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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Does it help to hurt me?” he said, still in Xiao Xingchen’s voice.

    Song Lan made a noise in the back of his throat, guttural and strained. Xue Yang leaned a little forward.

    “Do you want to hurt me more?”

    Xue Yang gives Song Lan a chance at having sex with Xiao Xingchen. Sort of.

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    05 Jan 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    For so many times, Xiao Xingchen and Xue Yang almost lost each other. After all, they are two very different people standing on opposite sides.
    And yet, each time, they chose each other, again and again.

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    28 Dec 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    “It’s time to put the game away, A-Yang,” Xingchen says in that deceptively gentle voice of his as he removes Xue Yang’s headset and hands it to him. “We want to play something else with you.”
    “We?” Xue Yang smiles at him, sharp-edged. “I don’t see anyone else here.” Still, he exits out of the game, tossing both the headset and the controller on the coffee table.
    “A-Yang.”
    Xue Yang’s breath catches—because there’s something lurking beneath the softness in Xingchen’s tone. “Ugh, fine. Fine.” He unfolds his legs with a huff, reaching to grab the game stuff, then starts to stand—
    Only to have Xingchen place his cool, slender fingers on his wrist. “Did I say you could walk?”
    Oh. It’s going to be that kind of game.
    Xue Yang tilts his head. “You’ve gotta be kidding me. It’s like two steps. Can we start after I put the game away?”
    “No.” Xingchen’s smile grows wider and Xue Yang’s heart starts to race. Because whenever Xingchen smiles like that, Xue Yang knows it means trouble.
    And then Xingchen lifts his free hand and—he’s holding that collar in it.

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    24 Dec 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Xue Yang was broken long before he came to Cloud Recesses and Xichen—

    Xichen was born here, broken from the start.

     

    Or, some random shit I wrote at 3am where Xue Yang came to Cloud Recesses instead of Wen Qing and Wen Ning, or maybe along with them? Who knows, pspspsp dark Xichen

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    20 Dec 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Xue Yang laughs, but it’s bitter and sharp and biting. “That’s the best you have? That I’ll sit and watch fucking Big Brother with you?” He laughs again, uncrossing that leg and doing the manspread thing, leaning back on the couch. “This was your fucking idea, Xingchen. If the only thing you think I do for you is watch shitty TV, then you might as well cut your losses.”
    “Do you wish to break up, Xue Yang?” Zichen’s voice is so calm and quiet. Like he just asked if Xue Yang would like a glass of wine with his dinner. And—it works. All the swagger and false confidence ebbs away, deflating Xue Yang like releasing an overblown balloon.
    “No.” Xue Yang’s voice barely gets past his own mouth. “I don’t.”
    “What about you, Xingchen? Do you wish to break up?”
    Yes. Every cell of his body screams it. At top volume. The only thing louder is his guilt and feeling of failure. He sighs to fight the rush of tears to his eyes. “I—I don’t know,” he says instead.

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    16 Dec 2020