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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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  3. Public Bookmark 86

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    After the events of the Supernatural series finale, Sam and Dean Winchester attempt to make use of their newfound free will. Now, just over month later, the two have found that they haven't been able to just "Carry On". With memories of their traumas flooding back slowly, the duo struggle to move forward and leave the past behind.

    From traumas of past fights, old wounds, failed relationships, and relationships that never got a chance to be, the brothers face the inevitable: accepting life anew. Unfortunately life anew is hard to accept when so much has been left behind and one has so much yet to discover.

    My take of Season 16, where it picks up, and where it should leave off.

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    24 Jul 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    Arthur was used to being trotted out by Uther as Camelot’s shiny, young ambassador. Though he didn’t care much for Cenred, he certainly wasn’t afraid of him. No, it wasn’t Essetir that bred knots in his stomach.

    For reasons that Arthur did not yet understand, it was the humble village of Ealdor that loomed specterlike over the journey ahead.

    When a diplomatic visit to Cenred's kingdom takes Arthur and Merlin through Ealdor, Arthur must confront a secret he has kept from himself since Merlin arrived in Camelot.

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    15 Jul 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    He looks away and instead meets Merlin’s gaze. Merlin quirks an eyebrow like he’s daring Arthur to say something, to challenge him. Arthur desperately wants to. There’s just something about Merlin, from his messy black hair to that snarky smirk to that skinny body that is somehow so fucking graceful it shouldn’t be legal, that drives him up a fucking wall. And Arthur knows Merlin feels the same about him, knows it the way he’s aware that the sky is blue or that his father is an arsehole.

     

    Or: Arthur and Merlin can't stand each other. Then they get roped into helping Lancelot and Gwen plan their wedding.

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    14 Mar 2021