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    Castiel owns The Garrison, a popular club in a midsized Midwest town. He also has a dark past he can’t quite get away from and a darkness within, a dark, oily sludge, he's never quite been able to rid himself of.

    Dean is in yet another new town, his brother just left for college on the other side of the country and his dad just up and vanished in the middle of the night without warning. He’s alone, angry, and bristling with a recklessness that mimics the untamed inferno raging behind his ribcage, something he’s fought to tame his entire life.

    Does darkness always equate to evil? Does light always allude to purity?

    Or do both extremes consume entirely, simply in different ways?

    Can Castiel and Dean help contain the others demons before they become too much?

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    Castiel remembers when he believed that he was too righteous, too sacred, to be in a place like this. A place like this, where people come to get wasted and high and screwed. But Castiel knows he has fallen, fallen from somewhere beyond grace, fallen so far from Heaven he can never go back. And he did it all for Dean, everything was for Dean. Dean, who begged him to stop. Dean, who told him he’ll do whatever he has to, to stop him. And all Castiel needs, is for someone, is for Dean, to lie to him, to tell him everything will be fine.

    (Takes place sometime after 06x20 - The Man Who Would be King)

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    Being human has come with many perks for Cas including settling down with the love of his life, but unfortunately, it also comes with human illnesses like influenza. Of all the battles and struggles Cas has faced, this absolutely feels like the worst. Maybe a slight exaggeration on Cas’ part, but everything aches and he’s never felt so broken and fragile in his life. But Dean, ever-loving and oh-so-caring, is there for him every step of the way with soothing comfort and a little surprise to make Cas feel better.

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    Castiel has never felt so close to telling Dean to destroy everything inside him created by God. He’s never felt so close to tearing his own wounds open, draining his own grace dry, so he could be something, someone else. But that’s not what Dean wants. Dean wants a warrior, a soldier, to fight this Apocalypse with him. And Castiel is afraid, that all of this will end, if he’s not what, or who, Dean wants.

    (Takes place after 05x10 - Abandon All Hope)

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    When your best friend drops a bombshell as big as, "I've been in love with you for years and planned to go on never telling you," it might just be a bit of a shock. For Dean Winchester, "a bit of a shock" wouldn't even begin to cut it (maybe more of an "earth-shattering, mind-boggling revelation"), but all he really needed was a bit of time. A week? Maybe two.
    Who knew he'd get just that when a tiny creature made up of about a dozen different animals slammed into him and teleported him halfway across the world?
    For the Winchesters, life had always loved to make things complicated.

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    Sam headed for the storeroom that they kept angel stuff in, finding it after only two wrong turns. He found the book he was looking for relatively easily-- 'L’étude des Anges et de Leur Nature'. It was by some guy named Jean-Baptiste Sauveterrre, but his worries about it being in French were quickly quieted when he opened it and found that the leather-bound notebook that he'd assumed was the original was actually a translation by some guy named Liam Goldmann.

    His heart sank as he flipped through the table of contents. It'd been exactly as he'd worried. There were was an entire subsection labeled 'Angel Care', which had titles under it like 'loneliness' and 'grooming'. Cas had never mentioned about grounding or whatever an angelic orientation was.

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    in which sam and dean realize that cas has a whole slew of angelic needs they haven't been attending to.
    *heavy gen, no romance or smut*

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    It's not a decision. Not more than the immobility was that had frozen his muscles before and made it impossible to move. It isn't a thought that drives him to throw himself at Cas, between Cas and this supernatural entity he knows he can't defeat. He's done it before he even knows he moved at all, arms wrapped around the angel as tightly as possible. It was more like a reflex, an instinct, maybe. There was nothing else to be done, so why not do something insanely stupid?

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    If he could, Castiel would rip Dean’s scars raw, make them permanent, brand Dean as his, only his, forever.

    (Takes place during the gap between night and day in 05x03 Free to Be You and Me.)

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    I'm bad at summaries and this is super duper short, so I'll just say that it's some sappy stuff.

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    Castiel is tired of Dean's accusations and decides a little space is needed between him and Dean.

    This leads Cas to set out on a new solo adventure with new friends, new stories, and a new enemy.

    While also trying to find peace after losing Jack.

    Is there still hope for Dean and Cas or is this their curtain call?

    Is there more to Cas's past that has sparked a new enemy and how far is he willing to go to find the answers?

    This story will take place in an Alternative Universe sat after The Rupture (Season 15, Episode 3) and will include a new timeline with a new origin story for Castiel!

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    “If you’re talking about the time you ate all those souls…you had to be stopped, Cas.”

    “I agree,” Castiel shrugged, “But would you have tried to kill me if I was a human and had caused such chaos?”

    A muscle in Dean’s jaw rippled, “We don’t deal with humans, that’s what the cops are for!”

    “Dean…” Sam admonished softly, looking stricken.

    Dean blinked, stunned by his own words. “I mean…I didn’t mean –“

    Castiel swallowed, closing his eyes against a lance of pain in his chest that had nothing to do with the binding or the sigil. “Yes, you did. And its true, in any case.” Castiel gave him an out, but the words stung. He wasn’t human. Which meant he was – in a hunter’s mind – a creature.

    An animal.

    Something inside him felt like it was icing over...

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    Between Season 5/6 (the same time frame as the flashbacks in 6x20 - The Man Who Would Be King) - Castiel knows God brought him back for a reason, Raphael is trying to convince him to join him in letting Lucifer and Michael free, and Crowley is trying to convince him to start a civil war in Heaven - and Castiel doesn't just watch Dean rake the leaves at Lisa's house.

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    She turned towards Michael, who stood watching her with that expression on his face. “If we do this, it’s a onetime deal. I’m in charge. You’re the engine but I’m behind the wheel.” Michael nodded.
    It made her ache slightly, using all those metaphors. Dean would’ve liked it. He should have been the one here, not her. It should’ve been her with Lucifer. Not that she wanted Dean to say Yes to Michael, because he would if there was no other choice, but she wanted Jack and Dean far away from Lucifer.
    But this was it. This was her chance.
    “Yes.”
    The world exploded with Light.
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    Fem!Sam Winchester says Yes to Michael from the Apocalypse World, to save Dean and Jack from Lucifer. This is how things change.

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    It's been two months since Sam tried to take his life.
    Dean's willingness to keep a hold of himself wanes as the days go by while Sam continues to evade any attempt of self recovery, but something clouds the mind of the younger Winchester- something even beyond Dean's control and understanding.
    And things don't get any easier as a winged stranger in black with profound pools of blue seeks him out for a mission that would change his life forever
    What is the secret that's begging to come out from those cosmic lips that he keeps contained? And what does fate have in mind for the brothers and the mysterious man who emerged from fissures unknown?

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    Castiel falls. The Winchesters pick him up.

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    Something struck me the other day. Castiel was yanking around Jimmy's CORPSE for a while. NO OTHER Angel really does this otherwise Michael wouldn't even bother with Dean's soul, he would've just had the body resurrected and taken it. WHY? Why does Castiel possess a deadman?

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    Castiel and Dean gave up everything to win this fight. But now, when everything is lost and there's no fighting anymore... there's only one question left...
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    I suck at summaries so long story short, I rewatched “The End” (again, is that addiction already?) and I was thinking what would happen if it ended differently and writers weren’t cowards

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    Castiel and Dean parted on... not the greatest of terms. Castiel is glad to be back in the bunker, thrilled to be loved by Dean. He just wishes Dean didn't have to punish him for his misdeeds.

    Dean, meanwhile, is totally clueless about what is going on, and doesn't realize Cas doesn't want to have sex with him until he overhears a conversation between Cas and the long-suffering Sam.

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    “I want you to tell me why my name was on that DVD!” he shrieks.

    That makes Dean pull up short. Cass is the picture of calm. He doesn’t scream or show emotions in general. “What’re you talking about man?” he asks, forcing his voice not to sound as gruff. He pats the edge of the bed and smiles as the bed dips with Cass’ weight. “Talk to me.”

    Hands gripping the edge of the bed, Cass gulps, turning his head to Dean. He sees the panic in his friend’s eyes. “I just – I don’t understand things. And what I’m feeling right now… it’s just too much. It feels too intense. And I just can’t breathe. It’s wrong. I know it’s wrong to feel like this but I just – I can’t stop it Dean.”

    “What can’t you stop?”

    Eyes, raw and brimming with emotion, Cass stares at him. “Why was my name on that DVD?”

    “I don’t know.” Dean tries to convey his sincerity. “I really don’t know Cass.”

    “But it said Cass.” His voice is small. “When I saw it on your bed, I thought it was mine.”

    A chill goes through him. Cass … he couldn’t mean that DVD… could he?

    “What DVD?” his voice is almost shrill. It’s like the babysitter and the pizza man all over again.

    “Cas-a Erotica.” Says Cass.

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    Dean in in Heaven, but he's not alright.
    what the heck is this ending?
    this can't be it??
    Cas and Dean know that

    let me try to fix and explain this disaster

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