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  1. Rec 91

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    Xie Lian stares out at the water. He wonders if both of them are looking at the same set of lights. Ghost City never sleeps; possibly there is another couple across the river, holding hands, gazing back out at them.

    "But I'm not a good person," he says. "I'm just a trash god. The things I've done—is that really okay?"

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    [Sometimes it's fine to talk to your demon boyfriend about your feelings. Xie Lian stays up all night in discovery of this.]

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    18 Jan 2021

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    There’s a god of broken things.
    Things forgotten and lost, things ruined beyond repair. Things cast aside without care, things that used to bring joy and now remind only of regrets. Things the world turned a blind eye on, things best left untouched.
    There’s a god who isn’t a god.

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    An encounter with a horde of hungry ghosts leaves Xie Lian stranded in Ghost City. A long time ago, he would've run. A long time ago, he would've been tempted to grab a sword and challenge every demon on his path.
    Now, all he can think of is that he may finally be able to rest for a while.

     
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    Spanish translation: AO3 | Wattpad

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    17 Jan 2021

  3. Rec *

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    Xie Lian grew up, for a time at least, with affirmations worthy of a crown prince turned god. Hua Cheng never had them in the first place. (Xie Lian thinks it's far past time to remedy that.)

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    17 Jan 2021

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    i'm in a melted puddle of warmth and love after reading this fic

  4. Rec 98

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    Sometimes a family is a bisexual grad student with an anxiety disorder, an irritating poetry professor, two lesbians, a catboy obsessed with Wuthering Heights, and Wen Junhui.

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    27 Dec 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    A shower, what feels like only a few hours of sleep, a quick breakfast, and then Yoongi is standing in his nicest pair of pants before a judge with Namjoon’s hands in his, repeating words that he forgets as soon as they leave his lips.

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    23 Dec 2020