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Of One Sided Crushes

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"Are you ready?" He asked, his eyes full of desire. 

Jungkook nodded eagerly. 

He had been ready ever since he had seen him that day. 

With his long limbs, fit body (earned by working out for hours at the gym), his perfect face with his golden skin, his plump, pink lips, his cute nose, his big eyes with long eyelashes and not to mention his perfect, silky hair that fell over his forehead, he was a sight to see. And Jungkook loved seeing him. 

When he took off his shirt, Jungkook could feel his heart banging against his chest. How could anyone be so perfect? Jungkook found himself drinking in the sight of his rock-hard abs, his skin which was not as tanned here as the rest of him and his perfect, hardened nipples. Jungkook wanted to put his mouth on them and make him moan his name. His name alone. He wet his lips and smiled at Jungkook before unzipping his dark blue jeans. 

Jungkook was in heaven just at the sight of him standing there in his boxer briefs. His thighs were toned and thick, his legs even longer than they looked otherwise.

"You're so hot when you're looking at me like this." He said, his voice husky and full of lust and Jungkook moaned in desperation. 

The anticipation was going to kill Jungkook. Agonisingly slow was the pace at which things were going. Jungkook's eyes were now fixed on the bulge in his boxers.

Finally, he hooked his finger into the boxers and started pulling them down_


And Jungkook fell off his bed for the third time that week. 

"THE FUCK, TAEHYUNG?!" He screamed when he had recovered his senses and spotted his best friend, standing in front of him with a shit eating smile. 

"You were dreaming about hyung again, weren't you?" Taehyung asked, cradling Jungkook's cat shaped pillow and raising his eyebrow suggestively. 

"I hate you so much right now." Jungkook announced. If only he could have seen_

"_Hyung. I hate you, hyung. I'm two years older than you, you know that?" Taehyung teased. 

"Fuck off." Jungkook groaned, wondering why his jeans were so uncomfortable. 

"Why were you moaning in your sleep? I should tell_" 

"DON'T YOU DARE!" He was quick to shout. 

Shit, he had been moaning?? 

"If only hyung knew about your crush." Taehyung sighed happily, getting a dreamy look in his eyes. 

"Don't be an idiot." Jungkook groaned and finally noticed the tent in the front of his jeans. Great. 

Just great. 

He had to get a boner right before his class. 

Having a crush sucked. 

"I'll see you in class after you're done moaning some more." Taehyung said with a laugh. 

"Get out." Jungkook said.

"So much love." Taehyung replied, beginning to walk out of Jungkook's bedroom. 

"Wait a minute..That's my pillow!" Jungkook exclaimed, before snatching his pillow away and moving towards the washroom, ignoring Taehyung's tongue, which was being stuck out at him. 


When Jungkook wasn't dreaming about his hyung, he was daydreaming about him.

He used to be a good student in all classes except for his history class. 

Now he was bad at all his classes, history being no exception, thanks to his stupid crush. 

He had always hated history and the droning voice of his history teacher was enough to make even the most studious ones debate sleeping, so he used this time to daydream more scenarios that weren't going to happen in a million years. 

This time, he was kissing him when Taehyung interrupted him. 

"What?!" He whisper shouted. He needed to tell Taehyung not to interrupt him while he was dreaming about__

Taehyung didn't answer but tilted his head towards the front. 

Jungkook looked and saw everyone staring at him. 

"What did I just ask, Mr. Jeon?" His history teacher demanded. 

Jungkook swallowed nervously. 

Oh shit. 

"Stand when I'm addressing you." His teacher said and Jungkook resisted the urge to roll his eyes.

He stood up and stared at his teacher's face, a blush rising in his cheeks at the stares he was receiving. 

"Well?" His teacher asked. 

He was about to turn and ask Taehyung when a girl squealed loudly. 

"Seoyeon!! It's Kim Seokjin!" She said, pointing towards the window. 

At once, everyone turned towards the window, Jungkook included, to see Kim Seokjin standing outside their class, talking to the English teacher. 

Jungkook felt his cheeks heat up involuntarily and he immediately tried to drive out this morning's dream cause_ oh my god, Jin hyung was wearing the same shirt he had been wearing in Jungkook's dream and oh my god, Jungkook couldn't believe that the boy he had jerked himself off to was standing a few feet away from him_

"GIRLS! Get a hold of yourselves!" The history teacher shouted and the girls turned to giggling silently. The loud voice of the history teacher had caught Seokjin's attention, however. 

Jungkook tried to sit down but was caught. 

"Now, answer me, Mr. Jeon!" 

Oh no oh no oh no oh no. 

Why, WHY?! Why before Jin hyung?? 

"You don't know it? Wait here." And his teacher walked out and to where Jin hyung was standing. 

"Fuck." Jungkook cursed when the history teacher came inside, followed by a confused Seokjin. 

Several girls and guys sat up straighter and a girl in front of Jungkook even began to redo her makeup. 

Jungkook wanted the floor to swallow him. 



"Maybe if you paid attention_"

"_Please, Tae, can't you see I'm depressed? I don't want to talk about this." Jungkook whined. 

"Why are you acting like your life got over?" Taehyung asked, shaking his head. 

Jungkook wanted to answer but answering would make him think about today's incident again and that was more than he could bear. 

"It wasn't so embarrassing, Kookie." Taehyung tried to comfort him.

"Are you kidding me?! He called Jin hyung inside and lectured me in front of him!" Jungkook said, cheeks heating up again. He definitely wanted to talk about it. 

"It's only cause Jin hyung was good at history.." Taehyung said.

"Which is why it's worse! He told Jin hyung about how he has no students like him anymore, who like studying but only students like me!" Jungkook went on, hugging his cat shaped pillow. 

"You know Jin hyung won't think badly of you for that." Taehyung said, patting Jungkook's thigh comfortingly. 

"Yeah, he doesn't think of me at all." Jungkook said with a humourless laugh.


"It's true." Jungkook said and Taehyung sighed. 

It was true. 

"It would be better if I could go back to the time when he didn't know me. At least he didn't treat me like his little brother then." Jungkook vented and Taehyung shook his head. "You don't know whether he thinks of you like that." 

"He talks to me like I'm his brother or his son or something." Jungkook mumbled. 

Even today, after class Jin  had come up to Jungkook and asked him if he was okay. 

When Jungkook had stammered that he was, Jin had asked him to study because it wasn't cool not to.

After that he had actually ruffled his hair_ as if he's my uncle or something_ and walked off.

Taehyung had seen that and had wanted to laugh at and comfort Jungkook at once. 

He was just too cute when it came to Jin hyung. 

"I should kill myself or something. That's when he'll notice me." Jungkook said, laying on the couch with his head on Taehyung's lap and staring at the ceiling. 

"You should dye your hair if you want him to notice you." Taehyung said and immediately he got that wacko sparkle in his eyes.

"Tae, no." Jungkook rolled his eyes but Taehyung was already imagining stuff.

"Maroon..? That would look nice.." 



"Are you kidding me?"


Jungkook didn't bother replying. 

"Brown! A lighter shade!" 

Jungkook merely made a noncommittal sound. 

"Jeon Jungkook." Taehyung said, suddenly getting off the couch (causing Jungkook's head to hit the couch) 

"Ouch! What the hell?!" Jungkook demanded, sitting up and finding himself looking into Taehyung's cat shaped eyes, his face an inch from Jungkook's. 

"What?" He asked warily. He knew that look, it didn't mean anything good.

"Light brown, on you.. So hot." Taehyung said after a few seconds of staring at Jungkook.

Jungkook rolled his eyes. 

"Don't be idiotic. I'm not dyeing my hair for some guy_" he said and immediately Taehyung started laughing. 

"Some guy, is it?" Taehyung asked, finally moving back. 

"Shut up." Jungkook said, blushing at the thought of his crush. 

"Look, dye it and see, if you like it, good! If not... We can do a temporary one, if you like." Taehyung relented. 

"Easy for you to say! You dye your hair like, ten times a month." 

"Don't exaggerate, it's more like 4 times a month." Taehyung said. 

"Same difference." 

"I'm serious Kook, you would look hot with light brown hair." Taehyung said and Jungkook chewed his lip as he debated the question. 

Brown isn't so different from black.. Besides, it might look nice for a change.. 

"Okay." He said and Taehyung paused mid-yawn. 

"Really?!" Taehyung asked, his eyes shining with excitement and his smile appearing. 

"I guess so...?" Jungkook said hesitantly. 

He would look okay, right? 

"Great! Let's do it now!!" Taehyung said at once, forgetting all about how sleep deprived he had been. 

"We don't even have_" Jungkook started at once. 

"_I do_"

"_Of course you do." 


"Are you sure it's temporary?" Jungkook asked for the hundredth time. 

"Yes! It says it will wash off in about ten hair washes!" Taehyung replied. 

"Ten?! I thought it would wash off in five!" Jungkook exclaimed in a panicked voice. 

"You're so oblivious, Kookie." Taehyung sighed and Jungkook snorted. 

"Look who's talking." 

Taehyung just continued to brush the dye into Jungkook's hair, parting it into sections and humming to himself.

"You look awfully scared." Taehyung said.

"You look awfully relaxed!" Jungkook retorted. 

"I've done it a hundred times." Taehyung shrugged and Jungkook sighed. The wetness of his hair was a constant reminder that from now on, until ten washes; he was going to be a brunet. 

Finally, he asked the question that had been on the tip of his tongue for some time.

"What if Jin hyung doesn't even notice?" 

"I thought you wanted to do it for yourself and not some guy." Taehyung said with a slight smile. "He will notice, don't worry." 

"Will I even look good?" Jungkook wondered aloud. He hoped all this wouldn't be for nothing. 

"What's the worst that can happen? The girls in the class will giggle about you instead of Jin hyung!" Taehyung said cheerfully. 

Though Jungkook was gay through and through, it was still nice to get attention from someone, even if it was from the opposite sex. 

Not that Jungkook didn't have any admirers, one girl (he didn't know who) had been writing him a love letter everyday for the past month. Several guys had asked him out too but Jungkook was too crazy about Jin to think too much about it. 

It didn't matter to him that he hadn't dated anyone yet or that the only time he had been kissed was when he was 15 and he had been dared to make out with a girl by (guess who?) Taehyung. 

He had been too nervous though and in the end the girl had taken pity on him and kissed him briefly, telling him not to accept dares to kiss someone the next time. 

He always wondered what it would feel like to kiss someone he really liked, not a random stranger. Actually, he always wondered what it would feel like to kiss Jin

That's why half the times; his head was filled with images of himself kissing the older boy. 

Sadly, he knew that he wasn't the only one who had that dream. 

Jimin, who was Taehyung's new best friend, had already told them that he had a thing for Jin. 

Jimin didn't know that Jungkook liked him too because he had warned Taehyung against telling him. 

All the same, he often felt like pulling Jimin's hair and demanding that he change his choice because Jungkook was devoted to Jin and if only one of them could be devoted to him, it was going to be Jungkook and not Jimin. 

Jungkook didn't realise how fast time went by but before he knew it, Taehyung was asking him to wash his hair. 

Jungkook washed his hair mindlessly, thoughts still full of Jin. 

"How do I get you out of my head?" He said to his reflection in the mirror, forgetting to see his hair even. He remembered when he came out and Taehyung gasped dramatically. 

"Wow, Kookie, I swear to god I could bang you_"

"_Tae, seriously_"

"_Okay eew, I don't want to but I'm sure Jin hyung would want to!" 

Jungkook didn't say anything, but his smile said it all. 


When he looked in the mirror, he saw that his hair colour hadn't changed so much that he was unrecognisable but he definitely looked different, older somehow and maybe even better. 

He dried his hair with a blow drier before going to sleep with a smile on his face.

Tomorrow he had Advanced English, the only class he had with Jin hyung.

He would show his hyung that he did study. 


The next day, Jungkook woke up feeling refreshed and excited. He had almost forgotten about yesterday's incident. Almost.

He wet his hair slightly and blow dried it so it stood up slightly at the front. When he asked Taehyung how he looked, he mumbled something about how so many guys would want to fuck him senseless before going off to sleep. 

For once, he studied before his classes for the day started and fifteen minutes before his first class (Sociology) started, he left his room. 

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Yoongi hyung, who was Jin hyung's best friend. Figuring that Jin was probably around, he hid behind a cabinet and watched as Jin left his room (which was three rooms away from his and Taehyung's room.) 

Technically, his age forbid him from having a room on the last floor of the university's housing, where rooms were given to older students but since Taehyung almost qualified the category, they had managed to bag the last room. (perks of having an older roommate) 

He watched as Yoongi complained about something and Jin grinned and apologised before the two of them went their way. Jungkook's heart was already hammering hard against his chest. 

"Whatchyu doin'?" A voice asked, making Jungkook jump out of his skin. 

"Jimin hyung." He said with a blush. Jimin's room was on the last floor as well. His roommate, Jung Hoseok qualified the age qualifications. 

"Whoa, did you dye your hair, Jungkookie?" Jimin asked suddenly. 

Jungkook blushed harder. He had momentarily forgotten about his hair. 

"Yeah." He said as Jimin stared at him. 

"Wow, you look hot." He said appreciatively. 

Jungkook breathed out. 

Maybe he did look hot.. 

"Were you staring at Jin hyung?" Jimin asked suddenly.

"Wha_ no.. I wasn't.." Jungkook stuttered. 

"Tae told me you like him." Jimin said casually.

"That fucker did what_" Jungkook started and Jimin laughed. 

"Clearly, you don't use honourifics with him. Don't use them with me either, Kookie! That aside, I'm over him." Jimin replied cheerfully and Jungkook's mouth fell open.

"Over him?" He asked disbelievingly.

"Yeah. He's kinda cliché for me. I might already have a crush on someone else." Jimin said cheerfully and Jungkook didn't know whether to be happy at the minor reduction of competition or to hit Jimin for calling Jin a cliché choice. 

"Aren't you gonna ask me who I have a crush on?" Jimin asked.

"Who?" Jungkook asked, wondering who could possibly be a better choice than Jin. 

"Won't tell you!" Jimin said before leaving. 

Jungkook rolled his eyes and made his way to Sociology. 


Jungkook kept fidgeting with his hair the whole day. He found himself in the Men's room several times, unnecessarily puffing his hair. As usual, he found a love letter waiting for him when he got into his place for Economics. 

The first letter had begged Jungkook to not wonder who was writing the letter to him or to try and find out who she was. 

Jungkook didn't know whether the girl was in Economics with him but he always read the letter in class so that if she was, she would see that he didn't throw them away. 

He wasn't surprised when he read the line_

"_You dyed your hair.. It looks amazing, I'm glad you did.." 

And a smile spread on his face. 

He wished he could find out who the girl was and talk to her. He also wished he could tell her that he was gay and he was sorry he couldn't return her feelings. 

Dying his hair had been a good decision, Jungkook had already been asked out by 3 people that day. 

Jungkook payed attention in class (with great difficulty) and was rewarded in the form of his last class of the day. 

When he reached his Advanced English class, he breathed in deeply and walked inside. He tried not to look at anyone and hoped that his blush looked like nothing more than slightly red cheeks. 

He was greeted with a sudden silence so he knew he was being stared at. 

Usually the first thing he did when he came to class was look at Seokjin but today he kept his eyes on the floor.

Somehow he had managed to get a seat right behind Jin on their first day. Even though Jin had asked Jungkook to study, he ought to have known that Jungkook being in this class meant that he did study. Most of the people in the class were his seniors and were pursuing their post graduation. Jin was among them, unfortunately. 

Why unfortunate? Because although Jungkook wanted to believe that age is just a number, the five year age gap between him and Jin was probably what made Jin treat him like a kid. 

"Jungkook?" He heard Jin say over the loud beating of his heart. He looked up from Shakespeare and was met with wide eyes.

"Did you dye your hair?" Jin asked.

He noticed, Jungkook thought, feeling relieved. It would have been devastating if Jin hadn't even noticed. 

He nodded because he didn't trust himself to speak. 

Jin smiled then and Jungkook felt a surge of pride. He hadn't exactly made Jin smile but at least he was smiling at him. 

"Looks g_"

"_Settle down, class." The English teacher came inside.

Jungkook was left hanging off the edge of a cliff. 

Looks g_what?? 





Jungkook had tried not to imagine anymore but his fantasies had been relentless and he had found himself hoping that somehow his hair colour would be the turning point and Jin would finally confess that he too, had feelings for Jungkook. 

You're a baby, Jeon Jungkook, he chided himself mentally. Jin hyung isn't shallow that he'll confess to you because you look better. 

In fact..

He isn't going to confess to you ever. 

And so Jungkook focused on Shakespeare instead of the back of Jin's head (which was as perfect as the rest of him). 

He was starting to get desperate as the end of the class neared. 

Was that all that was going to happen? 

He hated the stupid feeling he always got when class got over, like another day had been wasted because he hadn't had a meaningful conversation with Jin. 

By the time the teacher announced their homework, Jungkook was feeling pretty dejected. 

Luckily for him, the day wasn't over just yet.

"Jungkook?" Jin said and Jungkook's head snapped up at once. 

"About yesterday." Jin said and immediately Jungkook's cheeks turned red. 

Oh no.. He so didn't want to think about that. 

"I'm sorry." Jin said and Jungkook's eyes met his finally. 

Another problem he had was that he didn't look in Seokjin's eyes for more than few seconds at a time. He had been told by several people that his eyes were too honest and gave everything away, so he avoided looking into Jin's eyes for too long, lest he saw the way Jungkook felt just by looking into his eyes. 

"Why?" He asked finally. The rest of the class had left, only Jin hyung's two best friends were waiting for him outside, talking. 

"I know you're a good kid_"

_Why do you do this to me, hyung? Kid?!_

"_Sorry for asking you to study, I mean_ I know you study." Jin said, looking awkward. 

Jungkook loved the fact that though Jin was a perfect role model, his imperfections included his awkwardness.  

Jungkook quickly shook his head. 

"N_ no.. I've been fooling around lately.. But I'll study now." Jungkook said, eyes on his books. 

He could tell Jin was smiling at him. 

Jungkook looked up when Jin hadn't left yet. 

Jin opened his mouth to say something but then Hoseok hyung, who was Jin's best friend interrupted him as he came back inside. 

"Kookie, I love the hair colour!"  with his typical, genial smile. 

"Thanks, hyung." Jungkook mumbled, blush back in place. 

He knew Hoseok hyung somewhat, since he was Jimin's roommate. 

"Bye Kookie!" He said and dragged Jin away. 

"Bye.." Jungkook said to the closed door.



Seokjin went to his English class earlier than usual that day.

Hoseok and Namjoon were already there, however. 

"So, Jimin told me he confessed to you." Hoseok teased. 

Jin blushed and laughed. "More like he rejected me." 

"What?" Namjoon asked.

"He walked up to me and said, Jin hyung, we need to talk. I said sure and he got straight to the point. Said that he had a crush on me. Then said I was too cliché a choice, so he was over me." 

The other two laughed. 

"Then he said, you're really handsome and all but I reject you because I have a new crush." Jin said, chuckling at the end. 

"He rejected you." Namjoon snorted.

"Who is his new crush?" Hoseok asked. "He won't tell me." 

"He told me." Jin said and smiled. "Who??" Namjoon asked. "Who is better than the great Seokjin?"

"Kookie." Jin replied with a smile. His dongsaeng was going to have more admirers than Jin pretty soon. 

"Kookie?!" Hoseok asked in surprise and Namjoon and him exchanged a glance.

"It's a love triangle!" They said together and grinned. 

"Huh?" Jin asked, tilting his head. 

"Jimin likes Kookie and Kookie likes you.. Now the question is, who do you like?" Hoseok smirked. 

Jin looked at this friends with a "the fuck are you talking about?" Expression as they sported identical grins. 

Just then, someone walked in and Jin's head snapped up with the rest of the class. It was too silent suddenly.  

Jin saw a brown haired guy walking in with his eyes trained to his shoes. 

His eyes widened in surprise when he realised who it was.


He dyed his hair? 

In the front, both Hoseok and Namjoon were staring at Jungkook. 

He looks good, Jin realised. 

Jungkook took his place behind Jin and Jin turned around. 

To his surprise, he found that his heart was beating faster as he stared at the younger boy. 

Maybe it was because Jin had never noticed before this that Jungkook happened to be quite good looking. 

"Jungkook?" He said and the younger boy looked up. His cheeks were red and his face screamed innocent. 

No wonder Jimin likes him, he thought with a mental smile. 

"Did you dye your hair?" He asked. 

Jungkook nodded shyly and Jin smiled. 

"Looks g_" 

good, he was about to say when their English teacher walked in and asked them to settle down. 

He turned ahead and opened his book. 

He didn't know why but he couldn't pay as much attention as usual that day. His thoughts were too loud and everything was distracting him, including Jungkook's breathing behind him, which was crazy because it wasn't like he was loud. 

He shrugged it off. Just as their teacher announced their assignment, he remembered that he had wanted to apologise to Jungkook for the previous day. He shouldn't have told Jungkook that not studying wasn't cool, because he knew that Jungkook was clever and it probably made him feel worse, after being embarrassed by the history teacher. 

After class, he turned around to apologise to the younger boy. 

"Jungkook?" He said and the younger boy looked up from where he was putting away his books.

"About yesterday." Jin said, feeling awkward at once. 

Jungkook blushed and Jin felt worse.

"I'm sorry." He said. 

Jungkook looked him in the eyes then and Jin's heart gave a loud beat, involuntarily. He didn't want to upset the younger boy anymore. 

"Why?" Jungkook asked.

"I know you're a good kid. I'm sorry for asking you to study, I mean_ I know you study." Jin ended awkwardly. God, he was so awkwardhe couldn't even apologise properly. 

"N_ no.. I've been fooling around lately.. But I'll study now." Jungkook said, eyes back to his books. 

Jin smiled at him. He really was a good kid. Jungkook looked up again and Jin started to tell him that the hair colour suited him when Hoseok walked in.

"Kookie, I love the hair colour!" He said with a smile.

"Thanks, hyung." Jungkook said, blush reappearing. 

"Bye Kookie!" Hoseok said and Jin felt himself being pulled away. 


Jungkook had been intending to tell Taehyung all about today's encounter but when he came to their shared room, he found Taehyung sitting silently, staring at the TV. 

Something had to be wrong. 

"What's wrong?" He asked at once and Taehyung came out of his reverie. 

"Kookie.. Do you know Namjoon hyung?" He asked. 

"Yes, he's friends with Jin hyung." Jungkook replied, feeling bewildered. 



"I mean. Okay.. I can't believe I didn't know him before today." Taehyung had a dreamy look in his eyes.

"Whoa, Tae do you have a crush on him or something?" Jungkook asked with a laugh, expecting Taehyung to deny at once.

But he remained silent.

"The hell happened?" Jungkook asked, sitting down beside Taehyung. 

"I met him today.. He came to talk to me about the poem I'd written for the magazine. He is the only one who understood it completely. He gets me, Kookie." 

Only one who understood it, you mean. Jungkook thought with a smile. 

Taehyung was silent again after saying that. 

Jungkook shook his head and smiled.

"You so have a crush on him." 

"I think I do." Taehyung agreed and blushed. "He's really clever, you know.. And he's insightful and funny." 

"Wow, I'm so used to being the only one pining after someone." Jungkook said and settled into the couch. 

"Didn't you have Advanced English today?" Taehyung asked.

Jungkook nodded and told him about his day, starting from how he had been stared at the whole day and ending with how Hoseok hyung had dragged Jin away.

"He called me a kid again." Jungkook said with a sigh. 

"Jungkook I think you should tell him how you feel." Taehyung said and Jungkook stared at him like he was crazy.

"And be rejected?" He asked. 

"The result doesn't matter, at least he will think about it." Taehyung said. 

Jungkook just shook his head. 

Every time he got asked out and had to deny the person, he felt horrible and he hated seeing the saddened look that they gave him. 

He didn't want Jin hyung to feel sorry for him like that and didn't want to look at him with saddened eyes and then avoid him for the rest of his life. 

"Kookie, you know Jimin went and told Jin hyung that he liked him? And then told him that he was over him." Taehyung said.

"He told him?!" Jungkook asked, his eyes widened in surprise. Jimin told Jin he liked him and then said that he's over him?!

"Yeah, he told me he told you he's over him. But the point is, he told Jin hyung and he's better off now. He even has a new crush." And at that Taehyung gave a cheeky smile.

Jungkook shook his head in disbelief. "I could never do that." 

"Try, why don't you?" He asked. 

Jungkook shook his head stubbornly. It would be way too embarrassing to let Jin hyung know how he felt. 

Taehyung sighed and said "I'm going to tell Namjoon hyung." 

"Already?!" Jungkook asked with widened eyes. 

"Yeah. No point in waiting." He said. "I like him." Taehyung repeated and got the dreamy look in his eyes again. 

"Well, may the odds be ever in your favour then." Jungkook said with a smile.

"Tae lets eat out, I'm so hungry." He said. 

Besides, it was Friday, meaning he had no classes the next day. 

"Okay, let's go." Taehyung said cheerfully. 

 Jungkook decided that keeping his hair down didn't look that bad either so he left his hair that way and put on a red shirt (his favourite colour) and black denims. 

The two grabbed their wallets and phones and walked out into the pleasant day. 


"What's going on?" Jin asked warily when he walked into his room to see Yoongi (his roommate) with Hoseok and Namjoon. 

Hoseok and Namjoon had identical, sheepish smiles while Yoongi looked irritated. 

"Hyung, we're going out." Namjoon announced as he stood up.

"Okay! Where?" Jin asked with a smile. 

The three didn't answer him.

His question was answered soon though.

"Are you guys serious?" Jin asked as he stared at the building in front of him. 

"I know right, I'm on driving duty so I can't even drink." Yoongi complained.

"Let's go!" Hoseok said cheerfully and against his better judgement, Jin followed.

But then again, he had been so distracted and out of it lately. Maybe he needed a drink. 

Or two.. 

He had never drunk so much in his entire life. He gulped down whatever looked drinkable, laughed at the stupidest things and ogled at anyone and everyone.

He even tried to kiss Yoongi, and was asked to fuck himself in response. 

He had never felt this free. 

They didn't know how they ended up coming home but somehow they were in their room now, still drinking. Yoongi was quiet now that he had drunk (a bit only, though) but Hoseok and Namjoon wanted to play Truth or Dare.

"Truth!" Namjoon said.

"Coward." Hoseok shook his head. 

Jin laughed. 

"Okay okay, would you rather bang the history teacher or the sociology teacher?" Hoseok asked.

"They're both above fifty!" Namjoon said derisively.

Jin laughed. 

Yoongi rolled his eyes but didn't bother telling them that that wasn't 'Truth'. 

"You have to answer." Hoseok said. 

"Fine, Sociology. At least he doesn't have so much chest hair."

They all laughed at that. 

"Yeah and the History teacher would rather bang Jin than you." Hoseok said complacently. 

Jin laughed. 

"Jin hyung! Your turn!" Hoseok said. 

"Dare!!" Jin shouted and laughed. 

"I dare you to.. Make out with someone.. Stick your tongue down their throat_" Hoseok said with a gleeful laugh. 

Jin wasted no time in scrambling on top of Hoseok's lap.

"Not me!" Hoseok shrieked and Namjoon and Yoongi laughed. 

"Anyone else, not from this room.." Hoseok said warily. 

Seokjin stood up shakily and paused as the world spun. He gulped down some more alcohol for good measure and opened the room to his door. 

The other three followed him out.

It was 1 am so there wasn't anyone around. 

He would have to thank Hoseok later for that dare, if only he could find someone hot.. 

He was about to turn around and kiss one of the three when the last door opened and someone stepped out to keep their trash can out. Jin stared at the boy.

He was pretty tall and was wearing a white shirt with sweatpants. He tried to discern his face. 

The boy noticed him. 

"J_Jin hyung..?" He asked. 

His eyes were now on the three boys behind Jin. 

Hyung? Could it be..? 

"Kookie...?" Jin slurred after some time. 

Jin remembered his dare and began to walk towards Jungkook. 

Jungkook is hot.

Jin stood in front of Jungkook and observed the boy from head to toe. 

His recently dyed brown hair, his pale skin, his big doe eyes that spoke so loudly, unlike his plump, pink lips that were so silent, his neck, his chest, his stomach and down.. 

He thought he heard Hoseok and Namjoon cheering from behind him but he couldn't be sure. 

Jungkook looked terrified.


Jungkook felt terrified. He couldn't believe this. He had only come out to keep the trash can out but he had noticed someone standing to his right and to his amazement, he had seen Jin hyung standing there and staring at him. 

Immediately his heart had begun to beat faster and a blush had risen to his cheeks. He had been thinking about Jin minutes ago. 

"J_Jin hyung? he had stuttered before noticing Hoseok, Yoongi and Namjoon hyung standing behind and cheering Jin hyung. 

He turned to Jin hyung again and that's when the reek of alcohol hit him. 

He's drunk?! He thought wildly. 

All of them were drunk, indeed. 

"Don't forget your dare!" Namjoon hyung had shouted and Jungkook's stomach had done an odd flip.

"Kookie...?" His hyung had slurred. 

Suddenly Jin had walked right up to Jungkook. He started checking him out and Jungkook's mouth became dry. 

Jin pushed Jungkook against the door and put both his hands beside Jungkook's head, before leaning down. 

Jungkook wanted to vanish. 

The smell of alcohol was overpowering but nothing compared to the cologne Jin had put on. Jin had never been closer to him than this. (He had, but in his imagination only

Jungkook had already noticed that he looked absolutely beautiful and totally wrecked. His eyes were unfocused, his movements slow, his hair a mess and his lips were swollen and red and were inches away from Jungkook's.

This has to be one of my twisted, sexual dreams. Now he will ask me how I want him, Jungkook thought. 

"You're so hot." Jin drawled, slowly wetting his lips. 

Obviously a dream. 

(If Jin could see himself like this, he would be amazed at how un-awkward he could be when he was drunk.) 

Jungkook's head was spinning. 


Yoongi knew he should stop Jin.

"Guys, he's going to kick himself for this tomorrow." He told Hoseok and Namjoon, who were already bored of how much time Jin was taking to complete his dare. 

"I'm going to sleep." Hoseok announced before walking (with great difficulty) in the direction of his room and disappearing behind it. 

Namjoon was bored too but he wanted to see Jin complete his dare.. Who was that boy? Namjoon couldn't distinguish his features from this far, not when his head was as heavy as it was. 

Yoongi sighed and began to walk over to Jin to pull him off. Jungkook looked like he was going to faint any minute. 

He does stink, Yoongi thought, scrunching up his nose as he neared the two.

But before he could say a word, Jungkook started to push the older boy off him. 

Maybe I'm not needed after all, he thought. 

Let's see how this goes, he thought with a smile and he dragged Namjoon to a cabinet and peeked from behind it to see. 


"Go sleep, hyung, you're really drunk." Jungkook said. It took a lot of willpower, but he did it. 

Jin didn't even budge. To be fair, Jungkook wasn't really trying to push him off. 

"You.. You're hair.. Pretty.. You're pretty.." Jin said, his voice filled with lust. 

Jungkook could have died and gone to heaven then, but he knew. 

He knew Jin was drunk and would have said that to anyone. 

"I wanted to tell you earlier.. Kookie.. Brown hair.. So sexy." And Jin gave a lopsided smile that took Jungkook's breath away. 

He needed to get Jin to go.

Jungkook glanced to his right to see where the other three were but to his dismay, not one of them was present there. 

"J_" he began but stopped at once when he felt Jin's hot breath on his neck. 

"Such pretty skin.. You're so pale though.. Are you scared..?" Jin asked.

Jin had no clue what he was saying. 

He wasn't even sure who he was talking to anymore. 

"Jin hyung_"

In a split second, he brought his face up and crashed his lips onto the boy's. 


Yoongi's mouth fell open. 

He did it.

Fucking hell he actually did it. 

That's it, I'm getting out of here. 

I didn't see this. 

And he grabbed Namjoon by the collar and dragged him inside, pretending like he couldn't hear the wet noises or the moans.