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    “Is this some kind of… A Christmas Carol, dream-ghost bullshit?” Zoe demands. She’s so not interested in some kind of supernatural hallucination right now. She really, really needs to wake up. She is an adult. Zoe is an adult, she is thirty years old, she is not seventeen. She is not in high school. She cannot be back in high school.

    Dr. Sherman laughs. “Of course not. In those stories someone watches their past. I’m asking you to reimagine it.”

     

    Inspired by Being Erica, season 1.

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    Alana and Zoe need a babysitter for their date night. What would happen if two babysitters turn up?

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    There's an old proverb that says that when something is 'out of sight, out of mind', it means that you forget things that aren't there anymore.

    That's how I am. Invisible. Unseen, unheard. A face in the crowd. Alone in my own little lifeboat, floating in the sea.

    I try not to care, I really do. I try not to let it bother me how everyone's gaze slides off of me like water, as if I'm not even there.

    Except for his.

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    25/?
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    dear evan hansen, mean girls, heathers, beetlejuice (well really just lydia) and the prom all make a group chat

    UPDATE: be more chill characters have now been added!!!

    UPDATE 2.0: we are the tigers characters have been added!

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    35/?
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    “I'm the guy you said you were friends with. The guy you used to get popular. But that might be a handful to remember. You can call me... CMS," the soul decided, crossing his arms.

    "CMS?" Evan glanced at him.

    "Connor Murphy's Soul," CMS said slowly, like it was a difficult concept to wrap his head around. "But we're getting ahead of ourselves. You need to fix this."

    (A redo au, inspired by charactershoesfics “Come And Go”).

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    Connor Murphy has been trying, he really has. And when he has a great boyfriend, it seems like it’s clear waters from here on out.

    But getting over addiction is hard.

    Especially when the drugs are there in your closet.

    And you know how to get into the liquor cabinet.

    ~~

    Chapters will be posted on Mondays, unless I forget, which will probably happen at least once. I may post more frequently if I have a random urge to write more.

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    Evan breaks his arm. His mother finds new love. Connor and Evan might actually be getting somewhere as friends. Everything's fine, if you excluse the arm thing.

    Until it's not.


    Aka, Heidi moves to New Jersey to live with her new fiance and his child. Evan has to move away, after so many months of finally making friends, and whatever was happening with him and Connor. Now he's got to start over, and make new friends, and get along with his new Step-dad and step-brother.

    Things predictably go to shit when Jeremy gets a SQUIP.


    Endgame Stage Dorks, Expensive Headphones, Tree Bros, Galaxy Gals and Pinkberry

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    Evan Hansen knew he put Zoe Murphy up on a pedestal. He made her out to be this perfect person when he didn't even know her. He knew he wasn't in love with her but more the idea of her. He knew that if he ever got to know her it probably wouldn't change a thing. He knew that. Still, all his hope was pinned on Zoe. Until-

    Connor Murphy went into that computer lab hoping that he could find a reason to hold on one more day. Just a simple sign that he didn't screw up everything, that he didn't always have to leave a trail of destruction in his wake.

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter.

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    Evan spends the summer as a lifeguard by the beach.
    Connor is a famous surfer around here and tends to get himself into more reckless situations than he can shoulder. Evan is about to find out what that's about.

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    It’s senior year, and Evan is being made to try out a new mode of therapy, Theatre Group Therapy, to be precise. He loathes the idea, but his mother insists he try it out, for at least three sessions.

    It’s all because of that dumb letter he wrote to his therapist, which he just barely managed to get back from Connor Murphy on the first day of school. Dr. Sherman highly recommended an ‘additional intervention’, due to the worrying sentiment and the fact that even with standard therapy and medication, Evan’s still a social train wreck in slow motion. His own words, not his therapist’s.

    On first day of the dreaded group therapy, Evan realizes that Connor Murphy also happens to be in attendance. He’s not sure if it’s comforting to see a familiar face, or not, but he quickly finds out that anything he thought he knew about Connor is dead wrong, because apparently Connor loves musicals and is actually sort of excited to be there, which Evan can’t begin to comprehend.

    But, Evan sticks by Connor the first day, if only because he is the only person Evan knows, and it seems okay. He still doesn’t want to continue, but, maybe there could be something to this group therapy thing... if he survives it, anyway.

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    A Connor Lives au, set to the same story we've all cried over.

    Evan Hansen believes that nothing he does will ever be remembered and that he will be forgotten. During a confrontation his world gets flipped upside down, causing him to get everything he wanted. All he has to do is pretend to be friends with a fellow classmate that tried to kill himself.

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    13/?
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    Evan Hansen has decided to end his life. He's made his decision, he's made his plan, and he intends to follow through with it. That is, until Connor Murphy happens upon him just before he has the chance to.

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    For Evan to keep himself alive, he only needs to eat, breathe, and generally avoid murderers. For Jared, he needs a lot more. (And it's all really fucking expensive.)

     
    [or: “and they were roommates” “oh my god, they were roommates” but jared has t1d]

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    It´s been two weeks since Heidi Hansen left to work in another city.
    During her absence, Evan tries his best to run the household and take care of his little sister, but it´s only a matter of time until everything starts to crumble around him.
    As his best friend Connor starts to see through his facade, Evan realizes that sometimes you aren´t meant to deal with disaster alone.

    (inspired by "This Raging Light" by Estelle Laure)

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    7/25
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    and it is easy to figure out the things that do and do not work-

    like my temper

    like me and you in the back of my car

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    4/?
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    When Evan is called into the principal's office, he just knows that it's about the letter. The letter that Connor took from him and completely misunderstood. So when he steps into the office and sees two adults who can be none other than Mr. and Mrs. Murphy, he knows he's done for.

    But Evan's problems have really only just begun when the principal informs him that Connor attempted to kill himself and is now comatose in a hospital. Evan has to juggle a fake friendship, a growing relationship with the girl of his dreams and her parents, worry about a boy in a hospital bed potentially waking up and exposing all of his lies, and deal internally with what he's been struggling with since last summer but refuses to properly acknowledge.

    And things only get worse when Connor wakes up. Or... maybe they're getting better?

    Follow along as two dumb-asses, and a supporting cast I suppose, figure out how to navigate life and their feelings during their senior year of high school.

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    Evan asks Connor to Homecoming!

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    Christmas fic- yes I'm aware it's June, I just wanted to write this

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    "Damn, who knew our teenage years would get ruined because of some zombie apocalypse?"

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    2/?
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    There was an old story that your perfect person--perfect match--was the one who was the complete opposite of you. Of course that only applied to those with powers, in which numbers were dwindling.

    So, when Jared learned that Evan had water powers...It made him think...

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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    31
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    26
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