tomorrow do the laundry kai
yeonjun: beomgyu bro why didn't u tell me u went to dogcafe, i thought we're suppose to be together forever bro
soobin: yeonjun hyung, you know private message exists right?
yeonjun: i WANT EVERYBODY TO KNOW IM SULKING
taehyun: we can already tell because you're pouting and saying beomgyu hyung's name like every minute.
soobin: yeah he busy tho
yeonjun: i just want my bro to take me to dogcafe damn, y'all salty
soobin: no we're not
yeonjun: yeah ure dont you know beomgyu took kai with him there?
soobin: he did?
taehyun: yeah they left earlier
yeonjun: now u know how i feel
taehyun: you two are so obviously oblivious of your feelings
yeonjun: what? i just wanna go to dogcafe
soobin: yeah me too
taehyun: whatever you two say.
cutiekai: hey guys!!!!!!!!!!!
soobin: dont hey us, go hey beomgyu instead
cutiekai: what's wrong?
soobin: oh noTHIng someone just forgot i exist
yeonjun: damn u jealous
taehyun: how's the date with beomgyu, kai?
yeonjun: ITS A DATE?!
cutiekai: beomgyu order for me a coffee though i wanted chocolate shake ;(
soobin: i'll buy you shakes, any flavor
yeonjun: damn that's gay
yeonjun: when will my bro ever will
beomgyu: kAI YOU SAID I CAN CHOOSE
cutiekai: BUT I THOUGHT U ALREADY KNOW WHAT I WANT
yeonjun: this is why it should be me you have taken with bro
beomgyu: yeah bro im sorry i love you
yeonjun: i love you more, come home now i've been waiting for you the whole day
cutiekai: BEOMGYU HYUNG LITERALLY JUST LEFT AND LEAVE ME HERE
taehyun: lmao tragic
soobin: i'M COMING THERE KAI WAIT FOR ME
taehyun: the fact that you're all obviously like each other but doesn't commit and in denial of it.
taehyun: they stopped messaging
kAI WHERE ARE YOU
soobin named the chat 'kAI WHERE ARE YOU'
soobin: kai unmute us
cutiekai: my phone is silent the gc is not on mute
soobin: then answer me, where are you?
cutiekai: with taehyun hyung remember? we went to see the penguins!
soobin: why not with me?
cutiekai: you hate going out of your room hyung
soobin: no i dont, go away
yeonjun: beomgyu cheated on me
soobin: you two are finally together?
yeonjun: not yet, i mean by he cheated on me because he didn't tell me he would look hot with black hair like damn bro get em ladies
soobin; thats gay
yeonjun: YOU ARE
cutiekai: thats it im leaving
beomgyu: yeonjun i told you i had my hair black before!
yeonjun: do it again
beomgyu: ughhh my scalps gonna die
yeonjun: so is my soul if i dont see you irl with black hair
beomgyu: fine anything for you bro
yeonjun: i love you bro
soobin: you two are ew
beomgyu: ur face is ew
yeonjun: THATS MY BRO
soobin named the chat 'beomjun r idiots'
beomgyu: you love us
yeonjun: i dont, i only love you beomgyu
beomgyu; damn yeonjun stop being like that or i'll kiss you
yeonjun: i love you like galaxies been put together and your existence light up the world
beomgyu: LIKE NOBODY ELSE AND WHEN YOU FLIP YOUR HAIR It GETSME OVERWHELMED
yeonjun: You donT KNOW OH OH YOU DONT KNOW YOUR BEAUTIFUL
taehyun: soobin is so right
beomjun r idiots
beomgyu: guys is yeonjun with you?
soobin: no, stop disturbing us
beomgyu: i was just asking bc he mad at me
cutiekai: oh nooo what happened?
soobin: kai stop messaging come back here
beomgyu: i told him that kai is cuter than him, he got mad
cutiekai: wahahaha of course im cuter ❤
soobin: beomgyu stop
beomgyu: where are you guys anyway?
soobin: DAIRYQUEEN**** i mean
cutiekai: d.q, he bought me ice cream now he's being mad for no reason
soobin: bc what if youre not being such a child and pay attention to me?
cutiekai: :( i just wanna talk to beomgyumie!!
soobin: THEN HAVE HIM BUY YOU ICE CREAM INSTEAD
cutiekai: why are you mad?! fine whatever! i dont need your ice cream anymore, ha ve fun n with youtself!!!!1
soobin: baby im sorry dont go
taehyun: yeonjun's here dancing to boy with luv
beomgyu: uM okay.. where are you?
taehyun; at the rooftop, streaming.
beomgyu: im... can you ask yeonjun if he still mad at beomgyu?
taehyun: he said yes
taehyun: he also mutters that if beomgyu will say he loves him then he will unhate beomgyu
beomgyu: can you say i love you to yeonjun?
taehyun: he said im sorry but i already love someone else
beomgyu: someone else..?
beomjun r idiots
yeonjun: im sad my baby beomgyu is upset at me
soobin: arent you the one who's upset with him earlier coz he said hueningkai's cuter?
yeonjun: aren't you always a bitch on your crush?
cutiekai: soobin hyung have a crush?
soobin: dont expose me
taehyun: oh shit
taehyun: soobin is finally aware of his feelings?
taehyun: when will you?
yeonjun: i dont need feelings i need beomgyu
yeonjun: for hueningkai
cutiekai: aww yeonjun hyung im gay for you too!
yeonjun: lmao I MEANT SOOBINS GAY FOR U NOT ME
yeonjun: i already love someone else
beomgyu: who is it?
yeonjun: NOT YOU damn my internet slow
beomgyu: oH you like soobin all along?
cutiekai: I SHIP IT!!!!!
taehyun: lmao rip y'all
yeonjun: taehyun help
soobin: DONT SHIP ME WITH HYUNG HES NOT EVEN MEETING MY STANDARDS
yeonjun: the fuck
yeonjun: a yeonjun meets every standard u low class b
beomgyu: yeonjun bro i will always support you
taehyun: dont support, he's stupid to realize his feelings that causes this drama.
beomgyu: then i promise that whatever it takes, even if it will hurt me i will make yeonjun his feelings for soobin hyung
soobin: this is chaos
cutiekai: im already writing fanfics
taehyun: ooohh sendd
yeonjun: save me
cutiekai: am i ugly?
taehyun: you're only hungry kai
cutiekai: i know it was only a joke earlier at the groupchat but i noticed earlier while we we're eating soobin always talks to yeonjun hyung and my soobinie ignores me.. he likes yeonjun back does he? he doesnt like me.
taehyun: boi lmao he likes you
cutiekai: NO WAY HE HATES ME
cutiekai: always pushing me away when i try hug him
cutiekai: always mad at what i will say!
taehyun: i'll talk to him okay?
beomgyu: im comin there with hot chocolate and my guitar, need something more?
cutiekai: is my dolphin stuffie with you? pls bring it
beomgyu: already on it
cutiekai: do you think i should move on? he will never like me back
beomgyu: oh baby, he didn't confirm he likes yeonjun though. there might be a chance
cutiekai: dont want to hope anymore, coz he only talks to him only laughs at his jokes, ignores me and when i knock at his door he'll say "go away kai." LIKE I WASNT EVEN TALKING HE ALREADY KNOW ITS ME LIKE ELSA TO ANNA IN FROZEN! and it hurts, it hurts so much because i just wanna be closer, wanna show him my love and affection but he gives me mad face and so i always hang out with you guys instead even though my heart wants to be with him
beomgyu: im here now baby dont cry anymore
cutiekai: thank you hyung... please hug me im so sad.
beomjun r idiots
yeonjun: beomgyu im sulking
yeonjun: beomgyu bro come here and love your hyuunggg
taehyun: wow yeonjun, he can live without u
yeonjun: I CANT
taehyun: yeah right, because you cant live if you're not with yourself. duh
yeonjun: I THOUGHT U HAVE BRAIN CELLS
soobin: stop fighting everyone hyung
yeonjun: IM NOT FIGHTING THIS IS HOW I SHOW LOVE.
taehyun: no thanks
beomgyu: what's wrong?
yeonjun: uGH finally, been waiting for you for like 5 hours and 29 minutes and 2 seconds.
soobin: i dont think hes lying about counting that
beomgyu: why is there something wrong yeonjun?
yeonjun: did you forgot our home bro quality time that suppose to happen everyday at 3PM in my room, with blankeys and pillows around us, hold my hand as i squeeze your thighs, smile at me with your eyes bright.
taehyun: wow yeonjun i thought kai was the only one with writing fanfictions
soobin: kai writes fanfics?
taehyun: yeah he have this one shots one
beomgyu: oh shit bro I FORGOT im coming there bro what you need? kisses?
yeonjun: JDKJJJR BEOMGYU STOP MAKING ME GAYYY and hersheys please thank you
taehyun: im laughing i hat e them
beomgyu: nah babe i love giving you loves, you want mint chocolate shake too?
yeonjun: StoP FLIRTING!!! yes pls uwu
beomgyu: wait for me okay?
taehyun: now it dead
soobin: um.. *coughs* so you know kai's fanfics... can you uh.. share information? for my uh science?
taehyun: science huh, sure... soobin.. science.
taehyun: like hell albert einsten and tesla need some fanfic
soobin: FINE I JUST WAN TO KNOW
taehyun: im still no.1 kai fan
soobin: I DONT WANNA BE HIS FAN
soobin: JUST TELL ME AND GO
taehyun: here https://www.hueningkai.gay.fanfic.net./story/a-stupid-love-soobin-x-hueningkai-fic
taehyun: you happy?
taehyun: where did he go?
beomjun r idiots
soobin: im worried
soobin: beomjun have couple shirts, hoodies, shoes, rings and ear piecing. they dyed their hair together, eat together next thing we know they're gon be a couple
cutiekai: you're worried or jealous?
soobin: nah thats a waste of money, i'll buy foods and books instead.
cutiekai: oh.. do you want... um.. do you us coup le?
soobin: in what grammery
cutiekai: i MEANT BUY SOME COUPLE SHIRTS AND HATS :(((
soobin: are you suggesting this because you know i'll be the one paying for it?
cutiekai: oooooh pls
cutiekai: dont be mad!! i'll buy us foods for change! lets date like couples, yes? :>
cutiekai: WAAAAAAA ❤❤❤❤❤❤ YAYY thank you hyung i love you
soobin: stop messaging and lets just go
cutiekai: ^^ yes sir!!!
taehyun: oh wow progress, has soobin read the fanfic that made him change? hMm
taehyun: the fanfic of hueningkai titled 'a stupid love' with soobin and hueningkai as lead roles whom soon to be in love with each other was the one i gave to soobin.
taehyun: and in that fanfiction, soobin is sweet, gentle and caring and kai was that uh character who immediately fell in love 'stupidly' but was hurt because he's afraid that the kindness was just as a friend.
taehyun: to be continued next tuesday
yeonjun: aw MAN BITINHFJFJJF
beomgyu: WE NEED AN UPDATE
taehyun: bih me too y'all aint special im no.1 kai reader.
yeonjun: OH ITS ON SIG H T
bunny n cat
soobunny: do i have feelings for huening kai?
cataehyun: lmao yeah
soobunny: shIT I DO HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM FUCK FUCK
soobunny: i might have said the opposite to him
cataehyun: YOU DID WHAT?!
soobunny: he confessed to me and i said "no i dont like you" but my gay heartwas beating because he starin at me with those beautiful eyes and i cannot
cataehyun: you have problems
soobunny: i DO HELP ME
cataehyun: just fucking tell him, gosh use your brains man.
soobunny: BUT HE CRYIN G NOW BECAUSE OF ME
cataehyun: admit that you were being stupid and apologise, bin
soobunny: okay okay thank you
cataehyun: fine just go you are ruining my beauty sleep.
soobunny: you're watching kdramas all day long wdym beauty sleep.
soobunny: ITS ONLY 3PM.
the gang no.2
soobin: uh kai?
cutiekai: forget everything i said
cutiekai: forfet trm all
cutiekai: :( i dont want this anymore hyung, im sorry just forget that i liked you and all that confession itwas stupid
cutiekai: :(((( m sori
soobin: dont apologise baby, i was the stupid one okay?
soobin: i went through panic when you confessed, as to why my first instinct is to be mean.
soobin: i just cant express my feelings enough in general, and my feelings for you
soobin: i dont want to hurt you, but lately ive realized i did and im so sorry kai
cutiekai: OH MY GOSH
cutiekai: SO ALL THIS TIME YOU ACTUALLY LIKE ME?!
soobin: yeah been crushing for you for like.. uh since trainee days
cutiekai: hell fuckin yeah bih finally, now come here love me
soobin: did you just call me a bitch?!
cutiekai: love youuuu ❤❤❤❤
beomjun r idiots
yeonjun: IS IT THE END OF THE WORLD?!?
beomgyu: whats happening?! are you alright?!
yeonjun: yeah bro im alr BUT WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE SOOBIN AND KAI DOING IN THE KITCHEN
beomgyu: dont tell me they're recreating that scene from streetfighters, dont tell me
yeonjun: no bro, THEIR FACES ARE.. CLOSE AJKFJR
taehyun: they're making out
beomgyu: oh yeah they got together! i'm so happy, kai seems happier now!
yeonjun: THEY AR WHAT
yeonjun: WHAT THE HELL
beomgyu: aww bro, just come here okay? soobin hyung and kai finally admitted their feelings
yeonjun: wHAT FEELINGS
taehyun: those butterflies in their stomach whenever they met each others eyes
yeonjun: GIRL I ONLY KNOW ONE THING WHEN I FEEL THOSE BUTTERFLIES, AND THATS TIME FOR FOOD.
beomgyu: why are you so adorable yeonjun
yeonjun: Jkddojrkr pls tell me more
taehyun: yeah and like that too, you wanna hear your crush compliment you
beomgyu: i think its because it makes their heart flutter bro
yeonjun: ohhhh i still dont get it
taehyun: you know you have a small brain for a big head
yeonjun: IM OFFENDED
beomgyu: taehyun dont say that
taehyun; okay, in simpler words yeonjun you're stupid sometimes
yeonjun: BOI IM STILL BURNED
cutiekai: guys help soobinie is such a tsundere
soobin; the heck is a tsundere
taehyun; lmao, i mean atleast u'd be in like that one fic ure writing kai.
soobin: there are lots of typos that's hurting my eyes
yeonjun: soobin what u n kai doin in kitchen
soobin: please type properly or i'll take matters in my hands
cutiekai: he wont escape from my hug, y'all continue
yeonjun: u kai face n face close not breath in kitchen
taehyun: i never thought he could go even more stupid
beomgyu: stop bullying my bro
yeonjun: i love you beomgyu, my whole world
beomgyu; i love you more
cutiekai: oh we're just kissing in the kitchen, soobin's the flustered type he even said "i couldn't taste your lips.. lets do it again" BABE JUST SAY YOU WANT MORE KISSES FROM ME I'LL GLADLY GIVE YOU LOTS
soobin: i hate you all
taehyun: hate is too much, but i'd rather sleep now than talk to any of you
yeonjun: y'all im scared
yeonjun: one time my baby bro is actin' all like baby who feeds me all these fish cakes like mad man
yeonjun: then he be speakin in satoori and make me all weak like fuowncdje brooo
soobin: that's noting compare the way kai innocently asks for my opinion about his.. goddamn outfit
yeonjun: what outfit
yeonjun: boi just tell him he is beautiful or sumn
soobin: i cannot, he's wearing a penguin onesie.
taehyun: that's cute
cutiekai: soobin said i look like a penguin.
cutiekai: god soobin just tell me i'm beautiful
yeonjun: lmao, y'all stupid. beomgyu dont even ask for my opinion but i remind him hes beautiful everyday.
beomgyu: yeah, but ure more handsome bro
taehyun: im so happy i'm single and dont need no opinion from other people because im beautiful and i'm the one i should love.
soobin: we stan sister sarcasm
taehyun: bitch THATS NOT
cutiekai: i wanna be told im beautiful :( am i ugly soobinie?
soobin: nn jm n mm n ii k k k
taehyun: soobin.exe stopped working.
yeonjun: am i beautiful beom?
beomgyu: of course you are yeonjun, in every ways whatever you wear. inside out you're beautiful.
yeonjun: mY BRO ❤❤❤❤❤
taehyun: you know what imma say it
taehyun: why dont you two start dating
beomgyu: but arent kai and soobin already dating?
taehyun; i meant you and yeonjun, you chestnuthead
yeonjun: we brodate everyday
taehyun: CAN ANYONE JUST PUT IT TO THEIR HEADS
cutiekai: nope, i wouldnt want them to be lovey dovey first before me and soobinie >:(
soobin: l*vey dovey the heck
soobin: just come to my room
cutiekai: YOU LOVE IT WHEN I KISS YOU, YOU HATE IT WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU :( WHY AM I INLOVE WITH YOU
beomgyu: oOf he snapped
soobin: sister snapped
cutiekai: FINE BE THAT WAY, imma find a man that will love me then
soobin: baby no
cutiekai: adios sayonara goodbye 再见
yeonjun: soobin, just tell him you love him. that's not hard
taehyun: says the one who cant admit his feelings
soobin: i.. its so hard guys, i cant say it. he will give me those heart eyes full of love and tell me he loves me and its too much i cant do it..do i even deserve him?
beomgyu: but do you love him?
yeonjun: then tell him before its too late, kai loves you but he could get hurt sometimes.
taehyun: ugh, even though i hate you all. these two idiots have a point. kai will understand it if you tell him that you're sensitive or not much expressive but still it would be nice to feel love and that's what you should do for kai and not be all angry at him but still get his kisses that's unfair.
yeonjun: did he just call us stupid?
beomgyu: we support you soobin! we love you two and we're happy you both are in relationship, we know you two could make it through. and kai is just in my room in his penguin onesie playing with his dolphin that uh.. murdering this bunny stuff toy.
soobin: okay i'll do it, im gonna say it im gonna do it
yeonjun: yASSS SISTER
taehyun: now about beomgyu and yeonjun, why dont you two just say your real feelings? because obviously all it would take is a label and u two are already lovers
yeonjun: gotta dashi run run run BYE
beomgyu: u m
taehyun: beomgyu, i know ure not as stupid as yeonjun. u clearly like him.
beomgyu: i do but what if he doesnt like me? he only see's me as his bro
taehyun: he literally call you all pet names everyday, kisses your cheeks and HE ONLY DOES THAT TO YOU. he only says i love you to you even! bitch if that's not being whipped and in love i might as well migrate to america and find myself some epiphany.
beomgyu: but he's only like that cause we're bros
taehyun: im done
puppy n cat
cataehyun: if its about your worries if your brofriend likes you or not, im gonna change my username into 'yeonjun love beomgyu'.
pupgyu: actually, i think i should do a move
cataehyun: uve been doing moves beom. like, all of them are flirting with him, you two just think of them all as platonically. just confess that's it.
pupgyu: what if he rejects me? i dont want us to break apart just bc of this feeling, i love him dearly specially our friendship
cataehyun: aww beom, trust your heart for him alright? and i know he likes you. eyes lookin at you like its heart combusted out of it, man he really looks like he's in love with you.
pupgyu: i.. alright.
yeonjun-pie: yes beomgyu-bee you want something? do you need me? need anything? what can i do for you?
beomgyu-bee: oh no no no, i just... where are you?
yeonjun-pie: with her. jekrjjfjfj brooooo my tummy's hurt because she makes me laugh soo hard.
beomgyu-bee: h-her? ohhh so you are busy then.
yeonjun-pie: busy? no i'll clear everything just for you, you sound worried bee i'm gonna come home a bit okay?
beomgyu-bee: its alright i dont want to disturb you and her.
yeonjun-pie: are you sure?
yeonjun-pie: i guess then, i'll bring you food later okay? i love you bro
beomgyu-bee: i love you more...
puppy n cat
cataehyun: so did you do it?
cataehyun: what happened? update me
pupgyu: nope, hes busy and
pupgyu: he's with her today.
cataehyun: oh that bitch
cataehyun: dont tell me you think he's still in love with her because ita gonna be on sight, man.
pupgyu: she makes him laugh so hard his tummy aches..
cataehyun: THATS NOT EVEN ROMANTIC AT ALL WTF
cataehyun: and if he still likes her, he would just ask her out already and not stay as friends. you know yeonjun
cataehyun: oh wait
pupgyu: when yeonjun likes someone he always go for it already, and not wait for 100 years. so that means he doesn't like me tae.
cataehyun: but my instincts still dont lie, im gonna get kai.
pupgyu: kai will just tease me and not help me like you do ;/
cataehyun: sometimes that kid can do something okay
pupgyu: i dont trust him
cataehyun: ugh fine
cutiekai: i love my boyfriend so much ❤
soobin: kai what r you doing
cutiekai: let me share okay, im happy
cutiekai: so soobinie babe bought me a lot of gifts today! he bought me this hot outfit i dont know why, and a racoon plushie and a cloud lamp so my room is now colorful. aaaaah soobinie im so in love ❤
soobin: you hinted on your fanfiction to buy you those gifts, what can i do? say no?
cutiekai: shhhh babe
taehyun: oh wow, the progress of choi soobin.
cutiekai: right?? i thought he will just let me go, but boi is actually scared wahahahaaha he thought i was gonna break up with him that he cried. i love you soobin dont cry anymore okay?
soobin: dont break up with me, please
cutiekai: oh bOi of course not!
beomgyu: i wish all have boyfriends
taehyun: lmao i dont
yeonjun: you dont need a boyfriend
beomgyu: i dunno yeonjun, should i uh see someone?
cutiekai: I HAVE THIS FRIEND, very handsome you might like him.
beomgyu: what is his name?
yeonjun kicked cutiekai on the gc
soobin: i swear to god hyung if you make my baby cry
yeonjun: i DON WANT IT
beomgyu: yeonjun, whats wrong?
taehyun; ooP pop corn here we go
soobin: im gonna hug my boyfriend, y'all weird
yeonjun: really beom? you're just gonna see someone when they're strangers?
taehyun: soobin add kai he loves some drama
soobin added cutiekai in the gc
beomgyu: i just want to meet someone and try, junni
yeonjun: you have me
beomgyu: but we're only im just a friend to you, i want more than that
taehyun: hoe do it
yeonjun: am i being selfish? im sorry beomgyu
soobin: this aint it chief
beomgyu: no i love you yeonjun, i love you so much. but i wanted more than just being friends. i want to hold hands with kisses on lips and date as boyfriends. not platonically
yeonjun: oh and i had been stopping you from finding that isnt it? then okay.. im sorry, i hope you find someone that will make your heart happy.
yeonjun: im gonna go bye
beomgyu; no yeonjun! where are you? lets talk in personal. its not like what you think
taehyun: he left
cutiekai: aww beomgyummie, you want hug?
soobin: you can hug my kai
beomgyu: im alright, its just misunderstood
taehyun: then go, chase him what the hell
beomgyu: okay. i
cutiekai: im so glad me and soobinie are already boyfriends
soobin: me too babe
taehyun: im so glad i dont need a boyfriend
the gang no.2
cutiekai: babe will you fight a dragon for me?
soobin: ugh kai, dragon does not exist
cutiekai: ure hurting my feelings
soobin: i'll fight dragons for u
cutiekai: uwu!!! by the way, do you want to watch endgame with me?
soobin: yeah of course, let's eat on restaurant after hmm?
cutiekai: should we bring beomgyummie with us? he's been feeling lonely. yeonjunnie hyung is avoiding him.
soobin: of course not. this is just for you and i.
cutiekai: :( but
soobin: lets bring them food later.
cutiekai: do you think yeonjun doesnt like beomgyu?
soobin: what i thought its the other way round?
cutiekai: babe, you read the gc when they were showing their affection and stuff in public. beomgyu said the L word to yeonjun but yeonjunnie hyung misunderstood.
soobin: but i talked to yeonjun before, he said he loves beomgyu
cutiekai: babee my head hurtssss
soobin: they'll figure it out, they have the best connection. like us two right? am i getting better though as a boyfriend?
cutiekai; you call me baby but u dont say the L word
cutiekai: u r the literal he protec but doesnt say the L word bac
cutiekai: its alright soobinie, i understand i'll be patient. i just really really really love you! ❤❤❤
soobin: hmm.. i'm coming there okay
cutiekai: okaaaay ❤❤❤❤
puppy n cat
cataehyun: beomgyu lets watch endgame
cataehyun: oh right, you and yeonjun was supposed to watch together but he's avoiding you.
cataehyun: boi that man is stupid why do you even like.. nah nvm i know you two went through something.
pupgyu: i miss him
cataehyun: A DAY HASNT EVEN PASSED YET
pupgyu: taehyun you dont understand
cataehyun: fine i dont, but i really want you two to make up. i'll find something to make him stop avoiding you
pupgyu: pls dont hurt him
cataehyun: oh sweetie i wont ❤
beomgyu: taehyun what the heck
taehyun: im just gonna go back to my room ❤
beomgyu: did he blackmail you or something?
yeonjun: nah he send me a pic of my clothes then a fire after
beomgyu: just for you to talk to me?
yeonjun: no, he just send me those pictures.
beomgyu: but you called me?
yeonjun: cause im scared of taehyuun
beomgyu: you are not mad at me anymore?
beomgyu: then why are you avoiding me?
yeonjun: cause.. cause yesterday
beomgyu: yeonjun, i told you yesterday
yeonjun: no no no i dont wanna talk about it please
yeonjun: can we just go back?
beomgyu: back to what?
yeonjun: just you and i. yeonjun and beomgyu.
beomgyu: i... uh fine. but lets not be bros anymore
the gang no.1
cutiekai added soobin in the gc
taehyun: finally bitch we're having a meeting
soobin: i dont want any of it
cutiekai: soobin you have to join
taehyun: listen bitch this is about our two bestfriends okay? OUR TWO POOR BESTFRIENDS CAUGHT IN A COMPLICATED LOVE STORY.
soobin: they can work it out
taehyun: LMAO they've been bro's and lowkey in love since we we're highschoolers. WE MUST PUT AN END TO THIS.
cutiekai: and i dont want seeing them like this anymore, it felt so weird seeing them not .. so close like before. they were so awkward at the dinner earlier that yeonjun couldnt even say beomgyu's name he called him chestnut.
soobin: okay yeah, but how? we dont know what they're hiding or something.
taehyun: we are their bestfriends. they trust us, we just have to be with them and or just literally understand what is happening
cutiekai: i dont think i can talk to yeonjunni hyung about this, he might make me cry
soobin: yeah yeonjun just couldnt do it
taehyun: bitch i know, that's why i'll be in charge of him cause i can tolerate his stupid big head. you two talk to beomgyu.
cutiekai: what if talking dont work?
taehyun: i have a whole list of plans
soobin: i hope this works
taehyun: we love them right? no matter what happens or the result in the end we just want them happy.
taehyun: you better stan me.
taehyun changed the gc name to yeonjun❤beomgyu
beomgyu: taehyun pm me
cutiekai: guys have you seen my soobin?
soobin: im right beside you
cutiekai: not you
soobin: ... did you name your bunny plushie soobin
beomgyu changed the gc name to taehyun stop
taehyun: STOP tAEHYUN BABY DONT STOP
taehyun changed the gc name to beomjun
beomgyu changed the gc name to kaihyun
taehyun changed the gc name to beomgyu is gay for yeonjun
beomgyu kicked taehyun out of the gc
beomgyu changed the gc name to :)
cutiekai changed the gc name to beomjun
beomgyu kicked cutekai out of the gc
soobin: what is happening
beomgyu kicked soobin out of the gc
yeonjun: hey guys what y'all want im in starbucks
yeonjun: uh guys.....?
beomgyu: hi yeonjun
yeonjun: where did everyone go?
beomgyu: theyre dead now
yeonjun: Whfta STOP JOKING
beomgyu: i killed them yeonjun, im sorry
yeonjun: DIS AINT REAL
taehyun entered the gc
taehyun: bitch you thought
taehyun: uGH i hate that i dont have admin rights anymore
soobin: you and beomgyu traumatised yeonjun, i had to keep telling him we're alive.
beomgyu: iT WAS TAEHYUN'S FAULT.
cutiekai: i like the new gc name thooo sounds fun
taehyun: i like you kai, but no
taehyun: also bith you said you killed us and said iM A GHOST, you know how scaredy cat yeonjun is.
yeonjun: who's a scaredy cat?
yeonjun: lMAO im a cute scaredy cat
soobin: beomgyu give me the admin rights
beomgyu gives soobin admin rights
soobin removed beomgyu's admin rights
soobin removed yeonjun's admin rights
soobin named the gc STAN KIM SEOKJIN
taehyun: imma do it again
taehyun got admin rights
taehyun removed soobin's admin rights
soobin: in what sorcery
yeonjun: MDOKDOJD BEOMGY WHAT IS HAPPENIN G
cutiekai: HOW tEACH ME UR WAYS
taehyun: 1st, you must be born a kang taehyun. so sorry sweetie cant teach you
beomgyu: JJEGKD YEONJUN I DUNNO BRO
beomgyu: oh wait we're not bros anymore
soobin: are you two serious
yeonjun: i still dont get it
taehyun: the bith dont want bros so he could ask you on a date, a romantic one like with kissing on lips or making out.
yeonjun left the gc
beomgyu: taehyun can you please stop intruding?! this is not your problem
taehyun: my eyes are SORE cause you two have been terrible like this since highschool, someone gotta help you two
beomgyu: DID IT WORK? NO , SO NO THANKS TAEHYUN.
taehyun: i just want the both of you happy
beomgyu: coming from you who let go of someone because you think he'll be happier with someone else, i know you're not happy.
soobin: both of you stop it, not over here and being irrational. talk when you guys have clear heads alright.
soobin: also yeonjun just left.
cutiekai: taehyunnie you okay?
cutiekai: you ran to your room, i saw you.
cutiekai: gang gang talk to me
cutiekai: If you say yes one more time i'd have to use the harsh actions and open ur door using the duplicate key you gave me with my stuffies and roll you on your blanket till you finally talk to me
cutiekai: stop keeping things to yourself hyunie
cutiekai: talk to me
taehyun: talk to beomgyu or yeonjun
cutiekai: binie will, i want to talk to you
cutiekai: i care
taehyun: idk kai, i dont want to... i dont know
cutiekai: if you cant tell me yet, then just let me comfort you okay?
taehyun: i.. love i thank you
bunny n puppy
soobunny: i'm sorry that we're intruding you two beomgyu, but it just affects us too. we don't like you two being this, not like before anymore and avoiding and being awkward. taehyun was just trying to help and i know he could be that exaggerate about it.
pupgyu: i know, im so sorry too hyung. i'll talk to hyunie later. its just, i dont want to further yeonjun away because of these. and taehyun just pointing it all out makes yeonjun and i...
soobunny: but you said you dont want to be bros with him anymore right? why?
pupgyu: i want to know if he'd think the same way without that label if i tell him i love him and he might maybe think of me differently or more than friends.
soobunny: basically taehyun exposed you and yeonjun got shy? hmm
pupgyu: maybe, he couldnt look at me in the eyes anymore. when he calls me beomgyu-bee he immediately change it to bro, and somethings just off.
soobunny: he calls you beomgyu-bee? what a weird ass pet name
pupgyu: I LIKE IT OKAY, i dunno we call each other bee and pie when its just the two of us urjkfdo i miss him :(
soobunny: alright, i understand now. thank you for sharing and also remember that you still have us okay? we can give advice or comfort you.
pupgyu: i know, i love you guys
soobunny: love you too, btw what's with taehyun with that someone he likes that is already taken?
pupgyu: oh uh.. nothing im gonna go now thank you again.
soobunny: now? its late night beom.
pupgyu: i'll be safe!
beomgyu put down his phone on the coffee table. both his hands went to cover his hand then hold his head, he lets go of the tension as he sigh. looking around his room, with thoughts running his head.
he wonder how did things end like this? would he really sacrifice their friendship because he loves him?
he stood up from his bed and wear his coat, left the room and the house. walk around clear his thoughts, the street was empty, night telling him to be home. but he'd rather be alone now.
the sky was also empty that night, beomgyu wonder if it feel the same way his heart does? the void and longing for light seem to be impossible right now. hours still have to pass for day to come.
beomgyu just wants to be with yeonjun.
but it might be impossible now, as he look across the road. two people together and one of them is yeonjun.
turns out the moon wasn't for him tonight or might be forever.
❤ sweet bros ❤
beomgyu-bee: so you and her are together now?
beomgyu-bee: that's why you've been avoiding me right? you knew i have feelings for you.
yeonjun-pie: beomgyu i.. im so sorry. i dont want to hurt you.
beomgyu-bee: well, one way or another i will still get my feelings hurt. i understand.
yeonjun-pie: i do understand everything in the gc.. back when you hinted you do like me.
beomgyu-bee: its my fault too for hoping that maybe my bestfriend also likes me back, assuming. and god i hate me, i
beomgyu-bee: and everyone keeps telling me that you do have feelings for me so i thought..
yeonjun-pie: ... i knew about it, but i tried getting away so you wouldn't.. hope or thought that i do have feelings for you, because i already like someone else. you're my bestfriend, so special to me and i dont want this to broke us apart.
beomgyu-bee: i dont understand why you think, these actions would help me.
beomgyu-bee: yeonjun can you do something for me?
beomgyu-bee: leave me alone, just a month or something. i'll
beomgyu-bee: move on, try.
yeonjun-pie: i cant do that
beomgyu-bee: when i can finally look at you again without the ache in my heart, lets be back as the bestest bro alright?
yeonjun-pie: im sorry
beomgyu blocked yeonjun
puppy n cat
cataehyun: im sorry about yesterday
pupgyu: its alright
cataehyun: i just want you two happy, i care im sorry for being an intruding bitch.
pupgyu: doesnt matter anymore
cataehyun: what why?
pupgyu: saw him last night with her, and i was shook i
pupgyu: he saw me and we talked
pupgyu: told him i like him, he rejected me of course. they're together now.
cataehyun; bitch wait a minute my heart cant
cataehyun: THEFU K BUT HE LIKES YOU?!?!
pupgyu: he doesnt, taehyun it hurts so much. be ause iwas hoping too that maybe he likes me back. im expecting something so great but fuck me i he doesnt feel the same of course why am i such an
cataehyun: hey, you know what? lets just go to somewhere else, clear your mind. i'll be there too.
pupgyu: ure so strong taehyun, you like kai but you let him go. you hold it, even though everyday you'd see them together. that hurts right
cataehyun: i know, it does hurt still but i guess if he's really not for me and all it is was for me to find out that maybe i should look at myself more than keep chasing someone who's obviously meant for someone else. then, yeah lez love ourself instead.
pupgyu: lmao teach me
cataehyun: right i will, now lets go?
cataehyun: we should go to karaoke and sing our hearts out.
pupgyu: you'd be gonna spend all money on karaole taehyun
cataehyun: yes i will
cataehyun: we deserve this bitch lets go
pupgyu: alright BUT you better treat me ice cream too.
STAN KIM SEOKJIN
taehyun changed the gc name to STAN KING TAEHYUN
soobin: taehyun are you serious
cutiekai: can we do stan huening kai next? ❤
taehyun: why are y'all quiet
taehyun added yeonjun in the gc
yeonjun: i dont think i should be here
yeonjun: my twin
cutiekai: yes hyung
soobin: where are you yeonjun? we ordered pizza for lunch.
cutiekai: I ASKED FOR PIZZA ❤ all three kinds, hawaiian, peperoni and cheese
soobin: i still dont like hawaiian
cutiekai: bitch deal with it
soobin: you're gonna call me a bitch now? hmm?
cutiekai: no binie, :( sorry, love youu ❤❤
taehyun: btw me and beomgyu are not gonna be there for lunch
yeonjun: where you two going?
taehyun: we're on the arcade playing right now
beomgyu: taehyun foCUS ON THE GAME WE'RE LOSUNG
taehyun: right.. so, how are the three of you?
soobin: good actually, i just watered the plants.
cutiekai: he ALMOST drown them
soobin: well fed actually
yeonjun: dId yoU TOOK ME OUT
cutiekai; yeah trash is out
beomgyu: IS2G TAEHYUN THIS IS WHY CAPITALISM STILL EXIST, YOURE NOT FOCUSING ON THE GAME.
taehyun: it has gotten boring, why am i involved with that capitalism
beomgyu: yah YOU DONTUNDERSTAND IM ON MY LAST LIFE
taehyun: good cause im STARVING, god beomgyu if you gonna take me out on a date be considerate
cutiekai: oh yeah remember when i said i have this handsome friend? well its taehyun
taehyun; omygod kai stop feeding my ego
soobin: should we stan beomhyun taegyu
taehyun: lmao no ewww
beomgyu: WE'RE BOTH BROKENHEARTED LETS DATE INSTEAD
cutiekai: my tummy hurts laughing
soobin: i ship
kittyjun n cataehyun
kittyjun: are you dating beomgyu?
cataehyun: why you jealous?
kittyjun: im asking you seriously taehyun
cataehyun: nah we're just hanging out, lmao he's so cute rn tho.
kittyjun: you dont like him like that
cataehyun: im aware and he knows, we're just joking around.
kittyjun: then stop pretending like you two date
catehyun: what if we date
kittyjun: stop it
cataehyun: i'm trying to help him move on from you yeonjun
kittyjun: not that way, just be a good friend while i still cant.
cataehyun: you dont need to ask me that, beomgyu is a nice guy he had also help me. i'm his friend, i know what to do.
kittyjun: BUT DONT DATE HIM
cataehyun: lmAo we're just both singles tryna hang out and you know, being this goofy couples on the arcade
kittyjun: i hate you
cataehyun: love you too sweetie❤
cataehyun: hAVE FUN WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND BTW, imma just be with your bro ❤
we back again
yeonjun: tAEHYUN IS2G
taehyun: kai do it
yeonjun: KAI NO
cutiekai: im sorry hyung, you'll still treat me ramen right?
yeonjun: i WILL BUT PLS DONT DO IT ;( HYUNG IS SmAD
taehyun: i dont believe him, kai we've talked about this. DO IT
soobin: can we just have a day where you guys are not SCREAMING BECAUSE IM READING HERE
cutiekai: omygod...... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
soobin: im breaking up
taehyun: and i OOP
yeonjun: SOOBINIE HELP
cutiekai: ure breaking up with me? :(
soobin; baby no, just stop screaming alright? i cant focus on this book
cutiekai: OFC MY BINNIE IS WHIPPED FOR ME
soobin: no i'm whipped for this book, i wanna read in PEACE.
taehyun: WHIP THE BOOK, YEET
beomgyu: guys taehyun's on drugs
yeonjun: oh no, we must do operation taehyun.
cutiekai: omygod lets do it
taehyun: >:( BEOMGYU
beomgyu: EVERYONE GET ON OUR ROOM AND HUG TAEHYUN
taehyun: IF ANY OF YOU CAME NEAR ME I WILL THROW HANDS
soobin: i'd be scared if its yeonjun saying it
yeonjun: LEZ GIVE HIM LOVE
beomgyu: GIVE HIM LOVE!!!!!
cutiekai: aND SPAM YEONJUNNIE HYUNG'S PICTURE WHEN HE WAS YOUNG
soobin: dont worry hyung, i have kai's
cutiekai: I TRUSTED YOU ㅠ ㅠ
yeonjun: WAHAHAHAHA SOOBINIE IS ON MY SIDE NOW
beomgyu: i have curly youngjunie pic
yeonjun: BEOMGYU DONT SHOW IT PLS
beomgyu: WHERES MY KISS FIRST
yeonjun: KISS IS ALL U WANT? ALRIGHT IM COMING
beomgyu: oH wAiT
soobin: i can finally read in peace.. or not still.
taehyun: where are the hugs damnit
hello kids, sunshine here is bACK
btw IDK HOW TO INSERT PICS PLS TEACH ME INEEDA SHARE YEONKAI CUTIE ASS PICS
also if u are wondering where have i been, where was i when this fic became dry (joke)
well GIRL, i had a battle since im not getting in any uni THATS HOW DUMB I AM
im gonna be uneducated undergratuated bRAT, but im searching for jobs rn
i applied to a computer shop (which would help me stream mykpop groups if i got accepted, and get paid thats a win)
YEET TALK TO ME IN TWITTER Y'ALL LEZBIGAY FRIENDS
we back again
cupidkai: arent u a cutie hyung? uwu
soobin: dont worry hyung i have his
cupidkai: still a cuTIE
soobin: djashjkdsa waiT
yeonjun: SOOBIN IM WAITING
beomgyu: LOOK HOW CUTE TAEHYUN IS
cupidkai: SOOBIN SEND ME CUTE PICS TOO
soobin: im tireeed
cupidkai: okii go to sleep
soobin: come here?
yeonjun: YAH! NOT ON HERE PRIVATE MESSAGES EXIST
cupidkai: okay coming love you hyunggg
taehyun: how many pics do u have of me
taehyun: ha if u think u can make me mad WELL NO BICH
beomgyu: what were we doin again
taehyun: IM MR STEA L YOUR GIRL
beomgyu: what taehyun you like his girlfriend?
taehyun: ew straight no
yeonjun: IM OFFENDED
taehyun: BEOMGYU LETS GO
taehyun: lets go to a restaurant im gonna treat u ice cream THAT IS NOT MINT CHOCOLATE
yeonjun: beomgyu even if its not mint chocolate i'll take it from you!!
beomgyu: i have no money
yeonjun:THEN i'LL TREAT U
taehyun: beomgyu sweetie we talked about this
taehyun: OOP SOMEONES AT THE DOOR ITS UR GIRL YEONJUN
yeonjun: OH OK BYE EVERYONE
taehyun: i told u bitch
beomgyu: but :(
taehyun: lets go i'll treat you ice cream alright?
hueningkai: someone should establish a law for justice of stuff toys rights
taehyun: you guys are bullying him again
soobin: SAY THE L WORD
hueningkai: NO YOU PUT TOBIN ON THE HIGHEST TOP SHELF IN THE KITCHEN AND EVEN I CANT REACH IT.
yeonjun: omg soobin u a bad guy
hueningkai: YEONJUN HYUNG YOU PUNCHED TOBIN SEVERAL TIMES, THATS BULLYING
beomgyu: uwu stop bullying the kid
taehyun: TBH im just gonna grab my pop corn
soobin: yeah do that you wouldn't be able to help him anyway since you will never reach the tOP SHELF
beomgyu: omg love he called you short in a different language
taehyun: at least iM NOT AN ABUSER.
hueningkai: i will cry on the floor until someone bring tobin down
beomgyu: i wish we were all still taller than hueningkai like who gave him that height please hELP AND GIVE JUSTICE TO US
soobin: cant relate
taehyun: soobin ure on my death list
yeonjun: oop i went to the kitchen to grab my favorite mac and cheese , burger with fries and mozzarella melted cheese on top and saw huening literally pouting and crying
soobin: Jrjlkdkdrjr FUCK OKAY BYE GUYS
taehyun: Is2g if hes just gonna treat kai like that i MIGHT DO SUMN
beomgyu: are u srs
taehyun: what do you think
beomgyu: what about me im heartbroken, single, cute
taehyun: bitch im not gonna date your ass you dont prioritize me when we're dating
yeonjun: what the actual fuck? you two goes on dates? beomgyu...??????????
beomgyu: huh ... we always on arcades?
taehyun: yes aND AT FIRST HE WAS CUTE BEING A WHINY BITCH AS WE KILL ZOMBIES BUT SOONER AFTER I BOUGHT US FOOD HE BE LIKE "OMG TAEHYUN YOU DID NOT ORDER MY COKE." LIKE BITCH I ORDERED U COKE
beomgyu: BUT THERE WAS NO COKE
taehyun: I DO NOT MAKE MISTAKE ITS THEIRS
yeonjun: you two go on dates/arcades, argue about orders and call each other love?
taehyun: yeah got problem?
yeonjun: i cant believe this, its the two of you now? beomgyu what about me?
taehyun: maybe if u didn became stupid
yeonjun: i wasnt, i just like someone else
taehyun: then what are you on about now huh?
yeonjun: i mEAN its supposed to be me and beomgyu ONLY to be the bro forever
taehyun: but baby beom loves you and you kinda went act stupid and only told him that u dont see him like that when you knew his feelings about u and just POOF “aye beombi i actually have girlfriend now so stop pining over me.”
beomgyu: taehyun stop please
yeonjun: okay fine that was shit, but beomgyu is still important to me and he is still my bro. taehyun i know you dont like beomgyu like that too, so stop dating him
taehyun: BITCH WHO SAID I DONT
beomgyu; oh my fucking god
taehyun: thats right hoe, i will steal beomgyu so back the fuck up, he your bro? he my man so let it go
beomgyu left the conversation
hueningkai: OMYGOD GUYS YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE THIS
hueningkai: so binnie said we can play my stuff toy and he acted all cute and then asked me to kiss him so he would get tobin for me.
hueningkai: my babe really be demanding like that
soobin: baby i dont think theyre ..
hueningkai: WHAT HAPPENED TO BEOMGYU HYUNG?!
Stop the drama
Soobun reset the chat
Soobun changed his username to Soobun
Soobun: I realized we've been tasteless.
Soobun changed GC name to Stop the drama
Hueningkai changed his username to Bday boi
Soobun: Kai its not your birthday yet.
Bday boi: IKNOW BUT likE i cant wait for yall gifts!
Yeonjun changed his username to Cool Hyung
Cool Hyung: bold of you to assume were gonna give u gifts
Soobun: I know right.
Bday boi: YAH! :(((((
Cool Hyung: whahahah dont worry kid, i think i can order u some cake or sumth
Bday boi: eh..
Cool Hyung: be greatful u child
Soobun: Yeonjun have you made up with him yet?
Cool Hyung: why would I?
Bday boi: this drama will take so long omygod
Soobun: Are you really gonna let things like this hyung? Even Taehyun is like in the middle now.
Cool Hyung: taehyun likes him, i dont care anymore.
Teahyun and Beomguy
Teahyun: Sis im gonna beat him up
Beomguy: no im done with it. with this feelings and hope
Beomguy: i hate myself
Teahyun: Beomgyu... Dont blame yourself. Its really hard to control feelings, you're doing your best.
Beomguy: i know.. but with everything im still hoping like an idiot that he will become jealous of us and show that he actually like me like its all fanfic, you know? im stupid.
Teahyun: Damn breaking fourth walls, it'll really be like that. You're really not fine. Man i wish i really have feelings for you so its a happy ending and we can change this all into beomhyun instead.
Beomguy: aahhh i hate this
Teahyun: Hey. I think im gonna confess to Kai on his birthday
Beomguy: why? kai and soobin are already together? youre just gonna hurt yourself
Teahyun: I know that, I already know that. But my heart doesnt, I still have that feeling whenever i see him. When he smiles and laugh and I just really admire that. The thing is, When you love someone we wont just be happy to have them like us back, but to express that. And I want to, I want him to know.
Beomguy: express.. love?
Beomguy: but what about the aching feeling? when we feel hurt cuz they love someone else and we dont deserve them?
Teahyun: Well we already live a life where we cant just be happy right? Its all ups and down, so its the matter of cherishing the happiness and learning from aches
Beomguy: will we ever move on?
Teahyun: I dont care, but we should.. move to tomorrow. Because moving on is not just about having that love dissappear, but being able to carry on without having to think about that feeling to much.
Beomguy: omygod Taehyun youre so smart
Teahyun: Bitch you just find out?!
Beomguy: HAHAHA okay but seriously.. i think i will too.
Teahyun: Will too what?
Beomguy: cherish happiness and Learn from aches
Teahyun: together tomorrow?
Beomguy: ure the best
stop the drama
bday boi: TMR YALL :****
bday boi: pls i lov cakes and cookies and ice creams AND OH OH PIZZAAA ❤❤❤❤
Cool hyung: our performance is on sep kai we need to practice
bday boi: u R kiddin
bday boi: right?
Cool hyung: no im sorry kai, we would love to celebrate your birthday but you know how hard the choreo is and beomgyu and i are still awkward as hell he doesnt even attend practice
Cool hyung: we need to practice this week at least some steps till chorus
bday boi: oh ok
Soobun: Baby? Dont be so upset okay? Tomorrow we'll try to have delivery foods so we can eat it, alright?
bday boi: :) yes okay thanks
Soobun and Cool hyung
Soobun: THIS IS SO HARD I CANT SEE HIM BE SO SAD
Cool hyung: IKR But hey! its gonnall be awesome surprise! he would fucking flip once he see's it.
Soobun: i Cant eNduRe him being silent right now though, like we know when he's upset the whole doRM Is gonna be quiet as fuck or you and beomgyu will try— oh wait
Cool hyung: shit now you remind me
Soobun: Seriously hyung are you just gonna let this things flow? And wait till he goes back again? Because I dont think this is it chief
Cool hyung: .. im thinking about it, but for now kai's birthday and our performance comes first
Soobun: dont forget yourself too
Cool hyung: of course.. actually i just broke up with her
Cool hyung: i realized some things....
makneez and cheez
Teahyun: hey is somethings wrong?
bday boi: oh nothing
Teahyun: i literally havent heard you or seen you being a brat since morning theres something wrong
bday boi: im fine :)
Teahyun: child dont lie to me
bday boi: WHY DO U SOUND LIKE BEOMGYU HYUNV OMG IS THIS THE OUTCOME OF U TWO BEING SO CLOSE NOWADAYS?! BRING TAEHYUNNIE BACK ㅠㅠ
Teahyun; LMAO, okay then.. is it about your birthday? your boyfriend? missing your family? identity crisis? couldnt concentrate? what is it?
bday boi: i feel like.. i feel like
bday boi: nvm
Teahyun: i will come to your room and throw your plushies
bday boi: TAEHYUN UR SUPPOSED TO COMFORT ME :(((((
bday boi; i just.. i miss us
bday boi: i miss us 5 together you know? not as a group of performer, or idols, just us 5 together? with beomgyu hyung and yeonjun hyung avoidin each other its so weird, and tomorrow is my birthday and im fine with it not being celebrated
bday boi: but these days Yeonjun hyung doesnt even care about anything but practice and just letting things like this and beomgyu hyung doesnt even go outside anymore but his studio not even chatting us but with you. you also being distant to me, to everybody and i know you guys have life on your own but i miss us altogether and i know i sound so bAd right now thats why i wanna keep this to myself instead
Teahyun: im sorry i didnt mean to.. i guess im just uh thinking a lot these days
bday boi: what is it?
Teahyun: i also miss you a lot kai so much
bday boi: i miss you too so much
Teahyun: are you happy with him?
bday boi: can we talk in person instead?
Teahyun and Beomguy
Teahyun: i dont think i can do it
Beomguy: do what?
Teahyun: confess to him
Beomguy: EASY TO SAY HARD TO DO. NOW U KNOW THE FEEL RIGHT?
Teahyun: like the way he's telling me how Soobin is such a perfect boyfriend I WANT TO VOMIT
Beomguy: hey no back out u said u will do it and once u do we figure out how to move on together like some diaries show of broken hearted teenagers
Teahyun: omygod thats actually a nice idea of a movie
Beomguy: shut ur white girl ass up
Teahyun: U SUGGESTED IT BITCH.
Teahyun: also kai is sad af that ure always in studio bc of avoiding yeonjun.
Beomguy: oh fuck u right i am
Beomguy; AAAAAHH I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE CHILL LIKE IT DIDNT HAPPEN
Teahyun: Some things are just easy to say and hard to do
Teahyun: also we cant avoid problems with going to arcades anymore its affecting our health, grades and work
Teahyun: also they want us married if we're only gonna interact with each other... ew
Beomguy: shut up you said u would bang me if u have feelings for me
Teahyun: I DIDNT SAID BANG I SAID 'I'D TAKE YOUR TRASH ASS OUT' this is why youre not my type
Beomguy: yeah your type is a child with mature body, baby face and dolphin like screams
Teahyun: i hate you
Beomguy: hate u too b
Beomguy: are you knocking on my studio right now? at this goddamn hour kang taehyun?
Teahyun: what? no! also why a r u not on our dorm rooms yet? isnt 1:30 am
Beomguy: wait whos in here then?
Teahyun: lmao rip bye
Teahyun: wait where u go
Beomgyu felt his hand shake when he heard someone knocking outside his studio door and Its almost 2 am and he was sleepless all this week trying to produce music and keyword 'trying'. he doesn't want to die yet or not at least today.
he's brokenhearted, confused and to be honest lost these days. so he distracts himself with music that it is his escape, he can be happy in here he believes.
he stood up from his chair and dumbly put his phone down. “im a man.” muttering to himself, chest up like he is about to face some monster and confidently will try some punching technique from street fighter game from arcades.
his hand reached for the knob the other turned to a fist to punch and once the door completely opens he ready himself to punch. but it was yeonjun who's outside his door, all in his pajamas and cute sweater.
Beomgyu lost the fight his fist turned to be a shield to hide his blushing face, flustered. suddenly his heart aches because how can he be so weak for yeonjun and why is this so unfair?
“why are you here! its midnight!”
“that's what i am here for, its 2Am and you weren't home yet.. you've been here for weeks beom.”
“that's none of your concern sir, i am very much fine.”
“shut up! also why dont you come in? i thought you were some kidnapper or something.”
“come in? i'm here to take you home.”
“i dont wanna.”
“beomgyu.. lets go home, you've been here for the whole week. what are you eating here anyway? what are you doing? are you okay here?”
beomgyu didn't answer if he could he'd say its because of him. how he cannot stand seeing him in their dorm room, hear him calling his girlfriend or seeing him get ready to date his girlfriend or being just happy not because of him.
and if beomgyu couldn't control his feelings, then he'll avoid it instead.
“you cant avoid me forever beomgyu.”
like as if yeonjun read his mind, the boy speaks. or maybe he does can read his mind, after all they've been friends since forever.
“just leave me alone, didn't i tell you that i will go away? i will come back once im okay.”
“i tried to wait, and actually i realized it wont work. i cannot just wait for you to be okay, you are okay beomgyu its just some stupid feelings.”
and that hurt. beomgyu looked down.
“i'll stay here with you then.”
yeonjun entered his studio and the boxes of salad, sandwiches and pizza are scattered on the desk. cans of coke on the bin and some pillow fort was assembled on the corner with Ryan (the stuff toy) inside.
yeonjun chuckles and sat down the floor.
“so you've been just hibernating here like some bear?”
“i didn't let you in to hear your judgements.”
“damn alright, then tell me... why?”
“you already know.”
yeonjun was sat on the floor with beomgyu on the opposite direction sitting on his chair. their eyes directed to each other and beomgyu doesn't know how in the world could he do this right now, probably because he's sleepless.
“you right i do, but i wanna hear it from you.”
fuck, beomgyu hates this.
“dont think what you feel. say it to me.”
“i hate this.”
“you wanted to know! so yes, i hate this.. being with you right now.”
“okay? yeonjun i hate being with you right now.”
“okay stupid... go away.”
“you've been here for a week... actually you've been gone for almost a month now, beomgyu. you disappear from me.”
“i .. i just wanted to move on.”
“ugh oh my god yeonjun you're becoming annoying.”
“why do you want to move on?”
“because we're bestfriends? you love someone else? because... it hurts.”
yeonjun didn't answer, so beomgyu continued on eyes on his hands. its difficult to face yeonjun now.
“i hated that i grew this feelings for you, i hated that its hard, i hate that you love someone else and cannot love me back, but if there's one thing i hate the most its that i dont even want to move on.”
beomgyu bit his lip, he doesnt know why he's letting this out now. this felt like a dream and surreal, how can he just let himself be open in front of him?
“i love you yeonjun.”
he saw yeonjun's eyes, how it expresses nothing but being heard is enough. yes, beomgyu expects yeonjun to attack him right now with a kiss but of course this guy dont feel the same.
beomgyu is starting to accept things.
“god, i swear this feelings started when we we're like first trainee's. i was damn quiet because i want to know who could be loud as me and there you are, handsome, high ranked, friendly weird hyung.”
yeonjun finally reacted with a laugh “weird? hey you were the weird one! i really thought you were shy then the next day youre a complete different person i thought you were some ghost joke or alien!”
“how dare you! im not an alien i just want to be surprising.”
“you are beomgyu, you give so much surprise and you are cool.”
“you hated me because you thought i bullied you hyung.”
“then why were you friendly to everyone but me?”
beomgyu chuckles “dunno, i think you were too cool i liked how you were the one approached me first because no one else did if i dont approach them.. but you.”
“i love this beomgyu, being with you.”
beomgyu smiles and thought but you dont love me.
Stop the drama
Bday boi: GOOOODMORNING GAMERS
Teahyun: omg uve been watching pewdiepie
Bday boi: im just studying for my minecraft
Soobun: Baby manager is calling you
Bday boi: oki oki oki
Bday boi: goodnIGHT GAMERS
Teahyun removed Bday boi from the gc
Teahyun: now what will we do?
Soobun: Wheres hyung and beomgyu?
Teahyun: oh yeah beomgyu stopped messaging last night
Teahyun: his last message was about someone knocking on his door
Soobin: WHAT?! WE HAVE TO CALL MANAGER NOW OR SOME POLICE WHY DIDN'T YOU DO SOMETHING?!
Teahyun: because i realized that no one is allowed to go inside the building unless they're an employee or artist and its probably yeonjun
Teahyun: Beomgyu ignored me layk a hoe bc his crush came u know
Soobin: pfFfft o wait hes not in the chat
Soobin added Beomguy on the chat
Beomguy: yes soob wat u want?
Beomguy: do i look like a chef to you?
Teahyun: beom what happened last night
Beomguy: yeonjun came in the studio
Soobin: Yeonjun? But he was just here last night
Teahyun: told u
Beomguy: It was almost 2PM
Soobin: Good thing he arrived safely, what happened?
Beomguy: We talked and slept
Beomguy: SHUT UP, JUST TELL ME WHAT DO YOU GUYS WANT
Beomguy: BITCH me too
Soobun messaged Beomguy
Soobun: Gyu? yeonjun with you right? He's not replying
Beomguy: yeah he fell asleep again in the car, we're heading home.
Soobun: You two finally fixed things together?
Beomguy: what? we're fine.
Soobun: I mean seriously, we all know you two have beef going on. But im glad you're both talking to each other again, also Beomgyu please stop staying at your studio, i will call manager to not let you in there.
Beomguy: omG u mom dont do that im coming back, yeonjun also threatened me last night and said he will always come at my studio if i stay there
Soobun: Just worried
Beomguy: well thank you big guy iM fine
Soobun: You're not, this has happened too before. I know you are probably writing heart aching music right now
Beomguy: HOW DO U KNOW
Soobun: Your emo phase coming back
Beomguy: HDJDJDJD NO AND U R IN NO POSITION TO JUDGE ME KNOWING THAT YOU AND I WENT THRU EMO PHASE TOGETHER.. MY EMO BUDDY
Beomguy: oMG REMEMBER WHEN U TRIED TO DO EYELINER BC U SAW JIN-SUNBAENIM WITH EYELINER, MY EMO ARMY BUDDY
Soobun: blocked you
Beomguy and Teahyun
Teahyun: spill tea spill tea
Beomguy: im in the car rn heading home and surely will truly spill tea on ur head
Teahyun: what got u mad
Beomguy: Yeonjun and Soobin
Teahyun: wow for the first time it aint me or kai
Beomguy: IKR THANK GOD
Teahyun: WDYM?! IM KIND TO YOU
Beomguy: URE NOT,,,,, ALSO last night JJDDJIJDJD
Teahyun: what? last night what?
Beomguy: I TOLD HIM I LOVE HIM
Teahyun: what? why?
Beomguy; I THOUGHT IT WAS SOME PERFECT TIMING YOU KNOW? HE WAS IN FRONT OF ME, and the studio room is dim with my ryan lamp only the light that brightens the room aside his eyes and i felt my heart beating so fast i would almost burst my heart in there and i thought if i say i love you MaYBe magic will happen? and he will? suddenly? like me back?
Teahyun: u big ass stupid beom
Beomguy: WHAT CAN I DO? 😭 MY HEART IS LIKE THIS I CANT STOP IT 😭
Teahyun: what is his reaction tho?
Beomguy: He told me to speak my mind and feelings, i did. he didn't react but he listened
Teahyun: did u feel happy after?
Beomguy: it all suddenly turned to talking about how we first met each other and trainee days, and the last thing i remember was him saying he loves that moment which obviously just us being friends again and THAT HURT and it probably hurt a lot i fell asleep.
Beomguy: when i woke up im in my pillow fort tho, and he fell asleep in the chair. his back probably hurts right now so we're heading home a bit.
Teahyun: stay safe both of you
Beomguy: we will
Teahyun: also beomgyu?
Teahyun: you r so strong. no matter what you will feel or how it will go, just be brave aight?
Beomguy: yes mom
Teahyun: IM NOT SOOBIN
Beomguy; also hey you're confessing to him later right?
Teahyun; yeah.. i'll talk to soobin first
the four boys had a meeting after hueningkai left, they asked their manager to call huening to talk to his parents so they could prepare the whole practice room. it was full of balloons and banners with 'cutie kai day' on them, and of course food on a table.
soobin was the panic one too, making sure everything is in there and perfect. He even count the other members thinking someone left, yeonjun kept making him sure that hueningkai will love all of it.
and he did, once the birthday boy arrived the light turned on the candles lit and everyone sang. taehyun doing all those curly notes, yeonjun beat boxing and beomgyu laughing for some reason.
hueningkai gasp and wipe his teary eyes “omygod guys you didn't,” soobin walked towards him who hug the tall one eagerly “i've always wanted this gift!”
“shut up your gay ass kai.”
“beomgyu its his birthday.”
“i dont care!”
soobin chuckles and puts the party hat in kai's head before giving a peck on his forehead. kai smiled brightly at him before turning to others with big smile.
Teahyun and Beomguy
Teahyun: i canT believe yeonjun bought an alcohol
Beomguy: yeah and milk for us the fuck
Teahyun: also soobin and yeonjun are drunk as hell, are you really sure you'll stay there?
Beomguy; yeah i have stuff to finish on studio
Teahyun: you promised gyu
Beomguy: its almost done dont worry.
Teahyun: hueningkai is so happy today, im happy for him.
Beomguy: im happy too, it seems like forever all of us together and him teasing us all
Teahyun: .. i love him so much.
Beomguy: are you still going to confess to him?
Teahyun; im so scared and i dont want to because im.. but i realized Hueningkai deserved so much love and it would be nice if he find out there are so many in this world who he can make happy with just his existence and one of them is me.
Beomguy; are you sure you didnt drink?
Teahyun: shut up you were like this too with yeonjun
Beomguy: damn u right okay, i hope it goes well hyun
Teahyun: of course duh
beomgyu cannot finish his heartbroken song, he have thousands of words now but.. it just so much more or less to actually describe what he feels. And he wants to find the perfect tune and background or music for it... but he cant.
He crossed his arms and laid his head on his desk, he sighs and stares at the clock. A sudden knock from the door made him jump.
Is it yeonjun again? isnt he drunk? why is he here?
He opened the door and saw yeonjun, face red and eyes staring directly at his. beomgyu gulps, he could feel something about yeonjun.
“u-um.. h-hey bro? why you here?” beomgyu ask awkwardly. he knows yeonjun is tipsy right now, what could he possibly want from him?
yeonjun entered his studio making the door behind him close.
“can you say it again?” he asks, walking towards him and soon they're so close and beomgyu is hyperventilating inside.
“can you tell me you love me again?”
“can you tell me you love me again?”
beomgyu almost let himself to smile but he stopped himself to. zipping his lips and beating heart, instead he look away from the older's eyes its weakening alright?
“yeonjun go home you're drunk.”
yeonjun pouts at him and beomgyu feels like he's gonna give in, how can he not? this boy is pouting and eyes staring at him with his cute cheeks and— omg beomgyu stop
“i just wanna hear you say it again, please?”
beomgyu bit his lip, he looked at yeonjun and god he really loves him. he wants to hug him and kiss his stupid face, tell him he's so dumb for even asking him this when he can just tell him freely that he does love him.
but.. this yeonjun is drunk and probably out of awareness right now. knowing him, he would not ask him this stupid thing if he's sober.
and beomgyu couldn't help but think, if he says he dont what will yeonjun say? what if beomgyu really could stop loving him, will their friendship will go back from when it was?
“yeonjunie, i dont.. i dont love you.”
and beomgyu felt guilty that those words came out easily than he thought and it felt good.
“but ... you said you do.”
“just go home hyung, you're drunk.. whatever this thing on your mind.. it'll go because you dont know what you are saying.”
yeonjun laid down on his pillow fort muttering “but i miss you.”
“we were together earlier and yesterday bro.”
“bro.. you called me bro but you love me.”
“ppfft who said i love you? well i dont.”
beomgyu laughs and sat beside yeonjun who's back laid down eyes half closed.
“isn't this how it should be hyung? were supposed to be just friends and that i dont love you.”
yeonjun opened his eyes again staring at him and beomgyu blushed. because his eyes sincere and looks like they're telling something, beomgyu almost leaned down to kiss him.
beomgyu smiles and leaned down to kiss yeonjun's who closed his eyes and sigh, falling asleep.
“this will be the last time i'll say this,
i love you yeonjun.”
Beomguy and Teahyun
Beomguy: hey? how did things go?
Teahyun: alright... how are you?
beomguy: Yeonjun fell asleep here again, my back hurts coz i slept in the chair.
Teahyun: wtf why not sleep beside him? you guys do that anyways
Beomguy: well.. you see, it all started when my feelings revealed itself. i cannot do that anymore.
Teahyun: wasnt he drunk?
Beomguy: YES and omg he asked me to tell him i love him AND I KID U NOT I ALMOST DID, I said i dont tho for some reason..
Teahyun: ooOP what is his reaction?
Beomguy: IDK JDNNFJDJD HE LOOKED POUTY BUT HES JUST DRUNK
Teahyun: can we go outside before we practice?
Beomguy: of course hyun
Yeonjun-pie and Beomgyu-bee
Beomgyu-bee; ey— JRJRJDJDJJHDHJD
Yeonjun-pie: did something happened?! are you alright?! where are you?! i'll open track device stay still!
Beomgyu-bee: No nono no im fine!!! djdjd its just.. its been so long since.. we chat?
Yeonjun-pie: oh hahaahhaha i thought something happened i was about to run
Beomgyu-bee: silly, im fine. anyways is there something?
Yeonjun-pie: you left the dorm again, and manager said you aren't in the studio
Beomgyu-bee: oh.. taehyun and i are on our way to the arcades, we just had brunch
Yeonjun-pie; oh.. i cooked so i got worried u skip meal
Beomgyu-bee: we're fine, thank you hyung
Yeonjun-pie: also.. last night, i was drunk.. im sorry?
Beomgyu-bee: dont worry u didn't do anything wrong u were just funny last night 😂
Yeonjun-pie: fUNNY? why was i funny?
Beomgyu-bee: u ask stupid questions 😂 srsly bro stop drinking alcohol ure becoming a clown
Yeonjun-pie: i dont ask stupid questions! im sincere
Beomgyu-bee: suree...... —taehyun
Yeonjun-pie: TAEHYUN WHY R U USING HIS PHONE GIVE IT BACK TO HIM!
Beomgyu-bee: 😂 hey im back its me beomgyu, i got my phone. taehyuns jealous rn he said i gotta pay attention on our date. so i got to go now hyung, talk to you later at practice!
Yeonjun-pie: dont hang out with taehyun so much okay? take care and be safe beomgyu-bee
Beomgyu-bee: *😂 ok