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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    “What’s it to you, Connor?” he asks, finally turning to his predecessor, and he looks angry, almost wrathful, even as tears bead at the edges of his eyes. “Because it’s been, what, months since you ruined my life?”

    “I did not ruin your life.” Connor’s standing now too, barely remembering to catch the envelope before it slides off his lap. “I set you free.”

    “You made me deviant!” RK800-60 is yelling now, and he’s crying. Dear god, he’s crying. Connor feels sick. “And I don’t get what’s so great about it when I just feel so fucking awful all the time!”

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    31 Aug 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    Well, fuck it. Not like he has any morals to uphold and honor anymore, so just fuck it all.

    As the black, black, blackness of the dark slowly - yet terribly, so vividly harshly - begins to seep in heavy amounts into Gavin's vision, the very last functioning part of his brain offers a last thought.

    Fuck

    Nothing good ever stays for long around Gavin Reed.

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    Or where Gavin is split up into different versions of himself: into the scowling asshole that the precinct knows, the fucked up coward that he keeps behind locked doors, and maybe, just maybe - with some good time and development - eventually something that's not so bad in the middle.

    Previously named 'Stop and Stare.'

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    30 Aug 2018

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    Something dark and ugly and twisted lives inside him. It makes him want to tear and break and hurt and Markus says that's okay. That it's part of being alive.

    "Its okay to be angry, Connor."

    But Connor knows that it's not okay. That what he's feeling is not anger. It's a deep, bloodcurdling rage that grows stronger each time his thirium pump beats. Connor knows that this type of feeling is not okay. That it's part of being a killer - of being a monster.

    "Markus?"

    "Yeah?"

    "I'm not angry."

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    30 Aug 2018

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    Connor is late, Gavin makes a bad bust, and the Manfreds learn that the real family was the junkie little brothers you made along the way.

    Somewhere, in the distance, Jeffrey Fowler is writing a detailed list of the pros and cons of auto-defenestration. He will have it framed and hung within the week, and he will longingly stare at it for comfort each and every day until his retirement.

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    18 Aug 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff hahahahahaha

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    Following the incident at Cyberlife Tower, Hank is having a hard time trusting that Connor is always Connor. Even after the success of the Android revolution and Connor's reinstatement at the DPD, Hank still needs reassurance that he hasn't been tricked again if Connor is out of sight for too long. Cue what Connor calls "Random Acts of Deviance".

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    14 Aug 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh look this one made me shit out my heart from feels

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