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Bang Bang Bang Bang

It feels like it’s been going on forever.

Clash
Thud
Sough
Rattle

This pounding, these noises.

Bang Bang Bang Bang

All inside his head, only for him to hear.

Clank
Bump
Clink
Bash

Steady. Never stopping. Never quiet.

Bang Bang Bang Bang
Always.
Bang Bang Bang Bang

But it’s okay. He can handle it. He has to.

Bang Bang

It’s just a noisy headache.

Bang Bang

“It’s all you. You’re in control”, he mutters to himself.

Clank Clank

“It’s all you.”

Clank Clank

“It’s only you.”

Clank Clank

“I’m fine”, he says, when Castiel asks. “I’ve got him.”

Clutter

“I’m good”, he answers, when Sam looks at him in concern. “I mean it.”

Sough

“I can handle it”, he tells Jack, who looks at him with a sceptical face. “Don’t worry kid.”

Bang Bang

He is alright. He can live with this. It will get better with time. Right?

Pound Pound

He will get used to it. Eventually, his head won’t feel like it’s going to burst at any moment. Eventually, he won’t have to fight for that door to stay shut.

Scream

It will get better.

Scream

It will get better.

Clash

It will quiet down.

Boom

Right? It will quiet down.

Clutter

It’s going to be okay.

Rattle

It’s going to be okay.

Bang

Right?

Bang Bang

He can handle it.

Bang Bang Bang

He can handle it.

Bang Bang Bang Bang

Right?