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    They couldn’t come back together after six years apart and tell themselves that this was love that they were making.
    Not with all that radio silence.
    Harry tried to keep it all down, lodged under the lump in his throat. He needed something to focus on, something to keep him out of his thoughts, so that he could go along with this because he didn’t want Louis to take his hands off him.
    He didn’t want that to happen.
    But. But he needed it to.
    “Wait,” Harry coughed out, his voice trembling, “Stop.”
    Louis looked up at him with wide eyes.
    “I— I need to stop,” Harry confessed, trying desperately to keep his voice straight.
    “What is it?” Louis asked, full of concern.
    “I can’t do this. I— I can’t play along. You left me and I need answers, Louis.”
    His voice caught on the end of his name.

    AKA: Harry is a journalist that goes to Lake Tekapo, New Zealand, to look into a girl’s disappearance after a year of no movement from police. What he finds instead is his ex boyfriend Louis, who, six years earlier, ghosted him after five months of dating in university. A story of trauma, secrets, and the power of finally letting people in.

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    04 Aug 2019

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    Absolutely a must read!

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    First Dates AU. Louis Tomlinson is a thirty-year-old divorcee whose friends have signed him up for the Channel 4 show First Dates. Harry Styles is a twenty-eight-year-old lawyer who has never been in a long-term relationship. They are filmed going on their first date.

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    24 Jun 2019

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    The third Wednesday of the new year, Louis finds himself in the laundry room, just as he was the last Wednesday and the one before that. He’s doing pretty well with his New Year’s resolution. The only problem so far is the company he finds in the laundry room. It seems that it’s just him and one other boy who’ve chosen late Wednesday nights as prime laundry-doing time. That wouldn’t be a problem except for who the other boy is.

    He’s seen this boy around; it’s hard to miss the long-legged, long-haired dream that lives in Louis’ complex. He likes to wear very sheer shirts and very high boots; he is incredibly fucking gorgeous and yeah, Louis’ noticed him but he’s never spoken to him. Until tonight, apparently.

    [Louis and Harry are both students living in the same apartment complex. They end up having the same laundry night and time. Louis can't stop staring at Harry and he can't figure out why Harry consistently points out Louis’ inside-out shirts, and his untied shoes, and messy hair. Enter slow burn-ish flirting, banter, awkwardness, and a lot of laundry.]

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    22 Jun 2019

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    Louis’s 20-year high school reunion takes a turn when a celebrity classmate – who also happens to be Louis’s long unrequited crush – unexpectedly shows up.

    A famous/not-famous AU inspired by Chris Evans.

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    16 Jun 2019

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    Married at First Sight is a television show in which hopefuls looking for The One are matched by experts deeming them to be the perfect match. The twist? They meet each other for the first time at the altar. When they exchange their 'I do's'. And get married for real.

    One Harry and Louis find each other at the altar. They have five weeks to make or break the set-up marriage.

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    08 Jun 2019