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    "Fix it," Sam says firmly when Dean doesn’t reply. "Fix it before you regret it because our lives are dangerous, and we've lost too many people, and you never know when it's going to fall apart."

    "It would be a lot easier if he was open to fixing it," Dean bites out. He's trying here, he's trying really fucking hard, but Cas doesn't want to hear it.

    "Maybe you're not saying the right thing," Sam suggests.

    (A season 15 fix-it fic that starts from 15x03 The Rupture, and diverges fairly significantly.)

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    25 May 2021

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    All hail the season 15 we deserved!

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    "I’m gonna find you Cas, don’t worry. Wherever you are, whatever they’ve done to you, to either of you, it doesn’t matter, I’ll be there soon. I promise, I promise- even if I have to tear heaven apart myself, I don’t care. I’ll do it."

    Lucifer never found him and Jack's birth went smoothly and secretly. Cas raised him quietly, carefully, and alone, up in Washington, before the angels found them.

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    16 May 2021

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    “There you are,” the Empty says, in Dean’s voice. It’s cold, like Dean’s eyes are cold, his expression set in contempt. It’s the expression Cas feared, he realizes, all the times he thought about saying it. Revulsion. It makes him feel sick in the way that goes beyond physical, here where there is nothing physical left.

    The moment before it happened had been so sweet it covered up all the hurt. For years, Cas had been holding back those words, biting down on his tongue to keep from saying them. And now he had said it, and he knew that it was good, knew that it was worth it. But on the other side there is only this.

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    In the Empty, Cas dreams of his regrets, until someone comes looking for him.

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    Kevin doesn't trust this. Why should he? He hasn't been able to trust anything in years. There's a catch somewhere that she's hiding, he knows it. He knows this doesn't end well for him, not with a mark of God on him, not with the way it was predetermined that he was going to live his life lonely and afraid and fantasizing about dying just to see his mom again. But he asks anyway.

    "Is that world nice?"

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    11 May 2021

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    *finally some good food.gif* some of the best Kevin characterization I've ever read :)

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    whatbaby
    [checks post history] uh… is this the m30s friend that everyone thought was your boyfriend?

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    Yes but that's not relevant

    Dean's on Reddit.

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