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    Set after my story, The Things He Took.

    Essek would have sobbed if there was anything left in him to move or break. Trent had taken all that away piece by piece. He lay still where he had been left, crushed under the weight of the pain of the last hours, of the endless days of torture, kept in a timeless demi-plane until time lost meaning.

    But he didn’t have a choice.

    Caleb needed him.

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    Caleb wakes up on Rumblecusp with no memories of who he is or how he got there. The people around him seem to care for him greatly, and he wants to do his best to help them, even when they fail to return his memories with their divine magic.

    Many things are confusing, but none more so than what appears to be his personal journal, written in a cipher he can no longer remember. Perhaps the handsome drow his friends brought him to in Rosohna may be of help.

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    When Bren murdered his parents, he broke.

    When he found out that they were never traitors, something deep within him, something primal and arcane, snapped like an overstrung violin string, sharp, dissonant, and echoing throughout his body in strange vibrations.

    One moment he was curled up on the cold tile floor of the Vergesson Sanatorium, the next Bren was in a strange field of what might have been wheat, flowing in the light breeze. After telling a strange purple satyr a fake name, he became Caleb Widogast and was thrust into a world heavy with magic, full of fae, and enough support to start to overcome his past.

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    When Bren Aldric Eremendrud was a boy, whenever he felt small or lonely, he’d look up at the stars, wondering if there was life up there. Turns out, he was looking in the wrong direction. When alien life entered our world it was from the deep beneath the Lucidian Ocean, a fissure between two tectonic plates. A portal between the dimensions, a breach.

    To fight the Kaiju wreaking havoc on the world, mankind created monsters of their own. The Jaeger Program was implemented. Jaeger. Zemnian for hunter. Monsters designed to put these otherworldly abominations back in their place.

    One pilot couldn’t handle the neural load to pilot the Jaegers alone, so a two pilot system was implemented, one on the left side, one on the right. The two pilots had to link their minds to work in perfect synchronous harmony to ensure that the mechs could run properly. With technology being advanced from cooperation and a worldwide ceasefire to stop this problem, the Pan Lucidian Defense Corps was born.

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    After Caleb does something reckless Essek accidentally confesses feelings and later accidentally opens Jesters eyes as well

     

    Edited for stupid spelling

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    Bren Aldric Ermendrud had been in the Vergesson Sanatorium for almost six years. He thought he was broken beyond repair. He was a monster, and he couldn’t handle the pressure or level of cruelty required anymore.

    Then an old woman clasped her hands on either side of his head and spoke some strange arcane words in a voice that seemed much more youthful than her appearance, in an accent he had never heard before. Nicodranas, perhaps? But it was like a veil had been lifted.

    He could remember everything. The real and the fake. Very little made sense, but Bren wanted revenge. First he needed to get the hell out of here.

    The aasimar and the purple tiefling dragging away the crazed old woman were probably his best bet at getting any answers.

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    The Mighty Nein arrive back home to Rosohna only to find Essek's fiancee knocking on their door asking for the Shadowhand in question. They find this distressing, although a certain wizard takes it harder than the rest.

    MEANWHILE, Essek arrives home, only to be informed by his mother that his hand in marriage has been promised to the daughter of another Den in order to strengthen ties. Essek finds this quite distressing as well, as he is painfully in love with the aforementioned wizard.

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    Caleb and Jester make a decision to live

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    Caleb loves the Nein and he'd do anything for them, that we know. "Everything" includes going to meet a foreign mage that may or may not remember him, but Caleb sure has some unpleasant memories regarding this mysterious mage.

    Or, a spin on how Caleb and Yussa met/knew each other

    Edit: I'm going through formating some things, so if it looks different to those of you that have read it, I promise nothing important has changed!

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    This started as a fill for the prompt 'Essek is kidnapped and raped by Trent Ikathon in order to punish Caleb' and has grown to include non-con and/or dub-con between Caleb, Trent, Essek, and Eodwulf.

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    There are parts of his past that Caleb has never spoken about. Now it might be too late to save Essek from the same fate.

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    The circle sits there. A temptation neither wizard is sure they can or should resist. But if they change their past what would that mean for their futures?

    Written for Day 2 of Shadowgast Week Shared Fears/Future and Fate

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    “I regret to inform you that sometime within the next twenty-four hours you’ll be meeting an untimely death.”
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    In a world where you receive a call on the day you are going to die, Molly and Caleb get theirs on the same day.

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    Abducted from the Mighty Nein, Caleb Widogast is reacquainted with the cruelties of mankind via an old punishment: the stockade.

     

    "Traitor.

    Traitor.

    It’s like the word snatches all of the moisture from Caleb’s mouth, and he gapes at the guard, face paling in record time. “I am not a traitor,” he whispers. His confidence is gone now – he knows the truth better than anyone, and this is no longer it (The blood of innocents under his nails, the tortured wails of his parents, the betrayal of everyone he was supposed to protect).

    The guard scoffs, releasing Caleb’s head with a jerk that clips his chin against the lower board. Caleb thinks he feels his skin split slightly on the impact, although it is hard to tell for sure. When he looks up again the guard is gone, back to his post outside of Caleb’s range of vision.

    Caleb doesn’t call out to him again, just drowns in the terror of his future and the hopelessness of his present."

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    Caleb Widogast works for the Wildemount History Museum in Zadash. His life is, for once, hum drum and boring. He likes that very much. Molly is a Musician by day and Lucien, the renowned thief by night. One day during a heist their paths cross and Lucien and Molly both take an interest in the cute historian they leave tied up in a janitorial closet. So, since the man has met and is afraid of Lucien, it's up to Molly to get close to him.

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    Essek decides to ask Caleb a personal question and the night takes a direction much different than he could ever have imagined.

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    a small one shot about caleb being caleb (small shadowgast one shot)

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    Caleb Widogast has dealt with many things throughout his lifetime. And sometimes, the worst things you can do are the best for you.

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    Big what if AU where around episode 48, Caleb decides he's more of use leaving and not hurting anyone of his friends any longer.

    Also I remember Liam saying something about it being a possibility before that if it was earlier in the campain, Caleb might of gone with Trent again or just up and deserted them, so imma try and see what happens with that.

    This also made me realize how many times Caleb saved the party's assess. So STRAP ON FOLKS.

    (No longer under edit, might make a collection or something about this if I'm feeling cute, who knows?)

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    The Mighty Nein travel far and wide to reunite Caleb, Nott, and Yeza.

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    Monday, April 5th, Day Two: hiding // venom

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