 22:14] Dean: Ok
[5.12., 22:14] Dean: Uhm
[5.12., 22:14] Dean: Wait
[5.12., 22:14] Dean: He doesnt like me

[5.12., 22:15] Castiel: Why?

[5.12., 22:15] Dean: Because I am a stranger you got attached to and we are texting and he is over protective
[5.12., 22:15] Dean: And his son is dating my brother

[5.12., 22:16] Castiel: He never said he didn't like you

[5.12., 22:16] Dean: And everything else that happend in last 3h ish hours

[5.12., 22:16] Castiel: He told me to be careful and not to read too much into it.

[5.12., 22:17] Dean: Ha
[5.12., 22:17] Dean: How'd that go

[5.12., 22:18] Castiel: It lead to me drinking to forget what I read into it

[5.12., 22:18] Dean: 🤣
[5.12., 22:18] Dean: There is the joking emoji I missed

[5.12., 22:19] Castiel: Oh

[5.12., 22:20] Dean: You know your sister better
[5.12., 22:20] Dean: What could be a fitting revenge

[5.12., 22:21] Castiel: What had been your idea that included Gabriel?

[5.12., 22:21] Dean: Have him call her worried about you because you went on a road trip with a dude you met via wrong number
[5.12., 22:22] Dean: And that you called him drunk from vegas

[5.12., 22:25] Castiel: Oooooooooh!
[5.12., 22:25] Castiel: I think i can live with that plan.

[5.12., 22:28] Dean: Sweet

[5.12., 22:29] Castiel: I will talk to Gabriel tomorrow. I am a bit over my bed time

[5.12., 22:29] Dean: Yeah
[5.12., 22:29] Dean: Too bed we never got to watch our movie

[5.12., 22:31] Castiel: Yes, absolutely
[5.12., 22:31] Castiel: How's your timetable tomorrow?

[5.12., 22:32] Dean: I work in the morning
[5.12., 22:32] Dean: Till about 1
[5.12., 22:32] Dean: Class till 4

[5.12., 22:32] Castiel: Oh

[5.12., 22:32] Dean: Oh?

[5.12., 22:33] Castiel: Wednesday is my short day

[5.12., 22:33] Dean: Nice
[5.12., 22:33] Dean: We could order from the same place for dinner
[5.12., 22:33] Dean: It be like dinner and a movie

[5.12., 22:35] Castiel: Yes, that sounds like a great idea

[5.12., 22:35] Dean: Sweet dreams Cas
[5.12., 22:35] Dean: 😚

[5.12., 22:35] Castiel: Sweet dreams, Dean
[5.12., 22:36] Castiel: 😳

[5.12., 22:36] Dean: To much?

[5.12., 22:36] Castiel: Unexpected

[5.12., 22:37] Dean: I won't send one again

[5.12., 22:38] Castiel: 😢

[5.12., 22:40] Dean: Unless you ask
[5.12., 22:40] Dean: I guess
[5.12., 22:40] Dean: 😇😗

[5.12., 22:43] Castiel: 🤗
[5.12., 22:43] Castiel: Good night, Dean

[5.12., 22:47] Dean: Good night

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[6.12., 00:39] Dean: I hope you are sleeping. I should be sleeping too but instead I am spending time on the internet. Did you know there are tests you can take to see where your sexual interest lies. Well I have been taking them all. Every single one I can find. Its blowing my mind.

Pic1

[6.12., 00:39] Dean: Thats not even close to straight
[6.12., 00:40] Dean: And I am ok with that.
[6.12., 00:40] Dean: So anyways. I also found more info on various kinks and will dive into that rabbit hole next
[6.12., 00:45] Dean: Or i may be on kink info sites because I am a bit freaked out about the bi thing and want distraction... I need more data
[6.12., 00:48] Dean: Oh gross... l found kinks involving stuff i wouldn't anywhere near me
[6.12., 00:48] Dean: And lists, contracts. Do we need a safe word? I dontnth8nk we do. Do you want one? Should we fill out lists of boundaries.
[6.12., 00:49] Dean: Where was all this stuff when I prepared for my talk with Sam.

[6.12., 06:10] Castiel: Dean, stay off the internet. Don't drive yourself crazy.
[6.12., 06:11] Castiel: I must confess I am not too surprised by the test result though.
[6.12., 06:12] Castiel: Oh God, Don't you think it is way to early for you to research kinks? Where is your virginal snail pace?
[6.12., 06:13] Castiel: Though the idea of a list of boundaries does not sound too wrong.

[6.12., 11:23] Dean: Good morning
[6.12., 11:23] Dean: We are super busy today
[6.12., 11:24] Dean: Its never to early to research kinks
[6.12., 11:24] Dean: How else am I supposed to know whats out there and the possibilities
[6.12., 11:25] Dean: For all I knew there could have been different kinks between guys
[6.12., 11:25] Dean: And there are some
[6.12., 11:25] Dean: Let's put it out there
[6.12., 11:25] Dean: Prolapse stuff, no thanknyou
[6.12., 11:26] Dean: Just in case you are into that. I am not judging. Just not my thing

[6.12., 12:08] Castiel: Hello Dean.
[6.12., 12:09] Castiel: No. I am not into prolapse. This is a medical condition not a kink
[6.12., 12:11] Castiel: I'm am on my way home now.

[6.12., 12:12] Dean: Oh you meant very short day

[6.12., 12:13] Castiel: Yes
[6.12., 12:31] Castiel: Home now
[6.12., 12:31] Castiel: What should i make for lunch?

[6.12., 12:40] Dean: Hmmmm
[6.12., 12:40] Dean: Anything else to do today?

[6.12., 12:41] Castiel: No
[6.12., 12:41] Castiel: Yes

[6.12., 12:41] Dean: What
[6.12., 12:41] Dean: Yes or no

[6.12., 12:41] Castiel: Yes
[6.12., 12:41] Castiel: I believe we have a date?

[6.12., 12:42] Dean: https://www.allrecipes.com/recipe/241277/cheeseburger-macaroni-casserole/
[6.12., 12:42] Dean: Yes we do
[6.12., 12:42] Dean: Thats my go to food when its as cold as it is today.

[6.12., 12:43] Castiel: Oh? That sounds interesting

[6.12., 12:43] Dean: You know those hamburger helper boxes
[6.12., 12:44] Dean: They taste good at first but halfway through its like plastic
[6.12., 12:44] Dean: Like that
[6.12., 12:44] Dean: But no plastic

[6.12., 12:44] Castiel: Oh, nice!

[6.12., 12:44] Dean: Try that.
[6.12., 12:45] Dean: I got to finish this oil change
[6.12., 12:45] Dean: Then head home shower and classes

[6.12., 12:46] Castiel: Back on campus today?

[6.12., 12:46] Dean: Yeah
[6.12., 12:46] Dean: Sadly
[6.12., 12:49] Dean: I cant text much at work
[6.12., 12:50] Dean: My boss doesn't like it

[6.12., 12:51] Castiel: I see.

[6.12., 13:10] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 13:10] Dean: Changed and on my way home
[6.12., 13:11] Dean: I am absolutely filthy today
[6.12., 13:11] Dean: Why are womens cars always in the worst shape?

[6.12., 13:12] Castiel: I have no idea.
[6.12., 13:13] Castiel: Gabriel is coming over soon to bring brownies.

[6.12., 13:13] Dean: I am so freaking tyred and hung over

[6.12., 13:13] Castiel: His are the best

[6.12., 13:13] Dean: Ohhh brownies
[6.12., 13:13] Dean: I am jelou
[6.12., 13:13] Dean: Jealous

[6.12., 13:14] Castiel: And i will give him something to forward to you.

[6.12., 13:15] Dean: Ohhh
[6.12., 13:15] Dean: I like surprises
[6.12., 13:15] Dean: What is it

[6.12., 13:15] Castiel: I wish i could tell you to get a nap
[6.12., 13:15] Castiel: Just a catalogue

[6.12., 13:15] Dean: Oh what for

[6.12., 13:15] Castiel: You'll see

[6.12., 13:16] Dean: Yeah a nap sounds great but oh well
[6.12., 13:16] Dean: Its my own fault
[6.12., 13:16] Dean: I didn't go to bed till 2

[6.12., 13:16] Castiel: I didn't sleep very much myself

[6.12., 13:17] Dean: I am sorry
[6.12., 13:17] Dean: Why

[6.12., 13:18] Castiel: Too much on my mind

[6.12., 13:18] Dean: Anything you want to share with the class
[6.12., 13:19] Dean: Ifnit has anything to do with us
[6.12., 13:19] Dean: Please share
[6.12., 13:19] Dean: Talk to me
[6.12., 13:20] Dean: Causen if i can't give you a hug I need to be able to communicate

[6.12., 13:23] Castiel: It was just a lot to go from drinking too much to drown thoughts of you to getting asked on a date.

[6.12., 13:26] Dean: Gave us both whiplash
[6.12., 13:26] Dean: I am still in shock i didnit
[6.12., 13:26] Dean: But I don't regret it
[6.12., 13:26] Dean: Shower time!
[6.12., 13:26] Dean: Texting naked feel weird

[6.12., 13:27] Castiel: Will be cooking. Found everything

[6.12., 13:28] Dean: Enjoy

[6.12., 13:32] Castiel: Are you actually texting naked?

[6.12., 13:39] Dean: I was
[6.12., 13:39] Dean: Now I am dressed in a towel
[6.12., 13:40] Dean: Got to dress quickly
[6.12., 13:40] Dean: Wednesdays are stressful
[6.12., 13:40] Dean: Charly will pick me up in 10

[6.12., 13:41] Castiel: That feels weird

[6.12., 13:41] Dean: What

[6.12., 13:43] Castiel: That you're naked while you text me

[6.12., 13:43] Dean: Sorry
[6.12., 13:44] Dean: Been half naked plenty of times.
[6.12., 13:44] Dean: I like to chill in my underwear and maybe sweat pants only when I am home

[6.12., 13:45] Castiel: Oh, I see

[6.12., 13:46] Dean: Are you always dressed like an accountant at home

[6.12., 13:47] Castiel: No. I own sweatpants and tshirts
[6.12., 13:48] Castiel: Would you like prove?

[6.12., 13:49] Dean: Sure
[6.12., 13:53] Dean: Oh

Pic 2

[6.12., 13:53] Castiel: As you can see, i do wear t-shirts

[6.12., 13:54] Dean: Yes
[6.12., 13:54] Dean: Yes you do
[6.12., 13:54] Dean: And shorts

[6.12., 13:54] Castiel: Well, yes, for running. At home i wear sweatpants

[6.12., 14:00] Dean: You look nice in shorts
[6.12., 14:00] Dean: I am sorry
[6.12., 14:00] Dean: Charly kept looking over
[6.12., 14:01] Dean: So yeah
[6.12., 14:01] Dean: That pic is nice

[6.12., 14:01] Castiel: Thank you.
[6.12., 14:02] Castiel: Tell Charlie I said hello

[6.12., 14:08] Dean: Oh I wont
[6.12., 14:08] Dean: Shes already making fun of me
[6.12., 14:08] Dean: I am not giving her more
[6.12., 14:11] Dean: How much TMI are you comfortable with

[6.12., 14:13] Castiel: Why is she making fun of you?
[6.12., 14:13] Castiel: Did she figure out which bet she won?

[6.12., 14:14] Dean: For question one i need an answer to the tmi quesrion

[6.12., 14:14] Castiel: What?

[6.12., 14:14] Dean: And no she hasnt

[6.12., 14:15] Castiel: I do not know how to grade TMI.

[6.12., 14:15] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 14:15] Dean: Uhm
[6.12., 14:16] Dean: Based on my body's reaction, charly thinks so girl sent me a naughty picture

[6.12., 14:17] Castiel: I don't understand. There was nothing naughty about my picture.

[6.12., 14:17] Dean: Yeah you know that
[6.12., 14:17] Dean: I know that
[6.12., 14:17] Dean: My dick aparently doesn't

[6.12., 14:18] Castiel: You mean....
[6.12., 14:18] Castiel: Really?

[6.12., 14:18] Dean: Those are some good looking shorts

[6.12., 14:18] Castiel: But you were straight until last night

[6.12., 14:18] Dean: Well
[6.12., 14:19] Dean: Yeah
[6.12., 14:20] Dean: Listen
[6.12., 14:20] Dean: It's an involuntarily physical reaction
[6.12., 14:20] Dean: I dont think im ready for anything
[6.12., 14:20] Dean: But
[6.12., 14:20] Dean: Idk
[6.12., 14:20] Dean: You look good in that pic
[6.12., 14:21] Dean: Ok

[6.12., 14:21] Castiel: Thank you

[6.12., 14:24] Dean: Remeber the confusion when you first found tits nice
[6.12., 14:24] Dean: Like that
[6.12., 14:24] Dean: But your legs

[6.12., 14:26] Castiel: Oh.
[6.12., 14:26] Castiel: But they're just legs.

[6.12., 14:28] Dean: I am trying to calm myself down so I can take my jacket of my lap. So change of topic

[6.12., 14:29] Castiel: I'm very sorry
[6.12., 14:29] Castiel: Um... so is it still sausage party you want to watch tonight?

[6.12., 14:30] Dean: 😄
[6.12., 14:30] Dean: Not a first date movie

[6.12., 14:30] Castiel: Oh, okay.

[6.12., 14:32] Dean: I don't think you would enjoy that one
[6.12., 14:32] Dean: How about you pick one

[6.12., 14:32] Castiel: Alright

[6.12., 14:53] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 14:53] Dean: I am good
[6.12., 14:54] Dean: And this is halfway interesting
[6.12., 14:54] Dean: But discussion time
[6.12., 14:54] Dean: Nothing less interesting then listening to several aspiring accountants argue over proceedings

[6.12., 14:55] Castiel: 👍
[6.12., 14:55] Castiel: Oh

[6.12., 15:12] Dean: I hope that didn't hurt your feelings
[6.12., 15:12] Dean: How's the foood
[6.12., 15:12] Dean: Or how was the food

[6.12., 15:16] Castiel: It was great, thank you for the idea

[6.12., 15:21] Dean: Omg
[6.12., 15:21] Dean: Keep me entertained please
[6.12., 15:21] Dean: We are arguing

[6.12., 15:21] Castiel: About what?

[6.12., 15:21] Dean: And I am about to loose my mind
[6.12., 15:22] Dean: Its not even class related anymore
[6.12., 15:22] Dean: Politics
[6.12., 15:22] Dean: One chick said eat the rich
[6.12., 15:22] Dean: Now there is yelling

[6.12., 15:24] Castiel: Oh dear.
[6.12., 15:24] Castiel: What do you think about Christmas movies?

[6.12., 15:27] Dean: Sure
[6.12., 15:27] Dean: Its the season
[6.12., 15:28] Dean: Got one in mind?

[6.12., 15:28] Castiel: I heard they have an lgbt one this year. Would you like to check that out, or would that be too much for you?

[6.12., 15:29] Dean: There is a few
[6.12., 15:29] Dean: How about the Christmas house

[6.12., 15:30] Castiel: Oh, really?

[6.12., 15:31] Dean: Its a hallmark one
[6.12., 15:31] Dean: Should be nice and cheesy

[6.12., 15:32] Castiel: Sounds good. Some no brainer would be nice.

[6.12., 15:32] Dean: Yeah
[6.12., 15:32] Dean: Ha
[6.12., 15:32] Dean: Prof called it
[6.12., 15:32] Dean: Class is over
[6.12., 15:32] Dean: Politics took over
[6.12., 15:32] Dean: She isn't having it
[6.12., 15:33] Dean: Everyone involved has extra assignments
[6.12., 15:33] Dean: And thats why your boy keeps his pie hole shut

[6.12., 15:33] Castiel: Sweet.

[6.12., 15:36] Dean: Shes scary
[6.12., 15:36] Dean: Looks all sweet and tiny
[6.12., 15:36] Dean: But she will fuck your life up with one look
[6.12., 15:37] Dean: Or a ton of homework
[6.12., 15:37] Dean: Lol

[6.12., 15:38] Castiel: Really? Who is your prof?

[6.12., 15:43] Dean: Professor MacLeod

[6.12., 15:51] Castiel: Doesn't ring a bill, must be new since I finished

[6.12., 15:51] Dean: You went to school here?
[6.12., 15:51] Dean: I must search the archives for pictures

[6.12., 15:56] Castiel: Yes, I did

[6.12., 15:58] Dean: Omg
[6.12., 15:58] Dean: What a look

Long hair 1

[6.12., 15:58] Castiel: Fuck!
[6.12., 15:59] Castiel: Wipe that from your memory

[6.12., 15:59] Dean: Excuse me?

[6.12., 15:59] Castiel: I had a phase.

[6.12., 15:59] Dean: Why is that in the college archives
[6.12., 16:00] Dean: What is the reason

[6.12., 16:00] Castiel: That is a very good question. This should be removed!!!

[6.12., 16:01] Dean: Is OK
[6.12., 16:01] Dean: I saved them

[6.12., 16:01] Castiel: Oh fuck...

[6.12., 16:02] Dean: Why
[6.12., 16:02] Dean: It's cute

[6.12., 16:02] Castiel: At least it's only that.

[6.12., 16:03] Dean: Oh
[6.12., 16:03] Dean: Is there more i could find

[6.12., 16:03] Castiel: I sure hope not!!!

[6.12., 16:08] Dean: Have you ever googled yourself?

[6.12., 16:09] Castiel: Why should I? I know who I am

[6.12., 16:10] Dean: Well
[6.12., 16:10] Dean: The internet is a wild place
[6.12., 16:10] Dean: And really good for connecting socially and business wise
[6.12., 16:11] Dean: Like for artists
[6.12., 16:11] Dean: Photographers to be specific

[6.12., 16:11] Castiel: What are you getting at?
[6.12., 16:11] Castiel: 😳😳😳

Pic3

[6.12., 16:11] Dean: Model C.Novac

[6.12., 16:12] Castiel: Damn, i forgot about that
[6.12., 16:19] Castiel: Those pictures you found in college archives, i helped out in art class

[6.12., 16:19] Dean: Thank you
[6.12., 16:20] Dean: For doing that
[6.12., 16:20] Dean: Soni could find them
[6.12., 16:20] Dean: I May have been doing the same
[6.12., 16:20] Dean: Happy googling

[6.12., 16:21] Castiel: What?

[6.12., 16:22] Dean: Last year

[6.12., 16:22] Castiel: Okay

[6.12., 16:42] Dean: Found anything?

[6.12., 16:56] Castiel: Yes

[6.12., 16:56] Dean: Now we are even

Pic4

[6.12., 16:57] Dean: Oh
[6.12., 16:57] Dean: Uhm
[6.12., 16:57] Dean: Yeah
[6.12., 16:57] Dean: I was young and needed the money?

[6.12., 16:57] Castiel: Wow.

[6.12., 16:57] Castiel: Yeah, i hear you
[6.12., 16:57] Castiel: You look stunning

Pic5

[6.12., 16:57] Dean: Thank you
[6.12., 16:58] Dean: That one is from a few months ago

[6.12., 16:58] Castiel: I did find more.

[6.12., 16:58] Dean: There are quiet a few
[6.12., 16:59] Dean: What things
[6.12., 16:59] Dean: Lol
[6.12., 16:59] Dean: Feel free to tell me
[6.12., 17:00] Dean: I like constructive criticism
[6.12., 17:03] Dean: Did I lose you

[6.12., 17:08] Castiel: No, like hormonal things
[6.12., 17:09] Castiel: Like knowing this is you and knowing you through pur texting... there even is this little emotional bond to this.

[6.12., 17:13] Dean: Are you saying you are suffering from an involuntary physical reaction?

[6.12., 17:20] Castiel: I guess

[6.12., 17:53] Dean: I am sorry this took me a while to answer
[6.12., 17:53] Dean: Charly was here and i had to get rid of her
[6.12., 17:53] Dean: She just left
[6.12., 17:54] Dean: So uhm
[6.12., 17:54] Dean: You like the pictures?

[6.12., 18:04] Castiel: Oh yes, I do

[6.12., 18:04] Dean: I just saw the emotional bond comment
[6.12., 18:04] Dean: Did you just get turned on by my art modeling

[6.12., 18:05] Castiel: Yes. Please don't think bad of me now

[6.12., 18:07] Dean: Im kinda flattered
[6.12., 18:07] Dean: And kinda turned on

[6.12., 18:08] Castiel: Oh.
[6.12., 18:08] Castiel: So it is alright?

[6.12., 18:09] Dean: Yeah
[6.12., 18:09] Dean: Its all right
[6.12., 18:09] Dean: Do you
[6.12., 18:09] Dean: Do you want to see a up to date picture?
[6.12., 18:12] Dean: This is me asking for consent to send you a semi nude

[6.12., 18:15] Castiel: If it is alright with you, yes

[6.12., 18:16] Dean: So today when i got home i turned this place upside down and found this. I did shop my now messy place out of the background

Pic 6

[6.12., 18:17] Castiel: 😳

[6.12., 18:17] Dean: They are to tight but I like the material

[6.12., 18:17] Castiel: Wow
[6.12., 18:20] Castiel: You actually have a picture of you wearing lingerie

[6.12., 18:20] Dean: I took it today

[6.12., 18:20] Castiel: This is incredibly arousing

[6.12., 18:20] Dean: Because you liked it on your partners

[6.12., 18:21] Castiel: Yes. Yes i do.
[6.12., 18:21] Castiel: Btw, did my gift make it to you yet?

[6.12., 18:21] Dean: No not yet
[6.12., 18:21] Dean: When should it be here

[6.12., 18:22] Castiel: Whenever it got from Gabe to Jack to Sam to you

[6.12., 18:22] Dean: Well I guess I better put some clothes on in case Sam brings Jack along again

[6.12., 18:23] Castiel: I'm sorry it's such a complicated way, but i didn't know how else to get it to you
[6.12., 18:23] Castiel: Are you naked again?

[6.12., 18:23] Dean: No
[6.12., 18:23] Dean: Iamstillwearingthepantiesbecauseilikehowtheymakemydicklook

[6.12., 18:24] Castiel: Ooooh!

[6.12., 18:31] Dean: Uhm
[6.12., 18:31] Dean: They just left
[6.12., 18:31] Dean: Jack couldn't look into my face without blushing bright red
[6.12., 18:32] Dean: Why didn't you seal the envelope
[6.12., 18:32] Dean: CAS WHY
[6.12., 18:32] Dean: My brother saw things

[6.12., 18:35] Castiel: Oh God!!!
[6.12., 18:35] Castiel: I thought I had!

[6.12., 18:35] Dean: Jack saw things

[6.12., 18:35] Castiel: I swear!

[6.12., 18:35] Dean: The kid knows stuff about me

[6.12., 18:36] Castiel: I didn't mean for that to happen, Dean!!!

[6.12., 18:36] Dean: Well 9f your gonna reuse a envelope next time use tape please

[6.12., 18:36] Castiel: I swear I thought i had sealed it
[6.12., 18:36] Castiel: I am so terribly sorry Dean. Please forgive me!

[6.12., 18:38] Dean: Sam sent me a text
[6.12., 18:39] Dean: He asked if I am gay now
[6.12., 18:39] Dean: Or just like panties
[6.12., 18:39] Dean: Please excuse me while I go die of embarrassment

[6.12., 18:47] Castiel: I will kill him!!!
[6.12., 18:48] Castiel: It must be slow and painful
[6.12., 18:51] Castiel: Dean?
[6.12., 18:51] Castiel: Dean!
[6.12., 18:52] Castiel: Please don't be drinking because of your brother's comment!
[6.12., 19:00] Castiel: DEAN!!!!

[6.12., 19:02] Dean: Who are we killing
[6.12., 19:02] Dean: I am sorry
[6.12., 19:02] Dean: I feel so humiliated
[6.12., 19:02] Dean: I've been texting with sam.
[6.12., 19:03] Dean: I told him im not straight and the rest needs to be determined

[6.12., 19:04] Castiel: Gabriel!
[6.12., 19:04] Castiel: Gabriel opened the envelope

[6.12., 19:04] Dean: Why
[6.12., 19:04] Dean: No
[6.12., 19:04] Dean: NONONONO
[6.12., 19:04] Dean: Why
[6.12., 19:04] Dean: Wtf
[6.12., 19:04] Dean: Thats illegal

[6.12., 19:04] Castiel: He said he had to check if it was the Vegas documents

[6.12., 19:04] Dean: I will kill him
[6.12., 19:04] Dean: Wtf
[6.12., 19:05] Dean: He knew it was a joke
[6.12., 19:05] Dean: A revenge
[6.12., 19:05] Dean: Planned for later this week
[6.12., 19:05] Dean: Wtaf

[6.12., 19:05] Castiel: I am so sorry!

[6.12., 19:05] Dean: Oh god
[6.12., 19:05] Dean: He knows you gave me that
[6.12., 19:05] Dean: Dude

[6.12., 19:05] Castiel: Yes?

[6.12., 19:06] Dean: I am not even able to think about that topic without bluahing
[6.12., 19:06] Dean: Blushing
[6.12., 19:06] Dean: And suddenly more people know
[6.12., 19:06] Dean: Like way more i am comfortable with

[6.12., 19:06] Castiel: It's not like he's gonna tell anyone.

[6.12., 19:06] Dean: JACK
[6.12., 19:07] Dean: Couldn't even look at me

[6.12., 19:07] Castiel: He's never told anyone about me...

[6.12., 19:07] Dean: Oversharing
[6.12., 19:07] Dean: Well he did now

[6.12., 19:07] Castiel: How?

[6.12., 19:07] Dean: How the fuck would you know to get your hands on that

[6.12., 19:07] Castiel: Oh

[6.12., 19:08] Dean: Your nephew knows about your kink
[6.12., 19:08] Dean: And my brother

[6.12., 19:08] Castiel: Oh God.

[6.12., 19:08] Dean: What do you mean he never told anyone
[6.12., 19:08] Dean: Did you tell him?

[6.12., 19:08] Castiel: Not exactly.
[6.12., 19:09] Castiel: I used to live with him for a while.
[6.12., 19:09] Castiel: He saw my panties in the laundry.
[6.12., 19:10] Castiel: He's told me there's lingerie for men so i wouldn't have to suffer in women's

[6.12., 19:10] Dean: Oh
[6.12., 19:10] Dean: So not judgy

[6.12., 19:10] Castiel: No.

[6.12., 19:10] Dean: But the kids

[6.12., 19:10] Castiel: He's mostly okay, really.
[6.12., 19:11] Castiel: But not today. Today i hate him
[6.12., 19:11] Castiel: I don't know how to handle them knowing

[6.12., 19:11] Dean: Yeah
[6.12., 19:11] Dean: Sam and me agreed not to speak of it again

[6.12., 19:11] Castiel: Okay
[6.12., 19:16] Castiel: What should I do about Jack?

[6.12., 19:19] Dean: I suggest talking

[6.12., 19:20] Castiel: Yeah.

[6.12., 19:21] Dean: And I would like to point out
[6.12., 19:21] Dean: I DID NOT DRINK

[6.12., 19:21] Castiel: Good

[6.12., 19:21] Dean: I dont have a problem

[6.12., 19:22] Castiel: I was only worried about you

[6.12., 19:22] Dean: I just don't cope well at times and revert to the status I grew up with

[6.12., 19:23] Castiel: I am sorry.

[6.12., 19:27] Dean: Shit childhood
[6.12., 19:27] Dean: I'll get over it
[6.12., 19:27] Dean: I give you some time to talk to jack
[6.12., 19:28] Dean: I'll be looking through your gift

[6.12., 19:28] Castiel: I hope you will
[6.12., 19:28] Castiel: Um, Dean?

[6.12., 19:28] Dean: Am I looking for something specific
[6.12., 19:28] Dean: Yes cas

[6.12., 19:28] Castiel: What about our date?

[6.12., 19:29] Dean: I am sorry Cas, can we do it tomorroe
[6.12., 19:30] Dean: Its been a day
[6.12., 19:30] Dean: And I can't focus on a movie now
[6.12., 19:30] Dean: Or eat

[6.12., 19:31] Castiel: No, not really, nothing specific
[6.12., 19:31] Castiel: Oh. Okay

[6.12., 19:31] Dean: I am sorry.

[6.12., 19:31] Castiel: I understand

[6.12., 19:32] Dean: My brain is fried

[6.12., 19:32] Castiel: Alright

[6.12., 19:32] Dean: Are you mad?

[6.12., 19:33] Castiel: No

[6.12., 19:36] Dean: I cant believe you let my brother bring me a mens lingerie catalogue
[6.12., 19:36] Dean: Next time just give me a link please
[6.12., 19:36] Dean: I am begging you
[6.12., 19:40] Dean: https://www.dexer.de/underwear/pants-hipster/46662/l-homme-nightcall-miniboxer-schwarz
[6.12., 19:40] Dean: I like these
[6.12., 19:40] Dean: I went to their WEBSITE Cas
[6.12., 19:40] Dean: So I can send you links
[6.12., 19:40] Dean: Wanna help me pick out something?
[6.12., 19:41] Dean: Not the average first date but nothing about us dating is average

[6.12., 19:41] Castiel: Oh. Okay

[6.12., 19:42] Dean: If you want
[6.12., 19:42] Dean: You can say no
[6.12., 19:42] Dean: https://xdress.co.uk/products/mens-pink-satin-and-lace-bikini-panty
[6.12., 19:42] Dean: Different page
[6.12., 19:42] Dean: But they are cute
[6.12., 19:42] Dean: Like my old pair

[6.12., 19:43] Castiel: Yes, they are. They might fit you better

[6.12., 19:44] Dean: https://xdress.co.uk/products/mens-lace-brazil-brief-purple
[6.12., 19:45] Dean: https://xdress.co.uk/products/mens-red-plaid-thong

[6.12., 19:48] Castiel: Mmmh, lace

[6.12., 19:48] Dean: You like lace?

[6.12., 19:48] Castiel: Yes
[6.12., 19:49] Castiel: It feels so nice

[6.12., 19:49] Dean: I like plaid
[6.12., 19:49] Dean: It matches my wardrobe
[6.12., 19:49] Dean: Lol

[6.12., 19:49] Castiel: Oh? Does it?

[6.12., 19:50] Dean: I've been told the ammount of plaid i own is worrying
[6.12., 19:50] Dean: But its comfortable
[6.12., 19:53] Dean: So
[6.12., 19:54] Dean: Should I buy the lace and the plaid?

[6.12., 19:54] Castiel: They sound like good choices

[6.12., 19:55] Dean: Ok.
[6.12., 19:55] Dean: Does this stuff come in discreet mail?
[6.12., 19:55] Dean: Or do I need to get a p.o. box first

[6.12., 19:59] Castiel: Well, i don't know about the page you found, but mine does come discreet

[6.12., 19:59] Dean: I'd imagine they all do it
[6.12., 19:59] Dean: Fuck it i am ordering
[6.12., 20:01] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 20:01] Dean: Done

[6.12., 20:02] Castiel: Wow

[6.12., 20:02] Dean: Wow?
[6.12., 20:03] Dean: What wow
[6.12., 20:03] Dean: Retail therapy

[6.12., 20:04] Castiel: We've only known each other for a few days and you went from straight as an arrow to buying man lingerie in such a short time

[6.12., 20:04] Dean: You make it sound like a bad thing
[6.12., 20:04] Dean: I am a jumping head first into the situation kinda guy

[6.12., 20:05] Castiel: I didn't mean for it to sound bad
[6.12., 20:05] Castiel: I'm honestly surprised, that's all

[6.12., 20:06] Dean: Wellnits either this or refusing to entertain the idea complety and drown it in alcohol
[6.12., 20:06] Dean: I've done enough drinking in the past few days

[6.12., 20:08] Castiel: I like that you chose this

[6.12., 20:09] Dean: Me too
[6.12., 20:09] Dean: I th8nk

[6.12., 20:09] Castiel: I hope you do

[6.12., 20:11] Dean: Did you talk to Jack?
[6.12., 20:11] Dean: Is he ok?

[6.12., 20:12] Castiel: He said his Father talked to him and apologized and Jack is on board with not talking about it anymore

[6.12., 20:12] Dean: Good
[6.12., 20:12] Dean: What did you say to gabriel

[6.12., 20:15] Castiel: Well, Gabriel did most of the talking when he'd just called me back and he apologized profoundly and says he'll do whatever he can to make it up to us

[6.12., 20:15] Dean: Oh
[6.12., 20:16] Dean: Thats good to know
[6.12., 20:16] Dean: I hope you did yell at him at least a little

[6.12., 20:17] Castiel: Yes

[6.12., 20:17] Dean: So no more kinky stuff sent through people please
[6.12., 20:17] Dean: Links and pictures
[6.12., 20:18] Dean: In here
[6.12., 20:18] Dean: Or maybe someday together on the couch

[6.12., 20:18] Castiel: Yes.

[6.12., 20:18] Dean: But I don't think my relationship with Sam will survive another blow like this

[6.12., 20:18] Castiel: I'm so sorry

[6.12., 20:19] Dean: It was a nice thought
[6.12., 20:19] Dean: I dont think I thanked you for it
[6.12., 20:19] Dean: So thank you
[6.12., 20:19] Castiel: Oh

[6.12., 20:19] Dean: i enjoy the pictures

[6.12., 20:19] Castiel: Good.

[6.12., 20:20] Dean: I like how yours is more conservative
[6.12., 20:20] Dean: Thoughtful of you to ease me in
[6.12., 20:20] Dean: Oh that sounds wrong
[6.12., 20:20] Dean: Uhm

[6.12., 20:20] Castiel: Well, i had found the latest one in my postbox today so I thought I'd give you the now old one to look at.
[6.12., 20:21] Castiel: You're very welcome

[6.12., 20:21] Dean: Even tho I ordered from the other place. The ones from your catalogue look just "mannly" enough that I could wear them to work

[6.12., 20:25] Castiel: Yes, i thought you might like those

[6.12., 20:26] Dean: I like the lacey ones more

[6.12., 20:27] Castiel: Yes, lace is great. Let me see if i can find you where I got my lace
[6.12., 20:35] Castiel: https://www.mensuas.com/collections/mens-lace-underwear

[6.12., 20:36] Dean: Oh
[6.12., 20:37] Dean: This is nice https://www.mensuas.com/collections/mens-lace-underwear/products/secret-male-smi024-floral-bikini?variant=31779416768583

[6.12., 20:40] Castiel: Yes. It feels so very good. It's a really great cut

[6.12., 20:41] Dean: Wait
[6.12., 20:41] Dean: 😳
[6.12., 20:41] Dean: That sounds like you own that one

[6.12., 20:41] Castiel: Is that a problem?

[6.12., 20:42] Dean: I got a picture of your butt naked and a picture if this slip
[6.12., 20:42] Dean: I can put them together in my brain
[6.12., 20:42] Dean: Nope
[6.12., 20:42] Dean: No problem

[6.12., 20:42] Castiel: 🙈
[6.12., 20:43] Castiel: Um, can I be honest with you, Dean?

[6.12., 20:43] Dean: Yes
[6.12., 20:43] Dean: Always

[6.12., 20:44] Castiel: Like really honest?

[6.12., 20:44] Dean: Yes

[6.12., 20:46] Castiel: I might be wearing those tonight. Because I had thought we had a date and I wanted to feel like i actually dressed for a date

[6.12., 20:47] Dean: You wear these on a date

[6.12., 20:48] Castiel: No. No. Not a date.
[6.12., 20:48] Castiel: I'm wearing them for our date

[6.12., 20:48] Dean: Yes
[6.12., 20:48] Dean: I got that
[6.12., 20:48] Dean: But
[6.12., 20:48] Dean: You put them on
[6.12., 20:48] Dean: For me
[6.12., 20:48] Dean: Sort of

[6.12., 20:48] Castiel: Yes

[6.12., 20:48] Dean: Let me sit with that for a second

[6.12., 20:49] Castiel: I put on the whole set. And now i feel very stupid about it

[6.12., 20:49] Dean: Its a set?

[6.12., 20:52] Castiel: No, it's not a set. I bought all that would make it a set.

[6.12., 20:55] Dean: I saw a matching bra
[6.12., 20:55] Dean: Is there more
[6.12., 20:55] Dean: Because if there are stockings and garter belt I might explode

[6.12., 20:56] Castiel: They used to to have garters, but not at the moment

[6.12., 20:56] Dean: So let me get this straight
[6.12., 20:56] Dean: As we are texting
[6.12., 20:56] Dean: You are wearing a lacey bra and panties that match
[6.12., 20:57] Dean: And possebly stockinga
[6.12., 20:57] Dean: Stockings

[6.12., 20:57] Castiel: And a garter belt. Yes
[6.12., 20:57] Castiel: And now i feel so stupid

[6.12., 20:57] Dean: You have a garter
[6.12., 20:57] Dean: No
[6.12., 20:57] Dean: Dont
[6.12., 20:57] Dean: Don't feel stupid
[6.12., 20:58] Dean: Uhm
[6.12., 20:58] Dean: What else are you wearing

[6.12., 20:58] Castiel: Nothing
[6.12., 20:58] Castiel: Oh, yes.

[6.12., 20:58] Dean: You are sitting there in underwear?

[6.12., 21:08] Castiel: Yes. And a lace gown.
[6.12., 21:08] Castiel: See, stupid!!!

[6.12., 21:11] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 21:11] Dean: Uhm
[6.12., 21:11] Dean: I am shirtless
[6.12., 21:11] Dean: Sweatpants
[6.12., 21:12] Dean: But I still have my pink panties underneath

[6.12., 21:12] Castiel: I like your pink panties

[6.12., 21:12] Dean: I like your outfit
[6.12., 21:13] Dean: Just so we are clear
[6.12., 21:13] Dean: One of my hands is inside my sweatpants
[6.12., 21:15] Dean: And if that makes you uncomfortable let me know
[6.12., 21:16] Dean: And I will text back in a few min

[6.12., 21:27] Castiel: Where did you go?

[6.12., 21:27] Dean: I stayed right on my couch

[6.12., 21:28] Castiel: But?

[6.12., 21:28] Dean: No but
[6.12., 21:28] Dean: I told you what was happening
[6.12., 21:28] Dean: You didn't say anything about wanting to be involved
[6.12., 21:28] Dean: I respect that

[6.12., 21:28] Castiel: Oh...
[6.12., 21:28] Castiel: OH!!!

[6.12., 21:29] Dean: ....
[6.12., 21:29] Dean: You had no idea what was happening?

[6.12., 21:29] Castiel: No.

[6.12., 21:29] Dean: I am sorry
[6.12., 21:29] Dean: I thought I was clear

[6.12., 21:30] Castiel: I'm sorry I'm so slow

[6.12., 21:30] Dean: No worries
[6.12., 21:31] Dean: Next time I am jerking off would you like to be invited

[6.12., 21:31] Castiel: Is that a thing?

[6.12., 21:31] Dean: Sexting
[6.12., 21:31] Dean: Yes
[6.12., 21:31] Dean: Its like texting
[6.12., 21:32] Dean: But sticky
[6.12., 21:32] Dean: 😆

[6.12., 21:32] Castiel: I have never done something like that

[6.12., 21:33] Dean: Would you like to?

[6.12., 21:33] Castiel: I might want to see what it is like

[6.12., 21:34] Dean: Right now?
[6.12., 21:34] Dean: Cause I'd talk you through it

[6.12., 21:35] Castiel: How?

[6.12., 21:35] Dean: My picture excited you right

[6.12., 21:35] Castiel: Yes

[6.12., 21:35] Dean: Imagine it
[6.12., 21:35] Dean: Me in front of you
[6.12., 21:35] Dean: In nothing but those panties

[6.12., 21:36] Castiel: Alright

[6.12., 21:36] Dean: Does it make you feel anything

[6.12., 21:37] Castiel: Yes

[6.12., 21:37] Dean: What does it feel like

[6.12., 21:38] Castiel: Exciting.
[6.12., 21:38] Castiel: I might actually be looking at your picture

[6.12., 21:38] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 21:39] Dean: If I was there
[6.12., 21:39] Dean: I'd sit on your lap

[6.12., 21:39] Castiel: Alright

[6.12., 21:39] Dean: I'd like your hands on my body
[6.12., 21:40] Dean: Stroking my shoulders
[6.12., 21:40] Dean: Down my arms

[6.12., 21:40] Castiel: I'd put them there if you were here

[6.12., 21:40] Dean: Would you like me to touch you?

[6.12., 21:41] Castiel: Yes

[6.12., 21:41] Dean: Where should I touch you

[6.12., 21:42] Castiel: My sides

[6.12., 21:42] Dean: Like hold on to them or stroke them

[6.12., 21:43] Castiel: Stroke them

[6.12., 21:43] Dean: Can I kiss your neck?

[6.12., 21:43] Castiel: You could if you were there.

[6.12., 21:44] Dean: Are you touching yourself?

[6.12., 21:46] Castiel: No. Should I?

[6.12., 21:47] Dean: Yes
[6.12., 21:47] Dean: The idea behind sexting is mutual masturbation

[6.12., 21:47] Castiel: Oh! Okay

[6.12., 21:49] Dean: But if you aren't into it is fine

[6.12., 21:50] Castiel: It's alright. I am touching myself now.

[6.12., 21:52] Dean: Ok but
[6.12., 21:52] Dean: Are you enjoying it
[6.12., 21:53] Dean: Or are you doing it because you should
[6.12., 21:53] Dean: Cause I said so

[6.12., 21:54] Castiel: It feels good

[6.12., 21:54] Dean: What would you like me to do if I was there
[6.12., 21:55] Dean: Think about that
[6.12., 21:55] Dean: Imagine what I could do for you. How I could touch and kiss you
[6.12., 21:55] Dean: You could touch me wherever you wanted

[6.12., 21:56] Castiel: I would want to feel what your ass feels like

[6.12., 21:56] Dean: Covered in satin
[6.12., 21:56] Dean: All soft
[6.12., 21:57] Dean: Id turn around for you
[6.12., 21:57] Dean: Shit on your lap with my back to you
[6.12., 21:57] Dean: Sit!
[6.12., 21:57] Dean: Sit!

[6.12., 21:58] Castiel: I'd run my hands over your ass

[6.12., 21:59] Dean: Squeeze it

[6.12., 21:59] Castiel: Yes, i would

[6.12., 22:00] Dean: I could run my ass over your dock
[6.12., 22:00] Dean: Feel how the 2 different fabrics rub against each other

[6.12., 22:01] Castiel: That would feel lovely

[6.12., 22:01] Dean: Are you still touching yourself

[6.12., 22:01] Castiel: Yes. I am stroking my dick.

[6.12., 22:02] Dean: I'd love yo watch you
[6.12., 22:02] Dean: Sitting in front of you
[6.12., 22:02] Dean: I could wrap my underwear around your dick and help you

[6.12., 22:03] Castiel: This is a pleasant thought

[6.12., 22:04] Dean: Do you think you could come from this?
[6.12., 22:05] Dean: You could come on my face
[6.12., 22:05] Dean: Watch it drip

[6.12., 22:06] Castiel: I don't like this.

[6.12., 22:06] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 22:06] Dean: What ruined it for you

[6.12., 22:07] Castiel: I don't like semen on the face. Mine or others. I always thought it gross

[6.12., 22:07] Dean: Ok
[6.12., 22:07] Dean: Fair point
[6.12., 22:08] Dean: Mood ruined?
[6.12., 22:08] Dean: Or still hard

[6.12., 22:09] Castiel: Still mostly hard.
[6.12., 22:09] Castiel: I just thought you should know I dont like that
[6.12., 22:10] Castiel: Gabriel said i had to tell my partners things like that and not let them use me

[6.12., 22:10] Dean: Yes
[6.12., 22:10] Dean: What do you like
[6.12., 22:11] Dean: Just like rubbing on each other and get off?

[6.12., 22:11] Castiel: I like the taste of it

[6.12., 22:11] Dean: Oh
[6.12., 22:12] Dean: Would you like to taste my cock?
[6.12., 22:13] Dean: Or should I try yours?

[6.12., 22:13] Castiel: No, I'd like to taste yours

[6.12., 22:14] Dean: I lay down on your couch on my back
[6.12., 22:14] Dean: Free to do with me whatever you like

[6.12., 22:18] Castiel: I would kneel in front of the couch and i would have to remove your panties

[6.12., 22:19] Dean: Or you could suck my dick through the panties
[6.12., 22:19] Dean: Make them all wet

[6.12., 22:20] Castiel: This would be doable yes. I like that, yes

[6.12., 22:21] Dean: My cock is so hard its poking of the top

[6.12., 22:22] Castiel: i could feel its hardness through the fabric. I like that feeling
[6.12., 22:22] Castiel: And silk is so beautiful

[6.12., 22:23] Dean: I am leaking onto my stomache

[6.12., 22:23] Castiel: I'd lick that up.

[6.12., 22:23] Dean: What are your hand doing? Are they touching me?

[6.12., 22:24] Castiel: I'm touching myself.
[6.12., 22:24] Castiel: And if you were there and we were doing that, I'd run my other hand over your thigh.

[6.12., 22:25] Dean: Are you rubbing your dick trough your panties
[6.12., 22:25] Dean: Feel that lace
[6.12., 22:25] Dean: So soft
[6.12., 22:25] Dean: And the heat coming through it

[6.12., 22:25] Castiel: Yes. Yes it feels so good

[6.12., 22:26] Dean: Take it out and stroke it

[6.12., 22:27] Castiel: Yes. I am

[6.12., 22:27] Dean: Manage the top
[6.12., 22:27] Dean: Masage
[6.12., 22:28] Dean: And play with your balls

[6.12., 22:28] Castiel: I would lick the head of yours if you were there while I'm rubbing myself
[6.12., 22:28] Castiel: Oh, Dean. That feels nice.

[6.12., 22:30] Dean: Yeah
[6.12., 22:30] Dean: It does

[6.12., 22:30] Castiel: Are you touching yourself too?

[6.12., 22:30] Dean: I like the feeling of your lips on my dick
[6.12., 22:30] Dean: Yes I am

[6.12., 22:31] Castiel: I haven't done that for a while.
[6.12., 22:32] Castiel: It feels good to do it

[6.12., 22:32] Dean: Well I did it earlier but I am ready to come again

[6.12., 22:33] Castiel: Oh. True.

[6.12., 22:33] Dean: I rubbed myself through the panties when you told me what you are wearing
[6.12., 22:33] Dean: And they got soaked
[6.12., 22:33] Dean: Now I have them wrapped around my dick
[6.12., 22:33] Dean: And I am stroking with them
[6.12., 22:34] Dean: Imagining your mouth on me

[6.12., 22:34] Castiel: Soaked panties are sexy

[6.12., 22:34] Dean: How your cock looks in that lace. Stretching it

[6.12., 22:34] Castiel: I like tasting dick
[6.12., 22:35] Castiel: Yes, lace makes my dick look very nice.

[6.12., 22:35] Dean: I trimmed my hairs down there and they are just long enough to be soft

[6.12., 22:35] Castiel: Oh God, Dean. I haven't felt this good in ages

[6.12., 22:35] Dean: I like how it feels rubbing against the fabric
[6.12., 22:36] Dean: Are you close Cas?

[6.12., 22:36] Castiel: Yes.

[6.12., 22:36] Dean: Do you want me to come in your mouth

[6.12., 22:36] Castiel: Yes. I'd love that

[6.12., 22:36] Dean: Sucking my dick so good
[6.12., 22:37] Dean: Fuck
[6.12., 22:37] Dean: Almost there
[6.12., 22:37] Dean: What are you doing
[6.12., 22:37] Dean: Tell me

[6.12., 22:37] Castiel: I love sucking dick. I bet yours feels very good
[6.12., 22:38] Castiel: It looks very good underneath that silk

[6.12., 22:38] Dean: I like getting my dick sucked
[6.12., 22:38] Dean: You need to teach me
[6.12., 22:38] Dean: I want to make you feel good

[6.12., 22:38] Castiel: I'm fingering my balls it feels verygoodiohdean

[6.12., 22:39] Dean: Yes
[6.12., 22:39] Dean: Come for me
[6.12., 22:40] Dean: Cas

[6.12., 22:40] Castiel: Dean. This was something different.
[6.12., 22:41] Castiel: Thank you.

[6.12., 22:41] Dean: I am glad you liked it and I didn't scare you away
[6.12., 22:41] Dean: I haven't come twice in a night in a long time

[6.12., 22:42] Castiel: You did ?

[6.12., 22:42] Dean: There might be some truth to that bisexual pantie thing 😉

[6.12., 22:42] Castiel: How do you mean that?

[6.12., 22:43] Dean: I mean that I haven't come this hard ever in my life
[6.12., 22:43] Dean: And thinking of sucking cock through lace did it for me

[6.12., 22:43] Castiel: Oh?

[6.12., 22:43] Dean: Like really did it

[6.12., 22:43] Castiel: Oh, wow

[6.12., 22:44] Dean: Yeah

[6.12., 22:44] Castiel: Thank you

[6.12., 22:44] Dean: No
[6.12., 22:44] Dean: Thank you

[6.12., 22:44] Castiel: No, really
[6.12., 22:45] Castiel: I have never done something like this and I'm very thankful you are teaching me

[6.12., 22:45] Dean: Plenty of things for you to teach me eventually
[6.12., 22:45] Dean: I need a shower now
[6.12., 22:45] Dean: And a snuggle

[6.12., 22:46] Castiel: You need a Lucifer

[6.12., 22:46] Dean: I'll wrap myself around me other blanket and think of you
[6.12., 22:46] Dean: 🙈
[6.12., 22:46] Dean: Oh god
[6.12., 22:46] Dean: The cay watched
[6.12., 22:46] Dean: Cat

[6.12., 22:46] Castiel: I will think of you too
[6.12., 22:46] Castiel: No
[6.12., 22:47] Castiel: I don't let Lucifer in the room when i wear lace. It is too delicate

[6.12., 22:47] Dean: I talk to you tomorrow Cas. Shower and bed. Its still a school night and got way later then I thought
[6.12., 22:47] Dean: Smart not to let him in

[6.12., 22:48] Castiel: Yes, same

[6.12., 22:48] Dean: Sweet dreams Cas

[6.12., 22:48] Castiel: Sweet dreams Dean

Chapter Text

[7.12., 06:35] Dean: Good morning cas. I hope you slept well.

[7.12., 07:18] Castiel: I have slept very well tonight. Have you slept well?

[7.12., 08:04] Dean: Yes
[7.12., 08:04] Dean: It took me while to fall asleep but I got there eventually
[7.12., 08:18] Dean: I do have a question tho
[7.12., 08:18] Dean: How do I wash last nights victim. Is it salvageable?

[7.12., 08:21] Castiel: Yes, it is.

[7.12., 08:28] Dean: Ok
[7.12., 08:28] Dean: But how?

Laundry instructions

[7.12., 08:30] Dean: Thank you

[7.12., 08:31] Castiel: You're welcome.

[7.12., 09:04] Dean: So
[7.12., 09:04] Dean: I put them to soak before I left for class
[7.12., 09:04] Dean: May I give you some valuable advice
[7.12., 09:05] Dean: Don't, especially if you aren't open about kinky stuff you just discovered, leave panties to soak in your kitchen sink.
[7.12., 09:06] Dean: ESPECIALLY IF YOUR BEST FRIEND HAS A KEY TO YOUR HOUSE AND REGULARLY STEALS YOUR COFFEE

[7.12., 09:09] Castiel: What???
[7.12., 09:09] Castiel: Nooo
[7.12., 09:09] Castiel: Charlie found out?

[7.12., 09:09] Dean: She found them soaking
[7.12., 09:11] Dean: I told her they are a girls from last nights
[7.12., 09:11] Dean: But she doesn't buy it
[7.12., 09:11] Dean: Because my house is a mess and I don't bring girls into a messy house
[7.12., 09:11] Dean: Not that my house is a mess regularly

[7.12., 09:14] Castiel: Oh?
[7.12., 09:16] Castiel: Why do you soak your laundry in the kitchen sink?

[7.12., 09:24] Dean: Because I was using the bathroom sink to get ready
[7.12., 09:24] Dean: I was shaving

[7.12., 09:24] Castiel: Makes sense
[7.12., 09:24] Castiel: You might want to invest in a plastic tub?

[7.12., 09:25] Dean: Maybe
[7.12., 09:26] Dean: How do I politely tell a nosey friend that yes those are mine and no I won't talk about it

[7.12., 09:28] Castiel: Just tell her, yes they are mine. And leave it at that.
[7.12., 09:29] Castiel: If she asks more tell her you are not comfortable talking about them.
[7.12., 10:16] Castiel: Did I lose you?

[7.12., 10:16] Dean: To class
[7.12., 10:16] Dean: Sorry
[7.12., 10:16] Dean: I put my phone on silent

[7.12., 10:17] Castiel: I see. Sorry to disturb

[7.12., 11:04] Dean: Im sorry
[7.12., 11:04] Dean: I actually had to pay attention
[7.12., 11:05] Dean: Charly keeps bugging me
[7.12., 11:05] Dean: She wants to know if I always liked panties or if its because of you
[7.12., 11:05] Dean: She wants to know if I am hiding our relationship from her

[7.12., 11:05] Castiel: Are you?

[7.12., 11:05] Dean: Are we in a relationship?

[7.12., 11:07] Castiel: I wouldn't call it that. But whatever that is between us, you're hiding it from her.

[7.12., 11:07] Dean: I guess I am
[7.12., 11:07] Dean: To many people seem to already know whats happening and I haven't been able to wrap my head around the last few days
[7.12., 11:07] Dean: So yeah
[7.12., 11:08] Dean: I dont want to talk it out with her

[7.12., 11:08] Castiel: But she is your best friend
[7.12., 11:08] Castiel: Who to talk about with better than her?

[7.12., 11:09] Dean: She is also way to involved in my life at times
[7.12., 11:09] Dean: And this isn't something I am comfortable sharing with people just yet

[7.12., 11:09] Castiel: That's what best friends are for. Be involved in your life.

[7.12., 11:10] Dean: Maybe
[7.12., 11:11] Dean: But 8 am not ready to tell her

[7.12., 11:13] Castiel: Not 8 am anymore

[7.12., 11:14] Dean: I am
[7.12., 11:14] Dean: You know what I meant
[7.12., 11:14] Dean: Sorry for typos while I walk to my next class

[7.12., 11:14] Castiel: No, i though you meant the time sh cane in and found your panties

[7.12., 11:19] Dean: I am not gonna tell her
[7.12., 11:19] Dean: For once I would like to be in charge of people finding out

[7.12., 11:20] Castiel: You are
[7.12., 11:21] Castiel: I'm very sorry about the mishap yesterday and I've told you that many times. I thought we moved past my mistake

[7.12., 11:22] Dean: I am not blaming you
[7.12., 11:22] Dean: But
[7.12., 11:23] Dean: I have a reputation to uphold and don't want to become the laughing stock of this town

[7.12., 11:23] Castiel: Fine.

[7.12., 11:32] Dean: Are you mad at me for not jumping out the closet flags waving
[7.12., 11:35] Dean: Thats fucked up man

[7.12., 13:55] Dean: Cas?
[7.12., 13:55] Dean: I am an idiot

[7.12., 13:55] Castiel: I'm not talking to you.

[7.12., 13:55] Dean: I got ambushed by Gabriel
[7.12., 13:56] Dean: And he explained to me what a massive asshat i am
[7.12., 13:56] Dean: So this is me
[7.12., 13:56] Dean: Groveling
[7.12., 13:56] Dean: I am sorry
[7.12., 13:56] Dean: I didn't think how my attitude would hurt you
[7.12., 13:57] Dean: I didn't think how pretending to have girls over would effect you

[7.12., 13:57] Castiel: Gabriel came to you?

[7.12., 13:57] Dean: I am very lost and confused and insecure and gabe really has a way of making me feel small and I am so so sorry
[7.12., 13:57] Dean: I am sorry I let out my insecurities on you.
[7.12., 13:58] Dean: Yes, Gabriel was waiting for me on campus
[7.12., 13:58] Dean: He was pissed

[7.12., 13:58] Castiel: Oh

[7.12., 13:59] Dean: He didn't tell me much
[7.12., 13:59] Dean: Just that I am a ginormous idiot
[7.12., 13:59] Dean: And that I hurt you
[7.12., 14:00] Dean: And I see that now.
[7.12., 14:00] Dean: I am so so sorry

[7.12., 14:00] Castiel: Do you really think I'm a laughing stock? What we have is a laughing stock?

[7.12., 14:00] Dean: No
[7.12., 14:01] Dean: I got raised in a house where feminine men got cussed out and laughed at.
[7.12., 14:01] Dean: He called them sissies and fags
[7.12., 14:01] Dean: And it was wrong to be like that
[7.12., 14:02] Dean: I had to like cars
[7.12., 14:02] Dean: And guns
[7.12., 14:02] Dean: And be strong
[7.12., 14:02] Dean: No crying
[7.12., 14:02] Dean: Cause real men don't cry
[7.12., 14:02] Dean: And while i know its wrong now I still have it internalized
[7.12., 14:03] Dean: And I lashed out

[7.12., 14:03] Castiel: Dean, it's normal to cry

[7.12., 14:03] Dean: As soon as my "manliness" was questioned

[7.12., 14:04] Castiel: No one questions your manliness

[7.12., 14:04] Dean: I know
[7.12., 14:05] Dean: But the way I was raised came out and reared its ugly head after yesterday
[7.12., 14:05] Dean: If I cried my dad would give me a better reason to cry

[7.12., 14:06] Castiel: So, yesterday was bad for you?

[7.12., 14:06] Dean: No
[7.12., 14:06] Dean: I liked it

[7.12., 14:06] Castiel: I liked it too.

[7.12., 14:06] Dean: But my father in my head told me I should be ashamed

[7.12., 14:07] Castiel: You're grown up, you do not have to listen to him and especially not if he's just in your head

[7.12., 14:07] Dean: I know
[7.12., 14:08] Dean: But sometimes I still hear him
[7.12., 14:08] Dean: Why do you think I moved out

[7.12., 14:08] Castiel: Don't listen to him.
[7.12., 14:09] Castiel: I am not asking you to come out.
[7.12., 14:09] Castiel: I am not mad at you for not coming out.
[7.12., 14:11] Castiel: I'm even not mad that you wouldn't tell your best friend about us, though i still believe it would be good for you have someone apart from me who knows and listens to your worries and doubts

[7.12., 14:13] Dean: You are probably right
[7.12., 14:13] Dean: But I cant
[7.12., 14:13] Dean: Not yet

[7.12., 14:14] Castiel: That's okay.

[7.12., 14:21] Dean: And I do still want to talk to you
[7.12., 14:21] Dean: And date
[7.12., 14:21] Dean: And I don't regret what has happened so far
[7.12., 14:21] Dean: But you keep pointing out how fast it all has happened
[7.12., 14:21] Dean: And you are right
[7.12., 14:22] Dean: I dont think my logical side was able to keep up
[7.12., 14:22] Dean: And then I lashed out
[7.12., 14:22] Dean: Out of fear
[7.12., 14:22]Dean: And I am sorry
[7.12., 14:22] Dean: I really am sorry

[7.12., 14:22] Castiel: Then why did you lie to your friend?

[7.12., 14:22] Dean: I am more scared of you not talking to me then I am of everything else
[7.12., 14:23] Dean: I lied because of my pride
[7.12., 14:23] Dean: I was to proud to admit I like that
[7.12., 14:23] Dean: And to proud to admit that she was right

[7.12., 14:23] Castiel: You wouldn't have had to tell her about your new found sexuality, you wouldn't have had to mention me.

[7.12., 14:24] Dean: But it all goes together

[7.12., 14:24] Castiel: I know straight men wear them too.

[7.12., 14:25] Dean: How am I supposed to explain the panties without mentioning you and that I put them on for you and that I learned I liked them because of you

[7.12., 14:26] Castiel: You like the feeling and wore them masturbating.

[7.12., 14:27] Dean: Yeah I didn't think that far in my panic
[7.12., 14:27] Dean: Her message was all caps

[7.12., 14:28] Castiel: Oh

[7.12., 14:28] Dean: DEAN WINCHESTER! DID I JUST FIND YOUR SEXY KNICKERS SOAKING IN BABY SOUP IN THE KITCHEN? ARE YOU HIDING A SEXY RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT CAS GUY FROM ME?
[7.12., 14:28] Dean: I was not awake enough to react calmly

[7.12., 14:28] Castiel: Oh, i see

[7.12., 14:30] Dean: Will you forgive me?
[7.12., 14:30] Dean: And keep your brother away from me?
[7.12., 14:31] Dean: He is scary when he is in big brother mode

[7.12., 14:31] Castiel: Did he hurt you?

[7.12., 14:31] Dean: No
[7.12., 14:31] Dean: But I am sure he wanted to
[7.12., 14:31] Dean: To many people around thank fully

[7.12., 14:32] Castiel: I'm sorry he scared you.
[7.12., 14:32] Castiel: I told you, he's like you

[7.12., 14:32] Dean: I would have done the same for Sam

[7.12., 14:33] Castiel: Yeah

[7.12., 14:34] Dean: Can I ask what you told him that made him come and find me

[7.12., 14:38] Castiel: That you told Charlie you had had a girl over though you had been sex texting with me and that you think you'd be a laughing stock if people knew about us and that means I'd be a laughing stock and that i felt like crying but couldn't because I'm at work

[7.12., 14:43] Dean: Awwwe
[7.12., 14:43] Dean: I am so sorry
[7.12., 14:43] Dean: I didn't mean to make you feel that way

[7.12., 14:45] Castiel: I'm sorry I told him

[7.12., 14:45] Dean: No
[7.12., 14:45] Dean: Don't be
[7.12., 14:45] Dean: I hurt you
[7.12., 14:45] Dean: and you had to deal with all this shit at work
[7.12., 14:46] Dean: And I put that on you

[7.12., 14:47] Castiel: He shouldn't have scared you...

[7.12., 14:48] Dean: I shouldn't have hurt you
[7.12., 14:48] Dean: He should have punched me
[7.12., 14:48] Dean: I would have
[7.12., 14:50] Dean: Do you think you can forgive me
[7.12., 14:51] Dean: Or did I ruin everything?

[7.12., 14:51] Castiel: I do want to forgive you. I enjoyed bring your friend.

[7.12., 14:52] Dean: Bring my friend?

[7.12., 14:52] Castiel: Being

[7.12., 14:53] Dean: Oh
[7.12., 14:53] Dean: Ok
[7.12., 14:53] Dean: I was confused
[7.12., 14:53] Dean: Is there anything I can do?

[7.12., 14:55] Castiel: Can we have our date? In case you want to date me at all. I don't want you to get laughed at.

[7.12., 14:56] Dean: Yes we can have our date
[7.12., 14:57] Dean: You pick the movie or documentary whatever you want to share with me
[7.12., 14:57] Dean: And I pick the food?

[7.12., 14:57] Castiel: Alright

[7.12., 14:58] Dean: And I do want to date you
[7.12., 14:58] Dean: You are not a laughing stock
[7.12., 14:58] Dean: You are sweet
[7.12., 14:59] Dean: And kind
[7.12., 14:59] Dean: And smart

[7.12., 15:02] Castiel: Thank you.

[7.12., 15:03] Dean: I am sorry I made you feel like the opposite

[7.12., 15:03] Castiel: So are you

[7.12., 15:03] Dean: Not so smart seeing as I fucked up so badly
[7.12., 15:03] Dean: And not kind with how I hurt you

[7.12., 15:03] Castiel: I wish you could hug me. That'd help

[7.12., 15:03] Dean: I didn't even think about your feelings
[7.12., 15:04] Dean: That would help
[7.12., 15:04] Dean: Maybe I should get a pet

[7.12., 15:20] Castiel: What would you get?

[7.12., 15:21] Dean: A dog

[7.12., 15:22] Castiel: Hmmmm
[7.12., 15:22] Castiel: What kind?

[7.12., 15:23] Dean: Some weird mix

[7.12., 15:24] Castiel: Sounds lovely

[7.12., 15:24] Dean: Just something small and snuggly
[7.12., 15:25] Dean: i saw one advertised on fb from the shelter

[7.12., 15:25] Castiel: Cat small? Rat small? Or like an actual dog

[7.12., 15:25] Dean: Large cat

[7.12., 15:25] Castiel: Oh? Show me?

[7.12., 15:25] Dean: Wait let me find the picture

Dog

 

[7.12., 15:26] Castiel: Looks cute.
[7.12., 15:27] Castiel: Should I ask you to make sure it likes cats or would that be stupid?

[7.12., 15:27] Dean: She was raised with cats according to the shelter

[7.12., 15:28] Castiel: That's nice.
[7.12., 15:28] Castiel: I hope Lucifer likes dogs

[7.12., 15:29] Dean: I hope so too

[7.12., 15:33] Castiel: I have googled that garage and called them earlier, I'll be taking my car there today.

[7.12., 15:34] Dean: Nice
[7.12., 15:34] Dean: Tell bennie I sent you
[7.12., 15:34] Dean: That might give you a discount
[7.12., 15:34] Dean: No promises tho

[7.12., 15:34] Castiel: Alright.

[7.12., 15:35] Dean: Hey you are almost of work
[7.12., 15:35] Dean: I still have a bit

[7.12., 15:36] Castiel: Me too, i need to work a little longer. I came in late due to traffic

[7.12., 15:36] Dean: I got till 5

[7.12., 15:36] Castiel: Oh, okay

[7.12., 15:37] Dean: But I won't get in trouble for texting today
[7.12., 15:37] Dean: I am on tow truck duty
[7.12., 15:37] Dean: Garth drives so I am free to text

[7.12., 15:37] Castiel: As long as you don't text and drive

[7.12., 15:38] Dean: If I don't answer for a few min its because I am changing a tire or pulling up a car

[7.12., 15:38] Castiel: Alright. That's fine

[7.12., 15:39] Dean: How is your work load today

[7.12., 15:40] Castiel: We're closing in on deadline for annual accounts, so busy...

[7.12., 15:41] Dean: I hope you didnt fall back to much with my bullshit earlier

[7.12., 15:42] Castiel: It's okay. It made me focus more to distract myself

[7.12., 15:43] Dean: Ok
[7.12., 15:43] Dean: We just got a call
[7.12., 15:43] Dean: Someone is stuck in a ditcj
[7.12., 15:43] Dean: Ditcj
[7.12., 15:43] Dean: Ditch

[7.12., 15:43] Castiel: Okay.

[7.12., 15:43] Dean: Sorry bumpy road
[7.12., 15:43] Dean: I text you later
[7.12., 15:44] Dean: 😗

[7.12., 15:44] Castiel: 😊

[7.12., 17:35] Dean: Finally home
[7.12., 17:36] Dean: That took longer then anticipated

[7.12., 17:44] Castiel: That's alright

[7.12., 17:45] Dean: Did you finish work
[7.12., 17:54] Dean: I guess not yet

[7.12., 17:56] Castiel: Oh, I'm sorry.
[7.12., 17:56] Castiel: I went to the bathroom

[7.12., 17:57] Dean: No worries
[7.12., 17:57] Dean: Have you chosen a movie for tonight

[7.12., 17:59] Castiel: I was just about to do that

[7.12., 17:59] Dean: How do you feel about Chinese food?
[7.12., 17:59] Dean: The diner on main is really good but they dont deliver
[7.12., 17:59] Dean: Oh hey
[7.12., 17:59] Dean: What did Bennie say

[7.12., 18:00] Castiel: He said you did well recommending I take the car to him.

[7.12., 18:01] Dean: Nice but I meant about your car

[7.12., 18:01] Castiel: That you did well recommending I take the car to him...
[7.12., 18:02] Castiel: And he called it ugly

[7.12., 18:02] Dean: 🤣
[7.12., 18:02] Dean: Im sorry

[7.12., 18:02] Castiel: Chinese sounds alright

[7.12., 18:03] Dean: Ok cool
[7.12., 18:07] Dean: What movie should i look up

[7.12., 18:08] Castiel: What streaming service do you have?

[7.12., 18:09] Dean: Netflix and Amazon

[7.12., 18:33] Castiel: Are you in holiday mood yet?

Tree pic from Dean

 

[7.12., 18:34] Castiel: You actually have a tree?

[7.12., 18:35] Dean: Yes
[7.12., 18:35] Dean: I am sucker for christmas

[7.12., 18:35] Castiel: I didn't tske you for the kind

[7.12., 18:35] Dean: Do I give of a grinch vibe?

[7.12., 18:39] Castiel: A little

[7.12., 18:39] Dean: Oh no
[7.12., 18:39] Dean: I must spread Christmas cheer on you

[7.12., 18:40] Castiel: Yes, please

[7.12., 18:40] Dean: https://youtu.be/KofYy-4rA4k

[7.12., 18:41] Castiel: I just realized i can't get into my favorite holiday mode...

[7.12., 18:41] Dean: No
[7.12., 18:41] Dean: Why

[7.12., 18:42] Castiel: I have no hot chocolate

[7.12., 18:43] Dean: Oh no
[7.12., 18:43] Dean: One sec

[7.12., 18:47] Castiel: What?

[7.12., 18:47] Dean: Give me a few min

[7.12., 18:48] Castiel: Okay, for what?

[7.12., 18:48] Dean: Just give me like 8 min

[7.12., 18:50] Castiel: Why?
[7.12., 18:50] Castiel: What are you doing?

[7.12., 18:51] Dean: Omg
[7.12., 18:51] Dean: Calm down
[7.12., 18:53] Dean: Ok
[7.12., 18:53] Dean: Open your door

[7.12., 18:53] Castiel: Why?

[7.12., 18:54] Dean: Just go
[7.12., 18:54] Dean: Please

[7.12., 18:54] Castiel: Okay
[7.12., 18:57] Castiel: How???

[7.12., 18:57] Dean: Christmas magic?

[7.12., 18:57] Castiel: How did a box of swiss miss appear at my door?
[7.12., 18:57] Castiel: Hmmm
[7.12., 18:58] Castiel: I like that. I'll let you get through with that.
[7.12., 18:58] Castiel: For tonight.

[7.12., 18:58] Dean: I can send stuff through people too

[7.12., 18:59] Castiel: OOOOH

[7.12., 18:59] Dean: Just lucky Jack lives so close

[7.12., 19:01] Castiel: Yes you are

[7.12., 19:01] Dean: Let me go shower and get comfy
[7.12., 19:02] Dean: While you make hot chocolate
[7.12., 19:02] Dean: Did you order food already?

[7.12., 19:03] Castiel: Yes.

[7.12., 19:03] Dean: Ok
[7.12., 19:03] Dean: Me too

[7.12., 19:05] Castiel: Good. I'll make hot chocolate and change too

[7.12., 19:10] Dean: Ok
[7.12., 19:10] Dean: Shower time
[7.12., 19:10] Dean: I message when I am back

[7.12., 19:12] Castiel: Ok

[7.12., 19:30] Dean: Squeaky clean
[7.12., 19:30] Dean: And my food arrived

[7.12., 19:30] Castiel: Mine has arrived as well

[7.12., 19:30] Dean: Wanna eat first and then watch?

[7.12., 19:30] Castiel: Sounds good

[7.12., 19:30] Dean: I dont want to get stuff on my couch
[7.12., 19:31] Dean: And can't see the TV from the table

[7.12., 19:31] Castiel: So what did you order?

[7.12., 19:31] Dean: Fried noodles with chicken and some spring rolls
[7.12., 19:31] Dean: And you

[7.12., 19:32] Castiel: 🙈
[7.12., 19:32] Castiel: The same

[7.12., 19:32] Dean: Lol
[7.12., 19:32] Dean: Nice

[7.12., 19:32] Dean: Easy comfort food

[7.12., 19:32] Castiel: Yes it is.

[7.12., 19:33] Dean: Where did you order from

[7.12., 19:34] Castiel: Magic Noodle House

[7.12., 19:34] Dean: Mine is from the golden panda
[7.12., 19:35] Dean: Next time we should switcj

[7.12., 19:38] Castiel: Yes, we should.

[7.12., 19:43] Dean: Did you get dessert?

[7.12., 19:45] Castiel: No, i still have some of the brownies Gabriel brought

[7.12., 19:45] Dean: Nice
[7.12., 19:45] Dean: I have cereal
[7.12., 19:46] Dean: Did you know lucky charms come in chocolate

[7.12., 19:46] Castiel: No, i did not.

[7.12., 19:47] Dean: They do
[7.12., 19:47] Dean: Terrible in milk
[7.12., 19:48] Dean: Awesome snack

[7.12., 19:48] Castiel: Oh. Okay

[7.12., 19:49] Dean: Ok. Putting away my trash
[7.12., 19:49] Dean: No left overs this time

[7.12., 19:50] Castiel: I'll clean up my dishes

[7.12., 19:51] Dean: Let me know what movie

[7.12., 19:52] Castiel: Christmas under wraps

[7.12., 19:59] Dean: Ok i got it set up
[7.12., 20:03] Dean: Let me know when

[7.12., 20:04] Castiel: Ok
[7.12., 20:04] Castiel: Now

[7.12., 20:05] Dean: I have no expectations for this movie
[7.12., 20:05] Dean: Ohhh
[7.12., 20:05] Dean: Is she the main one?
[7.12., 20:05] Dean: Are we doing commentary?

[7.12., 20:08] Castiel: We can do, yes

[7.12., 20:08] Dean: Oh
[7.12., 20:08] Dean: Oh no

[7.12., 20:08] Castiel: No what?

[7.12., 20:08] Dean: Poor lauren

[7.12., 20:08] Castiel: Ooooh
[7.12., 20:08] Castiel: Yeah, poor girl
[7.12., 20:09] Dean: Most gentle break up ever

[7.12., 20:09] Castiel: She wasn't very easy on him either though
[7.12., 20:09] Castiel: Oh no!!!
[7.12., 20:11] Castiel: Do you know her? I have a feeling I seen her face before

[7.12., 20:11] Dean: She doesn't seem to unhappy about the break up tho

[7.12., 20:12] Castiel: Such a career girl

[7.12., 20:12] Dean: She played dj in full house

[7.12., 20:12] Castiel: Oooh, that's it!
[7.12., 20:13] Castiel: You watched that show?

[7.12., 20:13] Dean: Yeah
[7.12., 20:14] Dean: You?

[7.12., 20:14] Castiel: Yes

[7.12., 20:14] Dean: Who was your favorite

[7.12., 20:14] Castiel: Uncle Jesse

[7.12., 20:14] Dean: Same

[7.12., 20:15] Castiel: Really?

[7.12., 20:15] Dean: Yeah
[7.12., 20:15] Dean: Good hair
[7.12., 20:15] Dean: Always got the ladies
[7.12., 20:15] Dean: He was a rolle model
[7.12., 20:15] Dean: Ohhh pretty girl id going to alaska
[7.12., 20:16] Dean: She gonna meet the love of her life in a small town before winter
[7.12., 20:16] Dean: That be unexpected

[7.12., 20:16] Castiel: You mean before Christmas?

[7.12., 20:16] Dean: Yes

[7.12., 20:16] Castiel: This looks like a lot of winter already

[7.12., 20:16] Dean: Yes
[7.12., 20:16] Dean: Brrrrrrr
[7.12., 20:17] Dean: Oh man
[7.12., 20:17] Dean: Bitchy
[7.12., 20:17] Dean: You wouldn't get me into that plane if my life depended on it

[7.12., 20:17] Castiel: My neck freezes looking at them

[7.12., 20:18] Dean: I assume you own a lot of scarves

[7.12., 20:18] Castiel: Yes
[7.12., 20:18] Castiel: You don't?

[7.12., 20:18] Dean: I pretty much wear my leather jacket all year
[7.12., 20:19] Dean: Might layer up with flannel in winter
[7.12., 20:19] Dean: Holiday shipping? Lol

[7.12., 20:19] Castiel: Lol, yeah. Having guesses, do you?

[7.12., 20:20] Dean: I think santa might make an appearance
[7.12., 20:20] Dean: Cute cabin tho
[7.12., 20:20] Dean: I'd take it

[7.12., 20:20] Castiel: Could be. Close enough to the noth pole, right?
[7.12., 20:20] Castiel: Is is!
[7.12., 20:20] Castiel: Cozy

[7.12., 20:21] Dean: Yes
[7.12., 20:21] Dean: And no neighbors
[7.12., 20:21] Dean: Loving it

[7.12., 20:21] Castiel: Oooh that's bad

[7.12., 20:21] Dean: Yeah
[7.12., 20:21] Dean: Thats a deal breaker

[7.12., 20:21] Castiel: Yes

[7.12., 20:21] Dean: No coffee maker is evil

[7.12., 20:22] Castiel: Haha, such a Frisco girl

[7.12., 20:22] Dean: Ha
[7.12., 20:22] Dean: Called it

[7.12., 20:22] Castiel: And there he is

[7.12., 20:22] Dean: Omg
[7.12., 20:22] Dean: How does she not notice

[7.12., 20:23] Castiel: I have no idea

[7.12., 20:23] Dean: Milk and cookies
[7.12., 20:23] Dean: For breakfast

[7.12., 20:23] Castiel: Think she's gonna fall in love with Santa's son?

[7.12., 20:23] Dean: Yes
[7.12., 20:23] Dean: New Mrs sants
[7.12., 20:23] Dean: Snata
[7.12., 20:23] Dean: Santa
[7.12., 20:23] Dean: Fuck

[7.12., 20:23] Castiel: Hahaha, yes

[7.12., 20:23] Dean: Hahahahaha
[7.12., 20:23] Dean: Walked right past

[7.12., 20:24] Castiel: Cute!
[7.12., 20:24] Castiel: That's a lovely hospital

[7.12., 20:24] Dean: Those shoes are not working in that weather

[7.12., 20:24] Castiel: Didn't catch them

[7.12., 20:24] Dean: Martin and lester are sating
[7.12., 20:25] Dean: Dating

[7.12., 20:25] Castiel: Oh. You think?

[7.12., 20:25] Dean: Yeah

[7.12., 20:26] Castiel: Awwwe

[7.12., 20:26] Dean: He looks like jack

[7.12., 20:26] Castiel: A little
[7.12., 20:27] Castiel: Just friends

[7.12., 20:27] Dean: Yeah
[7.12., 20:27] Dean: Buddies

[7.12., 20:27] Castiel: Look, a scarf
[7.12., 20:28] Castiel: Does he have pointy ears or am i seeing things?

[7.12., 20:28] Dean: I thought so too
[7.12., 20:29] Dean: Awwwwe

[7.12., 20:29] Dean: It must be cold as fuck

[7.12., 20:30] Castiel: She's not dressed like it is.

[7.12., 20:30] Dean: No

[7.12., 20:30] Castiel: Where are her tons of blankets?

[7.12., 20:30] Dean: Hypothermia in the waiting
[7.12., 20:30] Dean: Ahhh the shoes again

[7.12., 20:30] Castiel: Ewwww

[7.12., 20:31] Dean: She just walk away without paying?

[7.12., 20:31] Castiel: Yes
[7.12., 20:31] Castiel: Movies...

[7.12., 20:32] Dean: Mr Holiday
[7.12., 20:32] Dean: And faith holiday
[7.12., 20:32] Dean: Perfect

[7.12., 20:33] Castiel: I like this

[7.12., 20:33] Dean: It is so cheesy

[7.12., 20:33] Castiel: Yes. I like cheesy Holiday movies

[7.12., 20:34] Dean: Like really like?

[7.12., 20:34] Castiel: Is that wrong?

[7.12., 20:34] Dean: I like to watch them and throw snacks at the screen when it gets outrages
[7.12., 20:34] Dean: Outrageous

[7.12., 20:35] Castiel: Oh
[7.12., 20:36] Castiel: Nice jeans!!!

[7.12., 20:36] Dean: Sure look warm

[7.12., 20:36] Castiel: Better shoes!

[7.12., 20:36] Dean: And a functioning jaclet
[7.12., 20:37] Dean: Jacket
[7.12., 20:37] Dean: Hahahahaha

[7.12., 20:37] Castiel: Lol
[7.12., 20:37] Castiel: Ho ho ho?

[7.12., 20:37] Dean: Ho ho ho
[7.12., 20:37] Dean: Omg

[7.12., 20:37] Castiel: Really
[7.12., 20:37] Castiel: She's sooo blind

[7.12., 20:38] Dean: How did she make it through medical school
[7.12., 20:38] Castiel: No idea
[7.12., 20:39] Castiel: So pointy!
[7.12., 20:39] Castiel: At the right angle
[7.12., 20:39] Dean: Moms way of saying shut the fuck up
[7.12., 20:40] Castiel: Still not warm enough for Alaska

[7.12., 20:40] Dean: Hat
[7.12., 20:40] Dean: Oh look

[7.12., 20:40] Castiel: But her gorgeous hair lol

[7.12., 20:40] Dean: Andy fixes everything

[7.12., 20:40] Castiel: Of course he does. It's the trope

[7.12., 20:41] Dean: Urgh
[7.12., 20:41] Dean: That was slimy
[7.12., 20:42] Dean: His jawline

[7.12., 20:42] Castiel: He looks very handsome

[7.12., 20:42] Dean: Should I be jealous
[7.12., 20:42] Dean: Oh
[7.12., 20:42] Dean: Almost kissed
[7.12., 20:43] Dean: Toymaker

[7.12., 20:43] Castiel: Hahaha

[7.12., 20:43] Dean: And she has no clue
[7.12., 20:43] Dean: Again
[7.12., 20:43] Dean: Should I be jealous

[7.12., 20:44] Castiel: I've seen more of him than of you. Maybe

[7.12., 20:44] Dean: Oh no
[7.12., 20:44] Dean: What do I do

[7.12., 20:44] Castiel: Get a role in a Christmas movie?

Christmas card

 

[7.12., 20:45] Dean: Last years Christmas cards
[7.12., 20:45] Dean: Oh her parents where rude

[7.12., 20:45] Castiel: Nice!!!
[7.12., 20:45] Castiel: Yes they were

[7.12., 20:45] Dean: See
[7.12., 20:46] Dean: My moose

[7.12., 20:46] Castiel: He is a moose

[7.12., 20:46] Dean: Oh
[7.12., 20:46] Dean: She packed
[7.12., 20:46] Dean: Will love keep her there
[7.12., 20:46] Dean: Rudy

[7.12., 20:46] Castiel: Rudy?

[7.12., 20:46] Dean: Who is rudy

[7.12., 20:46] Castiel: Riiiight

[7.12., 20:47] Dean: Please tell me its what I think it is

[7.12., 20:47] Castiel: We'll see

[7.12., 20:47] Dean: The barn
[7.12., 20:47] Dean: Dear god
[7.12., 20:47] Dean: Send help

[7.12., 20:47] Castiel: Yes

[7.12., 20:47] Dean: Hahahahahahahahaha
[7.12., 20:47] Dean: Fucking hell

[7.12., 20:47] Castiel: And still blind
[7.12., 20:47] Castiel: Damn
[7.12., 20:48] Castiel: Oh man

[7.12., 20:48] Dean: Oh no
[7.12., 20:48] Dean: Their only hope

[7.12., 20:48] Castiel: She's Obi Wan
[7.12., 20:49] Castiel: Hahsha

[7.12., 20:49] Dean: By the 24th
[7.12., 20:50] Dean: Oh
[7.12., 20:50] Dean: Is she getting it

[7.12., 20:50] Castiel: She is opening her eyes

[7.12., 20:51] Dean: Can we take a bathroom
[7.12., 20:51] Dean: Break

[7.12., 20:51] Castiel: Ok

[7.12., 20:58] Dean: Back

[7.12., 20:59] Castiel: Okay, me too

[7.12., 21:00] Dean: That's a good scarf

[7.12., 21:01] Castiel: Yes, very nice of Hattie
[7.12., 21:02] Castiel: Look who's unpacking

[7.12., 21:02] Dean: Awe
[7.12., 21:02] Dean: Roses
[7.12., 21:02] Dean: How subtle

[7.12., 21:03] Castiel: The lights
[7.12., 21:03] Castiel: Girl, your electric bill!

[7.12., 21:03] Dean: Thats garland for you

[7.12., 21:03] Castiel: Hahahaha
[7.12., 21:03] Castiel: That was good

[7.12., 21:04] Dean: Still no thanks to the plane

[7.12., 21:05] Castiel: You're no flyer?
[7.12., 21:05] Castiel: Oooh, cheesy

[7.12., 21:05] Dean: Nope
[7.12., 21:05] Dean: If God wanted me to fly if have wings

[7.12., 21:06] Castiel: Hmm, okay
[7.12., 21:06] Castiel: Do you hang up mistletoe?

[7.12., 21:07] Dean: Yes

[7.12., 21:07] Castiel: Really
[7.12., 21:07] Castiel: Oooh the sleigh
[7.12., 21:08] Castiel: Go away, don't see Santa's shop
[7.12., 21:08] Castiel: Workshop
[7.12., 21:09] Castiel: Bet he's cleared up all the fancy stuff

[7.12., 21:09] Dean: Yeah
[7.12., 21:12] Dean: Ohhh
[7.12., 21:12] Dean: Andy will have to be Santa

[7.12., 21:12] Castiel: Yes he will
[7.12., 21:13] Castiel: That's a huge tree

[7.12., 21:13] Dean: Yes
[7.12., 21:13] Dean: So pretty

[7.12., 21:13] Castiel: Yes
[7.12., 21:13] Castiel: A star?

[7.12., 21:14] Dean: Hmmm

[7.12., 21:14] Castiel: We always had angels

[7.12., 21:14] Dean: Doesn't have to be

[7.12., 21:14] Castiel: Yeah, i know
[7.12., 21:14] Dean: We had a star in my childhood

[7.12., 21:14] Castiel: I still have an angel. So does Gabriel

[7.12., 21:14] Dean: WAIT
[7.12., 21:15] Dean: you guys are all named after angels
[7.12., 21:15] Dean: Who got tied up on the tree
[7.12., 21:15] Dean: Lol
[7.12., 21:15] Dean: Always the youngest?

[7.12., 21:15] Castiel: 🙈
[7.12., 21:15] Castiel: Gabriel tried, yes

[7.12., 21:15] Dean: Hs
[7.12., 21:15] Dean: Ha
[7.12., 21:15] Dean: Knew it
[7.12., 21:16] Dean: Oh no

[7.12., 21:16] Castiel: Oh no

[7.12., 21:16] Dean: Unexpected moral dilemma

[7.12., 21:16] Castiel: Veeeery unexpected

[7.12., 21:17] Dean: What ever will she choose

[7.12., 21:17] Castiel: Oh I wonder
[7.12., 21:20] Castiel: You know what goes perfect with Christmas movies if it's not a work night?

[7.12., 21:20] Dean: Spiced wine

[7.12., 21:20] Castiel: Egg nog

[7.12., 21:20] Dean: Ewwww

[7.12., 21:21] Castiel: You don't like it?

[7.12., 21:21] Dean: Too much as a kid

[7.12., 21:21] Castiel: Oh, i see
[7.12., 21:24] Castiel: Nooo, Santa!

[7.12., 21:24] Dean: Noooo

[7.12., 21:24] Castiel: What a coincidence
[7.12., 21:26] Castiel: He would be a very sexy Santa...

[7.12., 21:26] Dean: Hey

[7.12., 21:27] Castiel: What?

[7.12., 21:27] Dean: Slow down
[7.12., 21:27] Dean: I am here
[7.12., 21:27] Dean: I can dress up for you

[7.12., 21:27] Castiel: That would be even better
[7.12., 21:28] Castiel: But he is sexy... isn't he?

[7.12., 21:29] Dean: Maybe

[7.12., 21:31] Castiel: Oooooooooh

[7.12., 21:31] Dean: Drama

[7.12., 21:32] Castiel: To much lipstick

[7.12., 21:32] Dean: Yeah

[7.12., 21:33] Castiel: Lol

[7.12., 21:34] Dean: Awee
[7.12., 21:34] Dean: She finally understands Christmas
[7.12., 21:34] Dean: And life
[7.12., 21:34] Dean: And love

[7.12., 21:35] Castiel: She is very pretty too though
[7.12., 21:35] Castiel: Only one reindeer?

[7.12., 21:36] Dean: Cheeeeeeeesy

[7.12., 21:36] Castiel: Hohoho

[7.12., 21:36] Dean: Lol
[7.12., 21:38] Dean: As oblivious as she was all through the movie
[7.12., 21:38] Dean: She will be 10 years married and still have no idea

[7.12., 21:38] Castiel: Yes! Oh yes. Haha
[7.12., 21:38] Castiel: Thank you Dean

[7.12., 21:38] Dean: Andy
[7.12., 21:38] Dean: Why are you never home to celebrate with the kids and i

[7.12., 21:39] Castiel: Hahahaha

[7.12., 21:39] Dean: Thank you for what?

[7.12., 21:39] Castiel: For spending this night with me. I really enjoyed our date

[7.12., 21:39] Dean: I did too
[7.12., 21:39] Dean: Is it over already

[7.12., 21:40] Castiel: The movie is.

[7.12., 21:40] Dean: And the date?
[7.12., 21:40] Dean: My normal dates end when I bring the girl home

[7.12., 21:40] Castiel: Doesn't have to be over
[7.12., 21:41] Castiel: But how would you bring me home? I am home

[7.12., 21:41] Dean: What would you like to do

[7.12., 21:41] Castiel: I don't know.

[7.12., 21:41] Dean: Oh and did you have hot chocolate

[7.12., 21:41] Castiel: Yes. It was delicious!
[7.12., 21:41] Castiel: Thank you so very nuch

[7.12., 21:42] Dean: I am happy it worked out

[7.12., 21:42] Castiel: That was very sweet of you

[7.12., 21:42] Dean: And I thought we would never get to our movie. We have been getting distracted

[7.12., 21:43] Castiel: Yes, we have.

[7.12., 21:43] Dean: I wanted to do something nice for after today. I wasn't sure if flowers would have been appropriate

[7.12., 21:43] Castiel: I liked the hot chocolate better

[7.12., 21:44] Dean: Good
[7.12., 21:45] Dean: Can we talk about today? I had a lot of time to think

[7.12., 21:48] Castiel: Alright.

[7.12., 21:56] Dean: I already apologized and I still am very sorry for what I said. I feel like I need to explain myself better. I dont care who love whom. It doesn't matter. I don't care about any of it. And I thought I was doing well. I had to unlearn a lot of shit from my father after I moved out. And I have I think but today threw me for a loop. I was still processing in my head what went down last night and previously. I never acknowledged that I kept the panties on purpose. I could have burned them if I had wanted to but I liked them and I was ashamed. I am still embarrassed that I like them but I love that you like them and wear it yourself so I don't have to hide it. But thats the next thing. I love this texting and getting to know you and I know you are a guy and I am accepting that and I am ok with that. I am scared that everything we have here goes out the door once we meet. What if you don't like me in real life. What if my fantasies don't match up with the real world. What if I am not good enough and hurt you? I am so scared to fuck this up and thats been in my head and then charly and my brain turned of and I went on defence.

[7.12., 22:08] Castiel: I really understand your worrying, i do understand that it is a lot to process. Believe me. I do understand. And I... I am very sorry i went all bitchy on you and didn't talk to you.

[7.12., 22:11] Dean: Nah
[7.12., 22:11] Dean: You had every right to be mad

[7.12., 22:12] Castiel: But it was such a teenager move. I'm so sorry

[7.12., 22:12] Dean: I just wanted you to understand me better like why it happened in the first place
[7.12., 22:12] Dean: Oh yeah
[7.12., 22:12] Dean: I see that now
[7.12., 22:12] Dean: I should have been more mature about it

[7.12., 22:12] Castiel: I meant me

[7.12., 22:12] Dean: Oh no
[7.12., 22:13] Dean: You were hurt
[7.12., 22:13] Dean: I am taking all the blame here

[7.12., 22:14] Castiel: You are very sweet

[7.12., 22:14] Dean: If i am not a complete tool then I can be
[7.12., 22:15] Dean: I am heading off to bed now.
[7.12., 22:15] Dean: I loved our date
[7.12., 22:15] Dean: And I am happy we are still talking
[7.12., 22:15] Dean: Good night Cas
[7.12., 22:15] Dean: 😚

[7.12., 22:17] Castiel: Good night Dean.
[7.12., 22:17] Castiel: I enjoyed tonight very much too

Chapter Text

[8.12., 06:12] Dean: Good morning. I overslept. Now I am late.

[8.12., 06:14] Castiel: Why did you oversleep? I'm using public transport today. It is a weird feeling and there are so many people

[8.12., 06:15] Dean: I turned my alarm off
[8.12., 06:15] Dean: No clue why
[8.12., 06:15] Dean: Also
[8.12., 06:15] Dean: Ewwwww
[8.12., 06:15] Dean: Public transport

[8.12., 06:16] Castiel: Yes, it is no fun. I miss my car.

[8.12., 06:18] Dean: Bennie will have it done soon I am sure

[8.12., 06:26] Castiel: I hope so.

[8.12., 08:04] Dean: Coffee
[8.12., 08:04] Dean: F8naly

[8.12., 08:07] Castiel: You only now have coffee?

[8.12., 08:08] Dean: Yes
[8.12., 08:08] Dean: Criminal right
[8.12., 08:09] Dean: But I have a few minutes now
[8.12., 08:09] Dean: I needed to open the shop this morning and just barely made it.

[8.12., 08:18] Castiel: Oh no.
[8.12., 08:18] Castiel: I'm glad you made it though

[8.12., 08:31] Dean: Same.
[8.12., 08:31] Dean: So
[8.12., 08:32] Dean: Can I ask a few personal questions today?

[8.12., 08:34] Castiel: Can you wait a few minutes, i have a meeting coming up at 9 and need to finish a few things before it starts

[8.12., 08:37] Dean: Yes
[8.12., 08:37] Dean: Of course

[8.12., 09:38] Castiel: Alright, I'm back at my desk now.

[8.12., 09:39] Dean: Good meeting I hope

[8.12., 09:39] Castiel: Are meetings ever good?

[8.12., 09:39] Dean: Mine never are. Usually grades or work complainta
[8.12., 09:39] Dean: Complaints

[8.12., 09:40] Castiel: Yeah...

[8.12., 09:40] Dean: You ok tho?
[8.12., 09:40] Dean: My personal questions can wait

[8.12., 09:42] Castiel: No, of course I'm okay. It's just numbers and annual account. All fine. Numbers all have to be in by tomorrow, cause that's closure date.

[8.12., 09:43] Dean: Ok
[8.12., 09:43] Dean: So I was wondering
[8.12., 09:44] Dean: You said you never did the sexting before, right?

[8.12., 09:44] Castiel: Yes

[8.12., 09:45] Dean: How much experience do you have?

[8.12., 09:45] Castiel: Are you asking me if I had had sex before?

[8.12., 09:46] Dean: Sort of
[8.12., 09:46] Dean: But also how many relationships you've been in
[8.12., 09:46] Dean: Your brother made your track record sound
[8.12., 09:46] Dean: Sad
[8.12., 09:46] Dean: I guess

[8.12., 09:46] Castiel: Well, thanks.
[8.12., 09:47] Castiel: What has he told you?

[8.12., 09:47] Dean: I quote
[8.12., 09:48] Dean: Cassie doesn't have the best or most extensive track record. And if you lead him on i will find you and bake you into dog treats.

[8.12., 09:48] Castiel: Oh great

[8.12., 09:48] Dean: So yeah

[8.12., 09:54] Castiel: Well, I've lived together with my last girlfriend, so there had been no need for sex texting

[8.12., 09:55] Dean: Ok. Sexting is not just for couples that don't live together.
[8.12., 09:55] Dean: Its like forplay
[8.12., 09:55] Dean: Teasing sometimes
[8.12., 09:55] Dean: Building anticipation
[8.12., 09:57] Dean: Because some people find it hot to get things like that during the day while at work where they can't do anything about it
[8.12., 09:57] Dean: However, not my point. So you and your ex lived together. Is she your only ex?

[8.12., 09:59] Castiel: That's not a thing that was going on in our relationship. Sex was a bedroom thing. She did never text during work hours.

[8.12., 10:00] Dean: Ok. Thats fine. Like I said, some people like it.

[8.12., 10:00] Castiel: No, Meg is not my only ex.

[8.12., 10:01] Dean: How many relationships have you been in? I am assuming your body count wouldn't be higher then relationship number.

[8.12., 10:03] Castiel: 3
[8.12., 10:03] Castiel: I guess

[8.12., 10:03] Dean: You guess?

[8.12., 10:03] Castiel: I'm not sure if my first counts as that.

[8.12., 10:03] Dean: Oh ok
[8.12., 10:04] Dean: Well. You established that you like the taste of dick so I am assuming there was at least one guy relationship

[8.12., 10:10] Castiel: I had met Balthazar in bible summer camp. We've spend several summers together but only as friends. Until 2005. 2006 he and I were intimate. Pretty much all summer camp time long."

[8.12., 10:11] Dean: Hmmmm.
[8.12., 10:11] Dean: I dont like him

[8.12., 10:11] Castiel: You don't know him

[8.12., 10:11] Dean: I am guessing this relationship didn't last the summer and you got left broken hearted?

[8.12., 10:12] Castiel: No.

[8.12., 10:12] Dean: No?
[8.12., 10:12] Dean: It went till after camp?

[8.12., 10:12] Castiel: No.
[8.12., 10:12] Castiel: We didn't actually break up.

[8.12., 10:13] Dean: Ok?
[8.12., 10:13] Dean: I am confused

[8.12., 10:13] Castiel: We went our separate ways after camp as usual. But he never returned the next year.

[8.12., 10:13] Dean: Did you guys stay in contact during the year?

[8.12., 10:15] Castiel: I've sent him a couple letters. Especially after Michael had thrown me out. But he never wrote back.

[8.12., 10:15] Dean: Ok
[8.12., 10:15] Dean: Hold up
[8.12., 10:15] Dean: You brother kicked you out?
[8.12., 10:16] Dean: What about your parents

[8.12., 10:16] Castiel: They're dead.

[8.12., 10:16] Dean: Ouch
[8.12., 10:16] Dean: I am sorry
[8.12., 10:17] Dean: My mom is dead too

[8.12., 10:17] Castiel: Not your fault.
[8.12., 10:17] Castiel: Oh. I'm sorry
[8.12., 10:18] Castiel: I didn't know mine.

[8.12., 10:18] Dean: So your brother raised you
[8.12., 10:18] Dean: Why did he kick you out?
[8.12., 10:18] Dean: Because of Balthazar

[8.12., 10:19] Castiel: He got custody after our dad died, yes.

[8.12., 10:19] Dean: That sucks.

[8.12., 10:20] Castiel: Yes, after the summer with Balthazar I had come out to him. He was the only one who didn't know, well, he and our uncle. Gabriel and well, Anael of course knew.

[8.12., 10:21] Dean: I am sorry it went like that.
[8.12., 10:21] Dean: So him and meg
[8.12., 10:21] Dean: Who was the other one

[8.12., 10:22] Castiel: It was alright, Gabriel took me in by then. You could say I helped raise Jack.
[8.12., 10:23] Castiel: Arthur.

[8.12., 10:23] Dean: That was sweet
[8.12., 10:23] Dean: How did that go?

[8.12., 10:24] Castiel: Very well for the first two years.

[8.12., 10:25] Dean: And then?

[8.12., 10:27] Castiel: He less and less accepted when I said I wasn't in the mood.

[8.12., 10:27] Dean: Oh
[8.12., 10:27] Dean: Oh no
[8.12., 10:27] Dean: Is he still around
[8.12., 10:27] Dean: Cause I wanna talk

[8.12., 10:28] Castiel: Why?
[8.12., 10:28] Castiel: Why would you want to talk to him?

[8.12., 10:28] Dean: Did he ever convince you to say yes anyways?
[8.12., 10:28] Dean: Or just start till you gave in?

[8.12., 10:29] Castiel: The latter.

[8.12., 10:29] Dean: Thats why I want to talk
[8.12., 10:29] Dean: Thats rape
[8.12., 10:29] Dean: Coercion
[8.12., 10:30] Dean: I am sorry that happened to you

[8.12., 10:31] Castiel: That's what Gabriel said.

[8.12., 10:31] Dean: I understand why you are happy with your cat
[8.12., 10:31] Dean: I hope you pressed changes against him

[8.12., 10:31] Castiel: Yes.

[8.12., 10:31] Dean: Good

[8.12., 10:32] Castiel: Meg too

[8.12., 10:32] Dean: Scumbags like that deserve to be hung
[8.12., 10:32] Dean: Meg too?
[8.12., 10:32] Dean: What happened with her
[8.12., 10:34] Dean: If you don't mind me asking

[8.12., 10:34] Castiel: The same. Though it hadn't lasted as long as with Arthur. I knew better and got out sooner.

[8.12., 10:35] Dean: I am glad you did
[8.12., 10:35] Dean: I am very impressed Gabriel didn't punch me
[8.12., 10:35] Dean: I am so sorry you went through this
[8.12., 10:36] Dean: Are you getting help with coping?

[8.12., 10:36] Castiel: He's got a business to run, he can't afford assault charges.

[8.12., 10:38] Dean: True but I don't think I would care.
[8.12., 10:38] Dean: Please
[8.12., 10:38] Dean: If I ever do or say something that makes you uncomfortable
[8.12., 10:38] Dean: Please let me know

[8.12., 10:38] Castiel: I'm in therapy, yes.

[8.12., 10:39] Dean: Thats good
[8.12., 10:39] Dean: I'm glad
[8.12., 10:42] Dean: I won't start anything sexual wise anymore.

[8.12., 10:43] Castiel: I'm sorry

[8.12., 10:43] Dean: No
[8.12., 10:43] Dean: Don't apologize
[8.12., 10:43] Dean: After all that
[8.12., 10:43] Dean: You should call the shots
[8.12., 10:43] Dean: I dont mind getting told what to do
[8.12., 10:44] Dean: Or when to do it

[8.12., 10:45] Castiel: I honestly did enjoy what we did the other night though.

[8.12., 10:45] Dean: Ok
[8.12., 10:45] Dean: Good
[8.12., 10:45] Dean: That makes me feel better and less of a creep
[8.12., 10:47] Dean: Do you have anything you wanna know about me?
[8.12., 10:47] Dean: Honestly tho, I don't know my bodycount... we already said I am a man whore

[8.12., 10:49] Castiel: You're not a whore. You just like sex more than I do.

[8.12., 10:50] Dean: Yeah.
[8.12., 10:51] Dean: But I mean
[8.12., 10:51] Dean: I am an open book. Ask anything you want to know

[8.12., 10:52] Castiel: Do you only have an unknown body count or did you have real relationships?

[8.12., 10:52] Dean: I've been in 1 relationship
[8.12., 10:53] Dean: Her name was Lisa.
[8.12., 10:53] Dean: We got together at 17 and it lasted till 19
[8.12., 10:53] Dean: She wanted kids and getting married. White picket fence.
[8.12., 10:53] Dean: I felt to young
[8.12., 10:54] Dean: Ruined it by cheating on her and purposely getting caught
[8.12., 10:54] Dean: So I wouldn't have to break up with her
[8.12., 10:54] Dean: I made her do it

[8.12., 10:54] Castiel: Oh!!!

[8.12., 10:54] Dean: I was an ass

[8.12., 10:55] Castiel: That's... That's cowardly

[8.12., 10:55] Dean: Yes
[8.12., 10:55] Dean: I was a mess back then
[8.12., 10:55] Dean: Constantly drunk
[8.12., 10:56] Dean: Sam had to pick me up and get me home
[8.12., 10:56] Dean: My dad would flip
[8.12., 10:56] Dean: Then I left home
[8.12., 10:56] Dean: Drank less
[8.12., 10:56] Dean: Job, college
[8.12., 10:56] Dean: Girls
[8.12., 10:56] Dean: Just trying to get my life on track
[8.12., 11:00] Dean: An suddenly you...

[8.12., 11:00] Castiel: I'm sorry i messed up your life

[8.12., 11:01] Dean: No
[8.12., 11:01] Dean: Your a good thing
[8.12., 11:01] Dean: A really good thing

[8.12., 11:02] Castiel: Thank you.
[8.12., 11:02] Castiel: You too.

[8.12., 11:03] Dean: Thank you for telling me

[8.12., 11:04] Castiel: What exactly?

[8.12., 11:06] Dean: Everything g
[8.12., 11:06] Dean: From past relationships
[8.12., 11:06] Dean: To trauma
[8.12., 11:06] Dean: Thank you for trusting me

[8.12., 11:14] Castiel: Oh.
[8.12., 11:15] Castiel: I don't know why i trust you so much though. I feel ike I've known you much longer than I actually do.

[8.12., 11:17] Dean: Yeah same here

[8.12., 11:19] Castiel: You're a great friend, thank you.

[8.12., 11:32] Dean: That go heavier then I thought when I asked for your body count

[8.12., 11:33] Castiel: I'm sorry I loaded that on you.

[8.12., 11:33] Dean: No
[8.12., 11:33] Dean: I asked
[8.12., 11:33] Dean: Its good to know
[8.12., 11:33] Dean: I wouldn't want to do anything that could hurt you

[8.12., 11:34] Castiel: I know.

[8.12., 11:35] Dean: Hey uhm

[8.12., 11:35] Castiel: Yes?

[8.12., 11:35] Dean: Can you figure out how Gabriel found me?
[8.12., 11:36] Dean: Cause that was scary

[8.12., 11:36] Castiel: Maybe he asked Jack?

[8.12., 11:38] Dean: He k ew my building

[8.12., 11:39] Castiel: Oh.
[8.12., 11:39] Castiel: Do you want me to ask him?

[8.12., 11:39] Dean: Yes please

[8.12., 11:39] Castiel: Alright
[8.12., 11:47] Castiel: He says young people share an awful lot of details on Facebook

[8.12., 11:48] Dean: Ohhhhhhh
[8.12., 11:48] Dean: Ok
[8.12., 11:48] Dean: That makes sense
[8.12., 11:48] Dean: I think I should delete my fb
[8.12., 11:53] Dean: Young people?
[8.12., 11:53] Dean: Man I am an adult
[8.12., 11:53] Dean: Wth
[8.12., 11:53] Dean: How old is he

[8.12., 11:53] Castiel: 42

[8.12., 11:53] Dean: Ah
[8.12., 11:54] Dean: Ancient
[8.12., 11:54] Dean: God
[8.12., 11:54] Dean: Almost twice my age

[8.12., 11:54] Castiel: See, young people

[8.12., 11:54] Dean: I am 23
[8.12., 11:54] Dean: I count as an adult
[8.12., 11:54] Dean: Bills and taxes
[8.12., 11:54] Dean: All the fun adult stuff

[8.12., 11:55] Castiel: That's still young though

[8.12., 11:56] Dean: But young people is like jack and sam
[8.12., 11:56] Dean: I dont fall into that category

[8.12., 11:58] Castiel: From your point of view. From his you're young people too

[8.12., 12:00] Dean: How does he feel about our age difference
[8.12., 12:00] Dean: If I am young people to him....

[8.12., 12:03] Castiel: He's okay with it. He's not worried.
[8.12., 12:03] Dean: Cool

[8.12., 12:03] Castiel: He says he's glad I'm falling for someone younger.
[8.12., 12:09] Castiel: You were on a date with my older sister.

[8.12., 12:09] Dean: Oh
[8.12., 12:09] Dean: Falling for?

[8.12., 12:09] Castiel: Is that some fetish for you?

[8.12., 12:10] Dean: No

[8.12., 12:11] Castiel: His words

[8.12., 12:11] Dean: A: she does not look her age and
B: she specifically looked for.someone younger on her tinder

[8.12., 12:11] Castiel: She would...

[8.12., 12:12] Dean: So
[8.12., 12:12] Dean: How old is she
[8.12., 12:12] Dean: Cause she told me 36

[8.12., 12:12] Castiel: Yeah, she told you the truth

[8.12., 12:13] Dean: Ok
[8.12., 12:13] Dean: So she likes younger men

[8.12., 12:13] Castiel: Yes

[8.12., 12:13] Dean: She should meet my friend Kevin

[8.12., 12:13] Castiel: Why?

[8.12., 12:14] Dean: He likes older women
[8.12., 12:14] Dean: Pretty sure its a mommy thing but I am not gonna ask

[8.12., 12:14] Castiel: Oh
[8.12., 12:14] Castiel: I have an idea.
[8.12., 12:15] Castiel: A revenge idea

[8.12., 12:15] Dean: Oh?
[8.12., 12:15] Dean: Tell me

[8.12., 12:16] Castiel: Can we let your friend have her number?

[8.12., 12:16] Dean: We could
[8.12., 12:16] Dean: But i need to explain it to him
[8.12., 12:16] Dean: I dont want him getting hurt

[8.12., 12:16] Castiel: Oh. Right
[8.12., 12:16] Castiel: Bad idea.
[8.12., 12:17] Castiel: Forget it

[8.12., 12:17] Dean: What did you think off
[8.12., 12:17] Dean: Let's hear the plan and then we see

[8.12., 12:17] Castiel: That was the plan

[8.12., 12:18] Dean: Oh ok
[8.12., 12:18] Dean: How about I link him her profile
[8.12., 12:18] Dean: And explain roughly what happened
[8.12., 12:18] Dean: Shes just his type
[8.12., 12:18] Dean: Maybe we'll actually do some good
[8.12., 12:18] Dean: He's younger then me tho

[8.12., 12:19] Castiel: Illegal?

[8.12., 12:23] Dean: No

[8.12., 12:23] Dean: Just turned 21 on the 2nd

[8.12., 12:23] Castiel: Oh.
[8.12., 12:24] Castiel: Gabriel would call that fresh meat

[8.12., 12:24] Dean: Ewww
[8.12., 12:25] Dean: I dont wanna think of Kevin likenthat
[8.12., 12:25] Dean: Kids creepy smart
[8.12., 12:25] Dean: We share all accounting classes
[8.12., 12:25] Dean: And he is waaaaay better then me

[8.12., 12:26] Castiel: Oh wow

[8.12., 12:27] Dean: Creepy smart

[8.12., 12:29] Castiel: I see

[8.12., 12:45] Dean: You see?
[8.12., 12:46] Dean: I showed Kevin your sisters profile
[8.12., 12:48] Dean: He's interested

[8.12., 12:52] Castiel: Oooh. Nice.

[8.12., 12:55] Dean: So what next

[8.12., 12:56] Castiel: I don't know

[8.12., 12:56] Dean: Well great
[8.12., 12:57] Dean: Lol

[8.12., 12:58] Castiel: I feel a little bit drained after dumping all my shit on you. Which I'm still sorry for.

[8.12., 12:59] Dean: No. Its ok. I asked
[8.12., 12:59] Dean: And its good that I know.
[8.12., 12:59] Dean: That way I can make sure I don't do anything to make you feel weird
[8.12., 13:03] Dean: Like I feel like I pushed you into the sexting
[8.12., 13:04] Dean: And while you say you enjoyed it
[8.12., 13:04] Dean: I feel bad for throwing that at you

[8.12., 13:23] Castiel: No, it was very enjoyable

[8.12., 13:44] Dean: I am sorry. I seem to keep running into more and more work today

[8.12., 13:45] Castiel: Oh. Okay. I won't bother you then.

[8.12., 13:45] Dean: It just takes me a while to answer.
[8.12., 13:46] Dean: Everyone wants a piece of me today it seems

[8.12., 13:47] Castiel: You're working all day today? No classes?

[8.12., 13:47] Dean: Worked in the morning till 10.45
[8.12., 13:47] Dean: Class at 11 to one
[8.12., 13:47] Dean: Study group 1.30 to 3

[8.12., 13:48] Castiel: Oh, alright

[8.12., 13:48] Dean: Then i need to go food shopping and pick up the books from the shop
[8.12., 13:49] Dean: I wanna see if I understand the finances

[8.12., 13:49] Castiel: They let you see the actual books?

[8.12., 13:49] Dean: Yeah
[8.12., 13:49] Dean: Kinda
[8.12., 13:50] Dean: Let's not advertise it

[8.12., 13:51] Castiel: Yeah

[8.12., 13:52] Dean: Something isn't right. We work our asses of and don't charge little, yet even with the minimum wage we get money is always a problem

[8.12., 13:54] Castiel: That doesn't sound good.

[8.12., 13:54] Dean: Thats why I want to take a look

[8.12., 13:55] Castiel: Understandably

[8.12., 14:20] Dean: My study partner fell asleep

[8.12., 14:21] Castiel: The times you wish you had peanuts

[8.12., 14:21] Dean: Yes

[8.12., 14:24] Castiel: Or popcorn

[8.12., 14:24] Dean: I've started stacking stuff on his head

[8.12., 14:26] Castiel: Nice

[8.12., 14:46] Dean: Today is stupid
[8.12., 14:46] Dean: So busy
[8.12., 14:46] Dean: I kinda miss you
[8.12., 14:46] Dean: Stupid

[8.12., 14:49] Castiel: I'm stupid?

[8.12., 14:53] Dean: No
[8.12., 14:53] Dean: Me
[8.12., 14:53] Dean: Missing you
[8.12., 14:54] Dean: Cause i can't text a lot

[8.12., 14:54] Castiel: Oh.
[8.12., 14:54] Castiel: I miss your texts too

[8.12., 15:03] Dean: I feel like a silly teenager with a crush
[8.12., 15:03] Dean: Lol

[8.12., 15:03] Castiel: A crush?
[8.12., 15:04] Castiel: A teenager? And you protest about Gabriel calling you young

[8.12., 15:04] Dean: I FEEL like a teenager with a crush
[8.12., 15:04] Dean: However I am not one

[8.12., 15:07] Castiel: I know
[8.12., 15:13] Castiel: So. Let me come back to
[8.12., 15:13] Castiel: CRUSH?

[8.12., 15:13] Dean: 😳

[8.12., 15:15] Castiel: Are you just saying that for lack of better words?

[8.12., 15:15] Dean: Not quiet sure how to describe it
[8.12., 15:15] Dean: So feelings wise crush made the most sense?

[8.12., 15:15] Castiel: Oh.
[8.12., 15:16] Castiel: You do have feelings for me

[8.12., 15:17] Dean: Yes?
[8.12., 15:17] Dean: Confusing and New ones
[8.12., 15:17] Dean: But not unwelcome

[8.12., 15:18] Castiel: Oh.
[8.12., 15:18] Castiel: Wow

[8.12., 15:22] Dean: Scary
[8.12., 15:22] Dean: Well kinda
[8.12., 15:22] Dean: For me

[8.12., 15:23] Castiel: For me too, a little.
[8.12., 15:23] Castiel: I mean, you're basically a stranger, right?

[8.12., 15:27] Dean: Exactly
[8.12., 15:27] Dean: And I'm scared that if we finally see each other I will have made it all up in my mind

[8.12., 15:28] Castiel: Like how?

[8.12., 15:29] Dean: Like what if we don't like each other in real life
[8.12., 15:29] Dean: Or i freak out
[8.12., 15:29] Dean: Cause cock

[8.12., 15:36] Castiel: Oh
[8.12., 15:36] Castiel: I see. Yes.

[8.12., 15:41] Dean: So yeah
[8.12., 15:41] Dean: Thats me
[8.12., 15:42] Dean: Scared crushing
[8.12., 15:45] Dean: And now I have to leave you with this statement. Schools over and I have to go shop and steal the books
[8.12., 15:45] Dean: "Borrow"

[8.12., 15:46] Castiel: Okay. I will try not to overthink things until i hear from you again

 

[8.12., 17:47] Dean: I hope you are not. I got everything to not have to go grocery shopping for the next few days and I managed to get the books.
[8.12., 17:48] Dean: Oh funny story. I ran into benny at the store. He still me about this ugly ass diaper brown classic he got in due to me. He thanked me for sending you. But he kept going on about how ugly the car is and I had a really hard time bot to laugh about how offended you would be.
[8.12., 17:49] Dean: Anyways. I'll be taking a shower and then I'll have my nose in the shops books to see if I can find something wrong

 

[8.12., 20:33] Castiel: Hello Dean.
[8.12., 20:33] Castiel: I am very sorry i haven't replied in such a long time.
[8.12., 20:34] Castiel: Gabriel had come and kidnapped me to family dinner.
[8.12., 20:34] Castiel: Unfortunately I had forgotten my phone at home

[8.12., 20:42] Dean: No worries. Im still with my nose in the books
[8.12., 20:42] Dean: Its not adding up

[8.12., 20:59] Castiel: Why?
[8.12., 21:00] Castiel: Is there anything I can help with without you having to share company secrets?

[8.12., 21:19] Dean: Not really
[8.12., 21:20] Dean: It all makes sense at first but if you dig deeper money disappears and then big loss at the end but hard to trace
[8.12., 21:26] Dean: I am giving up for tonight
[8.12., 21:26] Dean: Nobody is in the office tomorrow so I can put them back
[8.12., 21:26] Dean: I made a few copies of the most strange stuff

[8.12., 21:27] Castiel: Oh that doesn't sound good.

[8.12., 21:27] Dean: No it doesnt
[8.12., 21:27] Dean: But my brain hurts
[8.12., 21:27] Dean: How was dinner

[8.12., 21:28] Castiel: I bet it does. Numbers can be numbing.
[8.12., 21:28] Castiel: Dinner was nice.

[8.12., 21:29] Dean: Gabe say anything?

[8.12., 21:29] Castiel: About you? No. He behaved himself.

[8.12., 21:29] Dean: How was Jack
[8.12., 21:29] Dean: Could he look at you?

[8.12., 21:34] Castiel: Oh. Jack did blush when he looked at me, yes

[8.12., 21:34] Dean: God poor kid
[8.12., 21:34] Dean: Ohh
[8.12., 21:35] Dean: I totally did manage to save the panties
[8.12., 21:35] Dean: But the fabric is sagging now
[8.12., 21:35] Dean: I think I scrubbed to hard

[8.12., 21:37] Castiel: Oh. That's not too good.

[8.12., 21:37] Dean: No

[8.12., 21:37] Castiel: But maybe they fit better now?

[8.12., 21:37] Dean: And because its December the postal service is overwhelmed and my ordered ones are not.gonne be here till January.
[8.12., 21:38] Dean: Why did I order from England?
[8.12., 21:38] Dean: And no I tried them on. The only thing holding them up is the waistband elastic
[8.12., 21:38] Dean: Everything kinda " falls out"

[8.12., 21:39] Castiel: Oooooooooh
[8.12., 21:39] Castiel: Poor panties!!!!

[8.12., 21:41] Dean: Im kinda sad jow
[8.12., 21:41] Dean: Now

[8.12., 21:46] Castiel: You know, things would be easier if I had your address

[8.12., 21:48] Dean: What?

[8.12., 21:49] Castiel: I don't want to drag Jack and Sam into that...

[8.12., 21:49] Dean: Ohhhh
[8.12., 21:49] Dean: Uhm
[8.12., 21:50] Dean: You've had my mailing adress for a while

[8.12., 21:50] Castiel: I have?

[8.12., 21:51] Dean: Its automatically included when I send emails

[8.12., 21:51] Castiel: Hang on.

[8.12., 21:51] Dean: Its school set up so its in there

[8.12., 21:56] Castiel: You were right

[8.12., 21:58] Dean: So
[8.12., 21:58] Dean: What am I expecting

[8.12., 21:58] Castiel: A courier

[8.12., 21:58] Dean: Well thats incredibly unhelpful
[8.12., 21:58] Dean: What is he bringing

[8.12., 21:59] Castiel: Panties.

[8.12., 21:59] Dean: You are sending a courier to me
[8.12., 21:59] Dean: With panties
[8.12., 22:00] Dean: For the love of everything

[8.12., 22:00] Castiel: I have never worn that. They're in their original packing

[8.12., 22:00] Dean: Tape
[8.12., 22:00] Dean: TAPE
[8.12., 22:00] Dean: And more fucking Tape

[8.12., 22:01] Castiel: I used duct tape

[8.12., 22:02] Dean: Thanknyou
[8.12., 22:02] Dean: When is he supposed to bring it?
[8.12., 22:02] Dean: I need to know a time so I can be home

[8.12., 22:03] Castiel: Um... 20 minutes?

[8.12., 22:04] Dean: What?
[8.12., 22:04] Dean: That must have been stupidly expensive

[8.12., 22:04] Castiel: Maybe

[8.12., 22:04] Dean: But why

[8.12., 22:07] Castiel: Yours got ruined because of me

[8.12., 22:07] Dean: I kinda ruined them myself
[8.12., 22:08] Dean: You just helped to add to it

[8.12., 22:08] Castiel: It's okay. Think of it as hot chocolate

[8.12., 22:10] Dean: Thank you in advance
[8.12., 22:10] Dean: But
[8.12., 22:10] Dean: Why do you have unopened panties

[8.12., 22:12] Castiel: I bought them twice by mistake and was too busy and too lazy to send them back

[8.12., 22:13] Dean: So
[8.12., 22:13] Dean: We have the same pair

[8.12., 22:16] Castiel: Uh, yeah. Is that a problem for you?

[8.12., 22:17] Dean: No
[8.12., 22:17] Dean: I am gonna take a quick cold shower before the courier gets here

[8.12., 22:22] Castiel: Alright.

[8.12., 22:23] Dean: Ok. Made it just in time
[8.12., 22:23] Dean: Did you use a whole roll of tape

[8.12., 22:23] Castiel: Yes

[8.12., 22:23] Dean: Pretty sure the dude thinks you sent me coke

[8.12., 22:26] Castiel: I didn't want another Gabriel-incident

[8.12., 22:26] Dean: I appreciate that
[8.12., 22:26] Dean: Very much
[8.12., 22:26] Dean: I got them out
[8.12., 22:26] Dean: I love the color
[8.12., 22:27] Dean: And they fit nicely
[8.12., 22:27] Dean: Thank you

[8.12., 22:29] Castiel: You're already wearing them?

[8.12., 22:29] Dean: Ues
[8.12., 22:29] Dean: So much nicer them the ladies version
[8.12., 22:29] Dean: Space

[8.12., 22:29] Castiel: I'm glad you like them

[8.12., 22:29] Dean: For the jewels
[8.12., 22:30] Dean: The low cut

[8.12., 22:30] Castiel: Would you show me?

[8.12., 22:30] Dean: Uhm
[8.12., 22:30] Dean: Are you asking for a semi nude?
[8.12., 22:30] Dean: One sec

[8.12., 22:31] Castiel: Um.
[8.12., 22:31] Castiel: I'm sorry
[8.12., 22:31] Castiel: That was inappropriate

[8.12., 22:31] Dean: Well
[8.12., 22:32] Dean: You asked nicely
[8.12., 22:32] Dean: And I took pic
[8.12., 22:32] Dean: Want me to send?
[8.12., 22:33] Dean: I got the front and back

[8.12., 22:33] Castiel: You managed to get the back?

[8.12., 22:33] Dean: Mirror

[8.12., 22:33] Castiel: Nice!!

Pics

 

[8.12., 22:34] Castiel: Oh God!

[8.12., 22:34] Dean: Good or bad

[8.12., 22:35] Castiel: So, so very good

[8.12., 22:36] Dean: I am happy you like them
[8.12., 22:36] Dean: They feel nice
[8.12., 22:37] Dean: Thank you

[8.12., 22:39] Castiel: I am happy you like this
[8.12., 22:39] Castiel: They look good on you

[8.12., 22:39] Dean: Awe
[8.12., 22:39] Dean: Cas,
[8.12., 22:39] Dean: You're making me blush

[8.12., 22:40] Castiel: Tiel

[8.12., 22:40] Dean: Awe
[8.12., 22:40] Dean: Really
[8.12., 22:40] Dean: I got to call you cas so many times before and you never complained

[8.12., 22:41] Castiel: You did?

[8.12., 22:41] Dean: Yes

[8.12., 22:41] Castiel: I must not have noticed

[8.12., 22:42] Dean: Most noticeably during the last time I wore panties
[8.12., 22:42] Dean: But its ok
[8.12., 22:42] Dean: No worries
[8.12., 22:42] Dean: Have a good night Castiel
[8.12., 22:43] Dean: I have to go to sleep
[8.12., 22:43] Dean: I think ill sleep in them

[8.12., 22:43] Castiel: So do I.

[8.12., 22:43] Dean: I talk to you tomorrow
[8.12., 22:43] Dean: 😚
[8.12., 22:43] Castiel: I'll talk to you tomorrow.
[8.12., 22:44] Dean: Night night
[8.12., 22:44] Castiel: Night night

Chapter Text

[9.12., 07:56] Dean: Morning cas

[9.12., 07:56] Dean: Tiel

 

[9.12., 07:58] Castiel: Good morning. You are up early on a Saturday

 

[9.12., 08:01] Dean: I've been up for a while

[9.12., 08:01] Dean: 5 to be exact

[9.12., 08:02] Dean: Brought the books back into the shop

[9.12., 08:02] Dean: I am on call today so I can't really make plans

 

[9.12., 08:02] Castiel: Oh!!!

 

[9.12., 08:02] Dean: Sitting at home waiting to see if I am needed or not

 

[9.12., 08:03] Castiel: That must feel stressing.

 

[9.12., 08:03] Dean: Nah

[9.12., 08:03] Dean: Annoying

[9.12., 08:04] Dean: Cause last time I was on call I got called once

[9.12., 08:04] Dean: Of course during my shower

[9.12., 08:05] Dean: But hey, its money. I get paid to sit around and a little extra for each call

 

[9.12., 08:06] Castiel: That's what I mean. It would stress me to no end not to know if it would be okay now to start my shower or start cooking or unpack my painting stuff or if once I do those things my phone would ring.

 

[9.12., 08:07] Dean: I just sit around in my work clothes

[9.12., 08:07] Dean: No point 8n doing anything

[9.12., 08:07] Dean: I usually binge watch something

 

[9.12., 08:12] Castiel: What will you be watching?

 

[9.12., 08:22] Dean: I dont know yet

[9.12., 08:22] Dean: Im a bit restless right now

 

[9.12., 08:29] Castiel: Too much coffee? You have been up early for weekend, so I assume you had a lot?

 

[9.12., 08:30] Dean: I'm still on my second cup

 

[9.12., 08:35] Castiel: Oh

[9.12., 08:35] Castiel: Why are you restless?

 

[9.12., 08:43] Dean: Idk

 

[9.12., 08:54] Castiel: How did you sleep?

 

[9.12., 08:55] Dean: Decent i guess

[9.12., 08:55] Dean: I've had worse

 

[9.12., 08:55] Castiel: Did you actually sleep in those panties I sent you?

 

[9.12., 08:55] Dean: 😳

[9.12., 08:55] Dean: Yes

[9.12., 08:56] Dean: But I gently handwashed them this morning

[9.12., 08:56] Dean: They are drying now

 

[9.12., 08:56] Castiel: You said you think you might so I wanted to check back

[9.12., 08:56] Castiel: Oh good!!

 

[9.12., 09:03] Dean: So

[9.12., 09:03] Dean: What are you doing

[9.12., 09:03] Dean: I can't focus on netflux

[9.12., 09:03] Dean: Entertain me

[9.12., 09:03] Dean: Please

 

[9.12., 09:05] Castiel: I'm eating my breakfast

[9.12., 09:05] Castiel: Why can you not focus?

[9.12., 09:05] Castiel: Has something happened to make you so restless?

 

[9.12., 09:06] Dean: Maybe its the finances from the shop

[9.12., 09:06] Dean: Who knows

[9.12., 09:06] Dean: I want to make food but I am 100% sure as soon as the bacon is ready ill get a call

 

[9.12., 09:06] Castiel: Oh, yeah it can be unsettling if the numbers don't add up

 

[9.12., 09:07] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 09:07] Dean: I guess

 

[9.12., 09:08] Castiel: What are you gonna do about them?

 

[9.12., 09:08] Dean: I am gonna check my copies over again

[9.12., 09:08] Dean: I want to figure this out

 

[9.12., 09:12] Castiel: Oh, you made copies?

 

[9.12., 09:12] Dean: Yeah

 

[9.12., 09:12] Castiel: Clever

 

[9.12., 09:12] Dean: Toldnyou last night I made copies of the most important stuff

[9.12., 09:12] Dean: Well what I thought was important

 

[9.12., 09:13] Castiel: I hope you can figure it out

 

[9.12., 09:18] Dean: I hope so too

[9.12., 09:19] Dean: What are your plans for today?

[9.12., 09:19] Dean: Sam told me to leave him alone

[9.12., 09:19] Dean: Looks like he and jack are having alone time

 

[9.12., 09:22] Castiel: I was thinking of breaking out my art supplies

[9.12., 09:22] Castiel: Oh? They are?

 

[9.12., 09:22] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 09:22] Dean: I was bugging him to join me for some super Mario while I wait for calls

[9.12., 09:23] Dean: He told me " fuck off Dean, I am spending the day with Jack. His dad isn't home."

 

[9.12., 09:25] Castiel: I didn't know

 

[9.12., 09:25] Dean: So

[9.12., 09:25] Dean: Whats gabe up to

[9.12., 09:26] Dean: The nice thing to do would be to leave those 2 alone

[9.12., 09:26] Dean: But the big brother thing to do would be to interfere

 

[9.12., 09:27] Castiel: Hmmm, Saturday? Farmer's market, selling honey.

[9.12., 09:28] Castiel: I can ask Claire to be annoying little sister if you want?

 

[9.12., 09:28] Dean: Well shit

[9.12., 09:28] Dean: Never heard of her

[9.12., 09:28] Dean: Enter new player

[9.12., 09:28] Dean: Yes do that

[9.12., 09:28] Dean: Lol

 

[9.12., 09:28] Castiel: I told you Jack has a sister

[9.12., 09:29] Castiel: I told you i babysat them both

 

[9.12., 09:31] Dean: Yeah but never mentioned a name

 

[9.12., 09:32] Castiel: Ah, yeah, that could actually be, you're right

 

[9.12., 09:45] Dean: Ha

[9.12., 09:45] Dean: Sam is complaining that they have to play monopoly

[9.12., 09:45] Dean: Success

[9.12., 09:45] Dean: Thank you

[9.12., 09:46] Dean: That gave me a giggle

 

[9.12., 09:49] Castiel: You're welcome

 

[9.12., 09:56] Dean: How old 8s she

 

[9.12., 10:02] Castiel: 15

 

[9.12., 10:02] Dean: Oh nice age to be annoying

[9.12., 10:03] Dean: And do it because she can

 

[9.12., 10:04] Castiel: Yeah

 

[9.12., 10:05] Dean: Your answers are very short today. Are you ok? Busy?

[9.12., 10:06] Castiel: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound like I'm not okay.

 

[9.12., 10:06] Dean: But you are ok?

 

[9.12., 10:08] Castiel: Yes I am,  Dean. I'm more worried about you and your restlessness

 

[9.12., 10:08] Dean: I am fine. I promise

 

[9.12., 10:16] Castiel: Okay. But if you need anything you will let me know, right?

 

[9.12., 10:17] Dean: Yes I will

[9.12., 10:17] Dean: I just need to chill and calm down

[9.12., 10:17] Dean: I'll be fine

 

[9.12., 10:17] Castiel: Can I do anything to help?

 

[9.12., 10:18] Dean: No. No worries. You've done enough already

 

[9.12., 10:18] Castiel: You sure? I don't think I've done anything…

 

[9.12., 10:20] Dean: Yes its ok

 

[9.12., 10:20] Castiel: But you said you are okay and then you said you will be fine. Are you sure you're okay?

 

[9.12., 10:21] Dean: Jesus christ

[9.12., 10:21] Dean: Yes cas

[9.12., 10:21] Dean: I am fine

[9.12., 10:21] Dean: I woke up horny as fuck because of the panties

[9.12., 10:21] Dean: And I don't want to jerk of because I know the sec I start ill get a call

[9.12., 10:22] Dean: And I promised not to start anything sexual with you

[9.12., 10:22] Dean: I am sorry

 

[9.12., 10:22] Castiel: 😳

 

[9.12., 10:23] Dean: You asked

[9.12., 10:23] Dean: Don't give me that look

 

[9.12., 10:24] Castiel: I was about to apologize and then i read what you wrote and then i didn't know what to say and that look seemed to cover that the best

 

[9.12., 10:24] Dean: Sorry.

[9.12., 10:24] Dean: I didn't mean to come across snappy

 

[9.12., 10:25] Castiel: I understand. Unsatisfaction can lead to aggressiveness

 

[9.12., 10:25] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 10:25] Dean: But I am not agressivr

[9.12., 10:26] Dean: Just tense

 

[9.12., 10:27] Castiel: You should take care of that, Dean.

 

[9.12., 10:28] Dean: No

[9.12., 10:28] Dean: The minute I start

[9.12., 10:28] Dean: Someone will call

 

[9.12., 10:29] Castiel: But you will drive yourself mad.

[9.12., 10:29] Castiel: I wish I could help you.

 

[9.12., 10:30] Dean: Uhm

[9.12., 10:30] Dean: What

[9.12., 10:30] Dean: I am fine

[9.12., 10:30] Dean: I am on call till 2

[9.12., 10:31] Dean: I can wait

 

[9.12., 10:31] Castiel: Alright

 

[9.12., 10:34] Dean: I sent you some of my copies

[9.12., 10:35] Dean: If you have time could you look at them and tell me if I am crazy or not

[9.12., 10:35] Dean: I've decided to do that to distract myself

[9.12., 10:36] Dean: Not many things less sexy than math

 

[9.12., 10:41] Castiel: Oh. Yes. Of course. Give me a few minutes

[9.12., 11:09] Castiel: Those numbers don't look right

 

[9.12., 11:09] Dean: Ok

[9.12., 11:09] Dean: So I'm not crazy

[9.12., 11:09] Dean: That's good

[9.12., 11:10] Dean: But where does it go

[9.12., 11:10] Dean: Page 1

[9.12., 11:10] Dean: Line 15

[9.12., 11:10] Dean: It all makes sense to there

[9.12., 11:10] Dean: But starting in section 2c

[9.12., 11:11] Dean: I start loosing money

 

[9.12., 11:12] Castiel: That's really weird indeed.

 

[9.12., 11:12] Dean: Just a few cents here and there

[9.12., 11:12] Dean: But it adds up to thousands a month

[9.12., 11:12] Dean: How?

 

[9.12., 11:15] Castiel: Dean, I don't know any of the people there and don't want to make false accusations, but could it be, that someone steals money?

 

[9.12., 11:15] Dean: Thats what it looks like

[9.12., 11:15] Dean: But i can't pinpoint where

 

[9.12., 11:17] Castiel: By looks of it it's definitely someone who's really good with numbers

 

[9.12., 11:19] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 11:19] Dean: I am gonna try and find out who does the books

[9.12., 11:19] Dean: We just drop of our papers in the office

[9.12., 11:19] Dean: Some else comes in

[9.12., 11:21] Dean: This shop used to do really well

[9.12., 11:21] Dean: I remember it as a kid

 

[9.12., 11:22] Castiel: Yeah, that's usual for such shops that they have external accountants

 

[9.12., 11:23] Dean: I am gonna dig a little more

[9.12., 11:23] Dean: I got a few papers here i didn't send you

[9.12., 11:23] Dean: Want them?

 

[9.12., 11:27] Castiel: If that helps

 

[9.12., 11:27] Dean: I think it would but I don't want to ruin your weekend with even more accounting

 

[9.12., 11:29] Castiel: It's okay.

 

[9.12., 11:30] Dean: You sure?

[9.12., 11:30] Dean: Or are you an actual freak that likes this

[9.12., 11:32] Dean: 😉wait let me add the joking emoji so you don't think I mean freak in a bad way

 

[9.12., 11:33] Castiel: I guess I'm a freak.

[9.12., 11:33] Castiel: 🙂

 

[9.12., 11:33] Dean: More power to you

[9.12., 11:34] Dean: I am not kink shaming

[9.12., 11:34] Dean: Lol

 

[9.12., 11:34] Castiel: ?

 

[9.12., 11:34] Dean: 😉

[9.12., 11:36] Dean: Got a call

[9.12., 11:36] Dean: Brb

 

[9.12., 11:42] Castiel: Alright.

[9.12., 11:42] Castiel: I hope you're not called in

 

[9.12., 11:47] Dean: Got called out actually

[9.12., 11:47] Dean: Just a quick one

[9.12., 11:47] Dean: Had to jump someone

 

[9.12., 11:49] Castiel: Oh

[9.12., 11:54] Castiel: I've been looking at those other files and i might have found something. I've sent you an email

 

[9.12., 11:55] Dean: I check it out in a few

[9.12., 11:55] Dean: Got a flat

 

[9.12., 11:57] Castiel: You have?

 

[9.12., 12:04] Dean: No

[9.12., 12:04] Dean: To fix

 

[9.12., 12:18] Castiel: Okay

 

[9.12., 12:29] Dean: Motherfucker

[9.12., 12:29] Dean: Its cold outside

[9.12., 12:29] Dean: I stepped in slush and slipped

[9.12., 12:29] Dean: My clothes are all wet

[9.12., 12:29] Dean: And I am col

[9.12., 12:29] Dean: Cold

 

[9.12., 12:29] Castiel: Nooooooo

[9.12., 12:30] Castiel: Go take a hot shower. Don't catch a cold

 

[9.12., 12:30] Dean: I am trying

[9.12., 12:30] Dean: Taking wet clothes of is surprisingly hard

 

[9.12., 12:31] Castiel: Yes, it is

 

[9.12., 12:47] Dean: I am back

[9.12., 12:47] Dean: All warmed up

[9.12., 12:48] Dean: Called into work and got told I am done for today

[9.12., 12:48] Dean: Garth is takingnover

[9.12., 12:48] Dean: They dont want me to get sick

 

[9.12., 12:49] Castiel: That is awesome news

 

[9.12., 12:49] Dean: Yes itnis

[9.12., 12:49] Dean: My ass is planted on the couch now

[9.12., 12:49] Dean: Wrapped in a blanket and fuzzy socks

[9.12., 12:49] Dean: Don't tell Sam about the sovks

 

[9.12., 12:49] Castiel: You have fuzzy socks?

 

[9.12., 12:50] Dean: Yes

[9.12., 12:50] Dean: Many

[9.12., 12:50] Dean: I dont like cold feet

[9.12., 12:50] Dean: And hardwood floor is pretty but cold in winter

 

[9.12., 12:51] Castiel: True, it is

[9.12., 12:52] Castiel: So... um... did the slush kill your other problem or have you taken care of it?

 

[9.12., 12:53] Dean: Neither

[9.12., 12:54] Dean: What are you getting at?

 

[9.12., 12:54] Castiel: You said you've been horny since you woke up

 

[9.12., 12:55] Dean: Yes

 

[9.12., 12:56] Castiel: So?

 

[9.12., 12:56] Dean: So?

 

[9.12., 12:58] Castiel: You did not take care of yourself and even the slush couldn't kill it?

 

[9.12., 12:58] Dean: Exactly

 

[9.12., 13:04] Castiel: But now you have time?

 

[9.12., 13:05] Dean: Technically yes

 

[9.12., 13:05] Castiel: Technically?

 

[9.12., 13:06] Dean: Yes. Technically I have the time

 

[9.12., 13:06] Dean: I have nothing planned for today

 

[9.12., 13:07] Castiel: But?

[9.12., 13:07] Castiel: You like to torture yourself?

[9.12., 13:07] Castiel: You're waiting for the panties to have dried?

 

[9.12., 13:08] Dean: No

[9.12., 13:08] Dean: Why are you so interested?

 

[9.12., 13:08] Castiel: I'm worrying about you

 

[9.12., 13:09] Dean: Why? About what

[9.12., 13:09] Dean: Blue balls are a myth

 

[9.12., 13:09] Castiel: How you treat yourself.

[9.12., 13:09] Castiel: Oh.

[9.12., 13:09] Castiel: I didn't know that

 

[9.12., 13:10] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 13:10] Dean: Its made up bullshit to bully someone into sex

[9.12., 13:10] Dean: I am treating myself currently to a hot tea and a muffin

 

[9.12., 13:10] Castiel: I've never been in this situation before

[9.12., 13:11] Castiel: Oh, that sounds lovely

 

[9.12., 13:11] Dean: What situation

 

[9.12., 13:11] Castiel: To find out if it's a myth or not

 

[9.12., 13:11] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 13:11] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 13:12] Dean: Is it uncomfortable having it go soft after being hard for a ling time? Yeah. But the balls don't turn blue nor will there be damage

[9.12., 13:12] Dean: You just shot quicker once you actually do come

 

[9.12., 13:13] Castiel: Oh, I understand.

 

[9.12., 13:14] Dean: And maybe I like waiting

 

[9.12., 13:14] Castiel: You do?

 

[9.12., 13:15] Dean: Yeah sometimes

[9.12., 13:15] Dean: I wasn't sure where the conversation was going so I decided to wait and see

[9.12., 13:16] Dean: Now I am still horny but I like the kinda background fuzz feeling

[9.12., 13:16] Dean: Like simmering

[9.12., 13:16] Dean: So I am gonna enjoy that

[9.12., 13:19] Dean: And maybe ill do something about that later

 

[9.12., 13:23] Castiel: Okay

 

[9.12., 13:23] Dean: Do you

[9.12., 13:24] Dean: Do you want to know?

[9.12., 13:24] Dean: If and when I do something?

 

[9.12., 13:25] Castiel: You do not have to tell me. I understand it's private.

 

[9.12., 13:26] Dean: I am asking if you would like to know

 

[9.12., 13:27] Castiel: I don't want to intrude your privacy.

 

[9.12., 13:28] Dean: Would you like to be involved in some shape or form or would you like to know after I am done

[9.12., 13:28] Dean: Do you want to join me virtually?

[9.12., 13:28] Dean: What do YOU want

 

[9.12., 13:29] Castiel: I don't want you to think of me as a perv.

 

[9.12., 13:29] Dean: What i decide to do is still my call. But I'd like to know where you are coming from

[9.12., 13:29] Dean: Man. Don't let me meet any of your exes....

[9.12., 13:30] Dean: Unless it involves kids or animals its not pervy

 

[9.12., 13:32] Castiel: I kinda like thought of knowing what you are doing. It's a little like porn, but better, because I have a connection…

 

[9.12., 13:33] Dean: Ok

[9.12., 13:33] Dean: So do you want a play by play? Or should I just say " hey I am jacking off now"

[9.12., 13:35] Dean: Like be specific please

[9.12., 13:35] Dean: What do YOU want

[9.12., 13:37] Dean: Take your time

[9.12., 13:37] Dean: I am gonna take a quick nap

[9.12., 13:38] Dean: No pressure

[9.12., 13:38] Dean: Laters

 

[9.12., 13:39] Castiel: Oh. Bye Dean

 

[9.12., 13:40] Dean: Im sorry

[9.12., 13:40] Dean: I am exhausted

 

[9.12., 13:40] Castiel: Yeah, you have been up early

 

[9.12., 14:43] Dean: And I am back

[9.12., 14:43] Dean: Told you just a quick one

 

[9.12., 14:47] Castiel: Hello Dean

 

[9.12., 14:48] Dean: Sorry

[9.12., 14:48] Dean: Had to be

[9.12., 14:48] Dean: I was so so tired

 

[9.12., 14:48] Castiel: It is okay I was busy

 

[9.12., 14:51] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 14:51] Dean: Am I i terruptimg

 

[9.12., 14:53] Castiel: No, it's alright. Just some finishing touches needed.

[9.12., 15:05] Castiel: Have you fallen back asleep?

 

[9.12., 15:06] Dean: No sorry

[9.12., 15:06] Dean: Phone rang

[9.12., 15:06] Dean: Garth was bored

[9.12., 15:06] Dean: He got shift till 10

 

[9.12., 15:06] Castiel: On a Saturday? Oh that's bad. Poor guy

 

[9.12., 15:07] Dean: He'll be fine

[9.12., 15:07] Dean: So what have you been up to

 

[9.12., 15:12] Castiel: I was drawing and i sent you an email with another bit i found that could help

 

[9.12., 15:13] Dean: Nice thank you I check it out in a few

[9.12., 15:13] Dean: What fruit did you decide to draw today?

[9.12., 15:13] Dean: It was fruit and stuff right?

 

[9.12., 15:15] Castiel: I decided to try something else.

[9.12., 15:15] Castiel: Well, a little different

 

[9.12., 15:15] Dean: Ohhh

[9.12., 15:15] Dean: Daring

[9.12., 15:16] Dean: A vegetable?🤣

 

[9.12., 15:16] Castiel: I mean, I often draw landscapes and in a way what i drew was a beautiful landscape

 

[9.12., 15:17] Dean: Sweet

[9.12., 15:17] Dean: Like mountains and valleys?

[9.12., 15:17] Dean: Or beach

 

[9.12., 15:17] Castiel: Like mountains and valleys, you could say that

 

[9.12., 15:18] Dean: That sounds omnious

 

[9.12., 15:19] Castiel: 🙂

[9.12., 15:21] Castiel: Maybe I might show you when it is finished

 

[9.12., 15:21] Dean: Ok

[9.12., 15:21] Dean: Now I am curious

 

[9.12., 15:29] Castiel: Have you read my emails?

 

[9.12., 15:31] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 15:32] Dean: Thats a good trace

 

[9.12., 15:32] Castiel: I hope that helps you.

 

[9.12., 15:32] Dean: It looks like the accountant is making "mistakes"

 

[9.12., 15:32] Castiel: Yes

[9.12., 15:32] Castiel: Everyone makes mistakes, but those are too frequent

 

[9.12., 15:33] Dean: But it is made to look like an accident

[9.12., 15:33] Dean: Its gonna be hard to prove

[9.12., 15:34] Dean: I need to grab more books

[9.12., 15:34] Dean: Got to break into the cabinets for last years

 

[9.12., 15:35] Castiel: Be careful, Dean

 

[9.12., 15:37] Dean: I will be

[9.12., 15:37] Dean: I know how to open those locks without leaving a trace

[9.12., 15:37] Dean: Let's file that under life skills

 

[9.12., 15:38] Castiel: Alright

 

[9.12., 15:39] Dean: What should I make for dinner

[9.12., 15:39] Dean: I only had coffee tea and muffin today

 

[9.12., 15:39] Castiel: I had a sandwich and coffee.

[9.12., 15:40] Castiel: I'm not sure what I'll make.

[9.12., 15:40] Castiel: How should i know what you should make?

 

[9.12., 15:40] Dean: Idk

[9.12., 15:40] Dean: Thought I ask

[9.12., 15:40] Dean: Lol

[9.12., 15:41] Dean: I am gonna look through my cook book selection

 

[9.12., 15:41] Castiel: Oh?

[9.12., 15:41] Castiel: You have cookbooks?

[9.12., 15:41] Castiel: Oooh right.

 

[9.12., 15:41] Dean: Yeah. I told you I collect them

 

[9.12., 15:41] Castiel: Forget i asked

 

[9.12., 15:42] Dean: No problem

 

[9.12., 15:43] Castiel: I think my pencil has hallucinogenic gases... 😉

 

[9.12., 15:43] Dean: What

[9.12., 15:43] Dean: Why

 

[9.12., 15:44] Castiel: Because i ask stupid questions

 

[9.12., 15:44] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 15:44] Dean: Did you drink and paint?

[9.12., 15:44] Dean: I got invited to one of those wine and paint nights once

 

[9.12., 15:46] Castiel: Those are great.

[9.12., 15:46] Castiel: But no, i did not.

 

[9.12., 15:47] Dean: Hmmm

[9.12., 15:47] Dean: Ok

[9.12., 15:47] Dean: I'll be cooking

[9.12., 15:48] Dean: Feel free to leave me answers to our conversation before my nap

[9.12., 17:19] Dean: Did I step in it?

[9.12., 17:20] Dean: You are awfully quiet

[9.12., 17:37] Dean: Fuck

[9.12., 17:37] Dean: I did

[9.12., 17:37] Dean: I am sorry cas

[9.12., 17:37] Dean: I misinterpreted where the conversation was going

 

[9.12., 17:47] Castiel: I would like to know what you are doing, where you are touching yourself, what you wear

[9.12., 17:48] Castiel: But as I don't need as much sex as you, I don't know if I would join you again.

 

[9.12., 17:49] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 17:49] Dean: So I am freaking out over nothing here

[9.12., 18:02] Dean: I was so worried I pissed you off

[9.12., 18:04] Dean: You know you don't have to join right

 

[9.12., 18:04] Castiel: I'm sorry, Dean.

 

[9.12., 18:04] Dean: You don't even have to be involved

[9.12., 18:04] Dean: I dont wanna push you

 

[9.12., 18:21] Castiel: You are not pushing me. Dean.

[9.12., 18:21] Castiel: I asked

[9.12., 18:22] Castiel: I may not want or need sex as much. But i do like seeing it or in this case reading it.

 

[9.12., 18:24] Dean: Ok

 

[9.12., 18:27] Castiel: Is that alright?

 

[9.12., 18:27] Dean: Yes it is. I gotta get used to you not really getting much out of it 😕

 

[9.12., 18:27] Castiel: I mean, I'm not a peeping tom. When I say i like watching it i mean porn, with actors.

[9.12., 18:30] Castiel: Are you angry now? If you want that, then I will join you.

 

[9.12., 18:36] Dean: No

[9.12., 18:36] Dean: I am not mad

[9.12., 18:36] Dean: And I don't want you to do anything you don't want to

 

[9.12., 18:39] Castiel: I don't want you to be disappointed

 

[9.12., 18:41] Dean: Not your job to make sure i am sexually satis

[9.12., 18:41] Dean: Satisfied

 

[9.12., 18:42] Castiel: Okay

 

[9.12., 18:43] Dean: I need you to really understand that

[9.12., 18:43] Dean: Because your previous partners really made sure you think its your fault

[9.12., 18:43] Dean: Its not

[9.12., 18:44] Dean: You don't owe anyone anything sexual

[9.12., 18:44] Dean: Ever

 

[9.12., 18:44] Castiel: But if it is my fault they are turned on…

 

[9.12., 18:45] Dean: Nope

[9.12., 18:45] Dean: If they can't controll themself its not your problem

[9.12., 18:45] Dean: You wanna blow someone but don't like the taste of their dick you stop

[9.12., 18:46] Dean: And thats it

[9.12., 18:46] Dean: They can finish it

[9.12., 18:46] Dean: No matter what

 

[9.12., 18:46] Castiel: Oh

 

[9.12., 18:46] Dean: Notn your job

[9.12., 18:46] Dean: Not in the mood? It hurts? Mood went away

[9.12., 18:46] Dean: Its over

[9.12., 18:47] Dean: Everything they do against your will is rape

 

[9.12., 18:47] Castiel: That's what my therapist says

 

[9.12., 18:48] Dean: Smart one

 

[9.12., 18:49] Castiel: I'd hope so.

 

[9.12., 18:49] Dean: Sorry for bringing out my therapist

[9.12., 18:49] Dean: Knowing they did that to you makes me angry

 

[9.12., 18:49] Castiel: Thank you, Dean

 

[9.12., 18:50] Dean: Change of topic? Cause I am still so very curious about the omnious hills and valleys

 

[9.12., 18:50] Castiel: Oh

[9.12., 18:51] Castiel: Well, I finished that while you had been cooking

 

[9.12., 18:51] Dean: Cool

[9.12., 18:51] Dean: Can I see it?

 

[9.12., 18:51] Castiel: I don't Dean.

[9.12., 18:51] Castiel: It is…

 

[9.12., 18:51] Dean: You don't me?

[9.12., 18:51] Dean: Im sure its great

 

[9.12., 18:52] Castiel: *I don't know.

[9.12., 18:52] Castiel: But it really isn't your average hills and valleys

 

[9.12., 18:52] Dean: Ok?

[9.12., 18:52] Dean: I am intrigued

 

[9.12., 18:53] Castiel: I'm pretty nervous about sharing it wit you

[9.12., 18:53] Castiel: Please don't be angry when you see it.

 

[9.12., 18:53] Dean: Why would I be angry about a landscape

[9.12., 18:54] Dean: I generally like nature

 

[9.12., 18:54] Castiel: Okay, here it goes…

Drawing 

[9.12., 18:57] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 18:57] Dean: Ohhhh

[9.12., 18:57] Dean: Wow

[9.12., 18:58] Dean: That is impressive.

[9.12., 18:58] Dean: That is my butt

[9.12., 18:58] Dean: I dont think my butt ever looked better

[9.12., 18:58] Dean: But omg

[9.12., 18:58] Dean: Look at the lace

[9.12., 18:58] Dean: How

[9.12., 18:59] Dean: How can one draw lace like this

 

[9.12., 19:02] Castiel: That took me the longest

 

[9.12., 19:05] Dean: How can you stare at a butt all day

[9.12., 19:06] Dean: And not get horny?

[9.12., 19:06] Dean: Not saying my butt should make you horny

[9.12., 19:06] Dean: But butt

[9.12., 19:06] Dean: In lace

[9.12., 19:09] Dean: And I am not mad. I am very flattered

 

[9.12., 19:10] Castiel: Thank you Dean.

[9.12., 19:11] Castiel: And I didn't say it didn't affect me, looking at your butt all day.

 

[9.12., 19:12] Dean: Ok

 

[9.12., 19:12] Castiel: Just not to a "walking around with an erection all day" degree

 

[9.12., 19:12] Dean: I did not walk around hard all day either

 

[9.12., 19:13] Castiel: It had sounded that way when you mentioned it

 

[9.12., 19:13] Dean: It took a while to go down this morning

[9.12., 19:14] Dean: And was ready to spring into action all day

[9.12., 19:14] Dean: But yeah

[9.12., 19:14] Dean: I can controll myself

 

[9.12., 19:14] Castiel: Oh. I understand

 

[9.12., 19:15] Dean: Now I have the picture of you staring at my ass for ours in my head

[9.12., 19:15] Dean: And he's awake

 

[9.12., 19:15] Castiel: Should I apologize?

 

[9.12., 19:15] Dean: No

[9.12., 19:15] Dean: But I am gonna take care of that finally

[9.12., 19:16] Dean: You still want me to tell you? Its ok if you changed your mind

 

[9.12., 19:16] Castiel: Like? Immediately?

 

[9.12., 19:17] Dean: Yeah i kinda really want to. But I can wait a bit more

 

[9.12., 19:18] Castiel: Can you wait until i kicked Lucifer out?

 

[9.12., 19:18] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 19:18] Dean: That mean lace is coming out?

 

[9.12., 19:19] Castiel: If I take off my sweatpants, yeah

 

[9.12., 19:19] Dean: Ohhhh

[9.12., 19:19] Dean: I am sitting on my couch

[9.12., 19:20] Dean: In a soft t-shirt and boring boxers

[9.12., 19:20] Dean: And fuzzy socks

[9.12., 19:20] Dean: But thats not sexy

[9.12., 19:20] Dean: I am rock hard by now

 

[9.12., 19:20] Castiel: I'm sure it looks sexy on you.

 

[9.12., 19:20] Dean: And I haven't even touched myself

[9.12., 19:20] Dean: Yet

 

[9.12., 19:20] Castiel: I'm back now, Lucifer is out

 

[9.12., 19:21] Dean: Just knowing you looked at my ass all day

 

[9.12., 19:21] Castiel: I had a great view today

 

[9.12., 19:22] Dean: I woke up so keyed up

[9.12., 19:22] Dean: My morning wood was trapped in the panties

[9.12., 19:22] Dean: And it felt so nice

 

[9.12., 19:23] Castiel: They do, right?

[9.12., 19:23] Castiel: So much better than women's

 

[9.12., 19:23] Dean: I got some precum on them thats why I washed them.

 

[9.12., 19:23] Castiel: Good call

 

[9.12., 19:24] Dean: And I wanted to jack off in the shower but I knew I was on call

[9.12., 19:24] Dean: I like teasing

[9.12., 19:24] Dean: And being teased

[9.12., 19:24] Dean: Probably more

[9.12., 19:24] Dean: So I decided to wait

[9.12., 19:25] Dean: Now I am sitting here breathing heavy just from writing this

 

[9.12., 19:25] Castiel: But you got up so early…

 

[9.12., 19:25] Dean: I am touching my chest over my shirt

 

[9.12., 19:26] Castiel: I like reading this. It makes me feel good

 

[9.12., 19:26] Dean: Massaging the pecs and playing with my nipples

[9.12., 19:26] Dean: Do you like that too?

 

[9.12., 19:26] Castiel: Yes. That feels nice

[9.12., 19:27] Castiel: Lace feels good on my nipples

 

[9.12., 19:27] Dean: Hmmm i should lick them through the fabric

[9.12., 19:28] Dean: It would get wet and cool and make them stand up but the lace would be stuck to you

 

[9.12., 19:28] Castiel: Oh that'd be nice

 

[9.12., 19:28] Dean: I took my shirt of. Im hot

 

[9.12., 19:28] Castiel: I'm sure that'd feel awesome

 

[9.12., 19:28] Dean: Instill got my boxers on

[9.12., 19:28] Dean: They are black satin

[9.12., 19:29] Dean: Its not lace but its so soft

 

[9.12., 19:29] Castiel: You have satin boxers?

 

[9.12., 19:29] Dean: Yes

[9.12., 19:29] Dean: If I flex my abs it makes my cock rub against the material

[9.12., 19:30] Dean: But I am leaking so much its soaking into the fabric making it tug on the head

 

[9.12., 19:30] Castiel: Oooh

 

[9.12., 19:31] Dean: Should I touch my cock yet or wait a bit more

 

[9.12., 19:31] Castiel: It's your cock, you decide, Dean

 

[9.12., 19:32] Dean: Uhm

[9.12., 19:32] Dean: May I touch my cock?

[9.12., 19:34] Dean: Is that

[9.12., 19:34] Dean: Is that ok

[9.12., 19:34] Dean: Can I ask you that

 

[9.12., 19:37] Castiel: You want my permission?

 

[9.12., 19:37] Dean: I had this stupid fantasy in my head all day

[9.12., 19:37] Dean: If its not ok don't worry about it

 

[9.12., 19:37] Castiel: Which?

 

[9.12., 19:37] Dean: Which?

[9.12., 19:38] Dean: Which fantasy

[9.12., 19:38] Dean: ?

 

[9.12., 19:38] Castiel: Yes. Which fantasy?

 

[9.12., 19:39] Dean: Because you aren't that sexual ... uhm I have this thing

[9.12., 19:39] Dean: Where you tell me what to do

[9.12., 19:39] Dean: But won't touch me because I am the one thats horny

[9.12., 19:39] Dean: And uhm

[9.12., 19:39] Dean: You are all dressed

[9.12., 19:39] Dean: And I am just in panties

 

[9.12., 19:39] Castiel: Oooooooooh

 

[9.12., 19:39] Dean: And I can't do anything but what you tell me

[9.12., 19:40] Dean: I hope thats ok

 

[9.12., 19:40] Castiel: Oh that sounds very interesting

 

[9.12., 19:40] Dean: It does?

 

[9.12., 19:40] Castiel: Yes

 

[9.12., 19:40] Dean: I didn't freak you out?

 

[9.12., 19:41] Castiel: I mean, I am not all dressed actually

[9.12., 19:41] Castiel: But it sounds intriguing

[9.12., 19:41] Castiel: Asking you to do things.

[9.12., 19:41] Castiel: Not being told to do things

[9.12., 19:41] Castiel: It sounds nice

 

[9.12., 19:42] Dean: Yeah?

[9.12., 19:42] Dean: Uhm

[9.12., 19:42] Dean: Do you want to try?

 

[9.12., 19:43] Castiel: Yes

 

[9.12., 19:43] Dean: Ok

[9.12., 19:43] Dean: Awesome

[9.12., 19:43] Dean: Uhm

[9.12., 19:43] Dean: What should I do Castiel

 

[9.12., 19:44] Castiel: Are you still playing with your nipples?

 

[9.12., 19:44] Dean: No. I stopped everything cause I thought I fucked up

[9.12., 19:44] Dean: Im still on the couch

[9.12., 19:44] Dean: In boxers

 

[9.12., 19:45] Castiel: Rub your chest

 

[9.12., 19:45] Dean: I am

[9.12., 19:46] Dean: Can I play with my.nipples

[9.12., 19:46] Dean: Please

 

[9.12., 19:46] Castiel: Yes. I would like if you did.

 

[9.12., 19:47] Dean: I like it

[9.12., 19:47] Dean: I pinch them. It hurts a little but I like it

 

[9.12., 19:47] Castiel: Do you like pinching them?

 

[9.12., 19:47] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 19:48] Dean: The feeling goes straight to my cock

[9.12., 19:48] Dean: Can I touch it yet?

 

[9.12., 19:48] Castiel: No.

 

[9.12., 19:48] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 19:48] Dean: Ok

[9.12., 19:49] Dean: I wait

[9.12., 19:49] Dean: Until you allow me to

[9.12., 19:49] Dean: I'll be good

 

[9.12., 19:49] Castiel: Is it peaking out under the waistband?

 

[9.12., 19:50] Dean: No.

[9.12., 19:50] Dean: Its poking straight out of the slit

[9.12., 19:50] Dean: I have no friction on it anymore

 

[9.12., 19:51] Castiel: Rub it

 

[9.12., 19:51] Dean: Really

[9.12., 19:51] Dean: Oh my god that feels amazing

 

[9.12., 19:51] Castiel: Over the fabric

 

[9.12., 19:52] Dean: Hmm

[9.12., 19:52] Dean: Itsnice

[9.12., 19:52] Dean: I am leaving wet tails on it

 

[9.12., 19:52] Castiel: I wish I could see you. I'm sure you look amazing

[9.12., 19:53] Castiel: Are you feeling warm?

 

[9.12., 19:53] Dean: Yes

[9.12., 19:53] Dean: So warm

[9.12., 19:53] Dean: Man my dick is so hot and hard

 

[9.12., 19:53] Castiel: I'd love to touch your hot, flustered cheeks

 

[9.12., 19:53] Dean: And my balls are tight

[9.12., 19:54] Dean: I could nuzzle your hand

 

[9.12., 19:54] Castiel: Yes. I'd like that

[9.12., 19:54] Castiel: Push your boxers a little lower

[9.12., 19:55] Castiel: I wish i could see the precum

Pic from Dean

[9.12., 19:57] Castiel: Oh my God

 

[9.12., 19:57] Dean: I told you

[9.12., 19:57] Dean: I've been ready to explode since this morning

 

[9.12., 19:57] Castiel: Oh God Dean. You are so pretty.

 

[9.12., 19:58] Dean: Pl

[9.12., 19:58] Dean: Pleae

 

[9.12., 19:58] Castiel: Yes.

 

[9.12., 19:58] Dean: Can I stroke

 

[9.12., 19:58] Castiel: Yes, stroke

 

[9.12., 19:58] Dean: Thank you

[9.12., 19:58] Dean: Im not gonna lasst

[9.12., 19:58] Dean: Oh god

[9.12., 19:59] Dean: Castiel

[9.12., 19:59] Dean: Shit

[9.12., 19:59] Dean: Im going very slow

 

[9.12., 19:59] Castiel: How much I'd love to taste you

 

[9.12., 19:59] Dean: Oh god yes

 

[9.12., 19:59] Castiel: Yes, slow is good.

 

[9.12., 20:00] Dean: 1m sweatin g so m7ch

[9.12., 20:00] Dean: Its so hot

 

[9.12., 20:01] Castiel: I'd love to lick you

[9.12., 20:01] Castiel: Stroke faster

 

[9.12., 20:02] Dean: I'll come ..

[9.12., 20:02] Dean: If I go fast I come

 

[9.12., 20:02] Castiel: Yes.

 

[9.12., 20:02] Dean: Oh god

[9.12., 20:02] Dean: Fuck

 

[9.12., 20:03] Castiel: Oh yes Dean, come for me.

 

[9.12., 20:03] Dean: Oh my god

[9.12., 20:03] Dean: Cas

[9.12., 20:03] Dean: I am a mess

[9.12., 20:03] Dean: Its everywhere

[9.12., 20:03] Dean: I dontnlike the tast

 

[9.12., 20:04] Castiel: If I were there Id lick you clean

 

[9.12., 20:04] Dean: It hit my mouth

[9.12., 20:04] Dean: I was bent over when I came

[9.12., 20:04] Dean: Omg

[9.12., 20:04] Dean: Thank you

 

[9.12., 20:04] Castiel: It's on your lips?

 

[9.12., 20:04] Dean: Thank you so much

[9.12., 20:04] Dean: Yes

[9.12., 20:04] Dean: I'll move in a minute and clean up

[9.12., 20:05] Dean: You said you don't like it in the face, I know

[9.12., 20:06] Dean: Cas?

 

[9.12., 20:07] Castiel: No.

 

[9.12., 20:07] Dean: Where did you disappear to

 

[9.12., 20:07] Castiel: I…

 

[9.12., 20:07] Dean: You?

 

[9.12., 20:07] Castiel: Is there a lot o your face

 

[9.12., 20:08] Dean: Just my mouth

[9.12., 20:08] Dean: Some dropping from my chin

 

[9.12., 20:08] Castiel: Oh.

 

[9.12., 20:08] Dean: It's running down my neck

[9.12., 20:08] Dean: It covered my lips but I licked them clean

[9.12., 20:09] Dean: I still have the taste in my mouth

 

[9.12., 20:09] Castiel: I don't like that. The running down your chin and neck

[9.12., 20:09] Castiel: But…

 

[9.12., 20:09] Dean: Me neither

[9.12., 20:09] Dean: But?

 

[9.12., 20:10] Castiel: On your lips. I wish i could've tasted them

 

[9.12., 20:10] Dean: One day

[9.12., 20:11] Dean: I promise

[9.12., 20:11] Dean: Not sure about my own cum on my lips then

 

[9.12., 20:11] Castiel: Dean?

 

[9.12., 20:11] Dean: Maybe yours at least for trying it once

[9.12., 20:11] Dean: Yes?

 

[9.12., 20:12] Castiel: Can i send you a picture too?

 

[9.12., 20:13] Dean: Yes

 

[9.12., 20:14] Castiel: I really liked this.

Pic from Castiel 

[9.12., 20:14] Dean: Omg

[9.12., 20:14] Dean: That os

[9.12., 20:14] Dean: Hi there

[9.12., 20:15] Dean: Im happy you liked it

 

[9.12., 20:15] Castiel: I am a little hard too. Thank you

 

[9.12., 20:15] Dean: I'm sorry I threw that fantasy at you

[9.12., 20:15] Dean: Do you want to do something about your situation

[9.12., 20:15] Dean: Anything I could do?

 

[9.12., 20:16] Castiel: No, I'm good.

 

[9.12., 20:16] Dean: Ok

 

[9.12., 20:16] Castiel: You did a lot already

 

[9.12., 20:16] Dean: I didn't

[9.12., 20:16] Dean: You did a the talking

 

[9.12., 20:16] Castiel: Yes Dean. You did

 

[9.12., 20:17] Dean: What?

 

[9.12., 20:18] Castiel: You let me tell you what to do

 

[9.12., 20:18] Dean: Let you?

[9.12., 20:18] Dean: Kinda asked.you to

 

[9.12., 20:18] Castiel: Yeah

[9.12., 20:19] Castiel: No one's ever asked me

 

[9.12., 20:19] Dean: Did you enjoy being in charge?

[9.12., 20:19] Dean: Because as I said before

 

[9.12., 20:19] Castiel: Yes

 

[9.12., 20:19] Dean: I like being bossed around a bot

[9.12., 20:19] Dean: Bit

 

[9.12., 20:19] Castiel: Really?

 

[9.12., 20:19] Dean: Yeah

 

[9.12., 20:20] Castiel: I don't like that

 

[9.12., 20:20] Dean: Its nice not to be in charge for once and let someone else tall me what to do

[9.12., 20:20] Dean: I'm always fixing things and organising things

[9.12., 20:21] Dean: So yeah

[9.12., 20:22] Dean: I like not to be in charge sometimes

 

[9.12., 20:23] Castiel: They always told me what to do.

 

[9.12., 20:23] Dean: Im sorry

[9.12., 20:24] Dean: They were wrong

[9.12., 20:25] Dean: So so erong

[9.12., 20:25] Dean: Wrong

 

[9.12., 20:25] Castiel: They told me when to get naked for them

 

[9.12., 20:25] Dean: No

[9.12., 20:26] Dean: Thats not right

[9.12., 20:26] Dean: Not without making boundaries clear before

[9.12., 20:26] Dean: And safe words

 

[9.12., 20:27] Castiel: Meg had a calender. She wanted children. We were only supposed to have sex on certain days

 

[9.12., 20:28] Dean: Ewwwe

[9.12., 20:28] Dean: Wait

[9.12., 20:28] Dean: Do you even want kids?

 

[9.12., 20:29] Castiel: But on those days it was supposed  to happen, no matter what.

[9.12., 20:29] Castiel: I liked the idea of kids. I had liked helping with Jack and Claire

 

[9.12., 20:30] Dean: I had a shit childhood after my mom

[9.12., 20:30] Dean: I think I'd like to be a foster parent

[9.12., 20:30] Dean: Help someone to a better start

 

[9.12., 20:30] Castiel: But with Meg's calendar it was such pressure

 

[9.12., 20:30] Dean: I can only imagine

[9.12., 20:31] Dean: I am so glad she's not in your life anymore

 

[9.12., 20:32] Castiel: Me too.

 

[9.12., 20:32] Dean: After we talked more about this between us

[9.12., 20:32] Dean: Maybe

[9.12., 20:33] Dean: You'd like

[9.12., 20:33] Dean: Maybe to look into lists or Bdsm stuff

 

[9.12., 20:33] Castiel: Lists?

 

[9.12., 20:34] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 20:34] Dean: There are lists

[9.12., 20:34] Dean: I found them on my crazy research

[9.12., 20:34] Dean: They have all sort of kinks on them

[9.12., 20:34] Dean: And you rate them by yes, maybe and no

[9.12., 20:35] Dean: And we both get one list

[9.12., 20:35] Dean: And we compare

 

[9.12., 20:35] Castiel: Oh?

 

[9.12., 20:35] Dean: And if we both have the same yes we are good there

[9.12., 20:35] Dean: And maybes need to be talked about

[9.12., 20:35] Dean: And no's stay no

[9.12., 20:36] Dean: You can sign it like a contract

 

[9.12., 20:36] Castiel: Wow

 

[9.12., 20:36] Dean: Its not legally binding but honor code

[9.12., 20:36] Dean: Safe sane consensual

[9.12., 20:37] Dean: Im not into whipping or pain much besides pinched nipples and maybe some hairstyling and scratching

[9.12., 20:37] Dean: So not bdsm dungeons

[9.12., 20:37] Dean: But

[9.12., 20:37] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 20:37] Dean: Just an idea

 

[9.12., 20:38] Castiel: No. No bdsm dungeon!

 

[9.12., 20:38] Dean: *hairpulling

 

[9.12., 20:38] Castiel: Thank God

 

[9.12., 20:38] Dean: Sorry

[9.12., 20:38] Dean: Im nervous

 

[9.12., 20:38] Castiel: Why?

 

[9.12., 20:38] Dean: I brought that up with Lisa

[9.12., 20:38] Dean: She called me disturbed

 

[9.12., 20:40] Castiel: For wanting to compare lists?

 

[9.12., 20:40] Dean: For bringing it up

 

[9.12., 20:40] Castiel: I think it's a great idea.

[9.12., 20:41] Castiel: My therapist would love that

 

[9.12., 20:41] Dean: Oh god

[9.12., 20:41] Dean: You are gonna have to talk about me and us to them

 

[9.12., 20:41] Castiel: I guess

 

[9.12., 20:42] Dean: You should

 

[9.12., 20:42] Castiel: What would I tell them?

 

[9.12., 20:42] Dean: Honestly

[9.12., 20:43] Dean: Probably most of everything

[9.12., 20:43] Dean: Maybe not my stealing books

[9.12., 20:43] Dean: But the rest

[9.12., 20:43] Dean: Including the sex

 

[9.12., 20:44] Castiel: They'll scold me for talking to and trusting a stranger so much.

[9.12., 20:44] Castiel: You could be a serial killer, Dean!

 

[9.12., 20:45] Dean: If they are good then they wont

 

[9.12., 20:46] Castiel: But you still could be a serial killer

 

[9.12., 20:46] Dean: I am easy enough to find

[9.12., 20:46] Dean: Give them my number

[9.12., 20:46] Dean: I'll go meet them

 

[9.12., 20:47] Castiel: Oh

[9.12., 20:48] Castiel: Should i really tell them about the sex?

 

[9.12., 20:48] Dean: You got abused

[9.12., 20:48] Dean: Yes

[9.12., 20:49] Dean: Its important

 

[9.12., 20:50] Castiel: But we didn't really have sex sex, Dean. They'll think we're crazy

 

[9.12., 20:51] Dean: Did texting dirty things make you feelngood about yourself

[9.12., 20:51] Dean: And having sexualnfeelings

 

[9.12., 20:51] Castiel: Yes

 

[9.12., 20:51] Dean: And did you feel good about sexual feelings before

[9.12., 20:52] Dean: Did texting with me in any shape or form change anything about your life

[9.12., 20:52] Dean: Good or bad

 

[9.12., 20:52] Castiel: No. I mean yes.

 

[9.12., 20:53] Dean: Then they need to know

[9.12., 20:53] Dean: Just

[9.12., 20:53] Dean: Maybe don't share the photos with them

[9.12., 20:53] Dean: Please

 

[9.12., 20:55] Castiel: It's been five years since Meg. I had better sexual feelings living alone than i had in my relationship with her.

[9.12., 20:56] Castiel: But...

[9.12., 20:56] Castiel: I haven't had sexual feelings as often as since we started texting

 

[9.12., 20:57] Dean: Flattered

[9.12., 20:57] Dean: You should tell them

[9.12., 20:57] Dean: It's progress

[9.12., 20:57] Dean: Is important

 

[9.12., 20:58] Castiel: Do you think me not liking sex so very much is because of them and I can be healed?

[9.12., 20:58] Castiel: So i could be better for you

 

[9.12., 20:59] Dean: There is nothing wrong with a low sex drive

[9.12., 20:59] Dean: If the rest of your body is healthy

[9.12., 20:59] Dean: Don't worry about me

[9.12., 20:59] Dean: Just tell me to go fuck myself

[9.12., 20:59] Dean: And I will

[9.12., 20:59] Dean: In front of you if you'd like

 

[9.12., 21:00] Castiel: Yeah, Anael says there's nothing to heal. She says I'm fine.

 

[9.12., 21:01] Dean: Shes a smart one

 

[9.12., 21:01] Castiel: She believes that I'm demisexual. I think that's what she called it?

[9.12., 21:02] Castiel: But sometimes I just feel like it's not right. I should feel more when i watch porn.

[9.12., 21:02] Castiel: I should touch myself more often

 

[9.12., 21:05] Dean: I have no idea what demi is I am gonna look it up later

[9.12., 21:05] Dean: Do you think it should be more or is your body demanding more

[9.12., 21:06] Dean: Cause man

[9.12., 21:06] Dean: Some people jerk it a few times a day

[9.12., 21:06] Dean: Some once a month

[9.12., 21:06] Dean: Doesn't matter

[9.12., 21:06] Dean: If you don't got the need then why force it

 

[9.12., 21:06] Castiel: Ana says I'm definitely not Ace, I'm too sexual for Ace…

 

[9.12., 21:07] Dean: Stop focusing on labels man

[9.12., 21:07] Dean: Just you

 

[9.12., 21:07] Castiel: I think it should be more. Sometimes it just doesn't feel right, you know?

 

[9.12., 21:07] Dean: Hearts not parts

 

[9.12., 21:08] Castiel: What?

 

[9.12., 21:08] Dean: What do you care most about a person of interest to you

[9.12., 21:08] Dean: Their heart

[9.12., 21:08] Dean: Or what they have in their pants

 

[9.12., 21:09] Castiel: Their hearts

 

[9.12., 21:09] Dean: See

[9.12., 21:09] Dean: Hearts, not parts

 

[9.12., 21:10] Castiel: Oh

[9.12., 21:10] Castiel: I get it

 

[9.12., 21:11] Dean: Makes sense?

[9.12., 21:11] Dean: Don't worrie to much

[9.12., 21:11] Dean: I enjoyed myself thanks to your help

[9.12., 21:11] Dean: You enjoyed yourself

 

[9.12., 21:13] Castiel: Yes, I did.

[9.12., 21:13] Castiel: I did feel hot too.

 

[9.12., 21:14] Dean: As long as nobody got left traumatised

[9.12., 21:14] Dean: We're good

 

[9.12., 21:15] Castiel: Traumatized?

 

[9.12., 21:15] Dean: Yes

[9.12., 21:19] Dean: Neither one of us will have to cope with tonight

[9.12., 21:19] Dean: We are both content

[9.12., 21:19] Dean: Right

 

[9.12., 21:20] Castiel: Yes.

 

[9.12., 21:21] Dean: Do you want to talk about anything that happened tonight?

 

[9.12., 21:21] Castiel: I wanna apologize

 

[9.12., 21:21] Dean: For what

 

[9.12., 21:23] Castiel: Not having asked for your consent when i drew your butt

 

[9.12., 21:24] Dean: My face isnt on it

[9.12., 21:24] Dean: I am fine

[9.12., 21:24] Dean: Just don't have other people see a drawing of me in panties

[9.12., 21:24] Dean: Please

[9.12., 21:24] Dean: I am not there

 

[9.12., 21:26] Castiel: Yeah, see, so I wanna apologize. I should have asked if I can use your photo

 

[9.12., 21:33] Dean: Apology accepted

 

[9.12., 21:34] Castiel: Thank you!

 

[9.12., 21:34] Dean: Nobody besides you and me knows whose butt that is

[9.12., 21:34] Dean: So I am not to worried

 

[9.12., 21:34] Castiel: Dean?

 

[9.12., 21:34] Dean: Yeah

 

[9.12., 21:34] Castiel: May i put the original drawing framed on my nightstand?

[9.12., 21:35] Castiel: I am very proud of the result and also like looking st your butt

 

[9.12., 21:36] Dean: Lol

[9.12., 21:36] Dean: Yes go fornit

[9.12., 21:36] Dean: Poster size

[9.12., 21:36] Dean: Over your bed

 

[9.12., 21:36] Castiel: I would have to take it to a copy shop for that

[9.12., 21:37] Castiel: I don't want anyone to see you in your panties

 

[9.12., 21:37] Dean: Ok

[9.12., 21:37] Dean: Fair point

[9.12., 21:38] Dean: Any word on your car?

 

[9.12., 21:40] Castiel: No

[9.12., 21:40] Castiel: Is it really that ugly Dean?

 

[9.12., 21:41] Dean: 🤣

[9.12., 21:41] Dean: Its not a sexy car

[9.12., 21:42] Dean: But its your car

[9.12., 21:42] Dean: It drives

[9.12., 21:42] Dean: And it has a lot of space

[9.12., 21:42] Dean: So as long as you are sitting in it

[9.12., 21:42] Dean: Its sexy

 

[9.12., 21:43] Castiel: Oh

[9.12., 21:43] Castiel: I have a sexy car then?

[9.12., 21:43] Castiel: Good to know

 

[9.12., 21:44] Dean: 😉

[9.12., 21:45] Dean: You let me call you Cas again

[9.12., 21:45] Dean: May I call you Cas please

[9.12., 21:45] Dean: Castiel is really hard to moan

 

[9.12., 21:47] Castiel: You have my permission to moan Cas

 

[9.12., 21:47] Dean: But I m not allowed to call you Cas?

 

[9.12., 21:48] Castiel: Only if it stays between us.

 

[9.12., 21:48] Dean: I don't really talk about you

[9.12., 21:48] Dean: I'm sorry

[9.12., 21:49] Dean: But once I do I will refer to you in full name

 

[9.12., 21:49] Castiel: I see

[9.12., 21:49] Castiel: Thank you

 

[9.12., 21:50] Dean: Sam is coming over tomorrow

[9.12., 21:50] Dean: I told him not to bring jack

[9.12., 21:50] Dean: I am hoping to talk to him about you

[9.12., 21:51] Dean: But u might chicken out

[9.12., 21:51] Dean: But I invited him with that in mind

 

[9.12., 21:51] Castiel: Oh?

[9.12., 21:51] Castiel: Please don't feel like you have to

 

[9.12., 21:52] Dean: He is the one that said sexuality is fluid

[9.12., 21:52] Dean: He least judgmental

[9.12., 21:53] Dean: Charly would gloat

[9.12., 21:53] Dean: I love her

[9.12., 21:53] Dean: But Jesus she's a handful

 

[9.12., 21:53] Castiel: I would love to meet her someday thought

 

[9.12., 21:54] Dean: I think you guys would be great together

 

[9.12., 21:55] Castiel: You think?

[9.12., 21:56] Castiel: That sounds nice

 

[9.12., 21:57] Dean: Yeah

[9.12., 21:57] Dean: Shes very bubbly

[9.12., 21:57] Dean: But I think youn2 together could spell trouble for me

 

[9.12., 21:57] Castiel: I am intrigued

 

[9.12., 21:58] Dean: Look



[9.12., 21:58] Dean: The shelter put up more pictures

Dog pic

 

[9.12., 21:58] Castiel: Awww

 

[9.12., 21:58] Dean: I should get her for the weekend

 

[9.12., 21:58] Castiel: What a good looking pup

 

[9.12., 21:58] Dean: See if we like each other

 

[9.12., 21:58] Castiel: Yes, do it

 

[9.12., 21:59] Dean: I call them tomorrow

[9.12., 21:59] Dean: See what they say

 

[9.12., 21:59] Castiel: Do you want to see what Lucifer looked like when I got him?

 

[9.12., 22:00] Dean: Yes

Cat pic

[9.12., 22:00] Dean: Awwwwe

[9.12., 22:00] Dean: Little devil

 

[9.12., 22:00] Castiel: Yes

[9.12., 22:00] Castiel: My little devil

[9.12., 22:01] Castiel: Poor boy won't be allowed in the bedroom tonight

 

[9.12., 22:04] Dean: Oh

[9.12., 22:04] Dean: Why

 

[9.12., 22:07] Castiel: I think I wanna sleep in my lace tonight

 

[9.12., 22:07] Dean: Ohhhhh

[9.12., 22:07] Dean: Get a warm Blake

[9.12., 22:07] Dean: Blanket

[9.12., 22:07] Dean: Is gonna get cold tonight

 

[9.12., 22:08] Castiel: Okay

 

[9.12., 22:09] Dean: I am exhausted

[9.12., 22:09] Dean: I think I go to bed

[9.12., 22:09] Dean: Watch some.netflix

[9.12., 22:09] Dean: So I can fall asleep in my bed and not the couch

 

[9.12., 22:09] Castiel: I'm going too. No Netflix though

 

[9.12., 22:10] Dean: Just time to sleep?

 

[9.12., 22:10] Castiel: Yes.

 

[9.12., 22:10] Dean: But its Sunday tomorrow

 

[9.12., 22:10] Castiel: But i feel like going to bed.

 

[9.12., 22:11] Dean: Reason enough

[9.12., 22:11] Dean: Good night Cas

 

[9.12., 22:12] Castiel: Good night Dean

[9.12., 22:12] Castiel: Sleep well

[9.12., 22:15] Castiel: Have nice dreams

 

[9.12., 22:15] Dean: You too

Chapter Text

[10.12., 08:01] Castiel: Good morning.

Have you gone to the market today as well?

[10.12., 08:01] Castiel: Lacking a car at the moment I've made it a long walk to the local one today.

[10.12., 08:02] Castiel: It is very cold outside.

[10.12., 08:05] Castiel: Maybe next week, when have my car back, i will go out of town too. It's stupid Gabriel doesn't sell at the local farmers' market but rather at all the other farmers' markets in the county.

[10.12., 08:05] Castiel: But I get it. Local people can come to the house and buy there.

[10.12., 08:06] Castiel: At least that's his reasoning

[10.12., 08:06] Castiel: I'm at a café now, warming up a little before i walk back home.

 

[10.12., 08:25] Dean: Morning

[10.12., 08:25] Dean: Coffee

[10.12., 08:25] Dean: Brb

[10.12., 08:30] Dean: Coffee

[10.12., 08:30] Dean: Hmmmm

[10.12., 08:30] Dean: Cas

[10.12., 08:30] Dean: Its sunday

[10.12., 08:30] Dean: Why?

[10.12., 08:30] Dean: I dont do mornings

[10.12., 08:31] Dean: I only went to the market for sam.

[10.12., 08:31] Dean: I am usually at the one in town.

[10.12., 08:31] Dean: I won't have to get up in the middle of the night

[10.12., 08:31] Dean: Oh god

[10.12., 08:31] Dean: You are a morning person

 

[10.12., 08:33] Castiel: I didn't sleep much

 

[10.12., 08:48] Dean: Why

 

[10.12., 09:13] Castiel: I've left my panties soaking while I've been to the market

 

[10.12., 09:25] Dean: Why they have to soak?

 

[10.12., 09:28] Castiel: Because I soiled them.

 

[10.12., 09:30] Dean: Uhm

[10.12., 09:30] Dean: May I ask how

 

[10.12., 09:32] Castiel: I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking of you.

 

[10.12., 09:32] Dean: Yes?

 

[10.12., 09:33] Castiel: I kept thinking of the picture you send me and of the drawing I'd done.

[10.12., 09:33] Castiel: And the lace felt so nice.

 

[10.12., 09:34] Dean: So you helped yourself

[10.12., 09:34] Dean: Nice

[10.12., 09:34] Dean: Can I ask what you thought about?

 

[10.12., 09:36] Castiel: I don't know

 

[10.12., 09:37] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 09:37] Dean: Didn't mean to be pushy

[10.12., 09:37] Dean: I apologize

 

[10.12., 09:38] Castiel: What are you doing?

 

[10.12., 09:40] Dean: Currently scolding myself

 

[10.12., 09:40] Castiel: Why?

 

[10.12., 09:40] Dean: Prying

 

[10.12., 09:40] Castiel: Why?

 

[10.12., 09:40] Dean: Cause its wrong and I shouldn't have

[10.12., 09:41] Dean: I dont always just have a one track mind

 

[10.12., 09:41] Castiel: I could've told you no but didn't

 

[10.12., 09:41] Dean: True

[10.12., 09:41] Dean: My mind went in the gutter

 

[10.12., 09:42] Castiel: It did?

 

[10.12., 09:42] Dean: Yeah

[10.12., 09:42] Dean: Knowing i am someone's cause for jacking of is hot

[10.12., 09:42] Dean: At least I thought it was what happened

[10.12., 09:42] Dean: Gutter

[10.12., 09:43] Dean: Second home

 

[10.12., 09:43] Castiel: I guess you  were, yes.

[10.12., 09:43] Castiel: I didn't think about anyone else.

 

[10.12., 09:43] Dean: Oh

 

[10.12., 09:44] Castiel: I'm not sure i specifically thought about you or just reacted to my body.

[10.12., 09:45] Castiel: But in any case, there wouldn't have been any other person

 

[10.12., 09:45] Dean: That is

[10.12., 09:45] Dean: Arousing and flattering

 

[10.12., 09:46] Castiel: Should I have told you what I was doing?

 

[10.12., 09:47] Dean: Don't HAVE to do anything

[10.12., 09:47] Dean: But if you want to I'd happily know

[10.12., 09:52] Dean: For future reference

 

[10.12., 09:53] Castiel: Alright

 

[10.12., 10:00] Dean: Uhm

[10.12., 10:01] Dean: Would you like me to tell you if I am about to?

[10.12., 10:01] Dean: Cause I am on my way to the shower

[10.12., 10:01] Dean: And I'll probably will

 

[10.12., 10:01] Castiel: Oh.

[10.12., 10:01] Castiel: Well, okay

 

[10.12., 10:02] Dean: Thinking of you in lace and playing with yourself is a very nice thought

 

[10.12., 10:03] Castiel: I was about to tell you. But i don't want to keep you from your shower

 

[10.12., 10:03] Dean: Oh

[10.12., 10:03] Dean: I can wait

[10.12., 10:03] Dean: Or shower after

[10.12., 10:04] Dean: I am curious to know

 

[10.12., 10:05] Castiel: I didn't mean to soil them. I only rubbed my abs and nipples. I do remember that when i did that i was definitely thinking about you. Wishing to feel your hands on me. Your lips.

 

[10.12., 10:07] Dean: Hmmmm

[10.12., 10:08] Dean: I would be kissing and gently biting

 

[10.12., 10:08] Castiel: It hadn't felt this good to touch my body in a while.

[10.12., 10:09] Castiel: My dick responded and it got too hard to ignore, so I rubbed through the lace

 

[10.12., 10:10] Dean: Oh that's a imagine that will stay in my head

 

[10.12., 10:12] Dean: I am still in bed

 

[10.12., 10:12] Castiel: I could feel the precum soil my panties

 

[10.12., 10:12] Dean: But now I am naked and hard

[10.12., 10:13] Dean: Did you

[10.12., 10:13] Dean: Did you come last night?

 

[10.12., 10:14] Castiel: Not when I was rubbing myself through the lace.

[10.12., 10:14] Castiel: But i did come later.

 

[10.12., 10:14] Dean: Can I jerk of during this conversation

[10.12., 10:14] Dean: Cause I'd really like to

 

[10.12., 10:15] Castiel: Are you asking for my permission?

 

[10.12., 10:15] Dean: Reading what you did last night is very hot

[10.12., 10:15] Dean: I am sort of asking permission but also making sure your ok with me doing that

 

[10.12., 10:16] Castiel: Yes, I am. And I like the thought of it. Do it

 

[10.12., 10:16] Dean: Ok.

[10.12., 10:16] Dean: How did you make yourself come

 

[10.12., 10:17] Castiel: Oh, you want me to skip? Okay

 

[10.12., 10:17] Dean: No

[10.12., 10:17] Dean: Don't skip

[10.12., 10:18] Dean: Tell me what you did

[10.12., 10:18] Dean: Please

 

[10.12., 10:19] Castiel: I kept rubbing

 

[10.12., 10:19] Dean: Through the panties?

 

[10.12., 10:20] Castiel: Yes, The head poked out and glistened with precum. It looked hot and after wanting to taste you so badly last night, i wanted to at least taste myself

 

[10.12., 10:21] Dean: Imm my ğ

[10.12., 10:21] Dean: Sorry

[10.12., 10:21] Dean: That is

[10.12., 10:22] Dean: I am playing with my balls cause if I touch my cock I think ill come before you are done telling me

 

[10.12., 10:26] Castiel: I pushed the panties down to my balls and bent over. I almost came when my tongue flipped over the tip.

 

[10.12., 10:26] Dean: Oh god

[10.12., 10:26] Dean: You can blow yourself

[10.12., 10:27] Dean: I tried.. I cant

 

[10.12., 10:28] Castiel: Only the tip, then it hurts too much without warming up. I'm getting old. At your age I could still get all in when i was warmed up well.

 

[10.12., 10:29] Dean: Oh that's so hot

[10.12., 10:29] Dean: Can

[10.12., 10:29] Dean: Can you youtell me what inshouldtpch

[10.12., 10:29] Dean: Touch

 

[10.12., 10:30] Castiel: Can you touch your dick but not come?

 

[10.12., 10:30] Dean: I dont know

[10.12., 10:30] Dean: I can try

 

[10.12., 10:31] Castiel: Try. I'd like that.

[10.12., 10:34] Castiel: I licked the tip. It was good to feel the precum on my tongue. I had wanted that so much last night

 

[10.12., 10:34] Dean: Im squeezing my dick so I don't come

[10.12., 10:34] Dean: But I am on my stomache now

[10.12., 10:35] Dean: It looks stupid but im humping the bed

[10.12., 10:35] Dean: The friction is really nice

 

[10.12., 10:36] Castiel: Oh, I'm sure you never look stupid. I'm sure you look hot whatever you do

 

[10.12., 10:37] Dean: Oh god I am gonna ruin these sheets

[10.12., 10:37] Dean: Did you come when you licked yourself

 

[10.12., 10:39] Castiel: No, my back hurt and i had to stop, so I stroke myself

 

[10.12., 10:39] Dean: Are you cut?

[10.12., 10:40] Dean: I have a wet spot under me

[10.12., 10:40] Dean: I am leaking so much

[10.12., 10:40] Dean: But I am not gonna come till you let me

 

[10.12., 10:40] Dean: I am still holding on

 

[10.12., 10:42] Castiel: I had felt so horny.

[10.12., 10:42] Castiel: I stroked so fast.

[10.12., 10:43] Castiel: I hadn't stroked that fast when you talked me through it.

 

[10.12., 10:43] Dean: Oh really turned on

[10.12., 10:45] Dean: I like that

[10.12., 10:45] Dean: I like knowing I turned you on

[10.12., 10:45] Dean: Fuck cas

[10.12., 10:46] Dean: Can I

[10.12., 10:46] Dean: Please

[10.12., 10:46] Dean: Let me

 

[10.12., 10:47] Castiel: It didn't take too long for me to come then

[10.12., 10:47] Castiel: No.

 

[10.12., 10:47] Dean: Oh fuck

[10.12., 10:47] Dean: What

[10.12., 10:48] Dean: What can I do

[10.12., 10:48] Dean: Something

[10.12., 10:48] Dean: Please

 

[10.12., 10:48] Castiel: Stroke yourself

 

[10.12., 10:48] Dean: I

[10.12., 10:48] Dean: I'll come

[10.12., 10:48] Dean: I am so close

 

[10.12., 10:48] Castiel: No, you won't

 

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: Oh god

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: That

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: So hot

 

[10.12., 10:49] Castiel: You don't want to disappoint me

 

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: Fuck

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: You

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: Really

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: Your really like this?

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: Like telling me what to do

[10.12., 10:49] Dean: I'll go slow

 

[10.12., 10:51] Castiel: I had come on my stomach and on my panties. But i was to exhausted to get up and soak them right away.

[10.12., 10:51] Castiel: I pulled them back up to sleep.

 

[10.12., 10:51] Dean: Fuck

 

[10.12., 10:52] Castiel: I'll have to change my sheets too.

 

[10.12., 10:52] Dean: Me too

[10.12., 10:52] Dean: Once I am allowed to come

[10.12., 10:52] Dean: Cas

[10.12., 10:52] Dean: Please

[10.12., 10:53] Dean: Im begging you

 

[10.12., 10:53] Castiel: Yes, Dean, come.

 

[10.12., 10:54] Dean: I'm

[10.12., 10:54] Dean: Oh god

[10.12., 10:54] Dean: I didn't even

[10.12., 10:54] Dean: I just

 

[10.12., 10:54] Castiel: You didn't even wgst?

[10.12., 10:54] Castiel: What*

 

[10.12., 10:54] Dean: You jus said I could

[10.12., 10:54] Dean: And

[10.12., 10:55] Dean: I did

[10.12., 10:55] Dean: I didn't even store

[10.12., 10:55] Dean: Dtrok

[10.12., 10:55] Dean: Stroke

 

[10.12., 10:55] Castiel: Oh.

[10.12., 10:55] Castiel: Wow.

[10.12., 10:56] Castiel: That is hot

 

[10.12., 10:56] Dean: Fu k

[10.12., 10:56] Dean: It was

[10.12., 10:56] Dean: You are really liking this?

[10.12., 10:57] Dean: Fuck

 

[10.12., 10:57] Castiel: Mostly

 

[10.12., 10:57] Dean: Mostly?

[10.12., 10:58] Dean: Fuck sam will be here at 11

 

[10.12., 10:58] Castiel: I didn't really like telling you you'd disappoint me

 

[10.12., 10:59] Dean: I really like making you happy

[10.12., 10:59] Dean: I'd do everything not to disappoint you

 

[10.12., 10:59] Castiel: I don't want to sound like them

 

[10.12., 10:59] Dean: Then don't say it

 

[10.12., 11:02] Castiel: Sorry.

 

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: Don't be. We'll talk later ok?

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: Sams here

 

[10.12., 11:03] Castiel: Okay.

 

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: I haven't showered

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: My belly is sticking to my sweats

 

[10.12., 11:03] Castiel: I'm so sorry

 

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: And my sheets are messed up

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: No

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: Its fine

[10.12., 11:03] Dean: It was awesome

 

[10.12., 11:04] Castiel: 🙂

[10.12., 11:35] Castiel: I've finally put my sheets in the washing machine.



[10.12., 12:14] Dean: Sam just left

 

[10.12., 12:14] Castiel: Already?

 

[10.12., 12:14] Dean: Hebreally likes Jack

[10.12., 12:14] Dean: And yeah

[10.12., 12:14] Dean: Uhm

[10.12., 12:14] Dean: He got uncomfortable

[10.12., 12:15] Dean: I forgot to put my underwear away

[10.12., 12:15] Dean: I had it drying in front of the heater

 

[10.12., 12:15] Castiel: Ah, damn

 

[10.12., 12:15] Dean: At this point 8 am not sure who was more embarrassed

[10.12., 12:16] Dean: So

 

[10.12., 12:16] Castiel: Oh

 

[10.12., 12:16] Dean: I didn't tell him about you

[10.12., 12:16] Dean: But

 

[10.12., 12:16] Castiel: But?

 

[10.12., 12:16] Dean: I did tell him that those where mine

 

[10.12., 12:16] Castiel: Oh. Okay

 

[10.12., 12:17] Dean: And he took it ok i guess

[10.12., 12:17] Dean: Could have been worse

 

[10.12., 12:17] Castiel: I see

[10.12., 12:17] Castiel: Yeah

 

[10.12., 12:18] Dean: He was eager to get back home

 

[10.12., 12:18] Castiel: I'm glad you are okay with him knowing

 

[10.12., 12:18] Dean: I think he's meeting jack

[10.12., 12:18] Dean: Well

[10.12., 12:18] Dean: Kinda had to tell him

[10.12., 12:18] Dean: Either fess up or deny

[10.12., 12:18] Dean: And I didn't want you to think its something to be ashamed of by like saying it was a girls

 

[10.12., 12:19] Castiel: Yeah

 

[10.12., 12:20] Dean: So yeah

[10.12., 12:20] Dean: I think I am gonna have a beer

[10.12., 12:20] Dean: And also do laundry

 

[10.12., 12:21] Castiel: I'll make lunch

 

[10.12., 12:21] Dean: Ok

 

[10.12., 12:22] Castiel: Beer doesn't sound good, but maybe I'll have cider.

 

[10.12., 12:29] Dean: Laundry is in

[10.12., 12:29] Dean: Messed up sheets i know how to deal with

 

[10.12., 12:32] Castiel: Yeah, they're not as delicate as satin or lace.

 

[10.12., 12:34] Dean: Have you thought about telling your therapist about us?

 

[10.12., 12:35] Castiel: No

 

[10.12., 12:36] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 12:36] Dean: Are you ok with me telling mine?

 

[10.12., 12:36] Castiel: I had successfully pushed that thought away til now

 

[10.12., 12:36] Dean: Like everything

 

[10.12., 12:36] Castiel: Wait, what?

 

[10.12., 12:36] Dean: Babe, I am in therapy

 

[10.12., 12:36] Castiel: Why?

 

[10.12., 12:36] Dean: Life was not kind

[10.12., 12:37] Dean: My father fucked me up

[10.12., 12:37] Dean: I saw my mom die

[10.12., 12:37] Dean: And I drank to much

[10.12., 12:37] Dean: Court made me choose

[10.12., 12:37] Dean: Jail or therapy

[10.12., 12:37] Dean: I am glad I took therapy

[10.12., 12:37] Dean: Cause it helped a lot

 

[10.12., 12:38] Castiel: You SAW your mom die????

 

[10.12., 12:38] Dean: Yes

 

[10.12., 12:39] Castiel: That... that is terrible

[10.12., 12:40] Castiel: I mean, i most likely had too, but i wouldn't remember

 

[10.12., 12:41] Dean: It wasn't pretty

[10.12., 12:41] Dean: But I am still here

[10.12., 12:42] Dean: Even tho it looked like I wouldnt

 

[10.12., 12:42] Castiel: Oh God Dean. I'm so sorry!!! So very sorry!

 

[10.12., 12:43] Dean: Not your fault Cas

 

[10.12., 12:46] Castiel: But I feel bad for you. I'd want to hold you

 

[10.12., 12:47] Dean: I am fine now Cas

[10.12., 12:47] Dean: If seen the therapist for the past 3 years

[10.12., 12:47] Dean: We worked through quiet a lot

 

[10.12., 12:48] Castiel: Okay.

 

[10.12., 12:52] Dean: So when i say talk to yours

[10.12., 12:52] Dean: Please do

[10.12., 12:52] Dean: However

[10.12., 12:52] Dean: I want to talk to mine about the underwear thing

[10.12., 12:52] Dean: And the dude thing

[10.12., 12:52] Dean: And I want to know if you are comfortable with that

 

[10.12., 12:55] Castiel: Yes, yes that's okay for me. I want you to feel good

 

[10.12., 12:57] Dean: Awesome

[10.12., 12:57] Dean: Thank you

 

[10.12., 12:57] Castiel: Are you gonna talk about everything???

[10.12., 12:59] Dean: Yes

[10.12., 12:59] Dean: That was the plan

 

[10.12., 12:59] Castiel: Really everything?

[10.12., 13:00] Dean: What exactly are you asking me not to talk about

 

[10.12., 13:01] Castiel: I don't know

 

[10.12., 13:01] Dean: What are you worried about that I could talk about

[10.12., 13:02] Castiel: Just, me.

 

[10.12., 13:02] Dean: Ok?

 

[10.12., 13:02] Castiel: I don't know. How weird and unnormal i sm

 

[10.12., 13:02] Dean: I dont need to mention your name

[10.12., 13:02] Dean: And you are not unnormal

[10.12., 13:02] Dean: A bit weird

[10.12., 13:02] Dean: But aren't we all

[10.12., 13:02] Dean: I sure am

[10.12., 13:08] Dean: I would like to tell him that I met you

[10.12., 13:09] Dean: That I discovered I like panties

[10.12., 13:09] Dean: Well that i finally allowed myself to like them

[10.12., 13:09] Dean: That we have been texting

[10.12., 13:09] Dean: And sexting

 

[10.12., 13:09] Castiel: Oh, okay

 

[10.12., 13:10] Dean: That I am attracted to you from seeing just a few pictures

 

[10.12., 13:10] Castiel: Me too...

[10.12., 13:11] Castiel: And last Night... wow, you are really hot

 

[10.12., 13:11] Dean: Oh

[10.12., 13:11] Dean: Lol

[10.12., 13:11] Dean: My dick pic?

 

[10.12., 13:11] Castiel: Shhhh, don't call it that. It ruins it.

 

[10.12., 13:12] Dean: Penis picture?

[10.12., 13:12] Dean: Dick telegramm

 

[10.12., 13:12] Castiel: It sounds so wrong and dirty.

[10.12., 13:12] Castiel: I think penis picture is okay

 

[10.12., 13:12] Dean: Its dirty. But the fun kind

 

[10.12., 13:13] Castiel: No, it's pretty

 

[10.12., 13:13] Dean: I dont think my cock ever got called pretty

 

[10.12., 13:16] Castiel: Oh. I think i never answered your question

 

[10.12., 13:17] Dean: Wich one

 

[10.12., 13:17] Castiel: How many have i left unanswered?

[10.12., 13:18] Castiel: I only can think if one

 

[10.12., 13:18] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 13:18] Dean: We text fast

[10.12., 13:18] Dean: Sometimes I lose traco

[10.12., 13:18] Dean: Track

 

[10.12., 13:18] Castiel: I see

[10.12., 13:18] Castiel: Anyway

[10.12., 13:19] Castiel: No, i am not circumcized

 

[10.12., 13:19] Dean: 😳

[10.12., 13:20] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 13:20] Dean: Yeah

[10.12., 13:20] Dean: Heat of the moment question

[10.12., 13:20] Dean: Now answered

[10.12., 13:20] Dean: I will save this piece of information

[10.12., 13:20] Dean: For a later time

 

[10.12., 13:21] Castiel: Is that bad information?

 

[10.12., 13:21] Dean: No

[10.12., 13:21] Dean: But its good

[10.12., 13:21] Dean: To know i mean

[10.12., 13:21] Dean: Well you saw the penile postcard

[10.12., 13:21] Dean: I am cut

[10.12., 13:21] Dean: So

[10.12., 13:22] Dean: Your dick works a bit different

 

[10.12., 13:23] Castiel: Are you okay with mine working differently?

 

[10.12., 13:23] Dean: Sure

[10.12., 13:23] Dean: I've only ever played with my own

[10.12., 13:23] Dean: But I know uncut is more sensitive

[10.12., 13:24] Dean: Maybe

[10.12., 13:24] Dean: Not right now

[10.12., 13:24] Dean: But some other other

 

[10.12., 13:24] Castiel: But?

 

[10.12., 13:24] Dean: Time

[10.12., 13:25] Dean: I could get a dude nude from you

 

[10.12., 13:25] Castiel: Oh. Maybe yes.

 

[10.12., 13:26] Dean: But not right now

[10.12., 13:26] Dean: Whenever



[10.12., 13:30] Castiel: Alright

[10.12., 13:40] Castiel: What are you up to now?

 

[10.12., 13:40] Dean: Trying

[10.12., 13:40] Dean: And absolutely

[10.12., 13:40] Dean: Failing

[10.12., 13:40] Dean: To fold a fitted sheet

 

[10.12., 13:41] Castiel: Do you have a turbo washer/Dryer combo?

 

[10.12., 13:41] Dean: No

[10.12., 13:42] Dean: Laundry from 2 days ago that was waiting in the dryer to be folded

[10.12., 13:42] Dean: Need to empty that first so I can dry the other stuff

 

[10.12., 13:43] Castiel: Then why?

 

[10.12., 13:44] Dean: What why

 

[10.12., 13:44] Castiel: Why are you trying to fold it? Just use that one to change.

 

[10.12., 13:45] Dean: But I don't like that one

[10.12., 13:45] Dean: I like the one I had on

[10.12., 13:45] Dean: I only use the other one if I have to

 

[10.12., 13:46] Castiel: Oh. I see

 

[10.12., 13:47] Dean: Its scratchy

 

[10.12., 13:47] Castiel: Okay

 

[10.12., 13:53] Dean: Weird

[10.12., 13:53] Dean: I know

[10.12., 13:53] Dean: I gave up

[10.12., 13:54] Dean: Balled it up and threw it in the linen closet

 

[10.12., 13:55] Castiel: Good idea

 

[10.12., 13:56] Dean: Good

[10.12., 13:56] Dean: You don't know how to fold them either

 

[10.12., 13:58] Castiel: No. Never figured it out

 

[10.12., 13:59] Dean: Good

[10.12., 13:59] Dean: Makes me feel better about lacking that skill

 

[10.12., 14:00] Castiel: No, you're not the only one

 

[10.12., 14:02] Dean: Are you painting again?

 

[10.12., 14:08] Castiel: Yes, I'm painting. Yesterday I was drawing.

 

[10.12., 14:09] Dean: Hmmm

[10.12., 14:09] Dean: Whats the subject today?

 

[10.12., 14:12] Castiel: Bees

 

[10.12., 14:12] Dean: Oh

[10.12., 14:12] Dean: This is surprisingly wholesome

 

[10.12., 14:13] Castiel: ?

 

[10.12., 14:13] Dean: Stark contrast to yesterday

[10.12., 14:14] Dean: Hey

[10.12., 14:14] Dean: Did you do the labels for buzz off

[10.12., 14:14] Dean: The little cartoon bees?

 

[10.12., 14:17] Castiel: Yes. Gabriel wants a new promo painting after the season. That's what I'm working on today

 

[10.12., 14:17] Dean: Nicw

[10.12., 14:17] Dean: Can't wait to see it

[10.12., 14:18] Dean: I am gonna run out and see if I can get the books from the shop

[10.12., 14:18] Dean: If anyone sees me i can always say I am there to check on baby

 

[10.12., 14:19] Castiel: Oh. Alright



[10.12., 15:00] Dean: Made it!

[10.12., 15:00] Dean: And nobody saw me

 

[10.12., 15:12] Castiel: That's awesome

 

[10.12., 15:13] Dean: Sorry for the disappearing act

 

[10.12., 15:15] Castiel: That's okay, I had my bees

 

[10.12., 15:16] Dean: Busy bee yourself i see

 

[10.12., 15:16] Castiel: 😀

 

[10.12., 15:22] Dean: These papers have the same stuff happening

 

[10.12., 15:22] Castiel: Oh?

 

[10.12., 15:22] Dean: Hold up

[10.12., 15:22] Dean: I scan some and send it to you

 

[10.12., 15:23] Castiel: Okay

 

[10.12., 15:32] Dean: Look over if you feel like it. No rush

[10.12., 15:33] Dean: I copied all pages so I can bring the books back tomorrow

 

[10.12., 15:33] Castiel: Alright

[10.12., 15:34] Castiel: I'll finish this painting and put it to dry then I'll take a look

 

[10.12., 15:34] Dean: No rush

[10.12., 15:35] Dean: I dont want to stress you with your painting

 

[10.12., 15:35] Castiel: I know, I'll take my time

 

[10.12., 15:35] Dean: Hmm

[10.12., 15:36] Dean: Should I risk taking the books with me tomorrow

[10.12., 15:36] Dean: Or should I go back today

 

[10.12., 15:37] Castiel: I don't know. I think I'd do it today

[10.12., 15:37] Castiel: Just to be safe

 

[10.12., 15:37] Dean: Yeah

[10.12., 15:37] Dean: I stop by Benny's and check on your car

[10.12., 15:37] Dean: See when its ready so it can be sexy once again

[10.12., 15:38] Dean: He usually works a few hours sundays

 

[10.12., 15:39] Castiel: You don't have to. I don't need it that urgently. I can live one more day going to work by public transport

 

[10.12., 15:40] Dean: Maybe I just want to see my friend? And make fun of your car

 

[10.12., 15:40] Castiel: Go ahead then

 

[10.12., 15:41] Dean: Don't be grumpy

[10.12., 15:41] Dean: Its all in good fun

 

[10.12., 15:42] Castiel: I know. It's alright

[10.12., 15:43] Castiel: I just don't want a new one as long as this one still gets me where i wanna go

 

[10.12., 15:43] Dean: And thats fine

[10.12., 15:43] Dean: Like I said

[10.12., 15:44] Dean: With you in it it's a good looking car

 

[10.12., 15:45] Castiel: Thank you

 

[10.12., 15:45] Dean: I am gonna head out. Later babe

 

[10.12., 15:45] Castiel: Later. Babe?




[10.12., 16:57] Dean: Shit

[10.12., 16:57] Dean: Cas

[10.12., 16:57] Dean: Someone came in

[10.12., 16:57] Dean: Im hiding

 

[10.12., 16:59] Castiel: No. Oh fuck. Is there anything I can do?

[10.12., 16:59] Castiel: Please, I wanna help. Get you out of there.

 

[10.12., 16:59] Dean: Im stuck in the office

[10.12., 16:59] Dean: Can you like call benny

[10.12., 17:00] Dean: Explain to him that I am hiding in the office

[10.12., 17:00] Dean: And he needs to come here

[10.12., 17:00] Dean: Make noise

[10.12., 17:00] Dean: I hope that the guy that walked in will go check

[10.12., 17:01] Dean: Dude has a key

 

[10.12., 17:02] Castiel: Okay. I will call Benny

 

[10.12., 17:07] Dean: Its the accountant 

[10.12., 17:07] Dean: He's on the phone with someone

[10.12., 17:07] Dean: Beecham

 

[10.12., 17:09] Castiel: Benny is on the way

[10.12., 17:09] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[10.12., 17:10] Dean: No worries

[10.12., 17:10] Dean: Well yeah

[10.12., 17:10] Dean: Scratch that

[10.12., 17:10] Dean: Worry

 

[10.12., 17:10] Castiel: Did you say the accountant's name is Beecham?

 

[10.12., 17:10] Dean: Thats how he answered the phone

[10.12., 17:11] Dean: Beecham accounting

[10.12., 17:11] Dean: You know him

 

[10.12., 17:11] Castiel: Seriously?

[10.12., 17:11] Castiel: Does he sound British?

 

[10.12., 17:12] Dean: Kinda

[10.12., 17:12] Dean: Friend of yours?

 

[10.12., 17:12] Castiel: Uh

[10.12., 17:13] Castiel: Not what I'd call someone who ghosted me?



[10.12., 17:21] Castiel: Dean?

[10.12., 17:22] Castiel: Dean!!! Are you still there?

[10.12., 17:22] Castiel: Are you alright?

 

[10.12., 17:22] Dean: Im here

[10.12., 17:22] Dean: Sorry

 

[10.12., 17:23] Castiel: Oh thank God. I was worried.

[10.12., 17:23] Castiel: I AM worried

 

[10.12., 17:24] Dean: Benny made a bunch of noise to get the guy out

[10.12., 17:24] Dean: I snuck out the back

 

[10.12., 17:24] Castiel: Oh. Okay. Good

 

[10.12., 17:24] Dean: Now sitting in his car

[10.12., 17:24] Dean: Rewind

[10.12., 17:24] Dean: Ghosted?

 

[10.12., 17:25] Castiel: Like, never contacted me again?

 

[10.12., 17:25] Dean: Bible camp dude

[10.12., 17:25] Dean: ?

 

[10.12., 17:25] Castiel: Yes.

 

[10.12., 17:25] Dean: Well

[10.12., 17:25] Dean: Shitbag is stealing my shops money

 

[10.12., 17:25] Castiel: I mean it could be anyone. Doesn't have to be him.

[10.12., 17:26] Castiel: It's not like no one else could have the same last name

[10.12., 17:26] Castiel: Do you have evidence though?

 

[10.12., 17:29] Dean: I got the copies at home

[10.12., 17:29] Dean: And in your email box

[10.12., 17:30] Dean: I recorded his voice

[10.12., 17:30] Dean: I am emailing it to you

[10.12., 17:30] Dean: I am currently getting the fifth degree about how I know that cute guy

 

[10.12., 17:34] Castiel: From whom? What cute guy?

 

[10.12., 17:34] Dean: Benny

[10.12., 17:34] Dean: He thinks you're cute

 

[10.12., 17:34] Castiel: Oh?

[10.12., 17:34] Castiel: 😳

 

[10.12., 17:35] Dean: No

[10.12., 17:35] Dean: Not the guy that had a crush on me

 

[10.12., 17:35] Castiel: Oh. Okay

 

[10.12., 17:36] Dean: Thank you

 

[10.12., 17:36] Castiel: What are you telling him?

 

[10.12., 17:37] Dean: I told him you are off the market

[10.12., 17:37] Dean: 🙈

 

[10.12., 17:38] Castiel: You did?

[10.12., 17:38] Castiel: Did you tell him about us?

 

[10.12., 17:39] Dean: No

[10.12., 17:39] Dean: I told him you are kinda seeing someone

 

[10.12., 17:39] Dean: I panicked 

[10.12., 17:40] Dean: Im sorry

 

[10.12., 17:41] Castiel: No, it's...

[10.12., 17:41] Castiel: It's alright.

[10.12., 17:41] Castiel: I just need to know how much he knows when I go get my car

 

[10.12., 17:45] Dean: No

[10.12., 17:45] Dean: I mean

[10.12., 17:46] Dean: Idk

[10.12., 17:46] Dean: Im home now

[10.12., 17:46] Dean: Benny dropped me off

[10.12., 17:46] Dean: I have to walk to work tomorrow

[10.12., 17:46] Dean: My car is still there I couldn't grab it

 

[10.12., 17:46] Castiel: Oh

[10.12., 17:47] Castiel: Will they suspect something?

 

[10.12., 17:47] Dean: Benny said I need to keep my bedroom eyes under controll when talking about you

[10.12., 17:47] Dean: But thTs all he said

[10.12., 17:48] Dean: So I don't know

 

[10.12., 17:48] Castiel: Oh!

[10.12., 17:48] Castiel: Well. I won't say anything

 

[10.12., 17:50] Dean: He will

[10.12., 17:50] Dean: I know him

[10.12., 17:50] Dean: He said to tell my boy toy that his car can be picked up tomorrow

 

[10.12., 17:51] Castiel: What?

[10.12., 17:51] Dean: Apparently your car is ready

[10.12., 17:51] Dean: I just said that your a man not a boy

[10.12., 17:52] Dean: Then he laughed and drove off

 

[10.12., 17:52] Castiel: He thinks that we are together

 

[10.12., 17:52] Dean: Oh

[10.12., 17:52] Dean: Uhm

[10.12., 17:52] Dean: Sorry?

 

[10.12., 17:52] Castiel: But, he doesn't know you're not straight?

 

[10.12., 17:53] Dean: No

[10.12., 17:53] Dean: I didn't tell him

[10.12., 17:53] Dean: Do you think he figured it out?

 

[10.12., 17:53] Castiel: Well, it does sound like it.

 

[10.12., 17:53] Dean: He won't be home for a while

[10.12., 17:53] Dean: I could text him later?

 

[10.12., 17:54] Castiel: But i can deny it, if you wish in case he asks me

 

[10.12., 17:54] Dean: He never takes his cell to work thats why I needed you to call his shop

[10.12., 17:54] Castiel: I see

 

[10.12., 17:54] Dean: Indont know

[10.12., 17:54] Dean: What do I do

[10.12., 17:54] Dean: What should I do

[10.12., 17:55] Dean: Cas

[10.12., 17:55] Dean: Help me

[10.12., 17:55] Dean: Please

 

[10.12., 17:56] Castiel: As I said, if you wish, I can deny anything

 

[10.12., 17:56] Dean: But

[10.12., 17:56] Dean: Thats not right

 

[10.12., 17:57] Castiel: But he's your friend. You might have to tell him some day

[10.12., 17:58] Castiel: Maybe not about me, maybe about the next guy. But some day you will have to be honest

 

[10.12., 17:59] Dean: Next guy?

[10.12., 17:59] Dean: Dude

[10.12., 17:59] Dean: I feel like I don't even have the first guy

[10.12., 18:01] Dean: And you are planning my next?

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: Im just confused

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: A little scared

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: No

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: I am scared shit less

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: I dont want to hurt you

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: Or loose you

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: But benny is a good guy

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: So if you'd rather have him

[10.12., 18:02] Dean: I understand

 

[10.12., 18:03] Castiel: You are young. You might not want to be stuck with the weird guy

 

[10.12., 18:03] Dean: Are you breaking up with me

 

[10.12., 18:03] Castiel: No!!!

 

[10.12., 18:04] Dean: Ok

 

[10.12., 18:05] Castiel: I'm just trying to be realistic. I'm trying to not dream of some fairytale life with the guy i don't even know in person

[10.12., 18:06] Castiel: It would be nice, to have that fairytale life. But too much romantic fantasy has broken my heart before

 

[10.12., 18:07] Dean: Im not sure what to say here

 

[10.12., 18:08] Castiel: I just wanna enjoy what we have while it lasts.

[10.12., 18:08] Castiel: I like you Dean. A lot.

[10.12., 18:08] Castiel: A massive lot

 

[10.12., 18:08] Dean: I like you too

[10.12., 18:08] Dean: It seems you already put a end date on this before it started

 

[10.12., 18:09] Castiel: You've been such a great friend this past week. I don't think i ever had someone in my life quite like you.

 

[10.12., 18:10] Dean: Ok. Well this friend is going to have dinner.

[10.12., 18:10] Dean: Ttyl buddy




[10.12., 19:14] Castiel: I'm sorry.

 

[10.12., 19:14] Dean: For what

[10.12., 19:15] Dean: You went from liking a whole lot to great friend

[10.12., 19:15] Dean: What is it

 

[10.12., 19:16] Castiel: I like you.

 

[10.12., 19:17] Dean: I like you too

[10.12., 19:17] Dean: I like you so much, I called benny

[10.12., 19:17] Dean: We've talked for almost an hour

[10.12., 19:17] Dean: I told him I liked you

[10.12., 19:18] Dean: And that I am not sure whats going on

[10.12., 19:18] Dean: Damn it cas

 

[10.12., 19:18] Castiel: You

 

[10.12., 19:18] Dean: I was crying

 

[10.12., 19:18] Castiel: You told Benny!?

 

[10.12., 19:18] Dean: To a guy that had a crush on me

[10.12., 19:18] Dean: Because

[10.12., 19:18] Dean: I dont know

 

[10.12., 19:18] Castiel: I thought he wasn't?

 

[10.12., 19:18] Dean: You are planning my next relationship

 

[10.12., 19:19] Castiel: I'm not.

 

[10.12., 19:19] Dean: Maybe not about me, maybe about the next guy. But some day you will have to be honest

[10.12., 19:19] Dean: Thats what you wrote

[10.12., 19:19] Dean: What next guy

[10.12., 19:20] Dean: Cas i am still trying to understand how I am falling for the first ine

 

[10.12., 19:20] Castiel: I just meant....

[10.12., 19:21] Castiel: I meant you wouldn't have to tell Benny right away.

 

[10.12., 19:22] Dean: It sounded like you are already done here

 

[10.12., 19:22] Castiel: Never

 

[10.12., 19:24] Dean: So I got a lecture from benny

[10.12., 19:24] Dean: 2 actually

[10.12., 19:24] Dean: 1 on how to grow a pair and fess up to you and myself

[10.12., 19:25] Dean: And 1 on how messed up it was that I shot him down

 

[10.12., 19:25] Castiel: Nut you already have

[10.12., 19:25] Castiel: Oh.

[10.12., 19:25] Castiel: Ouch

 

[10.12., 19:25] Dean: I explained to him that I didn't really think I could like guys like that

[10.12., 19:26] Dean: Till that accountants number dropped into my lap

 

[10.12., 19:28] Castiel: Oh

 

[10.12., 19:29] Dean: So if he hits on you

[10.12., 19:30] Dean: Could you tell him you are

[10.12., 19:30] Dean: Maybe not taken yet

[10.12., 19:30] Dean: But working on it?

 

[10.12., 19:30] Castiel: What do you mean?

 

[10.12., 19:30] Dean: Well

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: Uhm

 

[10.12., 19:31] Castiel: You were the one who told him I'm off the market?

 

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: We're not in a relationship ship right

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: That be crazy

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: Its been just over a.week

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: And we haven't actually met

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: But like

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: We are dating?

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: We had one daye

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: Date

[10.12., 19:31] Dean: Does that count?

[10.12., 19:32] Dean: Benny will hit on you just because thats how he is

[10.12., 19:32] Dean: And because i cried on his shoulder

 

[10.12., 19:33] Castiel: If we both agree on it, I think it counts

 

[10.12., 19:33] Dean: So

[10.12., 19:33] Dean: Do we

[10.12., 19:33] Dean: Agree?

 

[10.12., 19:34] Castiel: I would love to date you. You're a great, great person

 

[10.12., 19:35] Dean: So

[10.12., 19:35] Dean: We're dating

[10.12., 19:35] Dean: 🥳

 

[10.12., 19:35] Castiel: Looks like we are, yes

 

[10.12., 19:37] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 19:37] Dean: Cool

 

[10.12., 19:38] Castiel: But, I'm still a secret, I guess?

 

[10.12., 19:39] Dean: Not to benny

[10.12., 19:39] Dean: He's only one person

[10.12., 19:39] Dean: I know

[10.12., 19:40] Dean: But he essentially told me to get on with it or he would

 

[10.12., 19:42] Castiel: Oh. Did he?

 

[10.12., 19:43] Dean: Cas

[10.12., 19:43] Dean: You are very attractive

[10.12., 19:43] Dean: Attractive enough to get a "straight" guy

[10.12., 19:43] Dean: 🤣

[10.12., 19:43] Dean: So yeah

[10.12., 19:44] Dean: Benny thinks you're hot

[10.12., 19:44] Dean: And he was gonna ask you out

[10.12., 19:44] Dean: He might still try

 

[10.12., 19:44] Castiel: Are you serious?

 

[10.12., 19:45] Dean: What part is unbelievable to you

[10.12., 19:45] Dean: That you got the straight guy

[10.12., 19:45] Dean: Or that benny will hit on you

 

[10.12., 19:46] Castiel: That I'm attractive enough to get the straight guy AND have the handsome mechanic hit on me?

 

[10.12., 19:49] Dean: Handsome mechanic huh

 

[10.12., 19:49] Castiel: 🙈

 

[10.12., 19:50] Dean: Do you want to go on a real date with him?

[10.12., 19:50] Dean: Like you've met him

 

[10.12., 19:50] Castiel: No

 

[10.12., 19:50] Dean: You sure?

 

[10.12., 19:51] Castiel: I'd rather meet you.

 

[10.12., 19:51] Dean: I'd kill me inside but I wouldn't want to stand in your way to happiness either

[10.12., 19:51] Dean: I want to meet you to

 

[10.12., 19:52] Castiel: I don't know him. I only met him shortly taking my car to him.

 

[10.12., 19:52] Dean: Ok

 

[10.12., 19:53] Castiel: But you. I talked to you for a week. I feel like I know you

 

[10.12., 19:53] Dean: Same. Its crazy

 

[10.12., 19:53] Castiel: It is

 

[10.12., 19:53] Dean: It feels like months

[10.12., 19:54] Dean: I like that

 

[10.12., 19:54] Castiel: Me too

[10.12., 19:56] Castiel: Hey, Dean?

 

[10.12., 19:56] Dean: Yeah

 

[10.12., 19:56] Castiel: Can you forgive me?

 

[10.12., 19:56] Dean: For?

 

[10.12., 19:56] Castiel: Saying what I said.

[10.12., 19:57] Castiel: I am scared.

[10.12., 19:59] Castiel: I don't want to push you away to be too clingy.

[10.12., 20:00] Castiel: I don't want to lose you

 

[10.12., 20:01] Dean: I get where you came from

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: It hurt

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: Not gonna lie

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: But I get it

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: So yeah

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: I apologize

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: Shit is gonna be hard tho

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: I am assuming you are out and proud

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: I am not

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: Not out

[10.12., 20:02] Dean: And its gonna take a while

[10.12., 20:03] Dean: And I can't promise you when

 

[10.12., 20:03] Castiel: Why? You don't have to apologize.

 

[10.12., 20:03] Dean: For keeping you my secret

 

[10.12., 20:03] Castiel: No!

[10.12., 20:03] Castiel: No Dean!

 

[10.12., 20:04] Dean: And I accept your apology

 

[10.12., 20:04] Castiel: That is absolutely okay.

[10.12., 20:04] Castiel: I understand not wanting to come out?

[10.12., 20:05] Castiel: So do not apologize

[10.12., 20:05] Castiel: It is me, only me who has to apologize

 

[10.12., 20:06] Dean: Can we stop apologizing

[10.12., 20:06] Dean: We messed up

[10.12., 20:06] Dean: We talked

[10.12., 20:06] Dean: We're sorted?

 

[10.12., 20:07] Castiel: Yes

 

[10.12., 20:08] Dean: Hey Cas

[10.12., 20:08] Dean: Cas

 

[10.12., 20:09] Castiel: Dean?

 

[10.12., 20:09] Dean: We're dating

[10.12., 20:09] Dean: Its officially not just you and lucy

[10.12., 20:10] Dean: Its you, Lucy and the weirdo on your phone

 

[10.12., 20:12] Castiel: I must talk to him. I haven't asked for his permission to date

 

[10.12., 20:12] Dean: Oh no

[10.12., 20:12] Dean: Not sure who is more sdcary

[10.12., 20:12] Dean: Scary

[10.12., 20:12] Dean: Lucy or gabe

[10.12., 20:12] Dean: Oh god

[10.12., 20:12] Dean: GABE

[10.12., 20:12] Dean: He knows how to find me

 

[10.12., 20:13] Castiel: Should I keep it from him?

 

[10.12., 20:13] Dean: Lucy?

[10.12., 20:13] Dean: Nah

 

[10.12., 20:13] Castiel: No, Gabriel

 

[10.12., 20:13] Dean: Is gabe gonna hunt me down again?

 

[10.12., 20:14] Castiel: Why?

 

[10.12., 20:14] Dean: He was scary before we dated

[10.12., 20:14] Dean: I dont want to become dog treats

 

[10.12., 20:15] Castiel: Would he have reason to?

 

[10.12., 20:15] Dean: I dont think you know how protective he is

 

[10.12., 20:16] Castiel: Ill keep my mouth shut

 

[10.12., 20:16] Dean: No

[10.12., 20:16] Dean: Keeping this from him is not gonna make it better

 

[10.12., 20:17] Castiel: True

[10.12., 20:17] Castiel: Dean?

 

[10.12., 20:17] Dean: Yeah

 

[10.12., 20:19] Castiel: Maybe i could break it to him by telling him the guy I'm dating chose the bees for his new promotion posters?

 

[10.12., 20:19] Dean: Ohhh

[10.12., 20:20] Dean: Do I get to see today's master piece?

 

[10.12., 20:20] Castiel: I made several.

 

[10.12., 20:20] Dean: Ohhh

 

[10.12., 20:22] Castiel: And wasn't happy and then i thought I'll make several

 

[10.12., 20:22] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 20:22] Dean: Show me please


Bee drawings

[10.12., 20:24] Dean: They are all amazing

 

[10.12., 20:24] Castiel: Thank you

 

[10.12., 20:25] Dean: The first one looks like him

[10.12., 20:25] Dean: Lol

[10.12., 20:27] Dean: Hmmm

 

[10.12., 20:27] Castiel: I thought so too

 

[10.12., 20:27] Dean: 1 or 3

 

[10.12., 20:28] Castiel: Alright. I'm happy to present him two designs. Better than 4. He's worse at deciding than I am

 

[10.12., 20:30] Dean: Can't wait to hear what he says

 

[10.12., 20:32] Castiel: Thank you

[10.12., 20:33] Castiel: For narrowing the choices down

 

[10.12., 20:33] Dean: Your welcome

[10.12., 20:35] Dean: One down

 

[10.12., 20:35] Castiel: 🙂

[10.12., 20:41] Castiel: Have you called the shelter?

 

[10.12., 20:41] Dean: I was contemplating but no

[10.12., 20:41] Dean: I got lost in the books

 

[10.12., 20:43] Castiel: Oh

[10.12., 20:43] Castiel: Right

[10.12., 20:43] Castiel: Oh shit

[10.12., 20:43] Castiel: I haven't checked my emails Dean

 

[10.12., 20:43] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 20:43] Dean: No

[10.12., 20:43] Dean: Don't rush

[10.12., 20:43] Dean: Is OK

 

[10.12., 20:44] Castiel: Are you sure?

 

[10.12., 20:44] Dean: Yeah

[10.12., 20:45] Dean: We had more important stuff to figure out

 

[10.12., 20:45] Castiel: Yes. Yes we did.

[10.12., 20:46] Castiel: I'm sorry it had come to that

 

[10.12., 20:46] Dean: Why

[10.12., 20:46] Dean: We're dating

 

[10.12., 20:46] Castiel: Yes. Yes we are.

[10.12., 20:47] Castiel: I think Lucifer is confused

 

[10.12., 20:47] Dean: Why

 

[10.12., 20:48] Castiel: Because I'm grinning like the Cheshire Cat and he's used to being the only feline

 

[10.12., 20:49] Dean: Lol

 

[10.12., 20:51] Castiel: I'm very happy now.

[10.12., 20:51] Dean: Good

 

[10.12., 20:52] Castiel: Should we tell that our therapists too?

 

[10.12., 20:52] Dean: I like when your happy

[10.12., 20:52] Dean: Yeah

[10.12., 20:53] Dean: Hey

 

[10.12., 20:53] Castiel: Yes?

 

[10.12., 20:53] Dean: Do you want my therapists number?

[10.12., 20:53] Dean: In case yours is concerned

[10.12., 20:53] Dean: I can tell mine to expect a call from a colleague

 

[10.12., 20:53] Castiel: Oh. I don't know

[10.12., 20:54] Castiel: I can still ask you for that if they ask for it

 

[10.12., 20:54] Dean: Ok

 

[10.12., 21:03] Castiel: Do you want mine's?

 

[10.12., 21:04] Dean: Nah I think that's ok

[10.12., 21:04] Dean: I dont think mine would be worried

 

[10.12., 21:05] Castiel: You sure? Suddenly being into men would not worry them?

[10.12., 21:05] Castiel: By the way, how often do you go see them?

 

[10.12., 21:06] Dean: Well since it seems like i was the only one surprised by the revelation of men

[10.12., 21:06] Dean: I dont think they'll be surprised

[10.12., 21:06] Dean: You asked me

 

[10.12., 21:06] Castiel: Oh. I see

 

[10.12., 21:06] Dean: Charly suspected

[10.12., 21:06] Dean: Your sister apparently

 

[10.12., 21:07] Castiel: Gaydar. I told you

 

[10.12., 21:07] Dean: Benny

[10.12., 21:07] Dean: At this point I am assuming I was the last one to onow

 

[10.12., 21:07] Castiel: Awwwe

 

[10.12., 21:07] Dean: I used to go see them weekly

[10.12., 21:07] Dean: Now once a month

[10.12., 21:08] Dean: Hold on

[10.12., 21:08] Dean: Yeah

[10.12., 21:08] Dean: I go tuesday

 

[10.12., 21:10] Castiel: Oh!

[10.12., 21:10] Castiel: I'm still biweekly.

 

[10.12., 21:11] Dean: Thats ok

[10.12., 21:11] Dean: Whatever helps

 

[10.12., 21:11] Castiel: I always go Wednesdays because it's my short day

 

[10.12., 21:11] Dean: Ah my stress day

 

[10.12., 21:12] Castiel: That's really messed up.

 

[10.12., 21:14] Dean: Why

 

[10.12., 21:16] Castiel: Because i missed you Wednesday

 

[10.12., 21:16] Dean: Awe

[10.12., 21:17] Dean: Im sorry

 

[10.12., 21:18] Castiel: I guess it'll be alright next Wednesday since ill be at my therapist

[10.12., 21:20] Castiel: Oh, did i tell you that Tuesday is my last day before Christmas?

 

[10.12., 21:21] Dean: Oh nice

[10.12., 21:22] Dean: I'm not sure yet

[10.12., 21:22] Dean: School ends the 18th

[10.12., 21:22] Dean: Not sure about my work yet

 

[10.12., 21:22] Castiel: Yeah, tomorrow will be a lot of stress with post calculations. And Tuesday is for cleaning up old stuff…

 

[10.12., 21:22] Dean: Sounds relaxing

 

[10.12., 21:26] Castiel: Well, i hope so.

[10.12., 21:27] Castiel: I wanted to finish some Christmas presents

 

[10.12., 21:28] Dean: Ohhh

[10.12., 21:29] Dean: Hand made gifts

[10.12., 21:29] Dean: Lovely

[10.12., 21:29] Dean: I got Everything i need

[10.12., 21:29] Dean: Sam, charly,benny and my boss at the shop

 

[10.12., 21:32] Castiel: Nice.

 

[10.12., 21:32] Dean: Now

[10.12., 21:32] Dean: What do I get you?

 

[10.12., 21:37] Castiel: ?

 

[10.12., 21:37] Dean: Well

[10.12., 21:37] Dean: We are dating

[10.12., 21:37] Dean: What do you want for christmas

 

[10.12., 21:37] Castiel: Oh!!!!

[10.12., 21:38] Castiel: What do you want?

 

[10.12., 21:40] Dean: Uhm

[10.12., 21:40] Dean: No

[10.12., 21:40] Dean: I asked.first

 

[10.12., 21:42] Castiel: To meet you

 

[10.12., 21:42] Dean: 😳

[10.12., 21:42] Dean: Ok

[10.12., 21:43] Dean: I was thinking a nice paint brush set

[10.12., 21:43] Dean: But we can figure something out

 

[10.12., 21:43] Castiel: Oh

[10.12., 21:43] Castiel: I'm sorry

[10.12., 21:44] Castiel: I didn't mean to steamroller you

[10.12., 21:44] Castiel: Scratch what i said

[10.12., 21:45] Castiel: But, you're a student you don't need to buy me something

 

[10.12., 21:46] Dean: I also work cas

 

[10.12., 21:47] Castiel: You need rent and food and gas

 

[10.12., 21:47] Dean: I dont know how you grew up financially

[10.12., 21:47] Dean: But I am good

[10.12., 21:47] Dean: Not rich

[10.12., 21:47] Dean: Not poor

[10.12., 21:47] Dean: I am comfortable

 

[10.12., 21:48] Castiel: Okay

 

[10.12., 21:48] Dean: So if I want to pick out a paint brush set for the dude i am dating ..

[10.12., 21:48] Dean: That way I'd be there while you paint sortof

 

[10.12., 21:50] Castiel: ☺️

 

[10.12., 21:52] Dean: Ok babe, I got to go to bed

[10.12., 21:52] Dean: Sweet dreams

 

[10.12., 21:53] Castiel: I always wanted to dip my toes into oil pastel art...

[10.12., 21:53] Castiel: There it is again.

 

[10.12., 21:53] Dean: I keep that in mind

[10.12., 21:53] Dean: What?

 

[10.12., 21:53] Castiel: Good night, babe

 

[10.12., 21:54] Dean: 😳

[10.12., 21:54] Dean: I'm sorry

 

[10.12., 21:54] Castiel: You started it.

 

[10.12., 21:54] Dean: I uhm

 

[10.12., 21:54] Castiel: Sweet dreams

 

[10.12., 21:55] Dean: No you know what, I like this

[10.12., 21:55] Dean: Night babe

[10.12., 21:55] Dean: 😚

 

[10.12., 21:55] Castiel: ☺️

Chapter Text

[11.12., 08:26] Dean : Morning

[11.12., 08:26] Dean : Nobody suspected a thing about my car being at work.

 

[11.12., 08:26] Dean : But I sucked walking here in the cold.

[11.12., 08:26] Dean : I hope you slept well

 

[11.12., 08:43] Castiel: Yes. Yes i did sleep well

[11.12., 08:44] Castiel: I hope you're warming up already

 

[11.12., 08:47] Dean : Yes

[11.12., 08:47] Dean : Got coffee in me

[11.12., 08:47] Dean : And I am currently changing tires

[11.12., 08:48] Dean : Middle of December and I am still putting on winter tires

 

[11.12., 08:48] Dean : When are you getting your car?

 

[11.12., 08:48] Castiel: After work tonight

 

[11.12., 08:50] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 08:50] Dean : Cool

 

[11.12., 09:04] Castiel: What is your schedule today?

[11.12., 09:05] Dean : Well

[11.12., 09:05] Dean : Right now break

[11.12., 09:05] Dean : I am here for a bit longer and then inhave classes the rest of the day

 

[11.12., 09:08] Castiel: I see. I'm just hoping this day ends soon. So much work…

 

[11.12., 09:09] Dean : I can imagine

[11.12., 09:09] Dean : Don't let me distract you

 

[11.12., 09:36] Castiel: I can't wait for today to be over. Almost like vacation tomorrow already

 

[11.12., 09:36] Dean : I'm so jealous

 

[11.12., 09:36] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[11.12., 09:47] Dean : Not.your fault

[11.12., 09:47] Dean : Well kinda

[11.12., 09:47] Dean : Rubbing salt in an open wound

[11.12., 10:29] Dean : Off to class

[11.12., 10:29] Dean : I am so done with today

 

[11.12., 10:29] Castiel: Why?

[11.12., 10:29] Castiel: What's wrong?

 

[11.12., 10:30] Dean : Today 8s exhausting

[11.12., 10:30] Dean : No idea why

[11.12., 10:30] Dean : I just want to lay in bed

[11.12., 10:30] Dean : Maybe I am getting sick

 

[11.12., 10:30] Castiel: I'm sorry to hear that

[11.12., 10:30] Castiel: Anything i can do?

 

[11.12., 10:31] Dean : Make time go by faster? Please

[11.12., 10:31] Castiel: I wish

 

[11.12., 10:31] Dean : Oh joy

[11.12., 10:32] Dean : Guest speakrr

 

[11.12., 10:32] Castiel: Urgh

 

[11.12., 11:01] Dean : Ask me who the guest speaker is

[11.12., 11:01] Dean : He just got introduced

 

[11.12., 11:02] Castiel: Who is he?

 

[11.12., 11:03] Dean : Balthazar Beecham of Beecham accounting

[11.12., 11:03] Dean : The largest and most successful accounting firm in the mid west

 

[11.12., 11:03] Castiel: You have to be kidding!





[11.12., 11:04] Dean : Took this when he walked in

 

[11.12., 11:04] Castiel: FUCK!!!

 

[11.12., 11:05] Dean : I think your first love is talking about the excitements of accounting to me

 

[11.12., 11:09] Castiel: I never thought he'd actually go into accounting and go that big.

[11.12., 11:09] Castiel: And is he who you heard yesterday?

 

[11.12., 11:09] Dean : Sounds likenit

[11.12., 11:09] Dean : Cocky dude

 

[11.12., 11:10] Castiel: Yeah

 

[11.12., 11:10] Dean : Full of himself

 

[11.12., 11:11] Castiel: He was a nice teenager though. Already quite sure of himself, but nice.

[11.12., 11:11] Castiel: I did love him.

 

[11.12., 11:11] Dean : I dont like him

[11.12., 11:11] Dean : He hurt you

[11.12., 11:12] Dean : And he's probably stealing money

 

[11.12., 11:17] Castiel: I know...

[11.12., 11:17] Castiel: He did hurt me.

[11.12., 11:17] Castiel: Bad

 

[11.12., 11:18] Dean : See

[11.12., 11:18] Dean : Just more reason not to like him

 

[11.12., 11:22] Castiel: So? What are you doing? Actually listening or throwing paper balls?

 

[11.12., 11:22] Dean : Angrily staring at him

[11.12., 11:22] Dean : He keeps looking at me

 

[11.12., 11:23] Castiel: Does he know you from the shop?

 

[11.12., 11:23] Dean : Nope

[11.12., 11:23] Dean : Never seen me

 

[11.12., 11:23] Castiel: Why's he looking at you then?

 

[11.12., 11:24] Dean : I

[11.12., 11:25] Dean : I think he's flirting with me

[11.12., 11:25] Dean : He just winked at me

[11.12., 11:26] Dean : I think he's taking my staring wrong

 

[11.12., 11:26] Castiel: Oh.

[11.12., 11:29] Castiel: How long is it scheduled?

 

[11.12., 11:29] Dean : Noon

 

[11.12., 11:30] Castiel: I just told Gabriel

 

[11.12., 11:30] Dean : What

[11.12., 11:30] Dean : What did you yell him

 

[11.12., 11:31] Castiel: He says "pretty boy should flirt back"

[11.12., 11:31] Castiel: That Balthazar just returned into my life somehow... kind of

 

[11.12., 11:31] Dean : 😳

[11.12., 11:31] Dean : I dont know how to flurt with guys

 

[11.12., 11:32] Castiel: Smile.

[11.12., 11:32] Castiel: Wink back.

 

[11.12., 11:33] Dean : Uhm

[11.12., 11:33] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 11:33] Dean : Is this the right time to let you know Charly is in this class

 

[11.12., 11:34] Castiel: Oh!!!!

[11.12., 11:34] Castiel: Forget what he said.

 

[11.12., 11:34] Dean : To late

 

[11.12., 11:34] Castiel: If you're not ready she doesn't have to know...

[11.12., 11:34] Castiel: Too late?

 

[11.12., 11:35] Dean : Yeah

[11.12., 11:35] Dean : Shes confused

[11.12., 11:35] Dean : Messaging me

 

[11.12., 11:35] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[11.12., 11:36] Dean : Its

[11.12., 11:36] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 11:36] Dean : I figure itout

 

[11.12., 11:41] Castiel: She doesn't have to know about you liking guys. You could just say you're pretending, which basically you are

 

[11.12., 11:54] Dean : She doesn't know about the books either

[11.12., 11:54] Dean : Lol

[11.12., 11:54] Dean : 6 more minutes

[11.12., 11:54] Dean : She is practically vibrating in her chair

 

[11.12., 11:54] Castiel: She doesn't need to either.

 

[11.12., 11:55] Dean : I figure it out

 

[11.12., 11:55] Castiel: Gabriel says, if you flirt enough and he wants you to stay behind to flirt more, ask him if he's gonna ghost you too

 

[11.12., 11:56] Dean : Dickbag just asked me to stay after class to go over a few points in case I have questions

 

[11.12., 12:07] Castiel: What did he say?

 

[11.12., 12:10] Dean : I feel dirty

[11.12., 12:10] Dean : I said he saw me looking

[11.12., 12:11] Dean : And invited me to a quick

[11.12., 12:11] Dean : Quicky

 

[11.12., 12:12] Castiel: Oh dear God!

 

[11.12., 12:12] Dean : I declined. Told him I am seeing someone

 

[11.12., 12:13] Castiel: Did you ask him?

 

[11.12., 12:13] Dean : Charly is bugging me

[11.12., 12:13] Dean : Hold on

 

[11.12., 12:14] Castiel: Okay

 

[11.12., 12:22] Dean : I told him "Cas says hi" and then left

[11.12., 12:22] Dean : He got pale when I said your name

[11.12., 12:23] Dean : Told Charly he is your ex and was mean so I had to defend you

 

[11.12., 12:24] Castiel: That's all she needs to know

[11.12., 12:24] Castiel: 🙂

 

[11.12., 12:24] Dean : Exactly

 

[11.12., 12:24] Castiel: He got pale, huh?

 

[11.12., 12:24] Dean : Yeah

[11.12., 12:24] Dean : I dont think he expected anyone to know about u 2

 

[11.12., 12:29] Castiel: Probably not. Especially after all those years

 

[11.12., 12:31] Dean : Yeah

[11.12., 12:32] Dean : You got off already?

 

[11.12., 12:34] Castiel: No. Lunch

 

[11.12., 12:35] Dean : I am in my next class

 

[11.12., 12:53] Castiel: Okay, I'm back to work

 

[11.12., 13:12] Dean : Im bored

 

[11.12., 13:18] Castiel: I wish i was

 

[11.12., 13:53] Dean : Class is over

[11.12., 13:54] Dean : I got to run home, change , shower and go grocery shopping again.

[11.12., 13:54] Dean : I hope your day is over soon

 

[11.12., 13:57] Castiel: I hope so too.

[11.12., 13:58] Castiel: I sure pray Gabriel is too busy. Not sure he'd be as smart as when he went to campus to find you

 

[11.12., 14:44] Dean : If it makes you feel better, Balthazar left campus quickly after the lesson

 

[11.12., 14:47] Castiel: Oh good.

[11.12., 14:50] Castiel: More worried about Gabe. Don't care about Balthazar

 

[11.12., 15:53] Dean : Did your day get better?

[11.12., 15:53] Dean : I am finally home

[11.12., 15:53] Dean : Gonna veg out on the couch now

 

[11.12., 16:03] Castiel: Still at work

[11.12., 16:04] Castiel: Deadline is 5 and there's still numbers coming in

 

[11.12., 16:05] Dean : Urgh

[11.12., 16:05] Dean : I am sorry

[11.12., 16:56] Dean : 4 minutes baby

[11.12., 16:57] Dean : Almost there

[11.12., 16:57] Dean : Oh look

[11.12., 16:57] Dean : 3

[11.12., 16:58] Dean : I should be looking at douche knuckles fuck ups but I am comfortable

[11.12., 16:58] Dean : 2 min

[11.12., 16:59] Dean : 1!

[11.12., 17:00] Dean : Whoop

[11.12., 17:00] Dean : Now its overtime

 

[11.12., 17:13] Castiel: I've just punched out.

[11.12., 17:13] Castiel: Headed to Benny now

 

[11.12., 17:14] Dean : Oh

[11.12., 17:14] Dean : Yeah

[11.12., 17:14] Dean : Benny

[11.12., 17:59] Dean : Uhm Cas?

[11.12., 17:59] Dean : Is benny hitting on you?

 

[11.12., 18:03] Castiel: Yes

[11.12., 18:03] Castiel: I mean. He was.

[11.12., 18:03] Castiel: I'm finally home now

 

[11.12., 18:04] Dean : Bastard

[11.12., 18:06] Dean : What did he say

 

[11.12., 18:10] Castiel: Just some cliché phrases…

 

[11.12., 18:10] Dean : Grrr

 

[11.12., 18:12] Castiel: They were so cliché, Dean, it was obvious he was just doing it to bother you…

 

[11.12., 18:12] Dean : It doesn't bother me

 

[11.12., 18:12] Castiel: But there was something…

 

[11.12., 18:13] Dean : Yes?

 

[11.12., 18:14] Castiel: If that was Benny it was extremely... idk nice with an edge on creepy because i wouldn't know how he would know i like bees

[11.12., 18:14] Castiel: It's a very cute bee. But if Benny put it there I'll throw it away.

 

[11.12., 18:14] Dean : No

[11.12., 18:14] Dean : Uhm

 

[11.12., 18:14] Castiel: I wouldn't want to hurt you

 

[11.12., 18:14] Dean : I put it there

 

[11.12., 18:15] Castiel: You did???

 

[11.12., 18:15] Dean : I snuck it in when I went by his

 

[11.12., 18:15] Castiel: Oh

 

[11.12., 18:15] Dean : To much?

 

[11.12., 18:15] Castiel: Oh Dean it is so so cute!

 

[11.12., 18:16] Dean : It made me think of you

[11.12., 18:16] Dean : And like honey people you know

 

[11.12., 18:16] Castiel: Really?

 

[11.12., 18:16] Dean : Yeah

[11.12., 18:16] Dean : It has your eyes

 

[11.12., 18:16] Castiel: 🙂

 

[11.12., 18:17] Dean : Im glad you like it

 

[11.12., 18:17] Castiel: Thank you!

 

[11.12., 18:18] Dean : You are welcome

[11.12., 18:21] Dean : How was your day

[11.12., 18:21] Dean : Did you finish everything?

 

[11.12., 18:22] Castiel: Yes. It was stressful as every year.

[11.12., 18:22] Castiel: So glad it's over and almost vacation time

 

[11.12., 18:23] Dean : You should take a bath and relax

 

[11.12., 18:27] Castiel: I might actually do that

 

[11.12., 18:27] Dean : You deserve to be pampered after a stressful day

 

[11.12., 18:28] Castiel: But I'm finally free to text with you. I don't want to lose that time…

 

[11.12., 18:37] Dean : Its ok.

[11.12., 18:37] Dean : Pamper yourself

 

[11.12., 18:39] Castiel: Are you sure?

[11.12., 18:39] Castiel: I wanna be with you though

 

[11.12., 18:39] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 18:40] Dean : I just want you to be comfy

[11.12., 18:40] Dean : Maybe we can take a bath together later

[11.12., 18:40] Dean : Like you in your place and I am at mine

 

[11.12., 18:40] Castiel: Oh?

[11.12., 18:40] Castiel: That sounds lovely

 

[11.12., 18:43] Dean : Sweet

[11.12., 18:44] Dean : I have to make dinner and need to charge my phone

[11.12., 18:44] Dean : So ill be gone for like 30

 

[11.12., 18:44] Castiel: Oh

 

[11.12., 18:44] Dean : Then I am all yours

[11.12., 18:44] Dean : That ok?

 

[11.12., 18:44] Castiel: Maybe I'll take that bath after all.

[11.12., 18:44] Castiel: Or make dinner...

[11.12., 18:45] Castiel: I think dinner sounds good. What will you have?

 

[11.12., 18:47] Dean : Pizza

[11.12., 18:47] Dean : Home made

[11.12., 18:48] Dean : So I need a bit

[11.12., 18:49] Dean : Can't text with sticky hands and don't want to run through the place with flour on me



[11.12., 19:32] Castiel: I have made dinner too

[11.12., 19:41] Castiel: Making pizza takes longer than you assumed, right?

 

[11.12., 19:41] Dean : Yeah

[11.12., 19:41] Dean : And I burned my tounge

[11.12., 19:41] Dean : But I finished eating

 

[11.12., 19:43] Castiel: Oh no, poor you

 

[11.12., 19:43] Dean : I am licking an ice cube

 

[11.12., 19:44] Castiel: Oh. Okay

 

[11.12., 19:45] Dean : I look silly

[11.12., 19:45] Dean : But it gelps

 

[11.12., 19:45] Castiel: It does

 

[11.12., 19:46] Dean : So

[11.12., 19:46] Dean : What did benny say to you

[11.12., 19:46] Dean : He's usually pretty smooth

[11.12., 19:49] Dean : Cas??

 

[11.12., 19:50] Castiel: Uh…

 

[11.12., 19:53] Dean : Its fine if you don't want to tell me

 

[11.12., 19:54] Castiel: It really wasn't that special

[11.12., 19:57] Castiel: He said stuff like

[11.12., 19:58] Castiel: I’m not a photographer, but I can picture me and you together.

[11.12., 19:58] Castiel: And 

They say Disneyland is the happiest place on earth. Well apparently, no one has ever been standing next to you.

 

[11.12., 19:58] Dean : Oh my god

[11.12., 19:59] Dean : Those are terrible

 

[11.12., 19:59] Castiel: I told you

 

[11.12., 19:59] Dean : Mine are waaaay better

 

[11.12., 20:01] Castiel: I told you. Not special

 

[11.12., 20:02] Dean : So I have nothing to worry about

 

[11.12., 20:03] Castiel: He used

Do you believe in love at first sight or should I pass by again?

Too

 

[11.12., 20:04] Dean : Lol

[11.12., 20:04] Dean : He's such a weirdo

 

[11.12., 20:06] Castiel: He asked if he could have my number because he lost his

 

[11.12., 20:06] Dean : Hahahahah

[11.12., 20:06] Dean : I taught him that one

 

[11.12., 20:07] Castiel: You did?

 

[11.12., 20:07] Dean : Yeah

[11.12., 20:07] Dean : After we started talking again

[11.12., 20:08] Dean : He stopped after I shot him down because I was straight lol

[11.12., 20:08] Dean : Took couple of weeks for us to talk again

[11.12., 20:08] Dean : Even longer to be friends again

 

[11.12., 20:08] Castiel: I bet

 

[11.12., 20:08] Dean : We went out and he saw someone he liked

[11.12., 20:09] Dean : Other dude looked like he was into benny so I sent benny over with that line

[11.12., 20:09] Dean : Got him a laugh and the number

 

[11.12., 20:09] Castiel: Nice.

[11.12., 20:10] Castiel: Did you teach him the other too?

 

[11.12., 20:11] Dean : No

[11.12., 20:11] Dean : Just the one

[11.12., 20:13] Dean : What was it

 

[11.12., 20:13] Castiel: Tell him, I am rather little fond of that one. I hope my car doesn't need help again very soon

 

[11.12., 20:14] Dean : Oh no

 

[11.12., 20:14] Castiel: Did it hurt? When you fell from heaven?

 

[11.12., 20:14] Dean : Oh ew

[11.12., 20:14] Dean : Thats slimy

[11.12., 20:15] Dean : And tasteless

[11.12., 20:15] Dean : Considering your name

[11.12., 20:15] Dean : Im sorry

 

[11.12., 20:16] Castiel: And my history which he doesn't know of course, but yeah... that was not good

 

[11.12., 20:16] Dean : Im sorry man

[11.12., 20:16] Dean : I bitch at him later

[11.12., 20:17] Dean : For unprofessional conduct

[11.12., 20:21] Dean : I hope you got a discount

 

[11.12., 20:23] Castiel: Well, it wasn't separately shown

 

[11.12., 20:24] Dean : Hmmm

[11.12., 20:24] Dean : I'll talk to him

 

[11.12., 20:26] Castiel: It's okay

 

[11.12., 20:26] Dean : He made you uncomfortable

[11.12., 20:26] Dean : Least he can do is pay for it

[11.12., 20:27] Dean : Literally

 

[11.12., 20:28] Castiel: If you say so

 

[11.12., 20:28] Dean : You ok

[11.12., 20:28] Dean : ?

[11.12., 20:28] Dean : You are

[11.12., 20:28] Dean : A little short I guess

 

[11.12., 20:29] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[11.12., 20:29] Dean : What's up

 

[11.12., 20:31] Castiel: Nothing

 

[11.12., 20:32] Dean : I dont think so

[11.12., 20:32] Dean : Please

[11.12., 20:32] Dean : Tell me

 

[11.12., 20:34] Castiel: I just

 

[11.12., 20:35] Dean : You just what babe?

 

[11.12., 20:36] Castiel: Didn't like being flirted to by someone who knows i am taken

 

[11.12., 20:36] Dean : Benny... is different

[11.12., 20:37] Dean : You know how you and me have vastly different feelings about sex and intimacy

[11.12., 20:37] Dean : Benny and his partner

[11.12., 20:37] Dean : They are open

[11.12., 20:38] Dean : Like to others joining them

 

[11.12., 20:38] Castiel: He has a partner?

 

[11.12., 20:38] Dean : Yeah

 

[11.12., 20:38] Castiel: Oh

 

[11.12., 20:39] Dean : Both know about everything and nothing happens without everyone being OK with it

 

[11.12., 20:39] Castiel: Okay

 

[11.12., 20:40] Dean : So he at worst would have asked for you and your partner to join them if you'd shown interst

 

[11.12., 20:40] Castiel: I see.

 

[11.12., 20:41] Dean : I'm not sure if that info made you feel better or not

 

[11.12., 20:41] Castiel: No

 

[11.12., 20:41] Dean : I'm sorry

[11.12., 20:42] Dean : Anything I can do or say?

 

[11.12., 20:42] Castiel: Kiss me?

[11.12., 20:43] Castiel: 🙈

 

[11.12., 20:43] Dean : Uhm

[11.12., 20:43] Dean : 😚😗😚

 

[11.12., 20:44] Castiel: ☺️🤗

[11.12., 20:48] Castiel: 😘

 

[11.12., 20:48] Dean : Awe

[11.12., 20:48] Dean : Thank you

[11.12., 20:48] Dean : A bit better now?

 

[11.12., 20:50] Castiel: Yes, thank you

 

[11.12., 20:50] Dean : You are very welcome

 

[11.12., 20:50] Castiel: Thank you so so much

 

[11.12., 20:51] Dean : You are odd tonight

[11.12., 20:51] Dean : Not bad odd

[11.12., 20:51] Dean : Just odd

 

[11.12., 20:52] Castiel: I'm not liking the sound of it

 

[11.12., 20:52] Dean : Of what

 

[11.12., 21:00] Castiel: You thinking I'm odd

 

[11.12., 21:00] Dean : Just tonight

[11.12., 21:01] Dean : You should have had that relaxing bath

[11.12., 21:01] Dean : I think you are still wound tightly from work

 

[11.12., 21:05] Castiel: I might. You're right

[11.12., 21:05] Castiel: I am very sorry

 

[11.12., 21:05] Dean : No worries

[11.12., 21:05] Dean : I am just concerned

[11.12., 21:05] Dean : I dont like you stressed

[11.12., 21:05] Dean : How about we both start a bath

[11.12., 21:06] Dean : I have my appointment tomorrow

[11.12., 21:06] Dean : I can use a relaxing bath before I unpack the past 9 days in 90 min

 

[11.12., 21:06] Castiel: Yeah. Yeah, you're absolutely right!

[11.12., 21:16] Castiel: You have started your bath, right?

 

[11.12., 21:16] Dean : Yes

[11.12., 21:19] Dean : Do you want to text while in the bath?

[11.12., 21:19] Dean : Just got to be careful

 

[11.12., 21:22] Castiel: Yeah, I'd like that





[11.12., 21:31] Dean : Ohhhh nice

[11.12., 21:35] Dean : Did you hop in yet

 

[11.12., 21:36] Castiel: Yes

 

[11.12., 21:36] Dean : Do you feel relaxed

[11.12., 21:36] Dean : I am melting

 

[11.12., 21:36] Castiel: Yes.

[11.12., 21:36] Castiel: It feels very nice

[11.12., 21:37] Castiel: I like bubble baths

 

[11.12., 21:37] Dean : Me too

[11.12., 21:38] Dean : Is it this stressful every year?

 

[11.12., 21:39] Castiel: Yes, it is.

 

[11.12., 21:39] Dean : Poor baby

[11.12., 21:39] Dean : And I mean that sincerely

 

[11.12., 21:39] Castiel: I'm not a baby Dean

 

[11.12., 21:40] Dean : Poor you

[11.12., 21:40] Dean : And I know

 

[11.12., 21:43] Castiel: But I sincerely appreciate your concern

 

[11.12., 21:44] Dean : I just want you to feel good

 

[11.12., 21:46] Castiel: I like you so very much

 

[11.12., 21:46] Dean : I like you too

[11.12., 21:48] Dean : Don't fall asleep on me

[11.12., 21:48] Dean : Don't want you to drown on my watch

 

[11.12., 21:53] Castiel: I'm not drowning

[11.12., 21:54] Castiel: I was shaving

 

[11.12., 21:56] Dean : Oh

[11.12., 21:56] Dean : In the bathtub?

[11.12., 21:56] Dean : You got a mirror?

[11.12., 21:57] Dean : I likenit better over the bathroom sink

 

[11.12., 21:57] Castiel: I don't need a mirror

 

[11.12., 21:57] Dean : Impressive

[11.12., 21:57] Dean : I only shave like 3 times a week

 

[11.12., 21:57] Castiel: I can see my pubic hair without a mirror

 

[11.12., 21:58] Dean : I'd kill myself without a mirrow

[11.12., 21:58] Dean : 😳🙈

[11.12., 21:58] Dean : Wrong area... I was thinking of face

 

[11.12., 21:58] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[11.12., 21:58] Dean : No

[11.12., 21:58] Dean : Its ok

[11.12., 21:58] Dean : Uhm

[11.12., 21:59] Dean : I only trimmed there

[11.12., 21:59] Dean : Knifes or snap blades make me nervous

[11.12., 21:59] Dean : In that area

 

[11.12., 21:59] Castiel: I understand

[11.12., 22:00] Castiel: I've hurt myself a few times

 

[11.12., 22:00] Dean : 😩

[11.12., 22:01] Dean : Like just now?

 

[11.12., 22:01] Castiel: No

[11.12., 22:02] Castiel: Oh. That reminds me you wanted a  penis photograph from me.

 

[11.12., 22:03] Dean : Uhm

[11.12., 22:03] Dean : I was thinking

[11.12., 22:03] Dean : Like

[11.12., 22:03] Dean : In the heat of the moment

[11.12., 22:03] Dean : Type of thing

[11.12., 22:04] Dean : Like

[11.12., 22:04] Dean : Wrapped nicely in lace

[11.12., 22:04] Dean : Or

[11.12., 22:04] Dean : Spent on your belly

[11.12., 22:04] Dean : Not just randomly so I know what he looks like

 

[11.12., 22:05] Castiel: Oh

 

[11.12., 22:10] Dean : I'm sorry

[11.12., 22:10] Dean : I would love to know what he looks like

[11.12., 22:10] Dean : Just

[11.12., 22:11] Dean : One tends to send them to turn on their partner

[11.12., 22:11] Dean : Or show off happy endings

 

[11.12., 22:11] Castiel: Oh

[11.12., 22:11] Castiel: I understand

 

[11.12., 22:12] Dean : And being randomly offered a pick threw me

 

[11.12., 22:13] Castiel: I'm very sorry

 

[11.12., 22:13] Dean : Don't be

[11.12., 22:13] Dean : I know you don't have much experience with sexting

[11.12., 22:13] Dean : So no worries

 

[11.12., 22:13] Castiel: I shouldn't have mentioned it

 

[11.12., 22:13] Dean : Yes

[11.12., 22:13] Dean : You should

[11.12., 22:15] Dean : Communication

[11.12., 22:15] Dean : And knowing you shave

[11.12., 22:15] Dean : It's hot

 

[11.12., 22:24] Castiel: So um...

[11.12., 22:25] Castiel: Did it turn you on?

 

[11.12., 22:25] Dean : It's hot

[11.12., 22:29] Dean : Very

 

[11.12., 22:29] Castiel: Okay

 

[11.12., 22:29] Dean : A lot

 

[11.12., 22:30] Castiel: 🙂

 

[11.12., 22:30] Dean : Uhm

[11.12., 22:30] Dean : Why did you ask

[11.12., 22:30] Dean : Just to know?

 

[11.12., 22:31] Castiel: Yes.

 

[11.12., 22:31] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 22:31] Dean : Anything else you'd like to know?

 

[11.12., 22:32] Castiel: You seem to get affected by things I tell you. So I was wondering if this had

 

[11.12., 22:32] Dean : Oh

[11.12., 22:32] Dean : Well

[11.12., 22:32] Dean : Uhm

[11.12., 22:33] Dean : I am not a teenager with a hair trigger anymore

[11.12., 22:33] Dean : But I am 23 with a pretty high sex drive

[11.12., 22:33] Dean : So yeah

[11.12., 22:33] Dean : It got an reaction

 

[11.12., 22:33] Castiel: I'm sorry if i was to intrusive

 

[11.12., 22:34] Dean : But I am still melted into my tub

[11.12., 22:34] Dean : And I don't want to jerk it in the tub and then be even more lazy to move

 

[11.12., 22:34] Castiel: Oh. Right

 

[11.12., 22:34] Dean : So I am enjoying the general buzz

 

[11.12., 22:35] Castiel: Don't drown please

 

[11.12., 22:38] Dean : I won't

[11.12., 22:38] Dean : My turn for a question?

 

[11.12., 22:39] Castiel: Did you drown?

 

[11.12., 22:39] Dean : No

[11.12., 22:39] Dean : Can I ask a question?

[11.12., 22:40] Dean : Liken2

 

[11.12., 22:40] Castiel: Of course

 

[11.12., 22:41] Dean : Feel free to refuse to answer

[11.12., 22:41] Dean : Its personal

[11.12., 22:41] Dean : Well first one

[11.12., 22:41] Dean : How far do you shave?

 

[11.12., 22:41] Castiel: How far?

 

[11.12., 22:42] Dean : Like just the patch above, dick, balls or further back

 

[11.12., 22:43] Castiel: Further back? No.

[11.12., 22:43] Castiel: I just like my dick and balls free. It feels nicer in the panties

 

[11.12., 22:43] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 22:44] Dean : Cool

[11.12., 22:44] Dean : And 2nd question

[11.12., 22:44] Dean : What to you like on your partner  shaved or trimmed or natural

 

[11.12., 22:46] Castiel: All of them are okay. I like shaved best in women, but in men it doesn't matter. I just want them to feel good in their body.

 

[11.12., 22:46] Dean : Cool

[11.12., 22:46] Dean : Thank you

[11.12., 22:46] Dean : For answering

 

[11.12., 22:46] Castiel: You're welcome

[11.12., 22:47] Castiel: Why wouldn't I?

 

[11.12., 22:47] Dean : Some things you are very private about

[11.12., 22:47] Dean : I thought this might be a part of it

 

[11.12., 22:48] Castiel: But we are dating.

[11.12., 22:48] Castiel: Those are things a dating partner should know.

 

[11.12., 22:48] Dean : Yes. Its usually stuff you find out when you get naked with them

[11.12., 22:48] Dean : We haven't met yet

[11.12., 22:49] Dean : I wasn't sure if you would share that on message

 

[11.12., 22:49] Castiel: Oh. Uh... do you want me to be shaved? Should i stop that in the future?

[11.12., 22:50] Castiel: Well, since we're not meeting, I'd have to share it here, right?

 

[11.12., 22:50] Dean : I dont care . Women I like trimmed

[11.12., 22:51] Dean : I've never had a real life dick in front of me so I don't know what I like

[11.12., 22:51] Dean : Porn dudes are always trimmed or shaved

[11.12., 22:51] Dean : But its not a look that looks good on all

 

[11.12., 22:51] Castiel: True

 

[11.12., 22:51] Dean : So I don't know

[11.12., 22:52] Dean : If you like it for your lingerie then shave

 

[11.12., 22:52] Castiel: I don't know if it looks good on me. I just like how it feels

 

[11.12., 22:52] Dean : I like lingerie  and I'd imagine it feels amazing in fresh shaved skin

 

[11.12., 22:55] Castiel: Maybe you'll try one day. Who knows

 

[11.12., 22:55] Dean : Maybe you could help me?

[11.12., 22:55] Dean : Shave

 

[11.12., 22:56] Castiel: I would love that.

 

[11.12., 22:57] Dean : Im getting out of the tub. My water has gotten cold

 

[11.12., 22:58] Castiel: I've been out for a while.

 

[11.12., 22:58] Dean : Well damn

[11.12., 22:58] Dean : Here i am enjoying the buzz and you are already out and dressed

 

[11.12., 22:59] Castiel: I'm not dressed, I'm putting on lotion

 

[11.12., 23:00] Dean : It puts the lotion on its skin or it gets the hose again....

 

[11.12., 23:00] Castiel: I'm sorry?

 

[11.12., 23:00] Dean : Silence of the lambs?

 

[11.12., 23:02] Castiel: Are you trying to get me from pleasantly dazed and ready for bed to unable to sleep and nightmares?

 

[11.12., 23:02] Dean : Sorry

[11.12., 23:02] Dean : It fit the situation

 

[11.12., 23:02] Castiel: 😒

 

[11.12., 23:04] Dean : I am sorry babe

 

[11.12., 23:05] Castiel: I didn't like that movie

 

[11.12., 23:05] Dean : To scary?

 

[11.12., 23:06] Castiel: Not exactly scary. More, disturbing?

 

[11.12., 23:06] Dean : Disturbing sounds about right

[11.12., 23:06] Dean : Yuck

 

[11.12., 23:06] Castiel: Yeah

[11.12., 23:06] Castiel: I'm not a fan

 

[11.12., 23:06] Dean : Sorry I ruined your mood

[11.12., 23:07] Dean : Anything I can do to fix it

 

[11.12., 23:07] Castiel: It's okay, you didn't know

[11.12., 23:07] Castiel: I wouldn't know what

 

[11.12., 23:08] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 23:08] Dean : I'm lotioned upand cosy

 

[11.12., 23:15] Castiel: Oh, so you lotion too?

 

[11.12., 23:15] Dean : Yes. Skin starts aging at 23. Got to keep myself looking fresh

 

[11.12., 23:15] Castiel: I'm off to bed, Dean. I still gotta go back to work tomorrow

 

[11.12., 23:16] Dean : Ok

[11.12., 23:16] Dean : Sweet dreams

[11.12., 23:16] Dean : I should go to bed too

 

[11.12., 23:16] Castiel: Good night, Babe.

Chapter Text

[12.12., 06:56] Castiel: Good morning

 

[12.12., 07:55] Dean: Morning

[12.12., 07:55] Dean: My appointment is at 8.30

[12.12., 08:16] Dean: I have to turn my phone off. I am about to go into the building. No cellphones allowed inside to protect the privacy of patients

 

[12.12., 09:59] Castiel: I've finished all my end of year work. It feels stupid to start on new things but i have to do something until 4. So daily business it is then...

[12.12., 09:59] Castiel: Entertain me

[12.12., 10:00] Castiel: When you can turn on your phone again.

 

[12.12., 10:03] Dean: Hey

[12.12., 10:03] Dean: I am done

[12.12., 10:03] Dean: Exhausted

 

[12.12., 10:03] Castiel: Oh, i bet

[12.12., 10:03] Castiel: Therapy is very exhausting

 

[12.12., 10:03] Dean: But it was a good appointment

 

[12.12., 10:03] Castiel: Yeah?

 

[12.12., 10:04] Dean: I am still into you and its cool that I am

[12.12., 10:04] Dean: She's proud of me for allowing myself to like what I like

[12.12., 10:04] Dean: So YAy

 

[12.12., 10:04] Castiel: Oh that's awesome!! I'm proud of you too. Very.

 

[12.12., 10:05] Dean: she understands that there might be concerns from your therapist tho

[12.12., 10:05] Dean: So she said they could call her any time

[12.12., 10:05] Dean: I signed so she's allowed to talk about me

 

[12.12., 10:06] Castiel: Oh, that's good. Thank you

 

[12.12., 10:07] Dean: I always take the day off when I go to see her

[12.12., 10:07] Dean: So i can text you all day

 

[12.12., 10:13] Castiel: Ooooh?

 

[12.12., 10:13] Dean: Yeah

[12.12., 10:14] Dean: You never know how therapy goes

[12.12., 10:14] Dean: So I like to plan a rest day

 

[12.12., 10:14] Castiel: That's cool. But if you need to relax and have tome for yourself, that's okay, I'll live

 

[12.12., 10:15] Dean: I might nap later

[12.12., 10:15] Dean: But right now I am good

 

[12.12., 10:15] Castiel: Alright

 

[12.12., 10:15] Dean: What you up to now that the most work is done

 

[12.12., 10:18] Castiel: Day to day business, writing bills to send to customers... though there's not a lot at the moment since other firms are doing their end of year stuff too and don't have time to order. So, mostly, I'm on my phone, scrolling through online shops and articles

 

[12.12., 10:22] Dean: Are you Christmas shopping

 

[12.12., 10:23] Castiel: No

[12.12., 10:23] Castiel: Though...

[12.12., 10:23] Castiel: What do you want for Christmas?

 

[12.12., 10:24] Dean: Hmmmm

[12.12., 10:24] Dean: No idea

 

[12.12., 10:25] Castiel: Come on, Dean.

[12.12., 10:25] Castiel: I gave you something to work with, now give me something too

 

[12.12., 10:26] Dean: Hmmm

[12.12., 10:26] Dean: Nice and fancy polish for baby

 

[12.12., 10:27] Castiel: Oooh. Okay

 

[12.12., 10:31] Dean: My therapist said I should wait with meeting you

 

[12.12., 10:31] Castiel: Oh

 

[12.12., 10:31] Dean: She wants me to get more comfortable with my identity before I am confronted with the real life you

[12.12., 10:32] Dean: I have a tendency to over react and lash out when put in uncomfortable or awkward situations

[12.12., 10:32] Dean: As you noticed I am sure

 

[12.12., 10:32] Castiel: Alright.

[12.12., 10:33] Castiel: I can accept that

 

[12.12., 10:33] Dean: So mu job till next month is to come up with date ideas and a plan on what to do if I start to feel like I loose controll

 

[12.12., 10:34] Castiel: That sounds like a huge job.

 

[12.12., 10:35] Dean: Im allowed to ask you for help

[12.12., 10:47] Dean: Are you upset?

[12.12., 10:47] Dean: She said you might be because she said we shouldn't meet right away

 

[12.12., 10:53] Castiel: A little, yes.

[12.12., 10:53] Castiel: I wanted to meet you so much.

 

[12.12., 10:53] Dean: Wanted?

[12.12., 10:54] Dean: I want to meet you yesterday

 

[12.12., 10:54] Castiel: But if the therapist says no, I'll accept that.

 

[12.12., 10:54] Dean: And I am bummed that she said no

[12.12., 10:54] Dean: I get it tho

[12.12., 10:55] Dean: She wants to make sure everything goes well especially with your history. She's trying to protect both of us

[12.12., 10:55] Dean: Thats what she said

 

[12.12., 10:55] Castiel: Oh. Okay.

 

[12.12., 10:58] Dean: Im sorry

 

[12.12., 10:58] Castiel: Not your fault

 

[12.12., 10:59] Dean: I want to do this right

[12.12., 10:59] Dean: I likenyou

[12.12., 10:59] Dean: A lot

[12.12., 10:59] Dean: And I dontnwant to mess this up

[12.12., 10:59] Dean: I dont want to just reacted with my dick

 

[12.12., 10:59] Castiel: I like you too

[12.12., 10:59] Castiel: Oh

[12.12., 11:00] Castiel: That's

[12.12., 11:00] Castiel: That's very considerate

 

[12.12., 11:00] Dean: Sex means a lot to you

[12.12., 11:00] Dean: And I've been treating sex differently

[12.12., 11:00] Dean: More like a hobby

[12.12., 11:00] Dean: Not like a way to connect

[12.12., 11:00] Dean: So I need to work on that

 

[12.12., 11:01] Castiel: But it's wrong to change on my behalf

 

[12.12., 11:01] Dean: Not if it benefits me and my mental health

 

[12.12., 11:02] Castiel: Will it?

 

[12.12., 11:02] Dean: Yeah

 

[12.12., 11:03] Castiel: How?

 

[12.12., 11:03] Dean: Being able to form a meaningful relationship with someone else

[12.12., 11:04] Dean: I don't let people close

[12.12., 11:04] Dean: You know me better then most

[12.12., 11:04] Dean: And I know those people for years

[12.12., 11:04] Dean: I've known you for just over a week

[12.12., 11:04] Dean: And I trust you

[12.12., 11:04] Dean: And I miss tou

[12.12., 11:05] Dean: I dont generally miss people

 

[12.12., 11:05] Castiel: I miss you too.

 

[12.12., 11:05] Dean: That makes mensound like a psychopath

 

[12.12., 11:05] Castiel: You think I'm a psychopath?

 

[12.12., 11:05] Dean: Me

 

[12.12., 11:06] Castiel: I trust you, Dean.

[12.12., 11:07] Castiel: I don't trust strangers normally.

 

[12.12., 11:07] Dean: And thats why I want to do this right

 

[12.12., 11:08] Castiel: Most of all, i don't usually crave physical contact with people. Especially strangers.

 

[12.12., 11:08] Dean: For once I dont feel like I want to just fuck

[12.12., 11:09] Dean: I want to talk

[12.12., 11:09] Dean: I want to learn about you

[12.12., 11:09] Dean: Don't get me wrong.  I still would like to have sex with you eventually but its not my goal

 

[12.12., 11:09] Castiel: You're the nicest person I know apart from my family

 

[12.12., 11:09] Dean: More like a bonus

[12.12., 11:11] Dean: I wanna watch you paint

[12.12., 11:11] Dean: Maybe model for you if you want

[12.12., 11:11] Dean: I wanna make food with you

[12.12., 11:11] Dean: Share a bubble bath

[12.12., 11:12] Dean: I wanna see you in your lace

[12.12., 11:12] Dean: And show you my panies

[12.12., 11:12] Dean: I wanna veg out with you watching something or just talk through the night

[12.12., 11:12] Dean: I wanna take you on dates

[12.12., 11:13] Dean: And go shopping to the markets

 

[12.12., 11:17] Castiel: Don't make me cry.

 

[12.12., 11:17] Dean: I dont mean to

[12.12., 11:17] Dean: I want you to know that it's not just sex

 

[12.12., 11:18] Castiel: You're amazing

 

[12.12., 11:22] Dean: I'm trying

[12.12., 11:22] Dean: You deserve amazing

 

[12.12., 11:25] Castiel: That's what you say

 

[12.12., 11:25] Dean: Iam 100% sure

 

[12.12., 11:27] Castiel: I don't deserve someone so great

 

[12.12., 11:28] Dean: Listen

[12.12., 11:28] Dean: If I was great i wouldn't need someone with a degree telling me im not ready to meet my date

 

[12.12., 11:33] Castiel: Hmmmm

[12.12., 11:51] Castiel: That's a good point

 

[12.12., 11:54] Dean: See

 

[12.12., 11:57] Castiel: But in my eyes, you're great

 

[12.12., 11:59] Dean: You are making me blush

[12.12., 12:02] Dean: I think you're pretty great too

 

[12.12., 12:02] Castiel: I'm going to have lunch now, stretch my legs

 

[12.12., 12:02] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 12:02] Dean: I leave you alone

 

[12.12., 12:04] Castiel: Not what i meant

 

[12.12., 12:04] Dean: Oh

[12.12., 12:04] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 12:04] Dean: You still in the office?

 

[12.12., 12:04] Castiel: Yes

 

[12.12., 12:05] Dean: Do you

[12.12., 12:05] Dean: Uhm

[12.12., 12:05] Dean: Nevermind

[12.12., 12:05] Dean: Its stupid

 

[12.12., 12:06] Castiel: Yes?

 

[12.12., 12:11] Dean: Nevermind. Forget it

[12.12., 12:11] Dean: Enjoy your lunch

[12.12., 12:11] Dean: I am having cereal

 

[12.12., 12:13] Castiel: Dean?

 

[12.12., 12:13] Dean: Yes?

 

[12.12., 12:19] Castiel: Talk to me

 

[12.12., 12:19] Dean: I am

 

[12.12., 12:19] Castiel: No

 

[12.12., 12:19] Dean: Yes

[12.12., 12:19] Dean: I wanted to ask you something

[12.12., 12:19] Dean: But you are at work

 

[12.12., 12:19] Castiel: Then ask

 

[12.12., 12:19] Dean: So I wait till you are home

 

[12.12., 12:20] Castiel: No, i was still in the building when you asked. I'm taking a walk at the moment

 

[12.12., 12:21] Dean: I uhm

[12.12., 12:21] Dean: I

 

[12.12., 12:21] Castiel: Yes?

 

[12.12., 12:21] Dean: Wanted to know something

[12.12., 12:21] Dean: Uhm

 

[12.12., 12:22] Castiel: Okay

 

[12.12., 12:22] Dean: Do you have your fancy lingerie on when at work?

[12.12., 12:22] Dean: Im sorry

[12.12., 12:22] Dean: I shouldn't ask that whilenyou are at work

 

[12.12., 12:22] Castiel: Not always

 

[12.12., 12:23] Dean: But

[12.12., 12:23] Dean: Sometimes you are dressed up all like in the press picture

[12.12., 12:23] Dean: And then lingerie underneath?

 

[12.12., 12:23] Castiel: Yes

 

[12.12., 12:23] Dean: Oh

[12.12., 12:23] Dean: Thats

[12.12., 12:24] Dean: Thats interesting

 

[12.12., 12:24] Castiel: But to work I would only wear panties.

[12.12., 12:24] Castiel: I don't wear stockings or bras at work

 

[12.12., 12:24] Dean: Yhats cool

[12.12., 12:26] Dean: Are you aware how enticing this is?

 

[12.12., 12:28] Castiel: Is it?

 

[12.12., 12:29] Dean: Yes

[12.12., 12:29] Dean: Yes it is

 

[12.12., 12:30] Castiel: I do it on days when I wanna perk myself up. Like when I have my annual evaluation talk.

 

[12.12., 12:30] Dean: Oh god

[12.12., 12:30] Dean: You're sitting in front of your boss

 

[12.12., 12:32] Castiel: Uh, yeah

 

[12.12., 12:32] Dean: I think im gonna work on my car for a bit...

[12.12., 12:32] Dean: I neednsome distravtion

 

[12.12., 12:33] Castiel: Oh. I'm sorry

 

[12.12., 12:33] Dean: Don't be

[12.12., 12:33] Dean: I just

[12.12., 12:33] Dean: Gutter

[12.12., 12:33] Dean: Yeah

[12.12., 12:33] Dean: Gutter

[12.12., 12:33] Dean: Im sorry

 

[12.12., 12:34] Castiel: It's alright

[12.12., 12:34] Castiel: I'm sorry i caused that

 

[12.12., 12:34] Dean: Nah

[12.12., 12:34] Dean: I did

[12.12., 12:34] Dean: I asked

[12.12., 12:34] Dean: Shouldn't have

 

[12.12., 12:36] Castiel: It's okay.

[12.12., 12:36] Castiel: I am not wearing them today if tgat helps?

 

[12.12., 12:37] Dean: It does

[12.12., 12:37] Dean: Thank you

 

[12.12., 12:38] Castiel: 🙂

[12.12., 12:53] Castiel: Alright, now while i do the few bills that have to be done, I'll declutter my desk…

 

[12.12., 13:20] Dean: I didn't take you for the clutter type

 



[12.12., 13:44] Dean: Oh I like your set up

[12.12., 13:44] Dean: I came back inside

[12.12., 13:44] Dean: Its cold

 

[12.12., 13:45] Castiel: Yes, it is

 

[12.12., 13:46] Dean: I should bake

 

[12.12., 13:48] Castiel: What are you gonna bake?

 

[12.12., 13:48] Dean: Christmas cookies!

 

[12.12., 13:48] Castiel: Nice

 

[12.12., 14:00] Dean: Snicker doodles

[12.12., 14:00] Dean: Nom

 

[12.12., 14:01] Castiel: What?

 

[12.12., 14:01] Dean: You asked what I am baking

 

[12.12., 14:05] Castiel: Snicker doodles?

 

[12.12., 14:06] Dean: Yes

[12.12., 14:06] Dean: You never had them?

 

[12.12., 14:06] Castiel: Which ones are they?

 

[12.12., 14:06] Dean: The soft ones

[12.12., 14:07] Dean: With the surgery crust

[12.12., 14:19] Dean: I am sure you had them

[12.12., 14:19] Dean: America's favorite holiday treats

 

[12.12., 14:20] Castiel: Yeah, I had them

[12.12., 14:21] Castiel: We call them angel cookies

 

[12.12., 14:22] Dean: Awwwe

 

[12.12., 14:23] Castiel: Family thing, you know?

 

[12.12., 14:24] Dean: I figured

[12.12., 14:24] Dean: With the names and all

 

[12.12., 14:27] Castiel: Yeah

 

[12.12., 14:28] Dean: So

[12.12., 14:28] Dean: I am allowed Cas

[12.12., 14:28] Dean: And Babe

[12.12., 14:28] Dean: Right?

 

[12.12., 14:38] Castiel: Yes

 

[12.12., 14:38] Dean: Sweet heart?

[12.12., 14:38] Dean: Angel?

[12.12., 14:38] Dean: Honey?

 

[12.12., 14:39] Castiel: Those are very cheesy.

[12.12., 14:40] Castiel: But i think i could probably live with Angel.

 

[12.12., 14:40] Dean: Yes?

[12.12., 14:40] Dean: Awesome

 

[12.12., 14:42] Castiel: Yes. It sounds nice coming from you.

[12.12., 14:43] Castiel: I don't like the others. My exes used them.

 

[12.12., 14:43] Dean: Noted

[12.12., 14:43] Dean: Angel😇

 

[12.12., 14:44] Castiel: 😊





[12.12., 14:54] Dean: Nom

 



[12.12., 14:56] Dean: Sweet sweet noms

 

[12.12., 14:57] Castiel: Mmmh, they look amazing

 

[12.12., 14:57] Dean: They taste amazing too

 

[12.12., 14:58] Castiel: They look like they do

 

[12.12., 14:58] Dean: I might just send you some

[12.12., 14:59] Dean: But via sam and jack

[12.12., 14:59] Dean: I need to account for 2 of each flavour for sam. How many will Jack steal before they get to you

 

[12.12., 14:59] Castiel: Do you think they'll still play messenger for us?

 

[12.12., 15:00] Dean: Why wouldn't they

 

[12.12., 15:00] Castiel: Because of the catalogue disaster?

 

[12.12., 15:00] Dean: I think cookies should help

[12.12., 15:00] Dean: Ohhh or i don't tell them its cookies and tape it shut with duct tape

[12.12., 15:01] Dean: Sam would be to scared to open

 

[12.12., 15:01] Castiel: Okay. Well, Jack loves cookies…

 

[12.12., 15:01] Dean: And you would have more cookies

 

[12.12., 15:01] Castiel: Haha, that us mean

 

[12.12., 15:03] Dean: But babe

[12.12., 15:03] Dean: Cookies

 

[12.12., 15:03] Castiel: Let Jack try your baking art.

 

[12.12., 15:04] Dean: Fine

 

[12.12., 15:05] Castiel: He can test if you wanna poison me

 

[12.12., 15:05] Dean: You wound me

[12.12., 15:05] Dean: I would never

 

[12.12., 15:05] Castiel: I forgot this

[12.12., 15:05] Castiel: 😉

 

[12.12., 15:05] Dean: Ahhh

[12.12., 15:12] Dean: What time do you think you'll be home

[12.12., 15:12] Dean: Trying to sort a pick up time

[12.12., 15:13] Dean: I want them to have as little time with the cookies as possible

[12.12., 15:13] Dean: Lol

 

[12.12., 15:13] Castiel: I'll be leaving earlier today, so i should be home by 4

 

[12.12., 15:15] Dean: Nice

[12.12., 15:15] Dean: They'll get picked up here in 15 min

 

[12.12., 15:15] Castiel: Okay

 

[12.12., 15:16] Dean: I packed 12 total. 4 of each

[12.12., 15:16] Dean: Let's see how many get to you

 

[12.12., 15:16] Castiel: Look, I'm ready to leave for Christmas:

 



[12.12., 15:16] Dean: Nice 

 

[12.12., 15:26] Castiel: Leaving now and driving home.



[12.12., 15:59] Castiel: I'm home.

 

[12.12., 15:59] Dean: Nice

[12.12., 15:59] Dean: Cookies yet?

 

[12.12., 16:01] Castiel: They were on my doormat

 

[12.12., 16:03] Dean: Good

[12.12., 16:03] Dean: I am almost scared to ask

[12.12., 16:03] Dean: But how many made it to you

 

[12.12., 16:04] Castiel: Let's see...

[12.12., 16:05] Castiel: 6.5

[12.12., 16:06] Castiel: Why would they leave a half earen cookie in there?

 

 

 

[12.12., 16:07] Dean: Hahaha

[12.12., 16:07] Dean: Wth

[12.12., 16:08] Dean: I am so confused

 

[12.12., 16:09] Castiel: Yes. Me too.

[12.12., 16:09] Castiel: I might give that one to Lucifer

[12.12., 16:15] Dean: Is that ok for him?

 

[12.12., 16:16] Castiel: Yeah. Christmas he gets spoiled

[12.12., 16:25] Castiel: What are you doing?

 

[12.12., 16:25] Dean: Regretting all the cookies I ate

 

[12.12., 16:27] Castiel: Awwwe

 

[12.12., 16:32] Dean: Its ok

[12.12., 16:32] Dean: I somehow do this every year

[12.12., 16:32] Dean: I'll eventually learn

[12.12., 16:32] Dean: I am sure

 

[12.12., 16:34] Castiel: I wouldn't be so sure. I'm older than you and haven't learnt it yet

 

[12.12., 16:34] Dean: Oh no

[12.12., 16:34] Dean: What do I do

[12.12., 16:34] Dean: Wait

[12.12., 16:35] Dean: Did you eat all of them

 

[12.12., 16:36] Castiel: No, Lucifer ate the half one.

 

[12.12., 16:37] Dean: Oh no

[12.12., 16:37] Dean: I hope it was worth it

 

[12.12., 16:37] Castiel: Ooooh yes!!!!

[12.12., 16:37] Castiel: They were amazing!

[12.12., 16:38] Castiel: Thank you so much

 

[12.12., 16:43] Dean: I am sorry I caused you paon

[12.12., 16:43] Dean: Pain

[12.12., 16:43] Dean: But I am glad you liked them

 

[12.12., 16:43] Castiel: Oh no, I'm fine

 

[12.12., 16:45] Dean: Good

[12.12., 16:45] Dean: I had some tea

[12.12., 16:45] Dean: That helped

 

[12.12., 16:46] Castiel: Tea is good

[12.12., 16:48] Castiel: How will I spend my evening? I need distraction

 

[12.12., 16:51] Dean: Hmmm

[12.12., 16:51] Dean: Movie night?

 

[12.12., 16:53] Castiel: Movie night sounds great. Would you watch with me?

 

[12.12., 16:53] Dean: Yes!

[12.12., 16:54] Dean: I'll see what I can manage for dinner

 

[12.12., 16:54] Castiel: Tell me what you come up with, I'm gonna shower. See you afterwards

 

[12.12., 16:54] Dean: Enjoy your shower

[12.12., 17:30] Dean: I was lazy with dinner

[12.12., 17:30] Dean: Instill had marinara sauce from my pizza yesterday so I made pizza toast

[12.12., 17:49] Castiel: Doesn't sound too awful

 

[12.12., 17:50] Dean: Its a fancy version of poor man's pizza

[12.12., 17:50] Dean: That be toast ketchup kraft cheese

[12.12., 17:55] Dean: If I never have to see another one of those plastic wrapped slices I'll be a happy man

[12.12., 17:56] Dean: But enough about me

[12.12., 17:56] Dean: What you having for dinner

 

[12.12., 18:01] Castiel: Left over pasta with eggs and cheese

 

[12.12., 18:03] Dean: your food sounds awesome

[12.12., 18:03] Dean: Did you manage your shower?

 

[12.12., 18:04] Castiel: Yes

[12.12., 18:05] Castiel: Nice long shower. Now sweatpants and dinner

 

 

[12.12., 18:06] Dean: But does it taste good?

 

[12.12., 18:07] Castiel: Yes, it does

 

[12.12., 18:07] Dean: Then the looks dont matter

 

[12.12., 18:08] Castiel: True

[12.12., 18:11] Castiel: So, what kind of movie do we want to watch?

 

[12.12., 18:12] Dean: Hmmm

[12.12., 18:12] Dean: I dont think another Christmas one

[12.12., 18:12] Dean: I think I actually will start throwing popcorn tonight

 

[12.12., 18:12] Castiel: It's your choice.

[12.12., 18:12] Castiel: I picked last time

 

[12.12., 18:13] Dean: Hmmm

[12.12., 18:13] Dean: I look and see what's there

 

[12.12., 18:15] Castiel: Okay



[12.12., 18:49] Castiel: Dean?

 

[12.12., 18:49] Dean: Yes angel

 

[12.12., 18:49] Castiel: Are you still there?

 

[12.12., 18:50] Dean: Yes

[12.12., 18:50] Dean: Still searching

[12.12., 18:50] Dean: Got lost in a Netflix hole

 

[12.12., 18:50] Castiel: I see

[12.12., 18:50] Castiel: It's a bad one

 

[12.12., 18:50] Dean: Huh?

 

[12.12., 18:51] Castiel: Hole

[12.12., 18:51] Castiel: Uh

[12.12., 18:51] Castiel: The Netflix hole

 

[12.12., 18:52] Dean: Ah

[12.12., 18:52] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 18:52] Dean: I spaces

[12.12., 18:52] Dean: Spaces

[12.12., 18:52] Dean: Spaced

[12.12., 18:52] Dean: Ahhhhhh

 

[12.12., 18:53] Castiel: What are you trying to say?

 

[12.12., 18:54] Dean: I am trying to say, I am sorry. I spaced out.

 

[12.12., 18:55] Castiel: Ooooh

[12.12., 18:58] Castiel: Did you take that nap you talked about?

 

[12.12., 18:58] Dean: No

[12.12., 18:58] Dean: I should have

[12.12., 18:58] Dean: Lol

[12.12., 18:58] Dean: I swear I am concentrationg hard to find a movie

 

[12.12., 19:00] Castiel: Maybe  should just go to bed, Dean? It's your stressful day tomorrow…

 

[12.12., 19:02] Dean: No

[12.12., 19:02] Dean: I want to spent time with you

[12.12., 19:02] Dean: How do you feel about fast and furious

[12.12., 19:02] Dean: Vin diesel?

 

[12.12., 19:02] Castiel: Fast and Furious?

 

[12.12., 19:02] Dean: And that pretty boy with the blue eyes that passed in the accident

 

[12.12., 19:03] Castiel: Um, never been on my to watch list

 

[12.12., 19:03] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 19:03] Dean: I shall keep looking

 

[12.12., 19:03] Castiel: But if you want to watch that, I'll watch it with you

 

[12.12., 19:03] Dean: Sherlock holmes

[12.12., 19:03] Dean: With rdj

 

[12.12., 19:04] Castiel: Oh, that's a good one

 

[12.12., 19:05] Dean: And just for the record

[12.12., 19:05] Dean: I think even if you are not into cars

[12.12., 19:05] Dean: F&f movies are awesome for the banter

 

[12.12., 19:06] Castiel: Oh. Okay

 

[12.12., 19:16] Dean: Id like to watch those with you

[12.12., 19:17] Dean: I can watch for the cars and you for the guys in tight jeans

 

[12.12., 19:23] Castiel: Alright then, we'll watch Fast and Furious

 

[12.12., 19:23] Dean: No

[12.12., 19:24] Dean: With you with you

 

[12.12., 19:24] Castiel: Yes, with you

[12.12., 19:24] Castiel: You and me

 

[12.12., 19:25] Dean: I really like those movies and i would like to see you watch them with me

[12.12., 19:25] Dean: Like on my couch

[12.12., 19:25] Dean: Together

[12.12., 19:25] Dean: With you with you

 

[12.12., 19:25] Castiel: Ooooh!

[12.12., 19:25] Castiel: I see

 

[12.12., 19:28] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 19:28] Dean: So sherlock?

 

[12.12., 19:33] Castiel: 👌 yes

 

[12.12., 19:34] Dean: Awesome

[12.12., 19:34] Dean: Let me hit the bathroom and make some popcorn

 

[12.12., 19:34] Castiel: Yes.

[12.12., 19:34] Castiel: I'll go make popcorn too and feed Lucifer

 

[12.12., 19:40] Dean: Cas

[12.12., 19:40] Dean: I

[12.12., 19:40] Dean: I message you later

[12.12., 19:40] Dean: Something came up

[12.12., 19:40] Dean: Im sorry

 

[12.12., 19:45] Castiel: Oh.

[12.12., 19:45] Castiel: Okay.

[12.12., 19:45] Castiel: I'll stay here, waiting

 

[12.12., 19:53] Dean: I gotta go

[12.12., 19:54] Dean: Got to leave the house

[12.12., 19:54] Dean: I explain later

[12.12., 19:54] Dean: Sorry

 

[12.12., 19:55] Castiel: Oh. Okay

 

[12.12., 20:42] Dean: Back

[12.12., 20:42] Dean: Im sorry I ran out on you

[12.12., 20:42] Dean: Didn't even take mynphone

[12.12., 20:42] Dean: Police station called.

 

[12.12., 20:42] Castiel: Been on the phone with Gabriel for a long while. So it's fine

[12.12., 20:42] Castiel: What????

 

[12.12., 20:42] Dean: Well my father called from there

[12.12., 20:42] Dean: Got picked up drunk again

 

[12.12., 20:42] Castiel: Your father!??

[12.12., 20:43] Castiel: Oh crap

[12.12., 20:43] Castiel: I'm sorry Dean

 

[12.12., 20:43] Dean: The sheriff said something about vandalism

[12.12., 20:43] Dean: He demanded me to bail him out

 

[12.12., 20:43] Castiel: Oh shit!!!

 

[12.12., 20:43] Dean: Bastard still owes me 5 grand for other times

[12.12., 20:43] Dean: I left him there

[12.12., 20:45] Dean: Fuck him

 

[12.12., 20:45] Castiel: Oooooooooh!

[12.12., 20:45] Castiel: 5 grand????

[12.12., 20:45] Castiel: Shit!

 

[12.12., 20:45] Dean: It was more

[12.12., 20:45] Dean: But he gave me his car to cover some

 

[12.12., 20:47] Castiel: Oh. That's how you got your car?

[12.12., 20:47] Dean: Yeah

 

[12.12., 20:47] Castiel: So, your dad is why Gabe was bitching?

 

[12.12., 20:47] Dean: What

[12.12., 20:48] Dean: Why

[12.12., 20:48] Dean: Whats gabe have to do with that

 

[12.12., 20:48] Castiel: He bitched that it was supposed to be date night and his wife was still at work

 

[12.12., 20:48] Dean: Ok?

[12.12., 20:49] Dean: Did my father hurt her?

[12.12., 20:49] Dean: Cause if he did i swear this fucker will rot in an unknown location

 

[12.12., 20:49] Castiel: I don't know

[12.12., 20:49] Castiel: Did he?

 

[12.12., 20:49] Dean: How am i supposed to know

 

[12.12., 20:50] Castiel: Did you speak to Sheriff Novak at all?

 

[12.12., 20:50] Dean: He was cussing me out and yelling at the sheriff

[12.12., 20:50] Dean: NOVAK

[12.12., 20:50] Dean: ????

 

[12.12., 20:50] Castiel: Yes?

 

[12.12., 20:50] Dean: Thats your name

 

[12.12., 20:50] Castiel: It is

 

[12.12., 20:51] Dean: What do you have to do with the sheriff

 

[12.12., 20:51] Castiel: It's also Gabriel's name?

[12.12., 20:51] Castiel: And thus his wife's?

 

[12.12., 20:51] Dean: Oh my god

[12.12., 20:52] Dean: John called her a lot of things but never her name

[12.12., 20:52] Dean: Her tag says donna

 

[12.12., 20:52] Castiel: Yes

[12.12., 20:52] Castiel: That's my sister in law

 

[12.12., 20:52] Dean: Thats how she introduced herself to me the first time

[12.12., 20:52] Dean: Sheriff donna

 

[12.12., 20:53] Castiel: Oh, okay, i see

 

[12.12., 20:53] Dean: Im sorry she has to deal with him

 

[12.12., 20:55] Castiel: She can deal with men like that. She's a tough one.

 

[12.12., 20:55] Dean: She seems so sweet

[12.12., 20:55] Dean: Tell gabe i am sorry

[12.12., 20:55] Dean: Please

 

[12.12., 20:55] Castiel: Has to be to to have been married to my brother so long

[12.12., 20:56] Castiel: I will

[12.12., 20:56] Castiel: But it's not your fault

 

[12.12., 20:56] Dean: He ruined our date

[12.12., 20:56] Dean: And gabes

 

[12.12., 20:56] Castiel: He did, not you

[12.12., 20:57] Castiel: Please Dean. It really isn't your fault!

 

[12.12., 20:57] Dean: I really want a drink right now

[12.12., 20:57] Dean: But I don't want to end up like him

[12.12., 20:58] Dean: Can you just talk to me

[12.12., 20:58] Dean: Distract me?

 

[12.12., 20:59] Castiel: Of course.

[12.12., 20:59] Castiel: I'll happily do that

[12.12., 21:00] Castiel: Did you get to make your popcorn though?

 

[12.12., 21:00] Dean: Sort of

[12.12., 21:00] Dean: I left before it was done

[12.12., 21:01] Dean: It burned

[12.12., 21:01] Dean: 😩

[12.12., 21:01] Dean: Now my place smells like shit

 

[12.12., 21:01] Castiel: Oh no!!!

[12.12., 21:01] Castiel: That sucks.

[12.12., 21:02] Castiel: You need moose munch, Babe

[12.12., 21:03] Castiel: I do like making my own popcorn, but i also like having emergency ready made popcorn

 

[12.12., 21:03] Dean: I only buy moose munch to serve to Sam

 

[12.12., 21:03] Castiel: 😉

 

[12.12., 21:04] Dean: Itsan ongoing joke

 

[12.12., 21:04] Castiel: Poor kid

 

[12.12., 21:04] Dean: Im just happy it was microwave popcorn

[12.12., 21:04] Dean: Not the stove top

[12.12., 21:04] Dean: Hes fine

[12.12., 21:04] Dean: He was taller then me by 13

 

[12.12., 21:05] Castiel: That would've been bad!

[12.12., 21:05] Castiel: Really? Wow

 

[12.12., 21:05] Dean: Yeah

[12.12., 21:05] Dean: I am not a short man but that dude..

 

[12.12., 21:06] Castiel: I can't tell, haven't met either of you yet

 

[12.12., 21:09] Dean: I am 6'

[12.12., 21:09] Dean: He is 6'4"

 

[12.12., 21:12] Castiel: Oh!

[12.12., 21:12] Castiel: Wow!

 

[12.12., 21:12] Dean: We are tall

[12.12., 21:12] Dean: Is that a problem?

 

[12.12., 21:13] Castiel: And Gabe says I'm tall…

 

[12.12., 21:14] Dean: How tall are you?

 

[12.12., 21:16] Castiel: 5'11"

 

[12.12., 21:16] Dean: Cute

[12.12., 21:16] Dean: 😉

 

[12.12., 21:16] Castiel: 🙄

 

[12.12., 21:16] Dean: Awwwwe

[12.12., 21:16] Dean: Angel

[12.12., 21:17] Dean: I cant believe gabe didnt say anyrhing

[12.12., 21:17] Dean: He looked up as he was bitching at ne

 

[12.12., 21:18] Castiel: He's 5'7" of course he'd look up to you

 

[12.12., 21:18] Dean: Yeah

[12.12., 21:18] Dean: Hes scary

[12.12., 21:18] Dean: But short

 

[12.12., 21:18] Castiel: He can get scarier if you say that to him

 

[12.12., 21:19] Dean: Maybe in a few years

 

[12.12., 21:19] Castiel: Yes, maybe

 

[12.12., 21:20] Dean: What is something you like to do when you are angry

 

[12.12., 21:20] Castiel: Run

 

[12.12., 21:20] Dean: Ewwww

 

[12.12., 21:20] Castiel: I go out and run that anger off

 

[12.12., 21:20] Dean: I hate running

[12.12., 21:21] Dean: But its cool that it helps you

 

[12.12., 21:21] Castiel: What do you do?

 

[12.12., 21:21] Dean: Well

[12.12., 21:22] Dean: I used to drink and get into stupid fights

[12.12., 21:22] Dean: Thats how i met donna

[12.12., 21:22] Dean: When i stopped using alcohol every time im angry i found hook ups

[12.12., 21:23] Dean: Im taken

[12.12., 21:23] Dean: No hook ups

[12.12., 21:23] Dean: And I don't want to drink

[12.12., 21:23] Dean: I am still pissed of

[12.12., 21:23] Dean: But I really dont want to try running especially in this cold

 

[12.12., 21:26] Castiel: Hmmm

[12.12., 21:26] Castiel: Okay.

[12.12., 21:26] Castiel: Let me think

[12.12., 21:27] Castiel: I like it, you know, that you don't want to hook up and don't want to drink

[12.12., 21:28] Castiel: But how to fight your anger ?

 

[12.12., 21:28] Dean: Asking you

[12.12., 21:28] Dean: Looking up relaxing hobbies

 

[12.12., 21:28] Castiel: I know. I'm thinking

 

[12.12., 21:29] Dean: I am not starting crochet

 

[12.12., 21:30] Castiel: That might be relaxing but doesn't burn anger. It only makes you more aggressive when you're starting row is too tight or you lost count again because you can't concentrate in your anger

[12.12., 21:31] Castiel: No, you need something like gym work out? Boxing?

 

[12.12., 21:31] Dean: You crochet.  Noted

 

[12.12., 21:31] Castiel: Something to get it out

 

[12.12., 21:31] Dean: Boxing sounds good

[12.12., 21:31] Dean: But that doesn't help me right now

 

[12.12., 21:32] Castiel: Not regularly... i can do it good enough so i could teach Claire...

[12.12., 21:32] Castiel: Hmmm... how's your neighbor situation?

 

[12.12., 21:35] Dean: Old lady to the left

[12.12., 21:35] Dean: Drag queen to the right

[12.12., 21:35] Dean: Cat lady across the street

 

[12.12., 21:36] Castiel: Do you think they would mind if you did karaoke?

 

[12.12., 21:38] Dean: Hahahahahahaha

[12.12., 21:38] Dean: Drag queen is out

[12.12., 21:38] Dean: Old lady is hard of hearing

[12.12., 21:38] Dean: I

[12.12., 21:38] Dean: Dont

[12.12., 21:38] Dean: Sing

 

[12.12., 21:39] Castiel: I didn't say sing, i said karaoke…

 

[12.12., 21:39] Dean: Same thing

 

[12.12., 21:40] Castiel: But you're on your own. You don't have to be good. Just something to get the anger out of your system

 

[12.12., 21:41] Dean: Well I ordered a boxing bag. That should get here soon I hope

 

[12.12., 21:41] Castiel: Okay. Good enough i guess

 

[12.12., 21:42] Dean: Thank you for trying

[12.12., 21:42] Dean: Im grumpy

[12.12., 21:42] Dean: i spoke to sam. Hes fine he was with Jack after school so he didnt see john

 

[12.12., 21:43] Castiel: Good.

[12.12., 21:43] Castiel: Where's he staying tonight?

 

[12.12., 21:45] Dean: Home

[12.12., 21:45] Dean: John wont be out until he is sober and can make bail

[12.12., 21:45] Dean: If he can't make bail he'll go to jail

 

[12.12., 21:45] Castiel: Oh!

[12.12., 21:50] Castiel: Your brother will be okay, if your father goes to jail?

 

[12.12., 21:50] Dean: Hes 19

[12.12., 21:50] Dean: If he needs to he can move in with me

 

[12.12., 21:52] Castiel: Okay, yeah

 

[12.12., 21:53] Dean: He could also go into college dorms

[12.12., 21:53] Dean: Maybe i talk him into that

 

[12.12., 21:53] Castiel: Oh, yeah, that's a good idea

 

[12.12., 21:54] Dean: If he moved in with me, privacy would go out the window

 

[12.12., 21:54] Castiel: Yes

.

[12.12., 21:55] Dean: And I love the lug

[12.12., 21:55] Dean: But

[12.12., 21:55] Dean: I just figured out what i like

[12.12., 21:55] Dean: And sitting around in nothing but panties is one of those things

[12.12., 21:56] Dean: Matter of fact, i am gonna change

 

[12.12., 21:56] Castiel: I don't want you to feel like i don't care about your brother, but I'd prefer if you had privacy…

 

[12.12., 21:56] Dean: Same

 

[12.12., 21:56] Castiel: You gonna change?

[12.12., 21:56] Castiel: Oh, right, you had to head out

 

[12.12., 21:57] Dean: Nah i was in sweats and t shirt to see john

[12.12., 21:58] Dean: Didnt dress up

[12.12., 21:58] Dean: But I am gonna change into something that makes me feel good and hope it helps

 

[12.12., 21:59] Castiel: I hope it will.

 

[12.12., 21:59] Dean: Same

[12.12., 21:59] Dean: You gave me the idea

 

[12.12., 21:59] Castiel: I did?

[12.12., 21:59] Castiel: How?

 

[12.12., 22:00] Dean: You said if you need to perk yourself up you wear your pretty things

[12.12., 22:00] Dean: I am gonna try that

 

[12.12., 22:00] Castiel: Oooh!!!!

[12.12., 22:00] Castiel: Oh i see

[12.12., 22:01] Castiel: I'll cross my fingers that it'll work for you.

 

[12.12., 22:04] Dean: Well

[12.12., 22:04] Dean: I look pretty 

 

[12.12., 22:04] Castiel: That's because you are

 

[12.12., 22:05] Dean: Awwwe

[12.12., 22:05] Dean: Thank you

[12.12., 22:05] Dean: But I feel pretty

 

[12.12., 22:05] Castiel: That's amazing

 

[12.12., 22:05] Dean: Im still pissed of at john

[12.12., 22:06] Dean: But I feel like I shouldnt be mad while wearing something so delicate?

[12.12., 22:06] Dean: Its weird

 

[12.12., 22:06] Castiel: But you look good

[12.12., 22:07] Castiel: And I bet it feels good

 

[12.12., 22:09] Dean: It does

[12.12., 22:11] Dean: I am sorry our movie didnt work out

 

[12.12., 22:11] Castiel: It's alright, don't worry too much

[12.12., 22:12] Castiel: I'll just bitch to Donna tomorrow. 😉

 

[12.12., 22:12] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 22:12] Dean: Tell her I'm sorry

[12.12., 22:12] Dean: And to feel free to taser him

[12.12., 22:12] Dean: Often

[12.12., 22:12] Dean: On the highest setting

 

[12.12., 22:12] Castiel: I will let her know

 

[12.12., 22:13] Dean: And tell her thank you

 

[12.12., 22:13] Castiel: For?

 

[12.12., 22:14] Dean: Last time I got taken in it should have been my 3rd strike but she made sure nothing happened to me. Sobered me up and gave me one hell of a speech 

 

[12.12., 22:15] Castiel: Oh! I will definitely thank her. Yes.

 

[12.12., 22:16] Dean: Didnt touch alcohol for anlong time after

 

[12.12., 22:16] Castiel: That's great!

 

[12.12., 22:18] Dean: I think I'll go to bed cas

[12.12., 22:18] Dean: I am drained

 

[12.12., 22:18] Castiel: I bet.

[12.12., 22:18] Castiel: Go sleep in your pretties. Make yourself feel special

 

[12.12., 22:19] Dean: If I wake up horny again i am blaming you😉

[12.12., 22:20] Dean: What time is your appointment

 

[12.12., 22:20] Castiel: I will just have to live with that blame

[12.12., 22:20] Castiel: It's at 1

 

[12.12., 22:21] Dean: Ok.

 

[12.12., 22:21] Castiel: Oh. No.

 

[12.12., 22:21] Dean: What

 

[12.12., 22:22] Castiel: It usually is at 1, but because it's mz vacation we moved it to an earlier time. It's at 10.30

 

[12.12., 22:23] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 22:23] Dean: 90 min as well ?

 

[12.12., 22:24] Castiel: Yes

 

[12.12., 22:24] Dean: Ok

[12.12., 22:25] Dean: Ill be here if you want to talk

 

[12.12., 22:26] Castiel: Yes, i might want that. I'm very nervous about tomorrow's appointment

 

[12.12., 22:27] Dean: Why

 

[12.12., 22:28] Castiel: I've never had to tell them i met someone i like. Someone I'm dating

 

[12.12., 22:28] Dean: I hope they are happy for you

[12.12., 22:28] Dean: Mine was thrilled

[12.12., 22:28] Dean: Lol

 

[12.12., 22:29] Castiel: That's nice. Not sure mine will be.

[12.12., 22:29] Castiel: We'll see

 

[12.12., 22:29] Dean: Why wouldnt they?

 

[12.12., 22:29] Castiel: Because of my past

 

[12.12., 22:30] Dean: But, I think its awesome that you let me in

[12.12., 22:30] Dean: Id count that as a win

 

[12.12., 22:32] Castiel: I guess you're right

 

[12.12., 22:34] Dean: Don't worry babe

[12.12., 22:34] Dean: Should i message you when i get up?

 

[12.12., 22:35] Castiel: Yes, I'd love to start my day with a smile

 

[12.12., 22:36] Dean: 😚 

 

[12.12., 22:36] Castiel: 😚

 

[12.12., 22:36] Dean: I hope you get some sleep

[12.12., 22:36] Dean: Night night

[12.12., 22:36] Dean: 😚

 

[12.12., 22:36] Castiel: I hope you do too

[12.12., 22:36] Castiel: Good night, Babe

Chapter Text

[13.12., 07:48] Dean : Morning

[13.12., 07:56] Dean : I feel better today.

[13.12., 07:56] Dean : I hope you slept well.

 

[13.12., 07:56] Castiel: That's great.

[13.12., 07:57] Castiel: Good morning Dean

[13.12., 07:57] Castiel: I slept okay

[13.12., 07:57] Castiel: So, are you mad at me now?

 

[13.12., 08:04] Dean : Huh

 

[13.12., 08:05] Castiel: Because I told you to go to sleep in your pretties

 

[13.12., 08:05] Dean : Ohhhgh

[13.12., 08:05] Dean : Uhm.

[13.12., 08:05] Dean : Well i did wake up pretty turned on,

[13.12., 08:06] Dean : However, its wednesday. No time this morning

[13.12., 08:06] Dean : But no. Im not mad

[13.12., 08:06] Dean : I didnt even think whwn i wrote that

[13.12., 08:06] Dean : Like

[13.12., 08:06] Dean : How you would feel

[13.12., 08:06] Dean : So no not your fault.

[13.12., 08:07] Dean : Nor blaming you

 

[13.12., 08:08] Castiel: Oh. Alright.

[13.12., 08:09] Castiel: I'm thinking of wearing one of mine today. Because perking myself up, you know?

 

[13.12., 08:10] Dean : Cool

[13.12., 08:10] Dean : go for it

 

[13.12., 08:12] Castiel: I'm still nervous. I know I shouldn't be, but it's the first time I'll have to talk about someone new in my life.

 

[13.12., 08:13] Dean : Not have to

[13.12., 08:13] Dean : Get to

[13.12., 08:13] Dean : First time you get to talk about someone new

 

[13.12., 08:20] Castiel: 😊

[13.12., 08:20] Castiel: Can I wear you?

 

[13.12., 08:21] Dean : I thought you don't like silence of the lambs

 

[13.12., 08:21] Castiel: I don't

[13.12., 08:22] Castiel: But you perk me up

 

[13.12., 08:22] Dean : How do you want to wear me

[13.12., 08:22] Dean : I like my skin where it is

 

[13.12., 08:22] Castiel: I don't know…

 

[13.12., 08:23] Dean : Ohhh

[13.12., 08:23] Dean : Put on the pantie

[13.12., 08:23] Dean : The one you had twice

[13.12., 08:24] Dean : I may have slept to late and didnt shower this morning.

[13.12., 08:24] Dean : I had to get up and run out

[13.12., 08:24] Dean : So i am still wearing mine

 

[13.12., 08:27] Castiel: Oh!!!

[13.12., 08:27] Castiel: I will!!!

 

[13.12., 08:28] Dean : See

[13.12., 08:28] Dean : Now everytime you get nervous or anxious you wiggle your butt and remember that i am wearing the same.

[13.12., 08:28] Dean : For the first time

[13.12., 08:28] Dean : Out of the house

[13.12., 08:29] Dean : Thankfully they are cut low

[13.12., 08:29] Dean : Less chance to peak out the waistband

 

[13.12., 08:34] Castiel: Wow.

[13.12., 08:34] Castiel: That's great.

[13.12., 08:34] Castiel: I love that idea. Thank you

 

[13.12., 08:41] Dean : I am super busy right now babe

[13.12., 08:41] Dean : I am trying to finish shit up until you're done

[13.12., 08:41] Dean : Have some tea

[13.12., 08:42] Dean : Uegh why is there no hug emoji

 

[13.12., 08:43] Castiel: I know it's your busy day. Sorry i bothered you. I'll talk to you later.

 

[13.12., 08:45] Dean : No bother

[13.12., 08:45] Dean : You don't bother me

[13.12., 08:45] Dean : I just want to make sure I have time for you later

 

[13.12., 08:48] Castiel: Okay

 

[13.12., 10:45] Dean : Thinking of you

[13.12., 12:04] Dean : I hope it went well



[13.12., 12:07] Castiel: Hello Dean.

 

[13.12., 12:08] Dean : Hey

 

[13.12., 12:08] Castiel: It was okay.

 

[13.12., 12:08] Dean : How are you feeling

 

[13.12., 12:08] Castiel: Absolutely drained

 

[13.12., 12:08] Dean : Awwwe

[13.12., 12:08] Dean : Go home and rest

 

[13.12., 12:09] Castiel: I wish you could hold me.

[13.12., 12:09] Castiel: But my therapist too thinks we should not meet.

 

[13.12., 12:09] Dean : Me yoo

[13.12., 12:10] Dean : Grrrr

[13.12., 12:10] Dean : I was kinda hoping then to say something else

[13.12., 12:10] Dean : So I could tell mine

 

[13.12., 12:10] Castiel: Yeah.

[13.12., 12:11] Castiel: I'm on my way home now, might treat myself to a burger on the way though

[13.12., 12:11] Castiel: My therapist asks for the number of yours though.

 

[13.12., 12:11] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 12:12] Dean : Go to the dinner on main

[13.12., 12:12] Dean : That's where I got my Lunch today

[13.12., 12:12] Dean : We could have lunch together

[13.12., 12:12] Dean : Sort of

 

[13.12., 12:13] Castiel: Sounds nice. I'll do that.

 

[13.12., 12:13] Dean : 555-6987-65

 

[13.12., 12:13] Castiel: Sharing underwear and lunch

 

[13.12., 12:13] Dean : Missouri is her name

[13.12., 12:16] Dean : Whats your called?  I wanna let her know they are calling

 

[13.12., 12:16] Castiel: Dean! You gotta be frigging kidding !!!

 

[13.12., 12:16] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 12:16] Dean : Fine

[13.12., 12:17] Dean : I dont call ahead

 

[13.12., 12:18] Castiel: No!!!

[13.12., 12:18] Castiel: You don't have to.

 

[13.12., 12:18] Dean : Ok

 

[13.12., 12:18] Castiel: Missouri won't need to call herself…

 

[13.12., 12:18] Dean : I guess i did say they might call

[13.12., 12:19] Dean : Wai

[13.12., 12:19] Dean : What

 

[13.12., 12:19] Castiel: You just gave me MY therapist's number

 

[13.12., 12:19] Dean : No

[13.12., 12:19] Dean : Mine

 

[13.12., 12:20] Castiel: No, mine

 

[13.12., 12:20] Dean : I

[13.12., 12:20] Dean : I fucking hate and love small towns

 

[13.12., 12:21] Castiel: Same.

[13.12., 12:21] Castiel: Imagine we had back to back sessions…

 

[13.12., 12:22] Dean : Oh lord

[13.12., 12:22] Dean : We should tell her

[13.12., 12:22] Dean : Or do you think she knows

 

[13.12., 12:22] Castiel: Yes, we should.

[13.12., 12:22] Castiel: I don't know. I guess she would

 

[13.12., 12:23] Dean : Im gonna call her

[13.12., 12:23] Dean : You go home

 

[13.12., 12:23] Castiel: She's heard the same story twice in two days. She might suspect it.

 

[13.12., 12:23] Dean : I let you know what she said

 

[13.12., 12:23] Castiel: Okay, waiting for my burger at the moment

 

[13.12., 12:33] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 12:33] Dean : She laughed

[13.12., 12:33] Dean : Said she cant say weather or not we are both her patients

[13.12., 12:33] Dean : But told me good luck and to tell you to relax

 

[13.12., 12:40] Castiel: Hmmm... well, thank you. I will. I'll change now and enjoy my food. What did you get there?

 

[13.12., 12:40] Dean : Tripple bacon cheese monster burger

[13.12., 12:40] Dean : And fries

 

[13.12., 12:41] Castiel: Nice

[13.12., 12:41] Castiel: I have a triple cheeseburger with bacon on the side and fries

 

[13.12., 12:42] Dean : Sweet

[13.12., 12:42] Dean : I'm skipping class for the rest of the day

[13.12., 12:42] Dean : I handed in my final project

[13.12., 12:43] Dean : I'm good

 

[13.12., 12:43] Castiel: Oh?

 

[13.12., 12:43] Dean : We'd just be talking about stuff i already know

[13.12., 12:43] Dean : Told my prof its a family thing

[13.12., 12:44] Dean : And he gave me the papers for today's class

 

[13.12., 12:44] Castiel: Awwwe.

[13.12., 12:44] Castiel: You're way too sweet

 

[13.12., 12:44] Dean : I take sweet over to lazy for college

[13.12., 12:45] Dean : Plus you listened to me yesterday

[13.12., 12:46] Dean : I wanted to be there for you too.

 

[13.12., 12:46] Castiel: You're the best date i ever ever had

 

[13.12., 12:46] Dean : Awe

[13.12., 12:47] Dean : I swear I never blushed as often as I do with you

 

[13.12., 12:50] Castiel: Really?

[13.12., 12:50] Castiel: I wish I could see it. I bet you look gorgeous when you blush

 



[13.12., 12:52] Dean : My brother took that i while back

 

[13.12., 12:58] Castiel: Awww, you are adorable

 

[13.12., 13:02] Dean : Stop it

 

[13.12., 13:03] Castiel: I can't

 

[13.12., 13:03] Dean : Fine

 

[13.12., 13:04] Castiel: 😊

 

[13.12., 13:05] Dean : So

[13.12., 13:05] Dean : If you don't me aaking

[13.12., 13:06] Dean : But what did Missouri say about your rediscovered feelings

[13.12., 13:06] Dean : Thats what you were worried about

 

[13.12., 13:08] Castiel: She said she was happy for me that I was ready to open my heart for a new person.

 

[13.12., 13:09] Dean : Yay

 

[13.12., 13:11] Castiel: She asked me how I felt about you.

 

[13.12., 13:12] Dean : Ok?

[13.12., 13:12] Castiel: Like what vibe I get from you

 

[13.12., 13:13] Dean : You don't have to tell me if you don't want to

 

[13.12., 13:15] Castiel: She asked if I've had the feeling that you were only after my sperm to start your own family

 

[13.12., 13:15] Dean : What

 

[13.12., 13:16] Castiel: She said that with a smirk. It was a reference to my last relationship

 

[13.12., 13:16] Dean : Ah

[13.12., 13:16] Dean : Well

[13.12., 13:16] Dean : I am not

 

[13.12., 13:18] Castiel: Good.

[13.12., 13:18] Castiel: And she asked if I felt you were only after my body

 

[13.12., 13:19] Dean : I am not

[13.12., 13:19] Dean : I am still kinda scared of it

[13.12., 13:19] Dean : Because

[13.12., 13:19] Dean : Dick

[13.12., 13:19] Dean : But intrigued

[13.12., 13:19] Dean : Thats why she told me to wait

 

[13.12., 13:20] Castiel: That's what I told her.

[13.12., 13:21] Castiel: I told her that you are rather sex driven.

[13.12., 13:21] Castiel: But that i couldn't imagine that you're after my body

[13.12., 13:22] Castiel: Because you're closeted and have never actually thought about sex with a man

 

[13.12., 13:22] Dean : Urgh

[13.12., 13:22] Dean : Sounds strange laid out like that

[13.12., 13:26] Dean : But not wrong

 

[13.12., 13:26] Castiel: I'm sorry.

 

[13.12., 13:26] Dean : The idea of having sex with you is

[13.12., 13:26] Dean : Vague

[13.12., 13:26] Dean : I know the mechanics

[13.12., 13:27] Dean : But I can't imagine me in either position I guess

 

[13.12., 13:27] Castiel: I thought as much

 

[13.12., 13:27] Dean : And on the other hand the thought of being allowed to touch you and see you in your lace turns me on like mad

 

[13.12., 13:28] Castiel: 😊

[13.12., 13:34] Castiel: She said i should definitely wait to meet you.

[13.12., 13:36] Castiel: That way i could be more sure about you and your intentions

 

[13.12., 13:36] Dean : Good

[13.12., 13:37] Dean : But it sucks

 

[13.12., 13:39] Castiel: And she told me to actually practice to say no.

 

[13.12., 13:39] Dean : Good

[13.12., 13:39] Dean : Thats good

[13.12., 13:39] Dean : I am in for a world of denial huh

[13.12., 13:39] Dean : 🙃

 

[13.12., 13:42] Castiel: 🙈

[13.12., 13:44] Castiel: I am so sorry

 

[13.12., 13:44] Dean : It's OK

[13.12., 13:45] Dean : Um

[13.12., 13:45] Dean : Does that mean saying no to about specific things

[13.12., 13:45] Dean : Or like

[13.12., 13:45] Dean : If I ask if I can come or touch myself…

 

[13.12., 13:49] Castiel: No. No to things I don't want

 

[13.12., 13:50] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 13:50] Dean : That makes sense

 

[13.12., 13:51] Castiel: To not just say no, but to insist and not give in

 

[13.12., 13:54] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 13:55] Dean : Can you give me an example

 

[13.12., 13:58] Castiel: Like when I just told you no and then you pout and i feel bad and say yes, okay, just to make you happy.

 

[13.12., 13:59] Dean : Ohhhhh

[13.12., 13:59] Dean : Thank you for explaining

[13.12., 13:59] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 13:59] Dean : Don't do that

[13.12., 13:59] Dean : Thats bad

 

[13.12., 13:59] Castiel: But i don't want you to be unhappy

 

[13.12., 14:00] Dean : I'll get over it

[13.12., 14:00] Dean : Try and get me to share my pie with you

[13.12., 14:00] Dean : You'll hear a no really quick

 

[13.12., 14:00] Castiel: Oh?

 

[13.12., 14:00] Dean : No matter how much you pout

 

[13.12., 14:01] Castiel: You're serious?

 

[13.12., 14:01] Dean : Uh yeah

[13.12., 14:01] Dean : I dont share pie

 

[13.12., 14:02] Castiel: Wow

 

[13.12., 14:03] Dean : Sorry

[13.12., 14:03] Dean : But NO

 

[13.12., 14:04] Castiel: I'll never make you pie then.

 

[13.12., 14:13] Dean : Nooooo

 

[13.12., 14:13] Castiel: Yes

 

[13.12., 14:13] Dean : But pie

 

[13.12., 14:14] Castiel: I make a really mean pie, but you will never know

 

[13.12., 14:15] Dean : But its different if you amke it

[13.12., 14:15] Dean : You can make your own

[13.12., 14:15] Dean : Like make 2

[13.12., 14:15] Dean : And then we both don't have to share

 

[13.12., 14:20] Castiel: No.

 

[13.12., 14:31] Dean : Fine

[13.12., 14:31] Dean : I accept

[13.12., 14:31] Dean : And I am proud of you

 

[13.12., 14:33] Castiel: You are?

 

[13.12., 14:35] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 14:35] Dean : Stand your ground

[13.12., 14:35] Dean : Even if its just pie

[13.12., 14:35] Dean : Boundaries

 

[13.12., 14:38] Castiel: Really? Pie counts?

 

[13.12., 14:38] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 14:38] Dean : And napkins

[13.12., 14:38] Dean : And plastic ware

[13.12., 14:38] Dean : And everything

 

[13.12., 14:38] Castiel: What?

 

[13.12., 14:39] Dean : You don't like it if I steal your napkin say no

[13.12., 14:39] Dean : Dontnlike being called sweetheart

[13.12., 14:39] Dean : No

[13.12., 14:39] Dean : And you explained why but you don't need to

 

[13.12., 14:39] Castiel: Oh

[13.12., 14:40] Castiel: Why would you steal my napkin?

 

[13.12., 14:42] Dean : Idk

[13.12., 14:42] Dean : I needed a small example

[13.12., 14:43] Dean : No doesn't just work on big things babe

 

[13.12., 14:43] Castiel: You have weird ideas

[13.12., 14:43] Castiel: Hmmm

 

[13.12., 14:43] Dean : But did it bring the point across?

 

[13.12., 14:44] Castiel: Yes. So i guess I can make progress with little steps.

 

[13.12., 14:44] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 14:46] Dean : So whats the plan for the rest of the day

 

[13.12., 14:54] Castiel: Hmmm. Hot cocoa and baking cookies while listening to Christmas songs

 

[13.12., 14:55] Dean : Nice

[13.12., 14:55] Dean : I have been doing my best impression of a couch potato

 

[13.12., 15:01] Castiel: Me too so far, but i need to get started on that front. Gabriel is 6 sorts ahead of me

 

[13.12., 15:02] Dean : But then you can't talk to me

 

[13.12., 15:03] Castiel: Hmmm

[13.12., 15:03] Castiel: But i can send you cookies

[13.12., 15:04] Castiel: And i can share my playlist so you could sing with me

 

[13.12., 15:13] Dean : I dont sing

[13.12., 15:14] Dean : But I guess cookies are fine

 

[13.12., 15:27] Castiel: Not even along to Christmas songs?

[13.12., 15:27] Castiel: Are you a Grinch?

 

[13.12., 15:27] Dean : Maybe

[13.12., 15:27] Dean : I mean the Christmas songs

[13.12., 15:27] Dean : I showed you the link not to long ago

[13.12., 15:27] Dean : I live christmas

[13.12., 15:28] Dean : But i am proud to announce i have made it of the couch

 

[13.12., 15:28] Castiel: Ooooh, nice

 

[13.12., 15:28] Dean : I started dinner

 

[13.12., 15:30] Castiel: At 3.30?

 

[13.12., 15:30] Dean : It'll take a while

 

[13.12., 15:34] Castiel: What are you making?

 

[13.12., 15:42] Dean : Twice baked potatoes

 

[13.12., 15:42] Castiel: Sounds tasty

 

[13.12., 15:42] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 15:42] Dean : With bacon

[13.12., 15:42] Dean : Andncheese

[13.12., 15:42] Dean : How's the baking coming

 

[13.12., 15:51] Castiel: It's coming along. I have two doughs now

 

[13.12., 15:51] Dean : Nice

[13.12., 15:51] Dean : What are you baking

[13.12., 15:51] Dean : Like what kind

 

[13.12., 15:55] Castiel: Candy canes and m&m cookie bars

 

[13.12., 15:55] Dean : Hmmmmm

 

[13.12., 15:57] Castiel: How many should I pack you?

 

[13.12., 15:57] Dean : Ohhhhh

[13.12., 15:57] Dean : Hmmm

[13.12., 15:57] Dean : I dont know

[13.12., 15:57] Dean : Surprise me

 

[13.12., 15:59] Castiel: I might even make a third kind, just to catch up to Gabe. Suggestions?

 

[13.12., 16:01] Dean : Something vanilla?

 

[13.12., 16:02] Castiel: There's vanilla in the white part of my candy cane cookies

 

[13.12., 16:03] Dean : Sugar cookies

 

[13.12., 16:03] Castiel: Oh

[13.12., 16:04] Castiel: Yeah, i might break out all my decorations

 

[13.12., 16:04] Dean : Ohhhhh

[13.12., 16:19] Dean : I making cookie dough now too

[13.12., 16:19] Dean : The cookie wars have begun

 

[13.12., 16:20] Castiel: I thought you're making potatoes?

 

[13.12., 16:20] Dean : Just the dough

[13.12., 16:20] Dean : It needs to chill for at least 24h

[13.12., 16:22] Dean : Oh

[13.12., 16:22] Dean : Did I tell you that I found more of Balthazars scheme in the books?

 

[13.12., 16:24] Castiel: Oh! No you haven't

[13.12., 16:39] Castiel: Oh, did i tell you I'm addicted to the smell of Christmas cookies? And sugared apples

 

[13.12., 16:40] Dean : Sorry got distraceted

[13.12., 16:40] Dean : Uhm

[13.12., 16:40] Dean : Yeah I found some more stuff and sent it to you

[13.12., 16:40] Dean : Pages 2, 6,17, 29 and 57 to be specific

[13.12., 16:41] Dean : And I too love Christmas cookie smell and sugared apples are amazing

 

[13.12., 16:41] Castiel: I'll take a look soon

 

[13.12., 16:41] Dean : Nonr7sh

[13.12., 16:41] Dean : No rush

 

[13.12., 16:42] Castiel: I actually have those two from Yankee candle cause I love thise scents so much and they captured them perfectly

 

[13.12., 16:42] Dean : Samme

[13.12., 16:42] Dean : You know the worst thing about Christmas cookie dough

 

[13.12., 16:43] Castiel: Really???

[13.12., 16:43] Castiel: It tastes awesome even unbaked?

 

[13.12., 16:43] Dean : Yeah. O buy them in bulk after the holidays

[13.12., 16:43] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 16:43] Dean : Yes its dangerous

 

[13.12., 16:43] Castiel: Oh!!! Good idea!

 

[13.12., 16:45] Dean : One of my few memories of my mom is buying seasonal candles after the seasons

[13.12., 16:45] Dean : I lived it

[13.12., 16:45] Dean : Loved

 

[13.12., 16:45] Castiel: That sounds lovely

 

[13.12., 16:46] Dean : It was

 

[13.12., 16:50] Castiel: I have a faint memory of dad taking me to get our tree. I got to chose and he'd take any tree i wanted. Gabriel says we had the ugliest tree that year, but dad loved it because i had apparently told him every tree has the right to be a Christmas tree.

 

[13.12., 16:51] Dean : Awwwwwe

 

[13.12., 16:57] Castiel: 🙈

 

[13.12., 16:58] Dean : Thats cute

[13.12., 16:58] Dean : Maybe next year we can put up a tree nobody else wants next to my plastic one

 

[13.12., 16:59] Castiel: That sounds lovely, Dean.

 

[13.12., 16:59] Dean : Is itnstupid

[13.12., 16:59] Dean : To make plans for a year out?

 

[13.12., 17:01] Castiel: Maybe, we just don't tell Missouri and it's fine...

[13.12., 17:02] Castiel: And in any case, you can still just steal that idea for yourself... who knows if we're allowed to meet by then anyway

 

[13.12., 17:04] Dean : She said a month

[13.12., 17:04] Dean : We are meeting january

[13.12., 17:04] Dean : Maybe not the first

[13.12., 17:05] Dean : But january

 

[13.12., 17:05] Castiel: Oh. Lovely

 

[13.12., 17:05] Dean : Sorry

[13.12., 17:05] Dean : If you want to

[13.12., 17:05] Dean : Of course

 

[13.12., 17:05] Castiel: I want to meet you yesterday.

 

[13.12., 17:09] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 17:09] Dean : Me too

[13.12., 17:09] Dean : Kinda

[13.12., 17:09] Dean : But you are also a bit

[13.12., 17:09] Dean : Intimidating

 

[13.12., 17:11] Castiel: I am???

[13.12., 17:11] Castiel: 😳

 

[13.12., 17:11] Dean : Well

[13.12., 17:12] Dean : To me because you are a guy, but also because you took very well to the more domineering role...

[13.12., 17:12] Dean : And yeah

 

[13.12., 17:13] Castiel: But you asked me to do it. I didn't want to be intimidating

 

[13.12., 17:13] Dean : So its less that you are intimidating and more  am intimidated

[13.12., 17:14] Dean : I asked because I like it

[13.12., 17:14] Dean : You said you liked it

[13.12., 17:14] Dean : Did you?

[13.12., 17:14] Dean : Causenif not we are never doing that again

[13.12., 17:14] Dean : Ever

 

[13.12., 17:15] Castiel: No, I did like it. It was like I was involved but didn't have to have sex. That was nice.

 

[13.12., 17:16] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 17:16] Dean : Good

[13.12., 17:16] Dean : What i mean is

[13.12., 17:17] Dean : I am nervous and intimidated by that but I likenit

[13.12., 17:17] Dean : Like a fear bonee

[13.12., 17:17] Dean : Boner

 

[13.12., 17:19] Castiel: A fear boner???

 

[13.12., 17:20] Dean : Hm i guess that's not a concept you've had to deal with

[13.12., 17:20] Dean : Its very confusing to be scared and turned on at the same time

 

[13.12., 17:28] Castiel: Oh.

[13.12., 17:28] Castiel: Sounds weird.

[13.12., 17:28] Castiel: Is that actually a thing?

 

[13.12., 17:28] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 17:29] Dean : Like if a very attractive person hits on you but you are shy

[13.12., 17:29] Dean : Turned on and scared

[13.12., 17:29] Dean : Fear boner

 

[13.12., 17:29] Castiel: Oh wow.

 

[13.12., 17:30] Dean : ?

[13.12., 17:30] Dean : Fun fact of the day I giess

[13.12., 17:30] Dean : Guess

 

[13.12., 17:30] Castiel: Yeah

 

[13.12., 17:30] Dean : So

[13.12., 17:30] Dean : You give me fear boners

[13.12., 17:30] Dean : But I likenit

 

[13.12., 17:33] Castiel: As long as you like it, i guess it's okay.

 

[13.12., 17:33] Dean : I do

[13.12., 17:33] Dean : But now I really need to shower. 9 haven't this.morning and been on my couch all day

[13.12., 17:33] Dean : As much as I love the panties

[13.12., 17:34] Dean : I need to wash them and change

 

[13.12., 17:34] Castiel: I took them off when I came home.

 

[13.12., 17:35] Dean : I've been chilling in mine all day

 

[13.12., 17:36] Castiel: I did in my sweats

 

[13.12., 17:39] Dean : Nope just my panties today

[13.12., 17:39] Dean : Had the heater on

 

[13.12., 17:39] Castiel: Yeah, just sweats too.

[13.12., 17:40] Castiel: I like the thought

[13.12., 17:40] Castiel: You in nothing but panties.

 

[13.12., 17:40] Dean : Of just being lazy in sweats?

[13.12., 17:40] Dean : Yeah thats cool

[13.12., 17:40] Dean : Oh

[13.12., 17:40] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 17:40] Dean : Should I have told you

 

[13.12., 17:40] Castiel: Nah

 

[13.12., 17:40] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 17:43] Dean : I am gonna have to back up a few messages

[13.12., 17:43] Dean : Just in sweats?

[13.12., 17:43] Dean : Like just sweats

 

[13.12., 17:45] Castiel: Uh, why are you going back up?

 

[13.12., 17:45] Dean : Thought i missed something

[13.12., 17:45] Dean : So

[13.12., 17:45] Dean : Just sweats

 

[13.12., 17:46] Castiel: Yes

 

[13.12., 17:46] Dean : Like

[13.12., 17:46] Dean : sweats ONLY

 

[13.12., 17:46] Castiel: Yes?

 

[13.12., 17:47] Dean : Hmmmm

[13.12., 17:47] Dean : Ok

 

[13.12., 17:52] Castiel: Why are you asking?

 

[13.12., 17:52] Dean : Cause it sounds like you are naked except the sweats

 

[13.12., 17:52] Castiel: I am

 

[13.12., 17:53] Dean : And you have been

 

[13.12., 17:53] Castiel: Well, but I'm not naked. I'm wearing sweats

 

[13.12., 17:53] Dean : But nothing else

 

[13.12., 17:54] Castiel: No, why should I?

 

[13.12., 17:55] Dean : Are they grey?

 

[13.12., 17:56] Castiel: Yeah, why?

[13.12., 17:56] Castiel: Are you peeping outside my window?

 

[13.12., 17:56] Dean : No

 



[13.12., 17:56] Castiel: Oh

[13.12., 17:57] Castiel: I like the feeling

 

[13.12., 17:59] Dean : I like the look

 

[13.12., 17:59] Castiel: I seldom wear underwear apart from my good

 

[13.12., 17:59] Dean : 😉

[13.12., 17:59] Dean : 😳

[13.12., 17:59] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 17:59] Dean : Noted

[13.12., 18:00] Dean : I have a problem

 

[13.12., 18:07] Castiel: What???

 

[13.12., 18:08] Dean : I am never sure if you are flirting or just oblivious to your own flirting

 

[13.12., 18:08] Dean : Can we like add a emoji or something if we are being flirty

[13.12., 18:09] Dean : Our conversation has been very much leading into sexting territory but I am not even sure if you would instigate something like that

 

[13.12., 18:09] Castiel: Flirting?

[13.12., 18:09] Castiel: I was?

 

[13.12., 18:09] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 18:09] Dean : At least I thought you were

 

[13.12., 18:09] Castiel: Oh?

[13.12., 18:10] Castiel: I'm very sorry if I'm causing problems

 

[13.12., 18:10] Dean : No

[13.12., 18:10] Dean : No worries

[13.12., 18:10] Dean : I just would like to know whats happening

 

[13.12., 18:10] Castiel: I was just telling you things about myself

 

[13.12., 18:10] Dean : And don't want to feel like a creeper

[13.12., 18:11] Dean : Yeah

 

[13.12., 18:11] Castiel: Why would you feel like a creeper

 

[13.12., 18:11] Dean : Telling someone you are just wearing sweats is a good start to sexting

 

[13.12., 18:12] Castiel: Oh!!

 

[13.12., 18:13] Dean : You replied that to me telling you I was just in panties all day about to go shower

 

[13.12., 18:13] Castiel: Yes.

[13.12., 18:14] Castiel: Would you want me to start sextexting

 

[13.12., 18:14] Dean : IF you feel like it

[13.12., 18:15] Dean : Feel free to do at any time

 

[13.12., 18:15] Castiel: Really?

[13.12., 18:15] Castiel: Any time?

 

[13.12., 18:15] Dean : Any time

[13.12., 18:15] Dean : I might not be able to do anything about it at that moment

[13.12., 18:16] Dean : But leading you would be erotic

[13.12., 18:16] Dean : And then I would have something to do later alone

 

[13.12., 18:16] Castiel: Oh. I like that.

 

[13.12., 18:17] Dean : That I wouldn't be able to do anything about it?

[13.12., 18:17] Dean : Or me leading you?

 

[13.12., 18:18] Castiel: Yes

[13.12., 18:19] Castiel: Are you still going to shower?

 

[13.12., 18:19] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 18:20] Dean : I've been sitting here trying to figure out whats happening

 

[13.12., 18:20] Castiel: Can you send your brother while you're in the shower?

 

[13.12., 18:20] Dean : Sure

[13.12., 18:20] Dean : Why don't you ask Jack. I am sure they are together

 

[13.12., 18:21] Castiel: Still in your panties?

[13.12., 18:21] Castiel: Oh. Right.

 

[13.12., 18:21] Dean : No…

 

[13.12., 18:21] Castiel: No?

 

[13.12., 18:21] Dean : No

[13.12., 18:21] Dean : I was on my way to the shower

[13.12., 18:21] Dean : Panties are soaking in Luke warm soapy water

 

[13.12., 18:22] Castiel: Are right. That's a very nice picture in my head

 

[13.12., 18:22] Dean : I am gonna assume you are not talking about my lingerie soaking

 

[13.12., 18:23] Castiel: No

 

[13.12., 18:23] Dean : So

[13.12., 18:23] Dean : Should I go shower?

 

[13.12., 18:24] Castiel: Should i tell you my sweats look a lot like those in your picture?

 

[13.12., 18:24] Dean : Grey?

 

[13.12., 18:25] Castiel: I really like how your cock looks.

 

[13.12., 18:25] Dean : Ohhhh

[13.12., 18:25] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 18:25] Dean : Thats

[13.12., 18:25] Dean : I got that message loud and clear

 

[13.12., 18:25] Castiel: I actually scroll through our pictures sometimes to look at it

 

[13.12., 18:25] Dean : Oh

[13.12., 18:26] Dean : I'll send you a new one whenever you want

[13.12., 18:26] Dean : Is your dick visible in your sweats?

 

[13.12., 18:26] Castiel: Like now?

[13.12., 18:26] Castiel: Yes it is

 

[13.12., 18:26] Dean : Are you hard?

 

[13.12., 18:27] Castiel: I might put on an apron when Jack gets here

 

[13.12., 18:27] Dean : Hmmm

[13.12., 18:27] Dean : Can I ask what got you hard?

 

[13.12., 18:29] Castiel: Not completely hard. Just enough that it's visible...

[13.12., 18:29] Castiel: You, lounging in only your panties

 

[13.12., 18:29] Dean : Nice.

[13.12., 18:30] Dean : I am gonna shower really quick tho

[13.12., 18:30] Dean : Cause I feel gross

[13.12., 18:34] Dean : Did you know I own a tripod

 



[13.12., 18:37] Castiel: 😳





[13.12., 18:38] Dean : 😳

 

[13.12., 18:40] Castiel: Not as sexy as you

 

[13.12., 18:44] Dean : Oh that's very sexy

[13.12., 18:44] Dean : While I am showering

[13.12., 18:45] Dean : Should I jerk off in the shower or do you want me to wait and join me?

 

[13.12., 18:45] Castiel: I'd like if you could wait. But it's not a must.

 

[13.12., 18:45] Dean : If you'd like it then ill wait

 

[13.12., 18:47] Castiel: Alright

 

[13.12., 18:47] Dean : Let me finish showering.

 

[13.12., 18:48] Castiel: Should Jack put the cookies on your doormat or ring?

 

[13.12., 18:49] Dean : Doormat

[13.12., 18:49] Dean : Please

 

[13.12., 18:49] Castiel: Alright

 

[13.12., 18:58] Dean : I am clean

[13.12., 18:58] Dean : And I have cookies

[13.12., 18:58] Dean : Thanknyou

 

[13.12., 18:58] Castiel: Perfect

[13.12., 18:58] Castiel: I hope you like them

 

[13.12., 18:58] Dean : I am tempted to eat them now

[13.12., 18:59] Dean : But I don't want to give myself a tummy ache again

[13.12., 18:59] Dean : They smell heavenly

 

[13.12., 18:59] Castiel: Or wrap your sugary fingers around your clean cock

 

[13.12., 18:59] Dean : 😳

[13.12., 18:59] Dean : That was unexpected

[13.12., 19:00] Dean : It had gone down during the shower

 

[13.12., 19:00] Castiel: Oh

 

[13.12., 19:00] Dean : But that message brought him right back

[13.12., 19:01] Dean : I have my fingers wrapped around

 

[13.12., 19:02] Castiel: I was about to do push ups since i didn't know how long you'd be gone

 

[13.12., 19:02] Dean : Hmmmm

[13.12., 19:02] Dean : Imagining your back muscles ripple

 

[13.12., 19:02] Castiel: Do you like that?

 

[13.12., 19:03] Dean : I like strength

[13.12., 19:03] Dean : I think I'd be nice to be the one manhandled sometimes

 

[13.12., 19:03] Castiel: Well, i have strength.

[13.12., 19:04] Castiel: I train a lot.

 

[13.12., 19:04] Dean : Hmmm

[13.12., 19:05] Dean : I could imagine you stopping me from touching you or myself

 

[13.12., 19:06] Dean : I think I'd like that

 

[13.12., 19:06] Castiel: Does that give a fear boner?

 

[13.12., 19:07] Dean : Yes

 

[13.12., 19:07] Castiel: Wow

[13.12., 19:07] Castiel: Dean? Do you like nibbling?

 

[13.12., 19:08] Dean : Yes

 

[13.12., 19:09] Castiel: I could nibble your neck while keeping your hands away from your dick

 

[13.12., 19:09] Dean : Oh god yes

[13.12., 19:09] Dean : I like a little biting too

 

[13.12., 19:10] Castiel: Yes?

 

[13.12., 19:10] Dean : Yeah

 

[13.12., 19:10] Castiel: I like that too.

 

[13.12., 19:11] Dean : To bite or to get bitten

 

[13.12., 19:11] Castiel: Both

[13.12., 19:11] Castiel: And licking earshells

 

[13.12., 19:11] Dean : Would you stand behind me... holding my arms soni can't touch myself and bite your way across my shoulders?

 

[13.12., 19:12] Castiel: Yes. I totally would

 

[13.12., 19:12] Dean : Cas

[13.12., 19:12] Dean : Babe, I am gonna sit down

[13.12., 19:12] Dean : And I am still holding onto o my cock

 

[13.12., 19:13] Castiel: Take your hand away, please?

 

[13.12., 19:13] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 19:13] Dean : I have them on the couch . Either side of me

[13.12., 19:13] Dean : Well unless I am typing

 

[13.12., 19:14] Castiel: Would you mind if I stood close enough for you to feel my dick?

 

[13.12., 19:15] Dean : I think I would like that

 

[13.12., 19:15] Castiel: Nice. I'd love to feel that round ass of yours

 

[13.12., 19:15] Dean : Oh god

[13.12., 19:16] Dean : I could feel the heat

[13.12., 19:16] Dean : Coming of your cock

 

[13.12., 19:16] Castiel: Yes, you could

 

[13.12., 19:16] Dean : You would smear precum on.my cheeks

 

[13.12., 19:16] Castiel: No.

 

[13.12., 19:16] Dean : No?

[13.12., 19:17] Dean : Why not

 

[13.12., 19:17] Castiel: No.

[13.12., 19:17] Castiel: But i could smear some on your lips.

[13.12., 19:18] Castiel: Make you suck my finger.

 

[13.12., 19:18] Dean : I've never sucked on fingers

 

[13.12., 19:18] Castiel: I'd make you suck mine.

[13.12., 19:19] Castiel: And then id hold your chin and turn your pretty face to me so i could kiss that precum off your sexy lips

 

[13.12., 19:20] Dean : I want to kiss you so bad

[13.12., 19:20] Dean : I want to feel your stubble

 

[13.12., 19:21] Castiel: I want to kiss you too.

[13.12., 19:21] Castiel: I wanna touch your cheek and run my thumb over those delicious lips.

 

[13.12., 19:22] Dean : I

[13.12., 19:22] Dean : Can I move my hands

 

[13.12., 19:22] Castiel: Show me your dick first

 

 

 

[13.12., 19:23] Castiel: Yes. Touch it.

 

[13.12., 19:23] Dean : How

 

[13.12., 19:24] Castiel: Cup the head, make it wet with your precum

 

[13.12., 19:25] Dean : Oh that feels nice

[13.12., 19:25] Dean : Its so wet

[13.12., 19:25] Dean : I never noticed how much I can leak

 

[13.12., 19:25] Castiel: You're so hot Dean.

[13.12., 19:26] Castiel: I wanna rub my naked dick on your ass

 

[13.12., 19:26] Dean : Oh

[13.12., 19:26] Dean : That

[13.12., 19:26] Dean : That sounds interesting

[13.12., 19:28] Dean : Uhm

[13.12., 19:29] Dean : Cas

[13.12., 19:29] Dean : Should I touch there?

 

[13.12., 19:30] Castiel: Uh

[13.12., 19:30] Castiel: Would...

[13.12., 19:30] Castiel: Would you actually like that?

 

[13.12., 19:30] Dean : I dont know

 

[13.12., 19:30] Castiel: Don't do it just because I tell you

 

[13.12., 19:30] Dean : How would I touch so it could feel good

 

[13.12., 19:31] Castiel: Do you have lube?

 

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : I know the spot behind my balls feels nice

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : Uhm

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : Yeah

 

[13.12., 19:31] Castiel: Get lube.

 

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : Ok

 

[13.12., 19:31] Castiel: Don't do it without lube.

 

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : Ok

 

[13.12., 19:31] Castiel: You could hurt yourself

 

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : Calm down

[13.12., 19:31] Dean : You are making me nervous

[13.12., 19:32] Dean : I got Lube

[13.12., 19:32] Dean : And I moved to my bed

[13.12., 19:32] Dean : I don't want lube stains.on my couch

 

[13.12., 19:32] Castiel: Best you get on your knees.

 

[13.12., 19:33] Dean : Oh?

[13.12., 19:33] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 19:33] Dean : I think you like me on my knees

 

[13.12., 19:33] Castiel: Oh God. I can't believe I'm talking a virgin through that.

 

[13.12., 19:34] Dean : You don't have to

[13.12., 19:34] Dean : I can google it

 

[13.12., 19:36] Castiel: No, it's not that I don't want it. I just never thought I would

 

[13.12., 19:36] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 19:37] Dean : My hand is sticky with precum

 

[13.12., 19:37] Castiel: Bring a good amount of lube there.

[13.12., 19:37] Castiel: Not too much so it doesn't drip too much

 

[13.12., 19:37] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 19:38] Dean : Nice and slippery

[13.12., 19:38] Dean : Gotnit

 

[13.12., 19:38] Castiel: Yes

[13.12., 19:38] Castiel: Dean.

 

[13.12., 19:38] Dean : Yes

 

[13.12., 19:38] Castiel: It makes me hard.

 

[13.12., 19:39] Dean : The thought of me playing with my ass?

[13.12., 19:39] Dean : Practicing for your cock maybe

 

[13.12., 19:39] Castiel: Yes.

[13.12., 19:40] Castiel: Oh that sounds so good

[13.12., 19:40] Castiel: Are you playing with your hole?

 

[13.12., 19:40] Dean : What do I do now. I rubbed some lube on my asshole

[13.12., 19:40] Dean : It feels

[13.12., 19:40] Dean : Strange

 

[13.12., 19:40] Castiel: Yes?

 

[13.12., 19:40] Dean : But not unplug

 

[13.12., 19:40] Castiel: Bad strange?

 

[13.12., 19:41] Dean : Not unpleasant

 

[13.12., 19:41] Castiel: You made me giggle

 

[13.12., 19:41] Dean : Typing with one hand is getting hard

 

[13.12., 19:41] Castiel: Yes. It is.

[13.12., 19:41] Castiel: I'd love to watch you.

 

[13.12., 19:41] Dean : I found a better position

 

[13.12., 19:41] Castiel: Maybe direct your hand with mine

 

[13.12., 19:42] Dean : I think I look obscene

 

[13.12., 19:42] Castiel: Yeah?

 

[13.12., 19:42] Dean : Im on my knees but I let myself fall forward.

 

[13.12., 19:42] Castiel: Oooh i can imagine

 

[13.12., 19:42] Dean : Im kinda ass up resting on my face and shoulder

 

[13.12., 19:43] Castiel: You must look so gorgeous right now

 

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : Oh

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : That

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : Feels nice

 

[13.12., 19:43] Castiel: Yes?

 

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : My hole

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : Relaxed

 

[13.12., 19:43] Castiel: What are doing?

[13.12., 19:43] Castiel: Tell me

 

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : Finger slipped in a bit

 

[13.12., 19:43] Castiel: Slow.

 

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : Its hot

[13.12., 19:43] Dean : And tight

 

[13.12., 19:44] Castiel: Yes, it is.

 

[13.12., 19:44] Dean : Ita only the first knuckle

[13.12., 19:44] Dean : But oh

[13.12., 19:44] Dean : Oh

 

[13.12., 19:44] Castiel: Oh you must be so very tight.

 

[13.12., 19:44] Dean : I  think I like that

[13.12., 19:44] Dean : My cock does

[13.12., 19:44] Dean : Im leaking onto the bed

 

[13.12., 19:44] Castiel: That's very good to know

[13.12., 19:45] Castiel: Your good sheets

 

[13.12., 19:45] Dean : I know

[13.12., 19:45] Dean : But oh my

[13.12., 19:45] Dean : Fuck

 

[13.12., 19:45] Castiel: I might have to get you another set…

 

[13.12., 19:45] Dean : If I wiggle my finger

[13.12., 19:45] Dean : I can feel it

[13.12., 19:45] Dean : All over

 

[13.12., 19:46] Castiel: Keep it slow if you go deeper. Keep bringing lube in. Please don't hurt yourself

 

[13.12., 19:46] Dean : Im not

[13.12., 19:46] Dean : Im just moving my finger in and out

[13.12., 19:47] Dean : Just a little deeper each time

[13.12., 19:48] Dean : Its sontight

 

[13.12., 19:48] Castiel: Good. Yes. Very good.

 

[13.12., 19:48] Dean : I dont know how a dick would fit

 

[13.12., 19:49] Castiel: Preparation, Babe

 

[13.12., 19:49] Dean : Voice to text

[13.12., 19:49] Dean : I can now tell you exactly what I'm doing

 

[13.12., 19:49] Castiel: Oh wow.

 

[13.12., 19:51] Dean : Ohhhh

[13.12., 19:51] Dean : Yes

 

[13.12., 19:51] Castiel: I'd love to keep your dick clean while you finger yourself

 

[13.12., 19:51] Dean : I can fit the whole finger

[13.12., 19:52] Dean : It feels so full

 

[13.12., 19:52] Castiel: Is it feeling good?

 

[13.12., 19:52] Dean : Its so hot

[13.12., 19:52] Dean : Its a strange feeling but oh fuck yeah

[13.12., 19:52] Dean : I like it

[13.12., 19:52] Dean : Oh god

[13.12., 19:52] Dean : Its texting you my moans

[13.12., 19:53] Dean : Ah I didn't think about fuck that

[13.12., 19:53] Dean : What are you doing Cas

 

[13.12., 19:53] Castiel: Mmmh, it would be nice to nib on your but while you finger your tight virhin hole

 

[13.12., 19:54] Dean : Oh ahh nice

[13.12., 19:54] Dean : Yeah

 

[13.12., 19:54] Castiel: I'm lying in my couch

 

[13.12., 19:54] Dean : Fuck hmm yes

 

[13.12., 19:54] Castiel: But i think i should move to my bedroom too

 

[13.12., 19:54] Dean : Oh there

[13.12., 19:54] Dean : I

[13.12., 19:55] Dean : Think I found something

 

[13.12., 19:55] Castiel: I'm so hard it hurts.

[13.12., 19:55] Castiel: Oooh!

[13.12., 19:55] Castiel: You did?

 

[13.12., 19:55] Dean : This spot is awesome

[13.12., 19:55] Dean : Ahhh

[13.12., 19:55] Dean : Yeah

 

[13.12., 19:55] Castiel: You're a quick one, babe

 

[13.12., 19:55] Dean : I press on it and massage it

[13.12., 19:55] Dean : It feels like I am comming

[13.12., 19:55] Dean : But I am not

[13.12., 19:56] Dean : Oh god yes

[13.12., 19:56] Dean : That feels.amazing

 

[13.12., 19:56] Castiel: Oh don't come yet.

[13.12., 19:56] Castiel: Don't

 

[13.12., 19:56] Dean : I am dripping so much

[13.12., 19:56] Dean : I won't

[13.12., 19:56] Dean : I promise

[13.12., 19:56] Dean : Fuck castiel

 

[13.12., 19:57] Castiel: Okay. I'm on my bed too now

 

[13.12., 19:57] Dean : Its so full

[13.12., 19:57] Dean : But not enough

[13.12., 19:57] Dean : At the same time

[13.12., 19:58] Dean : Oh cas

[13.12., 19:58] Dean : No

[13.12., 19:58] Dean : 2 fingers doesn't work

 

[13.12., 19:58] Castiel: I'm not sure you're ready for a second finger.

 

[13.12., 19:58] Dean : Its to tight

 

[13.12., 19:58] Castiel: You were faster…

 

[13.12., 19:58] Dean : But oh god

 

[13.12., 19:58] Castiel: Stroke yourself Babe

 

[13.12., 19:59] Dean : I am gonna need a toy

[13.12., 19:59] Dean : My arm is crampong

[13.12., 19:59] Dean : It dont want to come yet

 

[13.12., 19:59] Castiel: Okay. Stop it

 

[13.12., 19:59] Dean : This is new

[13.12., 19:59] Dean : I like this

[13.12., 19:59] Dean : I wish it was your hands

 

[13.12., 20:00] Castiel: If your arm is cramping, stop.

[13.12., 20:00] Castiel: Oh so do i, Dean

 

[13.12., 20:00] Dean : You want to know what this did to me

 

[13.12., 20:01] Castiel: I wish you could feel how hard i am because of you

 



[13.12., 20:01] Castiel: Oh God!!!

 

[13.12., 20:01] Dean : I want to touch you

[13.12., 20:01] Dean : I

 

[13.12., 20:01] Castiel: Oh God Dean. You're so beautiful.

[13.12., 20:01] Castiel: I wish there were words to describe you

 

[13.12., 20:01] Dean : I am not ready to fuck but oh my god I want to touch you and for you to touch me

[13.12., 20:02] Dean : I want your fingers in my ass

[13.12., 20:02] Dean : Because you know what you are doing and if it feels good with me doing it

 

[13.12., 20:02] Dean : You must feel so much better

 

[13.12., 20:02] Castiel: God, I'm leaking and haven't even touched myself

 

[13.12., 20:02] Dean : Same

[13.12., 20:03] Dean : I am on all fours and I am watching my dick jerk and leak

 

[13.12., 20:03] Castiel: I'm kind of dry humping my bed. 🙈

 

[13.12., 20:04] Dean : Oh that must look amazing

[13.12., 20:04] Dean : I love that I have the effect on you

[13.12., 20:04] Dean : Do you like being on top?

[13.12., 20:04] Dean : Imagine me under you

[13.12., 20:05] Dean : Imagine what my tight ass would feel like on your cock

[13.12., 20:07] Dean : I switched arms

 

[13.12., 20:07] Castiel: Oh God I am

 

[13.12., 20:07] Dean : I am playing with my hole

[13.12., 20:07] Dean : Its gaping a little

 

[13.12., 20:07] Castiel: I am imagining how you would feel

 

[13.12., 20:07] Dean : I can just dip in

[13.12., 20:07] Dean : Do men come from just this

[13.12., 20:08] Dean : Cause it feels like I could

[13.12., 20:08] Dean : But its just a bit out of reach

 

[13.12., 20:08] Castiel: You could try.

[13.12., 20:09] Castiel: Play with your sweet spot again.

 

[13.12., 20:09] Dean : Wait

 

[13.12., 20:09] Castiel: It could make you come

 

[13.12., 20:09] Dean : I'm trying to find a better position

 

[13.12., 20:09] Castiel: Okay.

 

[13.12., 20:09] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 20:09] Dean : On my side

[13.12., 20:10] Dean : Fuck i lost the lube

[13.12., 20:10] Dean : Hold on

[13.12., 20:11] Dean : Got it

[13.12., 20:11] Dean : Ha

 

[13.12., 20:11] Castiel: You're on your side?

 

[13.12., 20:11] Dean : I am rethinking this voice to text option

[13.12., 20:11] Dean : Its sending everything

[13.12., 20:11] Dean : Yes on my side

[13.12., 20:11] Dean : One leg to my chest

 

[13.12., 20:12] Castiel: I could suck you while playing with your hole.

 

[13.12., 20:12] Dean : Oh yes

 

[13.12., 20:12] Castiel: Kneel beside your bed and adore you like the Adonis you are.

[13.12., 20:13] Castiel: And suck this beautiful dick

 

[13.12., 20:13] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 20:13] Dean : Oh my god yes

[13.12., 20:13] Dean : Angel

[13.12., 20:13] Dean : I have better reach

[13.12., 20:14] Dean : This feels amazing

 

 

[13.12., 20:14] Dean : Oh so pretty

[13.12., 20:15] Dean : I've never wanted something in my mouth so badly

 

[13.12., 20:15] Castiel: I'll touch myself now. I can't anymore.

 

[13.12., 20:15] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 20:15] Dean : Yes babe

[13.12., 20:15] Dean : Think of my tight ass

[13.12., 20:16] Dean : Think about how nice it would feel

[13.12., 20:16] Dean : Fuck

[13.12., 20:16] Dean : Fucking hell

 

[13.12., 20:17] Castiel: So good.

 

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : Hmmm

 

[13.12., 20:17] Castiel: It would feel so very good

 

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : Ah

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : Oh my

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : Better reach

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : I found it

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : I found it again

 

[13.12., 20:17] Castiel: Dean.

 

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : Oh babe

[13.12., 20:17] Dean : Babe

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : I

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : I can't

 

[13.12., 20:18] Castiel: Oh you would feel so amazing

 

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Please

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Oh yes

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Yes

 

[13.12., 20:18] Castiel: Do you want to touch your dick?

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Please

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Oh please

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Angel

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Oh god

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : Its so hard

[13.12., 20:18] Dean : And red

 

[13.12., 20:19] Castiel: Think of you touching mine

 

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : And its been leaking

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : I want to

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : I want touch you

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : Jerk you

 

[13.12., 20:19] Castiel: I'm thinking of you touching my dick.

 

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : I want to make you feel good

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : Please

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : Let me

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : Babe

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : Please

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : Fuck

[13.12., 20:19] Dean : Oh yes right there

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Fuck

 

[13.12., 20:20] Castiel: Stroke it

 

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : I

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Oh god

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Castiel

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Fuck

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Fuck

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Ah

 

[13.12., 20:20] Castiel: Mmmh. I'd love for you to come in my mouth

 

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Ah ah

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : I aim

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : I  aim

 

[13.12., 20:20] Castiel: Come for me, Babe

 

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Fuck

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Cas

[13.12., 20:20] Dean : Cas

[13.12., 20:21] Dean : Oh

[13.12., 20:21] Dean : Oh cas

[13.12., 20:21] Dean : Fuck babe

 

[13.12., 20:21] Castiel: Oh Dean, it feels good

 

[13.12., 20:22] Dean : Are you stroking yourself

 

[13.12., 20:22] Castiel: Yes

[13.12., 20:22] Castiel: I am.

 

[13.12., 20:23] Dean : Imagine my ass

[13.12., 20:23] Dean : Up for you in the air

 

[13.12., 20:24] Castiel: Oh Dean. DEAN

 

[13.12., 20:24] Dean : Do you want to see my load

[13.12., 20:25] Dean : See what you did for me

 

[13.12., 20:25] Castiel: Yes!

[13.12., 20:25] Castiel: Yes. I do

[13.12., 20:25] Castiel: I wanna see

 



[13.12., 20:26] Castiel: Yes. Oh yes

[13.12., 20:26] Castiel: Pretty

 

[13.12., 20:26] Dean : Come on angel

[13.12., 20:26] Dean : Did you come

 

[13.12., 20:26] Castiel: Almost.

 

[13.12., 20:26] Dean : Or are you working your cock for me

 

[13.12., 20:26] Dean : You want my lips on your cock

 

[13.12., 20:26] Castiel: Almost there.

 

[13.12., 20:26] Dean : Sucking you down

[13.12., 20:26] Dean : Licking your balls

[13.12., 20:27] Dean : Put your hands in my hair and hold on.

[13.12., 20:27] Dean : Pull a little

[13.12., 20:27] Dean : Direct me how you like it

[13.12., 20:28] Dean : Yours is the first cock I wanted in my mouth

[13.12., 20:28] Dean : Just yours

[13.12., 20:29] Dean : Babe

[13.12., 20:29] Dean : You ok?

 

[13.12., 20:31] Castiel: Sorry

[13.12., 20:31] Dean : Ok

[13.12., 20:31] Dean : My first pick

[13.12., 20:31] Dean : Its prett

[13.12., 20:32] Dean : Pretty

 

[13.12., 20:32] Castiel: I'm still panting Dean. I wasn't able to type

 

[13.12., 20:32] Dean : I like that I did that to tou

[13.12., 20:33] Dean : I wish you were here cuddles you to me

 

[13.12., 20:33] Dean : Ah yeah I should have stuck to voice

 

[13.12., 20:34] Castiel: Oh yes, cuddles would be perfect.

 

[13.12., 20:34] Dean : With the cum on you you won't have to do laundry

 

[13.12., 20:34] Dean : I need to plan better

 

[13.12., 20:36] Castiel: Yeah, but I'll have to drag myself to the bathroom now and clean up.

[13.12., 20:36] Castiel: I'm sticky

 

[13.12., 20:36] Dean : My ass is too

[13.12., 20:36] Dean : And a bit sore

[13.12., 20:37] Dean : I'm a little bit embarrassed how much I liked that

 

[13.12., 20:37] Castiel: I hope you'll be okay

 

[13.12., 20:37] Dean : It's not painful

[13.12., 20:37] Dean : I don't want to move

 

[13.12., 20:38] Castiel: No one needs to know

[13.12., 20:38] Castiel: Neither do I

 

[13.12., 20:38] Dean : I liked it though

[13.12., 20:38] Dean : A lot

[13.12., 20:39] Dean : I think I'm going to research a bit

 

[13.12., 20:39] Castiel: Yeah?

[13.12., 20:39] Castiel: Research what?

 

[13.12., 20:39] Dean : Anal

[13.12., 20:39] Dean : And anal play

[13.12., 20:39] Dean : I'm sure there are toys to make thiseasier

 

[13.12., 20:40] Castiel: Yes, Babe

 

[13.12., 20:40] Dean : I moved

[13.12., 20:41] Dean : I'm not pleased

[13.12., 20:41] Dean : I'm gonna have to put on my scratchy sheets

 

[13.12., 20:43] Castiel: I'm sorry

[13.12., 20:43] Castiel: I'm so sorry

 

[13.12., 20:44] Dean : I should buy new ones

[13.12., 20:44] Dean : I finally see the need for more then 2 sets

 

[13.12., 20:44] Castiel: I should have let you maturbate in the shower.

 

[13.12., 20:44] Dean : No

 

[13.12., 20:44] Castiel: You wouldn't have to change your sheets

 

[13.12., 20:45] Dean : Then i wouldn't have had the chance to play with my ass

 

[13.12., 20:45] Castiel: You really liked that, didn't you?

 

[13.12., 20:45] Dean : that orgasm is worth scratchy sheets till I buy new ones tomorrow

[13.12., 20:46] Dean : And yes.  I did

 

[13.12., 20:50] Castiel: Oh!

[13.12., 20:50] Castiel: I'm so happy for you

 

[13.12., 20:51] Dean : For buying new sheets?

 

[13.12., 20:51] Castiel: No, that your orgasm was worth it

 

[13.12., 20:51] Dean : Oh

[13.12., 20:51] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 20:52] Dean : My legs are still a bit shakey

 

[13.12., 20:54] Castiel: Yeah, i know how you feel

 

[13.12., 20:55] Dean : You like topping?

 

[13.12., 20:57] Castiel: When it's good

[13.12., 20:57] Castiel: I like both.

 

[13.12., 20:58] Dean : When its good?

 

[13.12., 20:59] Castiel: Nevermind

 

[13.12., 20:59] Dean : No

[13.12., 20:59] Dean : Tell me

[13.12., 20:59] Dean : Please

 

[13.12., 21:00] Castiel: When I'm properly prepared

 

[13.12., 21:01] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 21:01] Dean : I feel that

[13.12., 21:01] Dean : Lol

[13.12., 21:02] Dean : Literally

 

[13.12., 21:03] Castiel: 🙂

 

[13.12., 21:04] Dean : Does this feeling go away again? Its like I still have something up there and

[13.12., 21:04] Dean : Its oddly distracting...

[13.12., 21:04] Dean : Like

[13.12., 21:04] Dean : I am gonna have to wear a longer shirt tomorrow in class if I have to sit on this for long

 

[13.12., 21:08] Castiel: It will go away eventually

 

[13.12., 21:08] Dean : Today?

 

[13.12., 21:08] Castiel: No

[13.12., 21:08] Castiel: Maybe this time tomorrow

 

[13.12., 21:08] Dean : Long shirt it is

 

[13.12., 21:09] Castiel: How's a long shirt helping?

 

[13.12., 21:09] Dean : Its not painfully painful

[13.12., 21:10] Dean : It feels like something is still there

[13.12., 21:10] Dean : I really liked having something there

[13.12., 21:10] Dean : I will need a long shirt

 

[13.12., 21:10] Castiel: Oh, to hide your boner?

 

[13.12., 21:11] Dean : Yes

[13.12., 21:11] Dean : I have put on scratchy sheets and I am laying on my stomache

 

[13.12., 21:12] Castiel: Do you wear pajamas?

 

[13.12., 21:12] Dean : Another pair of silk boxers

 

[13.12., 21:12] Castiel: Did your order arrive?

 

[13.12., 21:12] Dean : No still help up

[13.12., 21:12] Dean : Held

 

[13.12., 21:13] Castiel: Oh.

 

[13.12., 21:13] Dean : I'm sad too

 

[13.12., 21:14] Castiel: So you have more silkies anyway?

 

[13.12., 21:14] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 21:15] Dean : Silk boxers

[13.12., 21:15] Dean : I got a few

 

[13.12., 21:15] Castiel: Lovely

[13.12., 21:15] Castiel: Bet they feel nice.

 

[13.12., 21:15] Dean : And comfy

[13.12., 21:15] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 21:15] Dean : You should try them

 

[13.12., 21:15] Castiel: Maybe i should get some of those

 

[13.12., 21:16] Dean : YES

[13.12., 21:18] Castiel: They might be nice in summer, instead of my sweatpants

 

[13.12., 21:18] Dean : Yeah

[13.12., 21:18] Dean : I barely wear anything besides them in summer

 

[13.12., 21:19] Castiel: Like, only them?

 

[13.12., 21:19] Dean : Yeah

 

[13.12., 21:19] Castiel: Nice

 

[13.12., 21:19] Dean : My neighbours don't care

[13.12., 21:20] Dean : Matter of fact after I did the lawn in them the first time

[13.12., 21:20] Dean : Old lady on the left brought me lemonade

 

[13.12., 21:21] Castiel: Wow! That's sweet!

 

[13.12., 21:22] Dean : Totally

 

[13.12., 21:26] Castiel: Silk is nice to sleep in

 

[13.12., 21:26] Dean : Yes it is

 

[13.12., 21:26] Dean : Unless its a full fancy pajama

[13.12., 21:26] Dean : And you have silk sheets

[13.12., 21:26] Dean : Thats like a slip n slide

 

[13.12., 21:27] Castiel: I do have silk pajamas

 

[13.12., 21:28] Dean : Do not use them if you have silk sheets

 

[13.12., 21:32] Castiel: I don't have silk sheets. I hated silk sheets.

 

[13.12., 21:36] Castiel: Would you like to see my silk pajamas next time I wear it?

 

[13.12., 21:42] Dean : Yes please

[13.12., 21:44] Dean : I keep nodding off

[13.12., 21:44] Dean : I am sorry

[13.12., 21:44] Dean : I think I should actually go to sleep

 

[13.12., 21:44] Castiel: So should I

 

[13.12., 21:45] Dean : Thank you

 

[13.12., 21:45] Castiel: For what?

 

[13.12., 21:45] Dean : For tonight and talking me through

 

[13.12., 21:48] Castiel: No worries, I really enjoyed it

[13.12., 21:48] Castiel: So tgank you

 

[13.12., 21:48] Dean : Good night angel

[13.12., 21:48] Dean : 😇

[13.12., 21:48] Dean : Sweet dreams

 

[13.12., 21:49] Castiel: Sweet dreams, Babe

Chapter Text

[14.12., 08:45] Castiel: Good morning. How are you feeling today?

 

[14.12., 08:45] Dean: Good morning

[14.12., 08:45] Dean: I'm pretty good

[14.12., 08:45] Dean: How about you

 

[14.12., 08:46] Castiel: I'm fine

[14.12., 08:46] Castiel: I wanted to thank you. I really enjoyed last night

 

[14.12., 08:46] Dean: Awe

[14.12., 08:46] Dean: Babe

[14.12., 08:46] Dean: Im in class

[14.12., 08:46] Dean: Blushing

[14.12., 08:47] Dean: I did too

 

[14.12., 08:47] Castiel: I'm sorry.

[14.12., 08:47] Castiel: I didn't mean to get you in trouble

[14.12., 08:47] Castiel: Is Charlie in that class?

 

[14.12., 08:47] Dean: Yeah

[14.12., 08:48] Dean: She keeps looking at me

 

[14.12., 08:48] Castiel: Oh no

 

[14.12., 08:48] Dean: She's angry with me

[14.12., 08:48] Dean: I have been avoiding her a bit

 

[14.12., 08:48] Castiel: She's your friend

 

[14.12., 08:50] Dean: I feel bad

[14.12., 08:50] Dean: Like I know she wouldn't care

[14.12., 08:50] Dean: But I didn't tell her anyways

[14.12., 08:50] Dean: And I think that'll hurt her feelings

 

[14.12., 08:53] Castiel: I'm sure it will.

 

[14.12., 08:53] Dean: And since I am a wuss when it comes to that I avoid her

[14.12., 08:54] Dean: If I don't talk to her at all I don't have to lie to her

[14.12., 08:54] Dean: Or tell her

 

[14.12., 08:54] Castiel: I really don't want to tell you when to tell whom, i just really don't want you to lose your friends over us

 

[14.12., 08:54] Dean: I know

 

[14.12., 09:02] Castiel: I like you Dean. I don't want to lose you and I'm sure Charlie doesn't want to lose you either.

 

[14.12., 09:12] Dean: I know

 

[14.12., 09:15] Castiel: I will try to shut up. It's your life. Just don't ruin it because of me.



[14.12., 10:43] Castiel: Where did I fuck up?

 

[14.12., 10:45] Dean: Nowhere

[14.12., 10:45] Dean: I am thinking

 

[14.12., 10:45] Castiel: Oh, okay. Sorry

 

[14.12., 10:47] Dean: Don't apologize

[14.12., 10:47] Dean: Its me

 

[14.12., 10:50] Castiel: Huh?

 

[14.12., 10:53] Dean: Im stuck in my head

[14.12., 10:53] Dean: And a boring class

[14.12., 10:53] Dean: So to much time to think

 

[14.12., 10:55] Castiel: I understand

 

[14.12., 11:10] Dean: Please know its nothing you did

[14.12., 11:10] Dean: Its just me in my head

 

[14.12., 11:11] Castiel: I was afraid you felt like i was pushing you

 

[14.12., 11:15] Dean: Nah

[14.12., 11:15] Dean: You just pointed out obvious stuff I've been ignoring

 

[14.12., 11:16] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[14.12., 11:18] Dean: Don't ve

[14.12., 11:18] Dean: It was beeded

[14.12., 11:18] Dean: Needed

[14.12., 11:18] Dean: Just because I don't like hearing it doesn't mean I don't need to hear it

 

[14.12., 11:18] Castiel: Oh

[14.12., 11:29] Castiel: You make it sound like i was being all strict

 

[14.12., 11:29] Dean: Maybe

[14.12., 11:29] Dean: But in a good and needed way

 

[14.12., 11:29] Castiel: Are uou sure?

 

[14.12., 11:29] Dean: Yes

[14.12., 11:30] Dean: I talked to Missouri about it

 

[14.12., 11:30] Castiel: Oh God!

[14.12., 11:30] Castiel: I didn't cause you a fear boner, did I????

 

[14.12., 11:30] Dean: And intold her how I reacted well over reacted that one time with you

[14.12., 11:30] Dean: No

[14.12., 11:30] Dean: Lol

 

[14.12., 11:31] Castiel: Oh good, that would have been bad

 

[14.12., 11:31] Dean: Yeah

 

[14.12., 11:31] Castiel: What did she say?

 

[14.12., 11:31] Dean: Litterly that I am a dumb ass

[14.12., 11:32] Dean: And to stop projecting my feelings for the way my father was onto others

 

[14.12., 11:32] Castiel: Oh

 

[14.12., 11:32] Dean: Not the first time she called me that

[14.12., 11:33] Dean: Probably not the last

 

[14.12., 11:33] Castiel: I see

 

[14.12., 11:33] Dean: I am gonna hunt down Charly

[14.12., 11:33] Dean: I am not sure what I'll say to her yet but I hope I thinkof it once I havento

[14.12., 11:34] Dean: Talk to you later angel

[14.12., 11:34] Dean: 😚

 

[14.12., 11:34] Castiel: Talk to you later babe.



[14.12., 13:30] Castiel: I don't like being on vacation while you're in class…

 

[14.12., 13:38] Dean: I am sorry

[14.12., 13:38] Dean: I am still with Charly

[14.12., 13:38] Dean: But I am about to head out

 

[14.12., 13:49] Castiel: It's alright. I'll just keep painting.

 

[14.12., 13:54] Dean: Ok

[14.12., 13:54] Dean: I am all yours

[14.12., 13:54] Dean: I am sorry I didn't speak much to you

[14.12., 14:00] Dean: Charly and me are good

[14.12., 14:00] Dean: She too called me a dumb ass

 

[14.12., 14:02] Castiel: How much did you tell her??? If you don't mind me asking.

 

[14.12., 14:03] Dean: I told her I am dating someone

[14.12., 14:03] Dean: And that its not just a hook up and that I would like to not jinx it and thats that why i was diatant

[14.12., 14:03] Dean: Distant

 

[14.12., 14:04] Castiel: Oh. How did she react?

 

[14.12., 14:04] Dean: She probed me about whom

[14.12., 14:04] Dean: She is currently thinking I am dating professor McCloud

[14.12., 14:05] Dean: And thats why iam so secretive

 

[14.12., 14:05] Castiel: Who?

 

[14.12., 14:05] Dean: I told her I am not dating a teacher

[14.12., 14:05] Dean: Damn phone

[14.12., 14:05] Dean: Macleod

[14.12., 14:05] Dean: The feisty red head one i told you about last week

 

[14.12., 14:06] Castiel: Oooh

 

[14.12., 14:10] Dean: So yeah

[14.12., 14:11] Dean: I'm campus official of the market

 

[14.12., 14:13] Castiel: Nice.

[14.12., 14:13] Castiel: This makes me grin like a fool and now I'm blushing

 

[14.12., 14:13] Dean: Awwwwe

 

[14.12., 14:16] Castiel: I can't believe I'm dating again.

 

[14.12., 14:16] Dean: Same

 

[14.12., 14:21] Castiel: And I can't believe I'm enjoyng this sex thing with you so much.

 

[14.12., 14:21] Dean: Yeah... I am still feeling yesterday

[14.12., 14:21] Dean: But I like it

 

[14.12., 14:22] Castiel: That's good. I really wouldn't want you to regret anything

 

[14.12., 14:22] Dean: No

[14.12., 14:22] Dean: No regets

[14.12., 14:22] Dean: I may have been looking at toys online

 

[14.12., 14:22] Castiel: Oh?

[14.12., 14:23] Castiel: Already?

 

[14.12., 14:25] Dean: Just lloking

[14.12., 14:25] Dean: Looking

[14.12., 14:25] Dean: " window shopping "

 

[14.12., 14:25] Castiel: Yeah, but still.

[14.12., 14:25] Castiel: I count that as a big step already

 

[14.12., 14:25] Dean: I am not ready to go again right now

[14.12., 14:26] Dean: But I told you I was gonna research

 

[14.12., 14:26] Castiel: Did your research scare you off a little?

 

[14.12., 14:26] Dean: No?

[14.12., 14:26] Dean: Like the tentacles are creepy

[14.12., 14:26] Dean: But i guess to each their own

[14.12., 14:26] Dean: Some are huge

[14.12., 14:27] Dean: No thank you to that too

[14.12., 14:27] Dean: All the animal related ones....

 

[14.12., 14:27] Castiel: Yeah.

 

[14.12., 14:27] Dean: I guess you have to be into that

[14.12., 14:27] Dean: But some are cute

[14.12., 14:27] Dean: Like

 

[14.12., 14:27] Castiel: Absolutely

[14.12., 14:27] Castiel: Like?

 

[14.12., 14:27] Dean: Is vibration a must?

 

[14.12., 14:27] Castiel: No

 

[14.12., 14:28] Dean: The prostate stimulators look a bit off putting

[14.12., 14:28] Dean: I am not sure how I feel about buy plugs

[14.12., 14:28] Dean: But

[14.12., 14:28] Dean: Butt

[14.12., 14:29] Dean: But I saw one that didn't seem to big and it had a vibratory function

[14.12., 14:29] Dean: But

[14.12., 14:29] Dean: The vibration control was via app

[14.12., 14:29] Dean: So

[14.12., 14:29] Dean: You know

 

[14.12., 14:29] Castiel: 😳

 

[14.12., 14:29] Dean: Thats

[14.12., 14:29] Dean: Interesting

 

[14.12., 14:29] Castiel: It is

 

[14.12., 14:30] Dean: Oh?

[14.12., 14:30] Dean: Yeah?

 

[14.12., 14:31] Castiel: Is it Bluetooth controlled or like those fancy light apps you can control your home lighting with from afar...

[14.12., 14:31] Castiel: ?

 

[14.12., 14:33] Dean: Check this out: LOVENSE Hush Butt Plug (1.5inch), Powerful and Intense Vibrat... https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01FVTA9BO/ref=cm_sw_r_wa_awdb_imm_t1_sM21Fb8S3GHN0

[14.12., 14:33] Dean: Anywhere in the world as long as my ass has wifi

 

[14.12., 14:34] Castiel: 😳

 

[14.12., 14:34] Dean: Sooooo

[14.12., 14:34] Dean: I find this interesting

[14.12., 14:34] Dean: How do you feel about that

 

[14.12., 14:34] Castiel: Intrigued

[14.12., 14:35] Castiel: Very intrigued

[14.12., 14:39] Castiel: And now you think I'm a creep

 

[14.12., 14:39] Dean: No

[14.12., 14:39] Dean: I am sitting

[14.12., 14:39] Dean: Hiding my excitement

 

[14.12., 14:40] Castiel: 🤭

[14.12., 14:50] Castiel: You're so cute

 

[14.12., 14:51] Dean: I am finally calming down

[14.12., 14:51] Dean: Lol

[14.12., 14:51] Dean: This thing is very interesting

[14.12., 14:51] Dean: So yeah

[14.12., 14:51] Dean: Thats where I got stuck

[14.12., 14:52] Dean: I like the idea of you being in charge of it

 

[14.12., 14:52] Castiel: I like that too.

 

[14.12., 14:53] Dean: Ok

[14.12., 14:53] Dean: Change of topic please

[14.12., 14:53] Dean: I would like to get to work today

[14.12., 14:53] Dean: Lol

[14.12., 14:53] Dean: Oh

[14.12., 14:53] Dean: I didn't tell you

[14.12., 14:53] Dean: But school closes after tomorrow

[14.12., 14:54] Dean: Something about mold

[14.12., 14:54] Dean: And work is only till the weekend as.well

 

[14.12., 14:54] Castiel: Oh. Nice!

 

[14.12., 14:54] Dean: Boss is going on Christmas vacation with his new girlfriend

 

[14.12., 14:54] Castiel: Sweet

[14.12., 14:55] Castiel: Are you gonna contact the shelter? You'd have time then…

 

[14.12., 14:55] Dean: Yes I will

[14.12., 14:55] Dean: Gonna call them after work tonight

 

[14.12., 14:56] Castiel: Nice!!!

 

[14.12., 14:56] Dean: I hope they let me have her over the holidays

[14.12., 14:57] Dean: I dont want her to spend Christmas in a shelter

 

[14.12., 14:57] Castiel: Oh that sounds very lovely!

 

[14.12., 14:57] Dean: Yeah

[14.12., 14:57] Dean: I hope we get along

 

[14.12., 14:57] Castiel: You'd be an awesome dog dad

 

[14.12., 14:58] Dean: I'd like to keep her

 

[14.12., 15:02] Castiel: Sounds good.

[14.12., 15:02] Castiel: But ask about her reactions to cats

 

[14.12., 15:02] Dean: I'm at work now babe

[14.12., 15:02] Dean: I will

[14.12., 15:02] Dean: I promise

[14.12., 15:03] Dean: Lots to do today

[14.12., 15:03] Dean: Before we close

 

[14.12., 15:03] Castiel: Alright. I'll shut up and paint…

 

[14.12., 15:03] Dean: My butt?

 

[14.12., 15:06] Castiel: Shut up, i don't only do erotic art of your butt

 

[14.12., 15:06] Dean: You should

[14.12., 15:06] Dean: Its a nice butt

 

[14.12., 15:07] Castiel: You said change of topic

 

[14.12., 15:08] Dean: Fine

[14.12., 15:08] Dean: 😚

 

[14.12., 15:08] Castiel: 😊

 

[14.12., 15:38] Dean: Omg i still have to so much till 5

[14.12., 15:39] Dean: I smell overtime

 

[14.12., 15:42] Castiel: Well, maybe I'll get a butt painting done for you

 

[14.12., 15:45] Dean: Yessss

 

[14.12., 15:46] Castiel: 😚

 

[14.12., 18:27] Dean: Oh my god

[14.12., 18:27] Dean: I am finally home

 

[14.12., 18:39] Castiel: Hello!!! Welcome home!!!

[14.12., 18:41] Castiel: I might have made a painting for you

 

[14.12., 18:45] Dean: Ohhhh

[14.12., 18:45] Dean: I cant wait

 

[14.12., 18:45] Dean: Making food right jow

[14.12., 18:45] Dean: And need a shower

[14.12., 18:46] Dean: Crawling around in cars all afternoon

[14.12., 18:46] Dean: I look like a chimney sweeper

 

[14.12., 18:46] Castiel: Awww

 

[14.12., 18:47] Dean: But my boss trusts me a whole lot

[14.12., 18:47] Dean: He gave me the spare keys

[14.12., 18:47] Dean: Like officially

[14.12., 18:47] Dean: In case something comes up during his vacation

[14.12., 18:47] Dean: Let's not mention my set i had made.....

 

[14.12., 18:48] Castiel: Oooooooooh, now you can "officially" sneak around

 

[14.12., 18:48] Dean: Yes

[14.12., 18:52] Dean: You know the best part about fixing cars

[14.12., 18:52] Dean: I didn't get to sit down once

 

[14.12., 18:53] Castiel: Oh no, you feeling uncomfortable?

 

[14.12., 18:53] Dean: No

[14.12., 18:53] Dean: Not at all

[14.12., 18:54] Dean: Wait

[14.12., 18:54] Dean: Should I be?

[14.12., 18:54] Dean: You seem super concerned

 

[14.12., 18:55] Castiel: No, it sounds like you did well on the amount of lube you used and it was only one finger, so it's all fine

 

[14.12., 18:56] Dean: Ok

[14.12., 18:56] Dean: I was worried for a sec

 

[14.12., 18:56] Castiel: You're fine

 

[14.12., 18:56] Dean: Good

[14.12., 18:56] Dean: According to my research I am also called a bottom?

[14.12., 18:57] Dean: Or does one need to try both to know

 

[14.12., 18:57] Castiel: If you're already sure you absolutely don't want to top you don't need to try it.

 

[14.12., 18:58] Dean: Hmmm

 

[14.12., 18:58] Castiel: But if you're uncertain you might want to try both

 

[14.12., 18:58] Dean: Im scared I'd hurt you

 

[14.12., 18:59] Castiel: I could prepare myself. And talk you through it.

 

[14.12., 18:59] Dean: Hmmm

[14.12., 18:59] Dean: Well see

 

[14.12., 18:59] Castiel: I guess

 

[14.12., 19:00] Dean: Like

[14.12., 19:00] Dean: Would you like that?

[14.12., 19:00] Dean: You sounded unsure yesterday

 

[14.12., 19:00] Castiel: Did I?

 

[14.12., 19:00] Dean: Ueah

[14.12., 19:00] Dean: It read like bad experiences

 

[14.12., 19:01] Castiel: I mean, with Arthur... yeah.

 

[14.12., 19:01] Dean: So

[14.12., 19:01] Dean: If you don't want that anymore

[14.12., 19:01] Dean: Thats ok

[14.12., 19:01] Dean: Remeber you're allowed and needed to say no

 

[14.12., 19:02] Castiel: Yes, I remember

[14.12., 19:03] Castiel: But I also remember having liked it with Balthazar…

 

[14.12., 19:03] Dean: So if too many bad memories are connected then we dont

[14.12., 19:03] Dean: It appears so far that I like it up the butt

[14.12., 19:03] Dean: Lol

[14.12., 19:03] Dean: And if YOU want to try it then we can

 

[14.12., 19:05] Castiel: I don't know yet. I haven't done it since Arthur. A very few times alone, yes, but not an actual dick.

 

[14.12., 19:05] Dean: Ok. Good to know

[14.12., 19:05] Dean: Still your call tho

[14.12., 19:06] Dean: Plus it would be a bit before anything like that happens

 

[14.12., 19:06] Castiel: So maybe i want to try it, but maybe it'll cause bad memories

 

[14.12., 19:06] Dean: I'd like to do all the teenage stuff with kissing and rubbing off on each other

[14.12., 19:06] Dean: And I've never blown someone

 

[14.12., 19:07] Castiel: Yes. Me too.

 

[14.12., 19:07] Dean: So loads( lol) to learn  before we get thwre

 

[14.12., 19:08] Castiel: Yes. We will have time until we get there.

 

[14.12., 19:12] Dean: Exactly

[14.12., 19:12] Dean: Hey

[14.12., 19:12] Dean: Did you ever have a chance to look over the stuff I emailed you

 

[14.12., 19:16] Castiel: Yes, I did

[14.12., 19:19] Castiel: Didn't you like plan to go shower?

 

[14.12., 19:25] Dean: Yeah

[14.12., 19:25] Dean: I should

[14.12., 19:25] Dean: I just finished eating

[14.12., 19:25] Dean: Now I am full and lazy

 

[14.12., 19:26] Castiel: Fine

[14.12., 19:27] Castiel: You won't see what i painted

 

[14.12., 19:27] Dean: Oh

[14.12., 19:27] Dean: Want to show me before or after the ahower

 

[14.12., 19:28] Castiel: I think after is fine

 

[14.12., 19:31] Dean: Ok

[14.12., 19:31] Dean: I'll be quick

 

[14.12., 19:33] Castiel: Alright

 

[14.12., 19:42] Dean: I'm back

 

[14.12., 19:52] Castiel: That was quick

 

[14.12., 20:02] Dean: Yes

[14.12., 20:02] Dean: I tried

 

[14.12., 20:03] Castiel: I have replied to your email

[14.12., 20:11] Castiel: Are you okay, Dean?

 

[14.12., 20:11] Dean: Yes

[14.12., 20:11] Dean: Im sorry

[14.12., 20:11] Dean: I keep leaving my phone everwhere

[14.12., 20:12] Dean: Left it in the bathroom after the shower

[14.12., 20:12] Dean: The the kitchen when I grabbed a drink

 

[14.12., 20:12] Castiel: Ooooh

[14.12., 20:12] Castiel: I see

 

[14.12., 20:12] Dean: I have everything I need and me and rhe phone are now in the couch

[14.12., 20:12] Dean: Please

[14.12., 20:12] Dean: Allow me to see your art

[14.12., 20:13] Castiel: Alright.

[14.12., 20:13] Castiel: Here it comes

 

[14.12., 20:13] Dean: Can't wait

 

Painting



[14.12., 20:13] Dean: Ohhhhhhhh

[14.12., 20:13] Dean: That's so bright

[14.12., 20:14] Dean: And happy

[14.12., 20:14] Dean: And warm

[14.12., 20:14] Dean: I love it

[14.12., 20:14] Dean: You are so talented baby

 

[14.12., 20:15] Castiel: Thank you Dean

 

[14.12., 20:15] Dean: Seriously

[14.12., 20:16] Dean: You need like a gallery thing

 

[14.12., 20:16] Castiel: No, I'm not doing this for fame or anything

 

[14.12., 20:17] Dean: Ok

[14.12., 20:17] Dean: But I think your talent should be shared

 

[14.12., 20:17] Castiel: Really?

 

[14.12., 20:18] Dean: Yes

[14.12., 20:18] Dean: Yes I do think so. This one made me feel all warm and fuzzy

[14.12., 20:19] Dean: The butt in panties was just stunning. Not just because of my ass but the details are amazing

[14.12., 20:19] Dean: You scroll to see my cock

[14.12., 20:19] Dean: I scoll to stare at your drawing

 

[14.12., 20:19] Castiel: I might still have had warm fuzzy feelings from last night when I painted it

[14.12., 20:20] Castiel: Really?

 

[14.12., 20:20] Dean: Well you put that down flawlessly onto camvas

[14.12., 20:20] Dean: Yes I really keep going back to it

[14.12., 20:20] Dean: The lace

[14.12., 20:20] Dean: The fucking lace detaille

 

[14.12., 20:21] Castiel: 🙈

 

[14.12., 20:21] Dean: So if you ever want to share it

[14.12., 20:22] Dean: I will support you and help where I can

 

[14.12., 20:23] Castiel: You'd want me to share your but?

[14.12., 20:23] Castiel: Butt*

 

[14.12., 20:23] Dean: Well

[14.12., 20:23] Dean: My face isnt there

[14.12., 20:23] Dean: I th8nk the only one that could know is sam and he wouldn't dare to say anything

 

[14.12., 20:24] Castiel: Oh

 

[14.12., 20:26] Dean: So yeah

[14.12., 20:26] Dean: Share it

[14.12., 20:26] Dean: Make Blog

[14.12., 20:26] Dean: I'm sure there are online communities dedicated to dudes in lace

 

[14.12., 20:26] Castiel: I don't know Dean

[14.12., 20:27] Castiel: I have no idea whatsoever about those things.

 

[14.12., 20:27] Dean: I won't force you

[14.12., 20:27] Dean: But ill help you

[14.12., 20:27] Dean: If you want

 

[14.12., 20:28] Castiel: Thank you Dean

 

[14.12., 20:28] Dean: Just speaking the truth

 

[14.12., 20:29] Castiel: You are such a great guy

 

[14.12., 20:29] Dean: I try

[14.12., 20:29] Dean: I've fucked up a lot

[14.12., 20:29] Dean: Working on myself

 

[14.12., 20:32] Castiel: Oh?

 

[14.12., 20:33] Dean: Like in life

[14.12., 20:33] Dean: Like how i treated lisa

[14.12., 20:35] Dean: I have been a massive dick to many people

[14.12., 20:35] Dean: But I am working on myself

[14.12., 20:35] Dean: Thats why I keep going to Missouri even tho I only had to go for 6 months

 

[14.12., 20:37] Castiel: Oh.

[14.12., 20:38] Castiel: I'm glad you are working on yourself

[14.12., 20:39] Castiel: But in my eyes your awesome

 

[14.12., 20:39] Dean: Thank you

[14.12., 20:39] Dean: I try

 

[14.12., 20:41] Castiel: You've been so supportive to me

 

[14.12., 20:42] Dean: You went through a lot of bullshit

[14.12., 20:42] Dean: You deserve the world

 

[14.12., 20:42] Castiel: You too

 

[14.12., 20:43] Dean: Nah

[14.12., 20:43] Dean: I am just a dumb ass that was lucky enough to get the wrong number from your sister

 

[14.12., 20:44] Castiel: Or I'm the lucky one who's sister met a great guy and didn't want to keep him for herself

 

[14.12., 20:44] Dean: Maybe

[14.12., 20:44] Dean: 😉

 

[14.12., 20:45] Castiel: 😊

[14.12., 20:46] Castiel: You know what? I never actually talked to her since you first texted me

 

[14.12., 20:46] Dean: But

[14.12., 20:46] Dean: Shes been talking to kevin

 

[14.12., 20:46] Castiel: Oh???

 

[14.12., 20:47] Dean: Yeah

[14.12., 20:47] Dean: He won't tell me much but he did say thanks for linking him

[14.12., 20:47] Dean: And that they have been talking

 

[14.12., 20:50] Castiel: That's awesome

[14.12., 20:53] Castiel: Maybe I'll just send her a thank you card

 

[14.12., 20:53] Dean: Basket

[14.12., 20:53] Dean: Lol

 

[14.12., 20:54] Castiel: Hmmm.

[14.12., 20:54] Castiel: Nah. A card is enough

 

[14.12., 20:59] Dean: Lol

[14.12., 20:59] Dean: Ok

[14.12., 20:59] Dean: I am writing g cards myself right now

 

[14.12., 20:59] Castiel: Maybe we wanna be able to beat that one day

[14.12., 21:00] Castiel: G cards?

 

[14.12., 21:00] Dean: Just catds

[14.12., 21:00] Dean: Cards

 

[14.12., 21:02] Castiel: Oh, like for Christmas?

 

[14.12., 21:08] Dean: Sort of

[14.12., 21:08] Dean: Little thank you notes for making it this far in the year

 

[14.12., 21:09] Castiel: Oh???

 

[14.12., 21:10] Dean: Yeah its been stressful for the TAs

 

[14.12., 21:12] Castiel: Oh!!!

 

[14.12., 21:17] Dean: I hope it makes them smile

 

[14.12., 21:17] Castiel: You do that every year?

 

[14.12., 21:17] Dean: Yeah

[14.12., 21:18] Dean: ☺️

[14.12., 21:18] Dean: Secretly

[14.12., 21:18] Dean: They found out last year cause I got caught leaving the cards at a desk

 

[14.12., 21:20] Castiel: Aww, damn

 

[14.12., 21:20] Dean: I told you I am not a grinch

 

[14.12., 21:21] Castiel: You're a secret Santa!!!

 

[14.12., 21:21] Dean: More like a tall as fuck elf

[14.12., 21:21] Dean: Lol

 

[14.12., 21:22] Castiel: A sexy one

 

[14.12., 21:22] Dean: Lol

 

 

[14.12., 21:23] Castiel: Oh fuck yes!!!!

 

[14.12., 21:24] Dean: Lol

[14.12., 21:24] Dean: The shorts are funny

 

[14.12., 21:26] Castiel: It's pretty

 

[14.12., 21:26] Dean: Maybe next year

 

[14.12., 21:30] Castiel: Will you hand out the card in these then?

[14.12., 21:30] Dean: NO

[14.12., 21:30] Dean: BUT I might let you sit on my lap if santa is busy

 

[14.12., 21:31] Castiel: Mmmmh, that'd be nice

[14.12., 21:32] Castiel: I saw a pretty set for women the other day

 

[14.12., 21:32] Dean: Oh

 

[14.12., 21:32] Castiel: Maybe you could make an elf duo with your friend

 

[14.12., 21:33] Dean: No

[14.12., 21:33] Dean: Not even gonna mention it to hee

[14.12., 21:33] Dean: Cause she would be all over that

[14.12., 21:33] Dean: How about you in this

 

 

[14.12., 21:34] Castiel: No, the one i saw was cuter. Wait. I'll see if i can find it

 

[14.12., 21:39] Castiel: Ha

[14.12., 21:39] Castiel: Found it

 

 

[14.12., 21:40] Dean: Ita cute

[14.12., 21:40] Dean: For charly

[14.12., 21:40] Dean: I wanna see you in the bra and panties set

[14.12., 21:40] Dean: Look at the lace shoulder strap

[14.12., 21:40] Dean: So delicate

[14.12., 21:41] Dean: It would look great on your shoulder

 

[14.12., 21:43] Castiel: You think

 

[14.12., 21:43] Dean: Yes

[14.12., 21:43] Dean: I think you'd look great in that

 

[14.12., 21:44] Castiel: It has way too big cups

 

[14.12., 21:44] Dean: Hmmmm

[14.12., 21:45] Dean: But its so cute

 

[14.12., 21:46] Castiel: And the panties would be so tight on my dick

 

[14.12., 21:47] Dean: Yes

[14.12., 21:47] Dean: Yes they would be

 

[14.12., 22:02] Castiel: Maybe i can find one for males

 

[14.12., 22:06] Dean: That be nice

 

[14.12., 22:08] Castiel: I will look into that

 

[14.12., 22:08] Dean: Yay

[14.12., 22:09] Dean: Nut babe

[14.12., 22:09] Dean: But

[14.12., 22:09] Dean: BUT babe

[14.12., 22:09] Dean: I am in bed. One more day for me tomorrow.

[14.12., 22:09] Dean: Have a good night

[14.12., 22:09] Dean: 😚

 

[14.12., 22:21] Castiel: Good Night Babe

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[15.12., 09:05] Dean: Good morning

[15.12., 09:05] Dean: I am on break.

[15.12., 09:06] Dean: I hope you are still sleeping this morning and i am not waking you up with the messages.

 

[15.12., 09:08] Castiel: Good Morning Dean

 

[15.12., 09:08] Dean: Oh no

[15.12., 09:08] Dean: I woke you up

[15.12., 09:08] Dean: Im sorry

 

[15.12., 09:08] Castiel: Nooooo

[15.12., 09:09] Castiel: I've been up since 7

[15.12., 09:09] Castiel: I'm currently baking

 

[15.12., 09:09] Dean: Ohhhh

[15.12., 09:09] Dean: Nom

 

[15.12., 09:11] Castiel: Yes

[15.12., 09:14] Castiel: I'm wondering if i could make yule cookies instead of Christmas cookies

[15.12., 09:14] Castiel: Mix some ale and mead in the doughs. Make Gingerbread vikings

 

[15.12., 09:15] Dean: Ohhghg

[15.12., 09:15] Dean: That sounds delicious

 

[15.12., 09:16] Castiel: Wanna be my yule guinea pig?

 

[15.12., 09:17] Dean: Want me to taste your yule log?

 

[15.12., 09:17] Castiel: Damn you Dean!!!

 

[15.12., 09:17] Dean: Oh come on.

[15.12., 09:17] Dean: It was funny

 

[15.12., 09:17] Castiel: Yeah...

[15.12., 09:18] Castiel: And you know I do.

 

[15.12., 09:22] Dean: See

[15.12., 09:22] Dean: Im funny

 

[15.12., 09:25] Castiel: Yeah.

 

[15.12., 09:41] Dean: And you like me and my lame jokes

[15.12., 09:41] Dean: Ohhh

[15.12., 09:41] Dean: I get to pick up the dog tomorrow

[15.12., 09:41] Dean: I passes the background check

 

[15.12., 09:46] Castiel: Ooooh, that is amazing! I'm so happy for you

 

[15.12., 09:50] Dean: Me too

[15.12., 09:57] Dean: Omg

 

[15.12., 09:59] Castiel: Yes?

 

[15.12., 10:07] Dean: Sorry

[15.12., 10:07] Dean: My boss just handed me the books

[15.12., 10:07] Dean: Asked me to look them over

[15.12., 10:08] Dean: Like officially

 

[15.12., 10:14] Castiel: Oooooooooh

 

[15.12., 10:14] Dean: He said he doesn't like the guy we've had ( me neither) and doesnt trust them anymore.

[15.12., 10:14] Dean: I might be able to save the shop

 

[15.12., 10:17] Castiel: Wait, what?

[15.12., 10:17] Castiel: He's fired Balthazar?

 

[15.12., 10:17] Dean: Not yet

[15.12., 10:17] Dean: He hopes i find a reason to

 

[15.12., 10:17] Castiel: Ooooh. I see

[15.12., 10:17] Castiel: Wow

 

[15.12., 10:17] Dean: Said  since i am the one in college for this he trusts me

[15.12., 10:17] Dean: No pressure

[15.12., 10:18] Dean: 🥺

 

[15.12., 10:20] Castiel: That's a lot of trust!

 

[15.12., 10:21] Dean: Hes known me since i waa a kid

 

[15.12., 10:21] Castiel: Really?

 

[15.12., 10:21] Dean: Yeah

[15.12., 10:21] Dean: Told you I spent a lot of time in junk yards

[15.12., 10:21] Dean: It was his

 

[15.12., 10:31] Castiel: Nice!!

[15.12., 10:49] Castiel: But if he knows you since childhood doesn't that count as friend and didn't you say you don't work for friends?

 

[15.12., 11:00] Dean: Nah

[15.12., 11:00] Dean: Rufus doesnt have friends

[15.12., 11:00] Dean: He just has people he hates less

 

[15.12., 11:04] Castiel: Ah, I see.

 

[15.12., 11:56] Dean: How the baking coming along

[15.12., 11:58] Castiel: I'm done baking. But my kitchen looks like a battle field now that I'm decorating

 

[15.12., 12:02] Dean: Hahaha

[15.12., 12:03] Dean: I live decorating

[15.12., 12:03] Dean: Love

[15.12., 12:03] Dean: Super messy but so much fun

 

[15.12., 12:10] Castiel: True, yes

[15.12., 12:13] Castiel: But my decorating doesn't show the talent you think my art has…

 

[15.12., 12:16] Dean: Sugar frosting not your material?

 

[15.12., 12:17] Castiel: No.

 

[15.12., 12:17] Dean: Not your medium

[15.12., 12:17] Dean: Tjats what i was trying to say

 

[15.12., 12:19] Castiel: Still no 🙂

 

[15.12., 12:19] Dean: Cant be great at everything babe





[15.12., 12:19] Dean: You preparing to invade a village?

 

[15.12., 12:20] Castiel: Yes

[15.12., 12:20] Castiel: The gingerbread village

 

[15.12., 12:22] Dean: I suggest whoville

[15.12., 12:22] Dean: They have absolutely no security

[15.12., 12:22] Dean: Easy pickings

 

[15.12., 12:22] Castiel: Hmmm, good idea. Very festive bounty. Easy raid. I like it

 

[15.12., 12:23] Dean: Good

[15.12., 12:23] Dean: We ride at midday

[15.12., 12:23] Dean: Dawn is to early

 

[15.12., 12:23] Castiel: You're so lazy

 

[15.12., 12:23] Dean: I like sleep

 

[15.12., 12:25] Castiel: You can sleep when the night falls, you'll get enough sleep

 

[15.12., 12:25] Dean: Ill be on a sugar high

[15.12., 12:25] Dean: Midday or you going alone

[15.12., 12:25] Dean: I catch up

 

[15.12., 12:26] Castiel: Fine! We're loosing prevmcious daylight but fine…

 

[15.12., 12:31] Dean: Yay

[15.12., 12:31] Dean: I win

 

[15.12., 12:32] Castiel: Just because I don't wanna go without you

 

[15.12., 12:32] Dean: Swwwwwe

[15.12., 12:34] Dean: I lust broke my favorite coffee mug

 

[15.12., 12:35] Castiel: Oh no!!! That's crap

 

[15.12., 12:36] Dean: Charly is gonna be so upset

[15.12., 12:36] Dean: She gabenit to me

 

[15.12., 12:36] Castiel: Oh that's even worse then

[15.12., 12:37] Castiel: Cups that were a gift are even more precious

 

[15.12., 12:37] Dean: Yes. Guys at work made fun of me for it

[15.12., 12:37] Dean: But I liked it

 

[15.12., 12:37] Castiel: Why would they make fun of you?

 

[15.12., 12:38] Dean: She got it at some pride event

[15.12., 12:38] Dean: It's pink

[15.12., 12:38] Dean: With a unicorn with blue hair

 

[15.12., 12:38] Castiel: And it was your favorite? That is cute

[15.12., 12:39] Castiel: I would not think you're the guy that has a unicorn mug at work…

 

[15.12., 12:39] Dean: Well  she gave it to me for my house and it was the first thing in my kitchen

[15.12., 12:40] Dean: But it held the perfect amount of liquid

 

[15.12., 12:40] Castiel: 😉Maybe in his closet but at work?

 

[15.12., 12:40] Dean: Oh shut zp

[15.12., 12:40] Dean: Up

 

[15.12., 12:43] Castiel: 😊

 

[15.12., 12:48] Dean: I dont wanna ride with you if you gonna be mean

 

[15.12., 12:48] Castiel: I'm sorry.

[15.12., 12:49] Castiel: It was just the first thing that came to mind

 

[15.12., 12:49] Dean: And here i thought you like me

 

[15.12., 12:50] Castiel: I do.

[15.12., 12:50] Castiel: I like you a lot

 

[15.12., 12:50] Dean: Ok

[15.12., 12:50] Dean: I like you too

 

[15.12., 12:51] Castiel: I'm sorry I said such a mean thing





[15.12., 12:51] Castiel: Awwwwwwwwe

 

[15.12., 12:52] Dean: I got to get back to work

 

[15.12., 12:52] Castiel: When will you be home?

 

[15.12., 12:53] Dean: 5ish i hope

[15.12., 12:53] Dean: But I can sleep in tomorrow

 

[15.12., 12:54] Castiel: Alright, I'll have your cookies delivered by 5

 

[15.12., 12:54] Dean: Ohhhh

[15.12., 12:54] Dean: Doormat if i am not home yet please

 

[15.12., 12:54] Castiel: Yes




[15.12., 15:16] Dean: I cant wait for vacation

[15.12., 15:17] Dean: This is stupid

[15.12., 15:17] Dean: I got used to talking to you all day

 

[15.12., 15:22] Castiel: Same. I was used to being alone and spending time on my own, now I miss you and feel bored



[15.12., 17:37] Dean: Almost done

[15.12., 17:37] Dean: I can smell the freedom

[15.12., 17:53] Dean: Freeeeeedoooooom

 

[15.12., 17:54] Castiel: Yay!!!

[15.12., 17:56] Castiel: Did you find the package?

 

[15.12., 17:56] Dean: I did

[15.12., 17:56] Dean: Thabk you

[15.12., 17:56] Dean: Havent opened it yet

[15.12., 17:57] Dean: I am dirty again

 

[15.12., 17:57] Castiel: Oh. I see. Shower then, dirty boy

 

[15.12., 17:57] Dean: Raw

[15.12., 17:57] Dean: Lol

[15.12., 18:25] Dean: Im clean

 

[15.12., 18:29] Castiel: Sweet

 

[15.12., 18:30] Dean: Yes

[15.12., 18:31] Dean: All clean, fuzzy socks, a beer and pasta

 

[15.12., 18:32] Castiel: Nice. That sounds good

 

[15.12., 18:33] Dean: And nowhere to be romorrow

[15.12., 18:33] Dean: I plan on baking

[15.12., 18:33] Dean: And doing nothing

 

[15.12., 18:33] Castiel: Baking is something

 

[15.12., 18:37] Dean: Omg

[15.12., 18:37] Dean: Cas

[15.12., 18:37] Dean: The gingerbread house looks amau

[15.12., 18:37] Dean: Amazing

 

[15.12., 18:37] Castiel: You like it?

 

[15.12., 18:37] Dean: And it smells so good

[15.12., 18:37] Dean: Yes

 

[15.12., 18:37] Castiel: Thank you!!!

 

[15.12., 18:37] Dean: I want to eat it

[15.12., 18:38] Dean: But its so cute

 

[15.12., 18:38] Castiel: Well, happy Yule.

[15.12., 18:38] Castiel: It's yours, do whatever you want

 

[15.12., 18:39] Dean: But you made it

[15.12., 18:39] Dean: Andnits

[15.12., 18:39] Dean: Cute

[15.12., 18:39] Dean: But smells tasty

[15.12., 18:39] Dean: What do I do

 

[15.12., 18:39] Castiel: Take photos and hang them up? Then eat it?

 

[15.12., 18:40] Dean: Let me finish my pasta

[15.12., 18:40] Dean: Maybe if Im Less hungry I won't be so tempted

 

[15.12., 18:40] Castiel: Good idea

 

[15.12., 18:40] Dean: So what did you do all day

 

[15.12., 18:41] Castiel: Been reading a lot

 

[15.12., 18:41] Dean: Nice

[15.12., 18:41] Dean: Anything good?

[15.12., 18:44] Dean: Did you know the oldest living thing on this planet is 5070 years old

 

[15.12., 18:44] Castiel: Wuthering Heights

[15.12., 18:45] Castiel: What?

 

[15.12., 18:45] Dean: The oldest living thing is a tree in israel

[15.12., 18:45] Dean: Had a mom and her 7 year old pick up their car today

[15.12., 18:45] Dean: He informed me of this

[15.12., 18:46] Dean: Very serious young man

 

[15.12., 18:46] Castiel: Ooooh I see

 

[15.12., 18:46] Dean: I googled it right after they left

[15.12., 18:46] Dean: He was right

 

[15.12., 18:48] Castiel: Awesome!!!

 

[15.12., 18:48] Dean: Now I felt like sharing my new found knowledge

 

[15.12., 18:50] Castiel: That's really sweet of you

 

[15.12., 18:50] Dean: It was important information

[15.12., 18:51] Dean: Today its 2 weeks that we've been talking

 

[15.12., 18:51] Castiel: No it's not

 

[15.12., 18:51] Dean: No

[15.12., 18:52] Dean: Tomorrow?

 

[15.12., 18:52] Castiel: No

[15.12., 18:52] Castiel: Tge day after

 

[15.12., 18:52] Dean: But we started dec 2nd

[15.12., 18:52] Dean: That makes it 14 days tomorrow

[15.12., 18:53] Dean: So I was off by one day

 

[15.12., 18:53] Castiel: Really?

 

[15.12., 18:53] Dean: Yeah

[15.12., 18:54] Dean: I just scrolled all the way up to make sure

 

[15.12., 18:54] Castiel: Seriously?

 

[15.12., 18:54] Dean: Yes

 

[15.12., 18:54] Castiel: But…

 

[15.12., 18:54] Dean: But?

[15.12., 18:55] Dean: I think it feels much longer

[15.12., 18:55] Dean: Like I've known you longer

 

[15.12., 18:55] Castiel: Same

 

[15.12., 18:56] Dean: Movie night tomorrow and dinner?

[15.12., 18:56] Dean: To "celebrate"

 

[15.12., 19:00] Castiel: Ha! Look at that! You're right. It's my third day of vacation and I've already lost track of time.

[15.12., 19:00] Castiel: Yes, movie night sounds awesome

 

[15.12., 19:00] Dean: Thats vacation done right tho

 

[15.12., 19:00] Castiel: What's for dinner tomorrow?

 

[15.12., 19:00] Dean: What do you want

[15.12., 19:01] Dean: Diner food? We could force the kids to help

 

[15.12., 19:02] Castiel: What kids?

[15.12., 19:06] Castiel: Do you mean Sam and Jack

 

[15.12., 19:07] Dean: Yes

 

[15.12., 19:07] Castiel: How? Why?

 

[15.12., 19:08] Dean: Make them get our orders at the diner and deliver it to us

[15.12., 19:08] Dean: Jack to you and Sam to me

 

[15.12., 19:09] Castiel: You know that they're calling us crazy

 

[15.12., 19:10] Dean: Yeah I know

[15.12., 19:10] Dean: They should shut up

[15.12., 19:10] Dean: Cause we can be allies when it comes to their dating

[15.12., 19:10] Dean: Or we can be enemies

 

[15.12., 19:12] Castiel: Ooooh!

[15.12., 19:14] Castiel: By the way, Gabriel thinks I'm a real weirdo

 

[15.12., 19:14] Dean: Why

[15.12., 19:14] Dean: How much are you telling gim

[15.12., 19:15] Dean: Him

 

[15.12., 19:16] Castiel: I gave Jack a few vikings to bring home

 

[15.12., 19:16] Dean: Lol

[15.12., 19:16] Dean: So he doesn't want to join us in the battle for whoville

 

[15.12., 19:18] Castiel: He does, but still thinks I'm weird

 

[15.12., 19:21] Dean: He can be outlook

[15.12., 19:21] Dean: With that attitude

 

[15.12., 19:21] Castiel: I'll tell him

 

[15.12., 19:24] Dean: Ok

 

[15.12., 19:26] Castiel: What are you doing tonight?

 

[15.12., 19:29] Dean: Absolutely nothing

[15.12., 19:29] Dean: Well

[15.12., 19:29] Dean: Did the dishes

[15.12., 19:29] Dean: Thats it

[15.12., 19:30] Dean: I might dig into the books now that I am allowednto

[15.12., 19:30] Dean: But I am not sure my brain is up for it tonight

 

[15.12., 19:30] Castiel: Oh, right

 

[15.12., 19:31] Dean: What are your plans

[15.12., 19:31] Dean: Maybe yours sound better 

 

[15.12., 19:32] Castiel: I have no plans.

[15.12., 19:32] Castiel: I'm just sitting on my couch and watch some stupid Christmas romance

 

[15.12., 19:33] Dean: Awe

[15.12., 19:33] Dean: Wich one?

 

[15.12., 19:33] Castiel: Christmas Land

[15.12., 19:34] Castiel: Jeez, the soon to bd ex boyfriend is a dick…

 

[15.12., 19:34] Dean: Good thing he is soon to be an ex

 

[15.12., 19:34] Castiel: Well, at least the way those movies always go he is

[15.12., 19:35] Castiel: But the girl isn't really great either. The good guy could do so much better

 

[15.12., 19:36] Dean: Bitchy white girl?

[15.12., 19:37] Dean: Pumpkin spice latte or non fat mocca type

 

[15.12., 19:38] Castiel: NYC publicty girl

 

[15.12., 19:38] Dean: Ewwwww

 

[15.12., 19:38] Castiel: Nah, she drinks gin tonic

 

[15.12., 19:38] Dean: Store brand Kardashian

[15.12., 19:38] Dean: Dollar store brand then

 

[15.12., 19:38] Castiel: Lol

 

[15.12., 19:39] Dean: I ate a viking

 

[15.12., 19:39] Castiel: Oh no! You're a cannibal

 

[15.12., 19:43] Dean: But he was test

[15.12., 19:43] Dean: Tasty

[15.12., 19:43] Dean: His friends are scared now

[15.12., 19:43] Dean: They are judging me

 

[15.12., 19:43] Castiel: Oh no!!!

[15.12., 19:44] Castiel: You must eat them before they kill you in revenge

 

[15.12., 19:52] Dean: I've dismembered another one as a warning

[15.12., 19:52] Dean: Only ate its head

[15.12., 19:52] Dean: Left the rest

[15.12., 19:52] Dean: They'll know

 

[15.12., 19:52] Castiel: 😆

 

[15.12., 19:53] Dean: I let you finish your movie

[15.12., 19:53] Dean: Gonna run to the store quickly

[15.12., 19:53] Dean: I am out of coffee

 

[15.12., 19:53] Castiel: What! Nooo.

 

[15.12., 19:53] Dean: I know

[15.12., 19:53] Dean: I just saw

[15.12., 19:53] Dean: Brb

 

[15.12., 19:54] Castiel: Okay

 

[15.12., 20:21] Dean: Back

[15.12., 20:21] Dean: I now have coffee

 

[15.12., 20:21] Castiel: You made it. Thank God!

 

[15.12., 20:21] Dean: Lol

 

[15.12., 20:22] Castiel: Coffee less life is hard

 

[15.12., 20:22] Dean: Very dramatic for a quick run to the store

[15.12., 20:22] Dean: Yes it is

 

[15.12., 20:22] Castiel: See? Dramatic

 

[15.12., 20:23] Dean: How's the city girl coming along

[15.12., 20:23] Dean: Gell in live yet?

[15.12., 20:23] Dean: Fell

 

[15.12., 20:24] Castiel: Well, she made a huge mistake and tried to undo it and needed help undoing it.

[15.12., 20:25] Castiel: Big Christmas miracle, things got solved…

 

[15.12., 20:25] Dean: Ahh

[15.12., 20:25] Dean: Unexpected turn of events

 

[15.12., 20:30] Castiel: Yes! I was soooo surprised!!!

 

[15.12., 20:35] Dean: Lol

[15.12., 20:35] Dean: I have made one plan for tonight

[15.12., 20:35] Dean: I will be taking a bubble bath

[15.12., 20:35] Dean: Because tomorrow is vacation

 

[15.12., 20:35] Castiel: Oooooooooh!!!!

[15.12., 20:43] Castiel: Well, maybe I'll go to bed then…

 

[15.12., 20:44] Dean: Nooooo

[15.12., 20:44] Dean: Don't leave me

 

[15.12., 20:44] Castiel: But you're leaving me for a bubble bath



Bubble bath pic




[15.12., 20:45] Dean: I took you with me

 

[15.12., 20:45] Castiel: Ooooh

[15.12., 20:45] Castiel: You have pretty legs

 

[15.12., 20:47] Dean: Uhm

[15.12., 20:47] Dean: 😳

[15.12., 20:47] Dean: Thank you

 

[15.12., 20:47] Castiel: What?

 

[15.12., 20:48] Dean: I've never been told that

[15.12., 20:48] Dean: Usually just jokes about how bowed they are

 

[15.12., 20:48] Castiel: Are they? But they look really nice

 

[15.12., 20:49] Dean: Yeah they are

[15.12., 20:49] Dean: Thank you agaon

[15.12., 20:50] Dean: I finally heard about my underwear

[15.12., 20:50] Dean: Possebly arriving tomorrow or the day after

 

[15.12., 20:50] Castiel: Oooooooooh awesome

 

[15.12., 20:50] Dean: Yes

 

[15.12., 20:51] Dean: Im nervously excited

 

[15.12., 20:51] Castiel: I understand

[15.12., 20:52] Castiel: So was I about my very first order

 

[15.12., 20:52] Dean: I cant imagine you shy or nervous about it at all

 

[15.12., 20:52] Castiel: Are you serious?

 

[15.12., 20:53] Dean: Yeah

 

[15.12., 20:53] Castiel: Who have you been texting with?

 

[15.12., 20:53] Dean: You seem so sure about that

 

[15.12., 20:53] Castiel: Oh. That

 

[15.12., 20:54] Dean: You might be shy and a bit oblivious about sexual things but you are very confident in your underwear choices

[15.12., 20:55] Dean: So yeah

[15.12., 20:55] Dean: I can't imagine you nervous about ordering underwear

 

[15.12., 20:56] Castiel: You really think so?

 

[15.12., 20:56] Dean: Yes

 

[15.12., 20:57] Castiel: Dean. I was 15. Stealing my sister's  underwear.

 

[15.12., 20:58] Dean: How old were you when Gabe took you in

[15.12., 20:58] Dean: 17?

 

[15.12., 20:58] Castiel: Yes

 

[15.12., 21:00] Dean: I guess gabe Was cool with it since he told you where to get them for Man

[15.12., 21:01] Dean: Wait

[15.12., 21:01] Dean: How did he know about that

 

[15.12., 21:03] Castiel: About what? He had come into my room for some reason and saw me in Ana's panties

 

[15.12., 21:03] Dean: Ok

[15.12., 21:04] Dean: That's like my worst nightmare

[15.12., 21:04] Dean: But in wondering how he knows about male lace panties

 

[15.12., 21:04] Castiel: Oh

[15.12., 21:05] Castiel: He's curious about things and had come across them on the internet

 

[15.12., 21:06] Dean: Ahhh

[15.12., 21:06] Dean: A researcher

[15.12., 21:06] Dean: Like me

 

[15.12., 21:06] Castiel: Yeah

 

[15.12., 21:06] Dean: Over excited over strange stuff

[15.12., 21:06] Dean: But full of fun facts

 

[15.12., 21:06] Castiel: Yes, he is

 

[15.12., 21:07] Dean: Well I hope next time I meet him he won't be telling at me so we can compare strange knowledge

[15.12., 21:07] Dean: Yelling

 

[15.12., 21:10] Castiel: I hope so too

[15.12., 21:14] Castiel: I'd love for you to meet my family

[15.12., 21:14] Castiel: Well. Gabriel and Claire.

[15.12., 21:14] Castiel: You already met the rest

 

[15.12., 21:14] Dean: Met gabe

[15.12., 21:14] Dean: Angry gabe

[15.12., 21:15] Dean: And isn't there a uncle you mentioned or is that a family member we don't mention

 

[15.12., 21:16] Castiel: Yeah. I'd rather you meet nice Gabe

 

[15.12., 21:17] Dean: I would like to as qell

[15.12., 21:17] Dean: Well

[15.12., 21:17] Dean: It sounds like we could get along

 

[15.12., 21:18] Castiel: I believe you would



[15.12., 21:23] Dean: Still watching a movie

[15.12., 21:23] Dean: ?

 

[15.12., 21:24] Castiel: There's a new show

[15.12., 21:24] Castiel: I just started watching that

 

[15.12., 21:25] Dean: I see.

[15.12., 21:25] Dean: I left you alone all day and now you left me for netdlix

[15.12., 21:25] Dean: Netflux

[15.12., 21:25] Dean: Netflix

 

[15.12., 21:25] Castiel: Looks like a kid show actually, but it's distracting

 

[15.12., 21:25] Dean: See can't even type properly

 

[15.12., 21:25] Castiel: Oh no

[15.12., 21:26] Castiel: I'd never leave you

 

[15.12., 21:26] Dean: Awwwe

[15.12., 21:27] Dean: I swear any fbi agent assigned to us is either turned on by the occasional sudden sexting or gagging from the fluffy sweetnes

 

[15.12., 21:28] Castiel: You think the FBI is spying on us?

 

[15.12., 21:29] Dean: Who knows

[15.12., 21:29] Dean: You are an accountant

[15.12., 21:29] Dean: Fully depends on who your customers are

 

[15.12., 21:29] Castiel: Oh dear Lord!!!

 

[15.12., 21:29] Dean: And I am a former trouble making douche bag

[15.12., 21:29] Dean: Ran with the wrong crowds

 

[15.12., 21:29] Castiel: We shouldn't do the sex thing anymore

 

[15.12., 21:29] Dean: Oh?

 

[15.12., 21:30] Castiel: This is embarrassing

 

[15.12., 21:30] Dean: You

[15.12., 21:30] Dean: You know its a running joke online?

[15.12., 21:30] Dean: That everyone has a friend agent assigned to them

[15.12., 21:30] Dean: Like logistics wise its impossible

 

[15.12., 21:31] Castiel: Oh?

[15.12., 21:31] Castiel: Okay

 

[15.12., 21:32] Dean: Im sorry

[15.12., 21:32] Dean: Its just a dumb joke

 

[15.12., 21:37] Castiel: Oh good

[15.12., 21:38] Castiel: I'm relieved

[15.12., 21:39] Castiel: I enjoyed our sex thing

 

[15.12., 21:39] Dean: Me too

[15.12., 21:40] Dean: Did you know that easy sells mens underwear

 

[15.12., 21:40] Castiel: Easy?

 

[15.12., 21:40] Dean: Etsy

 

[15.12., 21:40] Castiel: Oh!

[15.12., 21:40] Castiel: They do?

 

[15.12., 21:41] Dean: I found one

[15.12., 21:41] Dean: I like the back

[15.12., 21:41] Dean: But

[15.12., 21:41] Dean: It

[15.12., 21:41] Dean: Has no front

 

[15.12., 21:41] Castiel: Really?

 

[15.12., 21:42] Dean: Like

[15.12., 21:42] Dean: Thats nice

 



[15.12., 21:42] Dean: But

[15.12., 21:42] Dean: Uh

 

[15.12., 21:42] Castiel: Yeah?

 

[15.12., 21:42] Dean: Are you ok with me sending you someone else's dick pic?

[15.12., 21:43] Dean: Cause

[15.12., 21:43] Dean: It has no front

 

[15.12., 21:44] Castiel: Um... okay

 



[15.12., 21:44] Castiel: Wow…

 

[15.12., 21:44] Dean: Like

[15.12., 21:44] Dean: I guess you wouldn't have to take them of

 

[15.12., 21:45] Castiel: Exactly

 

[15.12., 21:45] Dean: Are you liking these?

[15.12., 21:46] Dean: Cas?

 

[15.12., 21:46] Castiel: Yeah

 

[15.12., 21:47] Dean: I have one more

[15.12., 21:47] Dean: I think I'd like to see you in

 

[15.12., 21:47] Castiel: I'm still surprised by the picture

 

[15.12., 21:47] Dean: Bad or good

[15.12., 21:47] Dean: Its hard to tell

[15.12., 21:50] Dean: Cas?

[15.12., 21:50] Dean: Did I scare you away

 

[15.12., 21:50] Castiel: Oh sorry

[15.12., 21:51] Castiel: I got sucked in by a link Gabriel sent me

[15.12., 21:51] Castiel: Just, neutral suprised

 

[15.12., 21:51] Dean: Ok

 

[15.12., 21:53] Castiel: Because where I shop they always cover the interesting part

 

[15.12., 21:53] Dean: True

[15.12., 21:54] Dean: But framing

 

[15.12., 21:56] Castiel: So, what is the one that you want to see me in?

 

[15.12., 21:57] Dean: Uhm its racey

[15.12., 21:57] Castiel: Racey?

[15.12., 21:57] Dean: Like

[15.12., 21:57] Dean: Very straight to the point sort of

 

[15.12., 21:57] Castiel: Oh?

 

[15.12., 21:58] Dean: But

 

 

[15.12., 21:58] Dean: Garters

 

[15.12., 21:58] Castiel: But?

 

 

 

[15.12., 21:58] Dean: And the lace in the front

[15.12., 21:58] Dean: I like it

 

[15.12., 21:58] Castiel: Gorgeous

 

[15.12., 21:59] Dean: So yeah I think you would look good in that

 

[15.12., 22:00] Castiel: I've never worn something open fronted

 

[15.12., 22:00] Dean: I highly doubt its for casual wear

[15.12., 22:00] Dean: This seems like specific bedroom wear

 

[15.12., 22:01] Castiel: It does, yes!

 

[15.12., 22:01] Dean: I'd like to put that on my Christmas 2021 list please

[15.12., 22:02] Dean: Maybe put a bow on. That's it

 

[15.12., 22:02] Castiel: Oh. Alright

[15.12., 22:06] Castiel: Would you be freaked out if I gave you a present for Christmas this year?

 

[15.12., 22:07] Dean: Oh uhm

[15.12., 22:07] Dean: I have nothing for you

[15.12., 22:07] Dean: Well I sort of do

[15.12., 22:07] Dean: But not really

 

[15.12., 22:08] Castiel: You do?

 

[15.12., 22:09] Dean: Yeah

[15.12., 22:09] Dean: So no

[15.12., 22:09] Dean: I wouldn't freak out

 

[15.12., 22:11] Castiel: Oh, okay

 

[15.12., 22:18] Dean: Soooo

[15.12., 22:18] Dean: Can I get a hint

 

[15.12., 22:19] Castiel: Candy cane?

 

[15.12., 22:19] Dean: Hmmmm

[15.12., 22:19] Dean: Socks?  Fuzzy socks with candy cane?

 

[15.12., 22:20] Castiel: 😏

 

[15.12., 22:21] Dean: Striped underwear

 

[15.12., 22:21] Castiel: Maybe

 

[15.12., 22:28] Dean: Hmmm

[15.12., 22:28] Dean: Now I'm curious

 

[15.12., 22:29] Castiel: Only a few more days

 

[15.12., 22:29] Dean: Is so long

 

[15.12., 22:30] Castiel: Huh?

 

[15.12., 22:30] Dean: Till then

 

[15.12., 22:31] Castiel: Only for you

 

[15.12., 22:31] Dean: 😤

 

[15.12., 22:32] Castiel: 😚

 

[15.12., 22:35] Dean: Fine

 

[15.12., 22:38] Castiel: If I told you it wouldn't be a surprise

 

[15.12., 22:41] Dean: But I like being excited

[15.12., 22:42] Dean: I can be just as happy knowing what's arriving

 

[15.12., 22:44] Castiel: But…

 

[15.12., 22:48] Dean: Butt?

 

[15.12., 22:50] Castiel: Butt 😆

 

[15.12., 22:52] Dean: Lol

[15.12., 22:52] Dean: Are you delirious?

[15.12., 22:53] Dean: Maybe you should go to bed

 

[15.12., 22:54] Castiel: Why?

 

[15.12., 22:55] Dean: You laughed at butt

[15.12., 22:55] Dean: Lol

[15.12., 22:55] Dean: I thought I am the immature one

[15.12., 22:55] Dean: 😉

 

[15.12., 22:56] Castiel: I'm not immature

 

[15.12., 22:56] Dean: Thats me

[15.12., 22:57] Dean: I thought you are the slightly grouchy reasonable one and I am the obnoxious immature one in this relationshop

 

[15.12., 22:59] Castiel: You're not obnoxious

 

[15.12., 22:59] Dean: I can be

[15.12., 22:59] Dean: Presenting myself in the good light here babe

 

[15.12., 23:00] Castiel: You're being fake with me?

[15.12., 23:00] Castiel: 😢

 

[15.12., 23:00] Dean: No

 

[15.12., 23:00] Castiel: 😤

 

[15.12., 23:00] Dean: Nonononono

[15.12., 23:01] Dean: Sometimes I pick my nose

[15.12., 23:01] Dean: And I leave dishes out

[15.12., 23:01] Dean: Nasty Chinese in the fridge actually happens a lot

[15.12., 23:01] Dean: I talk during movies

[15.12., 23:01] Dean: And I will google right there where I know that actor or actress.from

[15.12., 23:02] Dean: And inwill tell you no matter if you asked.or not

[15.12., 23:02] Dean: So many bad things

 

[15.12., 23:05] Castiel: Oh

 

[15.12., 23:05] Dean: Dealbreaker?

 

[15.12., 23:05] Dean: Did I ruin it

 

[15.12., 23:05] Castiel: No.

[15.12., 23:05] Castiel: I like it

[15.12., 23:06] Castiel: That you're honest

 

[15.12., 23:08] Dean: Ok

[15.12., 23:08] Dean: Good

[15.12., 23:08] Dean: Im sure there is more

[15.12., 23:08] Dean: Maybe ask sam

[15.12., 23:08] Dean: I think he has a pretty comprehensive list of my shortcomings

 

[15.12., 23:11] Castiel: Oh I'm sure I have a lot of them

 

[15.12., 23:11] Dean: Nah

[15.12., 23:11] Dean: You're perfect

 

[15.12., 23:11] Castiel: I don't always get what you're talking about

 

[15.12., 23:12] Dean: But I like that

[15.12., 23:12] Dean: Its cute

[15.12., 23:13] Dean: And I am sure popular shit only goes over your head because its been just you and lucy for so long

 

[15.12., 23:17] Castiel: Maybe. I don't know. I mean, there's also my family. It's not only us.

 

[15.12., 23:17] Dean: But i like you like that

[15.12., 23:18] Dean: It makes me think harder about what I am about to write. To make sure you get it

[15.12., 23:18] Dean: Cause I don't want you to feel bad

[15.12., 23:18] Dean: And if you don't get something I think its cute

 

[15.12., 23:20] Castiel: Hmmm

[15.12., 23:20] Castiel: I think you're cute for thinking I'm cute

[15.12., 23:21] Castiel: Dean, I'll go sleep now

[15.12., 23:25] Castiel: Sweet dreams Babe. Sleep well

[15.12., 23:26] Castiel: 😚

 

[15.12., 23:26] Dean: Awe

[15.12., 23:26] Dean: Yeah me too

[15.12., 23:26] Dean: I nodded of on the.couch

[15.12., 23:26] Dean: Night night babe

[15.12., 23:26] Dean: 😚

 

[15.12., 23:28] Castiel: Miss you already

 

[15.12., 23:28] Dean: But we are both home.now

 

[15.12., 23:29] Castiel: Yes

[15.12., 23:29] Castiel: But I'll miss you while i sleep

Chapter Text

[16.12., 09:22] Dean: Good morning babe

[16.12., 09:22] Dean: I missed you too

[16.12., 09:22] Dean: I like to snuggle

 

[16.12., 09:26] Castiel: Me too. Lucifer not so much, i might have scratched cheeks.

 

[16.12., 09:31] Dean: Oh no

[16.12., 09:31] Dean: What cheeks?

 

[16.12., 09:36] Castiel: Only my face. My butt is fine

 

[16.12., 09:37] Dean: Oh no

[16.12., 09:37] Dean: Not the face

[16.12., 09:37] Dean: I'm so sorry

[16.12., 09:38] Dean: You ok?

 

[16.12., 09:39] Castiel: Yes i am. Only a small scratch. Didn't even notice until the aftershave burnt

 

[16.12., 09:46] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 09:46] Dean: Good

[16.12., 09:47] Dean: I am on my way to the pet shop

[16.12., 09:47] Dean: Getting food, treats, toys and a bed

 

[16.12., 09:54] Castiel: Oooooh!!!! Awesome!

 

[16.12., 09:54] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 09:54] Dean: I cant wait

[16.12., 09:55] Dean: I hope she feels comfortable with me

 

[16.12., 10:00] Castiel: I'm sure she will.

[16.12., 10:00] Castiel: You're great and love snuggles, how could she not feel comfortable?

[16.12., 10:20] Dean: Fingers crosswd



[16.12., 11:34] Dean: I am back home and have set up everything

[16.12., 11:35] Dean: I need to wait till later today to go get her

 

[16.12., 11:36] Castiel: Awesome. I can't wait to hear about your adventures with her

 



[16.12., 11:59] Dean: Awwwwe

[16.12., 11:59] Dean: He looks so fluffy and angry at the same time

 

[16.12., 12:00] Castiel: I know, right?

 

[16.12., 12:01] Dean: I've talked to sam

[16.12., 12:01] Dean: For them to bring us dinner tonight he asks that we cover for jack and him

 

[16.12., 12:01] Castiel: Cover ?

 

[16.12., 12:01] Dean: They want to go to the next city over to the carneval

[16.12., 12:01] Dean: Overnight

 

[16.12., 12:02] Castiel: Oh!!!

 

[16.12., 12:02] Dean: In a motel

[16.12., 12:02] Dean: Are we in?

[16.12., 12:02] Dean: Sam doesn't need cover.

[16.12., 12:02] Dean: John is still locked up

[16.12., 12:03] Dean: Jack wants to "stay with you for help with his art assignment and some math tutoring "

 

[16.12., 12:03] Castiel: Then why do they need cover?

 

[16.12., 12:03] Dean: They dont want gabe to know

 

[16.12., 12:03] Castiel: Why not? He knows his son is dating my date's brother

 

[16.12., 12:03] Dean: One sec

[16.12., 12:04] Dean: Asking sam

[16.12., 12:09] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 12:09] Dean: Jack wants to avoid the talk with gabe

[16.12., 12:10] Dean: He says he's done his research and would like to wait a bit longer before they go there. Sam wants wait as well. But Jack thinks if Gabe knows they stay overnight he will give him the gay sex talk

 

[16.12., 12:11] Castiel: So would i. But fine... we're in

 

[16.12., 12:12] Dean: Jack and sam promise to come and talk to you first

[16.12., 12:12] Dean: And they say thank you

 

[16.12., 12:13] Castiel: Really?

[16.12., 12:13] Castiel: Oh

 

[16.12., 12:14] Dean: You seem to be the person that actually knows whats up

 

[16.12., 12:14] Castiel: Huh,  true

[16.12., 12:15] Castiel: Gabe's a great brother and dad, but he does indeed lack the experience…

 

[16.12., 12:16] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 12:16] Dean: They bring us food

[16.12., 12:16] Dean: And then head out

 

[16.12., 12:19] Castiel: DEAN!!!!

 

[16.12., 12:19] Dean: YES

[16.12., 12:19] Dean: am I in trouble

 

[16.12., 12:19] Castiel: Yes, Sir!

 

[16.12., 12:20] Dean: Oh n0

[16.12., 12:20] Dean: I'm sorry

[16.12., 12:20] Dean: Wait

[16.12., 12:20] Dean: Why

 

[16.12., 12:21] Castiel: I just found that on my doorstep

 



[16.12., 12:21] Castiel: But i liked the card

 

    Card reads: happy 2 week anniversary    of talking the a stranger on your phone

 

[16.12., 12:21] Dean: Yay

[16.12., 12:21] Dean: They made it

[16.12., 12:22] Dean: Do you like them?

 

[16.12., 12:22] Castiel: Yes

 

[16.12., 12:23] Dean: Yay.

[16.12., 12:23] Dean: I am glad

[16.12., 12:23] Dean: I was very nervous

 

[16.12., 12:25] Castiel: They're so pretty

[16.12., 12:26] Castiel: I love lillies

 

[16.12., 12:26] Dean: I wasn't sure if its to much or not

 

[16.12., 12:29] Castiel: If that's your two week anniversary bouquet, I don't know if a two yesr one would even fit through my door…

 

[16.12., 12:32] Dean: So it was to much?

 

[16.12., 12:33] Castiel: For two weeks, yeah. But it's still awesome!!!!

 

[16.12., 12:34] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 12:34] Dean: I am gonna head out and get the dog. Its a 1h drive there

[16.12., 12:34] Dean: I update you as soon as she's home

 

[16.12., 12:34] Castiel: Alright

[16.12., 12:38] Castiel: Drive safe, Babe



[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Cas

[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Cas

[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Babe

[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Sweety

[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Light of my life

[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Uhm

[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Ignore that

[16.12., 14:51] Dean: Babe

 

[16.12., 14:51] Castiel: Dean?

 

 

[16.12., 14:52] Dean: Meet my fluffy child

 

[16.12., 14:52] Castiel: Hello girly!

[16.12., 14:52] Castiel: Hi!

[16.12., 14:52] Castiel: Awwe

[16.12., 14:52] Castiel: How cute!!!

 

[16.12., 14:53] Dean: Her name is santana

 

[16.12., 14:53] Castiel: Hello Santana

 

[16.12., 14:53] Dean: Shes 6

[16.12., 14:54] Dean: I am not fostering her

[16.12., 14:54] Dean: I kinda adopted her right there

[16.12., 14:54] Dean: Shes mine

 

[16.12., 14:55] Castiel: Really????

 

[16.12., 14:55] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 14:55] Dean: She was so happy to see me

 

[16.12., 14:55] Castiel: No getting to know period?

[16.12., 14:55] Castiel: Awwwwe

 

[16.12., 14:55] Dean: I can bring her back if it doesn't work out

[16.12., 14:55] Dean: There will be a fee but that a ok

[16.12., 14:56] Dean: I think will be getting along g

 

[16.12., 14:56] Castiel: Cool

 

[16.12., 15:02] Dean: She fell asleep on my lap

[16.12., 15:02] Dean: We are meant to be together

 

[16.12., 15:02] Castiel: Naawww

[16.12., 15:02] Castiel: Lucky thing.

[16.12., 15:03] Castiel: Enjoy it

 

[16.12., 15:05] Dean: Jealous

[16.12., 15:05] Dean: ?

[16.12., 15:25] Dean: You still with me?

 



[16.12., 15:27] Castiel: Pretty paw

 

[16.12., 15:28] Dean: I am in love

[16.12., 15:28] Dean: And I have mail

 

[16.12., 15:30] Castiel: Oh nice

[16.12., 15:35] Castiel: I hope your new underwear was worth the wait

 

[16.12., 15:43] Dean: I think so

[16.12., 15:43] Dean: Would you like to see?

 

[16.12., 15:44] Castiel: I don't know.

[16.12., 15:44] Castiel: Does your girlfriend mind?

 

[16.12., 15:44] Dean: Lol

[16.12., 15:44] Dean: Omg

[16.12., 15:44] Dean: You are jealous

[16.12., 15:47] Dean: Come on cas

[16.12., 15:47] Dean: Babe

 

[16.12., 15:47] Castiel: Yes

 

[16.12., 15:47] Dean: Are you really jealous of a orphaned puppy having found a new home?

[16.12., 15:48] Dean: Or that she got to fall asleep on my lap

 

[16.12., 15:48] Castiel: Both

 

[16.12., 15:48] Dean: Awwwwe

 

[16.12., 15:48] Castiel: I know

 

[16.12., 15:49] Dean: What can I do

 

[16.12., 15:49] Castiel: I'm not rational

[16.12., 15:49] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[16.12., 15:49] Dean: I've hidden in my bedroom and left her in the living room

[16.12., 15:49] Dean: So she hasn't seen me in my new panties

[16.12., 15:49] Dean: But

[16.12., 15:49] Dean: I'm asking if YOU  want to see me

 

[16.12., 15:50] Castiel: Yes, I'd love to

 

[16.12., 15:51] Dean: Ok

 

 

[16.12., 15:51] Dean: I think I look nice

[16.12., 15:51] Dean: I have a back shot too

 



[16.12., 15:52] Dean: It feels a bit weird crawling up my butt but I like the look

[16.12., 15:52] Dean: What do you think

 

[16.12., 15:52] Castiel: Beautiful

 

[16.12., 15:53] Dean: Wanna see the lace?

[16.12., 15:53] Dean: Cause I got lace

 

[16.12., 15:53] Castiel: Yes!!

 

 

[16.12., 15:54] Dean: I

[16.12., 15:54] Dean: Its

[16.12., 15:54] Dean: Soft

 



[16.12., 15:55] Castiel: No, it looks really firm. And snuggleble

 

[16.12., 15:56] Dean: Not my ass

[16.12., 15:56] Dean: The fabric

 

[16.12., 15:56] Castiel: But your ass

[16.12., 15:56] Castiel: I love it

 

[16.12., 15:56] Dean: You like my ass?

 

[16.12., 15:56] Castiel: Thise panties are awesome

 

[16.12., 15:56] Dean: I should have known the lace was your favorite

 

[16.12., 15:57] Castiel: No. The other is awesome too!

[16.12., 15:57] Castiel: I love them both

 

[16.12., 15:57] Dean: But

[16.12., 15:58] Dean: If you have to choose?

 

[16.12., 15:59] Castiel: I'd choose fot you to be comfortable

[16.12., 16:02] Castiel: You do look a little more comfortable in the string

 

[16.12., 16:02] Dean: I want to know which one you'd like to see me in

[16.12., 16:02] Dean: Like if you'd get to take my pants of wich one would excite you more

 

[16.12., 16:03] Castiel: Probably the lace

 

[16.12., 16:04] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 16:06] Dean: I feelnpretty

[16.12., 16:07] Dean: I am gonna throw on some sweats and go walk my doggy

 

[16.12., 16:09] Castiel: Have fun :)

[16.12., 16:11] Castiel: And I'm sorry I'm pathetic and irrational

 

[16.12., 16:11] Dean: You are jot

[16.12., 16:11] Dean: Not

[16.12., 16:11] Dean: We just need to find out why you are feeling this way now

[16.12., 16:12] Dean: Cause you were so excited for me to get her

[16.12., 16:12] Dean: Is it because I adopted her?

 

[16.12., 16:12] Castiel: No.

[16.12., 16:13] Castiel: I don't think so

 

[16.12., 16:14] Dean: Are you worried I'll have less time for you

 

[16.12., 16:14] Castiel: Maybe

 

[16.12., 16:14] Dean: That won't happen

[16.12., 16:15] Dean: You might have to wait a few for an answer while I feed her but I have to wait for Lucy s feeding time too

 

[16.12., 16:15] Castiel: She gets to snuggle with you.

 

[16.12., 16:16] Dean: Lucy gets to snugglenyou

 

[16.12., 16:16] Castiel: Like he cares

 

[16.12., 16:17] Dean: Awe

[16.12., 16:17] Dean: Come on

[16.12., 16:17] Dean: Im dating a guy now

[16.12., 16:17] Dean: No need to fear the fuzzy girl

 

[16.12., 16:18] Castiel: You're in love

 

[16.12., 16:18] Dean: Like she's my child

[16.12., 16:18] Dean: Fatherly

[16.12., 16:21] Dean: I like you differently

 

[16.12., 16:22] Castiel: Okay...

[16.12., 16:22] Castiel: I'm sorry

[16.12., 16:22] Castiel: I really am pathetic

 

[16.12., 16:26] Dean: No

[16.12., 16:26] Dean: Don't say that

[16.12., 16:26] Dean: Please

 

[16.12., 16:26] Castiel: But look at me. Jealous of a poor little orphan.

 

[16.12., 16:33] Dean: Is ok

 

[16.12., 16:33] Castiel: Well, but I had to share you with work and college…

 

[16.12., 16:33] Dean: But now at home too

[16.12., 16:33] Dean: I get it

[16.12., 16:33] Dean: I still like you

[16.12., 16:33] Dean: And I like her

 

[16.12., 16:35] Castiel: I like you too

 

[16.12., 16:36] Dean: 🥺

 

[16.12., 16:37] Castiel: ?

 

[16.12., 16:37] Dean: Happy blushing emoji?

 

[16.12., 16:37] Castiel: Oh!

 

[16.12., 16:42] Dean: We are back inside

[16.12., 16:42] Dean: She got barked at

[16.12., 16:43] Dean: Now she's hiding

 

[16.12., 16:50] Castiel: Nooo

[16.12., 16:50] Castiel: Poor baby

 

[16.12., 16:50] Dean: She's under the couch

[16.12., 16:50] Dean: Not even treats

[16.12., 16:50] Dean: I leave her alone

 

[16.12., 16:51] Castiel: That'll be better

 

[16.12., 17:11] Dean: Shes still hiding but stopped shaking

[16.12., 17:11] Dean: Im now making dinner

[16.12., 17:12] Dean: Well ill reheat dinner from later night

[16.12., 17:12] Dean: Last

 

[16.12., 17:16] Castiel: Oh?

 

[16.12., 17:16] Dean: More paata

[16.12., 17:16] Dean: Pasta

 

[16.12., 17:17] Castiel: Uh

 

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: WIt

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: Wait

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: No

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: Oh my god

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: Im so sorry

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: No

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: We need to order

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: Argh

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: Look at me

[16.12., 17:17] Dean: Already fucking up

 

[16.12., 17:27] Castiel: It's okay. You're focused on your new family member.  I understand

 

[16.12., 17:29] Dean: No

[16.12., 17:29] Dean: No

[16.12., 17:29] Dean: I didn't mean it

[16.12., 17:30] Dean: Well yeah I was on my way to the kitchen

[16.12., 17:30] Dean: I smooth brained

[16.12., 17:30] Dean: I want to have dinner with you

[16.12., 17:30] Dean: But muscle memorie

[16.12., 17:30] Dean: I've been without anyone to share dinner with for a time

[16.12., 17:30] Dean: Forgive me please

 

[16.12., 17:33] Castiel: Maybe

 

[16.12., 17:33] Dean: What can I do

 

[16.12., 17:34] Castiel: Hmmmm

 

[16.12., 17:36] Dean: ANYTHING

 

[16.12., 17:43] Castiel: Hmmmmmmm

[16.12., 17:45] Castiel: What can you offer?

 

[16.12., 17:45] Dean: I pay for your food tonight?

[16.12., 17:45] Dean: If sexting comes up again

[16.12., 17:45] Dean: I'll do whatever you aay

[16.12., 17:46] Dean: I send more.cookies

 

[16.12., 17:48] Castiel: I'll take all those

 

[16.12., 17:48] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 17:49] Dean: What do you want to eat

[16.12., 17:49] Dean: I'll text sam

[16.12., 17:49] Dean: So they can go pick it yp

[16.12., 17:49] Dean: Up

 

[16.12., 17:56] Castiel: How about....Tacos?

 

[16.12., 17:56] Dean: Sure

 

[16.12., 17:57] Dean: Anything special?

 

[16.12., 18:04] Castiel: Lots of cheese

 

[16.12., 18:05] Dean: Got it

[16.12., 18:23] Dean: Food should be delivered around 7

 

[16.12., 18:27] Castiel: Alright

[16.12., 18:29] Castiel: How's the puppy?

 

[16.12., 18:29] Dean: She's ate

[16.12., 18:29] Dean: And taken over my spot on the couch

 

[16.12., 18:30] Castiel: Really? Tsk

[16.12., 18:34] Castiel: Shouldn't you teach her that that's your spot?

 

[16.12., 18:34] Dean: She can have it

[16.12., 18:34] Dean: I'll move

 

[16.12., 18:34] Castiel: Didn't you buy her a pillow?

 

[16.12., 18:34] Dean: She sniffed the couch and that's where she liked it the most

 

[16.12., 18:34] Castiel: But that spot knows your butt shape

 

[16.12., 18:34] Dean: I did

[16.12., 18:34] Dean: Is in the bedroom

 

[16.12., 18:36] Castiel: I see.

 

[16.12., 18:36] Dean: She been less clingy

[16.12., 18:36] Dean: Trying to discover the house

 

[16.12., 18:40] Castiel: Oh cool. Progress

 

[16.12., 18:41] Dean: Its hard leaving her to do it on her own

[16.12., 18:41] Dean: But I can't be following her all day

 

[16.12., 18:42] Castiel: You'll get used to it.

[16.12., 18:43] Castiel: I used to follow Lucifer around all the time too in the beginning.

 

[16.12., 18:43] Dean: Ok good

[16.12., 18:43] Dean: So I am not just weird then

 

[16.12., 18:44] Castiel: No, you're not

 

[16.12., 18:45] Dean: Did you want to choose a movie?

 

[16.12., 18:46] Castiel: I thought we had already chosen?

 

[16.12., 18:47] Dean: Im still groveling

 

[16.12., 18:47] Castiel: Oh

 

[16.12., 18:48] Dean: So we can watch sherlock or something else

 

[16.12., 18:48] Castiel: I like Sherlock

 

[16.12., 18:48] Dean: Cool

[16.12., 18:49] Dean: Me too

 

[16.12., 18:49] Castiel: Good

[16.12., 18:49] Castiel: Did you hear that there might be coming a third?

 

[16.12., 18:49] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 18:50] Dean: I'm super excited

 

[16.12., 18:51] Castiel: I i heard Johnny Depp might be the villain

 

[16.12., 18:52] Dean: Also nice

[16.12., 18:52] Dean: He got played dirty

 

[16.12., 18:52] Castiel: Hell yes!

[16.12., 18:55] Castiel: I loved the Fantastic Beasts movies and i liked Mad in Hannibal, but I'm not sure i wanna see the next FB

[16.12., 18:55] Castiel: Cause that was a really shit move from WB

 

[16.12., 18:56] Dean: Ueah

[16.12., 18:56] Dean: I wanna finish the story

[16.12., 18:56] Dean: But

[16.12., 18:57] Dean: I might just pirate it so they dont make money of me

 

[16.12., 18:57] Castiel: Yeah...

[16.12., 19:01] Castiel: I really hope the rumors about Addams Family are true

 

[16.12., 19:02] Dean: Oh

[16.12., 19:02] Dean: I haven't heard

[16.12., 19:02] Dean: Whats the rumor

 

[16.12., 19:04] Castiel: That Tim Burton is gonna make a new Addams Family series and Johnny will be Gomez

 

[16.12., 19:06] Dean: Ohhhh

[16.12., 19:06] Dean: That be cool

[16.12., 19:06] Dean: I got my food

[16.12., 19:06] Dean: You got yours

[16.12., 19:06] Dean: ?

 

[16.12., 19:11] Castiel: Yes, he's just been here

 

[16.12., 19:11] Dean: Same as last time?

[16.12., 19:11] Dean: We eat first then movie?

 

[16.12., 19:17] Castiel: Sounds good

[16.12., 19:33] Castiel: Those are damn good  Tacos

 

[16.12., 19:41] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 19:42] Dean: Sorry

[16.12., 19:42] Dean: Greasy fingers

 

[16.12., 19:47] Castiel: Yeah

 

[16.12., 19:47] Dean: I love tacos

[16.12., 19:47] Dean: But so messy

 

[16.12., 19:51] Castiel: Yes!!!!

 

[16.12., 19:52] Dean: I dribbled sauce down my chest

 

[16.12., 19:53] Castiel: Mmmmh

 

[16.12., 19:54] Dean: I am now part taco

[16.12., 19:54] Dean: Lol

 

[16.12., 19:55] Castiel: I like tacos

 

[16.12., 19:56] Dean: O know

[16.12., 19:56] Dean: Thats why we ordered them

 

[16.12., 19:56] Castiel: I like you being part taco

 

[16.12., 19:57] Dean: Me not so much. My chest is sticky

[16.12., 19:57] Dean: But no point in cleaning up yet

[16.12., 19:57] Dean: I am gonna wait till I am done

 

[16.12., 20:02] Castiel: I'd lick it off you

 

[16.12., 20:02] Dean: 😳

[16.12., 20:03] Dean: 🙈

[16.12., 20:03] Dean: Uhm

[16.12., 20:03] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 20:03] Dean: I am ticklish tho

[16.12., 20:03] Dean: So not some light kitten licks

 

[16.12., 20:04] Castiel: Really?

[16.12., 20:04] Castiel: Awwe

[16.12., 20:04] Castiel: 😢

 

[16.12., 20:05] Dean: Just need to put some more force into it

 

[16.12., 20:06] Castiel: Hmmm

 

[16.12., 20:08] Dean: Puppy went to sleep on her pillow in the bedroom. I think its been an exciting day for her

[16.12., 20:08] Dean: So now I am alone anyways…

[16.12., 20:08] Dean: But I cleaned up and I got my couch spot back

 

[16.12., 20:10] Castiel: Yay

 

[16.12., 20:18] Dean: You done eating

[16.12., 20:18] Dean: ?

 

[16.12., 20:19] Castiel: Yes, I am

 

[16.12., 20:21] Dean: Sweet

[16.12., 20:23] Dean: Ready for the movie?

[16.12., 20:24] Dean: Wich one are we watching

 

[16.12., 20:24] Castiel: The first?

 

[16.12., 20:24] Dean: Ok

 

[16.12., 20:25] Castiel: If you want

 

[16.12., 20:26] Dean: Im up for anything babe

[16.12., 20:27] Dean: Oh she dead

[16.12., 20:28] Dean: No she not dead

 

[16.12., 20:29] Castiel: I like the muffled sound thing

 

[16.12., 20:31] Dean: How do you feel about the theory they where dating or at least liked each other romantically

 

[16.12., 20:32] Castiel: I kind of support it

[16.12., 20:32] Castiel: You?

 

[16.12., 20:33] Dean: I see it in the movies with rdj

[16.12., 20:33] Dean: But not the tv show with Lucy

[16.12., 20:34] Dean: Lucy liu

[16.12., 20:34] Dean: But a damn good show

 

[16.12., 20:35] Castiel: Yes, damn good show, don't see it there either

 

[16.12., 20:35] Dean: Ohhh

[16.12., 20:36] Dean: How about the benadryl cucumberpatch holmes

 

[16.12., 20:36] Castiel: But the show with Cumberbatch has it too

 

[16.12., 20:36] Dean: Yeah

[16.12., 20:36] Dean: That one

[16.12., 20:36] Dean: Yes it was very blatant in that one

 

[16.12., 20:36] Castiel: Yes. They had awesome chemistry

[16.12., 20:36] Castiel: I miss it

 

[16.12., 20:37] Dean: Did you hear about the rumor.of.another season

[16.12., 20:38] Dean: Urgh he can be such an ass

[16.12., 20:39] Dean: Ohh like how he finishes the fight

 

[16.12., 20:39] Castiel: I did, but it's been ages since I heard that

[16.12., 20:39] Castiel: I love that song

 

[16.12., 20:40] Dean: The song reminds me of the Weasley twins for some reaaon

 

[16.12., 20:40] Castiel: Gunger hair?

 

[16.12., 20:40] Dean: Nah the song

[16.12., 20:40] Dean: Don't know why

 

[16.12., 20:40] Castiel: That's what I meant

 

[16.12., 20:40] Dean: Sounds like something they'd play

 

[16.12., 20:41] Castiel: It's an Irish song, the Irish have ginger hair

 

[16.12., 20:41] Dean: Ahhh

[16.12., 20:41] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 20:41] Dean: Today is your turn to share fun facts

 

[16.12., 20:41] Castiel: Is it?

 

[16.12., 20:41] Dean: Well

[16.12., 20:42] Dean: I learned that the song i associate with red haired magical twins is called ginger hair

 

[16.12., 20:42] Castiel: Oh no. No.

[16.12., 20:42] Castiel: It is not

[16.12., 20:43] Castiel: You got me wrong

 

[16.12., 20:43] Dean: Oh?

[16.12., 20:43] Dean: Educate.me please

 

[16.12., 20:43] Castiel: It's called Rocky Road to Dublin

[16.12., 20:44] Castiel: It's from Ireland.

 

[16.12., 20:45] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 20:45] Dean: Tjanknyou

 

[16.12., 20:45] Castiel: Irish people are associated with ginger hair. The Weasley twins have ginger hair. That might be why you associate the song with them.

 

[16.12., 20:45] Dean: Maybe

[16.12., 20:45] Dean: Never listened to the lyrics

 

[16.12., 20:45] Castiel: Also, their favorite Quidditch team is from Ireland

[16.12., 20:46] Castiel: And in the movies at the Quidditch world cup there's an Irish tune playing for the team

 

[16.12., 20:46] Dean: Ahhh

[16.12., 20:46] Dean: Subconscious messages

[16.12., 20:46] Dean: I see

 

[16.12., 20:46] Castiel: Yes

 

[16.12., 20:47] Dean: I guess I also learned I am susceptible to those

[16.12., 20:47] Dean: Lol

 

[16.12., 20:47] Castiel: Seems you are

 

[16.12., 20:49] Dean: Urgh that guy is creepy

 

[16.12., 20:50] Castiel: He is

[16.12., 20:50] Castiel: Creepy

 

[16.12., 20:52] Dean: I find her disrurbing

 

[16.12., 20:55] Castiel: Yeah.

 

[16.12., 20:57] Dean: Lol

[16.12., 20:57] Dean: Closes window

[16.12., 20:57] Dean: He's so done

 

[16.12., 20:59] Castiel: He's good though with the disguise

 

[16.12., 20:59] Dean: Yeah

[16.12., 20:59] Dean: That convo  could be from porn

[16.12., 21:00] Dean: Get that out of my face. Its not in your face its in my hand.

 

[16.12., 21:00] Castiel: 🤭

 

[16.12., 21:00] Dean: Loo

 

[16.12., 21:03] Castiel: Creepy

 

[16.12., 21:03] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 21:08] Dean: Hsha

[16.12., 21:08] Dean: My first time sex

[16.12., 21:09] Dean: You can rely on me for 10 min

[16.12., 21:09] Dean: 🤣

 

[16.12., 21:09] Castiel: Really?

[16.12., 21:09] Castiel: That long?

 

[16.12., 21:09] Dean: Nah more like 10 seconds

 

[16.12., 21:09] Castiel: 🤣

 

[16.12., 21:09] Dean: Lol

[16.12., 21:10] Dean: But the lead up took like 20 min so I think it could have been worse

 

[16.12., 21:10] Castiel: I guess, yeah

 

[16.12., 21:11] Dean: I'd like to think I improved

 

[16.12., 21:12] Castiel: That would be nice

 

[16.12., 21:12] Dean: At least 11

[16.12., 21:12] Dean: Lol

 

[16.12., 21:12] Castiel: Good

[16.12., 21:15] Castiel: Poor Watson

 

[16.12., 21:15] Dean: Yeah

[16.12., 21:15] Dean: I am stuck on the dirty roads

[16.12., 21:15] Dean: CN you imagine the smell?

[16.12., 21:15] Dean: 🤢

 

[16.12., 21:15] Castiel: I'd prefer not to

 

[16.12., 21:18] Dean: He's shocked he's still alive

 

[16.12., 21:19] Castiel: Definitely more than friends... bickering boyfriend

 

[16.12., 21:20] Dean: Yeah

[16.12., 21:20] Dean: Watson is me

[16.12., 21:21] Dean: " straight "

 

[16.12., 21:22] Castiel: Yeah…

 

[16.12., 21:23] Dean: It was a joke

[16.12., 21:24] Dean: Not funny?

 

[16.12., 21:24] Castiel: Yeah it was

[16.12., 21:29] Castiel: Not good

 

[16.12., 21:29] Dean: The joke?

[16.12., 21:29] Dean: Or the fact that he drank something she gave him

 

[16.12., 21:29] Castiel: The latter

 

[16.12., 21:30] Dean: One would think he knows better

[16.12., 21:30] Dean: This scene is creepy

 

[16.12., 21:31] Castiel: Very much so

[16.12., 21:33] Castiel: Nice room

 

[16.12., 21:34] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 21:34] Dean: I'd hate to be in charge of keeping it looking like that tho

 

[16.12., 21:35] Castiel: Why?

 

[16.12., 21:35] Dean: I am not the best at housekeeping

[16.12., 21:35] Dean: I like my small place with little fancy shit

 

[16.12., 21:36] Castiel: Hmmm

 

[16.12., 21:36] Dean: I dont reside in filth

[16.12., 21:37] Dean: But more of a organized bachelor pad situation i guess

 

[16.12., 21:37] Castiel: Okay

 

[16.12., 21:39] Dean: What about you?

[16.12., 21:39] Dean: Spotless or organised chaos?

 

[16.12., 21:39] Castiel: Organised chaos

 

[16.12., 21:41] Dean: In my mind your place is like a giant library on one side with huge shelves stuffed full with books and the other side is light and airy covered in paint stains  and in the middle a nice couch for movies

 

[16.12., 21:44] Castiel: Oh. You imagine my place?

 

[16.12., 21:44] Dean: Yeah

 

[16.12., 21:44] Castiel: Can we pause?

 

[16.12., 21:44] Dean: Lucy resides on top of the bookshelves and judges everyone

[16.12., 21:44] Dean: Yeahl

[16.12., 21:44] Dean: Paused

[16.12., 21:46] Dean: Bathroom break?

[16.12., 21:48] Dean: ?

[16.12., 21:48] Dean: Cas?

 

[16.12., 21:53] Castiel: Sorry. Lucifer had an 'you don't pay me attention so i shall make you pay attention' episode

 

[16.12., 21:53] Dean: Oh no

[16.12., 21:53] Dean: Demon zoomied

[16.12., 21:53] Dean: Zoomies

 

[16.12., 21:54] Castiel: Yeah…

 

[16.12., 21:55] Dean: Blood loss?

[16.12., 21:55] Dean: Missing mum's

[16.12., 21:55] Dean: Limbs

 

[16.12., 21:55] Castiel: Through his toilet... litter everywhere

[16.12., 21:55] Castiel: But since we're paused I'll  take the chance for bathroom break.

[16.12., 21:56] Castiel: I'll be right back

 

[16.12., 21:56] Dean: Ok

 

[16.12., 22:07] Castiel: I'm back

 

[16.12., 22:07] Dean: You good

[16.12., 22:07] Dean: ?

 

[16.12., 22:08] Castiel: Yeah

 

[16.12., 22:08] Dean: Im a bit tipsy

 

[16.12., 22:08] Castiel: Oh?

 

[16.12., 22:08] Dean: I've had 1 glass of wine

[16.12., 22:08] Dean: But its a wine friendly glass

 

[16.12., 22:08] Castiel: Wine?

 

[16.12., 22:08] Dean: It holds half a bottle

[16.12., 22:08] Dean: Yes I had wine

 

[16.12., 22:08] Castiel: Oh dear

 

[16.12., 22:09] Dean: So I finished my glass

 

[16.12., 22:09] Castiel: I see

[16.12., 22:09] Castiel: Shall we resume our movie?

 

[16.12., 22:09] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 22:09] Dean: I smell bacon

[16.12., 22:09] Dean: Lol

[16.12., 22:12] Dean: Ohhh close call

 

[16.12., 22:12] Castiel: That was freaking close

[16.12., 22:12] Castiel: Fuuuuck

 

[16.12., 22:12] Dean: Nooooooo

[16.12., 22:12] Dean: Oh wow

[16.12., 22:12] Dean: I dont thing I've read you cussing

[16.12., 22:13] Dean: Awwwe

[16.12., 22:13] Dean: Saving his "friend "

 

[16.12., 22:13] Castiel: Uh

[16.12., 22:13] Castiel: Sorry

 

[16.12., 22:13] Dean: No

[16.12., 22:13] Dean: I have a dirty language

[16.12., 22:13] Dean: And I think I like that you cuss

 

[16.12., 22:14] Castiel: It... it happens rarely

 

[16.12., 22:14] Dean: I like it

[16.12., 22:15] Dean: The proper suit and tie accounting dude using profanities

 

[16.12., 22:15] Castiel: 🙈

[16.12., 22:17] Castiel: Wow

[16.12., 22:17] Castiel: That was awesome disguise

 

[16.12., 22:17] Dean: Yeah

 

[16.12., 22:19] Castiel: Hihihi

 

[16.12., 22:20] Dean: Awwwe

 

[16.12., 22:20] Castiel: Such boyfriends

 

[16.12., 22:20] Dean: Yeah

[16.12., 22:22] Dean: I love when he goes at his rants

 

[16.12., 22:22] Castiel: Oh yes. They are marvelous

 

[16.12., 22:30] Dean: That contraption is terrifying

 

[16.12., 22:33] Castiel: Oh, him again

 

[16.12., 22:33] Dean: Lol

[16.12., 22:33] Dean: Scary French man

 

[16.12., 22:35] Castiel: What's she up to?

 

[16.12., 22:35] Dean: Saving the day

[16.12., 22:35] Dean: Or stealing shit

 

[16.12., 22:35] Castiel: Looks more like stealing

 

[16.12., 22:36] Dean: Can't get over the smell

[16.12., 22:36] Dean: Sewage

[16.12., 22:36] Dean: Ewwwww

 

[16.12., 22:36] Castiel: Well. You be glad there's no scent transmission yet

 

[16.12., 22:37] Dean: Yepp

 

[16.12., 22:37] Castiel: Though. For Christmas movies it'd be amazing

[16.12., 22:37] Castiel: The cookie smell

 

[16.12., 22:37] Dean: Yeah

[16.12., 22:38] Dean: Holiday shipping and garland probably smelled like gingerbread and spiced wine

 

[16.12., 22:38] Castiel: Mmmmh

[16.12., 22:38] Castiel: Sounds delicious

 

[16.12., 22:42] Dean: Oh shit

 

[16.12., 22:44] Castiel: So, is he actually dead this time?

 

[16.12., 22:44] Dean: I hope so

 

[16.12., 22:45] Castiel: And did I miss the explanation how he survived the first time?

[16.12., 22:45] Castiel: Oh

[16.12., 22:45] Castiel: There

 

[16.12., 22:46] Dean: Lol

 

[16.12., 22:47] Castiel: I've seen the movie several times and still seem to forget every time

 

[16.12., 22:47] Dean: Me too

[16.12., 22:47] Dean: I find new things every time I watch

 

[16.12., 22:47] Castiel: Yeah

 

[16.12., 22:48] Dean: Ohhh

[16.12., 22:48] Dean: Remote control

[16.12., 22:48] Dean: Lol

[16.12., 22:49] Dean: He needs a one 4 all remote

 

[16.12., 22:49] Castiel: Hahahaha

[16.12., 22:49] Castiel: Yes

 

[16.12., 22:49] Dean: That was great

[16.12., 22:49] Dean: I cant wait till we can watch a movie sitting next to each other

 

[16.12., 22:49] Castiel: Same.

[16.12., 22:56] Castiel: I wanna fall asleep on your lap too.

 

[16.12., 22:56] Dean: Awwwe

[16.12., 22:56] Dean: This month is almost over

[16.12., 22:57] Dean: I wouldn't mind you in my lap all sleepy

[16.12., 22:57] Dean: I could give you head scratches

 

[16.12., 23:00] Castiel: Oh, that sounds amazing

 

[16.12., 23:00] Dean: Or just snuggle

[16.12., 23:00] Dean: I miss snuggles

[16.12., 23:01] Dean: I'd even give you a pair of my fuzzy socks

[16.12., 23:01] Dean: So you don't get cold

 

[16.12., 23:01] Castiel: It's our two week anniversary, how can you say the month is almost over? Didn't that period just start with your appointment at Missouri's?

[16.12., 23:02] Castiel: That's too generous!!!

 

[16.12., 23:02] Dean: This month is almost over

[16.12., 23:02] Dean: As in December

 

[16.12., 23:02] Dean: She said in January

 

[16.12., 23:02] Castiel: It's half time

[16.12., 23:03] Castiel: Oh, I thought she said in a month. Like after your next appointment. As in you tell her your date ideas first

[16.12., 23:04] Castiel: Get your homework graded so to speak

 

[16.12., 23:04] Dean: I am counting these movies as dates btw

 

[16.12., 23:05] Castiel: Me too, but does she?

 

[16.12., 23:05] Dean: Idk idc

[16.12., 23:05] Dean: I have ideas for actual dates

 

[16.12., 23:05] Castiel: And do you have anything yet for your homework?

 

[16.12., 23:05] Dean: Yes

[16.12., 23:06] Dean: I wanna take you to an art gallery

 

[16.12., 23:06] Castiel: Oh?

 

[16.12., 23:06] Dean: And to the movies but early in the day so we can talk

[16.12., 23:06] Dean: And to my favorite bar

[16.12., 23:06] Dean: They have a mechanical bull

[16.12., 23:06] Dean: I'd like to see you on it

[16.12., 23:07] Dean: I am currently holding the record

 

[16.12., 23:07] Castiel: I've never been on one, Dean!

 

[16.12., 23:07] Dean: We can set it to low

 

[16.12., 23:08] Castiel: Hmm

 

[16.12., 23:08] Dean: I just think it be fun

 

[16.12., 23:08] Castiel: I don't know

 

[16.12., 23:08] Dean: And maybe sexy

 

[16.12., 23:08] Castiel: I'm scared of the idea

 

[16.12., 23:08] Dean: It's all in the hips

[16.12., 23:08] Dean: You don't have to

 

[16.12., 23:09] Castiel: I don't wanna embarrass myself in front of other people

 

[16.12., 23:09] Dean: I'm friends with the owner

 

[16.12., 23:09] Castiel: Of course you are

 

[16.12., 23:09] Dean: I'm sure i can talk her into letting us in before they open

 

[16.12., 23:09] Castiel: You think?

 

[16.12., 23:09] Dean: She's happy she doesn't see me as often anymore

[16.12., 23:10] Dean: And she'd be thrilled I'm dating

 

[16.12., 23:10] Castiel: Awwwe

 

[16.12., 23:14] Dean: I wanna take it slow

[16.12., 23:14] Dean: Sexting is fun

[16.12., 23:14] Dean: Very fun

[16.12., 23:14] Dean: But

[16.12., 23:14] Dean: I dont know how I would react in real life

[16.12., 23:14] Dean: So

[16.12., 23:15] Dean: Gallery to hold hands maybe

[16.12., 23:15] Dean: Movies to snuggle

[16.12., 23:15] Dean: The bar for some fun

[16.12., 23:15] Dean: And maybe a kiss

 

[16.12., 23:16] Castiel: Yeah. Yeah I totally understand

 

[16.12., 23:17] Dean: Thats also why i looked into toys.. kinda . I liked how it felt and want to experiment more and get more confident i guess

 

[16.12., 23:17] Castiel: And I do like our sexting thing too, but... it's been a lot of sex for me lately

 

[16.12., 23:17] Dean: In a bad way?

[16.12., 23:18] Dean: Or unusually often

 

[16.12., 23:18] Castiel: Oh?

[16.12., 23:19] Castiel: Unusually often

 

[16.12., 23:19] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 23:20] Dean: But

[16.12., 23:20] Dean: You're comfortable?

[16.12., 23:20] Dean: With that?

 

[16.12., 23:20] Castiel: I'm honestly not quite sure

 

[16.12., 23:20] Dean: What bothers you

 

[16.12., 23:21] Castiel: I mean... I wanted it. I felt it. I loved it.

 

[16.12., 23:22] Dean: But?

 

[16.12., 23:23] Castiel: But when I'm overthinking it I'm wondering if I'm too ... I don't know

 

[16.12., 23:23] Dean: Too ?

[16.12., 23:23] Dean: Horny?

[16.12., 23:23] Dean: Qanting

[16.12., 23:23] Dean: Wanting

[16.12., 23:24] Dean: Enjoying it to much

 

[16.12., 23:24] Castiel: Yes, those

[16.12., 23:24] Castiel: I'm wondering if you're thinking Iied

 

[16.12., 23:24] Dean: Wow

[16.12., 23:24] Dean: Ok

[16.12., 23:24] Dean: No

[16.12., 23:24] Dean: No I don't think you lied

[16.12., 23:25] Dean: If you like it and nobody gets hury by you doing it

[16.12., 23:25] Dean: Then do it

[16.12., 23:25] Dean: Nothing wrong with it

[16.12., 23:25] Dean: Maybe its the fact that we can't actually touch that turns you on?

[16.12., 23:26] Dean: Like all the shit you went through and here is this dude you like. And you like talking to him and you have to do nothing to or for him in order to be i timate

 

[16.12., 23:27] Castiel: Hmmm

[16.12., 23:27] Castiel: That sounds like it makes sense actually

 

[16.12., 23:30] Dean: Like how I am comfortable to tell you what I want to do to you or have you do to me but I am not ready to actually do it

[16.12., 23:30] Dean: Doesn't mean im not saying the truth

[16.12., 23:30] Dean: I am sharing fantasies with you

[16.12., 23:30] Dean: I like i am a part of yours

 

[16.12., 23:32] Castiel: But, you know, well. How to put it?

 

[16.12., 23:32] Dean: Hm?

[16.12., 23:33] Dean: What do you mean

 

[16.12., 23:35] Castiel: In my world, masturbating counts as sex. So, as much as your reasoning about how I like it with you because I don't have to do nothing to or for you, shouldn't that also apply to "regular" masturbating?

 

[16.12., 23:36] Dean: But you get feedback with me. Its not just jerking it to porn by yourself. Its shared.

 

[16.12., 23:36] Castiel: If I did it three times a month it was already often, but we've been sexting three times in only a fortnight

[16.12., 23:36] Castiel: Hmmm. Yeah.

 

[16.12., 23:37] Dean: You tell me what you like me to do or wear and I tell you if I like it and what I am doing .

[16.12., 23:37] Dean: Its like sex but less vulnerable

[16.12., 23:37] Dean: Because we are.shari g the brain not the body with each other

 

[16.12., 23:41] Castiel: I still feel like I'm lying to you and to myself. It's what makes me uneasy

 

[16.12., 23:42] Dean: I think that is something I can't talk you out of

 

[16.12., 23:42] Castiel: Not the thing itself, because I know it's left me with warm and fuzzy feelings

 

[16.12., 23:42] Dean: I am afraid you'll have to take this to Missouri

[16.12., 23:42] Dean: Like

[16.12., 23:43] Dean: Are you aware that you are allowed to just be horny for no reason? And that it is just your decision if you want to do something or not

 

[16.12., 23:44] Castiel: I guess

 

[16.12., 23:44] Dean: Thats not a " i guess" kinda question tho. Yes or not

[16.12., 23:45] Dean: I know most of tour exes have been shit

[16.12., 23:45] Dean: But have you ever been able to just decide when to have sex?

 

[16.12., 23:46] Castiel: Well, I'm able to decide if I want to jeek off

 

[16.12., 23:46] Dean: Yes

 

[16.12., 23:47] Castiel: So, that'd be a yes tgen, right

 

[16.12., 23:48] Dean: Yep

[16.12., 23:48] Dean: Why you feel bad about it, I don't know

[16.12., 23:48] Dean: Im sorry I can't help or try to

[16.12., 23:48] Dean: Missouri

[16.12., 23:48] Dean: As much as you probably hate talking to her about it

 

[16.12., 23:49] Castiel: Yeah. I know. You're right

 

[16.12., 23:49] Dean: I wish I could hug you and make everything better

 

[16.12., 23:50] Castiel: Thank you

[16.12., 23:51] Castiel: I keep nodding off, Dean. I should go to bed

 

[16.12., 23:51] Dean: Something to cheer you up

 



[16.12., 23:51] Dean: Sweet dreams

[16.12., 23:51] Dean: I'll go to bed too

 

[16.12., 23:51] Castiel: Oh!!

[16.12., 23:52] Castiel: Sweet dreams Dean.

 

[16.12., 23:52] Dean: 😚😇

 

[16.12., 23:52] Castiel: Don't forget your dog...

[16.12., 23:52] Castiel: 😊😚

 

[16.12., 23:52] Dean: Shes already in the bedroom

 

[16.12., 23:54] Castiel: Maybe she'll need to pee during the night. Be mentally prepared

 

[16.12., 23:54] Dean: I have a puppy pad by the back door if I don't wake up

 

[16.12., 23:54] Castiel: Oh clever

[16.12., 23:54] Castiel: 😆

[16.12., 23:55] Castiel: Good night gorgeous

 

[16.12., 23:55] Dean: Good night

Chapter Text

[17.12., 08:45] Dean: Good morning

[17.12., 08:45] Dean: How are you feeling today?

 

[17.12., 08:57] Castiel: Good morning

[17.12., 08:58] Castiel: I'm feeling okay. How are you?

 

[17.12., 08:58] Dean: I am a bit worried about you

[17.12., 08:58] Dean: After last night's conversation

[17.12., 08:58] Dean: I dont like you feeling guilty

[17.12., 08:59] Dean: Like not for something you enjoy

[17.12., 08:59] Dean: I mean its been a while since you felt aroused by someone and now you feel guilty and I don't like this

[17.12., 08:59] Dean: But man

[17.12., 09:00] Dean: You didn't enjoy your last sexual encounters with your ex boyfriend and girlfriend

[17.12., 09:00] Dean: And I am wondering if you now don't trust yourself or your decision making skills 🤔

[17.12., 09:00] Dean: If been thinking a lot

 

[17.12., 09:01] Castiel: Oh

 

[17.12., 09:02] Dean: Like your trust got destroyed and the people you felt closest to to trust with your body used it against you

[17.12., 09:03] Dean: And now subconsciously you are worried its gonna happen again

 

[17.12., 09:04] Castiel: Why do you think so much about what's going on in my head?

 

[17.12., 09:05] Dean: Because I would like to understand your brain and how it works and with your past trauma I want to make sure I don't trigger anything negative cause I like you and I want you to be happy and I don't want to be another negative experience

 

[17.12., 09:15] Castiel: 😳

 

[17.12., 09:15] Dean: But I can try and stop if you want me to

 

[17.12., 09:17] Castiel: No. I won't forbid you to think whatever it is you want to yhink about.

 

[17.12., 09:17] Dean: But if it makes you uncomfortable

[17.12., 09:18] Dean: I just

[17.12., 09:18] Dean: I really like you

 

[17.12., 09:18] Castiel: I am just not used to people giving me that much thought I guess

 

[17.12., 09:18] Dean: And I want you to understand how much

[17.12., 09:19] Dean: And I don't want to hurt you. Not on purpose and not on accident

[17.12., 09:20] Dean: After all the shit john put me through

[17.12., 09:20] Dean: I protect my loved ones

[17.12., 09:20] Dean: And you fall into that category

 

[17.12., 09:21] Castiel: 😳

[17.12., 09:21] Castiel: Oh.

 

[17.12., 09:32] Dean: Oh?

[17.12., 09:32] Dean: Just tell me to back up if I am to pushy or something

[17.12., 09:32] Dean: I am sorry

 

[17.12., 09:37] Castiel: I really didn't think we'd still talk about how broken I am in the morning

 

[17.12., 09:43] Dean: You're not broken

 

[17.12., 09:47] Castiel: I am…

 

[17.12., 09:47] Dean: No

[17.12., 09:47] Dean: Babe

[17.12., 09:47] Dean: Not broken

[17.12., 09:47] Dean: We both just have a few dings

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: But its not our fault

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: Do you think i am broken?

 

[17.12., 09:48] Castiel: No

 

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: Some people think so

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: I used to

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: But

 

[17.12., 09:48] Castiel: Why?

 

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: I just have a few dents and scratches

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: Because of john

[17.12., 09:48] Dean: And the beatings

[17.12., 09:49] Dean: And the abuse

 

[17.12., 09:49] Castiel: Oh God Dean

 

[17.12., 09:49] Dean: And the way I spiraled straight into alcohol and promiscuous behaviors

[17.12., 09:49] Dean: How i never let anyone near

[17.12., 09:49] Dean: So no

[17.12., 09:49] Dean: I dont think I am broken anymore

[17.12., 09:49] Dean: I survived

[17.12., 09:50] Dean: And I got strong enough to make sure John knows this shit isn't gonna fly with sam or he will never see daylight agin

[17.12., 09:50] Dean: And you are a survivor

[17.12., 09:50] Dean: Because this shit could have broken you

[17.12., 09:50] Dean: But it didnt

[17.12., 09:50] Dean: Here you are

[17.12., 09:51] Dean: With family that loves you

[17.12., 09:51] Dean: And a dude that is enamored with you before you even touched

 

[17.12., 09:53] Castiel: 😳😳😳

[17.12., 09:53] Castiel: You're…

 

[17.12., 09:54] Dean: Obnoxiously involved in your brain?

 

[17.12., 09:54] Castiel: You're an amazing person. I don't know how to put it.

 

[17.12., 09:54] Dean: Do me a favor please

 

[17.12., 09:55] Castiel: You're the most caring person.

 

[17.12., 09:55] Dean: Can you call Missouri and see if she can talk to you?

 

[17.12., 09:58] Castiel: It's Saturday Dean....

 

[17.12., 09:58] Dean: If you call her cell she'll answer

[17.12., 09:59] Dean: Its on her business card

 

[17.12., 10:02] Castiel: But she deserves a break

 

[17.12., 10:02] Dean: She put the number on for a reason

[17.12., 10:03] Dean: I suspect you are spiraling and she can hel0

 

[17.12., 10:07] Castiel: I don't know, Dean.

 

[17.12., 10:07] Dean: Please

[17.12., 10:07] Dean: 🥺

 

[17.12., 10:12] Castiel: Okay

 

[17.12., 10:12] Dean: Thank you

[17.12., 10:12] Dean: Thank you so much

 

[17.12., 10:13] Castiel: For you.

 

[17.12., 10:19] Dean: Should be for you but I'll take it.




[17.12., 11:33] Castiel: Dean?

 

[17.12., 11:33] Dean: Yes babe

[17.12., 11:34] Dean: Im here

 

[17.12., 11:34] Castiel: Good.

 

[17.12., 11:34] Dean: Whats up

 

[17.12., 11:34] Castiel: I'm glad you are in my life now

 

[17.12., 11:34] Dean: How are you?

[17.12., 11:34] Dean: I am glad to have you too

 

[17.12., 11:36] Castiel: I'm going to head out, bring Gabriel lunch and help him the last hour or so at the market…

 

[17.12., 11:36] Dean: Ok cool

[17.12., 11:36] Dean: Do you

[17.12., 11:36] Dean: Want me to leave you alone for today?

 

[17.12., 11:37] Castiel: Noooo!!!

 

[17.12., 11:37] Dean: Or do you want to keep texting

 

[17.12., 11:37] Castiel: Apart from when I'm driving I think it's okay to keep texting

 

[17.12., 11:37] Dean: Ok

[17.12., 11:38] Dean: Did Missouri make you feel better?

 

[17.12., 11:38] Castiel: Yeah, it did gelp a bit to talk to her.

[17.12., 11:38] Castiel: Thank you

 

[17.12., 11:38] Dean: Awesome

[17.12., 11:38] Dean: Im glad

[17.12., 11:40] Dean: Im sending you virtual hugs

 

[17.12., 11:48] Castiel: Thank you Dean!!

 

[17.12., 11:49] Dean: Let me know when you get there please?

 

[17.12., 11:49] Castiel: Yes, i will

 

[17.12., 11:53] Dean: Thank you

[17.12., 11:53] Dean: I'll try and fold laundry while the dog lays on it

[17.12., 11:53] Dean: Does Lucy do that?

 

[17.12., 11:58] Castiel: Oh you bet he does.

 

[17.12., 12:06] Dean: I put her on the couch

 



[17.12., 12:06] Dean: Now she's pouting

[17.12., 12:27] Dean: How did I accumulate so much laundry

[17.12., 12:45] Dean: So much

[17.12., 12:46] Dean: I'm still folding

 

[17.12., 12:46] Castiel: I arrived

 

[17.12., 12:50] Dean: Yay

[17.12., 12:50] Dean: Say hit to Gabe from ke

[17.12., 12:50] Dean: Me

[17.12., 12:50] Dean: Please

 

[17.12., 12:51] Castiel: I will.

 

[17.12., 12:51] Dean: Enjoy yourself

[17.12., 12:59] Dean: I have finished my laundry

 

[17.12., 13:06] Castiel: Nice

 

[17.12., 13:07] Dean: What are you upnt9

[17.12., 13:07] Dean: Up to

 

[17.12., 13:07] Castiel: Selling honey.

 

[17.12., 13:08] Dean: Ewww

[17.12., 13:08] Dean: People

[17.12., 13:08] Dean: Bit I am proud of you

 

[17.12., 13:08] Castiel: Told you I'd help Gabe

 

[17.12., 13:08] Dean: Yes you did

[17.12., 13:09] Dean: Didn't think you'd opt for the customer service kind of help

 

[17.12., 13:09] Castiel: Oh i used to do that a lot.

 

[17.12., 13:10] Dean: Cool

[17.12., 13:10] Dean: You enjoy it?

 

[17.12., 13:12] Castiel: Yes, I do

 

[17.12., 13:13] Dean: Nice

 

[17.12., 13:13] Castiel: I'm so proud of Gabe and his business

 

[17.12., 13:13] Dean: It must be a lot of work to keep bees

 

[17.12., 13:14] Castiel: Yes.

[17.12., 13:16] Castiel: It was my science project at school

 

[17.12., 13:17] Dean: Cool

[17.12., 13:17] Dean: That is awesome

[17.12., 13:17] Dean: I made a steam engine

 

[17.12., 13:17] Castiel: Cool

[17.12., 13:34] Castiel: I will do a little shopping.

 

[17.12., 13:34] Dean: Ohhhh

[17.12., 13:34] Dean: Nice

[17.12., 13:34] Dean: I meant to go to the market today too but I didn't want to overwhelm santana

 

[17.12., 13:47] Castiel: Should I get you something?

 

[17.12., 13:59] Dean: Hmmmm

[17.12., 14:01] Dean: I dont know

[17.12., 14:01] Dean: The kids aren't back yet

[17.12., 14:02] Dean: So I'd be a hassle to get to me

[17.12., 14:02] Dean: Don't worry about it

[17.12., 14:02] Dean: Thank you tho

 

[17.12., 14:03] Castiel: Oh, well. Okay. I know your address though. I can drop it off on your doormat

 

[17.12., 14:04] Dean: Are you sure?

[17.12., 14:04] Dean: Cause some veggies would be nice

[17.12., 14:04] Dean: And maybe some honey

 

[17.12., 14:04] Castiel: Yes. I promise I won't ring your bell and have you see me…

 

[17.12., 14:11] Dean: Do you think Missouri would know

[17.12., 14:11] Dean: Like

[17.12., 14:11] Dean: We could

 

[17.12., 14:12] Castiel: What do you mean?

 

[17.12., 14:12] Dean: Like nothing is actually stopping us

 

[17.12., 14:15] Castiel: True…

 

[17.12., 14:20] Dean: Hmmmm

[17.12., 14:20] Dean: Would you get me one glass of your favorite honey

[17.12., 14:20] Dean: 5 karrots

[17.12., 14:20] Dean: Broccoli

[17.12., 14:21] Dean: And some lettuce please

 

[17.12., 14:22] Castiel: Done. Sure. I will.

 

[17.12., 14:33] Dean: Now I am frantically cleaning my place

 

[17.12., 14:35] Castiel: Because I'll see your doormat?

 

[17.12., 14:36] Dean: I have to vacuum the door mat

[17.12., 14:36] Dean: Cause maybe you do ring the bell

[17.12., 14:36] Dean: And then I would answer

[17.12., 14:36] Dean: And you could see my place from the door

 

[17.12., 14:37] Castiel: Oh... alright... uh, but I don't want to cause trouble

 

[17.12., 14:37] Dean: I'm just a nervous cleaner

[17.12., 14:37] Dean: Ok

 

[17.12., 14:37] Castiel: Alright.

 

[17.12., 14:37] Dean: I want to make a good impression

[17.12., 14:37] Dean: I dont even know if you'll ring

 

[17.12., 14:38] Castiel: I don't actually know either.

 

[17.12., 14:38] Dean: So I prepare

[17.12., 14:38] Dean: Just in case

[17.12., 14:38] Dean: And if not

[17.12., 14:38] Dean: Then its ok too

 

[17.12., 14:41] Castiel: Alright.

[17.12., 14:46] Castiel: We're packing up now. I'll let you know when I'm on my way

 

[17.12., 14:51] Dean: Ok

 

[17.12., 15:09] Castiel: On my way

 

[17.12., 15:09] Dean: Ok

 

[17.12., 15:22] Castiel: Hello Dean. I'm here to drop off your veggies

 

[17.12., 15:23] Dean: Hey

[17.12., 15:23] Dean: Uhm

[17.12., 15:23] Dean: Do you

[17.12., 15:23] Dean: Want me to open the door

[17.12., 15:23] Dean: You didn't ring

 

[17.12., 15:25] Castiel: Uh…

 

[17.12., 15:25] Dean: Seriously

[17.12., 15:25] Dean: I am right behind the door

 

[17.12., 15:25] Castiel: You are?

 

[17.12., 15:26] Dean: Yes

[17.12., 15:26] Dean: Your call

[17.12., 15:26] Dean: I can hear your phone ding

 

[17.12., 15:27] Castiel: You know I'd seriously love to see you.





[17.12., 15:34] Dean: So uhm

[17.12., 15:34] Dean: You have very pretty eyes

[17.12., 15:34] Dean: Im sorry

[17.12., 15:34] Dean: I didn't know what to say

[17.12., 15:37] Dean: I cant believe I just stared at you

 

[17.12., 15:43] Castiel: I'm home now.

 

[17.12., 15:43] Dean: Im sorry

[17.12., 15:43] Dean: 😭

 

[17.12., 15:43] Castiel: You have the kindest eyes and the cutest freckles

 

[17.12., 15:43] Dean: I was so nervous

[17.12., 15:44] Dean: Thank you for bringing me the veggies

[17.12., 15:44] Dean: I didn't even pay you

 

[17.12., 15:44] Castiel: That's okay. I'll survive

 

[17.12., 15:45] Dean: But it was nice

[17.12., 15:45] Dean: Seeing you

[17.12., 15:45] Dean: Does it count as meeting if we didn't speak?

 

[17.12., 15:50] Castiel: I don't know...

[17.12., 15:50] Castiel: I liked seeing you in person though

 

[17.12., 15:50] Dean: Yeah me too

[17.12., 15:51] Dean: Without wanting to sound creepy

[17.12., 15:51] Dean: You smell good

[17.12., 15:51] Dean: Really good

 

[17.12., 15:57] Castiel: Really?

 

[17.12., 15:58] Dean: Yeah

 

[17.12., 16:06] Castiel: Must be the pine Gabriel gad his booth decorated with

 

[17.12., 16:07] Dean: Maybe

[17.12., 16:07] Dean: Uhm caa

[17.12., 16:07] Dean: Cas

[17.12., 16:07] Dean: Did you know mistletoe is poisonous

 

[17.12., 16:14] Castiel: Yes.

 

[17.12., 16:17] Dean: Did I anger you?

 

[17.12., 16:18] Castiel: No!!!

 

[17.12., 16:18] Dean: Are you sure?

 

[17.12., 16:18] Castiel: Absolutely

 

[17.12., 16:22] Dean: Then why did you put mistletoe in my groceries?

 

[17.12., 16:22] Castiel: I did not

 

[17.12., 16:22] Dean: It was right under the honey

 

[17.12., 16:24] Castiel: Really??? I did not put it there. I swear

[17.12., 16:28] Castiel: Oh no!

[17.12., 16:31] Castiel: I told Gabriel I'd drive by your place to drop off the groceries

 

[17.12., 16:35] Dean: Oh

[17.12., 16:35] Dean: Why would he try to kill me? Or my dog

[17.12., 16:36] Dean: I thought him and me are okish

 

[17.12., 16:47] Castiel: I don't think he's put it there because it's poisonous

 

[17.12., 16:48] Dean: Why else

 

[17.12., 16:48] Castiel: Because mistletoe... Because…

 

[17.12., 16:51] Dean: Ohhh

[17.12., 16:51] Dean: Christmas

[17.12., 16:51] Dean: Well

[17.12., 16:51] Dean: Thats nice of him

[17.12., 16:51] Dean: I shall hang it up outside

 

[17.12., 16:51] Castiel: Yeah

[17.12., 17:00] Castiel: You do know what they say about mistletoe, right?

 

[17.12., 17:02] Dean: Its poisonous

 

[17.12., 17:03] Castiel: Oh

 

[17.12., 17:03] Dean: I highly doubt Gabriel put it in there for us to find and kiss

[17.12., 17:03] Dean: Jesus we didn't even talk

[17.12., 17:03] Dean: Just awkwardly stared at each other

 

[17.12., 17:04] Castiel: He's Gabriel, Dean…

 

[17.12., 17:04] Dean: You know him better

 

[17.12., 17:05] Castiel: I think that could have been his intention.

 

[17.12., 17:06] Dean: Oh

 

[17.12., 17:12] Castiel: Guess he thought he was funny

 

[17.12., 17:12] Dean: I am weirdly uncomfortable

 

[17.12., 17:16] Castiel: I'm sorry!!!

 

[17.12., 17:16] Dean: Not about the implied kissing

[17.12., 17:16] Dean: But his aparent interest in our relationship

 

[17.12., 17:17] Castiel: He's my big brother

[17.12., 17:17] Castiel: Think about you and Sam

 

[17.12., 17:17] Dean: I just tried to give him the talk

[17.12., 17:17] Dean: I did not suggest making out

[17.12., 17:26] Dean: Im sorry

[17.12., 17:26] Dean: I am just feeling strange right now

[17.12., 17:27] Dean: Like happy but overwhelmed

[17.12., 17:27] Dean: And dumb

 

[17.12., 17:27] Castiel: I'm really sorry

 

[17.12., 17:27] Dean: For not speaking tonyou

 

[17.12., 17:29] Castiel: Yeah... like I spoke…

 

[17.12., 17:30] Dean: But you're really pretty to look at

 

[17.12., 17:30] Dean: I may have been stunned into silence 😉

 

[17.12., 17:32] Castiel: You're very handsome too. I adore your freckles

[17.12., 17:37] Castiel: Next time, say something?

 

[17.12., 17:41] Dean: Yes

[17.12., 17:41] Dean: At least hi

[17.12., 17:41] Dean: We can donthis

 

[17.12., 17:43] Castiel: That would be clever

[17.12., 17:52] Castiel: But I'm still glad you opened that door

[17.12., 18:00] Castiel: What are you up to tonight?

 

[17.12., 18:01] Dean: I dont know yet tbh

 

[17.12., 18:17] Castiel: Hmmm

 

[17.12., 18:28] Dean: What about you

 

[17.12., 18:33] Castiel: I'm making dinner

[17.12., 18:33] Castiel: Then I'm not sure...

[17.12., 18:33] Castiel: Either I'm just being super lazy, get on my couch and drink cocoa.

[17.12., 18:34] Castiel: Or, i paint or draw

 

[17.12., 18:35] Dean: I made german style potato soup

[17.12., 18:35] Dean: Cause it was cold out today

[17.12., 18:35] Dean: And then I will look at Netflix and see what's up I think

 

[17.12., 18:37] Castiel: That sounds interesting

 

[17.12., 18:37] Dean: Wanna watch something together again?

 

[17.12., 18:38] Castiel: Well, there's a second RDJ Sherlock…

 

[17.12., 18:38] Dean: That is true

 

[17.12., 18:41] Castiel: Would you want to watch that?

 

[17.12., 18:41] Dean: Yeah

[17.12., 18:41] Dean: I'd be into that

 

[17.12., 18:42] Castiel: Nice

[17.12., 18:42] Castiel: I'll have apple pie for dessert

 

[17.12., 18:42] Dean: 😳🤨

 

[17.12., 18:43] Castiel: Wuth chocolate icecream?

 

[17.12., 18:43] Dean: No

[17.12., 18:43] Dean: Vanilla

 

[17.12., 18:45] Castiel: I have no vanilla at home

 

[17.12., 18:46] Dean: No

[17.12., 18:46] Dean: Thats a tragedy

 

[17.12., 18:52] Castiel: Maybe I'll leave the apple alone tonight and get vanilla tomorrow

 

[17.12., 18:53] Dean: I am still shocked you'd make pie,  tell me you did and then eat it

 

[17.12., 18:53] Castiel: Well, that's what pie is for, eating it

 

[17.12., 18:53] Dean: But sharing?

 

[17.12., 18:54] Castiel: And fall back into old habits?

 

[17.12., 18:54] Dean: Fine

 

[17.12., 18:56] Castiel: Sorry. But you told me i had to stand my ground and keep a no a no... 😢

[17.12., 18:57] Castiel: I don't want to disappoint the guy I'm dating.

 

[17.12., 19:06] Dean: Iys ok

[17.12., 19:06] Dean: I make some cobbler tomorrow

[17.12., 19:06] Dean: Then we can both eat dessert

 

[17.12., 19:10] Castiel: Oh nice!

 

[17.12., 19:15] Dean: Yeah?

[17.12., 19:15] Dean: Deal?

 

[17.12., 19:15] Castiel: Deal

 

[17.12., 19:17] Dean: Ok. Good

[17.12., 19:17] Dean: I am gonna walk the puppers

[17.12., 19:18] Dean: Leaving my phone home to charge

 

[17.12., 19:20] Castiel: Alright

 

[17.12., 20:25] Dean: I am back

 

[17.12., 20:29] Castiel: That was a nice long walk

 

[17.12., 20:30] Dean: Yes

[17.12., 20:30] Dean: We went to discover the neighborhood

[17.12., 20:30] Dean: Even made friends with the one that barked last time

 

[17.12., 20:31] Castiel: Oh that is good!

 

[17.12., 20:35] Dean: Before the movie

[17.12., 20:35] Dean: I wanna say

[17.12., 20:35] Dean: I am sorry if I pushed you this morning

[17.12., 20:35] Dean: I was concerned and didn't know how to help you short of calling your brother

 

[17.12., 20:36] Castiel: You were gonna call Gabe?

 

[17.12., 20:37] Dean: It was my last straw

[17.12., 20:37] Dean: I had his website up  hoping to find a number

 

[17.12., 20:37] Castiel: Oh

[17.12., 20:38] Castiel: Well, I did talk to him about what happened…

 

[17.12., 20:38] Dean: What did he say

 

[17.12., 20:39] Castiel: He said he's glad you're so concerned

 

[17.12., 20:39] Dean: Thats cool. But i meant about how you are feeling

 

[17.12., 20:40] Castiel: He's "glad I'm having fun" and can see how that must be confusing for me

[17.12., 20:44] Castiel: He thinks you might have a point about the not having to do something to you and not actually touching.

 

[17.12., 20:44] Dean: Are you still feeling strange or weird about everything?

 

[17.12., 20:46] Castiel: Only a little. Talking to Missouri and Gabe did help me see that I don't have to feel like I've been lying about my sex drive

 

[17.12., 20:46] Dean: Good

[17.12., 20:47] Dean: Im glad talking helped

[17.12., 20:47] Dean: I felt like I was the wrong person to reassure you

[17.12., 20:47] Dean: Since

[17.12., 20:47] Dean: Uhm

[17.12., 20:47] Dean: I tend to be involved in your sexlife lately

 

[17.12., 20:48] Castiel: I see what you mean, yeah

 

[17.12., 20:49] Dean: But thank you for talking to Missouri and even Gabe

 

[17.12., 20:49] Castiel: I'm really glad though that you had me do it

 

[17.12., 20:49] Dean: I figured hearing it from her might help

[17.12., 20:49] Dean: Like she's known you for a while

[17.12., 20:49] Dean: And your background

 

[17.12., 20:50] Castiel: Yeah, she has

 

[17.12., 20:50] Dean: So

[17.12., 20:50] Dean: I am here if you need to talk

[17.12., 20:51] Dean: And others are too

[17.12., 20:51] Dean: Just

[17.12., 20:51] Dean: Don't burry away please

 

[17.12., 20:52] Castiel: I'll try

 

[17.12., 20:52] Dean: Thats all I am asking babe

 

[17.12., 20:52] Castiel: Thank you, Babe

 

[17.12., 20:53] Dean: Wanna start the movie?

[17.12., 20:53] Dean: I got it waiting on pause at 1 sec

[17.12., 20:53] Dean: A game of shadows

[17.12., 20:53] Dean: I haven't seen that in a while

 

[17.12., 20:55] Castiel: Hang on.

[17.12., 20:57] Castiel: Alright

[17.12., 20:57] Castiel: Ready

 

[17.12., 21:01] Dean: Same

[17.12., 21:01] Dean: Let's go

[17.12., 21:03] Dean: Oh look

[17.12., 21:03] Dean: Shes back

 

[17.12., 21:03] Castiel: Yeah, she is

 

[17.12., 21:04] Dean: He about to get his ass whooped

 

[17.12., 21:05] Castiel: Or whooping others' asses

 

[17.12., 21:05] Dean: He looks good tied up like that

[17.12., 21:06] Dean: Oh there is brain thing

 

[17.12., 21:08] Castiel: I don't like her

 

[17.12., 21:09] Dean: Yeah

[17.12., 21:09] Dean: He dead

 

[17.12., 21:09] Castiel: Looks like it

 

[17.12., 21:10] Dean: Oh shit

 

[17.12., 21:11] Castiel: That's not good

[17.12., 21:12] Castiel: Oh, that tea wasn't so good, huh?

 

[17.12., 21:12] Dean: Yeah

[17.12., 21:12] Dean: Don't think so

[17.12., 21:12] Dean: I like the music

 

[17.12., 21:12] Castiel: She should've had swiss miss

 

[17.12., 21:13] Dean: You in the hot chocolate?

[17.12., 21:13] Dean: On

[17.12., 21:13] Dean: Not in

[17.12., 21:14] Dean: That's a lot of plants

[17.12., 21:14] Dean: And a goat

 

[17.12., 21:14] Castiel: I was debating, cider or hot chocolate and decided for hot chocolate

 

[17.12., 21:14] Dean: Good choice

 

[17.12., 21:16] Castiel: Oh, what a map

 

[17.12., 21:17] Dean: Thata a lot of string

 

[17.12., 21:17] Castiel: Yes

 

[17.12., 21:18] Dean: Ewwww

 

[17.12., 21:19] Castiel: ?

 

[17.12., 21:20] Dean: Embalming fluid

 

[17.12., 21:20] Castiel: Oh that

[17.12., 21:20] Castiel: He's such a drama queen

 

[17.12., 21:21] Dean: Yes

 

[17.12., 21:21] Dean: Pause please

 

[17.12., 21:28] Castiel: Is everything alright?

 

[17.12., 21:29] Dean: Yeah j

[17.12., 21:29] Dean: Just had an email

[17.12., 21:29] Dean: Looked important

[17.12., 21:29] Dean: Isnimportant

[17.12., 21:29] Dean: Gotta make a call real quick

 

[17.12., 21:29] Castiel: Oh, alright

 

[17.12., 21:47] Dean: Ok

[17.12., 21:47] Dean: I am back

[17.12., 21:47] Dean: Im sorry

 

[17.12., 21:49] Castiel: Is everything alright?

 

[17.12., 21:49] Dean: Yeah

[17.12., 21:49] Dean: My boss fired one of the mechanics

[17.12., 21:50] Dean: While he's on vacation

 

[17.12., 21:50] Castiel: Oh shit

 

[17.12., 21:51] Dean: Yeah

[17.12., 21:51] Dean: Haven't found out why

[17.12., 21:51] Dean: Wich bothers me

[17.12., 21:51] Dean: Cause I am nosy

 

[17.12., 21:52] Castiel: I see

 

[17.12., 21:55] Dean: Well he told her

[17.12., 21:55] Dean: And saved her life

 

[17.12., 21:55] Castiel: ?

 

[17.12., 21:56] Dean: Movie?

[17.12., 21:56] Dean: He toldnher about the dude hiding

 

[17.12., 21:56] Castiel: How did you skip ahead?

 

[17.12., 21:56] Dean: H7h?

[17.12., 21:56] Dean: Huh

[17.12., 21:57] Dean: 28.52

[17.12., 21:57] Dean: I paised

[17.12., 21:57] Dean: Paused

 

[17.12., 21:57] Castiel: 29.10

[17.12., 21:57] Castiel: I'm confused

 

[17.12., 21:58] Dean: I was talking about the fortune teller

 

[17.12., 21:58] Castiel: Yeah, but when you said he saved her life he hadn't yet here

 

[17.12., 21:58] Dean: Yeah

[17.12., 21:58] Dean: He warned her

[17.12., 21:58] Dean: Thus saving her

 

[17.12., 21:59] Castiel: Oh, okay

[17.12., 21:59] Castiel: So resume?

 

[17.12., 21:59] Dean: Ok but I caught up to you

[17.12., 21:59] Dean: Resume

[17.12., 22:01] Dean: Watching him.climb up that rope

[17.12., 22:01] Dean: Impressive

 

[17.12., 22:01] Castiel: Oh yes

[17.12., 22:01] Castiel: Poir Watson

[17.12., 22:03] Castiel: Those glasses are nice

 

[17.12., 22:03] Dean: Yes

[17.12., 22:03] Dean: Now

[17.12., 22:04] Dean: Now they should run away together

 

[17.12., 22:04] Castiel: They should

[17.12., 22:04] Castiel: Mary's gonna be unhappy anyway

 

[17.12., 22:04] Dean: That wink

[17.12., 22:04] Dean: Awwwee

[17.12., 22:04] Dean: He looks sad

 

[17.12., 22:05] Castiel: Aweee, yeah

 

[17.12., 22:05] Dean: Where do I know this actor from

 

[17.12., 22:05] Castiel: I do not know

[17.12., 22:09] Castiel: She's dead?

 

[17.12., 22:09] Dean: Nah

 

[17.12., 22:12] Castiel: Oh!

 

[17.12., 22:13] Dean: He looks kinda good tho

 

[17.12., 22:13] Castiel: He makes a pretty lady

 

[17.12., 22:13] Dean: Ha

[17.12., 22:13] Dean: Got rid of the competition

 

[17.12., 22:14] Castiel: Haha

 

[17.12., 22:14] Dean: Now kiss

[17.12., 22:14] Dean: Hahahaha

 

[17.12., 22:14] Castiel: Angry sex…

 

[17.12., 22:17] Dean: That can be fun sometimes

[17.12., 22:18] Dean: Oops

 

[17.12., 22:19] Castiel: I heard so, but never experienced it

 

[17.12., 22:19] Dean: Its sorts of cathartic

 

[17.12., 22:20] Castiel: Alright

 

[17.12., 22:22] Dean: Won't fix the issue your angry about tho

 

[17.12., 22:22] Castiel: Oh

 

[17.12., 22:23] Dean: Its like a that anger and tension gets a release but then after you are just exhausted if the sex went well. But the thing that made you two angry still exists

[17.12., 22:24] Dean: Often it can make you take a break from anger tho so you see it wasn't actually that big of a deal

[17.12., 22:25] Dean: Awe

[17.12., 22:25] Dean: He lost his scarf

 

[17.12., 22:26] Castiel: Have you had that often?

 

[17.12., 22:26] Dean: No

[17.12., 22:26] Dean: Like maybe a handful of times?

 

[17.12., 22:27] Castiel: Oh. Okay

 

[17.12., 22:29] Dean: Oh

[17.12., 22:29] Dean: Mycroft

[17.12., 22:29] Dean: I think he's gay

 

[17.12., 22:30] Castiel: Yeah.

 

[17.12., 22:39] Dean: Ohhhh

[17.12., 22:39] Dean: That is a lotnof bodies

 

[17.12., 22:39] Castiel: Yes

[17.12., 22:39] Castiel: I so wanna go to Paris one day…

 

[17.12., 22:40] Dean: Like Paris Texas?

 

[17.12., 22:40] Castiel: No, Paris, France

 

[17.12., 22:40] Dean: Ewww

[17.12., 22:41] Dean: Planes

[17.12., 22:41] Dean: Wanna take a few months of work and take a boat?

 

[17.12., 22:42] Castiel: You're not good with flying?

 

[17.12., 22:42] Dean: No

 

[17.12., 22:43] Castiel: I see

 

[17.12., 22:43] Dean: I like my feet on the ground

[17.12., 22:44] Dean: Awwwwwwe

 

[17.12., 22:44] Castiel: 😆

 

[17.12., 22:44] Dean: Baby horse

[17.12., 22:44] Dean: Look at its feet go

[17.12., 22:46] Dean: Awe

[17.12., 22:46] Dean: He wants to know if he makes him happier then the wife

 

[17.12., 22:47] Castiel: He's so jealous

[17.12., 22:47] Castiel: Maybe Sherlock is my spirit animsl?

 

[17.12., 22:54] Dean: Are you a jealous person?

 

[17.12., 22:54] Castiel: I was jealous of your dog…

 

[17.12., 22:54] Dean: And people?

 

[17.12., 22:55] Castiel: I don't know.  Possible

 

[17.12., 22:55] Dean: I used to be

[17.12., 22:55] Dean: But I think I grew out of it.

 

[17.12., 22:56] Castiel: How?

 

[17.12., 22:56] Dean: Its been a long time since I cared for someone enough

[17.12., 22:56] Dean: So I am hoping

 

[17.12., 22:56] Castiel: I see. Same

[17.12., 22:58] Castiel: Can we pause?

 

[17.12., 22:58] Dean: Tes

[17.12., 22:58] Dean: 1h 28

 

[17.12., 22:59] Castiel: I need to get changed in something more comfortable in case I'm falling asleep

 

[17.12., 22:59] Dean: Ok

[17.12., 22:59] Dean: Sounds like a plan

[17.12., 23:01] Dean: We can finish the movie tomorrow if you are ready for bed

 

[17.12., 23:07] Castiel: No, i can do it. Just need a bit of fresh air and some water

 

[17.12., 23:09] Dean: Ok

 

[17.12., 23:10] Castiel: Alright, I'm back and ready

 

[17.12., 23:10] Dean: Ok

 

[17.12., 23:13] Castiel: Why are Germans such bad people?

 

[17.12., 23:13] Dean: They're not

[17.12., 23:13] Dean: Look at americans

[17.12., 23:13] Dean: Handful of nut jobs makes us look crazy

[17.12., 23:14] Dean: Same for them

 

[17.12., 23:14] Castiel: Hmmm

 

[17.12., 23:14] Dean: In movies its a shit trope

[17.12., 23:14] Dean: Germans = evil

[17.12., 23:14] Dean: Americans = winners

 

[17.12., 23:14] Castiel: I guess you're right

 

[17.12., 23:15] Dean: Run

[17.12., 23:15] Dean: Run

 

[17.12., 23:15] Castiel: Nooo

 

[17.12., 23:15] Dean: Damn

 

[17.12., 23:17] Castiel: Doesn't he have the adrenaline?

[17.12., 23:17] Castiel: Ha

 

[17.12., 23:17] Dean: Come on

[17.12., 23:18] Dean: Even she is thinking it

[17.12., 23:18] Dean: Lol

 

[17.12., 23:19] Castiel: Lol

[17.12., 23:21] Castiel: Right, no pressure

 

[17.12., 23:21] Dean: Right?

 

[17.12., 23:24] Castiel: Awwwwwwwwe

[17.12., 23:24] Castiel: So cute

 

[17.12., 23:24] Dean: First dance

[17.12., 23:24] Dean: Finally

 

[17.12., 23:26] Castiel: Hihi, such boyfriends

 

[17.12., 23:26] Dean: Yes

[17.12., 23:26] Dean: Its getting cold out tonight

[17.12., 23:26] Dean: I hope you choose a warm pajama

 

[17.12., 23:27] Castiel: No

[17.12., 23:27] Castiel: I'd fall asleep if I was too warm

 

[17.12., 23:27] Dean: Warm bedroom?

 

[17.12., 23:27] Castiel: Yes

 

[17.12., 23:27] Dean: Don't catch a cold

 

[17.12., 23:29] Castiel: I won't, I promise

 

[17.12., 23:38] Dean: Im freezing just watching them on this god damn balkony

 

[17.12., 23:38] Castiel: Same!

[17.12., 23:38] Castiel: Just like that girl in Alaska

[17.12., 23:39] Castiel: Nooooo

[17.12., 23:39] Castiel: Awwwe

[17.12., 23:39] Castiel: Look at the poor boyfriend's face

 

[17.12., 23:40] Dean: He's got a plan

[17.12., 23:40] Dean: He always does

 

[17.12., 23:40] Dean: Omg

[17.12., 23:40] Dean: Watson

 

[17.12., 23:40] Castiel: Poor Watson.

 

[17.12., 23:40] Dean: More devastated then when his wife got thrown out the train

 

[17.12., 23:40] Castiel: I wanna hug him

 

[17.12., 23:41] Dean: No

[17.12., 23:41] Dean: Hug me instead

 

[17.12., 23:41] Dean: Ohhh

 

[17.12., 23:41] Castiel: If I could

 

[17.12., 23:41] Dean: My favorite scene

 

[17.12., 23:41] Castiel: Yes!!!

[17.12., 23:42] Castiel: She knows him well.

[17.12., 23:42] Castiel: Oooh! Clever!

 

[17.12., 23:43] Dean: The chair

[17.12., 23:43] Dean: Yes

 

[17.12., 23:43] Castiel: Love that so much

 

[17.12., 23:43] Dean: Yay

[17.12., 23:43] Dean: He is alive

 

[17.12., 23:44] Castiel: See, I made it

 

[17.12., 23:44] Dean: Good job

[17.12., 23:44] Dean: Now off to bed with you

 

[17.12., 23:45] Castiel: You want to get rid of me?

 

[17.12., 23:45] Dean: No

[17.12., 23:45] Dean: Stay

[17.12., 23:45] Dean: Snuggle yp

 

[17.12., 23:48] Castiel: Snuggle with you would be lovely

 

[17.12., 23:49] Dean: Honey, let's try talking to each other first lol

[17.12., 23:49] Dean: We are terrible🙈

 

[17.12., 23:52] Castiel: Yeah. You're right

[17.12., 23:52] Castiel: We should at least be able to say hello…

 

[17.12., 23:52] Dean: That be an improvement

[17.12., 23:52] Dean: But I did enjoy seeing you

 

[17.12., 23:52] Castiel: Same

[17.12., 23:53] Castiel: Maybe I'll dream of your beautiful face tonight

 

[17.12., 23:53] Dean: And im Blushing again

[17.12., 23:55] Dean: I am heading to bed too babe

 

[17.12., 23:56] Castiel: Alright

 

[17.12., 23:56] Dean: Sweet dreams.

[17.12., 23:56] Dean: 😚

 

[17.12., 23:56] Castiel: Sleep well

[17.12., 23:56] Castiel: 😚

Chapter Text

[18.12., 08:05] Dean: Morning babe.

[18.12., 08:06] Dean: The puppy kicked me out of bed

 

[18.12., 08:29] Castiel: Good morning Honey

 

[18.12., 08:33] Dean: I hope you slept well

 

[18.12., 08:36] Castiel: Yes, I did

 

[18.12., 08:40] Dean: Whats on the agenda today?

[18.12., 08:40] Dean: Lazy Sunday

[18.12., 08:40] Dean: ?

 

[18.12., 08:51] Castiel: Yes.

 

[18.12., 08:55] Dean: I'll be having my nose in the shops finances

[18.12., 08:56] Dean: Mind if I send you the occational email

 

[18.12., 09:03] Castiel: No, that's fine!

 

[18.12., 09:04] Dean: Sweet thank tou

 

[18.12., 09:07] Castiel: I'm happy to help if I can.

 

[18.12., 09:21] Dean: So

[18.12., 09:21] Dean: I just had a phone call

[18.12., 09:21] Dean: My cell number is at the door of the shop to call in case of emergency

[18.12., 09:30] Dean: Balthazar called

[18.12., 09:30] Dean: Angry

[18.12., 09:30] Dean: Cause the books aren't in the shop

[18.12., 09:31] Dean: I asked him why he was doing work on a sunday

[18.12., 09:31] Dean: But he just cussed me out

[18.12., 09:31] Dean: I offered to send him copies

[18.12., 09:31] Dean: He did not like that

 

[18.12., 09:47] Castiel: Woah!!

 

[18.12., 09:47] Dean: He wants to meet

[18.12., 09:48] Dean: I told him later today as I am busy

[18.12., 09:48] Dean: But he knows my face

[18.12., 09:48] Dean: Babe

[18.12., 09:48] Dean: What do I do

 

[18.12., 09:50] Castiel: Do you want me to come over

 

[18.12., 09:51] Dean: No

[18.12., 09:51] Dean: Think gabe wants to know where Balthazar is gonna be at at a certain time?

 

[18.12., 09:53] Castiel: Ooooh!

 

[18.12., 09:56] Dean: Ok

[18.12., 09:56] Dean: I'll meet up with him at the shop at 1

[18.12., 09:57] Dean: Rufu's car repair

[18.12., 09:57] Dean: If Gabe wants to join

 

[18.12., 09:57] Castiel: I'll let Gabe know

 

[18.12., 09:57] Dean: I think what we found in the beginning should be enough to get him of my back

 

[18.12., 10:03] Castiel: Good. I'm here if you need help

 

[18.12., 10:09] Dean: Thank you

[18.12., 10:09] Dean: I emailed you something from last month

 

[18.12., 10:14] Castiel: Oh, something that recent. Nice

 

[18.12., 10:19] Dean: Check the second page

[18.12., 10:19] Dean: In the last third

 

[18.12., 10:20] Castiel: Okay

 

[18.12., 10:31] Dean: See that on line 42 to 57

 

[18.12., 10:33] Castiel: Oh, okay.

 

[18.12., 10:35] Dean: All is well to 41

[18.12., 10:35] Dean: And then in those lines magic math happens

[18.12., 10:36] Dean: And suddenly we are loosing 383 dollars from that day

 

[18.12., 10:37] Castiel: That is weird

 

[18.12., 10:38] Dean: Oh hey

[18.12., 10:38] Dean: What did gabe say

[18.12., 10:38] Dean: Is he gonna show up?

 

[18.12., 10:42] Castiel: He's gearing up. I'm afraid to ask for more info

 

[18.12., 10:42] Dean: Gearing up?

[18.12., 10:42] Dean: Oh boy

 

[18.12., 10:42] Castiel: That's what he said.

 

[18.12., 10:55] Dean: Think this is enough to fire him?

[18.12., 10:55] Dean: Maybe file a report?

 

[18.12., 10:56] Castiel: "At least file a report, yes."

 

[18.12., 10:56] Dean: Why the questionable quotation marks

 

[18.12., 11:03] Castiel: They weren't meant to be there

 

[18.12., 11:04] Dean: Ok

[18.12., 11:22] Dean: Do I need to be worried about Gabe?

 

[18.12., 11:24] Castiel: I don't think so, he respects his wife

 

[18.12., 11:32] Dean: Ok

[18.12., 11:32] Dean: I printed out all the evidence

[18.12., 11:32] Dean: And called my boss

[18.12., 11:32] Dean: I am allowed to fire him

[18.12., 11:32] Dean: And need to look into someone new until I got my degree

 

[18.12., 11:37] Castiel: Wow, you're allowed to fire him?

 

[18.12., 11:39] Dean: Kind of

[18.12., 11:39] Dean: I get to telll him he's fired

[18.12., 11:39] Dean: My boss is sending the email and letter

 

[18.12., 11:41] Castiel: Nice

 

[18.12., 11:44] Dean: So

[18.12., 11:44] Dean: Know any accountains that would like to take on a side project

[18.12., 11:44] Dean: Will have to work along side me to fix the books

[18.12., 11:44] Dean: I am expecting a law suit for the stilen money

[18.12., 12:07] Dean: I am nervous

[18.12., 12:07] Dean: I m going to the shop early

 

[18.12., 12:08] Castiel: Hmmm, I  don't know.  I'll think about it, see if i know someone

[18.12., 12:08] Castiel: Be careful Babe

 

[18.12., 12:08] Dean: I will be

 

[18.12., 12:10] Castiel: Thank you

 

[18.12., 12:41] Dean: I am here

[18.12., 12:55] Dean: Gabe too

 

[18.12., 12:59] Castiel: Oh!

 

[18.12., 13:00] Dean: Balthazar just rolled up

 

[18.12., 13:00] Castiel: Is Gabriel actually armed???

 

[18.12., 13:00] Dean: No

[18.12., 13:00] Dean: Wait

[18.12., 13:00] Dean: Yes

 

[18.12., 13:01] Castiel: Oh great...

[18.12., 13:01] Castiel: I have Donna on speed dial

 

[18.12., 13:01] Dean: No

[18.12., 13:01] Dean: Water balloons

[18.12., 13:01] Dean: Omg

[18.12., 13:01] Dean: This is hysterical

[18.12., 13:01] Dean: They haven't seen me yet

[18.12., 13:01] Dean: Gabe is pelting him with water balloons

[18.12., 13:02] Dean: This is for cas

[18.12., 13:02] Dean: And this one for ghosting him

[18.12., 13:02] Dean: One for messing around at Bible camp

 

[18.12., 13:02] Castiel: Ooooh shit

 

[18.12., 13:02] Dean: One for being a douchebag

[18.12., 13:02] Dean: Hahahahahahaha

[18.12., 13:02] Dean: I should stop him

[18.12., 13:02] Dean: But its so funny

[18.12., 13:03] Dean: Ohhhh

 

[18.12., 13:03] Castiel: Is he seriously using water balloons?

[18.12., 13:03] Castiel: In winter?

 

[18.12., 13:03] Dean: I see gabe has no problem with cussing

[18.12., 13:03] Dean: Oh amn

[18.12., 13:03] Dean: Man

 

[18.12., 13:03] Castiel: He could get a damn cold and then  blame it on Gabe

 

[18.12., 13:04] Dean: He can put a sailor to shame

 

[18.12., 13:04] Castiel: Yes he can…

 

[18.12., 13:04] Dean: Ok

[18.12., 13:04] Dean: Balthazar is drenched

[18.12., 13:04] Dean: Im stepping in

 

[18.12., 13:06] Castiel: Thank you

 

[18.12., 13:09] Dean: I sent gabe home

[18.12., 13:09] Dean: He went surprisingly easy

 

[18.12., 13:09] Castiel: Thank you

[18.12., 13:09] Castiel: Thanks for taking care of my brother.

[18.12., 13:10] Castiel: I will let Donna know too.

 

[18.12., 13:12] Dean: Ok he's in the bathroom drying off

[18.12., 13:12] Dean: I message you later how it went

 

[18.12., 13:16] Castiel: Alright

 

[18.12., 14:01] Dean: He's angry

[18.12., 14:02] Dean: I called the cops cause he is basically trying to break into the office

 

[18.12., 14:04] Castiel: Oh fuck!!!

[18.12., 14:05] Castiel: Please be safe out there.

 

[18.12., 14:13] Dean: Your sil  is scary

 

[18.12., 14:13] Castiel: Oh yes!!!!

[18.12., 14:14] Castiel: She's the sweetest girl I know, but on her job she is scary!!!

 

[18.12., 14:25] Dean: He is getting arrested

[18.12., 14:25] Dean: So far for threatening me and throwing hands

[18.12., 14:25] Dean: Im fine

[18.12., 14:25] Dean: No worries

 



[18.12., 14:25] Dean: But I will make him pay for it

 

[18.12., 14:33] Castiel: Dean!!!!

[18.12., 14:35] Castiel: Are you at the hospital???

 

[18.12., 14:35] Dean: No

[18.12., 14:35] Dean: Still at the shop

[18.12., 14:35] Dean: Giving my statment

 

[18.12., 14:37] Castiel: Oh, okay.

 

[18.12., 14:37] Dean: I just need everything cleaned

[18.12., 14:37] Dean: I'll be back on my couch tonight

 

[18.12., 14:39] Castiel: Oh Dean!!! I'm coming out there. I need to hold you. I promise I'll say hi first…

 

[18.12., 14:39] Dean: Im fine caa

[18.12., 14:39] Dean: Cas

[18.12., 14:39] Dean: Don't worry

 

[18.12., 14:39] Castiel: No

[18.12., 14:40] Castiel: No he hurt you babe.

 

[18.12., 14:40] Dean: I hurt him back

 

[18.12., 14:40] Castiel: He hurt your beautiful face

[18.12., 14:40] Castiel: He broke those sweet freckles

 

[18.12., 14:40] Dean: Its ok. It'll be back to normal in no time

[18.12., 14:41] Dean: I promise you I am fine

 

[18.12., 14:43] Castiel: You don't want to see me…

 

[18.12., 14:44] Dean: I do

[18.12., 14:44] Dean: I just don't want you to worry

 

[18.12., 14:44] Castiel: I do worry

[18.12., 14:44] Castiel: Ever since you said he wanted to meet you.

 

[18.12., 14:45] Dean: He won't hurt me anymore

[18.12., 14:46] Dean: Im on my way to the hospital

[18.12., 14:46] Dean: The nurse is mean

 

[18.12., 14:47] Castiel: Alright. Fine. I'll stay home…

 

[18.12., 14:47] Dean: Don't be mad

[18.12., 14:47] Dean: By the time you made it to the hospital ill be home

 

[18.12., 14:48] Castiel: I'm not mad. I'm freaking worried

 

[18.12., 14:49] Dean: If the hospital says i need to stay, I will

[18.12., 14:49] Dean: And then I want you to come and baby me

[18.12., 14:49] Dean: Please

[18.12., 14:50] Dean: Hell, come over and hold my ice packs for me on my own couch

 

[18.12., 14:52] Castiel: I can to that.

[18.12., 15:00] Castiel: https://bay.com.mt/johnny-depp-to-play-the-villain-in-sherlock-holmes-3/

[18.12., 15:01] Castiel: Thought you might wanna read that 😉

 

[18.12., 15:26] Dean: I am released to go home

 

[18.12., 15:27] Castiel: Alright. I've packed a get well basket.

 

[18.12., 15:27] Dean: Pie?

 

[18.12., 15:33] Castiel: But only because you got hurt...

[18.12., 15:39] Castiel: I'm on my way.



[18.12., 16:13] Castiel: Hello Dean.

I've left everything on the doormat.  I heard no barking when I rang, so I'm assuming Santana had to go pee. I hope you like what you find.

I know cold meds don't work for your injuries but it's all I had on short notice and who knows, cold meds are never ever wrong, right?



[18.12., 17:34] Castiel: Dean, are you okay???

[18.12., 17:35] Castiel: Please give me a sign of life so i can stop worrying

 

[18.12., 17:36] Dean: Shit

[18.12., 17:36] Dean: I fell alseep

[18.12., 17:36] Dean: The pain meds knocked me out

[18.12., 17:36] Dean: I am so sorry babe

 

[18.12., 17:38] Castiel: Oh!!!!

[18.12., 17:38] Castiel: Oh i see!

 

[18.12., 17:38] Dean: Babe

 

[18.12., 17:38] Castiel: Oh good Lord so glad you're alive, Babe

 

[18.12., 17:38] Dean: You should have just come in

[18.12., 17:38] Dean: Im so sorry

 

[18.12., 17:39] Castiel: I don't trespass

 

[18.12., 17:39] Dean: And your basket

[18.12., 17:39] Dean: Its amazing

[18.12., 17:39] Dean: Thank you

[18.12., 17:39] Dean: I love the bee hive cup

[18.12., 17:39] Dean: Its not trespassing

 

[18.12., 17:39] Castiel: You're welcome.

 

[18.12., 17:39] Dean: We're dating

 

[18.12., 17:40] Castiel: But I've never been inside your house, Dean. It doesn't feel right.

 

[18.12., 17:41] Dean: Well

[18.12., 17:41] Dean: Next time walk in

[18.12., 17:42] Dean: You would have seen me and santana asleep on the couch

 

[18.12., 17:42] Castiel: Alright. Now tgat i have your specific permission i will

[18.12., 17:42] Castiel: Oh no!!!! I missed that?

 

[18.12., 17:42] Dean: Yeah

 

[18.12., 17:44] Castiel: Oh man 😢

[18.12., 17:45] Castiel: I hope the pie isn't deep frozen now

 

[18.12., 17:46] Dean: Is already in the oven

[18.12., 17:47] Dean: Heating it up slightly

[18.12., 17:47] Dean: Did you make it

[18.12., 17:47] Dean: Cause it looks amazing

 

[18.12., 17:51] Castiel: Yes, i did.

 

[18.12., 17:51] Dean: Im very impressed

 

[18.12., 17:51] Castiel: For you.

 

[18.12., 17:51] Dean: Awwwwwwe

 

[18.12., 17:51] Castiel: See, i broke my no.

 

[18.12., 17:52] Dean: No you didnt break it

 

[18.12., 17:52] Castiel: I blame that on Bal

[18.12., 17:52] Castiel: I did

 

[18.12., 17:52] Dean: It was a special circumstance

 

[18.12., 17:52] Castiel: Hmmm, yeah, it was

 

[18.12., 17:52] Dean: And I will totally give you some of my pie at least once

 

[18.12., 17:53] Castiel: 😚 thank you

 

[18.12., 17:54] Dean: I feel so bad that I was sleeping when you got here

 

[18.12., 17:54] Castiel: Well, your dig isn't a great guard dog…

 

[18.12., 17:58] Dean: No she's not

[18.12., 17:58] Dean: But she's cute

 

[18.12., 17:59] Castiel: That's the important part.

[18.12., 18:00] Castiel: I really thought you were out for a walk cause i didn't hear anything

 

[18.12., 18:00] Dean: Wow

[18.12., 18:00] Dean: Not a noise from her?

 

[18.12., 18:00] Castiel: Complete silence

 

[18.12., 18:01] Dean: Wow

[18.12., 18:03] Dean: Well

[18.12., 18:03] Dean: She snuggled me

[18.12., 18:03] Dean: She was busy

 

[18.12., 18:06] Castiel: Yeah, she was!

 

[18.12., 18:09] Dean: I am still bummed out i missed you tho

 

[18.12., 18:09] Castiel: Me too.

[18.12., 18:09] Castiel: I said hello to your door though, just in case…

 

[18.12., 18:15] Dean: I'd never ignore you

[18.12., 18:16] Dean: I had plans

 

[18.12., 18:17] Castiel: Plans?

[18.12., 18:17] Castiel: Dean, you need to rest

 

[18.12., 18:17] Dean: Yes plans

[18.12., 18:17] Dean: No plans for when you got here

[18.12., 18:17] Dean: I was gonna open the door and say Hi

[18.12., 18:18] Dean: Then ask you to come in

[18.12., 18:18] Dean: Have you sit on the couch

[18.12., 18:18] Dean: And rest my head in your lap for scratches

 

[18.12., 18:21] Castiel: Don't

 

[18.12., 18:21] Dean: Don't?

 

[18.12., 18:21] Castiel: I'm gonna start crying…

 

[18.12., 18:21] Dean: Noooo

[18.12., 18:21] Dean: Don't cry

 

[18.12., 18:29] Castiel: I wish you had been awake

[18.12., 18:38] Castiel: I guess you've fallen asleep again?

 

[18.12., 18:38] Dean: No

[18.12., 18:38] Dean: Santana went potty

[18.12., 18:38] Dean: Sorry

[18.12., 18:38] Dean: The painkillers knocked me.out

[18.12., 18:38] Dean: If I'd known I wouldn't have taken the.

[18.12., 18:38] Dean: Them

 

[18.12., 18:40] Castiel: It's okay. You looked like you needed them

 

[18.12., 18:40] Dean: But they made me fall asleep

[18.12., 18:40] Dean: And yes I am pouting

[18.12., 18:40] Dean: Can I have pie for dinner?

 

[18.12., 18:51] Castiel: Yes

 

[18.12., 18:52] Dean: Nice

 

[18.12., 18:57] Castiel: I might just curl up in a blanket and pout too…

 

[18.12., 18:57] Dean: Noooo

[18.12., 18:57] Dean: No pouting

[18.12., 18:57] Dean: I was hoping to watch another movie tonight

[18.12., 18:57] Dean: But its to bright

 

[18.12., 18:58] Castiel: Oh

 

[18.12., 18:58] Dean: Screen triggers a headache

 

[18.12., 18:58] Castiel: 😣

[18.12., 18:58] Castiel: Damn you screen

[18.12., 18:58] Castiel: I love movie nights with my Dean…

 

[18.12., 19:05] Dean: Im sorry

[18.12., 19:05] Dean: Fb is to bright on my phone

[18.12., 19:05] Dean: But I noticed what's app is nice and dark

[18.12., 19:05] Dean: So we can keep taalking

 

[18.12., 19:05] Castiel: Awwwe, okay

[18.12., 19:08] Castiel: You know what we should watch when you don't get a headache anymore?

 

[18.12., 19:08] Dean: What

 

[18.12., 19:09] Castiel: A Christmas Carol

[18.12., 19:10] Castiel: Not a Scrooge fan???

 

[18.12., 19:10] Dean: Not really

[18.12., 19:10] Dean: I am more a nightmare before Christmas kinda guy

 

[18.12., 19:11] Castiel: That's something I've never seen?

[18.12., 19:11] Castiel: Do you think less of me now?

 

[18.12., 19:11] Dean: No

[18.12., 19:11] Dean: Bit you should

 

[18.12., 19:18] Castiel: What about It's a Wonderful Life?

 

[18.12., 19:18] Dean: Never seen it

 

[18.12., 19:18] Castiel: I don't think I lived one Christmas without watching it.

 

[18.12., 19:20] Dean: Christmas was more of a music thing in our house. I don't remember my mom putting on the TV.

 

[18.12., 19:21] Castiel: I see

 

[18.12., 19:21] Dean: Christmas wasn't really celebrated after she passed

[18.12., 19:21] Dean: Listen babe

[18.12., 19:21] Dean: I am gonna take a shower to wash the smell of hospital of me

[18.12., 19:22] Dean: And then I am sure we figure something out

 

[18.12., 19:23] Castiel: Gabriel was, well is, a Christmas fanatic. He would make sure we celebrated it. I don't know if we celebrated the first one after mom, i never asked... i was way too young back then, only a few months

 

[18.12., 19:24] Dean: Oh

[18.12., 19:24] Dean: Did you tell him what happened after he left

 

[18.12., 19:24] Castiel: What do you mean?

 

[18.12., 19:25] Dean: At the shop

 

[18.12., 19:25] Castiel: Oh!!!

 

[18.12., 19:25] Dean: Did you tell him about Balthazar getting arrested by his wife

 

[18.12., 19:26] Castiel: No. I didn't. I'm sure Donna did though

 

[18.12., 19:29] Dean: True

 

[18.12., 19:30] Castiel: Had you told her about his presence at the scene?

 

[18.12., 19:40] Dean: No

[18.12., 19:40] Dean: I didn't want to get him in trouble for the balloons

[18.12., 19:40] Dean: I greatly appreciate him bringing those

 

[18.12., 19:43] Castiel: Thank you

 

[18.12., 19:48] Dean: For?

[18.12., 19:48] Dean: Not telling in him?

 

[18.12., 19:49] Castiel: Yes

 

[18.12., 19:49] Dean: Well if Donna finds out

[18.12., 19:49] Dean: I had nothing to do with it

[18.12., 19:49] Dean: I wasn't even there

 

[18.12., 19:50] Castiel: 😆

 

[18.12., 20:22] Dean: I'm clean

 

[18.12., 20:23] Castiel: Lovely

 

[18.12., 20:23] Dean: What you doing

 

[18.12., 20:25] Castiel: Listening to Christmas songs while drawing

 

[18.12., 20:26] Dean: What are you drawing tosay

[18.12., 20:26] Dean: Today

 

[18.12., 20:27] Castiel: Nothing too interesting. Only Lucifer

 

[18.12., 20:29] Dean: Ouch for the kitty

 

[18.12., 20:29] Dean: Demoted to " nothing too interesting "

 

[18.12., 20:35] Castiel: Well, that's not how I meant it. You know exactly what I meant

 

[18.12., 20:35] Dean: He ranks lower then me or my butt

[18.12., 20:35] Dean: Ha

 

[18.12., 20:36] Castiel: 🙈

[18.12., 20:37] Castiel: Poor Lucifer. I'll feed him the best food for breakfast

 

[18.12., 20:38] Dean: Bacon

[18.12., 20:38] Dean: So he knows how good butt is

 

[18.12., 20:38] Castiel: Bacon??? That's no cat food

 

[18.12., 20:38] Dean: Yeah its not

[18.12., 20:39] Dean: But once he has it he'll understand why he ranks behind butt

 

[18.12., 20:40] Castiel: You're bad

[18.12., 20:41] Castiel: What's bacon even got to do with butt?

 

[18.12., 20:42] Dean: Bacon is pigs butt

 

[18.12., 20:42] Castiel: No

 

[18.12., 20:42] Dean: Like ham

 

[18.12., 20:42] Castiel: No

 

[18.12., 20:42] Dean: Yes

 

[18.12., 20:42] Castiel: No

 

[18.12., 20:42] Dean: Yes

 

[18.12., 20:42] Castiel: No

[18.12., 20:42] Castiel: It's belly

 

[18.12., 20:43] Dean: According to Google i have been lied to all my life

 

[18.12., 20:43] Castiel: Oh?

 

[18.12., 20:43] Dean: I was told bacon and ham are similar

[18.12., 20:44] Dean: Hence the association to pig butt

[18.12., 20:44] Dean: Give the cat ham

 

[18.12., 20:44] Castiel: Bacon is definitely belly

[18.12., 20:44] Castiel: Fine, I'll give him ham

 

[18.12., 20:45] Dean: Good

[18.12., 20:45] Dean: Then he will know

[18.12., 20:52] Dean: I am bored

 

[18.12., 20:57] Castiel: Do you want to do something? I can put my pencils away

 

[18.12., 20:58] Dean: I dont know what to do

[18.12., 20:58] Dean: I let the dog out

[18.12., 20:58] Dean: I cant watch tv

[18.12., 20:58] Dean: And I can't play video games

 

[18.12., 21:00] Castiel: Anything you want... I'm here for you

 

[18.12., 21:00] Dean: Im just whining

[18.12., 21:00] Dean: I am not a good sick person

[18.12., 21:01] Dean: Im on vacation and i can't do anything and that sucks

 

[18.12., 21:07] Castiel: Hmmm

[18.12., 21:12] Castiel: Not in a good way

 

[18.12., 21:13] Dean: Huh?

 

[18.12., 21:13] Castiel: If I was there the sucking would be better…

 

[18.12., 21:13] Dean: Omg

[18.12., 21:13] Dean: CAs

[18.12., 21:14] Dean: Probably tho

 

[18.12., 21:14] Castiel: What?

 

[18.12., 21:15] Dean: I just got a little dizzy

 

[18.12., 21:16] Castiel: I just want you to stop sulking

 

[18.12., 21:16] Dean: So getting me horny was your plan

 

[18.12., 21:16] Castiel: Essentially?

 

[18.12., 21:17] Dean: Well I am not bored and sulking anymore

 

[18.12., 21:19] Castiel: Good

[18.12., 21:19] Castiel: ☺️

 

[18.12., 21:19] Dean: Now what

[18.12., 21:19] Dean: 😉

 

[18.12., 21:20] Castiel: Are you actually horny now?

 

[18.12., 21:20] Dean: Its a very nice mental image you put therr

[18.12., 21:20] Dean: I kinda ran with it

 

[18.12., 21:20] Castiel: Meaning?

[18.12., 21:21] Castiel: Are you touching yourself?

 

[18.12., 21:21] Dean: No

[18.12., 21:21] Dean: But

[18.12., 21:22] Dean: My brain suggested you on your knees on the floor between my legs while I sit on the couch

 

[18.12., 21:22] Castiel: That's a good image

 

[18.12., 21:23] Dean: Yeah

 

[18.12., 21:24] Castiel: What are you wearing tonight?

 

[18.12., 21:25] Dean: Black sweatpants and a soft t-shirt 

[18.12., 21:25] Dean: And my plaid pantie

[18.12., 21:25] Dean: Because I was upset I missed you

 

[18.12., 21:26] Castiel: Awwwwwe

[18.12., 21:28] Castiel: I think I'd start off by nuzzling you through the fabric

 

[18.12., 21:28] Dean: Oh

[18.12., 21:28] Dean: That be nixe

[18.12., 21:29] Dean: Id like to run my fingers through your hair.

[18.12., 21:29] Dean: It looks so soft

 

[18.12., 21:30] Castiel: I imagine that would feel nice.

 

[18.12., 21:31] Dean: I'm just rubbing myself over the fabric

 

[18.12., 21:33] Castiel: I like the buldge beneath that bit of fabric

 

[18.12., 21:33] Dean: It's filled out quiet a bit

[18.12., 21:33] Dean: But I have enough space that my dick isn't poking out

 

[18.12., 21:34] Castiel: Your picture are very esthetic to look at

 

[18.12., 21:35] Dean: Thank you

[18.12., 21:35] Dean: I tried

 

[18.12., 21:37] Castiel: Mmmh,

[18.12., 21:37] Dean: I can imagine your eyes

[18.12., 21:37] Dean: Looking up at me

[18.12., 21:37] Dean: While you are on the floor

 

[18.12., 21:37] Castiel: You know what feels good?

 

[18.12., 21:37] Dean: What?

[18.12., 21:37] Dean: Cause what I am doing right now feels really good

 

[18.12., 21:38] Castiel: Licking that soft patch where your thighs neet your pelvic area

 

[18.12., 21:38] Dean: Oh?

 

[18.12., 21:38] Castiel: Or just softly touching it ...

[18.12., 21:38] Castiel: Yes

 

[18.12., 21:39] Dean: It does

 

[18.12., 21:39] Castiel: I know, right?

 

[18.12., 21:39] Dean: Lightly scratching it feels really good

 

[18.12., 21:40] Castiel: Sending light sparks through your body.

 

[18.12., 21:40] Dean: It does

[18.12., 21:41] Dean: God i am going to have to  wash these panties

 

[18.12., 21:41] Castiel: If you like how that feels I'll lick there.

 

[18.12., 21:41] Dean: I do like it

 

[18.12., 21:42] Castiel: I want you to feel special.

 

[18.12., 21:42] Dean: I like how it feels skin on skin right there and rubbing my balls and dick through the fabric at the same time

 

[18.12., 21:42] Castiel: Lick your balls beneath that string.

 

[18.12., 21:43] Dean: Oh yes

[18.12., 21:43] Dean: I'd like to kiss you.  So I pull you up to me.

[18.12., 21:44] Dean: You sitting on my lap

 

[18.12., 21:45] Castiel: Mmmmh yes. I'd kiss you, but would still rub your swelling buldge

 

[18.12., 21:45] Dean: But I want tour hands on me . My chest.

[18.12., 21:46] Dean: Just rub against me

 

[18.12., 21:46] Castiel: Do want me to rub your nipples?

 

[18.12., 21:47] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 21:47] Dean: And move your hips

[18.12., 21:47] Dean: I want to hold on to your hips while you move on top of me

 

[18.12., 21:48] Castiel: Yes, I'd love that.

[18.12., 21:48] Castiel: Your nipples must feel hard.

 

[18.12., 21:48] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 21:48] Dean: They are poking up

[18.12., 21:49] Dean: I pinch them a little

 

[18.12., 21:49] Castiel: Oh they'd feel lovely between my teeth, under my tongue

 

[18.12., 21:50] Dean: Oh god yes

 

[18.12., 21:52] Castiel: Your buldge would feel very good against mine.

[18.12., 21:53] Castiel: I wanna touch you. Beneath the fabric

 

[18.12., 21:53] Dean: I want to do that with you.  I want to rub against you until we both come

[18.12., 21:53] Dean: I dont care if naked or fully clothes

[18.12., 21:53] Dean: I think the idea is so freaking hot

 

[18.12., 21:54] Castiel: Mmmh, yes. I'd love the middle. With both in our panties

 

[18.12., 21:54] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 21:54] Dean: I could grab your ass

[18.12., 21:55] Dean: Help move you so you don't get sore legs

 

[18.12., 21:55] Castiel: Oh, that would be great

 

[18.12., 21:55] Dean: Or I could sit on your lap

[18.12., 21:55] Dean: And you teach me how to move

 

[18.12., 21:55] Castiel: Are you touching yourself yet?

 

[18.12., 21:55] Dean: Hold on to my ass

 

[18.12., 21:56] Castiel: Yes

 

[18.12., 21:56] Dean: Yes I have been

 

[18.12., 21:56] Castiel: I'd love to get my hands on that amazing ass

 

[18.12., 21:56] Dean: Just grab it

[18.12., 21:57] Dean: Move me how you want me

[18.12., 21:57] Dean: With just the string in the back there is so much skin for you to dig your fingers in

 

[18.12., 21:59] Castiel: Yes there is. And so little keeping me from touching your hole

 

[18.12., 21:59] Dean: Oh god

[18.12., 21:59] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 21:59] Dean: I want to feel your hands on me

[18.12., 21:59] Dean: And your fingers

[18.12., 21:59] Dean: Inside

 

[18.12., 22:00] Castiel: I'd love to feel how tight you are. You must be so, so tight!

 

[18.12., 22:00] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 22:01] Dean: Hold on

[18.12., 22:01] Dean: I need to move to my bed

 

[18.12., 22:02] Dean: Ok

[18.12., 22:03] Dean: I grabbed some lube

[18.12., 22:03] Dean: It is ridiculously easy to play with my ass while in this string

 

[18.12., 22:03] Castiel: Oh nice!

[18.12., 22:04] Castiel: Yes, as it would be for me to play with it if you were on my lap wearing your string.

[18.12., 22:05] Castiel: I can absolutely see that. And I'd make sure it feels very good for you

 

[18.12., 22:06] Dean: Tell me what to do? What would you do?

 

[18.12., 22:08] Castiel: I'd nib your neck while putting some lube on my finger behind your back. Then I'd gently spread the firsr bit around your hole

 

[18.12., 22:08] Dean: Hmmm

[18.12., 22:08] Dean: Ok

[18.12., 22:08] Dean: I am doing that

[18.12., 22:09] Dean: Just rubbing my finger around my hole. Massaging it

 

[18.12., 22:09] Castiel: Then I'd take more lube and start rubbing your hole gently

 

[18.12., 22:10] Dean: My ass is all wet and slippery

 

[18.12., 22:11] Castiel: Mmmh, yes

 

[18.12., 22:11] Dean: I am holding one side open with my hand

[18.12., 22:11] Dean: I set me phone up to do speech to text again.

[18.12., 22:12] Dean: I need 2 hands

 

[18.12., 22:12] Castiel: Oh God yes and then I'd very gently and slowly push my finger inside

 

[18.12., 22:13] Dean: Hmmmm yes

[18.12., 22:13] Dean: It's so tight

[18.12., 22:13] Dean: And so hot

 

[18.12., 22:14] Castiel: Oh yes. So so hot.

 

[18.12., 22:14] Dean: Ah cas

[18.12., 22:14] Dean: It feels so good

[18.12., 22:16] Dean: I

 

[18.12., 22:16] Castiel: In to my first knuckle

 

[18.12., 22:16] Dean: I feel so good

 

[18.12., 22:17] Castiel: Wiggle it

 

[18.12., 22:17] Dean: I would be holding nice and still on your lap

[18.12., 22:17] Dean: Licking your neck

[18.12., 22:17] Dean: Biting a little

[18.12., 22:18] Dean: Oh fuck yes

 

[18.12., 22:18] Castiel: Oh yes. I'd love that

 

[18.12., 22:18] Dean: If I move my hips your finger slips in further

[18.12., 22:19] Dean: I'd be in control of how much I take

[18.12., 22:19] Dean: But so much at your mercy too

[18.12., 22:19] Dean: Oh yes

 

[18.12., 22:21] Castiel: I'd use more lube then push in deeper

[18.12., 22:21] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 22:22] Dean: My dick would be trapped between us. No friction. Just pressure

[18.12., 22:22] Dean: And I am leaking so much

 

[18.12., 22:22] Castiel: Oh yes, you could control how much you get

 

[18.12., 22:22] Dean: You would feel it seeping through the fabric

 

[18.12., 22:23] Castiel: I love that i can do that to you

 

[18.12., 22:23] Dean: I have my whole finger in

[18.12., 22:23] Dean: And o God it feels amazing

 

[18.12., 22:24] Castiel: Thrust it slowly

 

[18.12., 22:24] Dean: Hmmm

[18.12., 22:24] Dean: Fuck

[18.12., 22:24] Dean: It feels

[18.12., 22:25] Dean: Oh god Cas baby

[18.12., 22:25] Dean: Your fingers are so much thicker then mine

 

[18.12., 22:25] Castiel: I want you to slowly fuck yourself with your finger

 

[18.12., 22:25] Dean: I'd feel so much fuller

 

[18.12., 22:26] Castiel: Are you afraid if my fingers?

 

[18.12., 22:26] Dean: No

[18.12., 22:26] Dean: So fucking excited

 

[18.12., 22:26] Castiel: Oh, good.

 

[18.12., 22:26] Dean: Fuck

[18.12., 22:26] Dean: It feels good

[18.12., 22:27] Dean: Do you think

[18.12., 22:28] Dean: Do you think i could try more?

[18.12., 22:28] Dean: Oh god yes

 

[18.12., 22:28] Castiel: Yes, if you go slow and keep using lube.

 

[18.12., 22:28] Dean: I can move my finger so easily

[18.12., 22:29] Dean: Ahh

[18.12., 22:29] Dean: Its so tight

[18.12., 22:29] Dean: I can barely fit them in

[18.12., 22:29] Dean: Just the tips

[18.12., 22:29] Dean: But it feels good

 

[18.12., 22:30] Castiel: Just the tips is enough

[18.12., 22:30] Castiel: As long as you feel good

 

[18.12., 22:30] Dean: I do

[18.12., 22:30] Dean: Oh god I do

[18.12., 22:30] Dean: I wish it was your fingers

[18.12., 22:32] Dean: I

[18.12., 22:32] Dean: Oh Cas

[18.12., 22:32] Dean: I can feel it

[18.12., 22:32] Dean: I can feel my hole relaxing

[18.12., 22:32] Dean: I can feel it

 

[18.12., 22:33] Castiel: I'd kiss you gently to help you relax

 

[18.12., 22:34] Dean: I can move my fingers

[18.12., 22:34] Dean: Not deep

[18.12., 22:34] Dean: Not deep enough

[18.12., 22:34] Dean: But oh my god

[18.12., 22:34] Dean: It feels amazing

[18.12., 22:36] Dean: Cas

[18.12., 22:36] Dean: Babe

[18.12., 22:36] Dean: Oh yes

 

[18.12., 22:36] Castiel: Yes?

 

[18.12., 22:36] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 22:37] Dean: I fit

 

[18.12., 22:37] Castiel: Oh yes.

 

[18.12., 22:37] Dean: I got my fingers in

[18.12., 22:37] Dean: And I found that spot again

[18.12., 22:37] Dean: Fuck yeah

[18.12., 22:37] Dean: Oh Cas

 

[18.12., 22:38] Castiel: With both fingers?

 

[18.12., 22:38] Dean: Yes

 

[18.12., 22:38] Castiel: Oh God Dean, you leaking?

 

[18.12., 22:38] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 22:38] Dean: Oh my god

[18.12., 22:38] Dean: The more I press it

[18.12., 22:39] Dean: The more I leak

 

[18.12., 22:39] Castiel: Your panties must be so wet

 

[18.12., 22:39] Dean: Its so wet

[18.12., 22:39] Dean: So wet baby

 

[18.12., 22:39] Castiel: Yes, so wet.

[18.12., 22:39] Castiel: Mmmh, tge slapping sound if I stroke you now.

 

[18.12., 22:40] Dean: Oh fuck

[18.12., 22:40] Dean: Fast or slow

[18.12., 22:40] Dean: Baby I feel like I am about to come

 

[18.12., 22:40] Castiel: Fast.

 

[18.12., 22:40] Dean: Oh fuck

[18.12., 22:40] Dean: Fuck yeas

[18.12., 22:41] Dean: Babe

 

[18.12., 22:41] Castiel: So fast.

[18.12., 22:41] Castiel: That wet cock. So hard

 

[18.12., 22:41] Dean: I

[18.12., 22:41] Dean: Are you

[18.12., 22:41] Dean: Fuxk

[18.12., 22:41] Dean: Are you touching  yourself?

 

[18.12., 22:42] Castiel: Cupping my crotch, yeah

 

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: I am about to come

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: Cas i am

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: I am coming

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: Oh god

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: Fuck

 

[18.12., 22:43] Castiel: Yes, come for me

 

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: Cas

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: Cas

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: Fuck

 

[18.12., 22:43] Castiel: Dean?

 

[18.12., 22:43] Dean: Oh god

 

[18.12., 22:44] Castiel: Dean?

[18.12., 22:44] Castiel: Are you okay?

 

[18.12., 22:44] Dean: Yes

[18.12., 22:45] Dean: Im

[18.12., 22:45] Dean: Cum dumb

[18.12., 22:45] Dean: Give me a min

[18.12., 22:46] Dean: Thank you

 

[18.12., 22:47] Castiel: I'm glad you enjoyed yourself

 

[18.12., 22:47] Dean: I'm so glad we met

 

[18.12., 22:47] Castiel: Huh?

 

[18.12., 22:47] Dean: I would have never found out how much fun my ass can be

 

[18.12., 22:47] Castiel: Oh

[18.12., 22:48] Castiel: You're welcome

 

[18.12., 22:48] Dean: Can I do anything for you?

 

[18.12., 22:48] Castiel: Like what?

 

[18.12., 22:48] Dean: You said you are cupping you dick

[18.12., 22:48] Dean: Anything I can help with?

 

[18.12., 22:49] Castiel: Oh no, I'm good. Thanks

 

[18.12., 22:49] Dean: Ok.

[18.12., 22:50] Dean: I cant believe your solution for my boredom was this

 

[18.12., 22:50] Castiel: Was that the wrong thing to do?

[18.12., 22:50] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[18.12., 22:50] Dean: No

[18.12., 22:51] Dean: I loved it

[18.12., 22:51] Dean: I just think its a little bit funny. Cause I sure as he'll am not bored anymore

[18.12., 22:52] Dean: So even if  you didn't come... did you enjoy it?

 

[18.12., 22:53] Castiel: Yes.

 

[18.12., 22:54] Dean: Good.

 

[18.12., 22:54] Dean: I

 

[18.12., 22:54] Castiel: It wasn't for me

 

[18.12., 22:54] Dean: I dont want you to just do this because you think it all I want

[18.12., 22:54] Dean: I dont

[18.12., 22:54] Dean: I enjoy it

[18.12., 22:54] Dean: But I am perfectly happy to just chat

 

[18.12., 22:56] Castiel: It was to make you feel god

 

[18.12., 22:56] Dean: It did

 

[18.12., 22:57] Castiel: No

 

[18.12., 22:57] Dean: Thank you

 

[18.12., 22:57] Castiel: I enjoyed it too

 

[18.12., 22:57] Dean: Good

 

[18.12., 22:59] Castiel: I don't think that's all you want. I do enjoy it too, just don't need to come too, I'm fine

[18.12., 23:00] Castiel: I'd be totally fine just sucking you off…

 

[18.12., 23:00] Dean: Oh god

[18.12., 23:00] Dean: Stop

[18.12., 23:00] Dean: I am exhausted

[18.12., 23:00] Dean: But I will keep that in mind

[18.12., 23:00] Dean: You'll have to teach me

[18.12., 23:01] Dean: I want to try that

 

[18.12., 23:01] Castiel: What?

 

[18.12., 23:02] Dean: Blowing you

 

[18.12., 23:02] Castiel: Oh

 

[18.12., 23:04] Dean: I think this took all my extra energy from my drug induced nap from me

[18.12., 23:04] Dean: I think I go to bed

[18.12., 23:04] Dean: Well

[18.12., 23:04] Dean: Change and stay here

 

[18.12., 23:05] Castiel: Yeah, you should get rest.

 

[18.12., 23:05] Dean: You too.

 

[18.12., 23:05] Castiel: Why?

 

[18.12., 23:06] Dean: Or are you working on a masterpiece?

[18.12., 23:06] Dean: Its 11...

[18.12., 23:06] Dean: I guess vacation time runs different.

 

[18.12., 23:06] Castiel: Nah. I'll grab a book and snuggle with Lucifer

 

[18.12., 23:07] Dean: You enjoy the rest of your night

[18.12., 23:07] Dean: Night night

[18.12., 23:07] Dean: 😚

 

[18.12., 23:07] Castiel: Sleep well

[18.12., 23:07] Castiel: I hope you feel better tomorrow

[18.12., 23:08] Castiel: Good night 😚

Chapter Text

[19.12., 08:25] Castiel: Morning Dean

 

[19.12., 09:42] Dean: Good morning babe

 

[19.12., 09:46] Castiel: How are you feeling?

 

[19.12., 09:51] Dean: Better

[19.12., 09:51] Dean: A lot better

 

[19.12., 09:55] Castiel: That's awesome

[19.12., 09:55] Castiel: I'm so glad to hear

 

[19.12., 10:13] Dean: I got a ton of emails and messages from my boss.

[19.12., 10:14] Dean: I need to fill him in and start insurance paperwork for the damages he did

 

[19.12., 10:17] Castiel: Will you press charges against Bal?

 

[19.12., 10:17] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 10:18] Dean: Fucking with the books

Injuring me

Breaking stuff in the shop

 

[19.12., 10:18] Castiel: Good! I'm so glad you will

 

[19.12., 10:35] Dean: He deserves it

[19.12., 10:35] Dean: My boss is pressing charges as well

 

[19.12., 10:43] Castiel: Good

 

[19.12., 10:46] Dean: So I dont think you'll see him again

 

[19.12., 10:47] Castiel: Not like I actually wanted too. I might have back then, but now...?

[19.12., 10:47] Castiel: He hurt my Babe

 

[19.12., 10:47] Dean: Awwwe

[19.12., 11:51] Dean: Hey

[19.12., 11:51] Dean: What are you doing

 

[19.12., 11:54] Castiel: Reading

 

[19.12., 11:55] Dean: I am about to make gingerbread

[19.12., 11:55] Dean: I will send you a house

 

[19.12., 11:56] Castiel: You'll send me a house? Nice

 

[19.12., 11:57] Dean: Yes

 

[19.12., 12:03] Castiel: Hmmm…

 

[19.12., 12:18] Dean: But fair warning

[19.12., 12:18] Dean: I've never made the house myself

[19.12., 12:18] Dean: I always had to sets

 

[19.12., 12:20] Castiel: So, diy sets can be decorated very prettily and individually

 

[19.12., 12:22] Dean: Yeah but I want to try my hands on this

 

[19.12., 12:49] Castiel: Cool

[19.12., 12:49] Castiel: I can't wait to see it

 

[19.12., 12:49] Dean: Baking decorations while the dough rests

 

[19.12., 12:50] Castiel: Oh, sweet!!!

 

 

[19.12., 12:50] Castiel: Unicorns!

 

[19.12., 12:50] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 12:50] Dean: For charly

[19.12., 12:51] Dean: She gave 9t to me

 

[19.12., 12:51] Castiel: Very cute

 

[19.12., 12:51] Dean: Would you like a cookie unicorn roaming your front yard

 

[19.12., 12:52] Castiel: Oh yes!

 

[19.12., 12:53] Dean: On it

 

[19.12., 12:55] Castiel: Awesome

 

[19.12., 13:17] Dean: Lawn flamingos?



 

[19.12., 13:17] Dean: And yes

[19.12., 13:18] Dean: I own a yoshi cutter

 

[19.12., 13:19] Castiel: Those are very cool!!!

[19.12., 13:39] Castiel: I've never had a lawn flamingo on a  gingerbread house

 

[19.12., 13:40] Dean: You will now

 

[19.12., 13:41] Castiel: Awesome

 

[19.12., 14:40] Dean: Ok all my cookies are done

 

 

[19.12., 14:41] Dean: I think I am gonna nap till they are cooled down

 

[19.12., 14:43] Castiel: Sleep well. Gorgeous

 

[19.12., 14:46] Dean: I hope you are enjoying your reading day

 

[19.12., 14:49] Castiel: A little

 

[19.12., 14:49] Dean: Why only a little

[19.12., 14:50] Dean: Bad book?

 

[19.12., 14:50] Castiel: Because I miss you

 

[19.12., 14:51] Dean: Awwww

[19.12., 14:52] Dean: Im sorry im so busy today

[19.12., 14:52] Dean: I would be done but the painkillers are making me slow

[19.12., 14:52] Dean: I am only taking half the dosage

[19.12., 14:53] Dean: Don't want to pass out for a few hours again

 

[19.12., 14:53] Castiel: I see

 

[19.12., 14:54] Dean: But inm8ss you too

[19.12., 14:54] Dean: It feels like we haven't been talking at all today

 

[19.12., 14:54] Castiel: Exactly

 

[19.12., 14:54] Dean: Your gift arrived today

[19.12., 14:55] Dean: Can I give it to you early? With the house?

 

[19.12., 14:55] Castiel: My gift???

 

[19.12., 14:55] Dean: Im hoping to have it finished later tonight or tomorrow

[19.12., 14:55] Dean: Yes your Christmas gift

 

[19.12., 14:55] Castiel: Oh ?

 

[19.12., 14:58] Dean: I thought we had agreed it wasn't weird

[19.12., 14:58] Dean: So I got you something

 

[19.12., 14:58] Castiel: Yes.

 

[19.12., 14:58] Dean: Good

 

[19.12., 14:58] Castiel: Yes.

 

[19.12., 15:01] Dean: Im gonna rest for a bit and then maybe later tonight we could have another.movie date?

 

[19.12., 15:01] Castiel: Oooooooooh

 

[19.12., 15:02] Dean: Sound good?

 

[19.12., 15:02] Castiel: Yes!

 

[19.12., 15:04] Dean: Anything for you.  Want to make up for neglecting you today

 

[19.12., 15:05] Castiel: You're not 

neglecting me. You're on painkillers I get it.

 

[19.12., 15:06] Dean: But still. I feel bad.  Let me make it up to you? Please?

 

[19.12., 15:06] Castiel: Okay

 

[19.12., 15:07] Dean: Awesome




[19.12., 16:43] Dean: Hey babe

[19.12., 16:43] Dean: I got my ass kicked again by my meds

[19.12., 16:43] Dean: Im sorry

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: I feel like a bad

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: Boyfriend?

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: Date?

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: Partner?

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: Im wide awake now tho

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: Took a shower

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: And my face isnt hurting anymore

[19.12., 16:44] Dean: I will wait till bedtime for more pills

 

[19.12., 16:45] Castiel: DEAN!!!!

 

[19.12., 16:45] Dean: Yes

 

[19.12., 16:46] Castiel: are you really back?

 

[19.12., 16:46] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 16:46] Dean: Why

[19.12., 16:46] Dean: Im confused

 

[19.12., 16:47] Castiel: Because... what about your house? And your cookies? Are you gonna leave me afain to decorate them? Is is too early to get my hopes upmand lay my book aside?

 

[19.12., 16:47] Dean: No

[19.12., 16:48] Dean: Im done baking i decided

[19.12., 16:48] Dean: I still need to clean the kitchen before anything

 

[19.12., 16:49] Castiel: Ah. Okay

 

[19.12., 16:50] Dean: Are we ordering or making dinner?

 

[19.12., 16:50] Castiel: I don't know. Whatever you want

 

[19.12., 16:51] Dean: Hmmm

[19.12., 16:51] Dean: I am lazy

[19.12., 16:51] Dean: But also have food in the house

 

[19.12., 16:52] Castiel: Same

 

[19.12., 16:52] Dean: Now are we gonna be adults about this

[19.12., 16:52] Dean: Or lazy

 

[19.12., 16:52] Castiel: Let's be adults?

 

[19.12., 16:52] Dean: Ok

[19.12., 16:57] Dean: Im making stew

[19.12., 16:57] Dean: Found meat

[19.12., 16:57] Dean: In my freezer

[19.12., 16:57] Dean: What about you

 

[19.12., 17:00] Castiel: Hmmmm

[19.12., 17:00] Castiel: Kale salad with pomegranate kernel and blue cheese

 

[19.12., 17:00] Dean: Ok

[19.12., 17:00] Dean: Sounds grown up enough

 

[19.12., 17:02] Castiel: Thanks

 

[19.12., 17:12] Dean: My stew is simmering

 

[19.12., 17:13] Castiel: Nice

 

[19.12., 17:15] Dean: Dog has been fed as well

[19.12., 17:15] Dean: Look at mee

[19.12., 17:15] Dean: All responaible

 

[19.12., 17:19] Castiel: Nice

 

[19.12., 17:27] Dean: Annd my food is done

 

[19.12., 17:27] Castiel: I'm still working on that pomegranate

 

[19.12., 17:37] Dean: I love peeling them

 

[19.12., 17:40] Castiel: Yeah.

[19.12., 17:41] Castiel: It's not too easy, but pretty satisfying

 

[19.12., 17:41] Dean: Yes

 

[19.12., 17:43] Castiel: Okay, I'm done too

 

[19.12., 17:54] Dean: Nom

[19.12., 17:54] Dean: Enjoy

[19.12., 17:54] Dean: My stew was delicios

 

[19.12., 18:01] Castiel: Good

 

[19.12., 18:02] Dean: Did you win against the pomegranate

 

[19.12., 18:04] Castiel: Yes!

[19.12., 18:05] Castiel: I found some turkey filet I'm adding

 

[19.12., 18:05] Dean: Ohhhh

[19.12., 18:05] Dean: Snazzy

 

[19.12., 18:06] Castiel: Snazzy?

 

[19.12., 18:07] Dean: Fancy

[19.12., 18:07] Dean: Dress up the salad

 

[19.12., 18:12] Castiel: Oh!

[19.12., 18:12] Castiel: I see

 

[19.12., 18:13] Castiel: Alright, i fed Lucifer

 

[19.12., 18:14] Dean: Sacrifices to the dark lord

 

[19.12., 18:15] Castiel: You could call it that.

[19.12., 18:16] Castiel: By the way, he loved the ham

 

[19.12., 18:16] Dean: Good

[19.12., 18:17] Dean: Santana got done stew meat

 

[19.12., 18:21] Castiel: Oooh. Spoiled puppy

 

[19.12., 18:21] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 18:21] Dean: Yes she is

 

[19.12., 18:24] Castiel: Lucky little girl

 

[19.12., 18:25] Dean: Need to show her that she made the right decision to come with me

 

[19.12., 18:28] Castiel: Ah, I see. Bribery

 

[19.12., 18:28] Dean: Maybe

[19.12., 18:29] Dean: But I am very treat and food motivated

[19.12., 18:29] Dean: So I get it

 

[19.12., 18:29] Castiel: Oh?

 

[19.12., 18:29] Dean: Oh yes

[19.12., 18:29] Dean: I will do close to anything for a good pastry

 

[19.12., 18:29] Castiel: Oooh

 

[19.12., 18:35] Dean: So yeah

[19.12., 18:36] Dean: Easiest way to get me to do anything is food

[19.12., 18:36] Dean: Sweet baked goods

 

[19.12., 18:45] Castiel: Good to know

 

[19.12., 18:50] Dean: Sort of related queation

[19.12., 18:50] Dean: And not meant to start anything

[19.12., 18:50] Dean: But

[19.12., 18:50] Dean: Have you ever had food involved in the bedroom?

 

[19.12., 18:57] Castiel: No, i have not

[19.12., 18:57] Castiel: You?

 

[19.12., 18:58] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 18:58] Dean: Learned a lot

[19.12., 18:58] Dean: Don't use sirup.

[19.12., 18:58] Dean: It sticks

 

[19.12., 18:59] Castiel: Ewwww

 

[19.12., 19:04] Dean: Yeah

[19.12., 19:04] Dean: But it was interesting

[19.12., 19:05] Dean: Anything you ever wanted to try but never had the guts to ask?

 

[19.12., 19:13] Castiel: Hmmm

[19.12., 19:13] Castiel: Let me think

 

[19.12., 19:14] Dean: No pressure

[19.12., 19:14] Dean: Just curios

 

[19.12., 19:20] Castiel: I can't think of anything

 

[19.12., 19:21] Dean: That's cool

[19.12., 19:21] Dean: Figured i ask just in case there is something you are absolutely dying to try

 

[19.12., 19:25] Castiel: Maybe with you, something will come up one day…

 

[19.12., 19:26] Dean: Maybe

 

[19.12., 19:29] Castiel: 🙂

 

[19.12., 19:42] Dean: Plenty of stuff I want to try with you

[19.12., 19:42] Dean: Blow jobs

[19.12., 19:42] Dean: Rimming

[19.12., 19:42] Dean: Fingering

[19.12., 19:42] Dean: All the fun stuff

 

[19.12., 19:46] Castiel: Uh... okay

[19.12., 19:46] Castiel: I see you really did research... huh?

 

[19.12., 19:47] Dean: 😊

 

[19.12., 19:49] Castiel: You know what i wanna try?

 

[19.12., 19:49] Dean: What

 

[19.12., 19:49] Castiel: Actually speaking.

 

[19.12., 19:49] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 19:49] Dean: Step one

[19.12., 19:50] Dean: Talk

[19.12., 19:50] Dean: Step 2

[19.12., 19:50] Dean: Hold hands

[19.12., 19:50] Dean: Step 3

[19.12., 19:50] Dean: Kiss

 

[19.12., 19:50] Castiel: You have  a complete step plan?

 

[19.12., 19:51] Dean: Kinda

 

[19.12., 19:52] Castiel: Hmmm. Okay

[19.12., 19:54] Castiel: So, have you chosen a movie?

 

[19.12., 19:54] Dean: No

[19.12., 19:54] Dean: No I havent

[19.12., 19:54] Dean: I had documentaries playing all day

[19.12., 19:57] Dean: How about jingle jangle

 

[19.12., 19:59] Castiel: What?

 

[19.12., 19:59] Dean: Christmas movie

[19.12., 19:59] Dean: On netflux

[19.12., 20:00] Dean: I haven't seen it yet

 

[19.12., 20:00] Castiel: Oh

[19.12., 20:00] Castiel: Okay…

 

[19.12., 20:06] Dean: Check it out and let me know. If you dont like it we can watch something else. Netflix has the trailers

 

[19.12., 20:13] Castiel: Yeah. Why not. Looks different

 

[19.12., 20:14] Dean: Sweet

[19.12., 20:14] Dean: Let me walk through dog quickly and then we can start

 

[19.12., 20:15] Castiel: How do you walk through a dog? 🙂

 

[19.12., 20:15] Dean: The dog

[19.12., 20:15] Dean: Lol

[19.12., 20:44] Dean: I am back

[19.12., 20:44] Dean: Its to cold for a long walk

 

[19.12., 20:45] Castiel: Awww

 

[19.12., 20:45] Dean: Fuck

 

[19.12., 20:45] Castiel: You gotta get her a jacket

 

[19.12., 20:45] Dean: I sat down

[19.12., 20:45] Dean: But I left the remote on the table out of reach

[19.12., 20:47] Dean: Gotnit

[19.12., 20:47] Dean: Ready?

 

[19.12., 20:48] Castiel: Yes

 

[19.12., 20:48] Dean: And go

[19.12., 20:49] Dean: Fire elves?

[19.12., 20:50] Dean: That's a cool book

 

[19.12., 20:51] Castiel: Extremely cool

[19.12., 20:51] Castiel: I want tgat book

 

[19.12., 20:51] Dean: I want a magical grandma

[19.12., 20:52] Dean: Awwwe

[19.12., 20:53] Dean: Ohhh nice music

[19.12., 20:53] Dean: I did not expect the singing

 

[19.12., 20:54] Castiel: Me neither

 

[19.12., 20:55] Dean: No mad about it tho

 

[19.12., 20:56] Castiel: No?

 

[19.12., 20:56] Dean: Nah.  It's different.  Kinda dig it

 

[19.12., 20:57] Castiel: Oh. Okay. I see

 

[19.12., 20:57] Dean: Not a fan of singing in movies?

 

[19.12., 20:59] Castiel: Depends on the movies i guess

 

[19.12., 21:00] Dean: This one seems different

 

[19.12., 21:00] Castiel: Yes

 

[19.12., 21:00] Dean: I kinda like it

[19.12., 21:01] Dean: Ah shit

[19.12., 21:02] Dean: I think dude is gonna fuck shit yp

 

[19.12., 21:02] Castiel: He gives the impression yes

 

[19.12., 21:02] Dean: Omg

[19.12., 21:02] Dean: How dramatic

 

[19.12., 21:05] Castiel: What an ass

 

[19.12., 21:05] Dean: Evil toy

 

[19.12., 21:05] Castiel: Yes

 

[19.12., 21:06] Dean: Awwwe

[19.12., 21:06] Dean: He went to include him

 

[19.12., 21:07] Castiel: Awwww, poor man

 

[19.12., 21:08] Dean: Oh noooo

 

[19.12., 21:09] Castiel: 😢

 

[19.12., 21:12] Dean: Oh I think she likes him

 

[19.12., 21:12] Castiel: She's creepy

 

[19.12., 21:12] Dean: Yeah

[19.12., 21:12] Dean: No means no lady

 

[19.12., 21:12] Castiel: Exactly

[19.12., 21:13] Castiel: Leave him alone

 

[19.12., 21:14] Dean: The toy dude was voiced.by Ricky martin

 

[19.12., 21:14] Castiel: Oh?

 

[19.12., 21:16] Dean: Bitch that wasn't respectful

[19.12., 21:17] Dean: Oh burn

 

[19.12., 21:17] Castiel: She's a very weird one…

 

[19.12., 21:17] Dean: Harsh

 

[19.12., 21:18] Castiel: Man

[19.12., 21:18] Castiel: That's bad

 

[19.12., 21:18] Dean: Yeah

[19.12., 21:18] Dean: Right before Christmas

[19.12., 21:20] Dean: She's like her granspa

[19.12., 21:20] Dean: Grandpa

 

[19.12., 21:22] Castiel: Little girl all on her own in an unknown town???

 

[19.12., 21:22] Dean: Times changed

[19.12., 21:23] Dean: Shed have been kidnapped

[19.12., 21:24] Dean: I dont think he wrote a letter

 

[19.12., 21:25] Castiel: Aww

 

[19.12., 21:25] Dean: Thats one hell of a contract

[19.12., 21:26] Castiel: Yeah

 

[19.12., 21:28] Dean: He feels about nicknames the same way you do

 

[19.12., 21:28] Castiel: I like him

[19.12., 21:28] Castiel: I also feel his discomfort with the affections…

 

[19.12., 21:29] Dean: Oh that guy is a comedian

 

[19.12., 21:30] Castiel: Huh?

 

[19.12., 21:30] Dean: Gustafson

[19.12., 21:30] Dean: The actor

 

[19.12., 21:31] Castiel: Oh.

 

[19.12., 21:31] Dean: You think its on purpose that the evil ones clothes are slitherin colors?

 

[19.12., 21:32] Castiel: Could ne

[19.12., 21:34] Castiel: Isn't Ricky Martin gay with family too? Or am i confusing him with someone?

 

[19.12., 21:34] Dean: No

[19.12., 21:34] Dean: He is

 

[19.12., 21:34] Castiel: Oh. See. I have pop culture knowledge.

 

[19.12., 21:34] Dean: Lol

[19.12., 21:35] Dean: You're cute

 

[19.12., 21:35] Castiel: 🙈

[19.12., 21:35] Castiel: Cute? Seriously?

 

[19.12., 21:35] Dean: Yeah

[19.12., 21:36] Dean: He can see that?

[19.12., 21:36] Dean: Oh

[19.12., 21:36] Dean: Nevermind

 

[19.12., 21:36] Castiel: How does that qualify as cute?

[19.12., 21:37] Castiel: Poor man

 

[19.12., 21:37] Dean: Don't like cute?

[19.12., 21:37] Dean: Adorable rhan

 

[19.12., 21:38] Castiel: No, it's okay, i just don't see how such knowledge accounts for cute

 

[19.12., 21:39] Dean: Its not the knowledge itself

[19.12., 21:39] Dean: Its the joy of knowing that tidbit of popculture

 

[19.12., 21:39] Castiel: Oh.

 

[19.12., 21:39] Dean: Thats adorable

 

[19.12., 21:39] Castiel: I see now

 

[19.12., 21:40] Dean: Jesus christ kid

[19.12., 21:40] Dean: Why is nobody stopping her from dancing there

[19.12., 21:41] Dean: There's snow

 

[19.12., 21:41] Castiel: Because it's a movie with singing?

[19.12., 21:41] Castiel: Those have weird laws

 

[19.12., 21:41] Dean: True

[19.12., 21:48] Dean: This just took a strange turn

 

[19.12., 21:48] Castiel: Extremely strange

 

[19.12., 21:50] Dean: Ouch

 

[19.12., 21:50] Castiel: That hurt

[19.12., 21:53] Castiel: He turned from Hufflepuff to Ravenclaw

 

[19.12., 21:53] Dean: Lol

[19.12., 21:53] Dean: Yes!

 

[19.12., 21:54] Castiel: No

[19.12., 21:54] Castiel: Oh look, Mr Slytherin turned Griffindor 😉

 

[19.12., 21:54] Dean: Lol

[19.12., 21:55] Dean: Grown ass man sitting this close to a little girl would not fly

 

[19.12., 21:56] Castiel: No

 

[19.12., 21:56] Dean: Ewwwwe

[19.12., 21:57] Dean: There she is again

 

[19.12., 21:57] Castiel: Creepy lady...

[19.12., 21:57] Castiel: Ewww

 

[19.12., 21:58] Dean: Aggressive as fuck mail lady with a dash of sexual harassment

 

[19.12., 21:59] Castiel: Yes

[19.12., 22:00] Castiel: How?

 

[19.12., 22:00] Dean: Math

 

[19.12., 22:00] Castiel: Even with math that is nit possible

 

[19.12., 22:01] Dean: Shhhh

[19.12., 22:01] Dean: Christmas magic 

 

[19.12., 22:01] Castiel: Fine

 

[19.12., 22:01] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 22:01] Dean: Whole town involved

 

[19.12., 22:01] Castiel: Hihi

 

[19.12., 22:01] Dean: Somebody get the cop

[19.12., 22:01] Dean: Oh shit

 

[19.12., 22:02] Castiel: Shit

 

[19.12., 22:04] Dean: Back to slitherin

[19.12., 22:05] Dean: Bathroom.break please

 

[19.12., 22:05] Castiel: Ok

 

[19.12., 22:14] Dean: I am back

[19.12., 22:14] Dean: Ready?

 

[19.12., 22:15] Castiel: I'm back too

 

[19.12., 22:15] Dean: Go?

 

[19.12., 22:15] Castiel: Go

 

[19.12., 22:16] Dean: Ha

[19.12., 22:16] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 22:16] Dean: Laughing stock

[19.12., 22:16] Dean: Oh ewwww

[19.12., 22:16] Dean: Most uncomfortable car ride ever

 

[19.12., 22:17] Castiel: Yes

 

[19.12., 22:17] Dean: A+guards

[19.12., 22:17] Dean: Lol

 

[19.12., 22:19] Castiel: Oopps

 

[19.12., 22:19] Dean: Oh shit

 

[19.12., 22:20] Castiel: Oooh shit

 

[19.12., 22:21] Dean: Come on

[19.12., 22:21] Dean: Yes

 

[19.12., 22:21] Castiel: Oooh

 

[19.12., 22:21] Dean: YES

 

[19.12., 22:21] Castiel: Awesome

 

[19.12., 22:23] Dean: This is awesome

[19.12., 22:23] Dean: The whole factory is gonna burn down

[19.12., 22:23] Dean: Noooo

[19.12., 22:23] Dean: Buddy

 

[19.12., 22:24] Castiel: Fuck.

[19.12., 22:24] Castiel: That was close

 

[19.12., 22:24] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 22:24] Dean: There it is again

[19.12., 22:24] Dean: Filthy mouth on you

[19.12., 22:24] Dean: I likenit

 

[19.12., 22:24] Castiel: 🙈

[19.12., 22:26] Castiel: Awww

 

[19.12., 22:26] Dean: Awwwe

[19.12., 22:26] Dean: So cute

 

[19.12., 22:26] Castiel: Yes

 

[19.12., 22:27] Dean: Nooo

 

[19.12., 22:27] Castiel: Ewwww

 

[19.12., 22:27] Dean: Don't do it

 

[19.12., 22:27] Castiel: Noooo

 

[19.12., 22:28] Dean: And now they realize its not gonna work

[19.12., 22:28] Dean: Urgh

[19.12., 22:28] Dean: Creepy

[19.12., 22:28] Dean: I kept my mistletoe too

 

[19.12., 22:29] Castiel: You did?

 

[19.12., 22:29] Dean: Yeah

[19.12., 22:29] Dean: Step3

[19.12., 22:29] Dean: 😉

 

[19.12., 22:29] Castiel: Oh, i see

 

[19.12., 22:29] Dean: I dry it and keep it

[19.12., 22:30] Dean: It will be a nice komento

[19.12., 22:30] Dean: Memento

 

[19.12., 22:30] Castiel: Even if it's from Gabriel?

 

[19.12., 22:30] Dean: But it was for us

 

[19.12., 22:30] Castiel: True

 

[19.12., 22:31] Dean: I mean little did he know about us not even talking but hey

 

[19.12., 22:32] Castiel: Yeah.

[19.12., 22:32] Castiel: I haven't told him about that

 

[19.12., 22:32] Dean: Thank you

 

[19.12., 22:33] Castiel: The dancing is nice

 

[19.12., 22:33] Dean: Yeah

 

[19.12., 22:33] Castiel: Once you get used to it

 

[19.12., 22:34] Dean: Lol

[19.12., 22:36] Dean: Oh she hurt

 

[19.12., 22:36] Castiel: Yes

 

[19.12., 22:36] Dean: Oh shit

[19.12., 22:36] Dean: Thats a lot of mail

 

[19.12., 22:36] Castiel: It is

 

[19.12., 22:37] Dean: Awwwwwe

[19.12., 22:41] Dean: Believer

[19.12., 22:41] Dean: Be a beliver

[19.12., 22:41] Dean: Lol

 

[19.12., 22:42] Castiel: She's cute

 

[19.12., 22:42] Dean: Yes

 

[19.12., 22:42] Castiel: As long as she's not a belieber

 

[19.12., 22:42] Dean: True

[19.12., 22:44] Dean: Ha

[19.12., 22:44] Dean: Ohhhh

 

[19.12., 22:44] Castiel: What a traitor

 

[19.12., 22:44] Dean: Little matador traitor

 

[19.12., 22:45] Castiel: Wow

 

[19.12., 22:45] Dean: Awwwee

[19.12., 22:45] Dean: He fucked himself

 

[19.12., 22:46] Castiel: Yes, absolutely

 

[19.12., 22:46] Dean: Karma

[19.12., 22:46] Dean: Beautiful

 

[19.12., 22:47] Castiel: Buddy is gorgeous

 

[19.12., 22:49] Dean: Oh shit

 

[19.12., 22:50] Castiel: Awwwwwwwwe!!!

[19.12., 22:51] Castiel: I did her coat

 

[19.12., 22:51] Dean: Ohhhhhh

 

[19.12., 22:51] Castiel: Dig*

 

[19.12., 22:51] Dean: Yeah its cool

[19.12., 22:52] Dean: Qell

[19.12., 22:52] Dean: That was different

[19.12., 22:52] Dean: But I liked it

 

[19.12., 22:52] Castiel: That was so different

[19.12., 22:52] Castiel: It was nice

 

[19.12., 22:52] Dean: Very Christmas but not cheesy

 

[19.12., 22:53] Castiel: The flying was a little much

 

[19.12., 22:53] Dean: Like the Christmas version of mr. Magoriums wonder imporium.

[19.12., 22:53] Dean: Yeah the flying was odd

 

[19.12., 22:54] Castiel: With poc. Totally loved that 

 

[19.12., 22:54] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 22:55] Dean: I think ill put this in my Christmas movies liat

[19.12., 22:55] Dean: List

[19.12., 22:56] Dean: Next we could watch the second Christmas chronicles

[19.12., 22:56] Dean: If you want

 

[19.12., 22:56] Castiel: I will have to give this Nightmare thing a shot so i know what's on your Christmas list…

 

[19.12., 22:56] Dean: Ohhhh

[19.12., 22:56] Dean: Yes

[19.12., 22:56] Dean: Next time

 

[19.12., 22:56] Castiel: Okay

 

[19.12., 22:57] Dean: Santana disappeared into the bedroom 

[19.12., 22:57] Dean: She sleeps on her pillow till i come to bed

[19.12., 22:57] Dean: Then she lays by my feet

 

[19.12., 22:58] Castiel: That sounds cute

 

[19.12., 23:01] Dean: Its to late now to get her to stop

[19.12., 23:01] Dean: And its nice not to be alone in bed

 

[19.12., 23:01] Castiel: Lucifer sleeps in my bed too sometimes

[19.12., 23:02] Castiel: But he claims it for him alone when he does

 

[19.12., 23:02] Dean: Oh not nice

 

[19.12., 23:04] Castiel: He's a cat.

[19.12., 23:04] Castiel: They believe they're Gods

 

[19.12., 23:04] Dean: True

[19.12., 23:05] Dean: Should I join my dog?

[19.12., 23:05] Dean: You and lucy should join me and my dog

 

[19.12., 23:06] Castiel: That's your decision, Babe

[19.12., 23:06] Castiel: What?

 

[19.12., 23:06] Dean: I just would like to have a human here

 

[19.12., 23:08] Castiel: Yeah. I wish I had someone to snuggle too

 

[19.12., 23:09] Dean: We're pretty far away from that

[19.12., 23:09] Dean: But

[19.12., 23:09] Dean: Maybe soon

[19.12., 23:09] Dean: Dinner?

 

[19.12., 23:10] Castiel: Dinner?

 

[19.12., 23:10] Dean: Lunch?

[19.12., 23:10] Dean: Tea?

[19.12., 23:11] Dean: If we put on a movie we have a good excuse for not talking?

 

[19.12., 23:11] Castiel: Uh...

[19.12., 23:11] Castiel: Okay…

 

[19.12., 23:11] Dean: You can say no

[19.12., 23:11] Dean: If you think its too early

 

[19.12., 23:13] Castiel: I'd love to actually you

 

[19.12., 23:13] Dean: Yay

[19.12., 23:13] Dean: Maybe after the holidays?

 

[19.12., 23:22] Castiel: Maybe, yeah.

 

[19.12., 23:26] Dean: I like that

[19.12., 23:26] Dean: Look at us

[19.12., 23:26] Dean: Making plans

[19.12., 23:27] Dean: And we'll be prepared

[19.12., 23:27] Dean: Not as shocked

[19.12., 23:27] Dean: I now know how pretty you are

[19.12., 23:27] Dean: So I can say hello

 

[19.12., 23:27] Castiel: And i know how blindingly beautiful you are

 

[19.12., 23:28] Dean: We can do this

 

[19.12., 23:30] Castiel: Yes we can

 

[19.12., 23:32] Dean: But I'm out

[19.12., 23:32] Dean: Like im on my way to bed

[19.12., 23:32] Dean: I'm still not out

[19.12., 23:32] Dean: You have a good night 😇

 

[19.12., 23:33] Castiel: You too.

[19.12., 23:33] Castiel: Sweet dreams

 

[19.12., 23:33] Dean: 😚

 

[19.12., 23:34] Castiel: 😘

Chapter Text

[20.12., 08:09] Dean: Good morning babe

[20.12., 08:09] Dean: I hope you are still sleeping.

[20.12., 08:10] Dean: I am preparing for building your house this morning so I dont loose to much time during the day with you

 

[20.12., 08:12] Castiel: Good morning! 🙂

 

[20.12., 08:12] Dean: Noooooo

[20.12., 08:13] Dean: You are supposed to be sleeping so I can bake while you sleep

 

[20.12., 08:13] Castiel: But I'm awake

 

[20.12., 08:18] Dean: I will still need to bake this morning g tho

 

[20.12., 09:51] Castiel: I tried, but i couldn't sleep longer. Ishowered and cleeaned the bathroom and put on laundry…

 

[20.12., 10:12] Dean: Ewww

[20.12., 10:12] Dean: Efficiency

[20.12., 10:12] Dean: I made 12 different colors of royal icing

[20.12., 10:12] Dean: And baking the house

 

[20.12., 10:16] Castiel: 12?

 

[20.12., 10:16] Dean: Yes

[20.12., 10:16] Dean: Well

[20.12., 10:16] Dean: White and 11 colors

 

 

[20.12., 10:18] Castiel: Wow!!!

[20.12., 10:19] Castiel: Amazing

[20.12., 10:21] Castiel: Well, let's see what else i can clean until you're done…

 

[20.12., 10:21] Dean: Lucy?

[20.12., 10:22] Dean: My kitchen once I am done

 

[20.12., 10:26] Castiel: Okay

 

[20.12., 10:26] Dean: Chay is gonna come over later

[20.12., 10:26] Dean: Charly

 

[20.12., 10:26] Castiel: Oh

 

[20.12., 10:26] Dean: She says she wants to help decorating

 

[20.12., 10:27] Castiel: I see

 

[20.12., 10:27] Dean: I think she's just here to eat

[20.12., 10:27] Dean: She does this every year

 

[20.12., 10:28] Castiel: Oh. Okay. Well, let me know when you're done than I'll come clean.

 

[20.12., 10:49] Dean: I was joking

[20.12., 10:49] Dean: You do not need to clean my kitchen for me

[20.12., 10:50] Dean: You can come by after Charly left and we can have hot chocolate and cookies

 

[20.12., 10:52] Castiel: Okay

[20.12., 10:54] Castiel: I would do it though

 

[20.12., 11:00] Dean: Charly just got here

 

[20.12., 11:01] Castiel: Okay. I'll vacuum my livingr

 

[20.12., 11:59] Dean: Llok

[20.12., 11:59] Dean: Look

[20.12., 11:59] Dean: I kinda made myself

 

 

[20.12., 11:59] Dean: And told Charly about us

[20.12., 12:00] Dean: I think I found something that fits you

 

 

[20.12., 12:00] Dean: Demi pan

[20.12., 12:00] Dean: And charly

 

 

[20.12., 12:01] Castiel: Demi Pan?

[20.12., 12:02] Castiel: I... i never thought of that. What made you think of that?

 

[20.12., 12:02] Dean: Its the demi part

 

[20.12., 12:02] Castiel: And your unicookies are so beautiful

 

[20.12., 12:02] Dean: And pan mixed

[20.12., 12:03] Dean: Sounded like you

 

[20.12., 12:04] Castiel: No one's ever called me pan before.

 

[20.12., 12:04] Dean: Sorry

[20.12., 12:04] Dean: Don't mean to push a label on you

 

[20.12., 12:05] Castiel: No, no, its okay.

[20.12., 12:05] Castiel: I'm just surprised

[20.12., 12:06] Castiel: You're the first to call me pan

[20.12., 12:06] Castiel: I'd love to know why.

 

[20.12., 12:06] Dean: I think there's demi bi too

 

[20.12., 12:06] Castiel: BUT!!!!

 

[20.12., 12:06] Dean: You didn't strike me as someone strictly into either or

 

[20.12., 12:07] Castiel: I just saw something scrolling back up…

 

[20.12., 12:07] Dean: ?

 

[20.12., 12:07] Castiel: YOU TOLD CHARLIE ABOUT US

 

[20.12., 12:08] Dean: Yes

[20.12., 12:08] Dean: Yes I did

[20.12., 12:08] Dean: She asked about the bi corn

[20.12., 12:08] Dean: Told her if she is making the rainbow corn for herself I am allowed to make one for me

[20.12., 12:09] Dean: Took her a minute

[20.12., 12:09] Dean: Then I told her about you

[20.12., 12:09] Dean: I am hiding in the bathroom right now because she is trying to get me to let her talk to you

 

[20.12., 12:09] Castiel: Oh.

[20.12., 12:09] Castiel: Oh no.

[20.12., 12:09] Castiel: Don't hide

[20.12., 12:10] Castiel: I'm so proud of you, Babe!

[20.12., 12:11] Castiel: You've come so so very far since we met. You're amazing

 

[20.12., 12:11] Dean: Uhm

[20.12., 12:12] Dean: Well

[20.12., 12:12] Dean: I really like you

 

[20.12., 12:15] Castiel: I really like you too

 

[20.12., 12:24] Dean: ☺️

[20.12., 12:24] Dean: I'm working on your house

 

[20.12., 12:24] Castiel: Awwww

[20.12., 12:24] Castiel: So you came out of the bathroom?

 

[20.12., 12:25] Dean: Yes

 

[20.12., 12:26] Castiel: Nice

[20.12., 12:27] Castiel: How bad is it?

 

[20.12., 12:30] Dean: Not bad

[20.12., 12:30] Dean: In pouring a lot in there

 

[20.12., 12:37] Castiel: Is Charlie asking a lot of questions?

 

[20.12., 12:37] Dean: I told her to stop

[20.12., 12:37] Dean: Strangely enough

[20.12., 12:37] Dean: She did

[20.12., 12:48] Dean: Shes dying tho

[20.12., 12:48] Dean: So many questions

[20.12., 12:48] Dean: But she promised not to ask them till after Christmas

 

[20.12., 12:54] Castiel: Oh???

[20.12., 12:54] Castiel: Why?

 

[20.12., 12:55] Dean: Because

[20.12., 12:55] Dean: I want to have our dinner first

[20.12., 12:56] Dean: Your house is done

 

 

 

[20.12., 12:58] Castiel: Oooh wow!!!! That looks amazing

[20.12., 12:58] Castiel: And colourful

[20.12., 12:58] Castiel: And is that two lawn flamingos? Wow!!!

 

[20.12., 12:59] Dean: Yes

 

[20.12., 13:03] Castiel: So many lawn flamingos.

[20.12., 13:04] Castiel: I have to show that to An and Gabe

[20.12., 13:08] Dean: Go for it

 

[20.12., 13:13] Castiel: Oh

[20.12., 13:14] Castiel: I never mentioned you to Anael before... I only sent her that thank you card…

 

[20.12., 13:14] Dean: Oh

 

[20.12., 13:15] Castiel: I expect a phone call as soon as she reads my message

 

[20.12., 13:15] Dean: What did you write

 

[20.12., 13:16] Castiel: "Look what Dean baked for me"

 

[20.12., 13:19] Dean: I cant wait to see what she's says

[20.12., 13:38] Dean: So

[20.12., 13:38] Dean: ?

[20.12., 13:38] Dean: Anything?

 

[20.12., 13:41] Castiel: Just hung up.

 

[20.12., 13:41] Dean: Oh?

 

[20.12., 13:41] Castiel: I'm still not sure if it was screaming or squealing…

 

[20.12., 13:41] Dean: Oh n9

[20.12., 13:41] Dean: Proud of herself?

 

[20.12., 13:42] Castiel: But she was pretty proud of herself, yes.

[20.12., 13:46] Castiel: She's super happy for me.

[20.12., 13:46] Castiel: And she can't stop talking about how amazing her gaydar is…

 

[20.12., 14:03] Dean: Oh dear

[20.12., 14:03] Dean: If it gets to much

[20.12., 14:03] Dean: Let her know that I sent Kevin her way

 

[20.12., 14:03] Castiel: I might.

 

[20.12., 14:04] Dean: Charly left

 

[20.12., 14:04] Dean: I'm sticky

[20.12., 14:05] Dean: Royal icing is so sticky

 

 

[20.12., 14:13] Dean: She's mad

[20.12., 14:14] Dean: I didn't let her lick the frosting of off me

 

[20.12., 14:16] Castiel: Awwwwe

[20.12., 14:16] Castiel: Poor baby

 

[20.12., 14:16] Dean: But sugar isn't good for her

 

[20.12., 14:16] Castiel: So. When shall I come over to clean your kitchen?

 

[20.12., 14:17] Dean: Hmmm

[20.12., 14:17] Dean: You serious?

 

[20.12., 14:17] Castiel: If you want

 

[20.12., 14:17] Dean: Give me an hour. I need to walk her and finish up laundry

 

[20.12., 14:18] Castiel: Alright

 

[20.12., 14:18] Dean: I promise I won't start on the kitchen without you

[20.12., 14:18] Dean: Sweet

 

[20.12., 14:18] Castiel: 😉

 

[20.12., 15:09] Dean: 9k

[20.12., 15:09] Dean: I am back

[20.12., 15:09] Dean: Laundry almost done as well

 

[20.12., 15:10] Castiel: Alright. Should i bring anything???

[20.12., 15:10] Castiel: Nice

 

[20.12., 15:10] Dean: Don't dress nicely

[20.12., 15:10] Dean: There is frosting everywhere

[20.12., 15:11] Dean: That's it

 

[20.12., 15:12] Castiel: Alright. Are sweatpants alright?

 

[20.12., 15:16] Dean: Yes

[20.12., 15:16] Dean: Please

 

[20.12., 15:22] Castiel: I'm leaving now.

[20.12., 15:22] Castiel: See you at yours.

 

[20.12., 15:22] Dean: See you soon

 

[20.12., 15:23] Castiel: ☺️

[20.12., 16:01] Castiel: How are all traffic lights red as soon as I'm on the road? Made it…

 

[20.12., 16:01] Dean: Door is open

[20.12., 16:02] Dean: Im in the kitchen. Come in and to the left

[20.12., 16:02] Dean: Follow the music



[20.12., 16:24] Dean: You look really good in my kitchen

[20.12., 16:24] Dean: 😇

 

[20.12., 16:36] Castiel: Would you please turn up the music?

 

[20.12., 16:42] Dean: Turn up?

[20.12., 16:42] Dean: Ok

 

[20.12., 16:59] Castiel: You have made quite a mess...

Is it alright if I turn on the kettle?

 

[20.12., 17:00] Dean: Yes.  Tea is in the cupboard to the left of the kettle

 

[20.12., 17:04] Castiel: Want some too?

 

[20.12., 17:04] Dean: Yes please

[20.12., 17:32] Dean: Come and sit with me. Kitchen is clean enough.

 

[20.12., 18:19] Dean: When you come back from the bathroom, can we snuggle

[20.12., 19:19] Dean: Did you fall asleep on me?

 

[20.12., 19:20] Castiel: Why are you texting me when you could just speak?

 

[20.12., 19:20] Dean: Because I thought you are sleeping

[20.12., 19:20] Dean: And you texted back instead of answering

 

[20.12., 20:52] Dean: Get home safely angel

[20.12., 20:52] Dean: Let me know when you get there please

 

[20.12., 21:09] Castiel: I'm home. I hope you and Santana had a nice walk?

[20.12., 21:13] Dean: Yes we did

[20.12., 21:13] Dean: She's now dead asleep

[20.12., 21:13] Dean: Thank you again for helping me clean

[20.12., 21:14] Dean: I slipped your Christmas gift into your coat pocket when we hugged good bye

 

[20.12., 21:14] Castiel: Oh?

[20.12., 21:14] Castiel: I forgot to bring yours. I'll bring it before the 25th

 

[20.12., 21:15] Dean: No worries

 

[20.12., 21:15] Castiel: Found it.

[20.12., 21:16] Castiel: Should i put it under my tree?

 

[20.12., 21:16] Dean: You can unwrap it

[20.12., 21:16] Dean: If you want

 

[20.12., 21:16] Castiel: Hmmmm...

[20.12., 21:17] Castiel: When I inhale i still scent you...

[20.12., 21:17] Castiel: Okay, I'm too nosy, I'll unwrap it…

 

[20.12., 21:18] Dean: I might be resting where you sat on the couch cause it smells like you

 

[20.12., 21:19] Castiel: Awwwe

 

[20.12., 21:19] Dean: You like them?

 

[20.12., 21:19] Castiel: Oh my God,  yes!!!

[20.12., 21:19] Castiel: Yes!!!

 

[20.12., 21:20] Dean: You mentioning you wanted to try oil paint

 

[20.12., 21:20] Castiel: They're perfect!

 

[20.12., 21:20] Dean: And if you want to paint lace,  I figured you'd need super fine brushes

[20.12., 21:20] Dean: I can't wait to see what you do with them

 

[20.12., 21:20] Castiel: Now I just have to get oil paint an then i can try it. Oh thank you Dean!!@

 

[20.12., 21:21] Dean: I am happy you like them

[20.12., 21:22] Dean: I am proud of us

[20.12., 21:22] Dean: We not only managed to say hi

[20.12., 21:22] Dean: But we had actual conversations

[20.12., 21:22] Dean: WITH SEVERAL TOPICS

 

[20.12., 21:22] Castiel: I'm so happy I actually did come over. I really enjoyed the evening

[20.12., 21:23] Castiel: It was the most relaxed date I've eger had

 

[20.12., 21:23] Dean: Yes.

[20.12., 21:23] Dean: I was nervous as hell

[20.12., 21:23] Dean: But I am glas you came over

[20.12., 21:23] Dean: I dont think my kitchen was ever cleaner

 

[20.12., 21:23] Castiel: 🙈

[20.12., 21:24] Castiel: I might have went overboard to impress you. And i was nervous as hell too

 

[20.12., 21:24] Dean: That's what I figured.

[20.12., 21:25] Dean: I think our silly dance break finally broke the ice

[20.12., 21:25] Dean: You are gorgeous when you laugh

 

[20.12., 21:26] Castiel: Thank you. So are you.

 

[20.12., 21:27] Dean: Thank you

[20.12., 21:27] Dean: I hope you enjoyed all my blushing today

[20.12., 21:27] Dean: My face is slowly getting back to normal

 

[20.12., 21:34] Castiel: I love your face. I could watch it all day long

 

[20.12., 21:35] Dean: I was scared before you came over

[20.12., 21:35] Dean: I was worried our age difference would show

[20.12., 21:36] Dean: And I was worried you'd think in real life I'm too young for you

 

[20.12., 21:38] Castiel: Really?

[20.12., 21:38] Castiel: That was your biggest fear?

 

[20.12., 21:42] Dean: Yeah

[20.12., 21:43] Dean: You sound surprised

 

[20.12., 21:47] Castiel: Yeah.

[20.12., 21:48] Castiel: I've been so comfortable with you, i always keep forgetting how big it is…

 

[20.12., 21:51] Dean: I was scared

[20.12., 21:52] Dean: But im not anymore

[20.12., 21:52] Dean: You are just as silly as I can be

[20.12., 21:52] Dean: And you actually watched 4 episodes of the space show with me

 

[20.12., 21:56] Castiel: It was pretty nice to watch

 

[20.12., 21:56] Dean: I liked you finally snuggled up to me

 

[20.12., 22:01] Castiel: It was just as comfortable as I had imagined

 

[20.12., 22:05] Dean: It was really nice

[20.12., 22:05] Dean: Steps 1 and 2 accomplished

 

[20.12., 22:05] Castiel: Yes

[20.12., 22:05] Castiel: Thank you

 

[20.12., 22:06] Dean: Thank me? Dude. You cleaned my kitchen and I got to snuggle you on my couch

[20.12., 22:06] Dean: Thank YOU

 

[20.12., 22:07] Castiel: You're welcome

[20.12., 22:08] Castiel: But you opened your house and arms and heartbto me and you made me feel relaxed

 

[20.12., 22:10] Dean: Im glad

[20.12., 22:11] Dean: Its been a long time since i could just sit with someone. Holding hands and cuddling

 

[20.12., 22:13] Castiel: Yeah

 

[20.12., 22:14] Dean: And you smell good still. It wasn't the pine

 

[20.12., 22:15] Castiel: Thank you.

[20.12., 22:15] Castiel: But you smell good too

[20.12., 22:19] Castiel: I might keep my short on for tonight and pretend i can still smell you there

 

[20.12., 22:19] Dean: Awe

[20.12., 22:19] Dean: I could sleep on the couch

[20.12., 22:19] Dean: Or i take the pillow you had into the bed with me

 

[20.12., 22:21] Castiel: Awwwe

 

[20.12., 22:25] Dean: I couldn't really ask you to stay

[20.12., 22:25] Dean: I didn't want it to sound suggestive

[20.12., 22:26] Dean: But yeah

[20.12., 22:26] Dean: Maybe next time

[20.12., 22:26] Dean: Fully clothes

[20.12., 22:26] Dean: Slumber party

 

[20.12., 22:26] Castiel: Thank you

[20.12., 22:26] Castiel: For not asking

 

[20.12., 22:27] Dean: Sure. Why?

 

[20.12., 22:27] Castiel: It would have ruined the evening for me.

[20.12., 22:28] Castiel: I was so scared, Dean, that you could be just sweet talking here and then in person...

[20.12., 22:29] Castiel: I was happy how things were.

 

[20.12., 22:30] Dean: I am happy with our afternoon and evening.  I just didn't want it to end

 

[20.12., 22:30] Castiel: I enjoyed the way it was. Like visiting a friend

[20.12., 22:30] Castiel: A close friend

[20.12., 22:31] Castiel: If you had asked me to stay, I might have panicked.

 

[20.12., 22:31] Dean: But like I said no matter how I thought about it,  I couldn't come up with anything that didn't sound wrong

[20.12., 22:32] Dean: I want you comfortable

 

[20.12., 22:35] Castiel: Again, thank you.

[20.12., 22:35] Castiel: Dean?

 

[20.12., 22:35] Dean: Yeah

[20.12., 22:36] Dean: What's up angel

 

[20.12., 22:36] Castiel: Maybe next time you can come to my place.

 

[20.12., 22:36] Dean: I could

 

[20.12., 22:37] Castiel: And if we don't want the evening to end, it would be my place to ask you to stay and ... that might help me be more comfortable about it

 

[20.12., 22:38] Dean: Oh

[20.12., 22:38] Dean: Ok

[20.12., 22:38] Dean: Sure

[20.12., 22:38] Dean: Uhm

[20.12., 22:39] Dean: I could have a little overnight bag in my car. Just in case. So i have pajamas and toiletries

 

[20.12., 22:41] Castiel: Oh, okay.

 

[20.12., 22:46] Dean: I always have a change of clothes in the car for emergencies

[20.12., 22:46] Dean: No fun to get called into work un my college clothes

[20.12., 22:46] Dean: So no big deal to throw in something to sleep in

 

[20.12., 22:49] Castiel: Nice

 

[20.12., 22:50] Dean: I cant believe we ate so many cookies

 

[20.12., 22:51] Castiel: They were soooooooo good!!!!

 

[20.12., 22:56] Dean: I didn't even eat dinner yet

[20.12., 22:56] Dean: Im still full

 

[20.12., 22:59] Castiel: Same

 

[20.12., 23:20] Dean: I just woke up

[20.12., 23:20] Dean: I fell asleep

[20.12., 23:20] Dean: I think its time for bed

 

[20.12., 23:21] Castiel: Oh

 

[20.12., 23:23] Dean: Im sorry

[20.12., 23:24] Dean: I think being so anxious for you coming over mixed with getting up early for baking as zapped all my energy

 

[20.12., 23:26] Castiel: I understand that.

[20.12., 23:26] Castiel: It's okay. I should go too

 

[20.12., 23:28] Dean: I talk to you tomorrow angel

 

[20.12., 23:28] Dean: Night night

 

[20.12., 23:29] Castiel: Talk to you tomorrow

[20.12., 23:29] Castiel: Night, Babe

Chapter Text

[21.12., 09:10] Dean: Good morning babe. I hope your day goes well. Sorry you have so much stuff to do during your vacation.

 

[21.12., 09:25] Castiel: Good Morning Babe. I don't consider helping Gabriel with the bees actual work. It is vacation.

 

[21.12., 09:41] Dean: Don't get stung






[21.12., 13:07] Castiel: You don't know a lot about beekeeping, do you?

[21.12., 13:07] Castiel: So, how's your day going?

 

[21.12., 13:07] Dean: I know absolutely  nothing about bees

[21.12., 13:08] Dean: I got you for that

[21.12., 13:08] Dean: Dog and me are chilling at home

 

[21.12., 13:12] Castiel: Sounds nice.

[21.12., 13:12] Castiel: Yes 🙂

 

[21.12., 14:01] Dean: But I miss you

[21.12., 14:01] Dean: Nothing to watch on netflux either

[21.12., 14:24] Dean: Have you become their queen?

[21.12., 14:24] Dean: Did I lose you to the bees?

[21.12., 14:32] Dean: I did.

[21.12., 14:33] Dean: What am I gonna do

[21.12., 14:33] Dean: I'll miss you.

[21.12., 14:33] Dean: I should plant a bee garden.

[21.12., 14:33] Dean: Maybe that would bring you back?

[21.12., 14:35] Dean: If I get myself a bee onesie…

 

[21.12., 14:35] Castiel: I'd love to see that

[21.12., 14:35] Castiel: Hello

[21.12., 14:35] Castiel: Sorry.

 

[21.12., 14:35] Dean: You are back

[21.12., 14:35] Dean: Hiiiiii

 

[21.12., 14:36] Castiel: Yes

[21.12., 14:36] Castiel: And I have been their Queen for 18 years

 

[21.12., 14:36] Dean: Did you need to dress up as a bee to become their queen?

[21.12., 14:37] Dean: I didn't even know they can get that old

 

[21.12., 14:37] Castiel: Well, i can become that old.

[21.12., 14:38] Castiel: I don't think any of the original bees is still alive

 

[21.12., 14:42] Dean: You didn't answer if you dressed up

[21.12., 14:44] Dean: I think you'd rock a bee outfit

 

[21.12., 14:44] Castiel: I did not dress up

 

[21.12., 14:44] Dean: But llok

 

 

[21.12., 14:45] Castiel: No way I'd ever wear something like that!

 

[21.12., 14:45] Dean: Awwwwe

 

[21.12., 14:45] Castiel: No!

 

[21.12., 14:48] Dean: ?

 

 

 

[21.12., 14:49] Castiel: That is weirdly cute

[21.12., 14:53] Dean: But next to no bee connectio

 

[21.12., 14:53] Castiel: Exactly

[21.12., 14:53] Castiel: Could be a bumblebee or a wasp

 

[21.12., 14:57] Dean: Are you home yet

 

[21.12., 14:59] Castiel: Yes.

 

[21.12., 15:01] Dean: So how was it

[21.12., 15:01] Dean: Are bees even active during this seaaon

[21.12., 15:10] Dean: Hello?

[21.12., 15:10] Dean: What did lose you to now?

 

[21.12., 15:16] Castiel: The shower

[21.12., 15:16] Castiel: No.

 

[21.12., 15:17] Dean: Ohhhh

[21.12., 15:17] Dean: Squeaky clean?

[21.12., 15:18] Dean: Did you tell gabe about our date yesterday

 

[21.12., 15:21] Castiel: I tried not to, because I didn't want to be questioned about it.

 

[21.12., 15:22] Dean: Questioned?

 

[21.12., 15:24] Castiel: Yeah.

 

[21.12., 15:24] Dean: Tried to?

 

[21.12., 15:25] Castiel: I bet Charlie and Gabriel would gang up really well

 

[21.12., 15:25] Dean: Oh dear

[21.12., 15:25] Dean: Yeah

 

[21.12., 15:26] Castiel: I might have had a too happy face today

 

[21.12., 15:45] Dean: Oh no

[21.12., 15:45] Dean: What happened

 

[21.12., 15:53] Castiel: He got suspicious

 

[21.12., 15:53] Dean: Oh?

 

[21.12., 15:53] Castiel: And started asking questions

 

[21.12., 15:54] Dean: Like?

 

[21.12., 15:54] Castiel: Like "what's with the stupid face?"

 

[21.12., 15:55] Dean: Ouch

[21.12., 15:55] Dean: Im gonna throw hands

[21.12., 15:55] Dean: Thats not a stupid face

[21.12., 15:55] Dean: I like your fae

[21.12., 15:55] Dean: Face

 

[21.12., 15:56] Castiel: I gave in and told him i went to your house

 

[21.12., 15:59] Dean: And?

 

[21.12., 16:01] Castiel: He says he's going to turn you in for slavery

 

[21.12., 16:14] Dean: Noooo

[21.12., 16:14] Dean: You offered

[21.12., 16:14] Dean: I just wanted cuddles

[21.12., 16:14] Dean: The clean kitchen is a bonus

 

[21.12., 16:36] Castiel: That's what I told him!

[21.12., 16:36] Castiel: I told him I offered.

 

[21.12., 16:36] Dean: I'm off the hook?

 

[21.12., 16:37] Castiel: Yes you are. You had nothing to do with that.

 

[21.12., 16:37] Dean: Will he let us meet up still

 

[21.12., 16:42] Castiel: Yes. He says he likes my "stupid face lit"

 

[21.12., 16:42] Dean: Awwwwe

[21.12., 16:43] Dean: I made your face light up

 

[21.12., 16:44] Castiel: 🙈 i guess

 

[21.12., 16:44] Dean: I like that

 

[21.12., 16:49] Castiel: Me too

[21.12., 17:14] Castiel: He likes you

 

[21.12., 17:14] Dean: Gabe?

 

[21.12., 17:14] Castiel: Yes

 

[21.12., 17:14] Dean: I dont think so

 

[21.12., 17:15] Castiel: Why?

[21.12., 17:15] Castiel: He told me

 

[21.12., 17:16] Dean: Its a ruse

[21.12., 17:16] Dean: He is trying to make me feel safe

[21.12., 17:17] Dean: Then he'll come with his steps stool and try to strangely me

[21.12., 17:17] Dean: 🤣

 

[21.12., 17:17] Castiel: What are you talking about?

[21.12., 17:17] Castiel: You are so mean!

 

[21.12., 17:17] Dean: He likes me

[21.12., 17:17] Dean: I feel save making fun of his height

[21.12., 17:17] Dean: Not to him

[21.12., 17:17] Dean: But to you

 

[21.12., 17:18] Castiel: Oh

[21.12., 17:18] Castiel: Okay

[21.12., 17:18] Castiel: What if i tell him?

 

[21.12., 17:21] Dean: You wouldnt

[21.12., 17:21] Dean: You like my face

 

[21.12., 17:23] Castiel: True

 

[21.12., 17:24] Dean: Last guy that hurt it was in danger

 

[21.12., 17:24] Castiel: But if he skinned you i could hang up your face in my bedroom

 

[21.12., 17:24] Dean: Silence of the lambs

 

[21.12., 17:24] Castiel: Damn

[21.12., 17:24] Castiel: You got me

 

[21.12., 17:25] Dean: I dont think ill feel comfortable coming to your house over night

 

[21.12., 17:26] Castiel: I would never hurt you

 

[21.12., 17:38] Dean: Thats what a serial killer collecting faces would say

 

[21.12., 17:40] Castiel: I'm not collecting faces

 

[21.12., 18:01] Dean: Just mine?

 

[21.12., 18:09] Castiel: Only if I have to. But I'd rather have it attached to all the rest of you

 

[21.12., 18:12] Dean: And alive i hope

 

[21.12., 18:13] Castiel: Yes! Very alive

[21.12., 18:13] Castiel: I liked hearing your nervous heartbeat yesterday

 

[21.12., 18:19] Dean: Oh god

 

[21.12., 18:21] Castiel: It's so cute. Goes well with your freckles

[21.12., 18:21] Castiel: And I'm so terribly glad you couldn't hear mine…

 

[21.12., 18:31] Dean: I am gonna have to rest on you next time

[21.12., 18:32] Dean: To make things even

 

[21.12., 18:38] Castiel: Hmmm, if you must.

 

[21.12., 18:38] Dean: Maybe I like to be held as qell?

 

[21.12., 18:38] Castiel: I'll hold you.

 

[21.12., 19:05] Dean: Yay

[21.12., 19:05] Dean: I cant wait

 

[21.12., 19:10] Castiel: You should come over

 

[21.12., 19:10] Dean: Like now?

 

[21.12., 19:12] Castiel: If you want?

 

[21.12., 19:16] Dean: I do

[21.12., 19:16] Dean: I need a bBysitter

[21.12., 19:16] Dean: Well dog sitter

 

[21.12., 19:16] Castiel: Oh!

 

[21.12., 19:16] Dean: I'd hate to have them meet

[21.12., 19:16] Dean: And not like each other

[21.12., 19:16] Dean: And then getting sent gome

 

[21.12., 19:17] Castiel: Oh man, I didn't think of that.

[21.12., 19:17] Castiel: Damn

[21.12., 19:17] Castiel: Why did i talk you into getting a dog?

 

[21.12., 19:24] Dean: I got it.

[21.12., 19:25] Dean: The kids are coming over

 

[21.12., 19:25] Castiel: Really?

[21.12., 19:25] Castiel: Seriously?

 

[21.12., 19:25] Dean: Yeah

 

[21.12., 19:25] Castiel: You're coming here?

 

[21.12., 19:25] Dean: If you still want me

 

[21.12., 19:25] Castiel: Yes, I do

 

[21.12., 19:36] Dean: Ok the kids will be at mine in 5 min.

[21.12., 19:37] Dean: I am on my way

[21.12., 19:55] Dean: Uhm

[21.12., 19:55] Dean: You haven't read my previous messages yet....

[21.12., 19:55] Dean: I am parked in front of your house

 

[21.12., 20:02] Castiel: Coming!!!!!

 

[21.12., 20:03] Dean: Lets hit step3 first

 

[21.12., 20:03] Castiel: Huh? There's only one doorstep

 

[21.12., 20:04] Dean: Step one say hi

Step 2 hold hands

Step 3 kiss

[21.12., 20:04] Dean: And here you are

[21.12., 20:04] Dean: Coming

[21.12., 20:04] Dean: Lol

 

[21.12., 20:04] Castiel: Ooooh!!! Oh God. I'm so shutting up. Not saying a word tonight!!!

 

[21.12., 20:05] Dean: Will you still snuggle?

[21.12., 20:05] Dean: I can see you.

 

[21.12., 20:05] Castiel: Yes... come in. I invite you in

[21.12., 20:05] Castiel: Vampire…

 

[21.12., 20:06] Dean: Nerd

 

[21.12., 20:21] Castiel: What would you like to drink?

 

[21.12., 20:24] Dean: Tea?

[21.12., 20:24] Dean: Please



[21.12., 20:53] Castiel: Your hair smells lovely

 

[21.12., 20:53] Dean: Your heart is racing

 

[21.12., 20:54] Castiel: Shut up. 🙈



[21.12., 22:16] Castiel: Are you sleeping?

 

[21.12., 22:29] Dean: If I say yes, will you keep playing with my hair?

 

[21.12., 22:30] Castiel: I would, but I  really gotta use the bathroom

 

[21.12., 22:30] Dean: Nooooooo

[21.12., 22:30] Dean: Fine

 

[21.12., 22:31] Castiel: Sorryyyyyyy

 

[21.12., 22:33] Dean: Can I get my spot in your lap back?

 

[21.12., 22:34] Castiel: Yes. Do you want sweatpants? Your jeans look uncomfortable

 

[21.12., 22:37] Dean: Nah. I am to comfortable to run to the car and grab them. I'll survive

 

[21.12., 22:38] Castiel: I meant. Should i bring you a pair of mine?

 

[21.12., 22:40] Dean: Oh

[21.12., 22:40] Dean: Sure

[21.12., 22:40] Dean: Thank you




[21.12., 23:30] Dean: I have to go home. Its getting late.

 

[21.12., 23:32] Castiel: Noooo

 

[21.12., 23:32] Dean: O do

[21.12., 23:32] Dean: I do

[21.12., 23:32] Dean: I have several messages from sam

[21.12., 23:32] Dean: He wants to go home.

[21.12., 23:32] Dean: Hes got a test tomorrow

 

[21.12., 23:33] Castiel: Don't leave me...

[21.12., 23:34] Castiel: If i lock the front door are you gonna climb out the bathroom window?

 

[21.12., 23:34] Dean: Are you gonna hold me hostage

 

[21.12., 23:34] Castiel: And why do you text while you pee

[21.12., 23:34] Castiel: Eewww

 

[21.12., 23:35] Dean: I am a gentleman. I sit therefore I have my hands free

 

[21.12., 23:35] Castiel: Good point

 

[21.12., 23:35] Dean: Plus i am lazy

[21.12., 23:35] Dean: Sitting is more comfortable

 

[21.12., 23:36] Castiel: Guess with your dog waiting I can't ask you to stay

 

[21.12., 23:37] Dean: You could but I'd decline respectfully. I wish i could believe me. But i haven't had her long enough to leave her alone over night.

 

[21.12., 23:38] Castiel: I understand that

 

[21.12., 23:38] Dean: I'll be out in a sec. Need to change back



[21.12., 23:56] Dean: I had a really nice time tonight

[21.12., 23:56] Dean: Im sorry I had to go home

 

[21.12., 23:57] Castiel: Tell Sam I'm sorry I kept you so long.

 

[21.12., 23:57] Dean: Don't be sorry

 

[21.12., 23:57] Castiel: I had a great time too.

 

[21.12., 23:57] Dean: I got some crude jokes

 

[21.12., 23:58] Castiel: Really???

 

[21.12., 23:58] Dean: Yeah.  . .

[21.12., 23:59] Dean: He's lucky I like him.

[21.12., 23:59] Dean: I think Jack will yell at him for it. He looked embarrassed and uncomfortable

 

[21.12., 23:59] Castiel: What jokes?

 

[22.12., 00:00] Dean: If the drive home was comfortable or if it is you that can't sit right anymore…

 

[22.12., 00:01] Castiel: What...

[22.12., 00:01] Castiel: Noooo!

 

[22.12., 00:01] Dean: Yeah

[22.12., 00:01] Dean: Me blushing didn't help the situation so I kicked him out

 

[22.12., 00:03] Castiel: Oh man. I'm sorry

 

[22.12., 00:03] Dean: Don't worry

[22.12., 00:03] Dean: Im a big boy

 

[22.12., 00:04] Castiel: But that's really not nice

 

[22.12., 00:04] Dean: No no its not

[22.12., 00:05] Dean: I enjoyed myself tonight

[22.12., 00:05] Dean: And you give really good head scratches

 

[22.12., 00:06] Castiel: Sorry Lucifer thinks you're a great cat bed

 

[22.12., 00:08] Dean: Im sure i get the hair out of my clothes eventually

[22.12., 00:08] Dean: Right?

 

[22.12., 00:08] Castiel: Eventually

[22.12., 00:09] Castiel: How did Santana react to your new decor?

 

[22.12., 00:09] Dean: Shes all over me

 

[22.12., 00:09] Castiel: Good or bad?

 

[22.12., 00:10] Dean: Good

[22.12., 00:10] Dean: Tail wagging

 

[22.12., 00:10] Castiel: Oh? Nice!

 

[22.12., 00:11] Dean: I am in my own sweat pants now

 

[22.12., 00:13] Castiel: Nice.

[22.12., 00:14] Castiel: I might sleep on the couch

 

[22.12., 00:14] Dean: Its not worth it.

[22.12., 00:14] Dean: Take the blanket i had to the bedroom.

 

[22.12., 00:14] Castiel: I'm too lazy to move further…

 

[22.12., 00:15] Dean: Your back will hate

[22.12., 00:15] Dean: You

[22.12., 00:16] Dean: My back is killing me if I sleep on a couch

 

[22.12., 00:16] Castiel: Are you saying my couch is uncomfortable?

 

[22.12., 00:16] Dean: And you are a few moons older

 

[22.12., 00:16] Castiel: Ouch!!!

 

[22.12., 00:16] Dean: Im sorry

[22.12., 00:16] Dean: You know what I mean.

[22.12., 00:16] Dean: I hope

 

[22.12., 00:17] Castiel: That I'm old

 

[22.12., 00:17] Dean: No

[22.12., 00:17] Dean: Mature?

[22.12., 00:17] Dean: Oh god damn it

[22.12., 00:17] Dean: It just comes out wrong

[22.12., 00:17] Dean: Please don't sleep on the couch. Its bad for.your back

 

[22.12., 00:19] Castiel: Alright, yes. I will go to bed.

 

[22.12., 00:19] Dean: Please don't be mD

[22.12., 00:19] Dean: Mad

[22.12., 00:19] Dean: I did not mean it the way it came out

 

[22.12., 00:20] Castiel: And I will sleep in my old man pajamas…

 

[22.12., 00:21] Dean: 🥺

[22.12., 00:21] Dean: 😥😧

[22.12., 00:21] Dean: Don't be mad please

 

[22.12., 00:23] Castiel: Promised to send you a picture next time i wear it

 

[22.12., 00:24] Dean: Thats

[22.12., 00:24] Dean: Shiny

[22.12., 00:24] Dean: Why shorts in December?

 

[22.12., 00:24] Castiel: My blankets are warm?

 

[22.12., 00:25] Dean: Ok

[22.12., 00:25] Dean: I am in my fleece pajama pants and a tanktop

 

[22.12., 00:26] Castiel: You changed twice since you got home?

 

[22.12., 00:26] Dean: No

[22.12., 00:26] Dean: They have pockets

[22.12., 00:26] Dean: They count as sweat pants

[22.12., 00:26] Dean: But made from fleece

 

[22.12., 00:29] Castiel: Oh! I see

 

[22.12., 00:30] Dean: Im in bed now.

[22.12., 00:30] Dean: So is santana

 

[22.12., 00:31] Castiel: Same. Lucifer is not though. He decided now is the time that scratch on his cat tree

 

[22.12., 00:31] Dean: Oh nice

[22.12., 00:31] Dean: Im just glad he didn't use me as a scratching.

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[22.12., 00:34] Castiel: Same

[22.12., 00:35] Castiel: That would have been really embarrassing

 

[22.12., 00:40] Dean: But we made it.

[22.12., 00:40] Dean: Thank you for inviting me over

[22.12., 00:40] Dean: Sorry I had to go

 

[22.12., 00:40] Castiel: You're welcome

[22.12., 00:40] Castiel: It's okay

[22.12., 00:41] Castiel: I think it would have been a but much anyway

 

[22.12., 00:41] Dean: Maybe next time we could go on a walk near your house and visit you and lucy.

[22.12., 00:41] Dean: This way they'd meet and we know if we could have her there too?

 

[22.12., 00:42] Castiel: That sounds like a good idea

 

[22.12., 00:43] Dean: Im gonna introduce her to every street cat we see so she gets used to cats

 

[22.12., 00:43] Castiel: Awwe

 

[22.12., 00:49] Dean: I have to go to sleep angel. I'd hate to drop my phone on my face

[22.12., 00:49] Dean: Again

[22.12., 00:50] Dean: Good night babe

 

Chapter Text

[22.12., 08:26] Castiel: Good morning Dean!
[22.12., 08:26] Castiel: I'm so sorry!
[22.12., 08:26] Castiel: I fell asleep on you.

[22.12., 08:32] Dean: Morning Caa
[22.12., 08:32] Dean: Cas
[22.12., 08:32] Dean: No worries. I think I was half asleep when I messaged you good night

[22.12., 08:55] Castiel: Oh. Okay

[22.12., 09:01] Dean: Im so comfortable. I don't want to get up

[22.12., 09:03] Castiel: You should've told md earlier, tgan I'd have taken your dog on my morning run with me, so you could stay in bed.

[22.12., 09:03] Dean: O think she'd love that
[22.12., 09:04] Dean: O think I am going to put a doggy door in the kitchen so she can go to the back yard whenever she wants to

[22.12., 09:06] Castiel: Oh, that sounds clever

[22.12., 10:12] Dean: And now I am at the pet store looking to buy one
[22.12., 10:12] Dean: I guess I am saying g a hole into my door today

[22.12., 10:26] Castiel: Wow

[22.12., 10:26] Dean: Ohhh fancy
[22.12., 10:26] Dean: I'll get the one with chip
[22.12., 10:27] Dean: It registers with a collar and only let's her in or out

[22.12., 10:36] Castiel: That is amazing. I could look into letting Lucifer out…

[22.12., 10:38] Dean: No
[22.12., 10:38] Dean: He is to pretty

[22.12., 10:43] Castiel: Oh?

[22.12., 11:06] Dean: Can't let the pretty guy out on his own
[22.12., 11:06] Dean: The rowdy streetcats are dangerous

[22.12., 11:17] Castiel: I'll see if i can cat prood tge backyard

[22.12., 11:19] Dean: That sounds like a good plan. I think he'd enjoy that. I can already see him in your apple tree. Thankfully its not tall and we could get him down if needed.

[22.12., 11:56] Castiel: That is true.

[22.12., 12:06] Dean: Have you seen the massive hamsterwheel they have for cats?

[22.12., 12:14] Castiel: What???

[22.12., 12:19] Dean: https://onefastcat.com/

[22.12., 12:42] Castiel: They look great.
[22.12., 13:05] Castiel: Gabriel would never cease to make fun of Lucifer if I got that, though

[22.12., 13:21] Dean: Don't tell him and put 8t in your bedroom?

[22.12., 13:24] Castiel: That sounds a recipe for sleepless nights

[22.12., 13:28] Dean: Lol I think they are easy to move. So just gide it if Gabe comes over?

[22.12., 13:33] Castiel: First I'll look into the letting him outside

[22.12., 13:36] Dean: Ok fine
[22.12., 13:37] Dean: Maybe I get it for him next year for Christmas

[22.12., 13:43] Castiel: He might like that

[22.12., 13:44] Dean: Good to know
[22.12., 13:44] Dean: Uhm
[22.12., 13:44] Dean: About yesterday
[22.12., 13:44] Dean: I hope the kiss on the cheek was ok?
[22.12., 13:44] Dean: I should have asked first

[22.12., 13:47] Castiel: It was a really nice kiss
[22.12., 13:48] Castiel: So, what step was that on your list?

[22.12., 14:00] Dean: 2.5?

[22.12., 14:01] Castiel: Oh.
[22.12., 14:01] Castiel: Alright
[22.12., 14:01] Castiel: Sounds logical

[22.12., 14:02] Dean: I am gonna be honest here. I have no idea what I am doing
[22.12., 14:02] Dean: I live spending time with you
[22.12., 14:03] Dean: But I am terrified of doing something wrong or make you feel uncomfortable

[22.12., 14:13] Castiel: Dean. I am working in myself to say no more confidently. And you are helping me a lot to feel confident.
[22.12., 14:13] Castiel: If the kiss hadn't been alright, I'd have told you

[22.12., 14:15] Dean: Ok
[22.12., 14:15] Dean: Good
[22.12., 14:15] Dean: Im glad
[22.12., 14:15] Dean: Its really strange to feel stubble when kissing
[22.12., 14:15] Dean: Not strange
[22.12., 14:15] Dean: New?

[22.12., 14:16] Castiel: Oh.
[22.12., 14:16] Castiel: I bet it must be strange for you.

[22.12., 14:17] Dean: New
[22.12., 14:17] Dean: Not bad
[22.12., 14:17] Dean: Just new
[22.12., 14:17] Dean: Strangely enough this was something I didn't even think of
[22.12., 14:18] Dean: I have been so preoccupied to think of liking a man and the whole downstairs situation, stubble never crossed my mind

[22.12., 14:18] Castiel: I'll try be better shaved next time

[22.12., 14:19] Dean: Nooo
[22.12., 14:19] Dean: Dont

[22.12., 14:25] Castiel: Uh

[22.12., 14:34] Dean: Don't please
[22.12., 14:34] Dean: It made my lips tingly
[22.12., 14:39] Dean: I liked it

[22.12., 14:40] Castiel: Alright.
[22.12., 15:02] Castiel: So, uh. Have you heard anything from your Dad?

[22.12., 15:07] Dean: Kinda
[22.12., 15:07] Dean: He got transfered from the drunk tank here to the county jail.
[22.12., 15:08] Dean: Apparently a couple warrants turned up in the system.
[22.12., 15:08] Dean: I tried to call at least once a day
[22.12., 15:08] Dean: I kind of ignore him

[22.12., 15:10] Castiel: Calling once a day doesn't sound like ignoring, Babe

[22.12., 15:13] Dean: He
[22.12., 15:13] Dean: Not i

[22.12., 15:16] Castiel: Which part?

[22.12., 15:16] Dean: He is calling once a day

[22.12., 15:17] Castiel: Oh

[22.12., 15:47] Dean: I am done with his bullshit

[22.12., 16:01] Castiel: I totally get that

[22.12., 16:03] Dean: He has made my life miserable and is in general the poster child for shit parenting. He can rot in jail

[22.12., 16:10] Castiel: I'm so sorry, you had to deal with him

[22.12., 16:20] Dean: Its ok
[22.12., 16:20] Dean: Im better now

[22.12., 16:46] Castiel: I'm so glad you are

 

[22.12., 17:14] Dean: Look out your window
[22.12., 17:15] Dean: We are walking past
[22.12., 17:15] Dean: Yes I totally drove over to walk the dog past your house

[22.12., 17:18] Castiel: Oooh!!! You wanna come in let Santana meet Lucifer?

[22.12., 17:19] Dean: Sure. I brought dog treats for when she sits and stuff. I can bribe her into sitting while Lucy checks her out?

[22.12., 17:20] Castiel: Alright. Coming to the door.

 

[22.12., 17:45] Dean: That went ok I think?

[22.12., 17:47] Castiel: Yes, for his first close encounter, he behaved pretty mannered

[22.12., 17:48] Dean: So did she
[22.12., 17:48] Dean: But she was so excited
[22.12., 17:49] Dean: Now I know I can bring her with me to your house

[22.12., 17:52] Castiel: I might actually be in the attic atm looking for an old blanket to turn into her bed here.... 🙈

[22.12., 17:52] Dean: Awwwwwwe

[22.12., 17:54] Castiel: I might be a little excited…

[22.12., 17:54] Dean: Lol
[22.12., 17:55] Dean: Do I need a cat catching post in my house?

[22.12., 17:55] Castiel: Nah, he's not very outgoing

[22.12., 18:11] Dean: He seemed friendly enough to meet a dog. And I think he was happy to see me

[22.12., 18:14] Castiel: Yes, I may have lost the little affection he's capable of to you

[22.12., 18:15] Dean: Awwwwe
[22.12., 18:15] Dean: You gained mine tho

[22.12., 18:22] Castiel: Awwwwe

[22.12., 19:37] Dean: So
[22.12., 19:37] Dean: What are your plans for tonight

[22.12., 19:38] Castiel: None

[22.12., 19:39] Dean: Extreme couching?

[22.12., 19:39] Castiel: Yes

[22.12., 19:44] Dean: Wanna find a movie?
[22.12., 19:44] Dean: Your turn
[22.12., 19:44] Dean: To pick

[22.12., 19:45] Castiel: Hmmm
[22.12., 19:45] Castiel: I don't know

[22.12., 19:48] Dean: Circus of books, other people, alex strangelove

[22.12., 19:49] Castiel: I'm sorry. I do not understand what you are saying

[22.12., 19:49] Dean: Movie siggestion

[22.12., 19:50] Castiel: Oh.
[22.12., 19:50] Castiel: I shall look into those. Give me a few minutes
[22.12., 20:03] Castiel: How about The Boys in the Band?
[22.12., 20:03] Castiel: It has actual gay actors…

[22.12., 20:03] Dean: Music film. Sure
[22.12., 20:03] Dean: Sure

[22.12., 20:04] Castiel: I'm not sure there's music

[22.12., 20:05] Dean: The boys in the band??
[22.12., 20:05] Dean: I figured like beatles or something

[22.12., 20:06] Castiel: Hang on
[22.12., 20:07] Castiel: https://www.netflix.com/title/81000365?s=a&trkid=13747225&t=cp

[22.12., 20:15] Dean: I'm in. Sounds good

[22.12., 20:25] Castiel: Great!
[22.12., 20:46] Castiel: I've eaten and I've fed Lucifer. I have actually gotten off my couch for that, too.

[22.12., 20:56] Dean: Whoop whoop
[22.12., 20:56] Dean: I still need to shower

[22.12., 20:57] Castiel: Okay. We'll wait and snuggle

[22.12., 21:27] Dean: I am back
[22.12., 21:27] Dean: And just a tad jelou
[22.12., 21:28] Dean: I've had some great snuggles lately

[22.12., 21:28] Castiel: Jelou? That's not a real word!
[22.12., 21:29] Castiel: So, you're squeaky clean and smelling awesome?

[22.12., 21:29] Dean: Yes
[22.12., 21:29] Dean: And I am jealous

[22.12., 21:30] Castiel: Awwee
[22.12., 21:31] Castiel: It feels really nice when he lays on my chest and purrs. It's just really the sweetest moments.

[22.12., 21:32] Dean: I dont purr 😥

[22.12., 21:34] Castiel: Give it a try next time?

[22.12., 21:35] Dean: Purring?
[22.12., 21:35] Dean: I can hum

[22.12., 21:35] Castiel: Close enough

[22.12., 21:35] Dean: But I get it
[22.12., 21:35] Dean: Your chest is nice to lay on
[22.12., 21:36] Dean: Ok

[22.12., 21:36] Castiel: Awwwe thanks

[22.12., 21:36] Dean: Ready for the movie?

[22.12., 21:36] Castiel: Have you found it?

[22.12., 21:36] Dean: I got chips and drink
[22.12., 21:36] Dean: Yes I did

[22.12., 21:36] Castiel: Me too

[22.12., 21:36] Dean: Aaaaaaand go
[22.12., 21:37] Dean: That re ord looks cool
[22.12., 21:37] Dean: Record

[22.12., 21:38] Castiel: I like it too.
[22.12., 21:39] Castiel: Oh my he moves so cliché

[22.12., 21:39] Dean: Yeah
[22.12., 21:39] Dean: Hey its the dude from big bang theory

[22.12., 21:39] Castiel: Yes
[22.12., 21:39] Castiel: Openly gay actor.
[22.12., 21:39] Castiel: And he looks gooood in this

[22.12., 21:40] Dean: I think his boyfriend was.on the show once
[22.12., 21:40] Dean: Sheldon Cooper your type?

[22.12., 21:40] Castiel: No

[22.12., 21:40] Dean: Matt boomer looks better

[22.12., 21:41] Castiel: Sheldon no. But Jim Parsons could be.

[22.12., 21:42] Dean: Hmmmm
[22.12., 21:42] Dean: I look nothing like him

[22.12., 21:42] Castiel: But i like you better

[22.12., 21:42] Dean: Oh the days when people smoked everywherr

[22.12., 21:43] Castiel: That's one weird door bell

[22.12., 21:43] Dean: Those stairs are more.concerning

[22.12., 21:43] Castiel: You think?

[22.12., 21:44] Dean: Oh
[22.12., 21:44] Dean: Burn
[22.12., 21:45] Dean: 😳
[22.12., 21:45] Dean: Thats a chest

[22.12., 21:45] Castiel: Nice. Huh?

[22.12., 21:45] Castiel: ☺️
[22.12., 21:46] Castiel: Awwwwwe

[22.12., 21:46] Dean: He ain't wrong

[22.12., 21:46] Castiel: Nice ass

[22.12., 21:47] Dean: Excuse me?
[22.12., 21:47] Dean: 😳

[22.12., 21:47] Castiel: Yes?

[22.12., 21:47] Dean: I am not sure i am ready for this movie

[22.12., 21:48] Castiel: You want something else?

[22.12., 21:48] Dean: Nah its ok
[22.12., 21:48] Dean: But if you look out your window, that faint red glow in the distance is my face
[22.12., 21:48] Dean: Signaling gondor

[22.12., 21:49] Castiel: 😳☺️

[22.12., 21:50] Dean: Is he
[22.12., 21:50] Dean: A sugar baby?

[22.12., 21:50] Castiel: Which one?

[22.12., 21:50] Dean: Sheldon

[22.12., 21:51] Castiel: Not such a baby actually. He said he's getting old

[22.12., 21:51] Dean: Ohhh
[22.12., 21:51] Dean: Knitting is dangerous

[22.12., 21:52] Castiel: Why?

[22.12., 21:52] Dean: She was ready to use them as a weapon

[22.12., 21:52] Castiel: Oh. Right.

[22.12., 21:53] Dean: Yes he stunning

[22.12., 21:53] Castiel: Oh?? Should i be jealous?

[22.12., 21:53] Dean: Nah
[22.12., 21:54] Dean: But i have no problem acknowledging matt boomer is good looking
[22.12., 21:54] Dean: I think I need a roof garden
[22.12., 21:55] Dean: Might become my spring project

[22.12., 21:56] Castiel: You have the roof space for that?

[22.12., 21:56] Dean: Not yet
[22.12., 21:56] Dean: Thats a lot of table lamps

[22.12., 21:57] Castiel: Electric bills .... ewww

[22.12., 21:57] Dean: Ohhh

[22.12., 21:58] Castiel: Oh?

[22.12., 21:58] Dean: Drama

[22.12., 21:59] Castiel: Aren't fairies always about drama?
[22.12., 21:59] Castiel: Like, you know, Drama Queens!!!

[22.12., 21:59] Dean: Lol

[22.12., 21:59] Castiel: 😉
[22.12., 22:00] Castiel: Damn it. More lights!!!

[22.12., 22:00] Dean: A lot of fucking lights

[22.12., 22:02] Castiel: That sounded like a conversation we would have.

[22.12., 22:02] Dean: Lights?

[22.12., 22:02] Castiel: Na, the beer one

[22.12., 22:02] Dean: Oh
[22.12., 22:03] Dean: Uhm
[22.12., 22:03] Dean: I like beer
[22.12., 22:03] Dean: Some wine
[22.12., 22:03] Dean: Whiskey boy
[22.12., 22:09] Dean: What do you mean

[22.12., 22:09] Castiel: That you're the beer drinker and I'm the wine drinker

[22.12., 22:10] Dean: But I like wine

[22.12., 22:10] Castiel: I like beer too, occasionally

[22.12., 22:10] Dean: What

[22.12., 22:10] Castiel: Who
[22.12., 22:10] Castiel: Oh

[22.12., 22:10] Dean: Are we talking about drinks

[22.12., 22:11] Castiel: Uh, yeah?

[22.12., 22:11] Dean: Ok
[22.12., 22:12] Dean: This is so awkward

[22.12., 22:12] Castiel: Awkward seems not strong enough

[22.12., 22:13] Dean: It physically hurts to watch this unfold
[22.12., 22:14] Dean: Roommates

[22.12., 22:15] Castiel: You forgot the quotation marks

[22.12., 22:17] Dean: Shits about to go down

[22.12., 22:17] Castiel: I think he's trying to come out?

[22.12., 22:19] Dean: Ha
[22.12., 22:19] Dean: He's from teen wolf

[22.12., 22:19] Castiel: Ooookay

[22.12., 22:19] Dean: He exists twice
[22.12., 22:19] Dean: Twins
[22.12., 22:19] Dean: Creepy ass werewolves

[22.12., 22:20] Castiel: Oh?

[22.12., 22:21] Dean: Yeah when they'd turn, they fuse into one massive wolf

[22.12., 22:21] Castiel: Ewww

[22.12., 22:21] Dean: Hahahaha
[22.12., 22:21] Dean: Kitty got claws

[22.12., 22:22] Castiel: Woah!!!!
[22.12., 22:22] Castiel: Fuck

[22.12., 22:22] Dean: And a fat lip
[22.12., 22:22] Dean: Shit

[22.12., 22:22] Castiel: Oh fuck yes!
[22.12., 22:23] Castiel: Yum

[22.12., 22:23] Dean: Zachary
[22.12., 22:23] Dean: Qait
[22.12., 22:23] Dean: Wait
[22.12., 22:23] Dean: No

[22.12., 22:23] Castiel: What?

[22.12., 22:23] Dean: I feel left out
[22.12., 22:23] Dean: We should have watched this movie together

[22.12., 22:24] Castiel: Why?
[22.12., 22:24] Castiel: What's wrong?

[22.12., 22:26] Dean: I am not sure i have grown out of the jealous thing
[22.12., 22:27] Dean: You sort of online drooling over those guys
[22.12., 22:27] Dean: I dont like it

[22.12., 22:27] Castiel: Like i would ever meet Zachary in real life.
[22.12., 22:27] Castiel: Do you not have favorite actors?

[22.12., 22:28] Dean: I do
[22.12., 22:29] Dean: Im still jealous

[22.12., 22:30] Castiel: Oh, hostage situation

[22.12., 22:31] Dean: Ohhh
[22.12., 22:31] Dean: He's bitchy

[22.12., 22:31] Castiel: Yes.
[22.12., 22:32] Castiel: Uuuh, bitch fight

[22.12., 22:32] Dean: Ex-boyfriend?

[22.12., 22:32] Castiel: Possible

[22.12., 22:32] Dean: He's dressed like the joker
[22.12., 22:33] Dean: Green suit
[22.12., 22:33] Dean: Purple tie

[22.12., 22:33] Castiel: Hmmm, true

[22.12., 22:34] Dean: Steam room
[22.12., 22:34] Dean: Nice

[22.12., 22:36] Castiel: Bitchy!

[22.12., 22:37] Dean: Party was better before birthday boy turned yp

[22.12., 22:37] Castiel: Yes it was
[22.12., 22:38] Castiel: Why's he throwing him a party at his place if he hates him that much?

[22.12., 22:38] Dean: I have no idea

[22.12., 22:39] Castiel: Cowboy is cute

[22.12., 22:39] Dean: So innocent

[22.12., 22:40] Castiel: Yes

[22.12., 22:46] Dean: Cowboy and birthday boy make me uncomfortable
[22.12., 22:46] Dean: Cowboy looks under age

[22.12., 22:46] Castiel: He does. But I'm sure he's not

[22.12., 22:49] Dean: He's just gonna drag him out of his closet kicking and acreaming
[22.12., 22:49] Dean: Huh
[22.12., 22:52] Dean: Yes
[22.12., 22:52] Dean: Yes he is

[22.12., 22:54] Castiel: That's one stupid "game"

[22.12., 22:54] Dean: Yeah
[22.12., 22:54] Dean: He is super pushy
[22.12., 22:54] Dean: I dont like that
[22.12., 22:55] Dean: 😳
[22.12., 22:55] Dean: This is netflix
[22.12., 22:55] Dean: Wtf

[22.12., 22:56] Castiel: Uh... yeah... 😳
[22.12., 22:56] Castiel: Me neither

[22.12., 22:56] Dean: Thats the most penis I've seen on netflix

[22.12., 22:57] Castiel: Yeah

[22.12., 22:57] Dean: Awwwwe

[22.12., 22:57] Castiel: Wait, isn't Shame on Netflix?

[22.12., 22:57] Dean: He needs a hug
[22.12., 22:58] Dean: Whats shame

[22.12., 22:58] Castiel: Yes
[22.12., 22:58] Castiel: Shame?

[22.12., 22:58] Dean: Yeah shame

[22.12., 22:58] Castiel: Movie about a sex addict.

[22.12., 22:58] Dean: Oh

[22.12., 22:58] Castiel: Played by Michael Fassbender
[22.12., 22:58] Castiel: Sexy dude

[22.12., 22:58] Dean: Shut it

[22.12., 22:58] Castiel: Shark smile

[22.12., 22:59] Dean: Isn't that the young magneto dude

[22.12., 22:59] Castiel: Straight as hell
[22.12., 22:59] Castiel: Yes. Exactly

[22.12., 23:02] Dean: This evening took a strange turn

[22.12., 23:02] Castiel: It did
[22.12., 23:04] Castiel: Damn, high school sucks

[22.12., 23:05] Dean: Well
[22.12., 23:05] Dean: Awkward
[22.12., 23:05] Dean: Well shit

[22.12., 23:05] Castiel: Woah, wtf?

[22.12., 23:06] Dean: I dont think this party is gonna end with them as friends

[22.12., 23:07] Castiel: I keep wondering how they even are friends to begin with

[22.12., 23:07] Dean: Yeah

[22.12., 23:10] Castiel: Awwwwwe

[22.12., 23:10] Dean: That is so sweet

[22.12., 23:11] Castiel: That Alan guy is such an ass

[22.12., 23:11] Dean: Yeah
[22.12., 23:12] Dean: This seems like a night of education for the douche

[22.12., 23:12] Castiel: Yes

[22.12., 23:13] Dean: Ewww
[22.12., 23:13] Dean: Public restriom
[22.12., 23:13] Dean: 🤢

[22.12., 23:13] Castiel: Last place on earth!!!

[22.12., 23:14] Dean: Hmmm
[22.12., 23:14] Dean: Odd dude that larry

[22.12., 23:15] Castiel: Yes

[22.12., 23:17] Dean: Mic drop

[22.12., 23:17] Castiel: Yes he did

[22.12., 23:17] Dean: Well
[22.12., 23:17] Dean: Huh
[22.12., 23:17] Dean: Well that was skin
[22.12., 23:18] Dean: Pick up

[22.12., 23:19] Castiel: Oh dammit! Look at that face!!!

[22.12., 23:19] Dean: Yeah
[22.12., 23:19] Dean: Not my style of relationship
[22.12., 23:20] Dean: But respect for the communication

[22.12., 23:20] Castiel: Yes
[22.12., 23:20] Castiel: There!

[22.12., 23:20] Dean: He's gonna call michael
[22.12., 23:20] Castiel: Yes

[22.12., 23:22] Dean: Harold is.creepy

[22.12., 23:22] Castiel: Yes.
[22.12., 23:23] Castiel: But Zachary is so good at playing creepy.

[22.12., 23:24] Dean: Dirty laundry

[22.12., 23:25] Castiel: I don't like people who unfold other people's dirty laundry

[22.12., 23:25] Dean: Yeah
[22.12., 23:25] Dean: Could have called him out privately

[22.12., 23:41] Castiel: Ha!
[22.12., 23:42] Castiel: Seems we were wrong, huh?
[22.12., 23:42] Dean: Maybe

[22.12., 23:43] Castiel: Awwwe. The cowboy had been asleep

[22.12., 23:43] Dean: Awwwwe
[22.12., 23:44] Dean: One hell of aparty
[22.12., 23:45] Dean: Tex is so wholesome

[22.12., 23:46] Castiel: Well, that's another way to be called out

[22.12., 23:47] Dean: 😥
[22.12., 23:48] Dean: he was a douche
[22.12., 23:48] Dean: But I feel sorry for him

[22.12., 23:48] Castiel: Yeah
[22.12., 23:51] Castiel: I like his coat

[22.12., 23:51] Dean: Don't you have a similar one
[22.12., 23:51] Castiel: I do
[22.12., 23:51] Castiel: It's very nice

[22.12., 23:51] Dean: You look better in it then he does

[22.12., 23:51] Castiel: Thank you

[22.12., 23:55] Dean: Yachats a lot of people out and about
[22.12., 23:56] Dean: Thats

[22.12., 23:56] Castiel: Yeah
[22.12., 23:56] Castiel: Okay, that was one weird movie

[22.12., 23:56] Dean: I was kinda hoping for a happy ending
[22.12., 23:56] Dean: I want to hug all of them

[22.12., 23:57] Castiel: Same
[22.12., 23:59] Castiel: I hope you're not mad at me for choosing this one?

[23.12., 00:00] Dean: No
[23.12., 00:00] Dean: It's
[23.12., 00:00] Dean: Kinda scary
[23.12., 00:00] Dean: How it was

[23.12., 00:01] Castiel: Yes

[23.12., 00:01] Dean: Im glad it isn't that bad anymore
[23.12., 00:09] Dean: At least not in my bubble

[23.12., 00:14] Castiel: Yeah.

[23.12., 00:14] Dean: Im sorry your bubble was different
[23.12., 00:14] Castiel: Don't.
[23.12., 00:15] Castiel: There will always be people who don't get it.

[23.12., 00:18] Dean: You shouldn't have had to be in that position
[23.12., 00:18] Dean: Its bull
[23.12., 00:18] Dean: And while you might be fine now, I am angry
[23.12., 00:18] Dean: For you

[23.12., 00:20] Castiel: Don't be. Please.

[23.12., 00:20] Dean: But they hurt you
[23.12., 00:21] Dean: Grr

[23.12., 00:21] Castiel: I still have most of my family in my life

[23.12., 00:21] Dean: That's good
[23.12., 00:21] Dean: Fuck the rest

[23.12., 00:22] Castiel: Exactly

[23.12., 00:25] Dean: I like you how you are

[23.12., 00:25] Castiel: What do you mean?

[23.12., 00:25] Dean: I like tou
[23.12., 00:26] Dean: Panties, bees, trench coat, devil cat, heavy books, sort of gay but not really more like pan or bi but a dash of demi.
[23.12., 00:26] Dean: I like you

[23.12., 00:27] Castiel: Oh. That is quite a sum up.

[23.12., 00:27] Dean: Just the main points
[23.12., 00:27] Dean: Some not the

[23.12., 00:28] Castiel: I like it

[23.12., 00:40] Dean: Good

[23.12., 00:42] Castiel: I like how you are.
[23.12., 00:42] Castiel: Oh. And what i wanted to let you know:
[23.12., 00:44] Castiel: I really, really hope that you never felt like i was being like Michael was to Alan, forcing him out of the closet…

[23.12., 00:49] Dean: No you didnt
[23.12., 00:50] Dean: Frankly
[23.12., 00:51] Dean: The more I think about it the more I realize how oblivous I have been.
[23.12., 00:51] Dean: No straight man looks at guys like that

[23.12., 00:52] Castiel: What do you mean?

[23.12., 00:52] Dean: I have always thought that its normal to find men attractive like I did
[23.12., 00:52] Dean: Do
[23.12., 00:52] Dean: Turns out it isnt
[23.12., 00:53] Dean: I just got taught that real man fuck women

[23.12., 00:54] Castiel: Well, some of them do. And other real men don't. And other real mean like both

[23.12., 00:56] Dean: I guess I'm like Pinocchio. Alive all the time but not a real boy till the fairy .ade him one
[23.12., 00:58] Dean: SORRY
[23.12., 00:58] Dean: I dont think that makes as much sense as it did in my head

[23.12., 00:59] Castiel: It surprisingly does

[23.12., 01:00] Dean: Yay

[23.12., 01:00] Castiel: Though i must admit I have never been called fairy before

[23.12., 01:00] Dean: I dont mean it in a bad way
[23.12., 01:00] Dean: Fairy God father?

[23.12., 01:01] Castiel: I know you did not mean it in a bad way. I think it's cute coming from you
[23.12., 01:02] Castiel: Are you doing it again?
[23.12., 01:02] Castiel: Calling me old?

[23.12., 01:02] Dean: No
[23.12., 01:02] Dean: Godmother seemed wrong
[23.12., 01:02] Dean: Like Cinderella

[23.12., 01:03] Castiel: Can we settle on God Brother?

[23.12., 01:03] Dean: Ewww
[23.12., 01:03] Dean: That makes me think of sam
[23.12., 01:04] Dean: I do not want to do the same things to sam and you

[23.12., 01:05] Castiel: Ewwww
[23.12., 01:05] Castiel: No, okay
[23.12., 01:05] Castiel: Got it

[23.12., 01:05] Dean: Thank you

[23.12., 01:06] Castiel: Well, I'll just be your faity God queer then

[23.12., 01:06] Dean: Just stay mine

[23.12., 01:08] Castiel: I will do my very best
[23.12., 01:08] Castiel: But now I'm off to bed, Dean. It's past 1

[23.12., 01:08] Dean: Yay
[23.12., 01:09] Dean: Ok babe
[23.12., 01:09] Dean: Good night

[23.12., 01:09] Castiel: Good night Babe.
[23.12., 01:09] Castiel: Sweet dreams

[23.12., 01:09] Dean: I'll finish my beer and then im out too

[23.12., 01:09] Castiel: 😘

[23.12., 01:09] Dean: Night night
[23.12., 01:09] Dean: 😚😇

Chapter Text

[23.12., 09:24] Castiel: Did you sleep well?

 

[23.12., 10:02] Dean: Morning angel

[23.12., 10:02] Dean: I slept great

[23.12., 10:03] Dean: I am making a massive breakfast

[23.12., 10:03] Dean: Wanna join me?

 

[23.12., 10:12] Castiel: What are you making? And why are you making a massive breakfast?

 

[23.12., 10:15] Dean: Because that's what I do on the 23rd

 

[23.12., 10:21] Castiel: Like, traditionally?

 

[23.12., 10:21] Dean: Yeah

 

[23.12., 10:22] Castiel: Why?

 

[23.12., 10:22] Castiel: Abd you still haven't told me wgat you're making?

 

[23.12., 10:27] Dean: First question: why not.  Everyone is excited for the 25th. I like having something else to be excited about but sooner.

 

Second question: pig 'n a poke

 

[23.12., 10:29] Castiel: First answer: that sounds amazingly wholesome for some reason.

 

Second answer: heard of, never had any. Sounds like a perfect day to try it.

 

[23.12., 10:33] Dean: Cool

[23.12., 10:33] Dean: I am starting on the pancake dough

[23.12., 10:33] Dean: See you soon

 

[23.12., 10:53] Castiel: I'm on my way now. I had to wait, because i just saw that your present was about to be delivered

 

[23.12., 11:04] Dean: Ohhhhh

[23.12., 11:05] Dean: Nice

[23.12., 11:33] Dean: Just come in when you get here

[23.12., 11:33] Dean: I cant leave the kitchen

 

[23.12., 11:34] Castiel: Alright. Incoming now!

 



[23.12., 12:58] Dean: Stop running around in the back yard with the dog

 

[23.12., 13:15] Dean: Well fine. Since you left your phone with me while you play with my dog I will leave messages here.

[23.12., 13:15] Dean: I think you look very good today

[23.12., 13:16] Dean: And I saw lace poking out in the back when you bent over to take of your shoes

[23.12., 13:16] Dean: I would like to kiss you kiss you when you leave

 

[23.12., 13:20] Castiel: Where did you vanish to? Dean?

 

[23.12., 13:31] Dean: Garage.

[23.12., 13:31] Dean: Digging out something

 

[23.12., 13:32] Castiel: Uh. Okay. Can I help?

 

[23.12., 13:33] Dean: Possebly

[23.12., 13:33] Dean: How's your upper body strength

[23.12., 13:33] Dean: I may be stuck

 

[23.12., 13:33] Castiel: I'm coming to rescue you.

 

[23.12., 13:34] Dean: yay

[23.12., 13:34] Dean: In the rafters

[23.12., 13:34] Dean: My step stool fell



     After Cas rescues Dean from the rafters they retreat back inside. A plate of cookies, some hot chocolate and both snuggle up on the couch to watch some mindless TV.  Cas is sitting up, leaning on the arm rest with his right arm. Dean snuggles up to his left side but soon slides down and puts his head in Cas' lap. 

Halfway through the second movie Dean and Cas move to lay down together. Dean is laying with his back to the couch holding Cas in front of him.  

He can feel Cas laugh at a stupid joke and presses a kiss to  the back of the neck right in front of him. Cas turns and looks into Deans eyes. He leans towards the younger man and gently presses his lips against Deans. 

 

[23.12., 17:24] Castiel: Hey Dean, I am back home now.

 

[23.12., 17:24] Dean: Come back

 

[23.12., 17:24] Castiel: Thank you for today.

 

[23.12., 17:24] Dean: Thank you for sharing my silly tradition with me

 

[23.12., 17:25] Castiel: I am going to skip dinner. I'm still full. Those were way too many cookies

 

[23.12., 17:25] Dean: Im sorry

 

[23.12., 17:27] Castiel: I would. But i really need to start preparing the potato salad I promised Gabe for tomorrow

 

[23.12., 17:35] Dean: 😥

[23.12., 17:35] Dean: I miss you alreadt

 

[23.12., 17:36] Castiel: I miss you too.

[23.12., 17:36] Castiel: I think your dog likes me.

 

[23.12., 17:42] Dean: She misses you too

 

[23.12., 17:46] Castiel: Awwwwwe

[23.12., 17:46] Castiel: Well. I seemingly do give great belly scratches. Not only head scratches

 

[23.12., 17:48] Dean: I am gonna have to get in line for those belly scratches to see myself

 

[23.12., 17:48] Castiel: If Santana lets you get them

 

[23.12., 17:58] Dean: She better

[23.12., 17:58] Dean: She can snuggle with lucy

 

[23.12., 17:59] Castiel: ☺️ if he lets her and doesn't hide on top of his cat tree

[23.12., 18:05] Dean: So you'd rather have my dog then me in your lap to give scratches

 

[23.12., 18:05] Castiel: No!

[23.12., 18:06] Castiel: I'd much rather have you than your dog

 

[23.12., 18:06] Dean: ☺️

[23.12., 18:07] Dean: Im proud of you btw

[23.12., 18:08] Dean: For telling me when the kissing got to much.

 

[23.12., 18:09] Castiel: Thank you for actually stopping without getting grumpy

 

[23.12., 18:09] Dean: No reason to get grumpy

[23.12., 18:12] Dean: I just got too enthusiastic i guess

[23.12., 18:12] Dean: I didn't mean to push

 

[23.12., 18:56] Castiel: I'm glad you think so

 

[23.12., 18:57] Dean: Im sorry you had to speak up.

[23.12., 18:57] Dean: I didn't want to do that

 

[23.12., 19:33] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[23.12., 19:36] Dean: No don't be sorry

[23.12., 19:37] Dean: I am apologizing here

[23.12., 19:37] Dean: For pushing to the point where you had to throw the breaks 

 

[23.12., 19:41] Castiel: I'm sorry that i already reached that.

 

[23.12., 19:42] Dean: Don't be

 

[23.12., 19:51] Castiel: But i did like the kiss

 

[23.12., 19:53] Dean: I did too

[23.12., 19:53] Dean: A lot

 

[23.12., 19:59] Castiel: Your lips feel as nice as they look

 

[23.12., 20:00] Dean: Thank you

[23.12., 20:00] Dean: I really like your stubble

[23.12., 20:00] Dean: Really like it

 

[23.12., 20:00] Castiel: Really?

[23.12., 20:00] Castiel: Good

 

[23.12., 20:13] Dean: Yeah

[23.12., 20:13] Dean: My cheeks are still red from your face

[23.12., 20:14] Dean: I guess I have beard burn

[23.12., 20:14] Dean: Lol

 

[23.12., 20:14] Castiel: That must be the weirdest new thing so far.

[23.12., 20:14] Castiel: Beard burn? Really?

 

[23.12., 20:15] Dean: I dont know

 

[23.12., 20:15] Castiel: Is it that bad?

 

[23.12., 20:15] Dean: Its tender

[23.12., 20:15] Dean: Sort of

[23.12., 20:15] Dean: But I like it

[23.12., 20:15] Dean: Reminds me of today

 

[23.12., 20:16] Castiel: Awww

 

[23.12., 20:18] Dean: It may have went a bit out of hand but it was a good day.

 

[23.12., 20:20] Castiel: Yes. It was. And i really like your tradition

[23.12., 20:20] Castiel: I could get used to it

 

[23.12., 20:20] Dean: Now all i have tomorrow is to wrap gifts. And maybe make food.

[23.12., 20:21] Dean: I'd love to have you included

[23.12., 20:21] Dean: I still have the gift from you here

[23.12., 20:21] Dean: Should I open it?

[23.12., 20:21] Dean: Or wait

 

[23.12., 20:22] Castiel: Hmmm

[23.12., 20:22] Castiel: You may open it. I already opened yours

 

[23.12., 20:22] Dean: Ok

[23.12., 20:22] Dean: Hold on

[23.12., 20:34] Dean: Uhm

[23.12., 20:34] Dean: Thanks?

[23.12., 20:38] Dean: I like the material

 

 

[23.12., 20:38] Castiel: You're welcome

[23.12., 20:39] Castiel: I'm glad you like it

[23.12., 20:39] Castiel: The material i mean.

[23.12., 20:41] Castiel: But your messages read like you didn't enjoy the present itself

 

[23.12., 20:43] Dean: I uhm

[23.12., 20:43] Dean: I greatly appreciate the gesture

[23.12., 20:43] Dean: And they are funny and feel nice

[23.12., 20:43] Dean: I guess I didn't expect fun novelty boxers

 

[23.12., 20:44] Castiel: Was that too much?

 

[23.12., 20:46] Dean: No it wasn't

[23.12., 20:46] Dean: Thank you

 

[23.12., 21:08] Castiel: Oh good. I was really scared now

 

[23.12., 21:33] Dean: No worries babe

[23.12., 22:06] Dean: So

[23.12., 22:06] Dean: What are you up to

[23.12., 22:07] Dean: I keep tracking my present to myself. Any luck and it will get here tomorrow

 

[23.12., 22:08] Castiel: Watching all the Christmas Carol films I can find trying to find my favorite.

 

[23.12., 22:13] Dean: Sounds like fun. I'm wrapping gifts for sam and charly

 

[23.12., 22:13] Castiel: Oh? What are you getting yourself?

[23.12., 22:13] Castiel: You haven't wrapped yet?

 

[23.12., 22:14] Dean: No I havent.  I am not good with wrapping so I like to keep it last minute

[23.12., 22:14] Dean: I've been known to wrap hours before

 

[23.12., 22:14] Castiel: Oh, I see.

[23.12., 22:15] Castiel: Well, mine are all wrapped and already in Gabriel's garage

 

[23.12., 22:15] Dean: Prepared i see

 

[23.12., 22:16] Castiel: Yes.

 

[23.12., 22:16] Dean: To answer your question.

[23.12., 22:16] Dean: I got myself just some things to play

 

[23.12., 22:16] Castiel: Video games?

 

[23.12., 22:25] Dean: Kind of

[23.12., 22:25] Dean: More like app based

 

[23.12., 22:28] Castiel: Oh?

 

[23.12., 22:36] Dean: Yeah

 

[23.12., 22:36] Castiel: But don't you just download apps? Why does it need to be delivered?

 

[23.12., 22:43] Dean: Uhm

[23.12., 22:43] Dean: Do you remember that toy I showed you?

 

[23.12., 22:44] Castiel: Oooooooooh!!!!

[23.12., 22:44] Castiel: Really?

 

[23.12., 22:44] Dean: Yeah

 

[23.12., 22:47] Castiel: So, you think you're really ready for that?

 

[23.12., 22:47] Dean: Won't know till I try

 

[23.12., 22:53] Castiel: I see

[23.12., 22:54] Castiel: Well, I'm looking forward to hear about it

 

[23.12., 22:54] Dean: Really?

 

[23.12., 22:58] Castiel: Yes, really!

 

[23.12., 23:00] Dean: Would you want the app?

 

[23.12., 23:01] Castiel: One day, yes. But you need to be comfortable with your toy first, Dwan

 

[23.12., 23:06] Dean: Dwan? Texting your other boyfriend?

[23.12., 23:06] Dean: 😉

 

[23.12., 23:06] Castiel: Oh damn, wrong chat.

He's the guy I'm dating on the side.

[23.12., 23:06] Castiel: 😉

 

[23.12., 23:07] Dean: I knew it. Sweet and hot guy like you, its like bread to ducks

 

[23.12., 23:13] Castiel: Well, I'm sorry.

 

[23.12., 23:14] Dean: Most disappointed in Lucy for not telling me tbh

 

[23.12., 23:15] Castiel: He's the devil

 

[23.12., 23:17] Dean: But yes. Once I am comfortable I will let you know

 

[23.12., 23:17] Castiel: Alright. It does sound very intriguing

 

[23.12., 23:20] Dean: Me playing with it or you being able to controll it

[23.12., 23:20] Dean: What part sounds better

 

[23.12., 23:20] Castiel: The second 🙈😳

 

[23.12., 23:21] Dean: Away or in the same room?

 

[23.12., 23:22] Castiel: Both?



[23.12., 23:47] Dean: I

[23.12., 23:47] Dean: I am not ignoring you

 

[23.12., 23:47] Castiel: Oh thank God

[23.12., 23:47] Castiel: I thought i had scared you off

 

[23.12., 23:47] Dean: No

[23.12., 23:47] Dean: Not at all

[23.12., 23:47] Dean: I needed a minute

 

[23.12., 23:50] Castiel: Oh?

[23.12., 23:50] Castiel: You needed a minute?

[23.12., 23:50] Castiel: Why?

 

[23.12., 23:51] Dean: Because I find the idea of you being in control very exciting

[23.12., 23:51] Dean: And combined with today's unplanned make out session

[23.12., 23:51] Dean: I needed a minute

 

[23.12., 23:51] Castiel: Oh!!!

 

[23.12., 23:56] Dean: Yeah

[23.12., 23:56] Dean: But

[23.12., 23:56] Dean: I am showered now and dressed for comfort

[23.12., 23:56] Dean: I am good

 

[23.12., 23:57] Castiel: I'm sad

 

[23.12., 23:57] Dean: Ehy

[23.12., 23:57] Dean: Why

 

[23.12., 23:59] Castiel: You didn't tell me you needed a minute

 

[23.12., 23:59] Dean: Nothing happened

[23.12., 23:59] Dean: I got excited

[24.12., 00:00] Dean: I got up, walked it off and took a quick rather cold shower

 

[24.12., 00:00] Castiel: Oh!!!

 

[24.12., 00:00] Dean: Plus you wore lace today

 

[24.12., 00:00] Castiel: I see

 

[24.12., 00:00] Dean: Lace

[24.12., 00:00] Dean: Cas

[24.12., 00:00] Dean: I saw

 

[24.12., 00:00] Castiel: I did

[24.12., 00:01] Castiel: Yes, you mentioned that you saw it

 

[24.12., 00:01] Dean: I did

[24.12., 00:03] Dean: It threw me for a loop

[24.12., 00:03] Dean: Like I know you wear it

[24.12., 00:03] Dean: Regularly

[24.12., 00:04] Dean: And its not necessarily sexual for you

[24.12., 00:04] Dean: But it is for me and seeing it today

[24.12., 00:04] Dean: Yeah

 

[24.12., 00:05] Castiel: I'm sorry. I thought it was more appropriate to wear underwear

 

[24.12., 00:05] Dean: Frankly, free balling is just as interesting

[24.12., 00:06] Dean: But I don't want you to change either

 

[24.12., 00:07] Castiel: I didn't want to turn my closet upside down

 

[24.12., 00:08] Dean: Might have some boring underwear somewhere?

[24.12., 00:08] Dean: Please dont

[24.12., 00:08] Dean: How i react is not your problem

 

[24.12., 00:09] Castiel: I don't want you to feel like i lead you on

 

[24.12., 00:10] Dean: You are not

[24.12., 00:10] Dean: I know how you feel about your pretties and sex

 

[24.12., 00:11] Castiel: Okay

 

[24.12., 00:11] Dean: And I don't want you to feel pressured

[24.12., 00:11] Dean: Hence me taking a shower to cool of

 

[24.12., 00:12] Castiel: Alright

 

[24.12., 00:16] Dean: You mad? Uncomfortable?  Weirded out?

 

[24.12., 00:16] Castiel: No. Why should I be?

 

[24.12., 00:17] Dean: I dont know. Like I already made you uncomfortable once today

[24.12., 00:17] Dean: I am just making sure

 

[24.12., 00:18] Castiel: No. No I'm not uncomfortable

 

[24.12., 00:20] Dean: Ok good

 

[24.12., 00:20] Dean: What exactly made you pull the breaks this afternoon?

[24.12., 00:20] Dean: So I dont repeat it

 

[24.12., 00:22] Castiel: It's been a very long time since I kissed someone. It was just a lot.

 

[24.12., 00:24] Dean: Ok

[24.12., 00:25] Dean: I was worried I went to far.

[24.12., 00:26] Dean: I feel like i am not sure where to put my hands

 

[24.12., 00:30] Castiel: May I guide you next time?

 

[24.12., 00:30] Dean: Yes

[24.12., 00:31] Dean: I was swimming

[24.12., 00:31] Dean: I'd like that

 

[24.12., 00:31] Castiel: I'll try to help you better

 

[24.12., 00:31] Dean: Thank you

 

[24.12., 00:32] Castiel: You're most welcome

 

[24.12., 00:32] Dean: That sound so

[24.12., 00:32] Dean: Formal

 

[24.12., 00:32] Dean: Lol

[24.12., 00:32] Dean: We are talking about making out

[24.12., 00:32] Dean: Like its a business

 

[24.12., 00:33] Castiel: You started it

 

[24.12., 00:35] Dean: I just want to figure out what I am doing 

 

[24.12., 00:35] Castiel: You wanted to talk about it

 

[24.12., 00:35] Dean: Yeah

[24.12., 00:36] Dean: I wanna

[24.12., 00:36] Dean: I just want for this to work out

[24.12., 00:36] Dean: I haven't felt like this for someone in a while

[24.12., 00:39] Dean: I dont wanna fuck this up babe

[24.12., 00:39] Dean: I really like you

 

[24.12., 00:40] Castiel: I really like you too and i feel good about you

 

[24.12., 00:40] Dean: Like

[24.12., 00:40] Dean: I hate to sound needy

[24.12., 00:40] Dean: But what are we

 

[24.12., 00:41] Castiel: I really liked kissing you

[24.12., 00:41] Castiel: I loved feeling you that close to me

[24.12., 00:41] Castiel: I'm really sorry I got overwhelmed though

[24.12., 00:44] Castiel: ?

 

[24.12., 00:53] Dean: I dont make out like that with dates

 

[24.12., 00:55] Castiel: No?

 

[24.12., 00:55] Dean: No

[24.12., 00:55] Dean: Dates get a kiss good night

[24.12., 00:55] Dean: I dont spend hours making food with them

[24.12., 00:56] Dean: Or snuggling on the couch watching what ever

 

[24.12., 00:56] Castiel: So, I'm not your date?

 

[24.12., 00:56] Dean: I dont know

[24.12., 00:57] Dean: Are we just dating?

 

[24.12., 00:58] Castiel: So? Are you saying, you're my boyfriend?

 

[24.12., 00:59] Dean: Are we?

[24.12., 01:00] Dean: Is this a boyfriends situation?

 

[24.12., 01:00] Castiel: Does that change things between us?

 

[24.12., 01:02] Dean: Would it?

 

[24.12., 01:03] Castiel: I don't want them to change. But I wouldn't mind them evolving

 

[24.12., 01:03] Dean: Evolving how?

 

[24.12., 01:06] Castiel: Well, more snuggling, more headscratches, more kisses, but not at once, but a little more each day

 

[24.12., 01:08] Dean: I like the sound of that

 

[24.12., 01:08] Castiel: Did that even make sense?

 

[24.12., 01:08] Dean: Snuggling with scratches and kissing combined sounds awesome tho

 

[24.12., 01:09] Castiel: Yes

 

[24.12., 01:10] Dean: I'd love to be boyfriends

[24.12., 01:10] Dean: But I don't think i am out enough to be one

 

[24.12., 01:12] Castiel: Yeah, I think that's in our way

 

[24.12., 01:12] Dean: Im sorry

 

[24.12., 01:12] Castiel: But i sure as hell will not push you out

 

[24.12., 01:17] Dean: That leaves us in relationship status limbo

 

[24.12., 01:17] Castiel: It does

[24.12., 01:17] Castiel: That's not quite good

 

[24.12., 01:21] Dean: I am sort of out to sam and charly

[24.12., 01:21] Dean: Guess gabe and jack know

 

[24.12., 01:25] Castiel: I'd say Anael too

 

[24.12., 01:26] Dean: What makes one out?

[24.12., 01:29] Dean: Do I need a pride flag

[24.12., 01:35] Dean: Is there a club membership 

 

[24.12., 01:38] Castiel: No!

[24.12., 01:39] Castiel: Well, I guess, you're closest friends knowing does kind of make you out

 

[24.12., 01:39] Dean: Kind of boyfriends

 

[24.12., 01:42] Castiel: I don't like it

 

[24.12., 01:42] Dean: Me neither

 

[24.12., 01:42] Castiel: I want to know what I'm at

 

[24.12., 01:42] Dean: Me too

 

[24.12., 01:43] Castiel: So, if I called you my boyfriend that'd be okay with you?

 

[24.12., 01:43] Dean: Yeah

 

[24.12., 01:44] Castiel: Even if I called you that, talking to others?

 

[24.12., 01:44] Dean: Like telling them you have a boyfriend?

 

[24.12., 01:44] Castiel: Yes

 

[24.12., 01:45] Dean: Or Dean is my boyfriend

 

[24.12., 01:47] Castiel: No, like, I have a boyfriend. Or, like, my boyfriend will hurt you for that.

[24.12., 01:47] Castiel: I will not out you to anyone

 

[24.12., 01:50] Dean: I'd like if people knew you have a boyfriend

 

[24.12., 01:51] Castiel: 🤗

[24.12., 01:52] Castiel: I will not let anyone know your name

 

[24.12., 01:53] Dean: I'm sorry

 

[24.12., 01:53] Castiel: And I will not hold your hand in public

 

[24.12., 01:53] Dean: I'll get there

[24.12., 01:53] Dean: I promise

 

[24.12., 01:53] Castiel: Don't worry

[24.12., 01:58] Castiel: So, Dean, Babe, I will go to bed now

 

[24.12., 02:00] Dean: Oh shit its 2am?

[24.12., 02:00] Dean: Yeah me too

[24.12., 02:00] Dean: Good night

[24.12., 02:00] Dean: Boyfriend

[24.12., 02:00] Dean: ☺️😚😇

 

[24.12., 02:00] Castiel: And just for your information

[24.12., 02:01] Castiel: Patrick Stewart

 

[24.12., 02:07] Dean: What

[24.12., 02:08] Dean: Babe

[24.12., 02:08] Dean: Cas

[24.12., 02:08] Dean: Explain please

 

[24.12., 02:11] Castiel: The Christmas Carol movie I liked best was the one with him as Scrooge

 

[24.12., 02:11] Dean: Ohhhh

[24.12., 02:11] Dean: Thanks for explaining

Chapter Text

[24.12., 07:51] Castiel: Good morning

[24.12., 10:25] Dean: Morning
[24.12., 10:25] Dean: Sorry
[24.12., 10:25] Dean: I slept in
[24.12., 10:25] Dean: I had a few beer last night and we didn't go to bed till very late
[24.12., 10:51] Dean: Well, I guess you are either busy or went back to sleep. I'll be making some last minute Christmas preparations for when Sam and charly get here later today.
[24.12., 13:13] Dean: I cleaned my house
[24.12., 13:13] Dean: My couch still smells like you
[24.12., 13:13] Dean: So I am gonna take a nap on it, wrap myself in the blanket you had and pretend you are napping with me

[24.12., 13:16] Castiel: Awwwwe
[24.12., 13:34] Castiel: I'm sorry, Christmas Eve is a little busy. Especially since i slept in way too long
[24.12., 13:36] Castiel: Last batch of cookies just came out of the oven and ist cooling down now

[24.12., 16:00] Dean: Nice.
[24.12., 16:00] Dean: Sorry I disappeared
[24.12., 16:00] Dean: Charly and Sam are here

[24.12., 16:05] Castiel: Nice!
[24.12., 16:05] Castiel: Hope you have a great evening.

[24.12., 16:05] Dean: I've made you official official
[24.12., 16:06] Dean: I told them we are boyfriends
[24.12., 16:06] Dean: Enjoy your evening 😇
[24.12., 16:06] Dean: Stay away from the tree before someone puts you up there

[24.12., 16:07] Castiel: Really???

[24.12., 16:07] Dean: Yes
[24.12., 16:08] Dean: I may have been shaking a bit
[24.12., 16:08] Dean: But yes

[24.12., 16:08] Castiel: That's okay, Gabe gets to stand in the nativity scene all night
[24.12., 16:08] Castiel: Oh my God!!!

[24.12., 16:08] Dean: They are happy for me so yay

[24.12., 16:08] Castiel: I am so fucking proud of you!!!!

[24.12., 16:08] Dean: Nah
[24.12., 16:08] Dean: No big deal

[24.12., 16:11] Castiel: Yes it is, Dean!
[24.12., 16:11] Castiel: It is for me
[24.12., 16:11] Castiel: It means you're serious about us. You're not toying around with my feelings

[24.12., 16:13] Dean: I wouldnt
[24.12., 16:13] Dean: I really like you
[24.12., 16:15] Dean: And I don't want to have to hide this if we are around them
[24.12., 16:15] Dean: But Charly now demands to meet you
[24.12., 16:15] Dean: Fair warning

[24.12., 16:16] Castiel: She does?

[24.12., 16:17] Castiel: I would like to meet her too.

[24.12., 16:28] Dean: I am gonna need whiskey for that meeting

[24.12., 17:07] Castiel: Why you? It's us meeting.

[24.12., 18:21] Dean: You 2 are going to get along. And will bond and band together.
[24.12., 18:21] Dean: But its ok. I can't wait
[24.12., 19:33] Dean: Now i am all alone

[24.12., 20:17] Castiel: Already?

[24.12., 20:17] Dean: Sam went to visit john

[24.12., 20:17] Castiel: Would you like to join us for Mass?

[24.12., 20:17] Dean: Charly is spending tonight with her future in laws

[24.12., 20:18] Dean: I'd like to respectfully decline that invite
[24.12., 20:18] Dean: I am watching a TV show and finishing up cookies and some beer

[24.12., 20:18] Castiel: Donna, Fabriel, Jack and Claire are super happy for us and want to "officially" meet you

[24.12., 20:19] Dean: I'd love to
[24.12., 20:19] Dean: Please not by going to mass

[24.12., 20:19] Castiel: Okay
[24.12., 20:20] Castiel: It was just an idea. I don't like thinking of you spending Christmas Eve alone

[24.12., 20:21] Dean: I am not al9ne
[24.12., 20:21] Dean: I got santana
[24.12., 20:21] Dean: Enjoy church

[24.12., 20:24] Castiel: Alight.
[24.12., 20:28] Castiel: What are your plans on Christmas?

[24.12., 20:28] Dean: Tomorrow?

[24.12., 20:28] Castiel: Yes

[24.12., 20:29] Dean: Unwrapping gifts in the morning that sam and charly left
[24.12., 20:29] Dean: Waffles for breakfast

[24.12., 20:29] Castiel: Oh! Nice!

[24.12., 20:29] Dean: Feel free to join
[24.12., 20:29] Dean: Let me know how many people you bring

[24.12., 20:30] Dean: Gladly make enough for an army

[24.12., 20:30] Castiel: 😄
[24.12., 20:31] Castiel: Nah, they're having family breakfast and unwrapping presents themselves. But they said to suggest you join us for dinner.

[24.12., 20:32] Dean: You join me for waffles and then we join them?

[24.12., 20:32] Castiel: Yes

[24.12., 20:32] Dean: Nice

[24.12., 20:32] Castiel: Dean?

[24.12., 20:32] Dean: Yes

[24.12., 20:33] Castiel: I did have more than the boxers for you.
[24.12., 20:33] Castiel: Would you like it now or tomorrow morning?

[24.12., 20:33] Dean: Hmmmmm
[24.12., 20:34] Dean: Now
[24.12., 20:34] Dean: PleSe

[24.12., 20:35] Castiel: Allright, one minute.
[24.12., 20:37] Castiel: Alright, check your emails

[24.12., 20:38] Dean: Ok?
[24.12., 20:39] Dean: 😳
[24.12., 20:39] Dean: Thats
[24.12., 20:39] Dean: Thank you
[24.12., 20:39] Dean: I detect a theme for your gifts for me
[24.12., 20:40] Dean: Thank you
[24.12., 20:40] Dean: I will be browsing this website to choose lingerie while you are at mass

[24.12., 20:43] Castiel: Now that's a thought to take to church with me.

[24.12., 20:44] Dean: Lol
[24.12., 20:44] Dean: I show you what i picked when you get back

[24.12., 20:45] Castiel: Yay

 

[24.12., 22:26] Castiel: So, have you picked anything?

[24.12., 22:27] Dean: No
[24.12., 22:27] Dean: I cant decide
[24.12., 22:34] Dean: I found something
[24.12., 22:34] Dean: But I am unsure

[24.12., 22:34] Castiel: Yeah?

[24.12., 22:35] Dean: https://www.johnniescloset.com.au/mens-all-over-sheer-bodysuit-black/new-items/

[24.12., 22:39] Castiel: Oooh, that looks interesting!

[24.12., 22:39] Dean: Yeah?

[24.12., 22:40] Castiel: Yes!

[24.12., 22:41] Dean: https://www.menslingerie.com.au/mens-thong-underwear-black-garterbelt-lime-green-plus-other-colours/

[24.12., 22:41] Dean: I like this too

[24.12., 22:44] Castiel: Ooooh! That is lovely.

[24.12., 22:56] Dean: I am a little overwhelmed
[24.12., 22:57] Dean: So much stuff
[24.12., 23:15] Dean: Would you throw me some suggestions?
[24.12., 23:15] Dean: I mean
[24.12., 23:15] Dean: Boyfriends do that right

[24.12., 23:18] Castiel: Alright
[24.12., 23:26] Castiel: https://www.menslingerie.com.au/mens-sexy-capri-panties-garterbelt-stockings-white-plus-other-colours/

[24.12., 23:28] Castiel: https://www.menslingerie.com.au/mens-glamour-lycra-lace-boxer-brief-shorts-green-black-plus-other-colours/

[24.12., 23:30] Dean: I like the green
[24.12., 23:30] Dean: But the garter belt on the white…

[24.12., 23:31] Castiel: The have the belt alone too
[24.12., 23:31] Castiel: Oooooooooh!!!

[24.12., 23:31] Dean: Oh?

[24.12., 23:31] Castiel: I found it!
[24.12., 23:32] Castiel: The perfect one
[24.12., 23:32] Castiel: https://www.menslingerie.com.au/mens-plaid-tartan-high-waist-thong-with-lace-green-and-red/

[24.12., 23:35] Dean: Ohhh
[24.12., 23:35] Dean: I like those

[24.12., 23:35] Castiel: They're so pretty
!
[24.12., 23:35] Dean: And if they sell the garter belt alone....

[24.12., 23:36] Castiel: I know, right?

[24.12., 23:38] Dean: I think I take those
[24.12., 23:38] Dean: Thank you angel

[24.12., 23:39] Castiel: You're welcome

[24.12., 23:41] Dean: I cant wait
[24.12., 23:41] Dean: I ordered

[24.12., 23:41] Castiel: Me neither.
[24.12., 23:50] Castiel: I can't wait to see you wearing those

[24.12., 23:56] Dean: Same kinds
[24.12., 23:56] Dean: Kinda
[24.12., 23:56] Dean: Im nervous
[24.12., 23:56] Dean: That you think I look silly

[24.12., 23:57] Castiel: I can't imagine you would

[24.12., 23:58] Dean: I like how those make me feel
[24.12., 23:59] Dean: Like pretty and idk
[24.12., 23:59] Dean: Sensual?
[24.12., 23:59] Dean: I never used that word to describe anything

[25.12., 00:00] Castiel: They do? That sounds good. I'm so glad you enjoy wearing them.
[25.12., 00:03] Castiel: And that you don't think I'm a weak sissy for liking them so much myself

[25.12., 00:08] Dean: No I don't think so
[25.12., 00:11] Dean: The sissy thing seems to be a thing... not my thing but a thing. So go them I guess
[25.12., 00:11] Dean: But not for me
[25.12., 00:12] Dean: I like how they feel and look
[25.12., 00:12] Dean: And I am kinda excited to maybe seeing you in yours someday

[25.12., 00:13] Castiel: Yeah. I don't feel like I'm a sissy, and it's definitely not my fetish.

[25.12., 00:14] Dean: Oh I think it is a fetish babe

[25.12., 00:14] Castiel: Same

[25.12., 00:14] Dean: Like the liking lace
[25.12., 00:17] Dean: Seeing the little bit peeking out yesterday...
[25.12., 00:18] Dean: Yes I hope I get to see you in your full outfit some time

[25.12., 00:18] Castiel: Yes. That. But I meant the sissy thing.

[25.12., 00:18] Dean: Oh ok
[25.12., 00:18] Dean: I misunderstood

[25.12., 00:19] Castiel: That's why i explained

[25.12., 00:19] Dean: Yeah I get it now
[25.12., 00:20] Dean: Sorry

[25.12., 00:20] Castiel: Don't worry
[25.12., 00:21] Castiel: I will show you my lace

[25.12., 00:24] Dean: I cant wait
[25.12., 00:25] Dean: What time do you think you'll come over tomorrow

[25.12., 00:29] Castiel: When do you want me to be there

[25.12., 00:30] Dean: Right now

[25.12., 00:37] Castiel: Uh, but I'm home and laying in bed already.

[25.12., 00:38] Dean: Not to sound too forward
[25.12., 00:38] Dean: But you could be laying next to me and snuggle

[25.12., 00:38] Castiel: True

[25.12., 00:40] Dean: Probably should have put that invite out sooner
[25.12., 00:40] Dean: But I didn't want to be pushy

[25.12., 00:40] Castiel: Yeah.

[25.12., 00:41] Dean: I will let you sleep babe. Its almost one again

[25.12., 00:41] Castiel: Do you really want that?

[25.12., 00:41] Dean: What? You here to snuggle?
[25.12., 00:41] Dean: Yeah

[25.12., 00:42] Castiel: Hmmm

[25.12., 00:42] Dean: No hanky panky

[25.12., 00:47] Castiel: I'm getting dressed enough to get out in the cold.

[25.12., 00:47] Dean: Really
[25.12., 00:48] Dean: Omg
[25.12., 00:48] Dean: I'm gonna put on a pajama
[25.12., 00:48] Dean: And get you a pillow and blanket

[25.12., 00:48] Castiel: If you want me to come over

[25.12., 00:49] Dean: Yes

[25.12., 00:55] Castiel: Okay, packed toothbrush, on my way now

[25.12., 00:55] Dean: Yayyyyy
[25.12., 00:55] Dean: 9mg
[25.12., 00:55] Dean: I am so excited
[25.12., 00:55] Dean: This is like christmas
[25.12., 00:55] Dean: On Christmas

[25.12., 00:56] Castiel: Merry Christmas

[25.12., 00:57] Dean: Thank you so much
[25.12., 00:57] Dean: So so much
[25.12., 00:57] Dean: Just walk in.
[25.12., 00:57] Dean: You know where to go.
[25.12., 00:57] Dean: You can park in front of the garage.

 

Cas is nervous as he parks his car. He stays seated for a few minutes and just stares at the house. Is he really going to do this? The thought of spending the night with Dean in his bed is both scary and exciting. He misses the feeling of someone in his bed, the warmth radiating from another body and the gentle touches. There is also the nervous fluttering and the doubts. Will Dean expect anything besides cuddling? Cas isn't ready for more than a few kisses and the occasional dirty messages.
He finally gets out of the car and into Dean's house. He makes his way to the bedroom.
Dean is awake but barely so. He does manage to hold the blanket up invitingly and Castiel gets a glimpse of Dean's flannel pajama pants and the faded but soft looking t-shirt He threw on for his benefit.
Putting his little overnight bag down on the dresser he shuffles over and climbs into bed.

Dean is frantic. He is excited and scared. Cas in his bed sounds great in theory but he never shared a bed with a man. He picks up a few stray things from the floor before he puts on pajama pants and his softest shirt. He lays nervously in bed when he hears a car pull up to the house. It takes a few minutes for him to hear the door open and close and he listens carefully to the steps making it slowly to his bedroom. When Cas opens the door he is backlit by the Christmas lights and truly does look like an angel. Just a very sleepy one. Dean holds open the blanket and when Cas finally climbs into bed he shuffles closer. They look at each other for a few minutes until Cas takes Dean's hand and turns around, wrapping Dean's arm around him and pressing his back to Dean.
They fall asleep after Dean presses a kiss into Castiel's neck.

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Dean and Castiel wake up still wrapped around each other. They have swapped positions during the night and Cas is holding Dean to his front. He can tell by the change in Deans breathing pattern that the other man is awake and presses a kiss to the hair in front of him.
Dean let's out a content sigh and snuggles closer.

" I can't believe you drove over in the middle of the night. "

" Waking up with you seemed like a really good idea." Cas answers.

They lay there for a few more minutes before getting up.
They don't get dressed right away but share the bathroom sink for brushing their teeth.

Dean goes to make coffee and leaves Cas to try and fix his hair.

A few minutes later Cas joins him at the kitchen table where Dean has a cup waiting for him.

[25.12., 10:36] Dean: Yes you are right next to me. But without this is doesn't feel right.
[25.12., 10:36] Dean: So
[25.12., 10:36] Dean: Good morning angel

[25.12., 10:44] Castiel: You're such a dork
[25.12., 10:46] Castiel: Good morning, pretty man.

[25.12., 10:49] Dean: ☺️

[25.12., 10:56] Castiel: 😚

[25.12., 10:56] Dean: Well come here and kiss me.
[25.12., 11:12] Dean: You taste like sirup.

[25.12., 11:14] Castiel: That's because i had a lot of sirup on my waffle

[25.12., 11:58] Dean: Did you kidnap my dog and run away?

[25.12., 11:58] Castiel: Yes

[25.12., 11:58] Dean: Are you coning back?
[25.12., 11:58] Dean: Just because I went to shower doesn't mean you get to commit dog napping
[25.12., 11:59] Dean: Or did the thought of you being in the house while I am naked weird you out

[25.12., 11:59] Castiel: Yes, we've only got 2 miles left.
[25.12., 11:59] Castiel: I think she'll hate me

[25.12., 11:59] Dean: My poor lazy puppers

 

[25.12., 13:09] Castiel: Dean, the pack is empty. Do you have more?

 

[25.12., 13:26] Dean: Hihi
[25.12., 13:26] Dean: You have flour on your ass

[25.12., 13:27] Castiel: What???

[25.12., 13:27] Dean: My hand wasn't as clean as I thoight
[25.12., 13:27] Dean: Clear handprint on your ass

[25.12., 13:29] Castiel: Great. We'll have to stop by my place then so i can change

[25.12., 13:29] Dean: Im sorry

[25.12., 13:34] Castiel: I should've kept on my sweats. Not your fault

[25.12., 14:31] Dean: Ok i am at the store
[25.12., 14:31] Dean: But 8 forgot the list
[25.12., 14:31] Dean: What am I getting?

 

[25.12., 15:01] Castiel: Soda. And bell peppers.

[25.12., 15:01] Dean: Yes
[25.12., 15:01] Dean: Should I put everything else back?

[25.12., 15:02] Castiel: Depends on what everything else is

[25.12., 15:02] Dean: I kinda wandered around till you answered
[25.12., 15:02] Dean: Well uhm
[25.12., 15:02] Dean: Lotion
[25.12., 15:02] Dean: Shower gel, hair gel, a tooth brush for you to have at my house
[25.12., 15:02] Dean: Cereal
[25.12., 15:02] Dean: Dog toys

[25.12., 15:03] Castiel: No. No putting back

[25.12., 15:03] Dean: Cat treats

[25.12., 15:03] Castiel: But hurry? We should be at Gabe's by 4

[25.12., 15:03] Dean: And now I am in the candy isle

[25.12., 15:04] Castiel: M&Ms

[25.12., 15:04] Dean: Ok
[25.12., 15:04] Dean: Anything you want babe

[25.12., 15:04] Castiel: The peanut ones

[25.12., 15:04] Dean: Lol
[25.12., 15:04] Dean: You want nuts
[25.12., 15:05] Dean: Specific color?
[25.12., 15:05] Dean: Bell peppers
[25.12., 15:05] Dean: Not nuts

[25.12., 15:05] Castiel: Green

[25.12., 15:06] Dean: Ok

 

[25.12., 15:43] Castiel: You really wanna go with both cars?

[25.12., 15:43] Dean: Yeah. That way we don't need to drive around to get each other home.

[25.12., 15:44] Castiel: Alright.

At Gabriels house, Dean is welcomed with open arms. He is nervous and Cas is trying to let go of his hand, Dean just holds on tighter.

[25.12., 16:19] Dean: Help
[25.12., 16:19] Dean: Gabe cornered me
[25.12., 16:19] Dean: Where are you
[25.12., 16:31] Dean: Babe!
[25.12., 16:31] Dean: He is giving me the talk
[25.12., 16:31] Dean: The brother talk
[25.12., 16:32] Dean: HELP ME
[25.12., 16:39] Dean: Angel

[25.12., 17:03] Castiel: Oooooh shit!!! I was helping Claire with her new acrylic paint

[25.12., 17:04] Dean: He still has me
[25.12., 17:04] Dean: We are wandering the back yard
[25.12., 17:04] Dean: HELP ME

[25.12., 17:04] Castiel: I'm coming, hang in there Babe!!!

[25.12., 17:55] Dean: Why do you keep running away from me.

[25.12., 17:56] Castiel: I do not
[25.12., 17:56] Castiel: You do

[25.12., 17:56] Dean: I think Donna is about to show me her guns
[25.12., 17:56] Dean: Come here and hold my hand please

[25.12., 17:56] Castiel: Are you seriously scared she'd shoot you?

[25.12., 17:57] Dean: Shed make it look like an accident
[25.12., 17:57] Dean: And maybe I just want to hold your hand

[25.12., 17:57] Castiel: Alright.

Castiel and Claire have taken Santana out for a walk.

[25.12., 19:54] Castiel: Claire loves your dog

[25.12., 19:54] Dean: I noticed
[25.12., 19:55] Dean: Santana is a attention whore

[25.12., 19:58] Castiel: So, in case we ever need one, we have a dog sitter volunteer

[25.12., 19:58] Dean: Yay
[25.12., 20:01] Dean: I can not believe you left me here with gabe and donna
[25.12., 20:01] Dean: All defenceless

[25.12., 20:01] Castiel: You three seemed fine
[25.12., 20:01] Castiel: Jack can defend you
[25.12., 20:02] Castiel: Claire is very amused that you're scared of her parents

[25.12., 20:02] Dean: Well
[25.12., 20:02] Dean: Does she know how I met them?
[25.12., 20:02] Dean: How we met?

[25.12., 20:03] Castiel: Not all of it.

[25.12., 20:03] Dean: I met her dad cause I hurt you
[25.12., 20:03] Dean: And I met her mom cause I got arrested
[25.12., 20:03] Dean: Come on
[25.12., 20:03] Dean: You must understand why I am intimidated

[25.12., 20:04] Castiel: I do
[25.12., 20:04] Castiel: Claire is having giggle fits

[25.12., 20:04] Dean: Why?

[25.12., 20:05] Castiel: Because you're a grown up and afraid of her dad.

[25.12., 20:05] Dean: Wait till she starts dating and has to go meet parents

[25.12., 20:05] Castiel: She gets that you're afraid of the sheriff though
[25.12., 20:06] Castiel: Yeah, i keep telling her that

[25.12., 20:06] Dean: Let her know that I like her uncle very much and I made a stupid mistake in the beginning that had her dad mad at me?

[25.12., 20:07] Castiel: Okay, i will

[25.12., 20:10] Dean: How much longer are you guys gonna be gone?

[25.12., 20:10] Castiel: Almost back

[25.12., 20:10] Dean: Uay
[25.12., 20:10] Dean: Yay

The rest of the evening goes smoothly. Dean and Cas get to cuddle on the couch while everyone is watching a Christmas miracle on TV.
They decide to head home after the movie.

[25.12., 21:09] Dean: I made it home
[25.12., 21:10] Dean: I had a lot of fun today
[25.12., 21:10] Dean: Let me know when you are home please

[25.12., 21:27] Castiel: I've arrived home too

[25.12., 21:28] Dean: Yay

[25.12., 21:29] Castiel: Thank you so so much for enduring my family

[25.12., 21:29] Dean: I had a lot of fun
[25.12., 21:29] Dean: It was a lot of people
[25.12., 21:29] Dean: But all were real
[25.12., 21:29] Dean: Really nice
[25.12., 21:30] Dean: Even if you abandoned me regularly

[25.12., 21:35] Castiel: I'm sorry I did

[25.12., 21:35] Dean: At least you always came back for me

[25.12., 21:38] Castiel: Of course!!

[25.12., 21:38] Dean: I like your family
[25.12., 21:39] Dean: I hope I left a good impression

[25.12., 21:39] Castiel: Yes, they all like you a lot

[25.12., 21:40] Dean: And you are still talking to me
[25.12., 21:40] Dean: Good day
[25.12., 21:40] Dean: Waking up with you was nice

[25.12., 21:41] Castiel: It was. I liked that a lot.

[25.12., 21:42] Dean: I am a little over peopled right now but spending g at this time with you was the most fun I had in a long time

[25.12., 21:43] Castiel: Yeah. Me too. Christmas with the family is nice, but people-y

[25.12., 21:43] Dean: Even santana is done for today

[25.12., 21:45] Castiel: Had Ana left you in peace when i abandoned you?

[25.12., 21:45] Dean: Yeah
[25.12., 21:46] Dean: I'm not sure what you told her but she just smiled and left me alone

[25.12., 21:46] Castiel: That's awesome

[25.12., 21:54] Castiel: So glad He has given up showing up for Christmas dinner.

[25.12., 21:54] Dean: Eho
[25.12., 21:54] Dean: Who

[25.12., 21:54] Castiel: Our brother…

[25.12., 21:55] Dean: Oh yeah... the one that kicked you out right
[25.12., 21:55] Dean: I would love to meet him

[25.12., 21:57] Castiel: I don't want you to meet him.
[25.12., 21:58] Castiel: I want nothing to do with him

[25.12., 22:10] Dean: He sounds like the type of person Id like to meet in a dark alley

[25.12., 22:12] Castiel: You would. I'd rather not.

[25.12., 22:12] Dean: I dislike him
[25.12., 22:12] Dean: He sounds like an ass

[25.12., 22:58] Dean: Cas?
[25.12., 22:58] Dean: You mad?
[25.12., 22:58] Dean: Asleep?
[25.12., 23:24] Dean: Guess you fell asleep. I am off to bed myself babe. Its been a few.short nights in a row.
[25.12., 23:24] Dean: 😚😇

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[26.12., 08:37] Castiel: I am so terribly sorry!!!!

[26.12., 08:37] Castiel: Please forgive me, Dean!

[26.12., 09:05] Castiel: I know you're probably still asleep, but... please, please forgive me!!!

 

[26.12., 09:05] Dean: Morning angel

[26.12., 09:05] Dean: Alm down

[26.12., 09:05] Dean: Calm

[26.12., 09:05] Dean: I just woke up

[26.12., 09:05] Dean: I am not angry

 

[26.12., 09:06] Castiel: Dean!!!

 

[26.12., 09:06] Dean: Its ok to fall asleep babe

 

[26.12., 09:06] Castiel: No, it's not

 

[26.12., 09:06] Dean: Where did you end up sleeping?

 

[26.12., 09:06] Castiel: The couch

 

[26.12., 09:06] Dean: Ouch

 

[26.12., 09:06] Castiel: Yeah

 

[26.12., 09:06] Dean: How's the back?

 

[26.12., 09:06] Castiel: Old

 

[26.12., 09:07] Dean: Awwwwe

[26.12., 09:07] Dean: I hope you feel better soon

 

[26.12., 09:07] Castiel: I hope so too.

 

[26.12., 09:10] Dean: Uhm

[26.12., 09:10] Dean: CAS?

 

[26.12., 09:10] Castiel: Dean?

 

[26.12., 09:10] Dean: You left laundry here

[26.12., 09:10] Dean: Pretty laundry

 

[26.12., 09:11] Castiel: Oh shit!

 

[26.12., 09:11] Dean: Its very pretty

 

[26.12., 09:11] Castiel: Uh…

 

 

[26.12., 09:12] Dean: I like the color

[26.12., 09:13] Dean: I didn't peg you for the hot pink type.

[26.12., 09:26] Dean: Cas?

 

[26.12., 09:26] Castiel: Uh

[26.12., 09:26] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[26.12., 09:26] Dean: Im not mad

[26.12., 09:27] Dean: Figured I let you know so you don't look for them

[26.12., 09:29] Dean: Babe

[26.12., 09:29] Dean: Are you embarrassed?

 

[26.12., 09:42] Castiel: Yes

 

[26.12., 09:42] Dean: Wanna hear about embarrassing?

[26.12., 09:42] Dean: I am still in bed

[26.12., 09:42] Dean: Those are still laying on the floor

[26.12., 09:43] Dean: I am debating if jerking off to your panties would be wrong or not.

 

[26.12., 09:43] Castiel: Ooooh!!!!

[26.12., 09:44] Castiel: Really?

 

[26.12., 09:44] Dean: Yes.

[26.12., 09:44] Dean: My dick is very much interested and my pillow still smells like you

 

[26.12., 09:45] Castiel: How is that embarrassing though?

 

[26.12., 09:47] Dean: You left a piece of fabric here

[26.12., 09:48] Dean: I haven't even touched it. But just seeing it turned me on like a teenager finding porn for the first time

[26.12., 09:50] Dean: That is embarrassing

 

[26.12., 09:52] Castiel: I am embarrassed I can't keep my stuff together and leave a mess at your place

 

[26.12., 09:56] Dean: You left one item

[26.12., 09:56] Dean: Its ok

[26.12., 09:56] Dean: Would it be creepy if I tried them on?

 

[26.12., 09:56] Castiel: Unwashed??

 

[26.12., 09:57] Dean: So yes

 

[26.12., 09:58] Castiel: Unhygienic yes

[26.12., 09:58] Castiel: Creepy no

 

[26.12., 10:00] Dean: Urgh

[26.12., 10:00] Dean: Someone is at my door

[26.12., 10:01] Dean: Nooooo

[26.12., 10:01] Dean: Brb

 

[26.12., 10:01] Castiel: Ewww

[26.12., 10:01] Castiel: Yell them away

 

[26.12., 10:04] Dean: It was a delivery

[26.12., 10:05] Dean: Poor dude having to work the day after christmas

[26.12., 10:10] Dean: My toy arrived

[26.12., 10:11] Dean: Uhm

[26.12., 10:11] Dean: I will take this opportunity  to test it out

[26.12., 10:12] Dean: Feel free to join me or ignore me

 

[26.12., 10:19] Castiel: Poor post dude!!!

[26.12., 10:23] Castiel: So, does it come ready charged? Or is it battery operated?

 

[26.12., 10:24] Dean: Fancy Bluetooth charger

[26.12., 10:24] Dean: But its charged

[26.12., 10:24] Dean: Easy to clean

[26.12., 10:24] Dean: Thankfully a lot smaller then anticipated

 

[26.12., 10:25] Castiel: Nice

 

[26.12., 10:26] Dean: Its really strong

[26.12., 10:26] Dean: The vibrations

[26.12., 10:31] Dean: Its a lot bigger then my fingers

 

[26.12., 10:35] Castiel: Did you prepare yourself?

 

[26.12., 10:35] Dean: I am still prepping

 

[26.12., 10:36] Castiel: Good.

 

[26.12., 10:40] Dean: I

[26.12., 10:40] Dean: Really wish you were here

 

[26.12., 10:46] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[26.12., 10:47] Dean: I think your fingers would feel really good

[26.12., 10:49] Dean: Im sorry

 

[26.12., 10:49] Castiel: Oh fuck

 

[26.12., 10:49] Dean: I dont want to get you involved if you don't want to

 

[26.12., 10:49] Castiel: No. No. Please.

 

[26.12., 10:49] Dean: Is that a yes or no

[26.12., 10:53] Dean: Cas?

 

[26.12., 10:53] Castiel: Yes, i want to know what you're doing

 

[26.12., 10:53] Dean: I am up to2 fingers

[26.12., 10:54] Dean: And I think I need 3

[26.12., 10:54] Dean: But its so full

 

[26.12., 10:55] Castiel: Slowly. Don't hurry thing

 

[26.12., 10:56] Dean: I

[26.12., 10:56] Dean: I think I am gonna come before I even get to the plug

 

[26.12., 10:57] Castiel: That's okay.

 

[26.12., 10:57] Dean: But I really want to try it

 

[26.12., 11:01] Castiel: You'll be more relaxed, Love.

[26.12., 11:02] Castiel: You're young

 

[26.12., 11:02] Dean: 3

[26.12., 11:03] Dean: 3 fingrs is

[26.12., 11:03] Dean: A lot

[26.12., 11:03] Dean: Oh god cas

 

[26.12., 11:04] Castiel: Yes it's a lot Dean. But it feels good

 

[26.12., 11:04] Dean: Yes

[26.12., 11:04] Dean: Yes it does

[26.12., 11:06] Dean: Do you

 

[26.12., 11:06] Castiel: I bet you look so beautiful right now

 

[26.12., 11:06] Dean: Want a pic?

 

[26.12., 11:09] Castiel: Yes?

 

[26.12., 11:10] Dean: I cant bend enough to show you my fingers

[26.12., 11:10] Dean: but

 

[26.12., 11:10] Castiel: Oh Shit!!!

 

[26.12., 11:11] Dean: Good or bad

 

[26.12., 11:12] Castiel: So beautiful

 

[26.12., 11:12] Dean: I

[26.12., 11:12] Dean: Im fucking myself

[26.12., 11:12] Dean: I cant reach the spot

[26.12., 11:13] Dean: But it feels so.good cas

 

[26.12., 11:13] Castiel: Oh yes.

[26.12., 11:14] Castiel: Fuck yourself.

 

[26.12., 11:16] Dean: Fuck cas

[26.12., 11:16] Dean: Im

 

[26.12., 11:17] Castiel: Coming?

 

[26.12., 11:17] Dean: Gonna come

[26.12., 11:17] Dean: Fuck

 

[26.12., 11:17] Castiel: Oh Damn.

[26.12., 11:17] Castiel: Your sheets, Dean.

 

[26.12., 11:18] Dean: Fuck them

 

[26.12., 11:18] Castiel: hmmm. Yes

[26.12., 11:19] Dean: Savd the sheet

[26.12., 11:20] Dean: I didn't need to touch my cock

[26.12., 11:21] Dean: And everything is so sensitive

[26.12., 11:21] Dean: But I am so loose

[26.12., 11:21] Dean: I th8nk the plug would fit

[26.12., 11:23] Dean: Yes

[26.12., 11:23] Dean: Yes it does

[26.12., 11:23] Dean: Oh god

[26.12., 11:23] Dean: Cas

[26.12., 11:23] Dean: Its

[26.12., 11:23] Dean: So much

[26.12., 11:26] Dean: Cas?

 

[26.12., 11:27] Castiel: Oh yes!!

 

[26.12., 11:31] Dean: I

[26.12., 11:31] Dean: Don't think I can turn it on

[26.12., 11:31] Dean: Im so full

[26.12., 11:31] Dean: My cock is twitching trying to get hard again

[26.12., 11:32] Dean: Im shaking a bit

 

[26.12., 11:33] Castiel: What do you mean you can't turn on?

 

[26.12., 11:33] Dean: I'm

[26.12., 11:34] Dean: Everything is so sensitive

[26.12., 11:34] Dean: I dontnthink i can take it

 

[26.12., 11:34] Castiel: Oh

[26.12., 11:34] Castiel: Oh Dean

 

[26.12., 11:35] Dean: I want to

[26.12., 11:35] Dean: But

 

[26.12., 11:35] Castiel: I'm hard Dean

 

[26.12., 11:35] Dean: Fuck cas

[26.12., 11:36] Dean: If I tense up it rubs right against that spot

 

[26.12., 11:37] Castiel: It turns me on to know how sensitive you are

 

[26.12., 11:38] Dean: I

[26.12., 11:38] Dean: I think you'd use that against me

[26.12., 11:38] Dean: Wouldn't you

[26.12., 11:40] Dean: Are jerking of this time or are you just gonna enjoy the feeling

 

[26.12., 11:43] Castiel: I'm actually kind of mimicking you

 

[26.12., 11:43] Dean: Oh fuck

[26.12., 11:43] Dean: Are you fucking yourself with your fingers?

 

[26.12., 11:47] Castiel: Yes

[26.12., 11:47] Castiel: So warm

 

[26.12., 11:47] Dean: I'd love to watch you

[26.12., 11:47] Dean: Suck on your cock while you do it

 

[26.12., 11:48] Castiel: Mmmh, yes, that would feel good

 

[26.12., 11:48] Dean: Oh god

[26.12., 11:48] Dean: Im getting hard again

[26.12., 11:49] Dean: Do you like rimming?

 

[26.12., 11:49] Castiel: Yes.

 

[26.12., 11:49] Dean: I want to try it so bad

[26.12., 11:50] Dean: Eat you out

[26.12., 11:50] Dean: Around your fingers

 

[26.12., 11:50] Castiel: Oooh damn

[26.12., 11:51] Castiel: You're making me all hard

[26.12., 11:51] Castiel: And i feel so hot

 

[26.12., 11:52] Dean: I bet you look amazing right now

[26.12., 11:52] Dean: Hard

[26.12., 11:52] Dean: Fingers in your ass

[26.12., 11:55] Dean: Oh god

[26.12., 11:55] Dean: Cas

[26.12., 11:55] Dean: Lowest setting

[26.12., 11:55] Dean: Fuck

 

[26.12., 11:57] Castiel: Oooooooooh you turned it on

 

[26.12., 11:57] Dean: Fuck

[26.12., 11:57] Dean: Its right there

[26.12., 11:57] Dean: Right on the spot

 

[26.12., 11:57] Castiel: I bet it feels so good

 

[26.12., 11:58] Dean: Im not even fully hard but my cock is leaking

 

[26.12., 11:58] Castiel: I'm three fingers in Dean

 

[26.12., 11:58] Dean: Oh god

[26.12., 11:58] Dean: Will you come?

[26.12., 11:59] Dean: Fuck yourself until you co.e6

 

[26.12., 11:59] Castiel: I'm gonna use my dildo

 

[26.12., 11:59] Dean: You

[26.12., 11:59] Dean: You have a dildo

 

[26.12., 12:01] Castiel: Yes

[26.12., 12:01] Castiel: You sound surprised

 

[26.12., 12:02] Dean: I didn't think that far ahead

[26.12., 12:02] Dean: I never I.agined you with toys

 

[26.12., 12:03] Castiel: So, you may use them but not me?

 

[26.12., 12:04] Dean: Oh no

[26.12., 12:04] Dean: Don't get me wrong

[26.12., 12:04] Dean: I had a false picture of you in my mind

[26.12., 12:04] Dean: I didn't think.youd be into them yourself

[26.12., 12:04] Dean: Im loving the fact

[26.12., 12:05] Dean: You fucking yourslf

[26.12., 12:05] Dean: Its really hot

 

[26.12., 12:06] Castiel: Just because I don't use them often doesn't mean i don't have any at all

 

[26.12., 12:06] Dean: I see

[26.12., 12:06] Dean: I really like that

[26.12., 12:06] Dean: I am so hard again

[26.12., 12:07] Dean: The vibration

[26.12., 12:07] Dean: Its all over

 

[26.12., 12:07] Castiel: Oh God yes. The tingling. The stomach pooling heat.

 

[26.12., 12:07] Dean: Yes

 

[26.12., 12:08] Castiel: Damn it feels good

 

[26.12., 12:08] Dean: I think

[26.12., 12:08] Dean: I think I can come again

[26.12., 12:08] Dean: Maybe

[26.12., 12:08] Dean: My cock is so sensitive

 

[26.12., 12:08] Castiel: I think you will.

[26.12., 12:08] Castiel: I'm four fingers in.

 

[26.12., 12:08] Dean: Oh fuck

[26.12., 12:09] Dean: How big is your dildo

[26.12., 12:09] Dean: Fuck

[26.12., 12:09] Dean: Split open

[26.12., 12:09] Dean: I wish I could see

[26.12., 12:10] Dean: Oh god

[26.12., 12:10] Dean: Fuck

[26.12., 12:10] Dean: Im moving the plug

[26.12., 12:10] Dean: Just a little

 

[26.12., 12:13] Castiel: Oh yes!

[26.12., 12:13] Castiel: Oh man it's been s while

[26.12., 12:13] Castiel: It feels so big

[26.12., 12:14] Castiel: And it's my smallest

 

 

[26.12., 12:14] Dean: Fucking hell

[26.12., 12:14] Dean: Cas

[26.12., 12:14] Dean: Fuck

[26.12., 12:15] Dean: You gonna ride that cock?

 

[26.12., 12:16] Castiel: Yes

 

[26.12., 12:16] Dean: Would you ride me like that

 

[26.12., 12:16] Castiel: Oh I would, yes!

 

[26.12., 12:16] Dean: I'd hold on to your hips. Massage your balls

 

[26.12., 12:17] Castiel: Oh yes!

[26.12., 12:17] Castiel: I'd love that

[26.12., 12:17] Castiel: I'd wanna bend down and kiss you

 

[26.12., 12:18] Dean: Hmm

[26.12., 12:18] Dean: Ues

[26.12., 12:18] Dean: I love kissing.g you

 

[26.12., 12:18] Castiel: I like it too.

 

[26.12., 12:18] Dean: Fuck

[26.12., 12:18] Dean: I

[26.12., 12:19] Dean: I think

 

[26.12., 12:19] Castiel: It just about reaches the spit

 

[26.12., 12:19] Dean: Can I come without cum

[26.12., 12:19] Dean: Cause fuck

[26.12., 12:19] Dean: I think

 

[26.12., 12:20] Castiel: Fuck.

 

[26.12., 12:20] Dean: I think came but I'm still coming

[26.12., 12:20] Dean: Its so much fuck

[26.12., 12:20] Dean: Caas

 

[26.12., 12:20] Castiel: I haven't felt this hot and full in months

[26.12., 12:20] Castiel: Everything tingles

[26.12., 12:20] Castiel: Everything Dean

 

[26.12., 12:21] Dean: I want to suck your cock while I'm fucking you with the dildo

 

[26.12., 12:21] Castiel: I can feel it in my ear tips.

[26.12., 12:21] Castiel: So hard

[26.12., 12:22] Castiel: It's twitching so bad.

 

[26.12., 12:22] Dean: Fuck caa

[26.12., 12:22] Dean: Cs

[26.12., 12:22] Dean: I am shaking

[26.12., 12:23] Dean: Im still hard

[26.12., 12:23] Dean: How

[26.12., 12:23] Dean: Fuck

[26.12., 12:24] Castiel: Oh God. Oh God!

[26.12., 12:24] Castiel: Dean

[26.12., 12:24] Castiel: I'm

 

[26.12., 12:24] Dean: Come for me

[26.12., 12:24] Dean: Babe

[26.12., 12:25] Dean: Fuck yourself

[26.12., 12:25] Dean: Coe for me

 

[26.12., 12:25] Castiel: I feel

 

[26.12., 12:26] Dean: Fuzzy

 

[26.12., 12:26] Castiel: Oh shit!

 

[26.12., 12:26] Dean: I turned the plug off but its still in my ass

 

 

[26.12., 12:26] Dean: Fuck babe

 

[26.12., 12:27] Castiel: My knees are so wobbly and my brain and insides are mush

 

[26.12., 12:27] Dean: Im trying to take out the plug

[26.12., 12:28] Dean: But my ass is so sensitive

[26.12., 12:28] Dean: Everytime i pull my cock twitches

[26.12., 12:28] Dean: Thats it. It has to stay

 

[26.12., 12:28] Castiel: I wish I could see that

 

[26.12., 12:29] Dean: Fuck cas

[26.12., 12:29] Dean: This qas

[26.12., 12:29] Dean: Amazing

 

[26.12., 12:30] Castiel: Yes

 

[26.12., 12:30] Dean: The plug is amazing

 

[26.12., 12:30] Castiel: I'm so glad you like your toy

 

[26.12., 12:31] Dean: Iys still in.me

 

[26.12., 12:31] Castiel: Oh damn

 

[26.12., 12:31] Dean: Im not kidding

[26.12., 12:31] Dean: I cant take it out

[26.12., 12:32] Dean: Im to sensitive

 

[26.12., 12:33] Castiel: You think you gonna come again if you pull it out?

 

[26.12., 12:34] Dean: I came twice

[26.12., 12:34] Dean: Without touching my cock

[26.12., 12:34] Dean: And I am still twitching

[26.12., 12:34] Dean: I think I really am a bottom

[26.12., 12:34] Dean: 🤣

 

[26.12., 12:35] Castiel: I'd still love to be fucked at least once…

 

[26.12., 12:35] Dean: Yes

[26.12., 12:36] Dean: I want to fuck you

 

[26.12., 12:36] Dean: So bad

 

[26.12., 12:36] Castiel: Yes?

 

[26.12., 12:36] Dean: Yes

 

[26.12., 12:37] Castiel: I want to feel your beautiful big cock in me

 

[26.12., 12:37] Dean: Cas

[26.12., 12:37] Dean: Are you

 

[26.12., 12:38] Castiel: ?

 

[26.12., 12:38] Dean: Are you trying to get me to come again

 

[26.12., 12:38] Castiel: No. I'm only saying that I would really like that

 

[26.12., 12:38] Dean: I am such a mess

[26.12., 12:38] Dean: My body is covered in cum

[26.12., 12:38] Dean: And sweat

 

[26.12., 12:39] Castiel: I miss being made love to. That's what I dream of with you.

[26.12., 12:40] Castiel: I'm dreaming of you not fucking ne but making love.

 

[26.12., 12:40] Dean: I want to take you apart

[26.12., 12:40] Dean: Just spend a weekend in bed

[26.12., 12:40] Dean: I want to kiss every inch of your body

[26.12., 12:41] Dean: I want see what sounds i can get out of you

[26.12., 12:41] Dean: I want to learn what makes you moan

[26.12., 12:42] Dean: Fuck cas

[26.12., 12:46] Dean: Cas?

 

[26.12., 12:46] Castiel: Yeah?

 

[26.12., 12:46] Dean: I'm too old for this

[26.12., 12:46] Dean: My cock is hard

 

[26.12., 12:46] Castiel: You're not old

 

[26.12., 12:47] Dean: To old for this

[26.12., 12:47] Dean: Omg

[26.12., 12:47] Dean: Fuck

[26.12., 12:47] Dean: I got the plug

[26.12., 12:47] Dean: Out

[26.12., 12:47] Dean: Its so empty now

 

[26.12., 12:47] Castiel: ?

 

[26.12., 12:48] Dean: I give up

[26.12., 12:49] Dean: I'm gonna nap

[26.12., 12:49] Dean: And then shower

 

[26.12., 12:49] Castiel: Yeah

 

[26.12., 12:49] Dean: My dick is gonna have to calm down

[26.12., 12:49] Dean: I'm not touching anything

 

[26.12., 12:49] Castiel: I'm sorry

 

[26.12., 12:49] Dean: No

[26.12., 12:49] Dean: Don't be

[26.12., 12:50] Dean: This was fun

[26.12., 12:50] Dean: But a lot

[26.12., 12:50] Dean: Im exhausted

[26.12., 12:50] Dean: Jesus im still twitching. I need a break

[26.12., 12:50] Dean: I miss you snuggling me

[26.12., 12:51] Dean: Cuddling would be nice

 

[26.12., 12:51] Castiel: It would be

 

[26.12., 12:52] Dean: If you

[26.12., 12:52] Dean: If you ever want more.then making out

[26.12., 12:52] Dean: You need to make the move

[26.12., 12:53] Dean: I wont

[26.12., 12:53] Dean: I don't want.to push

 

[26.12., 12:53] Castiel: I know

 

[26.12., 12:54] Dean: You are in charge what happens

[26.12., 12:55] Dean: I am gonna nap now

[26.12., 12:56] Dean: I talke to you later?



[26.12., 14:29] Castiel: I'm sorry I kind of ghosted you.

 

[26.12., 14:32] Dean: No worries

[26.12., 14:32] Dean: I just got out of the shower

 

[26.12., 14:33] Castiel: I went for a long run

 

[26.12., 14:33] Dean: How

 

[26.12., 14:33] Castiel: I had to…

 

[26.12., 14:33] Dean: How can you run after coming?

 

[26.12., 14:33] Castiel: Not immediately

 

[26.12., 14:33] Dean: What our who made you run

 

[26.12., 14:34] Castiel: Me...

[26.12., 14:34] Castiel: My feelings

 

[26.12., 14:34] Dean: Oh

[26.12., 14:34] Dean: What feelings

 

[26.12., 14:35] Castiel: Not sure.

 

[26.12., 14:35] Dean: Explain it?

 

[26.12., 14:36] Castiel: I was overwhelmed, crying.

 

[26.12., 14:37] Dean: No

[26.12., 14:37] Dean: I'm so sorry

 

[26.12., 14:39] Castiel: I've never told anyone but Missouri that I'm craving someone to make love to me. And mean it. That i don't wanna be a piece of meat that is just there to satisfy the need of others

 

[26.12., 14:40] Dean: I wasn't lying

[26.12., 14:40] Dean: I want to worship your body and you

 

[26.12., 14:40] Castiel: See.

[26.12., 14:41] Castiel: That's why I was crying

[26.12., 14:41] Castiel: That's why I had to go run it off

 

[26.12., 14:41] Dean: Im confuswd

[26.12., 14:41] Dean: Is it bad thing that I want that?

 

[26.12., 14:42] Castiel: Noooo!

[26.12., 14:42] Castiel: No!

 

[26.12., 14:42] Dean: Ok

 

[26.12., 14:42] Castiel: It

 

[26.12., 14:42] Dean: I do. Want that. I mean

 

[26.12., 14:42] Castiel: It's just

[26.12., 14:44] Castiel: I don't know. It just overwhelmed me that I should actually, maybe, be allowed things that I want. Be allowed happiness?

 

[26.12., 14:44] Dean: Yes you are

[26.12., 14:44] Dean: And I'll try my best to make you feel good about that want

 

[26.12., 14:45] Castiel: I'm feeling so stupid for crying

 

[26.12., 14:46] Dean: I never thought I'd want or like something up my ass. I never thought i could fall for a guy or admit that i like lacey stuff. But here we are.

[26.12., 14:46] Dean: Learning

[26.12., 14:46] Dean: Together

[26.12., 14:47] Dean: I learned I am a huge fan of butt stuff and that I am a huge fan of you with or without lace.

[26.12., 14:47] Dean: And I hope you'll learn that wanting stuff is good and that you can have it.

 

[26.12., 14:48] Castiel: I'm trying

 

[26.12., 14:48] Dean: Can I come over?

[26.12., 14:48] Dean: I want to hug you

 

[26.12., 14:50] Castiel: You serious?

 

[26.12., 14:51] Dean: Yes

[26.12., 14:51] Dean: My boyfriend is troubled

[26.12., 14:51] Dean: He needs a hug

 

[26.12., 14:52] Castiel: Yes. Please

 

[26.12., 14:53] Dean: On my way

 

[26.12., 14:58] Castiel: You're the best.

[26.12., 14:58] Castiel: Just come inside

 

[26.12., 15:20] Dean: Ok listen

[26.12., 15:20] Dean: I am at the store

[26.12., 15:21] Dean: I wanted to get you flowers

[26.12., 15:21] Dean: But

 

[26.12., 15:21] Castiel: You're a dork...

[26.12., 15:21] Castiel: But what?

 

[26.12., 15:21] Dean: I am looking at massage oil.

[26.12., 15:21] Dean: Would you be comfortable with me giving you a massage

[26.12., 15:21] Dean: No expectations despite our earlier exploits

[26.12., 15:22] Dean: I wanna make you feel good

 

[26.12., 15:22] Castiel: Massage sounds awfully nice.

 

[26.12., 15:23] Dean: Good

[26.12., 15:23] Dean: So pick out some shorts

[26.12., 15:23] Dean: Like running shorts

 

[26.12., 15:24] Castiel: Yes, Dean.

 

[26.12., 15:24] Dean: And nothing else

[26.12., 15:24] Dean: Please

[26.12., 15:24] Dean: About to pay

[26.12., 15:24] Dean: See you in a few

 

[26.12., 15:24] Castiel: What do you mean?

 

[26.12., 15:24] Dean: No socks

[26.12., 15:25] Dean: Or shirt

[26.12., 15:25] Dean: Just the shorts

[26.12., 15:25] Dean: Underwear if you want

 

[26.12., 15:25] Castiel: Oh. I was just gonna ask that

 

[26.12., 15:25] Dean: Full body massage

 

[26.12., 15:26] Castiel: Oh

 

[26.12., 15:26] Dean: You ok with that?

 

[26.12., 15:27] Castiel: I think so

 

[26.12., 15:27] Dean: You can always stop me if you are uncomfortable

 

[26.12., 15:27] Castiel: Yes

 

[26.12., 15:28] Dean: I can worship you and your body without sex

[26.12., 15:28] Dean: I'll show you in 5 min.

 

[26.12., 15:33] Castiel: Just come in, I'm in the bathroom

 

Dean arrives at the house but Cas is nowhere to find. Dean sits down in front of the couch and plays with Lucifer. 



[26.12., 15:44] Castiel: Would you stop conspiring with Lucifer? I can hear you.

 

[26.12., 15:44] Dean: He is helping me

 

[26.12., 15:44] Castiel: Helping?

 

[26.12., 15:44] Dean: Why are you taking so long in the bathroom

[26.12., 15:45] Dean: Come out here

[26.12., 15:46] Dean: Lucy and me have set up everyth8ng

 

[26.12., 15:47] Castiel: Have you ever tried to remove dried cum from a mirror?

 

[26.12., 15:47] Dean: Omg

[26.12., 15:47] Dean: Cas

[26.12., 15:47] Dean: Just leave it

[26.12., 15:47] Dean: My sheets are still messy with cum and lube

[26.12., 15:47] Dean: I dont care

 

[26.12., 15:47] Castiel: But it's embarrassing... 🙈

 

[26.12., 15:47] Dean: No

[26.12., 15:47] Dean: I saw the pic

[26.12., 15:48] Dean: Don't worrie

[26.12., 15:48] Dean: Please

[26.12., 15:48] Dean: If you are nervous about me massaging you wear a shirt

[26.12., 15:48] Dean: But don't hide

[26.12., 15:48] Dean: Don't make me try and massage lucy

[26.12., 15:48] Dean: But oiled up cat would be funny

 

[26.12., 15:49] Castiel: I am not hiding...

[26.12., 15:50] Castiel: Fine... I'll leave it

 

The livingroom is set up with a few candles Dean found. He spread a soft blanket out in front of  the couch and has the massage oil in his jeans pocket so the oil can warm up.

When Cas finally comes into the room he is wearing nothing but shorts just like Dean asked.

Cas is nervous about the massage but after his night on the couch and the emotional turmoil from earlier he is ready to see where this is going.

 

Dean starts slow. He helps Cas to lay down on his front and presses a kiss in between the shoulder blades before he rubs some of the oil between his hands. He starts at the shoulders and just spreads the liquid all over Cas' back at first. Dean spends 30 min massaging the back and shoulders all the way down to Castiels feet. A thrill runs through him when he massages the thighs and his hands slip into the shorts to get to all parts of the leg. 

Cas seems to be half asleep when Dean asks him to turn around but becomes more aware of the room when Dean starts rubbing oil into his chest. 

Dean is as thorough with the front as he was with the back, massaging the arms down to the hands and spending extra time on the feet. He is nervous when he goes up the leg, slipping into the leg of the shorts here too but Cas is content and doesn't stop him. 

Once Dean is done and Cas is a relaxed puddle of man on the floor, he helps him onto the couch and cuddles him.

 

[26.12., 17:28] Castiel: Don't leave meeeee

[26.12., 17:29] Castiel: 😭

 

[26.12., 17:29] Dean: Do you want us to come back?

 

[26.12., 17:30] Castiel: You've left me all defenseless on my couch.

 

[26.12., 17:34] Dean: Melted to it?

 

[26.12., 17:34] Castiel: Yes

 

[26.12., 17:34] Dean: But do you feel worshipped?

 

[26.12., 17:34] Castiel: Lucifer will take his chancevand feed on my body

 

[26.12., 17:35] Dean: Do you want me to come back?

 

[26.12., 17:36] Castiel: Yes?

 

[26.12., 17:38] Dean: Well. Yes? Is not a clear answer

[26.12., 17:38] Dean: Yes or no babe

 

[26.12., 17:39] Castiel: Yes

 

[26.12., 17:39] Dean: Ok

[26.12., 17:39] Dean: Let me pack up some stuff and the puppy

[26.12., 17:39] Dean: I'll be back within the hour

 

[26.12., 17:41] Castiel: Will you have gone for a walk with her by then?

 

[26.12., 17:41] Dean: Yes

[26.12., 17:41] Dean: Or du you want to peel yourself of the couch and join us

 

[26.12., 17:42] Castiel: I'd love to join you if i can make it off the couch

 

[26.12., 17:43] Dean: I'll take it as a compliment to my massage skills

 

[26.12., 17:47] Castiel: Yes

 

[26.12., 17:59] Dean: Finally home

[26.12., 17:59] Dean: Traffic is horrible

[26.12., 17:59] Dean: Did you peel off the couch

 

[26.12., 18:09] Castiel: Yes

[26.12., 18:10] Castiel: I'll hive that mirror another go whike you're gone

 

[26.12., 18:10] Dean: 🤣

[26.12., 18:10] Dean: Clean up sucks but man this made for a great picture

 

[26.12., 18:12] Castiel: I'm glad you had fun

[26.12., 18:12] Castiel: 🙂

 

[26.12., 18:12] Dean: Fun?

[26.12., 18:13] Dean: This picture will be printed and hung up in my bedroom

 

[26.12., 18:24] Castiel: Noooo

 

[26.12., 18:57] Dean: On my way back

[26.12., 18:57] Dean: Ready for walkies?

 

[26.12., 18:57] Castiel: Yes!!! I got the cum off

 

[26.12., 18:57] Dean: Yay

 

[26.12., 19:08] Castiel: I'll be waiting outside, okay?

 

They go on a long walk exhausting Santana. Its dark out and Dean feels bold enough to grab his boyfriends hand. He's nervous and his face is blushing but he likes the feeling of having the other man's hand in his. 

They return home after an hour.

 

[26.12., 20:24] Castiel: You should've brought those M&Ms you bought yesterday. Mine are all gone.

 

[26.12., 20:24] Dean: I did

[26.12., 20:24] Dean: Check my overnight bag

 

Dean realizes his overnight bag that had been stored in the car long before he met Cas, still has condoms from his hook up times. He doesn't want Cas to think he is expecting anything and panics a little.

 

[26.12., 20:24] Dean: No

[26.12., 20:24] Dean: Dont

[26.12., 20:25] Dean: Don't check my bag

 

[26.12., 20:25] Castiel: Why?

 

[26.12., 20:25] Dean: I get it

 

[26.12., 20:25] Castiel: What's in it?

 

[26.12., 20:25] Dean: Just

[26.12., 20:25] Dean: Overnight stuff

 

[26.12., 20:27] Castiel: Okay?

[26.12., 20:27] Castiel: You didn't bring your toy, did you

 

[26.12., 20:28] Dean: No

[26.12., 20:28] Dean: I show you the app 9f you want to

[26.12., 20:35] Dean: Me and the snacks are on the couch

[26.12., 20:35] Dean: Where are tou

[26.12., 20:35] Dean: You

 

[26.12., 20:35] Castiel: Waiting for the kettle.

 

[26.12., 20:49] Castiel: Check who delivers tonight. My hunger's finally come



[26.12., 20:50] Dean: I make food

[26.12., 20:50] Dean: Burgers?

[26.12., 20:50] Dean: Salad

[26.12., 20:50] Dean: Or a pasta dish

[26.12., 20:51] Dean: I think that's all I have in the house

 

[26.12., 20:55] Castiel: You? You wanna go to your house to make food?

 

It takes Dean a minute to remember that while he does have food in his house he is, in fact, not at his house . He goes through his boyfriend's kitchen in the hopes to find something to make dinner with. He finds nothing but some stale cereal and a really sad looking head of lettuce. 

They order in.

 

[26.12., 21:41] Dean: Your house

[26.12., 21:41] Dean: You have no food

[26.12., 21:41] Dean: How

[26.12., 21:41] Dean: I wanted to make you food

[26.12., 21:41] Dean: And you have nothing

[26.12., 21:41] Dean: How?

 

[26.12., 21:43] Castiel: I... have been eating out at Gabriel's the last two days?

 

[26.12., 21:50] Dean: Can we go shopping together?

[26.12., 21:50] Dean: Next time

 

[26.12., 21:51] Castiel: Okay

 

Cas and Dean are on the couch. The movie they picked long over and bow stuck on the Netflix screen.

 Dean has his head on Cas chest.

 

[26.12., 23:39] Castiel: Dean, are you sleeping?

 

[26.12., 23:39] Dean: Not yet

 

[26.12., 23:40] Castiel: Wanna get off the couch and into bed? Don't think my back will survive another night on the couch

 

[26.12., 23:40] Dean: Do I get backscratches in bed?

 

[26.12., 23:40] Castiel: If you wish

 

Both settled into bed. The lights are off.

 

[26.12., 23:54] Dean: Just so you can call me a dork again

[26.12., 23:55] Dean: Good night 😇

 

[26.12., 23:55] Dean: 😚

 

[26.12., 23:55] Castiel: 😘

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[27.12., 10:38] Castiel: I dognapped Santana and we just got back. We brought fresh bagels and donuts

[27.12., 10:44] Dean: Morning babe.
[27.12., 10:44] Dean: Waking up in your bed is nice
[27.12., 10:44] Dean: Waking up alone isnt
[27.12., 10:45] Dean: I'll join you in a few

[27.12., 13:08] Castiel: Dean is here.
[27.12., 13:08] Castiel: Oh, damn, wrong chat…

[27.12., 13:08] Dean: Uhm
[27.12., 13:08] Dean: Yes he is
[27.12., 13:08] Dean: He can leave if he's in the way

[27.12., 13:09] Castiel: Shut up.

[27.12., 13:09] Dean: Dwan wants to come over, i can give you guys space

[27.12., 13:09] Castiel: You're so stupid.
[27.12., 13:09] Castiel: 😉

[27.12., 13:11] Dean: Yeah
[27.12., 13:11] Dean: But im your stupid

[27.12., 13:12] Castiel: Yes. And I'm not giving you away.

[27.12., 13:13] Dean: ☺️
[27.12., 13:13] Dean: So who was texting if you don't mind me ask8ng

[27.12., 13:13] Castiel: Anael

[27.12., 13:14] Dean: She want to come over?

[27.12., 13:19] Castiel: Yeah. Wants to make use of the fine weather and go on a walk.

[27.12., 13:19] Dean: Go
[27.12., 13:19] Dean: Don't abandon family because of me
[27.12., 13:19] Dean: I go home and do some laundry
[27.12., 13:19] Dean: Like my sheets....
[27.12., 13:19] Dean: Fuck
[27.12., 13:20] Dean: Want me to leave the puppy?
[27.12., 13:20] Dean: Gives me a reason to come back?😉

[27.12., 13:21] Castiel: Sounds awesome!