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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    Three times Dean was told, "I'm not going to hit you." Three times the people in Dean's life realize that there might be more going on in Dean's life than the kid is willing to admit.

    A Christmas Present for my friend PricelessTrashPanda <3

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    02 Dec 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Dean really hadn't had much time to process, well, everything. And in his defense, it was a lot. God was gone, Jack was in heaven, and Cas… Dean’s head had been reeling non-stop since the Empty ripped him away. Everything Cas had ever done or said to him, all of it had a new meaning. Little moments that should’ve meant nothing now meant everything. Cas was gone, swallowed up by a void of darkness right before his eyes. And Dean would never see him again. So it didn’t matter. None of it mattered. Not anymore.

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    02 Dec 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Dean takes his daughter Emma to Christmas Land as an early Christmas present, but the last thing he expected to find was something for himself. Who knew a Christmas Theme park could make his dreams come true?

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    02 Dec 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    After Dean experiences a panic attack when a man says something homophobic to him that makes him remember his past, Cas and Sam find out what happened to Dean's first love.

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    02 Dec 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dean gets Castiel back from the Empty, but the his grace is sacrificed in the process. During a quiet moment in the bunker library a month later, Cas decides to speak up about a term of endearment Dean’s been using that makes him uneasy; the two end up having a conversation they probably should have had ages ago.

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    01 Dec 2021