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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    “So, you know how my lease is ending next week?” Buck said, dropping another neatly folded shirt into one of the many moving boxes lined up on his bed. “I, uh- I don’t really know how to say this, but…”

    Taylor looked between Buck and his half empty closet and something must have clicked because her lips suddenly stretched into a wide grin, her eyes glimmering with obvious excitement. Before she could jump to the wrong conclusion, that was, in retrospect, the most obvious one to make, Buck rushed to tell her the news. Unfortunately for him, Taylor beat him to it, and at the same time, they said:

    “Yes, I’ll move in with you.”

    “I’m moving in with Eddie.”

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    When Eddie's father has a heart attack and needs him to come to Texas to temporarily run his business, Buck offers to move in and look after Christopher until he returns home. The sudden distance puts their relationship and the lingering tension between them into a new perspective, and it doesn't take long for both Eddie and Buck to realize that some things are much easier said over the phone than face to face.

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    15 Mar 2022

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    “Why?” Buck somehow chokes out. There are concrete blocks on his chest. They’re crushing him. They’ve been crushing him. But this one might actually break him.

    Eddie looks at him. Finally more than a stolen glance or a brief check. “Because. Christopher. He needs me. I can’t—”

    “You don’t have to leave. You don’t have to quit. Just. Just take a break. Take some time. Then. Then come back. Take as much as you need. As he needs. Take care of him. And you. Just. Don’t… You don’t have to leave.” Please. Please don’t leave. Please don’t leave me. Please.

    Eddie opens his mouth, but nothing comes out, and then he says in that soft, too soft, pleading tone that stacks more concrete on the pile, “Buck.”

    Buck turns and storms off. Before everything breaks apart and there are pieces of him scattered all over everyone’s Christmas.

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    Eddie is leaving the 118, and Buck is devastated. Since they’re no longer work partners, they have to figure out new ways to hold onto each other and heal from their shared trauma.

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    26 Jan 2022

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    Eddie starts dating Ana Flores and people are upset.

    Poor Buck is just confused and was happier when people were less interested in his love life.

    Shannon Lives AU

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    22 Dec 2021

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    When it starts to become a regular thing, with Buck just making it on time and being the first one to leave instead of usually the last, Eddie reminds himself that it’s good for him. That it means Buck has a life outside of the 118, which is healthy.

    Eddie’s happy for him.

    It’s fine. It’s all fine.

    Except, it’s not.

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    Eddie starts to notice something different about Buck, how he's happier but won't say exactly why, and starts to spiral, worried that he created too much of a distance making them not talk like they used to. That is, until he finds out the source of Buck's happiness. Could it help them on the journey to healing?

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    21 Dec 2021

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    Evan Buckley is starting over. He’s moved to Los Angeles with his sister and her family after getting out of an abusive relationship. There he finds his calling, decides to join the Fire Academy and make something of himself.

    That’s when he meets Eddie Diaz, drop dead gorgeous single father whose strong, silent demeanor doesn’t seem to throw Evan. As time goes on, the two grow closer. However as Evan is starting his life anew, his ex has other plans as what was once in the past comes back to find him.

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    17 Dec 2021

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