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Empty
Floating, not feeling
Wishing I could stop
Wishing I had something sharper
Scratching, tearing, clawing at my skin
No knife
It won't bleed
It has to bleed
It has to bleed so I feel something
Something besides numb
Sad
Hurt, going over in my mind
What I said
What you said
Wishing I could go back
Wishing I had stayed silent
Laying on the floor, no energy
Can't move
Won't move
Growing cold
Shutting down
God help me
SOMEONE HELP ME
I'm trapped in my own mind
My thoughts scare me
But comfort at the same time
Wishing someone would come
Wishing no one would find me
Always wishing
Always
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