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    Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.

    But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”

    —you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—

    So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.

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    17 Feb 2021

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    the night jogging fic

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    It started off small. Easy to explain away. That was his downfall, in the end. By the time they diagnosed him, it was too late; the cancer had gotten a tight hold on his body.

    Klaus wouldn't tell his siblings, not yet, no matter how much Ben begged him. He wanted to feel as normal as he could, for as long as he could.

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    12 Aug 2020

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    wow i was crying all through the last chapter. beautiful writing!

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    The one in which there's too much pollen around, Eddie pines, and Buck is oblivious.

    Or - Eddie's love language is acts of service, and Buck doesn't totally get it.

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    31 Mar 2020

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    the love language fic

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    “I’m goin’ to die for them,” he says to Sophie, before he ever says it to Nate, and it is not a simple statement of fact but a barebones confession, the helpless bleeding of a wound that he was too smart to not know had been made but he’d been putting pressure of for years, hoping that with spit and a prayer that he could make it heal, but he never could, isn’t sure that the stitches that could close that wound have even been invented.

    “Yes,” she says, “And how long have you known that?”

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    12 Jun 2019

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    Yes, and how long have you known that?

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    13 Jun 2018

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    mick is the boss and len is crazy and loyal