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    In a desperate attempt to save his dying relationship with Lisa, Dean Winchester agrees to invite another man into their bedroom. He’s always considered himself to be completely straight... so why does being with this Cas guy feel so good?

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    31 Jul 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Sometimes, the combined brain rots of quarantine and Supernatural leave you thinking, "What if Cas actually responded to Dean's Zepp mix with a mixtape of his own?" Before you know it, one of you has a series of six themed playlists, and the other has the world's weirdest writing prompt.

    In other words, Cas returns from the Empty and gives Dean a mixtape. Dean slowly loses his mind.

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    "Then again, this is Cas. Maybe he's….misinterpreting it. Lord knows he's misinterpreted Cas plenty over the years. Maybe this is a friendly mixtape.

    But here is the thing. Cas said it was music that made him think of Dean. Cas is in love with Dean, and Cas made a tape of music that made him think of Dean.

    Dean is so truly fucked."

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    28 Jul 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    The alcohol spins Castiel’s thoughts, tips him further over the edge, makes him antsy and wild and desperate to blow off some steam. It’s not April’s fault, it’s not anyone’s fault—Castiel’s never bought the hypocritical faux-Christian rhetoric that it is—but tonight was his breaking point. Maybe none of this will change his fate or his future. Maybe he’ll never be bold enough sober and in the cold light of day to live his life so bravely, but tonight—

    Tonight. 

    Castiel is going to be himself.

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    28 Jul 2021

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    Dean’s used to waking up in the middle of the night, though he can admit that’s gotten a lot rarer since he started sleeping with Cas, both in the literal and metaphorical sense.

    For a second, he worries that something is wrong, but before that thought can fully form, he registers the feeling of Cas pressed flush against his back, one protective hand splayed on his hip, not resting soundly but grinding against Dean with slow, deliberate rocking motions, fingers clenching, bunching the fabric of Dean’s sweatpants in a firm grip.

    Dean isn’t complaining one bit about the proceedings. He just wants Cas to be, y’know, conscious.

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    24 Jul 2021

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    When Metatron breaks free of the library, Castiel’s grace in hand, and disappears, Castiel is left human-- and angry. Angrier than he’ll admit until, late at night, Dean coaxes it out of him: Castiel is pissed and he wants revenge. He wants it enough to pursue Metatron, reckless and without a plan, across the Atlantic with Dean at his side, knowing how badly he wants Dean and how likely it is that one or both of them will die along the way.

    Their search takes them all across the world, from London to Omsk to Tokyo and between. Far from home with no one but each other, Castiel’s grace missing and the Mark still on Dean’s arm, Dean and Castiel find the flimsy barriers between the two of them dissolving. (Canon-divergent from 10.18.)

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    21 Jul 2021