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    Things have been...rough, since Derry, and the fucking clown. The aftermath was a fucking mess, dealing with the hospitals, the recovery. Fending off well-meaning but nosy friends. Trying to convince everyone to let him go home. All while feeling like absolute shit, with his insides constantly trying to be on his outsides. And then going home was also a mess, leaving was so fucking hard, especially when Richie...when Richie asked him to stay.

    But Eddie couldn’t stay. He had to go home. Fight with management, fight with Myra, remind himself over and over that he didn’t need her, didn’t need anyone. That she lied to him, like his mom lied to him, lied that he needed them. And then moving out was shit, and living alone was shit, and everything was shit, but. God, full moons are always the shittiest. And then the day after full moons are even worse than that. And he’s so fucking tired, and he needs to sleep, but everything hurts. God, he hurts so fucking bad.

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    17 Nov 2020

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    The future Richie sees while he's caught in the deadlights gives him a chance to save Eddie. In the year afterward, they both try to follow Stan's advice.

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    07 Nov 2020

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    After moving to California to live with Richie, Eddie starts kissing him. And redecorating his house.

    Richie is honestly unsure which one is more surprising.

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    01 Nov 2020

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    wtf this is so good

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    Richie rolls his eyes. “Again, Eddie, why are you here?”

    Eddie shrugs stiff shoulders. “I don’t know, Richie, why does anyone go to their high school reunions?”

    “Uh, because they had good memories there and want to see the people they were friends with as kids?” Richie suggests.

    Eddie makes a face. “Gross, do people actually have those experiences?”

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    or: Eddie drags Richie along to his high school reunion and things get...a little out of hand.

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    17 Oct 2020

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    Kasbrak_kid does it again 😭

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    They kill the fucking clown. It takes them everything they still have in them and they almost die (especially Eddie, Eddie almost dies, and Richie wishes he could say he was too out of it to remember the way he clung to his bleeding body as the rest of them were lifting him up to get him out, or the gaping hole at Eddie’s shoulder and the blood running down his chin) — but they kill the fucking clown.

    It gets better, from there, because let’s be honest, it can hardly get worse — and also because, like Bev says, it’s only possible to move on once you’ve accepted what’s happened to you.

    So, Richie —

    Richie’s never been so good at accepting anything, has he?

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    11 Oct 2020

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