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    etc

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    1. You will not lose faith.
    2. You will lose everything.
    3. You will go on.

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    Wear your Sunday best every day of the week.

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    all the shit i pulled for kurotsuki fluff week 2018. take it away deborah

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    the yoi babysitter au no one asked for. expect cameos and appearances from the entire cast at some point in the near-future. if i don't abandon this project, i mean.

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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    This is a fic in which Kise declares his love and gets rejected. No more, no less.

    Once upon a time, a friend told you that he knew exactly how he would dispose of a body after murder. One day you will stop equating love with dead bodies. But today is not that day. This is Kise's story. With little experience, he probably thinks of his love as a great light suddenly flooding in, or a color he has seen all his life the wrong way, or a precious weight he didn't realize he was carrying and now cannot drop, or that movie moment when a montage plays across the screen and you realize, it was him all this time. It was him all along.

    You, on the other hand, think of his love as an exquisite corpse, one he started by himself and now must complete by himself. It is easy to finish off a thing that never bloomed, like hiding the body of a person you never knew. Love is like digging a hole in your heart, one that can fit a person. You can fill it with dirt, or with a body. It doesn't have to be the body you had in mind when you dug it. Just enough that it's the right shape. One way or another, we cover the hole back up. Then we go right back with a shovel, and dig again.

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    12 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    But Kise, if you don't bury that body, it will start to smell.

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    Five years after the events of Guanyin Temple, Lan Xichen is gifted a folio of songs written by Jin Guangyao. But the music he plays is more than just a song, and soon Lan Xichen's life and happiness hang on the brink as he struggles to unravel the mysteries surrounding him and save Jin Guangyao before it's too late.

    Written for XiYao week 2019, for the prompt of "Alternative Ending."

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    20 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i think you’re the only good person in this entire world.

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Take me to the ocean, okay?”, a boy made of bird bones said to you once.

    You had kissed him five days before that.

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    04 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what’s the story this time?

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    Their first winter in Yi City, Xiao Xingchen gives his blanket to a-Qing. Xue Yang is apparently the only one smart enough to figure out that that means Xiao Xingchen's going to be cold. There's an obvious solution here, and what's interesting is that Xiao Xingchen is willing to accept it.

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    01 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    seams, holding the body together.

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    Xiao Xingchen identifies the wounded stranger he finds from the beginning. Hesitant to kill a prisoner out of hand himself, he makes a deal with Xue Yang to preserve his conscience. Xue Yang senses an opportunity. Neither of them see what's coming.

    A lot can happen in the turn of a season.

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    31 Dec 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    where were you?

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