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  1. Rec 39

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    (...) ‘When was the last time he had drunk himself to sleep?’, he tried to remember as he rubbed the remains of his ruinous night off of his eyes. (...) He had saved the world, defeated the last Big One, earned his free will and freedom. And all he could do was drown his sorrow and pain.
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    Dean wakes up alone, in the bunker, mourning his best friend, the love of his life, his Angel. Until lightning struck and he gets the most insane and dumbest idea in the history of insane and dumb ideas!
    The real question is: Will it work?

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    25 Jul 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 95

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    And when he’s alone, when Sam’s gone, or he’s lying in bed… no matter how hard he tries to avoid it, every time he closes his eyes Dean keeps flashing back to that last, horrific moment—Cas smiling as he’s consumed by darkness. “You changed me,” and “I love you,” and “goodbye.” He tries to reconcile it in his head, Cas loving him so much that just expressing it was enough to trigger his deal. He tries—and fails. He must have missed a step, lost in the grief and horror of the moment, because it just… it can’t be real. Every time he tries to take it out and examine it, his mind shies away, throwing up an impenetrable wall of “impossible.”

     

     

    In the weeks following Chuck's defeat, Dean tries to come to terms with Cas's confession and death. But having your kid become god turns out to have some perks.

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    18 Jul 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Unable to handle Castiel being dead and in the empty, Dean sets out on a dangerous path of bringing him back. He falls into a descent of madness as he searches for answers on how to bring his angel back.

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    05 Jul 2022

  4. Rec 70

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    Cas is dead, Chuck is defeated and Jack has gone off to do whatever it is new Gods do.

    Devoid of purpose and having lost all hope, Dean spirals until a cast-off case perks his interest. Cult activity isn't usually their kind of thing but when said cult insists that God wears a trenchcoat, Dean can't help himself. Ditching Sam to go check it out alone isn't his best idea but what else is he supposed to do?

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    21 Jun 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Even when the dust settles, there's still something left to choke on.

    This is supposed to be their happy ending -- no more Chuck, no more apocalypses, just the four Winchesters and the open road. Without Cas, it feels like the cosmic joke is still running. Dean’s first instinct is to pray.

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    20 Jun 2022