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And when he’s alone, when Sam’s gone, or he’s lying in bed… no matter how hard he tries to avoid it, every time he closes his eyes Dean keeps flashing back to that last, horrific moment—Cas smiling as he’s consumed by darkness. “You changed me,” and “I love you,” and “goodbye.” He tries to reconcile it in his head, Cas loving him so much that just expressing it was enough to trigger his deal. He tries—and fails. He must have missed a step, lost in the grief and horror of the moment, because it just… it can’t be real. Every time he tries to take it out and examine it, his mind shies away, throwing up an impenetrable wall of “impossible.”
In the weeks following Chuck's defeat, Dean tries to come to terms with Cas's confession and death. But having your kid become god turns out to have some perks.
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as long as my heart still beats by deansnuggles
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Shattered Empire
23 Sep 2020
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There are few things that make Poe Dameron nervous. He spends his days—and often his nights—on high risk missions where the difference between life and death is a matter of a millisecond delay in reaction time. Sure, he worries, especially during downtime. Worries about his friends, about making the right choices, keeping his people safe. But he’s very rarely nervous.
He’s really, really nervous.
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reviviscence by deansnuggles
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Sep 2020
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“...-old on, Po-… just hold… st-… with me, okay?... -oe, I got you, I go-…”
Everything is blurry, his hearing cutting in and out. He can’t feel his… anything. That’s probably bad.
“C’mon Poe… -ork with me here, I ca-… too goddamn heavy…”
Someone’s talking. Sounds upset. Sounds important. If he can just focus—if he can just focus—if he can just—
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Poe is critically injured when their ship is shot down. Finn has to leave him to get help. -
moments of transition by deansnuggles
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
30 Aug 2020
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“I should have just listened to you.”
“I do normally encourage that, yes.”
Poe and Leia deal with the emotional aftermath of Crait.
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zero point six seven meters by deansnuggles
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
26 Aug 2020
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After BB-8 describes his intended purpose and failures to conform, Dameron wrinkles his nose. “So you’re saying that, even though you had more success in every mission simulation than any other astromech in the system, and even though they had specifically programmed you to think for yourself and make better risk/benefit analyses than your predecessors, they weren’t happy with how often you took initiative and that you refused to settle for failure. Am I getting that right?”
BB-8 beeps an affirmative.
“Well fuck that. Sounds to me like they should be basing the whole series off of you! Here, look, I do need to get going for today, and who knows when the on-duty mechanic will be back. But I promise you, I’ll be back first thing tomorrow and me and the manager are going to have a chat about dusting you off and getting you some action, alright?”
Action! BB-8 rolls in a circle around Dameron, whose eyes crinkle up in laughter. Yes, action, yes! Fly? Simulations? Missions? Adventures?
“Yes, yes, all that and more, buddy. Just you wait. I’ll be back for you in the morning, I promise.”
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snippets from BB-8 & Poe's friendship through the years.
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moments of transition by deansnuggles
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
30 Aug 2020
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Follows Poe post-tlj as he comes to terms with what's happened and grows closer to Finn. Gen to start, finnpoe later.
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what is loved endures by deansnuggles
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
07 Apr 2020
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Codas to The Rise of Skywalker. Technically finished but may add more if inspiration strikes.
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take me back by deansnuggles
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Aug 2019
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all the things yet to come are the things that have passed by cosmicocean
Fandoms: Supernatural
03 Mar 2021
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“I mean, listen, we’re not good at the huggy feely crap. Any of us. And I get that, you know. And I get, I mean, I could’ve said something, you know, I know that. I get it. I get all of it But you just, you give this whole speech, and you telling me that you just, you want what you know you can’t have? You never asked. And it was always, you know, it was always-“ he grits his teeth, taking a breath.
“We always came back to each other. I said terrible things to you and you said terrible things to me and we fought and we killed and we died and always, always, we came back to each other. We figured it out. So you’re gonna come back. You’re gonna come back, Cas, so help me god, and we’re gonna figure it out. And I would have said yes. If you’d asked, I would have said yes.”
AU after 15x19, where Dean has a little place in the middle of nowhere, a dog, and is trying to figure out a plan.
Bookmarked by deansnuggles
03 Mar 2021
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In the summer of 2005, a gruesome hunt leaves a lonely and hurting Dean to take refuge in a remote Minnesota motel. He only means to stop for the night, yet finds himself compelled to stay. Maybe it’s the old, well loved lodge, or his cozy little cabin, or the spectacular views off the cliffs of Lake Superior.
Or maybe it’s Castiel, the guy who runs the place. Dean’s falling for him fast, but there’s more to complicate the matter than the family business. Something strange is afoot in the Northwoods…Is Cas just caught in the crossfire, or is he the one standing at the center of it all?
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Bookmarked by deansnuggles
03 Mar 2021
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The toddler raises round eyes to Castiel. Round, glowing eyes. Glowing gold.
He withdraws his thumb from his mouth and reaches out. Castiel doesn’t have to think about it. He lifts his own hand to catch the tiny, sticky one. Shakes it solemnly.
“Hello, Jack.”
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02 Mar 2021
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Only a very few people in the world know that the celebrated and reclusive poet Jack Allen is just Kansas mechanic Dean Winchester, a high school dropout with a few bucks to his name. Not that it matters anymore; life has left him so wrung out he never wants to pick up another pen.
Until, that is, a string of coincidences leads Dean to auditing a poetry course with one Dr. Castiel Novak. The professor is wildly intelligent, devastatingly handsome...and just so happens to be academia's foremost expert on the poetry of Jack Allen.
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Bookmarked by deansnuggles
02 Mar 2021
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"What do you want?" Dean asks, at a red light.
Sam sighs. "I don't know, man. What do you want?"
"I don't know," Dean says.
Nobody asks Castiel what he wants, because what they're talking about is food and Castiel doesn't eat food anymore. The Winchesters have this conversation a lot, because they spend a lot of time on the road, and negotiation around food seems to be one of the most inescapably irritating parts of the human experience. Castiel does not miss it.
Castiel has a lot to learn about wants and needs. His most recent lesson: Dean may need him, but that doesn’t mean he wants him.
Bookmarked by deansnuggles
28 Feb 2021