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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    He doesn’t want to make it awkward, doesn't want to turn it into a thing by bringing it up and ruining the mood. But as good as Keith has always felt about winging things, this is something he doesn’t want to push through and hope that it all works out fine in the end.

    Keith wants it to be good, wants to know it’s good, and not just for his own sake. He doesn’t want to find himself in a situation where something he wasn’t expecting happens, and, having no idea what to do about it, end up feeling like he has to pretend he has a handle on it.

    Keith wants to be nervous if he’s feeling nervous.

    He’s spent far too long wanting this and waiting for it to have it end up making him feel bad because he’s being stubborn and stupid about pushing through, only because he feels like he has to be the best there is on the first try.

    So he wants to talk to Shiro about it.

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    26 May 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 87

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    shiro wants, and keith has waited long enough

    “I was sixteen years old and would stand in this shower and wait for you after we sparred and just–God–I used to wonder what it would be like to kiss you.”

    “Sixteen?” Shiro breathes. He’s equal parts amazed, smitten, and guilty at the thought of Keith having wanted him for so long; he’s incredulous at the thought of Keith wanting him still.

    Keith murmurs, “I would’ve waited forever.”

    Shiro lets the silence settle between them again, thick in the steam and heat of the shower. “Would it be okay if I kissed you again?” Shiro finally asks, turning to watch as water snakes over the planes of Keith’s shoulders.

    “You don’t have to ask.” The hitch of Keith’s breath is audible even over the sound of falling water. “I’d let you. I would give you anything.”

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    14 May 2019

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    Takashi Shirogane is exactly the kind of man Keith likes; built like a brick house with a smile sweet enough to rot teeth and a heart of gold. Of course he’s also YouTube famous and worlds out of Keith’s league. The closest he can get to his pseudo-celebrity crush is when he watches Shiro’s videos from the safety of his bed. Or so he thinks.

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    21 Apr 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Of all the ridiculous ways for a mission to go wrong...

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    12 Apr 2019

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    Keith's words have only brought him pain. He's heard them plenty. They're nothing.

    Shiro's words have only brought him pain. He dreads the day he'll hear them. They're everything.

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    04 Apr 2019