southerngirl_inexile



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    John doesn’t let himself imagine coming out anymore, but if he ever did let himself wonder, he never would have thought it would be like this.

    Or, John uses pizza as a metaphor to explain his sexual and romantic orientations to Rodney.

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    08 Dec 2019

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    Rodney looked confused, then angry. "It’s not a cage," he said, like she’d insulted him. "It’s a habitat. There’ll be a pond--fresh water, of course!--and trees, and--"

    "John had very specific wishes about what should happen to him if he couldn’t be cured, Rodney," Elizabeth said.

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    01 Dec 2019

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    Don't ask don't tell is repealed and all of Atlantis tries to find their footing, except for John and Rodney, who just try to find each other.

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    29 Nov 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    This is it: the moment he really knows he’s okay.

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    24 Nov 2019

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    John’s shoulders are shaking in rhythm now and for a second Rodney’s furious – John is fucking laughing? – before it hits him, what John’s really doing. Why he’s covering his face and why he’s breathing like that, noisy and a little wet. “Shit,” says Rodney, genuinely horrified on John’s behalf. “Oh, shit.” John Sheppard doesn’t do this, he doesn’t fall apart, and he’s going to fucking hate Rodney in about five minutes and for the rest of their fucking lives unless Rodney can figure out a way to pretend like he didn’t notice and it never happened.

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Four days in solitary gives a guy time to think. Unless he's an idiot.

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    22 Nov 2019

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    “I really fucking missed you," he says hoarsely, gripping Rodney's arms, maybe a little too hard, but so glad to feel him there under his hands. It's so much easier to say this time, but it hurts more, too, right in the gut, right in the heart, and he's grateful when Rodney's arms go around him and he can just rest his forehead on Rodney's shoulder and let it run through him until it aches just a little bit less