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Tainted Love

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Imagine yourself sitting peacefully on the couch. Headphones on, music blaring in your ears, and you're either bobbing your head or tapping your shoe.

It's amazing, isn't it?

That is until a piercing voice comes charging in.

"Michael! Michael Allen!" The voice screeched.

It's Trevor, my boyfriend.

I took off my headphones and stared at him.

"That's my name. Don't wear it out." I smiled.

"Ugh, did you clean the dishes?" Trevor asked.

"What? Oh...uh..."

"I'll take that as a no."

I'm apparently supposed to do all the work?

"I planned on doing it, babe." I replied, holding Trevor's hand.

"Mike, can you start being more responsible? When I leave in a week, you gotta take care of yourself and the house." Trevor sighed.

"Look, Trev, baby, I'll be fine by myself. You just relax in Hawaii with your family." I placed a kiss on his knuckles.

"Mikey, I love you, but I worry about you," Trevor sat beside me, "You gotta start doing chores and shit around the house."

"I just fuckin cleaned up the mess on our bedroom floor."

"First of all, it was YOUR mess. Second of all, I did most of the work in the bedroom." Trevor rolled his eyes.

God, he's awfully cute when he's irritated.

I wrapped my arms around Trevor's waist.

"I know I gotta start doing stuff. To start off the cycle, I'll make dinner tonight, ok?" I kissed Trevor on the nose.

He smiled, "Alright, I love you."

"I love you, too, baby. I really do." I began to snake my hands up his shirt.

Trevor raised an eyebrow, "You love me, hmm?"

"Mhm, I loved you since I first met you." I started to nibble slightly on Trevor's earlobe.

"Really?" Trevor looked me in the eyes.

"Of course, baby, you're the one for me." I kissed his chin.

"Mike, be honest with me." Trevor started to play with my my eyebrow piercing.

"Alright, I'll be one hundred percent honest." I answered.

"Did you ever want to be with all those girls instead of me?" Trevor asked.

I practically gagged at the thought of all those girls throwing their boddies at me every night on stage.

"No, Trev. How many times do I have to tell you? You're the only one for me." I really do love Trevor.

But sometimes, those girls get waayyy ahead of themselves.

Trevor hugged me, but this wasn't a normal embrace.

This was a "please don't leave" hug.

"Mikey, I love you so fuckin' much." Trevor basically melted in my arms.

"I love you more than anything in the world," I kissed him on the neck, "I'm gonna miss you when you're gone."

"I'm gonna miss you, too. I wish you could come with me." Trevor is so sweet to me, and I don't know why.

"But your parents aren't very....accepting about us." I added.

"They're starting to. We've been together for four years." Trevor grinned.

The best four years of my entire life.

"Wow, we've been together for that long?" I asked, chuckling.

Trevor nodded and kissed me.

"I gotta clean the kitchen." Trevor tried to get up.

"Noooo!" I wrapped his arms around him.

"Mike, I gotta get stuff done." Trevor said.

"But Twevy, I wuv yew." I gave him the good ol' puppy eyes trick.

"God dammit, you're adorable." Trevor ended up falling on top of me and laid his hands on my chest.

"I always get to you." I kissed Trevor and played with his fingers.

"Mhm, but I seriously gotta get up." Trevor got off of me and walks into the kitchen.

"You're so hard to get." I smirked.

"Haha, fuck you." Trevor pulled something from out of the fridge.

"Wow thanks, but what's that, baby?" I asked.

"You're making porkchops tonight, so I'm letting them thaw." Trevor pulled out the pan and walked over to me.

"I'm gonna make the best fucking meal ever!" I hugged Trevor.

I love him so much.

"Aww," Trevor kissed me, "You're so sweet."

"I'm only sweet to my Trevor."

"Mike, I'm so surprised that you love me. Like...I was some dumb, gay faggot in highschool, and you were the popular, hot guy. Well, you still are!" Trevor said.

"Trevor, hon, you know I was confused as shit with my sexuality, but that's besides the point. I loved you and only you." I don't know what made me love Trevor back then, but I know now.

He's compassionate, he's loving, he's kind, he's smart, he's everything I could ever ask for.

Most importantly, he loves me back.

"Out of everyone, everyone in the world, why'd you choose me?" Trevor questioned, holding my hands.

"Trevor, I chose you, because I love you. You're the only person who stuck with me throughout life. Besides Trey and Danny, but you're more important to me." God, I fucking love him so much.

"I-I..." Trevor sniffled, "I love you."

"I love you, too." I held Trevor close to me.

Trevor nuzzled his head in my chest.

We didn't say anything after that.

We were just giving kisses and things like that.

Finally, Trevor broke the silence.

"Baby?" Trevor looked up at me.


"I'm gonna be yours forever, right?" Trevor asked.

"That's right." I started to leave millions of tiny kisses on his neck, arms, and face.

I pulled him closer to me.

Trevor grinned, "Miiikkkee, that tickles!"

"Good," I kissed my way up his jawline and to his ear, "I hope it tickles."

Trevor melted into my arms.

"I love you, baby. Don't ever forget that." I whispered.

"Mm, I won't."

I continued to kiss him until I reached his lips.

"You know, Trev, I never planned on having this little moment, but I just love you so fuckin much." I murmured.

"Please....keep going." Trevor begged.

I nodded and kissed him on the lips.

He instantly kissed back and let out a small whine.

"T-Touch me." Trevor climbed onto my lap.

"Alright, get in the bedroom." I ordered.

Trevor quickly hopped off the couch and went into the bedroom.

I soon followed him.

I really do love Trevor.

I love him more than I love anything else.

He's the one for me.

I can't believe I get to call him mine.

I'm so lucky.

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Today's the day.

The day I've been freting about.

Trevor goes to Hawaii with his family.

Right now, Trevor and I are cuddling on the couch for the last time.

He'll be back in like two weeks, but this'll be the longest two weeks of my life.

"Mikey, I'm gonna miss you so much." Trevor kissed my cheek.

"I'm gonna miss you, too, Trev. I don't wanna let you go." I held Trevor close.

"We have a few more hours till we have to go to the airport."

"Few more hours of my baby being in my arms." I'm gonna miss Trevor so fuckin' much.

Trevor looked into my eyes.

"Mike, promise me you'll take care of yourself." Trevor cares about me.

"I will. Make sure you take care of yourself, too." I added.

"I'll try."

"Don't flirt with other guys while you're there." I nudged his side and laughed.

"Noo. I'm nothing like you." Trevor giggled.

"Are you saying I flirt a lot?" I know Trevor was just joking.

"Maybe." Trevor hugged me.

For a few minutes, Trevor and I cuddled.

We shared our kisses and hugs.

It was kinda quiet. All I could hear was our heartbeats and occasionally a bird outside.

That was until Trevor started to talk.

"Hey, mike?"

"Yes, baby?"

"Are you gonna be out partying and drinking while I'm gone?" Trevor asked.

"I mean....maybe. But I won't go overboard. I'll be with Rod, Bill, and Puff."

"What about Jim?" Trevor was never a fan of Jim.

Only because Jim...well, let's say he doesn't like me.

"Jim doesn't like me...or the guys. Billy is the only one who keeps in touch with him." I stated.

"I don't like him, anyways."

"I know, babe."

Trevor kissed my cheek.

We ended up cuddling for the remainder of the time.

Ten minutes before we had to go, Trevor held my hand and looked at me.

"Mikey...before we have to go, can you sing me a song?"

"Of course, hon. What song?" Apparently, I have a great voice according to Trevor.

I don't see it, but oh well.

" about Easy?" Trevor smiled.

"Sure," I cleared my voice, "I know it sounds funny, but I just can't stand the pain. Girl, I'm leavin' you tomorrow."

Trevor rested his head on my chest.

I grinned, "Seems to me, girl, I've done all I can. You see I begged, stole, and I borrowed. Yeah, oooh. That's why I'm easy."

"I'm easy like Sunday mornin'." Trevor and I sang together.

"That's why I'm easy. I'm easy like Sunday mornin'." I smiled down at Trevor.

I wanna be high. So high. I wanna be free to know the things I do are right," Trevor sang out, "I wanna be free. Just me. Oh baby."

I fucking love it when he sings. He makes me so happy.

"That's why I'm easy. I'm easy like Sunday mornin'. That's why I'm easy. I'm easy like Sunday mornin'." I finished the song.

Trevor was, basically, in tears.

"I-I'm gonna miss y-you so much." Trevor sniffled.

"I'm gonna miss you, too, baby." I really wish I could go with him.

I picked up Trevor and held him in my arms.

"D-Do I have to leaavvee you?" Trevor frowned.

"I'm afraid so. You can't bail out on your parents now." I grabbed Trevor's bags.

Trevor nodded.

I grabbed my car keys and walked outside.

Yes, Trevor was clinged onto me.

I opened the trunk and threw his bags in.

"Not so aggressive, Mikey." Trevor kissed my chin.

"I just don't wanna let you go." I gently placed Trevor in the passenger seat.

I sat in the driver's seat and sunk into it.

As you can tell, I don't wanna leave Trev.

I put the keys in the ignition, pulled out of the driveway, and drove off.

"God, I don't wanna leave you!" Trevor whined.

"I know, baby, I know. It fuckin' sucks." I love Trevor so much.

I'm gonna cry when he's gone.

Trevor sighed, "Babe, don't cry when I'm gone. I'll call you everyday."

"Good, we gotta keep in touch."

"Too bad we can't kiss through the phone, though." Trevor chuckled a bit.

"What am I gonna do when I'm hoorrnnyy? You're not gonna be here!" I pouted.

Trevor giggled and kissed me.

"Oh, what's that? We can have phone sex? Sounds great, babe." I laughed.

Trevor groaned and lightly punched my arm.

"I can't believe you. All you want is sex." Trevor kissed my hand.

"Cause you're hot, and I'm horny." I snickered.

"Of course." Trevor rolled his eyes.

"Admiiitttt iiiitttt. You're gonna miss me!" I pointed at Trevor.

"You fucking know I will."

Trevor and I shared a kiss.

During the car ride, we just talked and shared kisses.

Soon, we arrived to the airport.

I grabbed Trevor's bags, we rushed in, found his gate, I put his bag on the carousel, hah carousel, anyways, and we showed the woman Trevor's passport.

Trevor took a deep breath and held my hand.

"I-I love you, Mike." Trevor was crying again.

It breaks my heart to see him cry.

"I love you, too, Trevor." I hugged my baby for one last time.

Fuck, I'm nothing without him.

Life is gonna be so...bland without Trev.

Trevor buried his head in my shoulder and sobbed.

"Shh, shh, we're both gonna be ok." I patted his head.

"I-I don't wanna....l-leave." Trevor choked on his tears.

"Baby, my baby boy, please don't cry. Things will be fine." The only time I call Trevor "baby boy" is either when he's sad, angry, or worried.

"I-I...I know. I-" Suddenly, a loud voice came over the PA System.

"Flight 734 to Hawaii is now boarding. Have a great flight!"

"That's m-me." Trevor whimpered.

"Stay safe, hon. I love you so much." I kissed Trevor and wiped the tears off his face.

"I l-love you, too, Mikey. I-I'll call you when I get t-there." Trevor kissed me on the cheek.

Trevor sighed, picked up his bag, walked over to the gate, and waved at me.

"Bye, baby, I'll be here waiting." I'm on the verge of tears.

Trevor walked onto the plane and sat in his seat.

I bit my tongue to save myself from sobbing.

I ran over to the window and tried to spot his plane.

I need to see his face one last time.

My eyes searched for Trevor, but he was no where to be found.

I sighed and cussed quietly at myself.

Minutes later, I thought I saw him when his plane took off.

The guy was crying and looking at a ring.

Yep, that's my baby.

That ring is a promise ring, by the way.

I tried to get his attention, but he wasn't looking.

The plane was, soon, out of view, and somewhere in the sky.

I tried to suck in my tears and whimpers, but I can't.

I hung my head low, walked out of the airport, got in the car, and let all of my emotions out.

No, I wasn't crying while masturbating.

I did that before, and it wasn't pleasant.

"Fu-Fuck, I need someone to talk to." I need to talk to Puffy, Billy, or Roddy.

I started my car up and drove off.

The guys are all at the studio, so I'll just stop by there.

Actually, I should of been there today, but they knew that I had to drop Trevor off at the airport.

The car ride to the studio was quiet and depressing.

Not too long ago my baby was holding my hand.

Once I arrived to the studio, I strolled in and flopped down on the couch.

"Hey, Mike! How are ya doing?" Billy asked.

"I want my Trevor." I grabbed a pillow and hugged it.

"Things are gonna be alright, Mikey. You'll see Trevor soon." Roddy added.

"I wish he never left my sight." I would give up everything I own to be with Trevor right now.

"Well, maybe this is a test for your relationship. To see how you two are when you're separated." Puffy shrugged.

"I got the worse case of separation anxeity then."

"Hey, I know what'll cheer you up!" Billy put a hand on my shoulder, "How 'bout we all go to a party?"

"Nah, I'm not in the mo-" I was interrupted by Roddy and Puffy chanting.

"YES, YES, YES. LET'S GOOO!" Roddy and Puffy stomped around room.

"Ugh, I'm not going then. I'll just stay at home." I only go to parties with Trevor.

He doesn't trust me going alone, 'cause I'm a "chick and dick magnet."

"Come on, Mike. It'll be fun." Billy said.

"I'm not supposed to go to parties alone."

"I'll say that I'm Trevor, and we're dating!" Roddy smirked and laughed.

"God, no. No offence, Rod. But no." I chuckled.

"My brother is throwing a party today, so we can go to that one." Billy replied.

"Sounds good to me," Puffy pointed at me,"What about you, Mike?"

"Well, I dunno...." I scratched my head.

"You can shag anyone you want now!" Roddy exclaimed.

"Roddy, no. I'm committed to Trevor and I's relationship." The thought of cheating on Trev made me sick.

I know that Roddy was kidding, but no way in hell am I cheating on the love of my life.

"I gotta stay behind, anyways. Trev is gonna call me when he gets to his hotel room." I have no clue how long the flight to Hawaii is supposed to be.

"We're gonna find a way to make you come with us." Puffy can just go with Billy and Rod.

I'm not up for going to a party.

"He'll understand." Roddy said as he put on his shoes.

"No he won't. I'm gonna stay here for a bit and go home."

"Whatever, we're done with this. Rod, Puff, and I will go to the party. Once Trevor calls you, you can either go to the party, or stay at home." Billy answered.

"I'll do that." That's not a bad idea.

"Alright, then that settles it." Puffy grabbed his car keys.

"Puffy will be the designated driver!" Roddy snickered.

"Ugh, fine." Puffy pouted.

I'm probably gonna stay at the studio, because Trev knows I'm gonna be here.

Roddy and Puffy raced outside.

Before Billy walked out, he put a hand on my back.

"Take it easy, Mike. If you need anything, give me a call." Billy is such a good friend.

"I'll try to." I shyly smiled up at him.

Billy smiled back and walked outside.

I sighed and pulled out my wallet.

I keep all my pictures of Trevor and I in it.

I shut my eyes for a moment and ended up dozing off.

I was awoken by the loud ring of a telephone.

I shot up and ran to the phone.

I picked it up.

"y'ello?" I couldn't help but to have a hint of excitement in my voice.

"Mikey! It's me! Tr-" Before Trevor could finish his sentence, I practically screamed.


Trevor giggled, "You're excited."

"Of course! I missed your voice!" I'm being dead serious on that one.

"Aw, I missed hearing your voice, too."

"So how was the flight?"

"Shorter than what I expected it to be."

"That's what she said!" I laughed.

Trevor groaned and snickered, "I missed your jokes, too."

"Is it beautiful in Hawaii?" I asked, not caring if it was small talk or not.

"Mhm, can we honeymoon here?"

"Fuck yeah, babe."

"God, I love you so much," Trevor is the sweetest man in the world.

"I love you, too, Trevie," I like giving him nicknames.

"I was so lonely without you," Trevor stated, "I wanted to be held by you."

"Aww, I cried like a little bitch 'cause you weren't here with me."

Trevor sighed, "I wish you were here."

"Me too, baby, me too."

"Enough about me. How are the guys?"

"Puff, Rod, and Bill all went to some party," I could honestly care less about the party.

"Why didn't you go?" Trevor asked.

"I didn't want to miss the phone call from my baby," I smiled at the thought of calling Trevor mine.

"Aw, Mike. You're so sweet."

"Not as sweet as my honey," That was sappy.

"AW! Sappy, but AWW!!"

I'm totally smooth aren't I?

"Are you surprised that what I said came from me?"

"No, because I know you're a sappy, romantic guy."

"Aw, you know me too well." I chuckled.

"I mean, we've been friends for ten plus years, and dating for four."

"No, I don't know you. I'm hanging up. Stupid telephone marketer."

"You're so sarcastic," Trevor snickered.

"Mhm, and you're so hot," Real smooth, Mike.

"Nah, you're hotter!" I could tell Trevor was blushing.

"Would you like me to prove it?"


"You have this way of making simple things hot. Brushing your teeth, combing your hair, ya know."

"Oh really?" Trevor was up to something.

"Yup, you like to tease me, too. Sit on my lap, grind a little, and do things to my...area."

"What if I whispered hot things into your ear?"

"You wouldn't dare...I'll hang up!"

"Mmm, Mikey. Please let me play with you," Trevor whispered.

"Ugh, stop!!" I can already feel myself twitching in my pants.

"Miiikkeeeyy, I want you..." Trevor breathed out.

God damn it. I'm so glad I'm alone.

"Trevor, please."

"Mmph, please let me ride you...and moan your name out."

"F-Fuck, can we have phone sex?"

"Of course. I'm alone anyways," I heard Trevor unzip his fly.

I shivered, "Baby, I wish I was there with you. Mmm, having you on your knees for me," I, also, unzipped my fly.

"Mm, that sounds so hot," Trevor softly moaned.

"God, I'd love to be touching you right now. My hands roaming around your senstive areas."

"My sensitive area?" Trevor asked.

"Mhm, your thighs, dick, everything."

"Mmph, please," Trevor's breath hitched.

"'Please' what, baby?" I love teasing Trevor.

"Mike, please! I need you!" Trevor whined.

"Mm, I bet you're already touching yourself," At this point, I was stroking my dick.

"Y-Yes, Mikey," Trevor sounded so innocent.

"Good boy. Very good boy," I bit my lip.

"Mikey, I-I wanna kiss you," Trevor gulped.


All of a sudden, Trevor loudly groaned.

"What's the matter, Trevie?" I questioned.

"I-I'm just....close."

"You are? Well, so am I," Yeah I'm really close.

I can handle it better than Trevor can.

Trevor let out a low moan, "Mike! F-Fuck! I'm grinding and humping the air. I-" Trevor stopped in mid sentence.

"Trevie, what happened?"

"No-Nothing. I'm just really horny," Trevor sounded embarrassed.

"You're so cute when you're embarrassed.

Trevor groaned again.

"M-Mikey, I'm gonna c-" Trevor let out a high pitched whine.

I bit my lip.

I knew he was close.

"Mm, come on, baby. Cum for me."

"Fuck, M-Mike!" Trevor moaned out before releasing his load.

I groaned and felt the need to let myself go too.

So I did what young, teenage Mike would of done.

Ejaculate into a sock.

A real smart idea.

I picked up a sock and did my thing.

Yeah, by now, I already took off my shoes and socks.

Trevor started to pant like a dog.

He whined and sighed out my name.

"I-I love you, Mike," Trevor was so out of breath.

"I love you, too, Trevor. I love you so, so much," I mean that.

"Mikey, c-come here. I want cuddles," Trevor chuckled.


"Aw, baby."

I smiled. I love when Trevor gives me nicknames.

"Mike?" Trevor asked.

"Yes, Trevie?"

"I'm gonna have to get going soon."

I forgot he was with his family.

"Fuck. I wanted more time with yoouu!"

"Tomorrow we can spend more than two hours on the phone."


Trevor laughed, "Aww."

"Can you give me kiss before you gooo?" I questioned.

"Of course," Trevor "kissed" me through the phone.

"Awww, you're so sweet."

"Just for my handsome boyfriend."

God, I love it when he compliments me.

We spent the last few minutes just talking.

Soon, Trevor had to go.

"Hey, Mikey, I'm gonna have to go now."

"Reaallyy? Fuuck." I whined.

"Don't worry, we're gonna talk for a long time tomorrow."

"Hmph, fine."

Trevor sighed, "It's rough, I know."

"I love you."

"I love you, too."

I froze up. I didn't want else to say.

"Have great time with your family."

"Thanks. You can go to that party with Roddy, Billy, and Puffy now," Trevor added.

"Nah, I'll just sleep on the couch."

"If you change your mind, I don't care."

"Alright. I love you so so much," I wanna hold Trevor so badly.

"I love you a whole bunch. And, goodnight, too."

"Good morning, goodnight. I love you!!" I exclaimed.

"You're cute. Alright, I seriously have to go."

"Bye, baby boy."

"Bye, Mikey."

Trevor ended the call.

I wish I could kiss him on the forehead and sleep all night with him.

I sighed and flopped back down on the couch.

I miss Trevor so much.

It hasn't even been five minutes yet.

If you miss someone, even if you just talked to them not too long ago, that shows how much you care about them.

That someone could either be a negative person, or a positive person.

Trevor is a positive person.

I can't forget him.

I won't forget him.