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    “His name is Winter,” Bucky says quietly, enunciating every word very carefully. “He’s saved me more times than I can count - than I can recall. He’s protected me from the Soldier for years. Decades. Do not call him an it.”

    The Captain looks… chastised. “I’m sorry, I know-”

    “No, you don’t. You don’t know, and thank god, Stevie, I don't ever want you to know what it’s like.”

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    “What the fuck was I supposed to do?!” Pulling on his hair, he starts pacing around the room. “That's always been my part to play! Following you, following Steve Rogers into fights, making sure he makes it; then Captain America's sidekick, remember? The B-player, making sure that player A shines. I was always meant to be in the shadows, so what, again, I ask, was I supposed to fucking do? Ask you to stay? God, how selfish would that be of a sidekick, hey? Keeping the hero from getting the girl?"

    Bucky's life took on a life of its own - the last thing he really remembers is standing in the field, asking where the fight was. Now, after the fight is over, after Steve's decision, after discovering time travel is possible, he needs to find a way to move forward. Or backwards. Either way, he is not ready.

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    Bucky would turn to Steve and Steve somehow understands that what’s expected now is softly reeling Bucky in for a hug, careful, always infinitely careful, like Bucky’s a precious thing that’s going to break at the slightest touch.
    It’s hard to remember legendary, most feared assassin of the century when Steve holds Bucky gently, tucked between his open legs where he's sitting on the counter, Bucky’s face hidden in the crook of Steve’s neck.

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    "So we've got a few things to discuss, here." Tony gets out from behind the bar, where he's been playing with a tumbler of whiskey. "FRIDAY's scanned you guys on entry and confirmed that you're some versions of Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes, but you, kid? You're not Peter Parker."

    Bruce Snaps everybody back to life, but... some people appear in wrong realities.
    Or maybe they appear in exactly the reality they really belong in.


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    Steve catches the wrong end of a fledgling mutant’s razor sharp claws in Illinois -- fangs in her mouth and fur on every visible part of her body -- and a few days later he’s running a fever high enough that even Bucky begins to doubt the limits of the serum’s healing.

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    06 Mar 2021

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    “I’ve got an idea.”
    “Should I say no now, or later?”

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    04 Mar 2021

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    When things don’t go exactly to plan, Chris gets snippy, easily frustrated, and it’d be fine if that was who Chris was as a person, but Seb has a sneaking suspicion that beneath that anxious, moderate exterior, there’s something more. Something captivating.

    Sebastian tries not to let his mind get carried away with hypotheticals, but the frustrating reality of the matter is that he likes Chris a lot, even with his obsessive tendencies. The guy is funny and charming and a little weird. He’s got interviewers eating out of his hand one second then talking softly to his ma on the phone the next. Worst of all, he treats Sebastian well, like a person, a friend even, which is more than any of his previous employers had done. Chris is firm and kind and determined and solid and Seb wants to take him apart with his mouth.

    Like that’ll ever happen.

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    04 Mar 2021

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    Sebastian's really not good on airplanes. Chris provides various distractions.

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    So?” Scott asks after a while. “You wanna tell me how you’re really doing?”

    A little hesitantly, Chris says, “I don’t know what to tell you that you don’t already know.”

    “Sure you do,” Scott says easily. “How ‘bout you start with telling me why you were going around telling everyone you were going to take a break from acting, only to then sign up to two big new projects in the past month or so?”

    Chris picks at the label of his beer bottle, looking a little sheepish. “Ah,” he says. “I was kinda hoping everyone’d forgotten about that.” He sighs, dragging a hand over his face. “I mean, I was honestly planning on taking a break, but then I had a couple of weeks off and I just- I just realized I would have all this free time on my hands and no one to spend it with, you know?”

    There it is, Scott thinks.

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    03 Mar 2021

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