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    Sam knows Steve thought Sam’d be looking after Bucky. Turns out, those first few days, it's the other way around. Turns out, Sam was holding himself together more than he realized. Alone, Sam has nightmare after nightmare. During the day, his eyes ache with how tired he is. He forgot how bad this could get. It's been years, since Riley. Feels like months. Like days. He sits and stares at the lake for hours, lets himself go cold with lack of movement, and it's Bucky who brings him a blanket. A cup of herbal tea that never tastes of anything even when it should. Company, sitting down next to him, while Sam shivers.

    If Bucky dreams, he’s quiet about it, but Sam knows that doesn’t mean he’s okay. Honestly, he never actually sees Barnes sleeping. He’s sitting up, on the couch, when Sam goes to bed, and he’s sitting up, same spot, when Sam stumbles awake again.

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    07 Nov 2019

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    CRYINGIM CRYING CURLFKFJFJDPGKFHDLSR FUCK

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    The body is weak. The body is hungry and soft and human. He looks at himself in the mirror, the bones of his shoulders, his cheeks hollowed out from hunger, and he thinks, gentle, you didn’t deserve this.

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    07 Nov 2019

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    oh fuck...my Emotions.....i cry

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    They keep driving, for lack of anything better to do. A mission, Sam had said, and maybe that's true; maybe wherever they're headed is the way out, the way up.

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    06 Nov 2019

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    THEM

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    They don't talk about it: that's how it works.

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    06 Nov 2019

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    gonna CRY i lov them

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    President James Rhodes has been receiving threatening messages from an unknown but dangerously close source. His bodyguard and closest adviser suggest he hire an outsider they trust to help ensure his safety - word is Tony Stark is the best there is. But Stark comes with baggage of his very own and danger follows them both.

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    27 Oct 2019