hey_there_demons



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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    (alternate title: i'm astounded and nonplussed! i am filled with calculust!)

    Jared Kleinman gets roped into tutoring Connor Murphy.

    Connor Murphy is mysterious, and standoffish, and moody, and downright confusing.

    Connor Murphy is also frustratingly attractive.

    Jared is absolutely screwed.

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    17 Aug 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Larry dies and Connor has never felt more lost.

    He feels numb so he punches the wall over and over and over just to feel something. Because it's fucked up that his dad is dead and he doesn't feel anything.

    But Connor is used to being fucked up.

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    19/?
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    07 Jul 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    Stan doesn’t really know about one night stands. Stan really doesn’t know how fast they go or how they’re carried out or what lines are drawn. All Stan knows is that he is incredibly attracted to Bill and Bill is attracted to him.

    (or Stan doesn't realize exactly what he's getting himself into.)

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    11/12
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    30 Nov 2017

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “Time isn’t the same once you’re dead,” Connor says. “It’s more like a Ghost of Christmas Past type thing. I’m here to, like, show you what could have been and what will be, you know?”

    Evan does not know.

    “I’m Jewish,” he says. “Or- I mean, technically I guess I’m probably agnostic but I’m culturally Jewish-”

    “Don’t care,” says Connor. “God is fake. I’m dead and there’s nothing here.”

    The Ghost of Connor Murphy has a pink rubber SuperBall and Evan has the chance to fix things. He just has to keep Connor from dying. It shouldn't be as difficult as it is.

    redo, au after "so big/so small"

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    31 Jul 2017

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    Connor Murphy's nails are chipped black and stubby, surrounded by torn strips of fingertip skin, but he still picks at them, determinedly, like they're the most interesting thing in the room, (which they are, because this is homeroom for fuck's sakes). But his nails, in all their bitten down shape, are useless for peeling at hangnails, so he brings his hand up to his mouth instead, and worries at the shredded skin with his teeth.

    Shit. There's a sharp tug of pain and he can taste copper on his tongue and he pulls the finger away just far enough that he can see the blood well at the base of his cuticle.

    At the flash of pain, the white noise deadens a little.

    in which connor murphy and evan hansen are buddied up for a 'pastoral support' scheme.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
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    28 Jul 2017