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"Even if you wanted to have children, even if I do, even if we were accountants settled on Mercury and no one was after our heads, I couldn’t...I couldn’t do that to a child.”
“Couldn’t do...what?” Juno asks, startled by the force behind Nureyev’s voice.
“I couldn’t burden them with having me as a father. It wouldn’t be fair.”
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A story about new life, fear, love, family, and the breaking of generational curses.
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Nureyev hears the sound of high heels on concrete, and suddenly someone is stepping in front of him: someone in a floaty pink dress that’s hiked up to reveal the blaster holster on his upper thigh. Said blaster is out, still buzzing from the previous shot, and trained straight on the next guard.
“Don’t touch him,” Juno growls.
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Peter Nureyev has always felt too much.
First rule of thieving: keep your feelings in check. Don’t ever let them control you.
Mag scolds him when he gets too emotional. A certain amount of rage is useful, Pete. A certain amount of sadness can drive us forward and inspire us to fight. If you let it overwhelm you, however, you stop thinking clearly. You risk endangering yourself and the cause.
Peter has been trying very hard to listen to him, because he knows Mag is right. He usually is.
It gets hard, sometimes, though.
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Nureyev finishes Duke’s makeup and stares at his reflection.
This is what he’s going to look like to play Juno Steel’s husband- to be the partner in crime of that beautiful lady he had the immense delight of running into several weeks ago. Juno Steel, who he’s given his name, and his…Well. The name is the important part.
This is Duke Rose, handsome up-and-coming thief. Expert gambler. The kind of person that could even make someone like Dahlia Rose swoon.
He stares at himself for a full minute, then he pulls out his makeup remover, wipes down his entire face, and starts again.
This time, it’ll be good enough.
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Juno goes with Nureyev after the events of Final Resting Place- but he quickly realizes that spontaneously leaving everything he knows behind while in a really bad mental place might not have been the best decision after all.
To his surprise, however...it isn't only his problems that end up catching up with them.
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There is nowhere for either of them to run, no doors for Peter to leave open when he needs to get out. And sometimes the need still stirs restlessly in him, because everyone he has ever loved, he has left.
So if he wants to stay, if he wants to stay and try and love like it’s a choice rather than a feeling, which part of him is the lie?
Juno has faced his demons. Peter tries not to look at his.
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Bookmarked by prydon
14 Feb 2021
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you turn into someone else (like the sky is falling) by lonelier_version_of_you
Fandoms: Holby City
15 Nov 2020
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Today, five days since he disappeared, John stumbles through the door of his and Henrik’s house with a thousand-mile stare, his hair a mess, and days-old stubble on his face.
(A rewrite of the Gaskell storyline, wherein John's mental illness is portrayed with respect, David and Rox are alive, Johnrik is explicitly romantic, and there's a less miserable ending.)
Bookmarked by prydon
04 Oct 2020
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i'd lick the grief right off your lips (it's so cruel) by lonelier_version_of_you
Fandoms: Holby City
28 Aug 2020
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Henrik's world is turned upside down. John tries to help him cope.
(Or, what happened during those three weeks between Group Animal and We Need to Talk About Fredrik, as seen through John's eyes.)
Bookmarked by prydon
28 Aug 2020
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'cause i'll be your backbone (lay your weight on me) by lonelier_version_of_you
Fandoms: Holby City
26 Jun 2020
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Henrik gets sick. John takes care of him. That's literally the only plot to this.
Bookmarked by prydon
26 Jun 2020
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your voice disappears on a bad connection (are you protecting me?) by lonelier_version_of_you for prydon
Fandoms: Holby City
09 Jan 2020
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Today’s the evening of day four and Henrik really hopes he’ll be able to get through to John tonight.
(Or, in which John is in the midst of a depressive episode and Henrik looks after him. Set in the Trinidad era.)
Bookmarked by prydon
09 Jan 2020