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    Anyway, Dwight Yoakam can go fuck himself.

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    17 Jan 2022

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    Of course he fucking knows. He always has. Maybe the shape of it has changed over the years, or the specific content, the nature. In his time he's become about ten different impossible people and they've all had a different idea of the good life. But he knows his constant. He knows what he's always wanted. It's the asking that's always killed him.

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  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Dean?” she says, voice wavering. “Um, can I get your opinion on something?”

    And you’re a fucking fool, because you look up.

    She’s barefoot. It’s the first thing you notice, before you your gaze climbs the golden length of her shaved legs to land on the rest of her, and—then your heart is stopping, it’s breaking, it’s leaping up into your throat to choke you. She’s in a fairly simple push up bra and matching lace boy shorts—white, like your mother’s dress when she burnt on the ceiling, white like a bride, white like hotel sheets, white like she read your mind, and heard what makes you wet. “Jesus, Sammy,” you say, tearing your eyes away, feeling your cheeks color. “What the fuck are you doing.”

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    15 Jan 2022

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    She nods, frowning. “Or you just want me to get something modest because it freaks you out to think I could be sexy.”

    And yeah, it does freak you out. But you don’t tell her she’s sexy like this—she’s sexy in your hand-me-downs, in her holy cotton briefs with the rust stain in the crotch, a few dark pubes escaping from the leg holes and darkening the tan of her legs. She was sexy a few months ago, before she started rebelling in this specific way, she’s been sexy since the dawn of time because she’s your sister which means she’s yours and there’s nothing sexier in the world that possessing a girl entirely, knowing her inside and out, letting her touch your stomach where you’ve got a little bit of a beer-gut.

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Quit asking, Sammy.” The first sound he’d heard from the other side and Sam fell silent to listen, chest heaving, cheek pressed to the door. Dean’s voice was raw like he was the one who’d been yelling and crying outside a locked door for the past hour. “You gotta let this go.”

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    12 Jan 2022

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    “We can’t.”

    “We could.”

    “I can’t.”

    “You want to.”

    “You’re just a kid.”

    “Is it cuz I’m a kid, or cuz I’m your kid brother?”

    Dean finally looked at him, the muscles in his neck and jaw going haywire, his forehead so scrunched up Sam was sure he’d have old-man lines there by the end of the night. All he wanted, all he could think about, was how he ought to be allowed to reach out and smooth them away. Dean was looking at him, staring, really, studying him like he might not get to see him again, and didn’t seem to realize Sam was staring back. When he did, when he met Sam’s eyes, he shivered. “Sammy, I don’t…I don’t know how to separate it. You’re my brother, and I…”

    “You love me?”

    Dean’s shiver this time was more of a shudder, his whole body tensing in waves, rattling the chains of his swing. Sam reached out, hooked his fingers through the links and tugged, pulling them together to meet in the middle, and kissed him.

    Dean pressed two fingers to the corner of Sam’s jaw, not kissing him back, just breathing against his lips, and Sam pulled away first.

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    Summer of 1998 finds Sam and Dean living at a motel in eastern Wyoming for a handful of baking, dusty weeks. Left alone just long enough in an in-between place, full of in-between people, to breach the boundaries of brotherhood Dean has carefully built.

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    03 Jan 2022

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    Dean wanted to ask what Delaney had been talking about but Sam fell asleep against his shoulder on the drive home. He gradually slipped down with the rocking of the car until his head was resting on Dean’s thigh, mouth was smooshed against his leg, drooling a wet spot on the denim just like when he was a little kid. That was a sick thought to be getting hard to, but the motion of the car rocked Sam’s head in his lap, making his dick plump up in his briefs. Skull-fucking, Dean thought, unbidden, and then resisted the urge to smash his forehead into the steering wheel. If he drove them off the road he’d maybe deserve it, but Sam and Baby didn’t.

    In the motel parking lot, he levered Sam into a sitting position, away from his dick, before saying, “Wake up, kiddo. You’re too big to carry inside.”

    “Mmm, Dean,” Sam mumbled. His eyes slit open, gleaming in the light from the VACANCY sign, and he smiled. “I’m hungry, Dean.”

    Dean rolled his eyes. “If you go inside and lie down I’ll get you a snack.”