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The night sky was filled with clouds, the stars shining with multiple colors still being able to be seen. They sky a dark purple, almost mixed with a color of blue.
Ran stared out the window as he waited for Jackie. No way could Ran sleep without Jackie, the blonde was everything to him, his world. Ran couldn't imagine a world without Jackie, oh how dull it would be. Jackie was like the sun, so warm, full of light, always a mood booster, Ran often questioned how he found such a perfect person.
Ran hear the door creak, turning his head quickly as he saw the blonde boy walking in.
How could someone look so gorgeous all the time? His hair messy, some laying on his face, the golden strands of his hair reflecting on the moonlight. His eyes shining in the light, he looked so heavenly even though he was wearing a plain oversized white t-shirt and black shorts.
Ran could feel his cheeks slightly heat up when Jackie gave him the warmest smile. Ran wanted to melt, he just couldn't process how the prettiest human was with him. How someone so gentle, kind, beautiful, forgave Ran despite him trying to assassinate the blonde.
Ran didn't understand, he never did. Why did Jackie forgive him? Why did Jackie shower him in love? Why did Jackie not kill him? Why did Jackie rescue him? Why? Ran doesn't deserve someone like Jackie, someone so full of joy, someone so perfect, someone who is charming.
"Ran..? Are you okay handsome?" Jackie's voice was so soft, so full of concern.
Ran turned to see where he heard the voice, the blonde had sat right next to him, with a look of worry.
Ran looked into Jackie's eyes, he could see the pain through it. He could see it all, Ran was a terrible person. He didn't deserve someone as worthy as Jackie.
Ran stared down at the smaller blonde as a liquid started to fall from his eyes.
Ran was crying.
Ran could see the horror of his lover as he saw Ran absolutely breakdown. Ran felt the hot tears rolling down, the feeling of a sting on his face coming back right after. Ran didn't even know he could produce tears.
Ran was sobbing as he felt pulled closer to Jackie. Jackie practically hugging him, his arms wrapped around Ran. Ran could feel his warmth, as his tears boiled his cheeks. Ran felt Jackie putting his head over Ran's shoulder, before giving Ran a tight squeez of reassurance.
"Ran, tell me, what's been on your mind?" "I'm sorry." "Sorry for what?" "Everything! This fair for you Jackie, you don't deserve this." "Ran, what do you mean?" Ran could feel Jackie's grip tighten on him. Jackie was now staring at the other boy his hands on Ran's shoulders. Ran's tears still flowing down as he could feel the burning stings. Ran just looked down keeping eye contact away. "You don't deserve me, I-I'm a terrible person. I-I tried to murder you Jackie, I-" Ran's sputtering suddenly came to an end when he felt his lips were touching the blonde's. Ran felt his heart flutter as he started to pull in closer to Jackie. The kiss was soft, but helped comfort Ran by quite alot. Jackie pulled away from the kiss and automatically folded his arms around Ran, giving him another tight hug, that lasted a bit longer than the other. "Ran, I forgave you. That was 3 months ago, it took awhile to recover from my emotions, but I've decided to move on." Jackie sounded so gentle, so soft. Ran couldn't believe that the blonde forgave him, gave him a chance. " You don't understand- I dont understand. Jackie...you should've why killed me, why didn't you kill me?" Ran, expecting an answer, Jackie instead just pulled back and stared into Ran's green eyes. He just gave a warm, sweet smile as he slowly moved both of his hands up to the back of Ran's hair. His elbows resting in Ran's shoulders. The blonde shuffling closer towards him. Jackie gently pushing Ran's head slighty downward, narrowing Ran to make both of their foreheads to touch. Ran could feel Jackie's breath, they were so close to eachother. Jackie showing a gentle smile, made Ran's tears stop flowing. Instead, making his face and ears slowing turning green flush. Ran could feel the blonde's arms lift, Ran almost wanting to frown from the warmth being taken away. Jackie softly put his fingers on Ran's upper neck, beginning to cup his face. The taller quivered as he felt the warm touch of Jackie. With their foreheads still touching, Jackie looked down at the floor, with a watery smile, as a tear slowly came out of his wide eyes. "Ran...The only reason I didn't kill you was because you are everything to me. The reason I forgave you was because I wanted you to be with me. Yeah, what you done was fucked up, and I knew, all the attempts, everything, but didn't try to stop because 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶." "Why do you love me though? I-I did nothing but cause pain! T-the council even one time tried to blow up the city becuase of me!" The blonde chuckled softly, "Ran, I love you because of who you are. First of all, you're hot as hell, like jesus your handsome as fuck. Secondly, you were willing to change for me. You left the council despite you working for them for ages, man. You're so important, to me, whatever happened in the past stays behind us. I've forgiven you Ran." Ran... didn't know what to say. He loved Jackie so much, loved how forgiving he was, how stunning he always looked. His warm smiles that would flutter his heart. Instead of saying anything, Ran's shaking hands moving closer to Jackie's face, leaning in for a hungry kiss. They're lips brushed against each other as Ran was holding on Jackie's face. Ran could feel Jackie's fingers slid off of his face as he felt them crawl down to his waist. Ran's cheeks turning an intense green when he felt Jackie pulling closing, eventually his legs straddling on Ran's lap. Jackie pulled away for a breath of air, his smile so heavenly. The blonde wrapping his arms around the taller's neck eventually before Ran moved his hands down to Jackie's waist to pull him in for another sweet kiss.