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Outlawed

Summary:

The year is 1870 and after having fought in the civil war, Rick Grimes is now a deputy in Black River. He is addicted to opium, and occasionally self harms...still grieving the death of his wife, son, and unborn child he chases the ghost of the man responsible

Negan is the leader of the Saviors, a well known outlaw gang in the area that often murder, rob stagecoaches and steal cattle. He has a big secret he's keeping from his gang....... he has an attraction for a certain deputy

 

Notes:

During the American Civil War, opiates were the most effective painkillers available to military surgeons. They were also used to treat diarrhea, muscle spasms of amputees, gangrene, dysentery inflammation from gunshot wounds, and to sedate agitated troops.

The American Civil War is the first American war with documented instances of drug addiction. Morphine was the drug of this war. One of the Union officers supposedly made his command members drink opium daily as a preventative for dysentery

Soldiers left the war addicted to morphine and continued to use it at home, where it was readily available. An estimated 400,000 soldiers returned home addicted to morphine. For this reason, morphine addiction was known then as “Soldier’s Disease.

Opium in its raw form can be drunk, swallowed or smoked, some process it further to obtain heroin. Opium eating, in general, refers to swallowing it or drinking it after it is dissolved in a variety of liquids

 

I've been DYING to write a cowboy/ rick/Negan fic for some time now..having fallen in love with Wanted Hearts an AWESOME fic written by the wonderful RHONU AND THERICKYGRIMES on here

Chapter Text

Rick's eyes opened slowly from sleep, as the sun belted through a small crack in the tent opening, he furrowed his brows and rolled on his side placing a kiss on Negan's shoulder

 

 

" Morning"  he  whispered, his voice horse from sleep

 

 

Negan stirred slightly

 

 

 

" Good morning  " he  said with his eyes still shut, his voice  husky with sleep 

 

 

Rick sat up his elbow, tilting Negan's face towards his and placing a chaste kiss on his lips, pulling away slightly

 

 

Negan smirked and opened his eyes, looking straight at Rick and grinning

 

 

"How is it even possible that you look so fucking beautiful this early in the morning grimes ? '' he grinned showing his perfect set of white teeth

 

 

He brought a hand up and moved a stray curl out of Rick's face and put it behind his ear, tenderly, revealing the  scar on Rick's forehead, the one he hated, the one he always tried to cover with his  mop of curls

 

 

"every fucking inch of you is god damn beautiful " he purred running a thumb over the scar and looking back at Rick with hooded eyes

 

 

Rick pulled away from his touch and furrowed his brows

 

 

"why you gotta fuss over that fucking thing every damn time we are together..you know I fucking hate it and what it stands for " he spat and sat up in the small cot they were sharing, turning his back on Negan and putting his feet on the floor

 

 

" hey" Negan touched his back tenderly

 

 

Rick sighed loudly and ran a tired hand down his face

 

 

"I'd better get packed up ..Hershel is expecting me back this morning... " he said flatly and picked up his underwear off the floor looking at it bunched in his hands

 

 

Negan sat up and put his chin on Rick's shoulder, his hands wrapped around his waist

 

 

"...surely you can stay another night ?? '' he purred in Rick's ear

 

 

'' I ......I cant" Rick said, mouth parted slightly as Negan's hand trailed down his naked torso and landed on his cock

 

 

"Come on deputy...I can make you feel good " he whispered   as he started to stroke Rick's length

 

 

"you're so fucking sexy Grimes....I just wanna" Negan mumbled, as he placed kisses along the shell of Ricks's ear

 

 

Rick tilted his neck slightly to give Negan more access

 

 

Negan's strokes became faster as Rick's dick jumped in his hand,  letting out a soft moan

 

 

"come here" Negan smirked and pulled the deputy back down onto the cot with him

 

 

Negan crashed his lips to Rick's before he knew what was happening and pushed his tongue in his mouth, as he accepted

 

 

Negan got on top of Rick kicking his legs apart with his knee, getting settled between his legs more comfortably, his hands trailed down the side of his body and lifted one of his legs up and over his back. Their erections rubbed together and the friction sent Rick's head flying back on the pillow, mouth parted slightly, eyes closed

 

 

Negan began to attack Rick's neck with kisses and trailed down to his collarbone and bit down hard into his skin

 

 

Rick's eyes shot open, but before he could protest Negan grabbed both their hard cocks in his hand and twisted his wrist

 

 

Rick let out a soft moan as Negan started to stroke their cocks slowly, running his thumb over the wet slits collecting the pre cum and slicking them both up 

 

 

 he hummed into Rick's neck as he started jerking both of  them off at an agonizingly slow pace

 

 

Negan was now propped up on his elbow while he stroked their lengths in unison, watching Rick's beautiful face react to the friction

 

 

His eyes were closed, mouth open  slightly, his sweaty curls clung to his forehead..... fuck he was beautiful

 

 

Rick seemed to sense Negan was staring at him and he opened his eyes, furrowing his brows

 

 

"stop gawking at me, you know I fucking hate  " Rick pouted

 

 

Negan grinned his wolf grin and purposely ran a thumb over their slits

 

 

Rick's head flew back exposing his neck which Negan took advantage of and bit down hard

 

 

 Rick's eyes flashed open as Negan's teeth were no doubt leaving a large mark, that would soon turn a purple tinge and  would be hard to hide

 

 

"stop fucking marking me up will you " Rick spat

 

 

Negan pulled back smirking

 

 

"I wanna make sure everyone knows who you belong to" He said possessively, eyes filled with lust

 

 

Rick pulled Negan down to his lips by the back of his neck he stuck his tongue in his mouth

 

 

"fuck me...please"  the younger man  whimpered  against his lips

 

 

"whatever my deputy wants" Negan hummed

 

 

he let go of their dicks and sat to the side as Rick rolled over, exposing his perfect tight ass to the older man

 

 

Negan ran his hands over the two perfect globes and smacked one, leaving a red handprint

 

 

he placed a kiss over the red mark and did the same to the other cheek

 

 

Rick hissed,  his head in the pillow

 

 

Negan put both hands on either side of Rick, steadying himself on his strong arms, and looked him over, tilting his head, an evil smirk on his face

 

 

he spread Rick's ass apart and let some spit drop on his opening and spread it around with his finger, his eyes flashed up to Rick and he inserted his finger

 

 

Rick's hands clenched the sides of the pillow and he gritted his teeth at the burn

 

 

''spit is shit... sorry baby"   Negan  said softly

 

 

he worked his finger in and out  and added another, as  Rick wiggled and moaned underneath  him

 

 

He was still quite open from  their previous night's antics, so he didnt need much prepping 

 

 

Negan pounded his fingers in and out  at a relentless pace, he let another blob of saliva drop on Rick's glorious hole as he watched his fingers disappear and reappear

 

 

"you ready ?? " Negan huffed out

 

 

Rick simply nodded and stuck his ass up in the air slightly

 

 

Negan loved when he did that, he was so needy when they were alone

 

 

Rick was always so stoic in front of everyone else, always carried so much on his shoulders, here with Negan he let go and Negan loved to be the one to make him unravel and forget everything, even for just those few days they had together

 

 

Negan pulled his fingers out and pulled Rick's hips up off the bed and  settled on his knees, lining himself up, pushing the head of his dick in slowly

 

 

Rick hissed and turned his head back to the pillow, making his knuckles go white from grabbing it so tight

 

 

"fuckk Rick  baby, so tight" Negan hissed as he pushed past the tight muscle

 

 

he went in slow,  running a hand down Rick's spine gently, he stilled when he was fully seated  and his eyes flicked up to Rick, lazily

 

 

" you good ?? '' he said quietly

 

 

Rick was silent

 

 

"Rick ?? "

 

 

"give me a sec " Rick said,  as his hands loosened on the pillow and he felt more comfortable

 

 

"ok " he huffed

 

 

Negan started to pull out slowly and push back in 

 

 

Rick gritted his teeth, spit was really shit but he loved the burn, he felt alive

 

 

Negan kept up the slow pace and Rick got more comfortable

 

 

'' harder"  he whispered

 

 

Negan picked up the pace slightly, he grabbed Rick's hips and adjusted the angle, slamming into the deputy  deeper than before and he moaned in pleasure

 

 

"you like that Grimes ?? " Negan grinned when he pulled a loud moan out of Rick

 

 

Rick felt a blush rise up his neck and was silent

 

 

Negan thrust in hard to get an answer out of him

 

 

"speak when you're spoken to Grimes" Negan yelled, authority dripping off his tongue

 

 

Rick loved it when Negan took control

 

 

"yyesss"  he moaned between thrusts

 

 

Negan stuck his tongue between his teeth as he watched Rick squirm and moan underneath him

 

 

He grabbed Rick's hips, hard enough to bruise and lifted a leg up so he was on one knee now, and started thrusting harder and faster

 

 

Rick tried to put his ass higher in the air as Negan laughed

 

 

"fucking whore ain't ya Grimes, huh...making you fucking squirm on my dick" Negan hit the side of Rick's ass and he moaned out louder

 

 

he couldn't manage a response to Negan's smart mouth as he was being fucked into the cot

 

 

He propped himself up on his elbows as Negan slammed into his prostate over and over again

 

 

Rick's neglected cock was crying out for attention, dripping with pre cum, he grabbed  it and gave it a few long strokes

 

 

''nnnegan'' he moaned out

 

 

"I know baby, I got ya" Negan purred

 

 

if it was possible,negan thrust harder and faster, he had some fucking stamina for a 45 year old

 

 

Rick was so close, his whole body was alight with pleasure, and he felt that burn in his stomach about to boil over, as he stroked his dick

 

 

"nnegan im coming' he screamed out in pure pleasure

 

 

his whole body jerked as he came in his hand and all over the cot

 

 

Negan didnt give up his relentless onslaught and Rick felt oversensitive,  his body felt like it was being electrocuted each time Negan's dick hit his prostate

 

 

"negan...I can't "  he whimpered

 

 

"I'm so close Rick baby, hold on" the older man gritted through his teeth

 

 

he grabbed Rick's hips ,roughly

 

 

"fuuuckking hell" he yelled

 

 

Rick felt the warmth run through him and he smiled to himself

 

 

the tent was filled with heavy breathing as both men came down from their orgasms

 

 

Negan pulled out and flopped down on the cot next to Rick, the back of his hand lay over his sweaty forehead, looking up at  the cloth fabric of the roof of the tent, a stupid grin on his face

 

 

Rick looked at him, still laying on his stomach and smiled

 

 

Negan glanced over at him

 

 

"wouldn't mind fucking you in an actual bed, just once..I'm getting too old for this shit " Negan grinned his stupid wolf grin

 

 

after a few minutes of laying in his own cum, Rick's head began to pound  and he closed his eyes tightly

 

 

he sat up, throwing his legs over the side of the cot, and rubbed his hand down his face

 

 

 he looked at his hand, it was shaking......he needed a fix

 

 

He glanced over to his bag laying in the corner of the tent, He stood up, picked up his discarded underwear off the floor, pulled them on, and walked over to his bag

 

 

he knelt down and began  rummaging through it looking for the pills he had come to depend on

 

 

"what's the hurry, Grimes ?? "  Negan smirked from the cot leaning on his elbow

 

 

''told you..... Hershel is expecting me '' he didn't turn around as his hand landed on the bottle of pills and he picked it up, staring at it

 

 

"pfft fucking Hershel...you know he arrested Merle again the other day ?? " Negan said, a spiteful  tone in his voice

 

 

"Merle is a fucking menace to society, he deserves more than locking up " Rick mumbled, putting the pills back in his bag and grabbing a clean shirt and pants out of his bag  and began getting dressed

 

 

"that's one of my best men you're talking about deputy" Negan's eyes roamed over Rick's body momentarily as he sat up and began looking on the floor for his underwear

 

 

Rick dressed quickly and threw his bag over his shoulder

 

 

"want some coffee before I go.....??  " he looked at his pocket watch , furrowing his brows at the lecture he was sure to get from Hershel for being late

 

 

"well sorry for making the  great deputy fucking  Grimes late " Negan spat

 

 

Rick looked over to him and he was grinning his stupid wolf grin, sitting on the edge of the cot still naked

 

 

Rick walked over to him slowly, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on his lips, pulling back as their eyes met

 


An unusual silence fell between them, it was always this way whenever they parted

 

 

Rick averted his eyes and stood up straight, as his migraine screamed at him from within his head

 

 

He smiled weakly at Negan and left the tent

 

 

Rick got his horse saddled up and ready to ride, and then got the small fire going after the one last night had long gone out, a pot of coffee brewing over it

 

 

He sat down on a log, dropping his leather satchel by his feet, and pulled the bottle of pills out spilling several onto his palm, He threw them into his mouth followed by a mouthful of water from his canteen

 

 

"you still taking those fucking things  ??  " Negan caught Rick off guard and he spat some water out of his mouth onto the dry dirt beneath his feet

 

 

Negan was dressed in his regular all black attire, with a flare of color around his neck in the form of a red bandana, a cigarette hanging loosely out of his mouth, a dark look in his eyes

 

 

Rick glared up at him, wiping the water off his mouth with the back of his hand

 

 

"coffee's ready " he looked at the fire, avoiding Negan's intense gaze

 

 

After what felt like hours Negan sat down beside him on a log and struck his match on it, lighting the cigarette behind his hand covering it from any intruding wind, he flicked the match into the fire and inhaled a large amount of smoke, closing his eyes, savoring it

 

 

he blew a large cloud of smoke out and his eyes flicked to Rick who was now pouring the coffee into two rusty looking mugs

 

 

"how many you take a day now....?? '' Negan questioned, furrowing his brows

 

 

Rick handed him the mug, finally meeting Negan's intense hazel eyes that were looking at him like he was broken

 

 

"It doesn't concern you ok..don't worry about it" he looked back at the fire, blowing on his hot coffee, feeling Negan's eyes boring into him

 

 

"does the good Sherrif Greene know you're jacked up to your eyeballs on opium ???...how are you supposed to protect and serve the fine assholes of Black River?? '' Negan spat

 

 

Rick  glared at Negan

 

 

"like that matters to you !!... you're the assholes I have to protect them from"  He spat  

 

 

Negan's face twitched slightly as his eyes narrowed, a smirk swept across his face and he burst out laughing

 

 

"yeah, you have a point there Grimes" he smiled and sipped his coffee holding his cigarette in his free hand

 

 

Rick drank the last remaining drop of coffee from his mug and stood up, walking back over to his horse and grabbing his holster off his bedroll

 

 

he put it around his waist, doing it up, and placed his most prized possession...his machete in its rightful place on his hip, he put his gun on the other side of the holster and put his hat on, pulling some curls out from underneath it to hide his scar

 

 

"You forgot the most important thing "  Negan was now standing right next to him

 

 

Rick furrowed his brows at him wondering what the hell he was talking about

 

 

Negan hands came up to the pocket of Rick's shirt and he looked down at it dumbfounded

 

 

He was pinning Rick's deputy badge onto his shirt, The  silver shining  brightly in the mid-morning sun

 

 

"that's better..now you are ready to go play cowboys " Negan winked

 

 

Rick smiled at him

 

 

 Negan grabbed the back of Rick's neck pulling him into a hasty, messy kiss, his hands trailing down to Rick's ass and giving it a squeeze

 

 

Rick smiled into the kiss and pulled back

 

 

"I better go, before Hershel gets worried " he smiled weakly 

 

 

"fuck..... what would the old man do if he found out his son in law was getting fucked weekly by big bad Negan smith...leader of the saviors" Negan mocked spitefully

 

 

Rick stepped back from Negan, his words sounding bitter

 

 

"you're an asshole sometimes you know that?'' he  spat and climbed into the saddle

 

 

"only sometimes...fuck don't tell the boys..will ruin my reputation of being a fucking gentleman" Negan stuck his tongue out  between his teeth, raising his eyebrows

 

 

Rick smiled slightly and leaned down from his horse, kissing Negan on the lips, tenderly

 

 

 

 Negan ran a thumb down Rick's face and pulled back slightly

 

 

"ill be seeing you soon deputy" Negan whispered onto his lips

 

 

Rick sat back up in the saddle, adjusting his hat

 

 

"stay out of trouble" he warned playfully

 

 

"me  !!...... always" Negan smirked up at him

 

 

Rick looked down at Negan for a second, wishing he could stay with the man a little while longer

 

 

 he shook himself out of his daze and squeezed his thighs together making his horse start walking

 

 

 He turned in his saddle and looked at Negan who winked at him, cigarette back in his mouth, a dejected look on his face

 

 

 Rick turned back to the front and clicked his tongue making his horse start a fast trot..riding toward town