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    It'd be easier to stop, Xiao Zhan thinks, if it wasn't such great sex.

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    27 Jul 2021

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    It's the inconsistency that kills him. Most days, Xiao Zhan really is fine with everything, content with what he has: Yibo's consistent brattiness, the intimacy of their bodies moving in tandem, the way they can pick up right where they left off even months later. Most days, the normal back and forth of their banter doesn't make Xiao Zhan want to scoop his own heart out with a spoon.

    And then other times, all Yibo does is express the smallest bit of genuine emotion and Xiao Zhan feels like he's drowning, caught off guard by the intensity of his yearning. Xiao Zhan's only been in this business for four years, small potatoes in comparison to so many others, but if there's one thing he knows, it's that there's barely time to take care of yourself, let alone get involved in a serious relationship. Yibo's young, a whirlwind of enthusiasm, and his rising stardom means that his life is only going to get busier. Physical affection comes easy for people like him; it would be a shame to inconvenience him with unwanted feelings.

    If Xiao Zhan keeps telling himself that, maybe he'll finally be able to get over it.

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    Wei Wuxian reunites with Lan Wangji after a year of travelling, pleased to be a part of Lan Wangji's life again, but he refuses to examine and test the borders of their relationship. When Lan Wangji invites him to investigate a mysterious string of suicides together, Wei Wuxian happily accepts, but the case is not what it seems, and Wei Wuxian will be forced to face the feelings he's been denying for a very long time.

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    26 Jul 2021

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    “Don’t you dare leave me here by myself,” Wei Wuxian sobs, the dam broken. “Lan Zhan, I need you. I want you. I can’t be without you. There’s no second chance for me if I can’t have you. So please. Please…”

    “Wei Ying,” Lan Wangji says, voice an earnest entreaty. “You have me. I swear it.”

    Wei Wuxian shakes his head, desolate. “Do you even understand what I’m asking you for?”

    “Do you not understand what I would give you?” Lan Wangji counters softly. “What I will always give you?”

    Wei Wuxian takes long shuddering breaths, heart open and bleeding.

    “Wei Ying,” Lan Wangji breathes. “Ask me.”

    Wei Wuxian stares at him through his tears, flooded with excruciating want.

    “Let me stay with you,” he says.

    “Yes.”

    “Be with me,” he pleads.

    “Yes.”

    “Say you’re mine,” he begs.

    “I am yours, Wei Ying.”

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    It took almost three years to fuck everything up with Lan Zhan.

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    25 Jul 2021

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    NAO ESTOU CONTENTE NAO ESTOU FELIZ EU QUERO O SEXO DESSA FANFIC EU SINTO QUE ESTOU DE PAU DURO E BOLAS AZUIS EM TER CHEGO NO FINAL E O SWEET SPOT NA ORELHA DO WEI YING NAO FOI UTILIZADO PUTA MERDA QUE DELICIA

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    “Wei Ying,” Lan Wangji says. His heart is racing. “Wei Ying, look at me.”

    Wei Ying pauses at the door and closes his eyes, so Lan Wangji gets out of bed, walks up to him, turns him around and pins him against the door.

    “Wei Ying,” he says again. “How do I feel about you?”

    Wei Ying opens his eyes, and his gaze turns from sad to hopeful as he takes in Lan Wangji’s ragged breath, his parted lips, the flush to his ears, the look in his eyes.

    “How,” Lan Wangji says again.

    (Or five times Wei Ying stayed over at Lan Zhan’s, and one time he just stayed.)

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    25 Jul 2021

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    “Lan Zhan! You missed me!” Wei Ying exclaims breathlessly when Lan Wangji shifts his mouth to Wei Ying’s throat to press a kiss there.

    “Hn,” Lan Wangji says. He puts his hands on Wei Ying’s waist, half guiding him, half twirling him towards the couch.

    “You saw me in class this morning,” Wei Ying teases, but he sounds pleased, far too pleased.

    “This morning,” Lan Wangji says. Wei Ying laughs again as Lan Wangji sits down, pulling Wei Ying onto his lap. “Too long.”

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    Here is a very small ficlet coda to The Simplest Way Forward, for Ariaste, who was having a tough day ❤️

    The title is from Fall Out Boy because it got stuck in my head the second I started writing. Big thanks to mistresscurvy for doing a very fast read-through, she is the best. Now this note is almost as long as the fic. 😂

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