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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    “I’m not doing anything at all for him,” Felix says, irritated, though it isn’t clear with whom. He doesn’t say: I wouldn’t know how. I’ve never soothed a bear trap; I’ve never been elbow deep in a wasp’s nest with intent to shake hands. Nor could he bear: I’m closer to being these things than pacifying them.

    Felix and the burden of becoming human to himself, plus the terror of becoming human with others.

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    23 Apr 2021

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  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    30 Oct 2020

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  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    “Well, we’ve certainly caught this early, it seems,” Manuela says, and Felix glares at his knees. “You’ve had no pain or dizziness? Fatigue? Spots in your vision, loss of color?” He shakes his head even as his fingers clench around his upper arms, because he hadn’t thought about how this was going to happen

    He had only been thinking about his childhood, every salt-tear he had spilled on Dimitri’s sleeves and into Sylvain’s shirt-fronts, how he had given up crying while they buried a coffin with only armor inside. He’d been dwelling on how weak he would look because of this, how weak he would feel, and not about the end consequence.

    He is not sure if he can come to terms with going blind because his stupid heart chose to fixate on Sylvain.

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    Felix comes down with an illness that causes glittering, crystalline tears, as a result of an unrequited love.

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    24 Jul 2020

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  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    He has always had nightmares, ever since he can remember. They are always the same, and there's always a man with a sword who dies. But they're just dreams, right?

    Sylvain catches a black ponytail and a sour face in the corner of his eye in the corridor, and his heart presses itself up into his throat and stops beating. He spins around on the spot and without thinking runs after the man and grabs his wrist.
    “It’s you!” He breathes out, staring at the other mans face.

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    24 Jul 2020

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  5. Rec 4

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    Once a jerk, always a jerk - that's how Felix Hugo Fraldarius is, especially to his "best friend" Sylvain. Fed up with Sylvain's womanizing ways, he quarrels with him before leaving in favour of the Golden Deer house. Sylvain regrets everything he did on Felix's last day with the Blue Lions. Will the Battle of Gronder Field be his chance to make it up to him? And how will Fódlan - especially their families and Dimitri - perceive Felix's and Sylvain's relationship?

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    01 May 2020

  6. Rec 47

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    If Sylvain is being honest with himself, he's not sure if any of them have been friends for years. They certainly aren't friends like they were as children - nothing is easy and carefree these days. Dimitri is more a caricature of a prince than a man, Ingrid has a wild look in her eye that Sylvain doesn't know how to deal with, and Felix barely speaks of anything but his sword. He doesn't know what to do about it, but they can't go on like this much longer.

    or: a summary of how things fall apart

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    01 May 2020

  7. Rec 5

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    Felix thinks Sylvain deserves a little reward after all of his hard work throughout finals week and decides to surprise him when he gets home.

    A PWP oneshot featuring top!Felix indulging Sylvain in his praise kink.

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    01 May 2020

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    11 Sep 2019

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    Dimitri and Claude share a dangerous secret: they are madly in love with one another. Finding the perfect chance to spend intimate time with one another has become a troubling issue plaguing the two house heads. Deciding enough is enough, Claude takes it upon himself to ensure they get the release they have been craving for so long.

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    11 Sep 2019

  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    Rhaast only has one goal. Destroy Shieda Kayn's mind so he can claim his body and wreak havok across Runeterra. Unfortunately, conquering Kayn is not a simple task. The longer Rhaast takes, the more complicated it becomes.

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    01 Feb 2019

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    ' "Well…" Eijirou says, swallowing, "I was kinda hoping I'd get away with being a little reckless, a bit… since you'd presumably be so relieved to see me alive and well?"

    Izuku reaches up to hook his fingers in Eijirou's mask. He drags Eijirou closer with the kind of strength that can knock down mountains, let alone keep Eijirou anchored in place and breathless as Izuku just barely brushes their lips together through the metal jaw guard.

    "You're not getting away with it," Izuku murmurs.'

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    Izuku has some things to say when Eijirou forgets to call him after a villain attack.

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    02 Nov 2018

  12. Public Bookmark 76

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    ' "Clearly, you've never met another angel," Katsuki snorts.

    "I haven't," Eijirou says, "although, you aren't exactly what I'd expect from an angel, either."

    "You wanna explain what you mean by that, Bitey?"

    "Nothing bad!" Eijirou says. "You're just all fiery, I like it." Katsuki glares at him. He supposes he can accept that. "Izuku is exactly what I hoped for though," Eijirou adds. "He's so cute!"

    Izuku blushes, wings fluttering anxiously. "I'm—cute?!"

    "Very," Shouto says, his expression totally blank. Katsuki has no idea if he's being serious or not.'

    --

    When Izuku contracts a strange Hellish sickness, Katsuki must put his faith in Shouto and Eijirou to save him.

    [words by Esselle, art by reallycorking.]

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    02 Nov 2018

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    'The "Kacchan" thing—the nickname, if it can really be called that—is like Deku's own name. Deku isn't the name his mother gave him (that's Izuku); it's his tribe name, the name that will be used in tales one day told of his deeds, the name that binds him, powerful as blood, to the fabric of the world around him.

    It's Deku who decided Katsuki would be "Kacchan"; he wasn't born in the wilds, but Deku is his tribe, now. And because Deku named him, it's to him Katsuki is bound.

    Katsuki has a right to him, needs to know him in every way, as intimately as possible.'

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    A vital lesson Katsuki has learned, throughout all his time as an adventurer, is that sometimes the best thing to do with his soft barbarian boyfriend is to take him out beneath the stars and make sure Deku knows how much he's wanted.

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    02 Nov 2018

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    "Such a sweet angel," Shouto says, and it's not clear if he's mocking or if he means it. "Show me heaven."

    His low voice makes Katsuki feel filthy, feel sinful. And he realizes that the burning inside him will consume him if he doesn't get more.

    "Kiss me, you fuck," he rasps, and Shouto obeys him.

    --

    Katsuki challenges the Prince of Hell.

    [words by Esselle, art by reallycorking.]

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    02 Nov 2018

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    21 Oct 2018

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    A glimpse into the bed practices of master and student.

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    20 Oct 2018

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    This was how it was between them. Kayn didn’t mind. Kayn liked it. These private moments were theirs, and any private attention from his master was of great value. Kayn always hoped for more, but this… this could be enough.

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    20 Oct 2018

  18. Public Bookmark 8

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    Kayn's attempts at getting Zed to notice him.
    Very short, you can feel his heart...
    I'll add more bits as time goes on

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    19 Oct 2018

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    When Sebastian has a one night stand in Zuzu City, he doesn't expect the man to move into Pelican Town. Now what was a private rendezvous is public knowledge for the whole community and his fairy tale memory has been ruined by the gossip mill of Pelican Town. Worse yet, the man he thought he knew is more complicated than he thought.

    William had no idea what he would be stepping into when he inherits his grandpa's broken down farm, nor that he'll have to face a past lover. Can he find peace of mind after the chaos of city life or will he re-make the same mistakes that broke him the last time.

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    16 Feb 2018

  20. This has been deleted, sorry!

    16 Feb 2018

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