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  1. Summary

    A trilogy of fics based around the Irish Revolutionary Era (1912-1923), with Philippe at Raoul’s bedside in 1921 after he was wounded, and Raoul, Christine, Sorelli, and Erik each remembering all that happened from a distance of more than 36 years later. An exploration of grief and romance in a time of war. Philippe/Erik/Sorelli. Erik/Sorelli. Raoul/Christine.

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  2. Summary

    A modern AU set in Ireland where Erik and Christine are grad students at Maynooth University who meet over Tinder. 19 fics following nearly 40 years of their relationship, from students to a long-married couple. Bi!Erik who in the past has yearned for his best friend Nadir, and been involved with several other friends (OCs). E/C, past Erik/OC, OMC/OFC/OMC

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  3. Summary

    Modern AU set in Ireland in which Christine is a time traveller with no control over where or when she goes. She loves Sorelli in the past, and Erik in the present, and Raoul is the one fixed point connecting both parts of her life. Romance, grief, coming of age, academic!Christine. Christine/Sorelli. Christine/Erik. Philippe/Sorelli. Raoul/OMC.

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  4. Summary

    A western AU where Christine becomes involved with Emir (the Daroga) after the death of Erik from tuberculosis. Both of them had been in his lovers in the last years of his life, and in their grief they learn to love each other for who they are, and not only for how Erik loved them. Run into the Sea is Erik’s PoV on loving both of them. Christine/Daroga. Erik/Christine/Daroga. Erik/Daroga.

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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    Your dad is not behind blue eyes anymore, and yet you never got to say goodbye, mourn him. It’s not like you can bury a body someone is still walking around in.

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    10 Jul 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    An account of Combeferre's final thoughts as he's killed at the barricade.

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    08 Jul 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    After a long time spent wandering aimlessly, the Man with No Name finds himself in a place that seems very familiar.

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    30 Jun 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    -never had Marguerite felt that sea-swelling of relief so sharply as when they pulled away from the harbor, and caught the receding tide.

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    30 Jun 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Day 19: "And he lay on the cold floor of the study watching the wind stirring the pages, mixing the written and unwritten, the end among them.” ― Louise Glück

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    30 Jun 2021