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    It’s been over four years since Dean saw Castiel take his last step off that ledge. Now a sophomore in college, he’s finally worked up the courage to read Cas’s journal.

    Along the way, Dean discovers things he never thought he’d find and learns some new things about himself that he didn’t want to uncover.

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    Sam may say that he’s doing everything to help his family, but Dean has a different theory (Based on an episode from the TV show Shameless)

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    I’m just gonna pretend that the finale doesn’t exist.

    After the Winchesters succeed in bringing everyone back they go on hunts. But something is wearing on Dean. Sam has an idea, but he doesn’t know for sure.

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    A missing scene from S15E19. Sam gets Dean talking about Cas.

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    It almost feels like, if Dean went to sleep right now, he could get it back. Like he would slip right back into the dream, and it would pick up where it left off. But Dean doesn’t even want to, now that he can see that world for what it is: a cheap hallucination, poking at all his weaknesses, going right for the soft underbelly Dean never shows.

    All that work. All that work Dean had done over the past few weeks, trying to numb himself and act like he’d forgotten about it. And now it feels like the Empty took Cas all of five minutes ago, all over again.

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    A post-15x19, forty one year-old Dean gets a taste of what twenty seven year-old Dean went through in 2x20, “What Is and What Should Never Be,” and sees how the shape of his own happiness has changed.

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    2 Winchester Brothers+ Walk of Shame= Shared Hurtful Words (Based on an episode from the TV Show Shameless)

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    An ex-angel with a bloody trenchcoat and an empty wallet walks into a laundromat...

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    If there's one thing Dean Winchester is NOT gonna do, it's let the love of his life waste away in the Empty. This time he's getting his happy ending, come heaven, hell, or high water.

     

    A fix-it for the ending of Supernatural. Set post-15x19, and completely ignoring that 15x20 ever existed because we don't need that kind of negativity in our lives.

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    Dean took Sammy and ran away from their abusive dad. Dean's worked as a mechanic his entire life in order to support Sam's dream of becoming a lawyer. Then someone catches Dean doing advanced math and wants to know more about Dean's life and who he is.

    Something bad happens and Dean needs help. He needs to face his fear and go to court again. He doesn't want to burden Sam, who can he call? Will Dean be able to stay sober?

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    Dean prayed to Cas, every night. His prayers went unanswered for a year. He wants to change that. And he wants to know why.

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    Time and again, everything Dean thought he knew had been upended and cast into doubt. But one thing remained certain: he would defeat Chuck and bring back Castiel and all the rest, or he would die trying.

    Or: Dean struggles to cope with the loss of Castiel and to find a way to rescue him from the Empty.

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    Sometimes you just need to be turned into a whole other species to get your act together.

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    Dean knows he's an alcoholic, okay? He knows. But it's not a problem. Well, not usually. He's mostly functioning.
    Castiel is very recently human. That's okay, it's fine. (well, except for when he sneezes for no apparent reason. It's startling.)
    Before they grow old together, they need to do a little give-and-take. But they've faced worse things than themselves, right?

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    Somewhere the lines crossed and Dean doesn't know how to uncross them, again ...
     

    From the instant Sam was born, Dean, felt a special connection with him. Forged in the chambers of his heart, Dean, will always put Sammy's well-being above his own. Looking after Sammy after their mother died became second nature to Dean and trying to win Dad's approval, is just as important. Dad can barely look at Dean and Sammy becomes more and more attached with every day that passes. Somewhere down the line, Dean, knows he'll lose himself in the rabble of trying to make everyone else happy, if he's not careful. But sometimes, he just can't bring himself to care.

    (This will go through early childhood straight into their adult years, and eventually to the end of the tv series (and beyond!) )
     
    Warning: Dark & triggering themes inside. Consider yourself warned.
    (Bonus fanvids, throughout.)

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    Sam searches Dean out to make sure he’s okay (Based on an episode from the TV show Shameless)

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    John has some choice words for his family. They also have some choice words for him (Based on an episode from the TV show Shameless)

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    Sam turned and scanned the area, when something, someone, caught his eye near the staircase. Could it be…?
    “Hello Dean!”
    Dean felt his breath leave his body. He went still with shock, because no way is it-
    “Cas!” breathed Sam.

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    "For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part [and recognise in part]; but then shall I know even as I also am known." ~ 1 Corinthians 13:12, King James Bible

    "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone" ~ John 8:7, same as above

    Unto the ages of ages, even spied carefully behind dark glass, there is world without end.

    Things cannot end like this. Jack pours his love for Cas into the Empty, forcing light and life within, hauling his father back. The family he's got - including that of Sam and Dean - they have to preserve it. And in some ways, to heal it; drawing out the darkness like infection from a wound.

    Yet he must keep going, be strong, and brave - he has godly power, and so he must be strong enough to fix things.

    But what happens if -actually, when- he needs fixing?

    (Or, Jack is having a hard time adjusting to his status as God, and after doing his best to make things right, receives some aid in a manner - and from a quarter - unexpected)

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    “The price was my life,” (of course it was, Dean thinks loudly to himself, of course it fucking was) “When I experienced a moment of true happiness, The Empty would be summoned, and it would take me forever.”

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    It's not a decision. Not more than the immobility was that had frozen his muscles before and made it impossible to move. It isn't a thought that drives him to throw himself at Cas, between Cas and this supernatural entity he knows he can't defeat. He's done it before he even knows he moved at all, arms wrapped around the angel as tightly as possible. It was more like a reflex, an instinct, maybe. There was nothing else to be done, so why not do something insanely stupid?

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