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    Admitting it won’t make Dean any more inconsolable than he already is, and he’ll never feel Cas’ absence any more or any less acutely than he does in this exact moment. “He’s gone,” Dean finally admits, because it seems like the only thing left to say.

    When the terrible, swollen vacancy of the room offers no recourse, Sam says, “I know.”

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    The heel of his wrist is against Dean’s mouth and his fingertips are just brushing Dean’s hair and Dean lets out a truly mortifying, breathy noise at the touch. Like his chest has given out.

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    01 Aug 2021

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    Dean looks at Jack, and he sees Cas in him, and he thinks: I can't fuck up the way Dad did. So he asks Sam for some advice.

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    01 Aug 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 87

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    Dean and Claire have a conversation about sex work and autonomy.

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    01 Aug 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    beloved—my brutal ephemeral monument :

    if you are hungry then take note of my fleshycontiguousbody,

    my ocean, my confidence scheme—

    won't you eat? won't it be well? won't your mouth

    tremble fervently at the betrayal of my breast,

    my proun, my enterprise?

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