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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    “The only time I will ever feel despair is when I won’t be able to play volleyball anymore,” had been his reply at the time, and while it was mostly just to show his teeth with no real intent to bite back, he’d said exactly what he meant, not a syllable spared.

    Sometime later, Kageyama eats those words.

    [or; Kageyama Tobio’s career-ending injury and everything that happens before and after]

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    09 Jun 2021

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    read this a while bk n forgot to bookmark. so so painful but good

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    Everything about him goes against human instinct, goes against everything he’s heard and read about the inherent human experience.

    Is sex really the meaning of human existence?

    Atsumu doesn't think it is, but everyone else seems to.

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    08 Jun 2021

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    this. THIS.

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    “We aren’t… we don’t work, Osamu.”

    “That ain’t true,” Osamu mumbles, shaking his head. “It’s not yer fault. I’m a mess with or without ya, Suna. Just ask Kita-san. Ask ‘Tsumu, even. I’ve prob’ly been worse off without ya actually.”

    “But that’s just it,” Suna croaks, and he sounds like he’s resigning for the last time. “I can’t be the answer you want me to be, Osamu. I can’t be the only thing you rely on to make things better. And as much as I love you, and as much as it kills me to be away from you, I can’t have you lose yourself in something like this. I miss you, Osamu. I want you to come back to me, but not like this.”

    Love is hard, Osamu realizes. Life—even more so.
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    08 Jun 2021

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    okay this kind of broke me...absolutely devastating descriptions, excellent miya twins interactions, maybe a lil too relatable :' )

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Rintarou reaches out and grabs Atsumu’s shirt collar, effectively shutting down his dramatic tirade on why the order of kissing another person actually matters. “Do you ever shut up,” he snaps. Their noses are nearly brushing. Atsumu's smile widens, taking on a smug curve that makes Rintarou predictably irritated.

    “Make me,” Atsumu whispers.

    A stupid party game turns kissing Atsumu into a habit Suna can't seem to shake, but maybe he hadn't wanted to stop in the first place.
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    01 Jun 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Alright, spit it out.”

    Osamu snapped out his meditation and scowled at him. “Huh? Whad'ya mean?”

    Atsumu scowled right back. “I know yer dumb but ya ain’t stupid. I mean, there’s clearly somethin’ eatin’ away atcha. You’ve been off since the moment I saw ya but I figured grabbin’ dinner would help. And normally when ya stuff yer face with good grub, ya get this dopey look on yer mug, but ya still look like someone just told ya that ya developed a rice allergy or somethin’. So I’m gonna say it again: spit it out.”

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    Atsumu struggles. Osamu struggles. It turns out growing up feels a lot like when a caterpillar turns into a pile of goo while it's inside a chrysalis. But the butterfly still remembers its life as a caterpillar, and the people who love us remain with us, despite any time or distance.

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    01 Jun 2021

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