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    In which Reginald Hargreeves can almost resemble a passable father figure after Allison helps him along. Who knew the apocalypse could be averted with something as simple as a proper childhood?

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    Liar! is still the first thing Harry Potter ever says to Lord Voldemort. Quirrell doesn’t know the words, had never met his master with a body and a scribbled-on wrist, but the thing on the back of his head starts, hesitates.

    Her wrist, he hisses to Quirrell, before he can stop himself, check her wrist.

    Quirrell flicks his wand at Harry’s tied up body, and her right sleeve rises. Her ribbon flutters to the ground. Even Quirrell understands, then. Master, he says, the stutter now long forgotten, Master it says… it says...

    Show me!

    Obedient, and terrified, Quirrell turns and the terrible, snake-like face looks down on Harry with those red, red eyes. She scrabbles for her sleeve, a task harder said than done when your arms are trapped at your sides, and she isn’t quick enough. Avada Kedavra, Voldemort reads in his own flawless script, and fury rises in him along with understanding.

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    Over ten years ago, Qui-Gon Jinn died.

    Now he's back, and Anakin's not sure how to feel about it.

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    20 Jan 2021

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    “The past is weird and complicated and probably better left where it is. The future is ours. We can make something better out of it.”

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    Anakin Skywalker is ready to take his place in his new Empire and leave his old life behind. If only he could stop waking up on the Invisible Hand with the man who left him to burn.

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    19 Jan 2021

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    "Anakin, we can fix whatever happened, just talk to me!"

    Something twitched inside him at the words – love me, love me, love me, don’t leave me – but Vader pushed it away to the farthest corners of his soul.

    No, the only way Obi-Wan could fix anything was by letting Vader kill him.

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    Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run.

    Frigging fantastic.

    (Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)

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    18 Jan 2021

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    Bobby gives Castiel a slow, skeptical once-over, his arms. “So you’re the angel, eh?” he says, with much more coolness than Dean suspects he feels. “Gotta say, you’re scrawnier than I pictured.”

    Maybe it’s Dean’s imagination, but Castiel’s chest seems to puff out a little bit, like some invisible feathers had gotten ruffled.

    “Rest assured, this is just a vessel,” Castiel says, which hey, fucking weird. They’ve never talked about that before, and Dean doesn’t really want to think about what that means.

    “Where’s your wings and halo?” Bobby says, with about as much derision in the words as one could muster.

    “Left them in the car,” Castiel replies, with just as much dryness.

    Bobby gives a faint, incredulous grin. Dean thinks it might be approval. “You want a drink? If God’ll, you know, let you without smiting you dead.”

    “God doesn’t much care what I do,” Castiel says dismissively, walking up the rest of the stairs and breezing past Bobby into the house.

    Bobby stares long and hard at Dean, clearly demanding an explanation.

    “He’s great, isn’t he?” Dean says weakly, and follows after Castiel into the house.

    “Sure,” he can hear Bobby saying sarcastically under his breath behind him. “Invite the wrath of God into my house. Great. Nice to meet you.”

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    Pre-series. 11 year-old Sam is feeling adrift when faced once again with the prospect of moving to a new town to start all over again. When a messenger of God appears in a dream, Sam prays that his family will stay put so they can be safe and normal. It's a case of "be careful what you wish for." Very sick!Dean.

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    18 Jan 2021

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    "Who are you?" Sam asks.

    "I have a lot of different names," the man says with a shrug. "Of course, who I am doesn't matter so much as why I'm here. Right, Sammy?"

    It's weird the way he says 'Right Sammy?' like he knows him, full of fondness and intimate in a way that feels familial, like how Dean or Dad would say it.

    "Okay," Sam admits slowly. "Why are you here?"

    The strange man grins again, and it's an open grin that feels deep enough to swallow him whole. Makes him feel like the world's opening up under his feet. Makes his stomach flutter with something like fear.

    And then the room gets real warm, the air seeming to thicken and shimmer with invisible waves of heat, before the man's gleaming eyes shine bright and gold, like swirling, dancing embers of the sun. The light from the streetlamp glint's off the swirling amber like the dancing licks of a flame. It's almost kind of pretty, in a terrifying, dreamy, surreal kind of way.

    "I'm here," the man with the yellow eyes says in a conspiratorial whisper, "to tell you that angels are watching over you."

    That makes Sam's heart speed up a bit more, because it's very unexpected. He'd thought that his strange night visitor was some kind of monster or something, but since he's talking about angels, it must mean that he's good, too. It must mean that he's some kind of messenger or something, like Pastor Jim talked about. A messenger of God.

    "Angels?" Sam whispers, completely awe-struck and sincerely hoping now that this isn't a dream. "Really?"

    "You betcha!" the yellow-eyed messenger says cheerfully. "Angels. Or… angel. One. The brightest and most beautiful of them all."

    Wow. There aren't words for how the little boy is feeling right now. He wants to be skeptical, but he's too filled with hope and desperation to do anything but bask in the intense feeling of relief that comes with this visit. Angels. Angels watching over him.

    "Why?" Sam dares ask, still sounding star-struck. "I mean, why is this angel watching over me? Is it like my guardian angel?"

    Pastor Jim had talked about those, too.

    "Something like that," Yellow Eyes grins.

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    We rejoin our favorite Engineer three days after our adventure on Imperial Center, caught up on the backlog of work and ready to continue his crusade to improve the tech aboard the Lady one piece at a time.

    A dire accident puts a halt to that plan, and before the dust has even settled, Luke is rushed to medical under dire circumstances, Darth Vader is besides himself with worry, and Firmus Piett never asked for any of this. Unfortunately, the later two will have to make quick work of the investigation, as shadowy entities creep closer with dark designs, revealing that the accident may not have been that accidental.

    Sabotage, treason, and mystery. A deadly cocktail that will have bodies hitting the floor as the search for the traitors tears through the Lady like a witchhunt. No one commits treason aboard the Lady and gets away with it, and with the young engineer injured, the crew finally shows their true colors.

    All the while Luke has to recover from this tragedy, and learn to live without that which cannot be replaced. But Vader is there for him, and through all the pain and grief, something may yet grow from this as bonds grow stronger and deeper.

    And in the background, something ancient stirs.

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    17 Jan 2021

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    He tried to just… feel? Sing? Be? He didn’t know what he did, but he knew that once he did it, the darkness rumbled back at him like quiet thunder. Only it wasn’t quiet? It was pretty loud. He couldn’t hear anything else while the darkness thundered, but it didn’t feel like a loud sound. It felt like hiding under the covers during a sandstorm. It felt like sheltering in a cave when caught out by the high Suns. It felt like a warm, buffeting wind while sandsailing at dusk. It felt gentle. It felt safe.

    It felt like love.

    So he tried to let it know that he loved it back. He didn’t know why, or how that he knew that he loved it, but he knew that he did. He wasn’t sure if the darkness understood what he tried to say, but he felt like it didn’t really matter when thunder rolled back over him like a wave and swept in more warmth and comfort. The darkness loved him and he loved it.