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    A collection of metas I originally posted to tumblr exploring Supernatural's relationship to Jack Kerouac's On The Road, and the implications this connection has for queer readings of the show.

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    Dean and Cas are soulmates, obviously. But sometimes just knowing that isn't enough to make Happily Ever After happen. Sometimes, it can even be a hindrance.

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    Coldflash one-shots inspired by various AU prompts and tropes.

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    All Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.

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    28 Feb 2021

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    Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.

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    "Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"

    Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"

    "I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."

    "I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"

    "I'm not," Cas tells him.

    "Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."

    "Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.

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    26 Feb 2021

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    "Castiel?" Sam calls out, carefully. Both of them lower their guns but don’t put them away, yet: there’s no sign of a struggle, but the guy did just break out of an insane asylum by squishing an orderly. With a bureau that he shouldn't have been able to move. "We're not gonna hurt you. We're here to help. My name is Sam. This is my brother, Dean."

    There's a loud silence. Dean can hear the wind rustling through the structure.

    A deep voice suddenly speaks up. It’s coarse and raspy and sounds like it hurts coming out; he’s never heard anything like it. It sends shivers down Dean's spine.

    "Dean?” the man asks. “Dean Winchester?"

    (A Season 4 AU: what if the fallen angel Dean and Sam ran into was Castiel, not Anna?)

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    23 Feb 2021

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    Artwork for The Story of You and Me.

    Dean wakes up in bed next to a very human Castiel, and a journal in his own handwriting that tells him it’s two years in the future. The house looks a lot like Bobby’s, and Sam lives there too… He just can’t remember how they got from angels falling in the sky – to comfortable domesticity. While there is much in the journal Dean doesn’t remember, there is much of their story he’s always known. And as he settles into the routine of his new life and relationship with Castiel, it quickly becomes something he doesn’t know how to live without. SPOILERS FOR FIC. (Written for DCBB 2013)

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    21 Feb 2021

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    “I wish I could stand,” Cas says.

    “Yeah,” Dean says.

    Cas holds up his hand, flexes it, stares and then drops it.

    “This weakness is unsettling. I can’t—I can’t even hold a pitcher of water, Dean.”

    Dean makes a small sound in his throat, a non-committal hum.

    He’s done soaping up Cas’ hair. He grabs the sponge at his side and starts to scrub at Cas’ skin, up along his arms, his neck, down his chest. When he runs it up his legs, to his thighs, Cas shudders and then there’s a hand cupping Dean’s cheek, cold and dripping water and soap, and Dean falters, looks at him for the first time.

    “Will you sleep with me?” Cas says. “Tonight?”

    Dean swallows.

    He says yes.

    After Lucifer's possession, Castiel stops talking.

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    19 Feb 2021