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    “I goddamn love you.” Bucky bites his peck right through the lace and hugs him close when he squirms. “Now turn over for me, sweetheart. Let me see that ass.”

    Sam obliges, he says, “It’s pretty cute from the back," wiggling his hips.

    Bucky snorts fondly and runs his fingers along the lace that so scantily covers Sam’s hips.

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    Sam learns pretty quickly that Barnes is a tactile sort of guy, but it’s still a surprise when he stops Sam in their shared hotel room post-mission and asks to suck his dick.

    (Bucky keeps giving Sam blowjobs after missions, and while Sam is definitely not complaining, he would maybe like to know what exactly is going on.)

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    01 Mar 2021

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    “It took me a long time to teach myself that I deserved love,” Bucky blurted out. Sam slowly turned around. “After a while, I really believed that I did. Steve, he, uh made me believe that I did. I wanted to die when I woke up. I deserved to die, but he told me that I was worth the world, and I believed him. I believed him, and then he fucking left me. He took that belief with him. If the only other person who believed I deserved to be loved left me, then I knew that I didn’t deserve anything. He fought for me, and then he gave up on me. I gave up on myself too.

    “Then, um, I realized that he never fought for me. It was never for me,” Bucky explained. “I came to terms with that part of it. I still wasn’t sure about the whole ‘deserving love’ thing quite yet, but then there was you. You helped me when I was in my darkest place, and it wasn’t for you. You helped me because you wanted me to be better. Steve never did that. He saved me so that he could have me. You helped me because you wanted me to get myself back."

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    01 Mar 2021

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    When Bucky enters Westview to try to help Wanda Maximoff, he is confronted with something he never expected- Steve Rogers, back from the dead and ready to start a life with Bucky in Westview. It's everything that Bucky ever wanted, everything that Steve abandoned when he went back in time to live his life with Peggy Carter. But Bucky and Sam have been involved for months, and Sam is waiting for Bucky outside of the Hex. Bucky has to make a choice- the life he always wanted with Steve, or a new start with Sam?

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    01 Mar 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Sam is nice about his scars. He kisses them gently after nightmares, traces along the edges of them with his fingers. He tells Bucky his scars are good, that they show how strong he is.

    He doesn't feel strong. Never has.

    OR: Bucky is insecure about his scars. When an injury forces him to show them, he struggles keeping up the facade he's put up of being okay. Sam and Sharon help.

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