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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    He presses his thumb right against Buck’s pulse, feels it under his fingers, and exhales, slowly.

    “Your nightmare…” Buck says quietly.

    “Was about you,” Eddie confirms, looking down at Buck’s hand, instead of his eyes. “It happens, sometimes.”

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    09 Jul 2022

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    Buck is the incredibly kind but incredibly straight bartender at Eddie's local gay bar. Eddie is trying very, very hard not to be pathetically in love with him, and is failing miserably.

    “Hey, you’re back,” Buck had said, greeting him with that sun-bright grin, and Eddie had yet again been reminded why he’d started questioning his sexuality.

    “Well, I get one night off a week. And tonight I could really use the drink.”

    Buck’s brow had furrowed, and he got Eddie his favorite beer without even asking again what it was. “You need to talk about it? Assuming I read you right and you’re the kind of guy who talks to a bartender instead of a therapist.”

    Eddie had winced theatrically. “Ouch. That obvious, huh?”

    “Hey, man, you’re the one that told me you started coming here on your coworker’s advice. Feels like something you’d get from a therapist, if you had one.”

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    20 Jun 2022

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    Post 4x06/4x07, speculation for 4x08

    “Change can be scary,” Buck says, “but we want your dad to be happy. Adults can get lonely too sometimes. He has a lot of friends at work, but he might be looking for someone who...can be a partner. Someone who worries about him and supports him when he’s feeling sad. Someone who loves him.”

    “But he already has you.”

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    12 Jun 2022

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    Buck tells Eddie he’s in love with him. Eddie pines.

    or, five times eddie watches buck leave, and the one time he goes after him

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    22 Apr 2022

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    Eddie’s been back at work for about two weeks—his time after quitting had passed in a seemingly idyllic week of spending time with his son which got rudely interrupted by a full-scale mental breakdown that ended with tears and hugs and Buck lovingly bullying him into going to therapy again. Then therapy had brought even more tears and confusion and slowly ballooning financial concerns that culminated in Eddie undertaking the frankly painful process of reapplying to the LAFD and completing an equally painful remedial training course.

    And everything was fine until—Eddie started having a problem.

    (summer break, queer awakenings, and learning to let yourself be happy: a story in four acts)

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    18 Mar 2022

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