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    Buck was fine, not sleeping, the migraines, and keeping things from everyone. It was, well it was fine. He had it handled. He didn't need to open his mouth and risk exhausting anyone again.
    TK was worried, texts at all hours of the night, and Evan wasn't really talking to him anymore. Not the way he should have been, not really confiding in his best friend. So when Maddie said she was concerned as well, of course he was on the first plane out to LA.
    Of course mixing a stranger from his past, showing up full of real concern about him, probably wasn't the best way for Buck to keep convincing his family everything was fine. But then again he never could deny Tyler much. It was only a week, he would talk about his feelings and things would go back to normal, right?

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    It was nearing one a.m., but Buck didn’t care. He needed to leave his apartment, to get out of his own head. He was depressed…not that he would tell anyone that especially after the whole grocery store incident. Exhausting. Exhausting. You’re exhausting. He didn’t want to bother Maddie either. She was finally happy and with Chim, unloading his issues on her would be unfair. He should be happy though; he finally got back to the firehouse…with his family, but it seems that his “family” didn’t want him. It seemed that no one did these days.

    Buck is in the right place at the right time. However after being iced out by his only family, depression and dark thoughts cause grave consequences. Will Buck survive so the 118 make things right?

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    “Do you notice him acting weird too?” Eddie asked Chimney, vaguely gesturing toward Buck, who was securing his harness.

    Chimney looked between the two. “It’s Buck, when is he not acting weird?”

    Eddie made a face. “But this is different. He won’t talk to me, he’s been pretty quiet all day-“

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    The whole rig rocks dangerously as Chimney speeds to the nearest hospital. Every alarm in the ambo is going off- they can’t get a sinus rhythm and they already used all the epinephrine they can and nothing is working. The shrill noise of the flatline is going to haunt Eddie for years. He looks up, desperate, ready to ask what’s next but Hen is looking at him shamefully.

    Eddie’s voice fails him. “Don’t- don’t say it.” 

    “He hasn’t had a pulse for-.”

    “No! No, you can, we can work on him. There’s not- he’s not.” Eddie feels like he’s dying. This can’t be happening.

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    For Bad Things Bingo Squares: Anger Born of Worry and Insomnia.

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    Eddie becomes so focused on trying to make things work with Ana that he begins to neglect his best friend, the person he's always counted on most. Buck calls Eddie out on it, only for them to get into a heated argument about it, the bell going off before they have time to work things out. When Buck gets put in a life or death situation on scene, Eddie feels guilty as hell, all while struggling to save his best friend, the man he loves.

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