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    Move on. Let it heal.

    Maybe that’s why Steve said yes when Max asked him to help move boxes out of Billy’s room after the dust settled. He could hear her voice. Too many. Too heavy.

    Just like his wounds. His grief. Too many. Too heavy.

    (Or, Steve steals the glass ashtray from Billy's bedside table and things start to go bump in the night.)

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  2. 15 Jan 2021

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    One of thr greats without a doubt. So beautiful

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    prose (flow, alluring, warm), heart (touch and ache)

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    Chapter 1: After Starcourt, Steve isn’t doing well. Having nightmares about Billy getting killed and not sleeping. He’s thankful for Robin and Dustin who try to help him all they can. He goes to Billy’s house to help Max with his things. He sees a glass ashtray and takes it on a whim. At home Steve puts the ashtray on his bedside table and falls asleep and doesn’t dream for the first time in a long time. He wakes up in the night hearing a thud but goes back to sleep.
    Chapter 2: Steve has a few good nights of sleep but then one night he wakes up hearing the thud noise and sees Billy on his floor crying. He talks to him and Billy asks if he’s dead and a ghost, the mind flayer told him it would get him. Steve tells him they killed the mindflayer. He gets him a cigarette when he sees his fingers twitching. Billy can’t touch Steve but can touch objects. Billy asks about the ashtray and Steve tells him he took it. Billy gets upset saying he wants it but he won’t say why. Steve argues with him and his mom knocks on his door asking if everything us okay. Steve tells her he just had a dream. When he turns around, Billy is gone. Dustin tries to talk to Steve about what’s happening with him but Steve won’t talk.
    Chapter 3: Billy asks Steve why him and Nancy broke up. Steve tells him. Steve ash’s about the ashtray but Billy won’t tell him. Steve says it’s not fair since he told him about Nancy. Billy gets mad and leaves. Steve is a dick to Robin at work. The next night Billy comes, Steve doesn’t talk and turns his back to him on the bed. Billy apologizes and tells him that the ashtray was his mom’s, it’s all he had of hers, and then leaves. The next night, Steve apologizes to him for pushing too much. They sit on the bed and they talk all night. Billy apologizes did beating Steve up. Steve says he noticed Billy always watching him in school. Steve lays down and is shocked when Billy does too. He has to get up for work, Billy says he’ll see him later when Steve needs a shower.
    Chapter 4: Robin thinks Steve is dating someone but he says he’s not. He and Billy go into the kitchen, Billy wants Oreos even though he’s not hungry. They eat and Billy asks why Steve’s parents are never around. Steve tells him his dad works away and his mom follows him because she doesn’t trust him. Billy makes a toast to shitty parents. Steve wants to wipe some crumbs from his mouth but Billy licks them *slowly*. Steve notices. Max asks Steve to help her one last time. Steve tells Billy and he tells him to be careful. In and out and leave. He’s not joking. Steve doesn’t get it but agrees. Neil stares at him while he helps Max. That night, Billy tells Steve to take him there.
    Chapter 5: Steve drives Billy to his house. He’s super tense. He throws rocks at the house and breaks the living room window. Steve tells at him to get in the car and they leave just as Neil comes out. At the quarry, Billy tells Steve that Neil abused him. Steve feels awful. Billy gives him his necklace for protection, hopes he has better luck with it. They’re very close. Robin comes over that night unannounced to sleep over.
    Chapter 6: Billy tells Steve he should have kissed him when he had the chance and he wished he knew him in California. He pulls on the necklace and shotguns a smoke with Steve. They go to sleep. They both want eachother so bad.
    Chapter 7: Steve has a nightmare and Billy wakes him up and confirms him. They continue to get closer. Billy tells him he’s gay. Steve has a wet dream about Billy and he wakes him up again. Billy tells him he can finish it and watches Steve give himself a HJ while he tells him how much he wanted him from the moment he saw him. Steve gets up to go to work but breaks the ashtray by accident.
    Chapter 8: Billy doesn’t come back. Steve leaves him a note apologizing about the ashtray but he doesn’t come back. Steve gets drunk waiting all night for him but he still doesn’t come. Steve remembers a conversation with Billy where he told him that his biggest fear is being alone. Billy promised him he wouldn’t leave like his parents do and like Nancy did. Steve believed him. But he realizes now he was wrong and he’s heartbroken.
    Chapter 9: Steve is doing awful. He comforts Max when she’s upset and tells her him and Bolly were friends and he misses him too. It’s now New Years. He keeps adding to his apology note to Billy everyday saying how much he misses him and things like that. He still wears the necklace. He feels empty. He’s convinced Billy hates him. Robin comes over and tells him to tell her what is going on. He finally tells her about Billy. She tells him to glue together the ashtray and see what happens.
    Chapter 10: Steve fixes the ashtray but nothing happens. He realizes that Billy could still be at Starcourt stuck. He goes there and finds Billy. They finally touch one another. A lot. They go to Steve’s and Billy gives them a HJ together in the shower.

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