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    For some of us, it’s easy, close your eyes, take a breath, and jump. For others, it takes an entire bottle of whiskey, a slow, unreliable internet connection, and years of self-induced isolation on a picturesque mountainside to do what they have to do. What they need to do. Many years after losing his own pack, his family, an act he blames himself for, Alpha-Were Castiel is skilled at not giving himself even the smallest of pleasures, including that of a pack. An alpha needs a pack. It’s written into their DNA. It’s so much more than just having a mate. It’s the pack bonds that make an alpha whole, and the longer Castiel denies himself one, the more he loses of his humanity.

    When a drunken, desperate act brings a beautiful, vibrant omega to his doorstep with a disastrous winter storm nipping at his heels, Castiel knows he does not deserve the gift. Sending Dean back down the mountain would be certain death for the young were, but allowing him to stay will undoubtedly change Castiel’s life forever. Maybe it’s time for Castiel to leave his darkness in the past, where it belongs. With Dean standing next to him on the precipice, there’s nothing left for Castiel to do but close his eyes, take a breath, and leap.

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    10 Sep 2019

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    Will be my first attempt at a 'Written Musical' - yes, you read that right, Omega Dean is going to be heavy on the 'Disney' themes... So we will be seeing Cas and Dean and our 'villain' breaking out into song, some Disney - Some not...

    Young and beautiful Omega, Dean Winchester, is the heir to his dying father's fortune. And when he turns eighteen Alpha suitors line up around the block to try to court him... But each one seems more concerned with Dean's family's money and power, than Dean...

    So taking drastic action, Dean pulls a 'Jasmine' (from Aladdin) and disguises himself as a regular Omega and goes in search of his true mate...

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    31 Aug 2019

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    Castiel must go home to Mother Russia for talks with other packs, leaving his pregnant mate under the watchful eyes of his betas. Meanwhile, a very pregnant Dean spends his days making his body guard watch bad tv, learning Russian in secret, and pining for his alpha. It was only a matter of time before he started nesting.

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    29 Aug 2019

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    True mates. Something that rarely happens, and then only between an alpha and an omega. So the electric shock that Castiel felt the first time they touched had to be something else, because they were both alphas. At least, that was what Dean had claimed. And two people fitting together so perfectly, that could happen to anybody really, right?

    When Dean’s secret finally comes to light, though, it’s only a big deal until something bigger comes along. A lot bigger. Nine months worth of bigger. But they can make it through anything as long as they have each other. Even things like abrasive family members, body image issues, and out of control hormones. As unexpected as it was, and as awful as some of the changes felt, it still ended up being the best thing that had ever happened to either of them.

    It’s always amazing just how much can change in just one year’s time.

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    26 Aug 2019

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    ***This is complete now. I do however plan on going through as soon as possible and fix all the tenses. Please bare with me.***
    Castiel and Dean get married when they are 19 after a night of heavy drinking in Las Vegas. It's an impulsive thing that Cas barely remembers in the morning. After they break up Cas moves off to college and never gives it a second thought, thanks to his parents telling him it wasn't legal. Ten years later after his fiance' Balthazar presses him to set a date they go to get their marriage license and he finds out the marriage to Dean is indeed legal. Cas, determined that he is happy with Balthazar and marrying him is what he wants; packs a bag and goes to Poughkeepsie to get Dean to sign divorce papers. Dean however is not going to make it easy on Cas.

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    17 Aug 2019