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    Wei Wuxian, just as the other sects feared, disappeared to build his own sect. He fled the Cloud Recesses before marrying Hanguang-jun in order to continue walking the dark path, leaving a blood trail wherever he went. At least, that was what everyone believed. Wei Wuxian had stopped giving explanations a long time ago.

     

    (Or: Indulging Myself by Making Wei Ying the Sect Leader and Dark Lord that I Deserve)

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    02 Feb 2021

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    Look, sometimes you meet a guy in college and become best friends. Sometimes the two of you spend a day babysitting objectively the best baby on earth, and that baby needs parents. Sometimes you get married to the guy (platonically!) and spend thirteen years raising the best baby on earth into the best teenager on earth. Also you share a bed. Also you're in love with him.

    Wei Ying is pretty sure all that is normal. Lan Zhan agrees. Sizhui is... dubious.

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    26 Jan 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Are you okay?” Pang asked, serious.

    Wave was not. He was in love with Pang. And he was losing control, his life was becoming messy just because he had realized about his feelings, his whole world was falling apart because after avoiding people and emotions for the past years, Pang had just decided to appear and make everything complicated and Wave hated it. He hated feelings because he didn’t know how to deal with them, there were not specific formulas to manage them and they were not as exact as math of physics, so Wave didn’t know what to expect.

    Wave knew how to solve equations and it was easy. All he had to do was use numbers and formulas and that was all, everything was exact and that was why he liked sciences but with emotions, everything was rushed, unexpected and there was no formula to solve all the mess derived from feeling something.

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    06 Dec 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    It had come to a point where Teh had even started to hallucinate sometimes, when he was really really drunk. It had started to happen more often lately, especially now that he was frequenting Bang Rak regularly and was surrounded by pretty boys every weekend; there were so many young people, who looked a bit like him in the multicolored lights of the club, but in the end they had been only shadows and nothing else.

    It was happening even now, Teh realized, as he pulled his head up again to look around the bar: he could see him, in one of the corners of the room, smiling and chatting with a group of people that he apparently knew very well. He looked so good, with his hair slicked back and a white t-shirt of some expensive brand, and Teh couldn’t tear his eyes away from the wrinkle around his eyes, the folds of his sweet smile-

    Then, Oh-Aew turned towards him, and the world stopped spinning when their eyes met.

    (After their university exam, Teh never manages to reconcile properly with Oh-Aew. Ten years later, they meet each other again in a gay bar.)

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    02 Dec 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    All of this just means that Pete and Kao know each other better than anybody else. He can read the small crease in his brow, he can understand the little quirk of a smile. He knows when Kao is tired before Kao himself knows he’s tired. Pete would be lying if he said he didn’t have a Word document outlining everything Kao likes, just so he can remember what to bring him when he’s sick, or when he’s sleepy, or when he just needs to lay on Pete and call it a day. It’s because of this that Pete knows that it’s either Kao or nothing. He’d never be able to love another like Kao.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Pete has been in love with Kao since kindergarten. One day, it all comes to a culmination as Pete tries to get Kao to take care of himself, and in the process, ends up taking care of him instead.

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    25 Oct 2020