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[Chat: Class 1-A]
bakubitch: okay @everyone get ur asses in here
bakubitch: this is IMPORTANT
im babie: okay im ✨here✨
hEWWO??: omg blasty has tingz 2 sayyy 🤩🤩
lickitung: here
iida: Present :)
u'll float too: wassup baks?
the REAL babie: yo whats up man
bolt: im here babeyyyy
rock city bih: im here 2 <33
!kouda!: here :))
sugarbaby: hihi im here
puppet man: here
msi turned me gay: what u need b
scotch: ive been WAITING for someone to say smth all day HELLO KATSUKI 🤩🤩🤩
a shout out from tara and raven: why tf yall keep using that emoji my god
lesbian hulk: all of bakusquad has been using it nonstop for like 3 weeks now
burn baby burn: i am present
deku: i am HERE
bakubitch: shut the fuck UP
deku: why, hello to u too, kacchan :[
lets go lesbians!: n e wayz...here
gucci eyebags: i have.
gucci eyebags: ARRIVED 🤩
a shout out from tara and raven: NOT YOU TOO
bakubitch: EVERYBODY SHUT UP ITS ME TIME
scotch: okay but when is it /not/ you time?
bakubitch: .
bakubitch: im aboutta put a bitch 2 rest yall betta HOLD ME
scotch: suuuure baks, ur gonna put ME to rest?
scotch: last time /i/ checked, u love me to much for that :)))
bakubitch: l*ve card revoked, no more l*ve for u
scotch: wait shit no i like kissing u 2 much :(
msi turned me gay: did u call us all here jus to make us watch u and sero be fuckn gay orrrr
bakubitch: fuck off earphones, im gettn there
gucci eyebags: sure you are :)
bakubitch: man why u always gotta start talkn shit, sit tf down
bakubitch: ANYWAYS.
bakubitch: after months of careful consideration
bakubitch: and long chats with my th*rap*st
lesbian hulk: mans said th*rap*st i-
bakubitch: i have made the brave decision...
bakubitch: to unstan all might 😞
sugarbaby: ,,,huh
iida: Oh...why are you telling us this?
puppet man: wait what
msi turned me gay: ...is that all?
deku: "is that all" WTF DO U MEAN IS THAT ALL THIS IS HUGE
deku: KACCHAN WTFWTFWTF
bolt: holy shit?? good for u man <3
scotch: fuck it up katsuki
deku: GOOD FOR U???????? FUCK IT UP?????????????????
im babie: oooh who r u gonna stan now?
gucci eyebags: come be a mic stan with me
burn baby burn: how can u be a stan of ur own dad
gucci eyebags: I BARELY KNOW MIC WTF DO YOU M E A N
lets go lesbians!: no be a miruko stan
u'll float too: fuck yea miruko supremacy
the REAL babie: im sorry but what does your therapist have to do with u unstanning all might
bakubitch: well she thinks its not healthy for me to stan someone that lowkey tr*umatized me
bakubitch: and i felt the need to make me unstanning all might a PSA so nobody buys me all might shit anymore
bakubitch: (unless its vintage im a slut for vintage all might merch)
lesbian hulk: hol on back it up
deku: HELLO????? STOP IGNORING ME
hEWWO??: im late 2 da party but congrats babey!
rock city bih: they grow up so fast...*wipes tear*
bakubitch: ??? yall fuckn weird
lesbian hulk: I SAID BACK IT THE FUCK UP
lesbian hulk: WYM ALL MIGHT TRAUMATIZED U
lickitung: yeah do i gotta throw down with him 4 u
u'll float too: fuck yeah tsuocha vs all might LETS GO
bakubitch: wtf no
bakubitch: its fine its not like he meant to do it
bakubitch: i dont think
bakubitch: not the fuckn point, my therapist said i should find a new hyperfixation or at least take a break from all might til i figure my shit out
rock city bih: yesss baby, get that health
rock city bih: also it doesnt matter if he meant it, he still did it >:[
scotch: uh oh, eiji gonna go sicko mode on AM
gucci eyebags: never say that again, please
bolt: omg bakusquad we should all hangout tonight and get baks a new hyperfixation
bolt: and mayhaps myself bc im slowly losing interest in digimon rn cuz theres like no fancontent
sugarbaby: im still confused
puppet man: me too
a shout out from tara and raven: yeah ^^
deku: wait but kacchan 🥺🥺 u said we'd always share our all might interest 🥺🥺🥺
bakubitch: ,,,its not like i dont still like him im just not gonna follow what hes doing or collect his shit rn
bakubitch: i cant fuckn erase 10+ years of hyperfixating on him
deku: but kacchan who am i gonna talk to about new all might stuff 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
bakubitch: did you not just hear what i fucking said?
bakubitch: i still fucking like him, i'm always GOING to like him, he's one of the biggest parts of my goddamn life, but i need a fucking break.
deku: well i get needing a break ig but you've always been my go to guy for all might shit...
bakubitch: FIND SOMEONE ELSE.
bakubitch: this isn't fucking about you, asshole. you keep encouraging me to get better and find help, but now that i'm telling you my THERAPIST said i should take a break from something, you're gonna be a bitch about it because YOU don't get to bust into my room at 3am and talk about a shitty merch launch?
bakubitch: fuck right off with that bullshit
bakubitch left the chat!
rock city bih: what the fuck
lesbian hulk: does anyone else feel super lost orrrr
u'll float too: i mean we're definitely missing something but i dont really wanna ask
deku: im really confused rn :(((
deku: idk why he's upset
scotch: :/
scotch: im gonna go check on him
hEWWO??: omw too
bolt: seriously midoriya?
bolt: like i dont wanna be a bitch but you cant tell me you read what he said and still dont get why hes upset
deku: wdym?
deku: i wasnt trying to push him but we've always talked about this stuff, why would i want to talk to anyone else about it?
rock city bih: it's literally not about what you want, at all.
rock city bih: i know some shit goes over your head, especially over text, but he literally said his therapist advised him against following all might at this time because of something all might did that traumatized him.
rock city bih: you aren't dumb midoriya. fix your shit.
rock city bih muted the chat!
deku: oh.
deku: fuck
deku muted the chat!
lesbian hulk: im still just confused tbh
lesbian hulk: like what happened to bakugou?
iida: Does it matter? He said it traumatized him, that should be enough for us to understand and try and help, if he ever asks us to. Even if not, we should try to avoid talking to him about the subject unless it naturally comes up or he mentions it. Just treat him like you normally would.
gucci eyebags: well said mr. president
lesbian hulk: yeah, ur right iida!! thank you <3
puppet man: well...now that thats settled.........
puppet man: whos turn is it to cook 2nite
[Chat: achey breky]
deku: hey kacchan i need to apologize to u
sent at 5:37 P.M.
deku: just lmk when ur good 2 talk <3
sent at 7:01 P.M.
kacchan: say what you want now
sent at 7:42 P.M.
kacchan: you have 20 minutes, then i got shit to do with my dumbasses.
deku: alright, sounds good.
deku: i wanted to apologize for what i said in the group chat earlier, if that wasn't already clear. when you said you weren't going to be paying attention to what he did anymore, i got really upset because you've always been the only other person who liked all might the same way i did. obviously growing up we didn't know it was because we're both neurodivergent, but now that we do, you can probably get why the idea of me not being able to just go to you and talk about him for hours is upsetting. still, it was fucked up of me to basically ignore that you were doing it for your own health and even if i don't know what all might did, that doesn't change the fact that he did something that traumatized you and that's not okay.
deku: even if it's hard for me, i might try to find something else to fixate on now because the fact that he did traumatize you is something i can't just ignore because it doesn't effect me. its fucked up and the fact that he did that is inexcusable. i can't overlook it or excuse his actions, especially because he IS my mentor. even if he's done well teaching me, i can't blindly accept everything he says as fact or the right thing to do.
deku: so i'm sorry, katsuki. i was a dick, i was being selfish and i should've cared more about your health, not just because we're friends but because my love for all might should never come before anyone else's feelings, health, trauma, etc.
deku: you don't have to accept my apology, obviously, but regardless, i'll try to do better in the future and i'll keep apologizing whenever i fuck up, because that's what you deserve.
deku: i know you aren't used to receiving apologies and you don't like them, but you /deserve/ them, okay?
kacchan: you done now?
deku: yes.
kacchan: k.
kacchan: we're good, deku
kacchan: but i need to make this really fucking clear to you, okay?
deku: okay?
kacchan: i had no intention of making you stop talking to me about all might. i will always let you come to me if you wanna info dump, or even if you just want to fucking talk about all might. i don't care if you or anyone else talks to me about him because regardless of how i feel, i WILL have to hear about him. hes literally the most famous dude on earth and he works at our school. what i was trying to say is /i/, as in ME ALONE, will not be actively seeking out new info on him, or collecting stuff from new launches or watching all of his admittedly terrible movies on VHS whenever i feel like shit anymore. /i/ need something else to hyperfixate on because all might is no longer associated with just good memories. there's a lot of bad ones now too and i can't ignore them even if i want to.
kacchan: i was chained up on live fucking television and he forced a medal into my mouth because i didn't want to accept it. i still fucking looked up to him. and at first it didn't bother me that much, but then i thought about it more, and more people talked about it and then i was fucking kidnapped and chained up /again/ and thats when i realized there was a fucking problem.
kacchan: when hero's start doing the same shit as villains, there's a goddamn problem.
kacchan: so no, i dont blame him or think he hurt me on purpose and i do still idolize him to some degree. but i also know that ever since i met him, i've been getting traumatized over and over and over again.
kacchan: i dont fucking care if you still stan him, it truly does not bother me because HE does not bother me. it's what he did that bothers me. and even if it was just a dumb fuck up, it still makes it hard to enjoy all the things that used to give me comfort.
deku: oh fuck
deku: yeah that makes sense i don't know how i didn't think of what happened at the sports festival sooner
deku: or how i ever thought it was okay...
kacchan: you thought it was okay because EVERYONE thought it was okay. the pros thought it was okay. all of our friends thought it was okay. /all might/ thought it was okay.
kacchan: you dont notice theres a fuckn problem when everyone acts like there isnt and i cant be mad at people for that
kacchan: so dont do that self loathing bullshit over this or ill kill you myself, got it?
deku: got it
deku: just...
deku: talk to me if you need to? idc what about, i just want you to get better
deku: and i know you can always talk to your close friends, but i'll always be here too
deku: no matter what fucked up shit has happened or will happen between us, you can always come to me when it matters
deku: and i know i can always come to you too, even if youll bitch about it.
kacchan: sure whatever
kacchan: i have to go the dumbasses are back
deku: alright :)
deku: have fun with them!
kacchan: yeah yeah, fuck off nerd
deku: right back atcha <3