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A Flash To his Past

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(Flash and Arrow- (Barry POV))

Team arrow and my team were all in STAR labs when out of nowhere a white flash flashes and all I see before the darkness is Oliver's face of panic.

-(Warblers and New Direction time (Blaine POV))

All of the old Show choir member have met up to discuss the reunion when out of nowhere we wake up after a white flash went off in our old choir room.

I get up and look around and see everyone on the ground and see some other people who I have no idea who they are sitting on chairs facing a large movie theater like screen.

I look up to see what is happening while I notice all of my friends have already gotten up and are sitting on a large sofa reading the note on the screen. I look over and see someone who looks just like Sebastian but I don't go over because I don't know if it's him.

(Barry POV) I start panicking because of what the note says and the people who are here. Apparently we re gonna watching some of my past shows from when I went to Dalton and up until now as the Flash. I see my boyfriend Oliver look over at me in confusion and as he is about to open his mouth the note disappears and a knew one shows up.

"Ok so I am gonna be straight forward and tell all of you what is going to happen. You all are in Barry's or as the Warblers or New Direction knows him as Sebastians head to watch some of his memories. You have no choice in the matter and so that Barry/Sebastian doesn't have to talk I'll explain."

I start panicking because no-one else in central not even Oliver knows that I was a bully and now this person put them all in my head to watch me be one/

"He moved schools from Central City to Dalton because he was severely bullied and was put into the hospital because of it too many times so when he moved he took on the name Sebastian Smythe when he was adopted by his uncle."

"He turned into what he never wanted to be because he wanted to protect himself but only ended up hurting more by becoming snappy, sarcastic, and mean. He moved straight back to central city right after graduating and became a CSI for to CCPD."

You all are here to watch him from his past at Dalton and in Central City. So sit down and watch."



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(Oliver POV)

 

The screen turns on and shows Barry with all the Warbler on the stage as Barry starts to sing.

The screen shows Barry up on a stage with shining lighting shone on him and the other men.  I look over at Barry in shock as On-Screen Barry Starts to sing.


[Sebastian with Warblers:]

Come on, stand, up again

Stand, you’re gonna run again

Everyone in the room turns twods all of the men singing.

[Sebastian:]

Don’t give up,

You’re gonna see tomorrow

[Sebastian with Warblers:]

That you’ll be on your feet again

Everyone in the room starts to become even more impressed with the men.

[Sebastian:]

Sometimes the world’s gonna knock you over

But you will see who are your friends ( [Warblers:] Ooooo!)


[Sebastian with Warblers:]

Come on, stand, up again

Come on, stand,

Stand, you’re gonna run again


[Sebastian:]

Your faith and patience will be your soldiers

[Sebastian with Warblers:]

To guide you through your troubled times


[Sebastian:]

Just put one foot in front of the other


[Sebastian with Warblers:]

The battles are inside your mind


[Sebastian:]

You have the power to face your demons


[Sebastian with Warblers:]

No matter how they go at times


[Sebastian:]

And rid yourself of your fear and weakness

So you can start to live your life ( [Warblers:] Ooooo!)


[Sebastian with Warblers:]

Come on, stand, up again

Come on, stand,

Stand, you’re gonna run again


[Sebastian:]

Come on!


[Warblers:]

Come on, stand, ( [Sebastian:] Come on baby!) up again ( [Sebastian:] Stand yeah!)

Come on, stand, ( [Sebastian:] You can baby!)

[Sebastian with Warblers:]

Stand, you’re gonna run again

Everyone turns to Barry in shock as he starts blushing from all of the attention.

[Sebastian:]

Pick up your will


[Sebastian with Warblers:]

And put on your face


[Sebastian:]

If you need to, just take my hand ( [Warblers:] Take my hand)

It’s time to demonstrate, don’t hesitate ( [Warblers:] Don’t hesitate)

Just get up and say "Yes, I can" ( [Warblers:] "Yes, I can")


[Warblers:]

Come on, stand, ( [Sebastian:] Come on baby!) up again ( [Sebastian:] Stand yeah!)

Come on, stand, ( [Sebastian:] Come on you can baby!)

[Warblers:]

Stand, you’re gonna run again

[Sebastian:]

Stand, you’re gonna run again


[Warblers:]

Come on, stand, ( [Sebastian:] Ohhhh stand yeah!) up again ( [Sebastian:] Stand up again!)

Come on, stand, ( [Sebastian:] Ohhh come on baby!)

Stand, you’re gonna run again ( [Sebastian:] Stand stand!)

Stand, you’re gonna run again ( [Sebastian:] Come on!)

Stand, you’re gonna run again ( [Sebastian:] Gonna run again!)

 

(Nobody POV)

Around the room you hear the applause for barry and the Warblers. One that is over everyone turns towards Cisco as he starts to speak up, “Dude, you were like a completely different person up on that stage and you looked really, really happy. What happened man I’ve never hear you sing or even dance?”

All of the Warblers gasp really loud in shock as all of the people look at them in confusion.

“You mean to tell me our old captain hasn't sang for anyone to hear when he was the one who showed off his voice the most. FOR SHAME.” As soon as Blaine stopped speaking all of the Warblers including Barry went in to a fit of giggles, while everyone for C.C looked at them weirdly before looking back toward the screen waiting for it to continue.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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OK so after seeing that song you all have seen how bad and cruel sebastian was or as most of you know him as barry who is a whole sweetheart. I'm now going to show you a bunch of clips i put together of why he is who he is amd why he was what he was also some other clips too because I can! Enjoy!

First up the best or what you could call the worst of Sebastian Smythe!

Blaine: of course it was you

Seb: no it wasn't i swear I turned over a new leaf. No more Bullying, Blackmail or assault this year.

Blaine: That must be Pretty boring for you?

Sebastian: Yeah it is! Being nice sucks.

Joe took the remote and paused the video and looked over at Barry who was staring at his feet feeling ashamed of himself. One by one they started yelling it about how he could be so mean and how he could ] someone.

“SHUT IT ALREADY I GET IT I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON CAN WE JUST FINISH THE FUCKING VIDEO OR NOT”. Everyone in the room silenced and backed away from Barry as his eyes flashes with lightning and had a red tint to them. They all sat down cautiously away from him.

The scene switches showing Sebastian again.

Sebastian: Hey Blaine. Hello everyone else.

Kurt: Does he live here or…..

Everyone including Barry laughed at Kurt's comment.

The scene switched again showing the walkers walking into a auditorium with Seb (Writing out Sebastian takes too long so he goes by Seb now) Leading them towards New Direction.

Seb: Is whatever this is gonna take long? I can't stand the stench of Public School.

Everyone one looks at Barry with disapproving looks but look away after being on the receiving end of a girl like earlier.

Kurt: I don't like you.

Seb: Fun. I don't like you either.

Everyone laughs at both mens obvious hatred towards each other.

The next scene shows Seb lip singing to uptown girl to some one.

Everyone from C.C looked at Barry who blushed and everyone laughed at him.

Seb: Well isn't it a young Barbra Streisand and a old Betty Wilde where is gay cyclops?

Iris walked over to barry and wacked in in the head and headed back to her seat while glaring at him alike everyone in the room.

The scene shows Seb walking up to blaine.

Seb: Sebastian Smythe

Blaine:Are you a freshman?

Seb: Do I look like a freshman?

Everyone in the room laughed at Blain's Expense.

The next scene showed Seb and Santana in a room filled with chairs.

Seb: She questioned my honor. I demand satisfaction by Warbler tradition

Santana: You wanna have a duel?

The next scene showed Sebastian standing before Kurt and Blaine.

Seb: Oh hey Kurt I almost didn't recognize you, You’re wearing boy clothes for once!

All the men in the room looked like they were about to walk over to to the girls to hold them back judging by the looks upon their faces. All Barry could do is sit and sink in to his eat and wait for the other videos.

Seb: So crazy, i'm sitting over there checking out this guy and all of a sudden im like  Wait a second i know that hair. Whats up buddy how you doing? I haven't seen you online.

Seb: Your gonna come do with Asian Bird flu or whatever Tina BlowWhen Just had.

The next scene shows Santana talking at Seb.

Santana:It is time i show you a little lima high hospitality.

Seb: Unless you wanna join your relative in prison that's probably not the best idea.

Answering the looks sent his way,. “ I was taken in by my rich uncle and aunt and they were both famous lawyers.

Seb: Blaines too good for you, New directions a joke, and one of us has a hard luck case of gay-face and it ain't me.

This time is Oliver who wacks barry over the head with disappointment and anger written all over his face.

The next scene shows Seb and the Walbers dancing and singing before going to show Seb and Santana talking.

Seb: Bummer about Blaine he was pretty. He should have gotten in the way the slushy was meant for Kurt,

The next scene shows Kurt, Blaine and Seb in a coffee shop.

Seb: “A drinking Killer,Well i gotta run but you take care of that Warbler Kurt”

Sebastian winks at Kurt before walking away.

 

The next scene shows new direction and the warblers in a parking Garage.

Santana: Hip-Hop for regionals.

Seb: Against what? The two of you? You really think you're that bad that what they teach at that little public school of yours.

The scene switches again showing Blaine in a Warbler Uniform.

Seb: You know what goes good with a new daulton blazer? An impromptu song!

Blaine: What no!

The next scene shows seb singing a song to a women in a hallway with the rest of the warblers.

Seb: Don’t be modest, I was like i don't know who this Blaine guy is, but apparently he's sex on a stick and sings like a dream.  

The camera pans to Kurt and Blaine who are sitting close together at a table with Seb.

Kurt: Well we are rehearsing for the school musical and at night we do a rigorous skin ritual together.

Seb: And as Sexy as that sounds….

Everyone looks at barry in surprise at how different he is acting. It's as if he's a whole different person to them now.  

Kurt: You ruin the name to the entire gay community

Seb: And you give they Gay Community a cutting edge fashion which is only usually seen on puerto rican pride floats.

The next scene shows Blaine talking to Sebastian.

Blaine: You know you're out there

Seb:Your whole bashul school boy thing. Super Hot.

Oliver moves next to Barry and glares at both Blaine and Barry in jealousy.

The sense pans to Seb and the walbers talking to blaine with Hunter (I'm pretty sure its hunter correct me if i am wrong so i can fix it please)

Seb: Flawless

The final scene is between Sebastian and Santana.

Santana: How is it ok I just told you that Blaine had to have surgery!

Seb:Its ok because i didn't put anything in this one.

Sebastian then throws the slushy at santana's face and walks about with the Walbers.

 

Once the video ends everyone is silent until Barry speaks up.

“ I know that i was a horrible person and i still hate myself to this day because of what i have done to people throughout my life and i am trying to make up for it and i know that nothing i do or no matter how many times i say sorry will make up for it and even if i have to say it a thousand times and I am very sorry for how i treated all of you and i hope you can forgive me. I was lashing out because i was having a very hard home life and i'm sure these next couple videos with show what was going on but even then its no excuse for my actions and i'm sorry”.

Once Barry finished talking no one knew what to say so they just went onto their seats and waited for what was to com




 

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Ok so before we continue his past i would like to show you another song in which Barry/Sebastian sings with not only the Warblers but also New direction. So please save your thoughts for after the film is finished playing then you will have time to speak amongst each other.

Everyone nods their head and looks to the screen to watch the two show choir groups.

[Artie:]

Your butt is mine

Gonna tell you right

Just show your face

In broad daylight

I'm telling you

On how I feel

Gonna hurt your mind

Don't shoot to kill

Come on, Come on,

Lay it on me

All right

 

[Sebastian:]

I'm giving you

On the count of three

To show your stuff

Or let it be

I'm telling you

Just watch your mouth

I know your game

What you're about

 

[Blaine:]

Well they say the sky's the limit

And to me that's really true

But my friend you have seen nothin'

Just wait 'till I get through

 

Santana and The New Directions

Because I'm bad, I'm bad - come on

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - come on, you know

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

Just to tell you once again,

Who's bad?

 

[Sebastian:]

The word is out

You're doing' wrong

Gonna lock you up

Before too long

 

[Artie:]

Your lyin' eyes

Gonna tell you right

So listen up

Don't make a fight,

Your talk is cheap

You're not a man

You're throwin' stones

To hide your hands

 

[Blaine:]

Well they say the sky's the limit

And to me that's really true

But my friend you have seen nothin'

Just wait 'till I get through

 

Santana and The New Directions

Because I'm bad, I'm bad - come on

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - come on, you know

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

Just to tell you once again,

Who's bad?

 

Woo! Woo! Woo!

 

[Blaine:]

We can change the world tomorrow

This could be a better place

If you don't like what I'm sayin'

Then won't you slap my face

 

[Santana and The New Directions:]

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - come on

(Bad, bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know, you know, you know - come on

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

(And the whole world has to answer right now)

Just to tell you

(Just to tell you once again)

 

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad - you know - hoo!

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad - I'm bad - you know it, you know

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

(And the whole world has to answer right now)

Just to tell you once again...

(Just to tell you once again...)

Who's bad?

Everyone looks at Barry in shock after hearing Blaine scream. Oliver then speaks up before anyone can starts yelling.

“Ok Barry you have been a major dick so far, but I have a feeling that you didn't man for it to hit Blake or whatever his name is so would you please explain.”

“You’re right I didn't mean to hit Blaine and we put rock salt into the slushy so that it would stain hit clothes but Blaine being the dumbass that he is jumped right in front of it face first then everything just went on from there”

After Barry finished speaking Blaine came over to Barry and gave him and hug and spoke into his ear. “I’m sorry for being a bitch and not letting you explain yourself I hope we can start over and become friends”.

“I would love that and i’m still very sorry about your eyes I hope we can be better friends.”

Sorry for interrupting your lovey dovey moment but i would like to move onto the rest of barry's past as it will explain a lot so please take your seats and grab tissues you will most definitely need them.

Everyone got a tissue box filled with confusion while Barry paled in his seat as the screen started again.

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Once again Please don't read if you are sensitive to this material. Mentions of self-harm and suicide attempt, and drug usage.

 

The Screen shows a thumb being cut by a razor blade.

 

The camera then moves to show Barry chained in a Bathtub on some type of drug whilst a girl is filming him.

 

Around the room many gasps are heard and everyone starts to cry Barry is sitting in his seat with a far away look in his eyes.

 

The screen then shows Barry in an interrogation room being interrogated.

 

Barry:That's not how it happened

 

Someone in the room (probably cisco) asked “How what happened?”

 

The camera then goes back to barry struggling in the tub as the girl is still video taping him.

 

The Warblers and New Direction are all looking at Sebastian with a mix of Pity and sympathy while everyone from C.C and Star City are looking at Barry with Sadness and Pity, while Barry sits there with a haunted look in his far away eyes.

 

The camera then pans back to the interrogation room as Barry is being interrogated.

 

As the man interrogating him walks away Barry starts to cry as a woman comes up behind him and hugs him as he cries.

 

Oliver then comes over to Barry and hugs him as everyone but Barry cries as he is staring off into space trying to fight the Panic attack he feels rising.

 

The screen shows Barry who looks like he is facetime on his laptop looking upset.

The scene then moves and shows Barry talking to someone looking depressed.

 

The camera moves one again showing Barry on the verge of tears whilst on the laptop once again.

 

It then shows Barry talking to the same man from earlier looking very depressed.

 

The camera is then moving showing Barry walking across what looks like  park of some sort with his hands in his pockets and his head down.

 

Gasps are heard all around the room as they look at the screen.

 

It shows Barry and some girl leaning against a tree and Barry cuts along his left wrist and forearm.

 

All around the room people are sobbing. Kurt and Blaine them come up and oin Oliver in hugging Barry with tears flowing down their faces as Barry plays with the ends of his sleeves of his shirt.

 

The camera shows Barry's arm then switches to his face that has a dopey smile and his eyes half closed.

 

Everyone in the room is full on sobbing by this point and they all come up and hug Barry before the video continues.

 

The screen shows barry as he continues to cut his arm as he passes out from blood loss.

 

The girl is then shown squatting by Barry's passed out body with no trace of panic on her face.

 

Paramedics are then rushing to Barry's body as the start patching him up and putting medical materials on his chest.

 

Everyone in the room is sobbing and have surrounded barry with their bodies. Barry is just sitting there with a blank look on his face and tears in his eyes as he fiddles with his shirt.

 

“Just so everyone knows everything that happened in that video happened because the girl drugged me and made me do very bad things. I'm better now and then happened a long long time ago and if it is ok with you I would like to not talk about any if it until we have a break from theses videos. Now go back to your seats please.”

 

Everyone goes back to their seats and every once in a while they shoot looks at Barry as the next video starts.



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Ok so before we watch Barry Allen Paralyzed we will be watching Super Friend because so far all we have seen is Sebastian and before everything gets all sad again I would like to lift your spirits. Also more people have come to view these videos. Supergirl and Superman. They have already been updated on what has happened so far. So please stay in your seats and watch please!

Barry quickly gave Kara a hug before he pushed Cisco to the floor so she could sit by him. (Much to Cisco’s annoyance and Oliver's jealousy).

 

[BARRY:]

At times like these when life is getting me down

And the world seems like it's gonna end-ship

There's at least one power that we both still have

And that's the power of

 

[KARA:]

Friendship

 

[BARRY:]

Yeah, that's exactly what I was gonna say!

 

[KARA:]

Yeah, it's an easy rhyme

 

[BARRY:]

I'm your super friend

Your super friend

I'll be there in the nick of time

If you're ever in a spot

 

[KARA:]

And if you're not there in time

You can just go back in time

And give it another shot

 

[BARRY:]

I'm actually not supposed to do that anymore

 

[KARA:]

Oh, okay

 

[BARRY:]

Sing!

 

[KARA:]

I'm your super friend

Super friend

 

[BARRY:]

When you need a compliment

I can rattle off a dozen

For instance, I have to say I'm not impressed

By your more famous cousin

 

Both Kara and Barry sink in to their seats as everyone laughs at them. The both quickly pale at the raised eyebrow that Superman gave them.

 

[KARA:]

Thank you! No one ever says that!

 

[BARRY:]

Oh, he's all like "Oh, I'm Superman!"

Whoop-de-whoop-de-whoop

 

[KARA:]

That's a really good impression

 

Both Barry and Kara go from a very white pale to a impressive shade of red because of everyone's laughter.

 

[BARRY:]

Thanks!

 

[BARRY & KARA:]

I'm your super friend

Super friend

 

[KARA:]

When it comes to buddies, pal, you're the best

 

[BARRY:]

I love you more than the lightning bolt I wear on my chest

 

[KARA:]

If you're ever sad, I'll bring you flowers

 

[BARRY:]

You can list "soprano" as one of your powers

 

[KARA:]

Hey, if you're ever broke

 

[BARRY:]

I've got the cash!

 

[KARA:]

On my couch

 

[BARRY:]

You're welcome to crash

 

[KARA:]

And if you ever need a hand

 

[BARRY:]

I'll be there in a flash

 

Barry goes red when Oliver says that he's really adorable after he kisses Barry.

 

[KARA:]

Barry!

 

[BARRY:]

That was funny!

 

[BARRY & KARA:]

I'm your super

(It has a double meaning!)

Friend!

Everyone gives Barry and Kara around of applause for their singing skills.

Ok so you are now going to be watching Barry Allen Paralyzed you will once again need tissues and you might as well move towards Barry and keep him in hugging distance as this will make things a little easier for him to deal with. So please sit and watch.

 

Everyone one looks at the note curiously but nonetheless follows the directions and they grab the respective tissues and move toward Barry in hugging distance.

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Barry is seen alone in the lab before it switches to barry being seen looking up with teary, red eyes and a tear stained face.

 

When did I become so numb?

 

It then switches back to barry being alone in the lab as the camera moves away from him. Then since then changed again to Barry walking into the lab with a smiling face.

 

When did I lose myself?

 

Barry is then seen turning around to face Joe as is voice rings out startling all of the occupants in the room.

 

“Of course I wanna kill him Joe. I wanna do a hell of a lot more than just kill him, I want him to suffer!”

 

Everyone in the room besides Joe look towards Barry in shock at what he just said.

 

All the words that leave my tongue

 

Barry is then seen locken in the chambers yelling and banging on the glass door.

 

Feel like they came from someone else

 

Barry is seen talking to his dad before the scene switches to Barry in a hospital bed running his hands down his face to rid it of tears.

 

Barry is then seen walking up to Cisco and Catilan with distress all over his face.

 

I'm paralyzed

Where are my feelings?

I no longer feel things

I know I should

I'm paralyzed

Where is the real me?

I'm lost and it kills me - inside

I'm paralyzed

 

When did I become so cold?

 

Barry is seen locken in the room closed with the glass door.

 

Everyone's eyes open wide in shock as they see Barry use his super speed to ram a man into the wall while yelling in rage.

 

When did I become ashamed? (ooh)

 

Barry rolls his eyes at Iris and he walks away. He is then seen looking into a room from the doorway with sadness in his eyes. He starts crying as he leaned against the wall by the doorway.

 

Many of the women in the room scoot closer to Barry to comfort him as they notice his sadness.

 

Where's the person that I know?

 

Barry is kneeling above his mother while they are both crying heavily.

 

Many gasps were heard around the room as Barry tucks his head into Olives shoulder for comfort while everyone has tears running down their faces.

 

Barry turns his head smiling at someone before he is then seen again smiling at Iris as she wipe something off his face.

 

Barry is seen hugging his dad from the side while both men are wearing smiles on their faces.



They must have left

 

Barry is again seen in the locked room with the glass doors sitting on the ground filled with anger and sadness.

 

They must have left

With all my faith

 

Barry is seen putting a hand over his mouth as he tries to conceal his sobs as he openly cries by Joe in a hallway.

 

Oliver is hugging Barry while whispering comforting words in his ear whilst everyone else watches the screen.

 

I'm paralyzed

 

The screen keeps switching from a smiling Barry to a blank faced one.

 

Where are my feelings?

 

Barry is seen crying in a suit while talking to someone. Before the screen goes from Barry turning around to him talking to his dad over a prison phone.

 

I no longer feel things

 

Gasps are heard from everyone around the room again as the seen Barry pinning a man to the wall while putting him into a choke hold.

I know I should

 

The next scene Barry is seen baring his teeth at someone in anger before it once again switches to Barry's face close up as he looks upset.

 

I'm paralyzed

 

Barry's sobbing can be heard as he watching his past/one-screen self watch his dad get murder while yelling “NOOOOO!”

 

Where is the real me?

 

Everyone starts to get a small smile on their face as they see Barry smiling, and their grins widen even more as they seen a smiling nerdy Barry dressed up in (adorable) dorky clothing.

 

Barry is then seen laughing and making hand motions while a gun is pointed at him before it switches to Barry and Iris in a coffee shop as Barry turns and walks away with a smile on his face.

 

I'm lost and it kills me - inside

 

Barry is then seen raising his hand behind his head in a sign of stress before he is seen leaning his body and head back onto a porch railing.

 

- inside

 

Barry is seen leaning his body onto the blue wall of the prison with his back to the camera.

 

I'm paralyzed

 

Everyone by now had surrounded Barry with a very large group hug while they all cry as they watch the past shown on the screen.

 

Barry is seen fretting over is dead mother whilst sobbing in his flash uniform with the hood down.

 

I'm paralyzed

 

Barry's elbow seems to come up before he is sitting in a chair looking tense. He is then on the ground looking like he is in pain.

 

I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die

 

And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago

 

Oliver just hugs Barry closer as they see Barry being held off the ground by his throat.

 

Barry starts rising up off the ground with sweat dripping down his face.

 

As Barry is seen being struck by lightning everyone from the glee clubs gasp in surprise ass the didnt know he got his powers from a lightning strike.

 

But it's still alive

 

A young Barry is then seen watching his mom screaming and crying as two speedsters race around her.

 

And it's taking over me - where am I?

 

Barry, Caitlin and Cisco chuckle at the memory from when Barry first woke up from his nine month coma.

 

I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside

 

We go from seeing Barry standing and turning around while he is the flash before he is close up to the camera whilst glaring at something or someone in from of him.

 

But I feel nothing, I wonder why

 

Barry then looks up from glaring and Barry is showing in a suit while ist looks like he is holding back tears.

 

I'm on the race of life and time passes by

 

Barry and another speedster are racing before Barry skids to a stop and looks at what is in front of him.

 

Look

I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets

 

Barry is walking out of a room as flash. He then is  seen looking at someone.

 

Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em

 

Barry is seen in front of Wally as he turns around to face someone.

 

I just watch 'em

 

Barry has tears in his eyes as he watches a family in their living room while he is outside the house.

 

I'm under water

 

Everyone yelps as they seen Barry being electrocuted and being in obvious pain.

 

but I feel like I'm on top of it

 

Barry and Cisco are seen clapping their hands together with big smile on their faces.

 

Everyone in the room smile at the two men with adoring smiles.

 

I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is

 

Barry is at his parents grave before he's dressed in his Flash suit while looking desperate as he talks to someone.

 

I'm in a box

 

Barry is banging on the glasses door in panic, sadness, desperation and rage.

 

Everyone from Team Flash lower their heads in shame while Oliver glares at them in anger because of the way they locked up his boyfriend.

 

But I'm the one who locked me in

Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

 

I'm paralyzed

 

Barry yells “NOOOOO!” as he watches his dad get stabbed through his heart.

 

Everybody's jaws drop in shock as they finally grasp onto the fact that Barry and to watch both his parents die in front of him.

 

Where are my feelings?

I no longer feel things

I know I should

I'm paralyzed

Where is the real me?

I'm lost and it kills me - inside

I'm paralyzed

 

I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)

 

Moments barry has had with his Dad flash (No pun intended lol) across the screen as Barry's Dad says “ I Love You”.

 

Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)

I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)

 

Barry is then seen over his dads body then his mom's body as the both go from on to the other on the screen.

 

I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah)

 

Barrys is kneeling over his mother's body. Cisco is then seen in a blue swirl of light with his arm stretched out towards Barry.

 

Barry's dad is then seen being choked by another speedster before Barry is seen smiling in the lab.

 

I'm paralyzed

Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)

 

Barry turns around to look at somebody.

 

The flash's suit while it is on its holding rack thing is shown.

 

Iris is seen behind a man Flash as he yells out to her, “YOU DON’T KNOW ME!, YOU NEVER DID.”

 

I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)

 

Barry and Oliver-

 

(I know that it is actually Iris and

Barry but this is an Olivarry fic so let’s pretend it

Oliver and Barry.)

 

-Are Kissing.

 

Barry is running in the blue light as flash but then Barry and Joe are seen hugging while Barry is out of the suit in the lab.

 

I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

 

Barry, Cisco and Caitlin are all hugging while in the pipeline.

 

Barry and his mother are seen in Barry's old living room.

 

Barry's Mom (crying): No, no no

 

Barry: I’m not gonna hurt you, I’m not gonna hurt you. Ok? I’m not gonna hurt you. You’re safe.

 

Barry and his mother stare at each other before he says one final time “You’re safe.



Everyone in the room look at Barry ready to start asking questions but stop themselves as the see him asleep with his head in Ollies lap and his faces stained with tears.

 

They look back at the screen as the now notice the note.

 

You all will be given the chance to talk about everything you have seen in the videos but not today, everyone beside Oliver and Barry is to go to their rooms while Barry and Oliver sleep out here as Barry has hand a long couple of days and needs his rest.”

 

Everyone give both Oliver and Barry a gentle hug as to not wake Barry before the go to their rooms awaiting the next day for more of his past.





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Every since I've started this fic I've been reading fics like this for  inspiration and I forgot to save some of the users and this chapter has been a draft on my google drive for a while and I will update this chapter  more as I got on but there are some users I would like to credit for getting inspiration.

 

@Zana_Zoola14 - Wattpad

@Nerdlike3001 - Wattpad

@DianaMontesValdez - Wattpad

@All_about_the_fiction - ao3

@AlixNonak - ao3

@siblingloveF2 - ao3 and fanfiction.net

@Nana20004 - Wattpad

These are all the ones I have used so far but if I use more then They will be added so that they will get credit. 

 

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So now we are  gonna take a break from sad memories. So as of now we are going to watch some videos of Barry/Sebastian singing,acting and dancing so I hope you enjoy!

Everyone's faces light up at the sight of Barry on the screen looking like he is nervous but excited.

 

I've done everything right.

Follow the footsteps

far from behind I pick up

the slack Shirt on his back

food on the shelf paying for

dreams I can afford for myself.

 

Everyone so far is very impressed even people from their respective show choirs.

 

I see the sun don’t look any higher.

I’ve only begun my sacrifice eighteen

years old trapped in a life under

the ground.

 

Joe and Iris along with everyone from C.C and S.C think to themselves how could they never known about Barry’s singing talent.

 

I’ve done everything right what

was expected no father to tell me

what i should do if only i knew.

I’ve severed the bond you shared

with your loved ones the dream

of beyond.

 

Everyone's eyebrow raised even higher in shock from how good Barry sounded.

 

Eyes to the sun don't look any

higher. I’ve only begun my sacrifice.

I brought him up. He brings me

here. I’ll bring him HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

 

Everyone in the room gave Barry a round of applause from his skill.

Kurt then speaks up as he has a suspicious look on his face. “While we were in glee club Sebastian you said you could never sing a note that high yet there you are singing that high of a note looking like you're fresh outta high school. So i’m wondering why you said you couldn’t when obviously you can.”

Everyone is now looking at Barry expectantly as he thinks too come up with a answer trying to choose his works carefully.

“ I only said that because it puts a strain on my vocal cords and if I had told everyone you guys would have had me do songs with high notes in them and I didnt want to chance hurting my voice.”

Everyone seem to accept his explanation and they turn back to the scree for his next song to be played.


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Now we are going to be watching Barry sing a song with two other people. One of them is actually in this room. Barry and him dated for a while in college secretly. Now none of you in this room get to judge either of them because it's not your life so don’t be too judgy.

 

While Barry along with Blaine paled at the thought of everony on figuring out that they dated while Kurt and Blaine were on a “break”, everyone else were too busy to notice their paling faces as they were trying to figure out who he dated as they waited for the song to start.



[Sebastian:]

Dear Evan Hansen

We've been way too out of touch

Things have been crazy

And it sucks that we don't talk that much

But I should tell you that I think of you each night

I rub my nipples and start moaning with delight

 

[Blaine:]

Why would you write that?



Oliver and Kurt move closer to their boyfriends in a obvious displays of possessiveness and jealousy. Oliver gets up and sit in between Barry and Blaine to “seperate them”.

 

[JARED:]

I'm just trying to tell the truth

 

[Blaine:]

This needs to be perfect. These emails have to prove that we were actually friends. Just..I'll do it

 

[Sebastian:]

I've gotta tell you, life without you has been hard

 

[JARED:]

Hard?

 

[Sebastian:]

Has been bad

 

[JARED:]

Bad?

 

[Sebastian:]

Has been rough

 

[JARED:]

Kinky!



Cisco looks over to the blushing Barry and Blaine and asks them “Who even is that third guy on the end?”

 

“He was a college friend we met at an open mic night”, both Barry and Blaine answered simultaneously which didn’t help their boyfriends jealousy.

 

[Sebastian:]

And I miss talking about life and other stuff

 

[JARED:]

Very specific

 

[Blaine:]

Shut up!

 

[Sebastian:]

I like my parents

 

[JARED:]

Who says that?

 

[Sebastian:]

I love my parents

But each day's another fight

If I stop smoking drugs

Then everything might be alright

 

[JARED:]

Smoking drugs?

 

[Blaine:]

Just fix it!

 

[Sebastian:]

If I stop smoking crack

 

[Blaine:]

Crack?!

 

[Sebastian:]

If I stop smoking pot

Then everything might be alright

I'll take your advice

I'll try to be more nice

I'll turn it around

Wait and see

 

'Cause all that it takes is a little reinvention

It's easy to change if you give it your attention

All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you want to be

Sincerely, Me

 

[JARED:]

Are we done yet?

 

[Blaine:]

Well I can't just give them one email. I want to show that I was, like, a good friend, you know?

 

[JARED:]

Oh my god

 

[Blaine:]

Dear Connor Murphy

Yes, I also miss our talks

Stop doing drugs

Just try to take deep breaths and go on walks

 

[JARED:]

No.

 

[Blaine:]

I'm sending pictures of the most amazing trees

 

[JARED:]

No!

 

[Blaine:]

You'll be obsessed with all my forest expertise

 

[JARED:]

Absolutely not

 

[Blaine:]

Dude, I'm proud of you

Just keep pushing through

You're turning around

I can see

 

[Sebastian:]

Just wait and see!

 

[Sebastian & Blaine:]

'Cause all that it takes is a little reinvention

It's easy to change if you give it your attention

All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you want to be

Sincerely, Me

 

[Sebastian:]

My sister's hot



“WHAT THE HELL” is heard throughout the room.

 

[Blaine:]

What the hell!

 

[JARED:]

My bad.

 

[Sebastian:]

Dear Evan Hansen

Thanks for every note you send

 

[Blaine:]

Dear Connor Murphy

I'm just glad to be your friend

 

[Sebastian & Blaine:]

Our friendship goes beyond

Your average kind of bond

 

[Blaine:]

But not because we're gay

 

[Sebastian:]

No, not because we're gay

 

“That's bullshit you both are obviously gay”. Everyone in the room laughs at Iris’s blunt reply.



[Sebastian & Blaine:]

We're close, but not that way

The only man that I love is my dad

 

[Sebastian:]

Well anyway!

 

[Baline:]

You're getting better every day

 

[Sebastian:]

I'm getting better every day

 

[Sebastian & Blaine:]

Keep getting better every day

 

[ALL:]

Hey hey hey hey!

 

'Cause all that it takes is a little reinvention

It's easy to change if you give it your attention

All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you want to be

Sincerely

 

Miss you dearly

 

Sincerely, Me

Sincerely, Me

Sincerely, Me

Sincerely, Me



Everyone gives Blaine and Barry round of applause, even though Oliver and Kurt are still slightly jealous even they can’t deny the chemistry they have on stage. Being the good boyfriends they are they give their respective boyfriend a kiss before they relax back into their seats with a satisfied smirk on their lips.

 

Ok so i’m still choosing the next video to be shown so for now you all can have some food that has been placed behind all of your chairs. Enjoy the food while you can you only have ten minutes until the next video!

 

Everyone rushes to the food table to eat and chat with each other.



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So I have just gotten the full first season of Titans and I was wondering if anyone would like me to do a reaction/past/future AU with everyone watching it ( like young justice and the justice league and teen Titian’s) It would be slower updates but I would like some opinions on if I should do it please comment below.

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Ok so now we are going to take a quick break from music and we are going to watch some quick edits of Barry.

Blaine, Kurt, Oliver, Iris, Caitlyn and many of the Warblers are all fanning themselves as Barry sinks into his seat with a Blush. Many of the males in the room are either crossing their legs or putting a cushion on their laps.

“Damn Barry who knew you could be so hot, I mean you as Sebastian was really hot, but Barry Allen. Just wowww.” Barry's face goes bright red from Olivers comment. He goes to say something but another video starts before he can.

Everyone went from thinking “HOLY SHIT HE'S HOT” to laughing at how much of a dork he really is.

“You are adorable, Barry” Oliver says as he snuggles his face into Barry's neck as Barrys blush starts to rise again.

Throughout the room the word, “Holy shit”, and “Oh my god” are heard much to Barry's horror.